#but I got no coping mechanism. rawdoggin it.
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guys Im not surviving march 20th 2024
#my anthony show#DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING NERVOUS I AM#logically its like you just hve to enjoy the show cmon#but I Do wanna talk to him and also I HAVE TO cause I PAID TO#seeing him taking pictures with his arm around peopple okay *explodes*#like hes just a guy I knoowwww I hate parasociality and pedestals and all that but#but I got myself a little crush okay#embarrassing#I cant even soothe my dog brain like hes on ur turf its okay u will be comfortable and in ur element#ITS A NEW STAAGGGEEEEE HES OPENING THE NEW STAGGGGE#vip will be like the first ppl of the public to see a show there whichll be sick as hell and a great story to tell in lines later but#Horrible for my anxiety. And Im unmedicated#cant even drink cause Im sober now. and will be two months completely sober on my show date which is important for me esp#because how much Anthony and his art have motivated me to actually get and stay sober#but I got no coping mechanism. rawdoggin it.#hes just a guuuuuuuuuy pls#speaking#EMBAARSSING#band wife
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