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kachuuyaa · 1 year

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𝐁𝐀𝐘 𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 / bsd smau

a nikolai x reader smau !

𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 ; romance was never your forte. naturally, you're afraid of commitment and more so the hurt your heart will potentially experience while being in a relationship. so once you were greeted with an opportunity for one, your first instinct is to run away. however, it seems the gods blessed you with friends whose motive is to keep you grounded in this experience for the first time.

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 ; smau. no abilities au. fluff. angst. crack. gn!reader strangers to lovers. romance. uni au. slice of life. (kinda slowslow) slow burn.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ; reader is a big big overthinker, slight miscommunication, unhealthy coping mechanisms (avoidance, isolation, etc.), everyone but a selected few are stupid, confusion, burnt out reader, mentally challenged characters, kys/kms jokes, mentions of sensitive topics! (mental illness and such), feelings get in the way sometimes, chuuya and dazai’s petty banter, mentions of consuming alcohol n cigs slight crossover (genshin)

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒 ; sporadic uploading

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 ; kunikida is the only rational person here i fear (he doesnt even have twitter) timestamps do not matter unless i say so! everyone is 18+, sideships included (but not explicitly implemented)

written portions are indicated using ❖

𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒 ; zesty bitches ℘ whorehouse asylum

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ;

𝐀𝐂𝐓 1 ; foreign idiosyncrasies

001. calm down

002. second yr

003. 4real

004. when i

005. kitty kitty!

006. who even r u

𝐌𝐀𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 ; HEYYYYY its been a year im so fucking sorry but i promsie i’ll do this. ill actually commit to this there was actually somrthing i had in the works but i had to abandon it fkr a year cuz of school…. there has been a lot going on and im graudating this year so UM… yea theres that… how is tje bsd anime btw… love all of u soso much <3 take care of urselves mwamwa (also dont ask mw about the event reqs theyre there id otn think ill continue it) also when i mean slight genshin crossover ull see ull see :3

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; @iruc @celestair

2023 © kachuuyaa. do not steal or claim my work as your own.

#archive #series #kachuuyaa #bsd x reader #bsd series #bsd smau #bsd fanfic #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs fanfiction #bungo stray dogs x you #bsd x you #HEYYYY GUYS 😘😘😋😋#COMEBACK OF THE CNETURY!!!!#watch me drop this fic in like 2 chapters… 😭😭#sorry guys for such a long hiatus i hope u missed mw..#I MISSED U ALL YHO

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little-blurry-stars5 · 3 months

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if i see one more percy jackson or bsd edit with the "always an angel, never a god" audio i fear it itll be The End Of Me

#makes me want to sob every time #pjo #bsd #percy jackson #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #percy jakson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo series #bsd series #tiktok #tiktok audio #always an angel never a god

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shippaidan · 2 years

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no one says that they are afraid of love as beautifully as you do

>>chapter: four >>pairings: chuuya x fem!reader | dazai x fem!reader >>genre: a little bit of angst with some comfort, fluff >>status: ongoing >>words: 1,8k >>cw: spoilers, she/her pronouns for reader, swearing, mentions of alcohol, one (!) canon-typical mention of suicide plans, as always a lot of reflections and "what if"s , but mostly fluff (or as fluffy as I could get)

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HOPE.

That night, the scent of approaching spring was lingering in the air.

Their synchronized footsteps echoed through the walls of the nearly empty mafia headquarters. It was really late. In a good mood they were returning from a meeting with the boss, who once again praised them for another successful mission.

"Damn, what a great day." She raised her arms high above head, stretching her slightly sore joints. "And by the way, you did amazing today, Chuuya."

"Said the one who did almost all the work." He rolled his eyes with a smile on his lips. "You didn't even need me for anything. If this keeps up, Mori's going to start sending you out solo."

"Please no, don't even say that. I really like going on missions with you. Solo won't be the same."

"Yeah, same here. You're actually the best partner I've ever had."

"Oh stop it! You'll make me blush." She joked actually abashed, waving her hand. She still didn't always know how to take the praise that was constantly coming out of his mouth, but he lived for her reactions and definitely had no intention of stopping. He had to make up for all these years after all.

"I would definitely pay to see that. A powerful mafia executive with blushing cheeks? Priceless.”

"Shut up!" Their soft laughter carried down the long corridors, as she slapped him lightly on the shoulder, shaking her head.

Things began to slowly come together. Everyday life took on vibrant colors again, and hope once again found refuge in her heart. She was more happy to get out of bed in the morning, the sunrise spent with coffee in her hand no longer stirred unnecessary memories, and she preferred to spend her evenings with a good book than a glass of alcohol. She felt as if she had finally come back to life.

However, she would not be able to do it without a man right next to her. His very presence helped her to move forward. And everything was slowly getting better.

"Why don't we grab a drink? My treat. I’m dying for some whiskey to be honest." She suggested, getting into his black car. Chuuya sent her a doubtful look, turning on the engine.

"Yeah, sure. Great idea. Alcohol is exactly what you need right now." The exaggerated sarcasm could be sensed a mile away. "Better think about what we're going to order. I don't want to spend an hour choosing a restaurant like last time."

"No way! You pick the food tonight, I'm picking the movie. We take turns." She reminded him, but at the same time turned on her phone in search of restaurants open at this hour, while Chuuya focused his gaze on the road.

"You fucking cheater. You picked the movie last time, and I ordered Chinese." Chuuya glanced at her in disbelief, slightly offended. "It was that weird vampire thriller. The one with the guy who was turned into a vampire and dragged into a game of life and death, remember? He drowned at the end."

"Oh yeah, It was a really good movie."

"Well it was good, I admit. But now it's my turn."

"Yeah, whatever." She rolled her eyes and dismissed the man with a wave of her hand. "You're going to pick some shit again anyway."

"Wow okay. First of all, rude. Second of all, I have incredible taste in movies, don't even try to deny it. That last one I picked was just a minor slip up."

"Yeah, right. Incredible taste in movies my ass. The only movies you ever want to watch are the mafia ones."

"Because they're good!"

"Dude, your life is one big mafia movie, don't you get tired of it?"

"Never."

Their light-hearted banter has become her new reality. So did sleepovers, breakfasts together, movie nights and going out to dinner when there happened to be a shorter day at work. Their daily routines already included the other person completely and they couldn't imagine it any other way.

Almost every morning, moments before sunrise, she was the one who would get up first. With a quiet step, she would go to the kitchen and prepare two coffees, knowing that Chuuya would get up soon after her. She would take one of the mugs and, as usual, go out on the balcony to watch the slowly awakening city. Waiting for him to join her in this morning ritual.

Even now, there still were moments when she thought about the past. She did not wallow in despair over it, but simply reminisced. Her mind couldn't stop painting those familiar brown eyes, as beautiful as they always were. Those eyes which with their ice-cold stare looked only for any sign of danger or a place to hide. She still remembered so clearly, how they were never focused on her, always somewhere else. Even in his embrace, she could never feel the soothing warmth radiating from his body. Always icy cold, just like his words and gaze, always uncertain, always harsh like the darkness of night. Maybe Dazai was not human after all.

Maybe Dazai was the winter. Gently drifting snow on Christmas Eve morning, adorning the eyelashes and hearts of rejoicing people. A child's joy at the thought of making a snowman and a snowball fight on a pleasant day. But at the same time, a blast of harsh frost, right after the setting of the sun. An unforgiving frost that seemed to cut the skin with ice grains. A terrifying snowstorm, ready to destroy everything in its path without regard for the consequences. Frostbitting the hands and chasing everyone away to take shelter in a warm house. Yeah, maybe he was not human, maybe he really was winter after all?

But if that was the case, why did his presence remind her so much of humanity? Why did he at times lift his mask and allow her to see his wounded soul? If he was not human, then why was there a piercing despair in his eyes? The kind of despair that could only appear in the eyes of a painfully human martyr hurt by the shards of a cracking fate and broken promises?

In the days when she had him by her side, she had not dwelt on the subject. She accepted him completely, embracing his crumbled pieces and trying to ease the pain at least a little. And in return, he showed her what it meant to have a home. A place where you can always come back, where you are fully accepted. He gave her the sense of belonging that she had so longed for all her life.

Perhaps it was because of his martyrdom that she felt so comfortable in his company. Without judging each other, they lived from day to day, hoping that during one of them they would see something more in this travesty called life. Secretly sent glances during mafia meetings, that only the two of them could understand. Nights covered in booze where their throats would get sore from shouting the words of songs. Walks along the riverbank and plans for the perfect suicide. Training together, going out for drinks, playing for hours in the arcade. Those were the good times.

But those pleasant moments were mingled with thorns driven into her heart whenever Dazai grew cold again. When his words evasively pushed her away, when he excluded her from his life and once again tried to solve everything alone, as the pain overwhelmed him and drowned him in the depths of hopelessness. He always wanted to be alone whenever the coldness was about to return again. The kind of coldness that no other human could survive. Or at least shouldn't have to survive.

He was so freezing, how had she not noticed that before? Maybe she was blinded by her own emptiness, or maybe she only noticed it the moment she had gone from frigid air to a heat she hadn't known until now. Maybe Dazai was frozen only in comparison to Chuuya's warmth.

Thousands of "what ifs" swirled around her and sometimes she liked to imagine different scenarios of her life. What if she had been a different person those many months ago? Would Dazai have considered staying in the mafia then? What if she had found out about Oda's death before Dazai? Would she be able to stop him? What if she had dropped everything and gone looking for him? Would she find him? And even if she did, what would she do? Was there anything she could have done differently? And honestly, was she really supposed to stop him? Would it be a good decision?

One thing she was absolutely sure of. If by some miracle it turned out that she could have stopped Dazai after all, she probably wouldn't want to know about it now. She can't turn back time and change the story. What's done is done. And that's it. So she left the past behind and moved on. Of course, some memories still paint a smile on her face and that will probably never change. At the end of the day, he was the first person to show her happiness. However, she wasn't longing for that anymore.

She built her life anew. Learned to see the positive in this turn of events. After all, if their story had played out differently, she would have missed the amazing moments that are now called everyday life.

And life at Chuuya's side was a little brighter. A little warmer. She felt so unimaginably human with him that sometimes she forgot what it was like to be a void. They floated together around the sufferings of life, in their worst moments looking only at each other. Never looking away. Always lifting each other up when fate crushed their shoulders and brought them to their knees. They were each other's safe haven. The only good thing in this merciless life.

Every moment had meaning. Dancing together in the middle of the kitchen in slippers and worn pajamas, waiting for the microwave popcorn to finish popping. Singing favorite songs from musicals with the obligatory overdramatic acting. Buying two coffees instead of one. On free weekends, which didn't happen very often, going to their favorite rented cottage and spending quality time in silence, surrounded by the serenity of nature. This was her new reality, one she once not even dared to dream of. Full of hope and a beautiful promise for the future.

If Dazai was the harsh cold of a winter night, Chuuya was the scent of spring lingering in the morning breeze.

And she realized that spring might be her favourite season.

a/n woow, a happy chapter? I really wonder what will happen in the next one....

also, thank you so much for so many notes on this series! I may plan something as a "thank you" soon, so stay tuned! see you in the next one, loves!

#dazai x reader #chuuya x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #bsd imagines #bsd headcanons #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #dazai x you #chuuya x you #bsd angst #bungou stray dogs angst #dazai angst #chuuya angst #bsd series #xen|series

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sableeira · 3 months

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And Dazai is like: omg how did he figure it out?!?!?!?

#another entry in my series of stealing quotes from my favorite pieces of media #psa: Gansey is my fave raven boy but I couldn’t pass up the opportunity to redraw it so Mori kinda got the Gansey line u_u #also let your imagination run wild what happened during the mission and why they are getting scolded #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd fanart #soukoku #osamu dazai #bsd dazai #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya #bsd mori #mori ougai #my art #also still drawing panels for the au I was talking about a while back #someone pls take rimlights away from me this whole lighting set up doesn’t even make sense but I just need rimlights always

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sensitiveheartless · 10 months

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Another addition to the “Chuuya gets hugs” universe, this time the aftermath of the Lovecraft fight! (Initial post) (Dungeon reunion)

#Chuuya does not know how to handle affection the series #i don’t think getting more hugs would fix all their problems #but I think it’d help at least a little lol #bsd #my art #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk

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esmiara · 6 months

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Catzai and Chuunya appreciation day

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #skk #soukoku #nakahara chuuya #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #catzai #chuunya #chuunya be fluffy tiny cutie #want to scratch behind their tiny ears and pet their little heads so bad #chaotic cats #now that i think of it #isn't it funny that the series is called bungou stray DOGS #yet the most important character of the entire series is canonically compared to a cat and the protagonist is a tiger?

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frenchonionsoop · 8 months

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next episode dazai will stand up, wipe the prop blood off his clothes, look to the camera and say "its bungonly just beginning" and everyone will cheer

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd anime #bsd anime spoilers #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bsd memes #this series makes me very unwell

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originalartblog · 1 year

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don't be fooled they're both fully relaxed

#i have to make the skk content i crave i know it's fine it's ok i'm ok it's cool #turning my skk feelings into doodles to cope #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #skk #soukoku #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd dazai osamu #nawy's doodles #i have a thing for putting these guys on couches what is this like my 4th one or something #skk cuddle series

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jubilee40 · 2 months

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“They hurt your feelings, Bella Donna?” Osamu asks, between neck kisses.

You sniffled and nodded into his chest. You straddled your fiance’s lap with your hands wrapped around his long neck.

“I don't understand, Osamu. I handed out flyers and made cookies for the possible new club members too.” You cried, tears staining his light brown trenchcoat.

“It's okay, Bella Donna.” Your fiance says in a comforting tone, planting a kiss on the top of your head.

“How dare they make my darling bella donna cry.” Mafia Port Executive Osamu Dazai thinks. One hand wrapped around your waist while the other rubs soft caresses on your back, his mind already plotting ways to handle your fellow college classmates for embarrassing you and making you cry.

#after work series #after work fanfic #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs dazai #dazai osamu x reader #dazai osamu #dazai x reader #dazai x you #dazai x y/n #dazai oneshot

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kachuuyaa · 1 year

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pookies ! whorehouse asylum

nikolai: self-proclaimed magician who majors in anthropology. he thinks that he doesn’t need to major in philosophy as his childhood friend is already a walking encyclopedia of sorts. while nikolai is an extroverted, seemingly careless individual, he rarely ever finds comfort in things he enjoys doing. that lack of comfort leads to impulsive decisions, with emotions he never knew how to classify. dealing with emotions has always been stressful for him, completely masking that emptiness with a theatric display. self-taught magician, but his tricks almost burnt down the school kitchen once. people enjoy being with him due to his outgoing nature, yet find him eccentric due to his ramblings about whatever comes to mind. no one but fyodor is subjected to his true personality, thinking that no one can understand him but his walking enigma of a best friend. confides only in fyodor, opening up to people is something impossible in his eyes. sometimes, this cloud of doubt overshadows his ability to think properly, hindering his studies but somehow always knows how to bounce back. in the students’ eyes, he’s a rowdy, loud, boisterous anthropology major. he drinks on occasion and loves visiting places where the sunset is most present. has a love for astronomy, something fyodor is all too acquainted with. is very friendly to everyone, and charismatic in nature which led to his rise in popularity. part of the theater club, but unironically their most absent member. the club doesn’t really mind, though, as his performances already cover up the number of absences that have been piling up. just like ranpo, he’s unpredictable at times. has a soft spot for birds and stray cats, and he’s usually spotted outside his building during breaks. he visited fukuzawa’s cat cafe with fyodor once and named a white cat with a scar on its right eye ‘kolya’ because it looks like him, and fukuzawa entertained the idea, giving him a collar with its name.

dazai: one of the most annoying fuckers to ever grace this earth. gets in trouble ALL the fucking time, usually berated by kunikida and sigma at the same time due to his laziness and his habit of slacking off. however, despite this, he’s a talented philosophy major (which shocks everyone who isn’t well acquainted with him), sharing the same classes with fyodor, whom fyodor thought was insufferable the first time he met him. has an incomplete discussion with chuuya, the latter refusing to talk to him whenever he comes in his peripheral. dazai knows what he did wrong, but he’s too prideful to ever apologize to him. instead, he comes and makes fun of him sometimes, resurfacing what chuuya experienced and is actively trying to prevent experiencing again in his time as a student. he doesn’t see the appeal of fukuzawa’s cat cafe, even going as far as declining invites of nikolai to go to the cafe. does anything and everything to provoke people as he finds satisfaction in their annoyance, sigma, and kunikida being his main subjects. expectedly involved in most, if not all drama. is known to flirt with whoever he finds interesting and people still do take interest in him even getting asked to join him in a double suicide, which led to many hearts being broken. not only annoying to his fellow batchmates, but also to the first years. akutagawa, in particular. knowing his temper, he's easy to annoy. he reminds him of chuuya sometimes. not because he simply does this for his own amusement, but because he doesn’t think of the consequences following his actions. he’s confused when it comes to emotions, but even as methodical as he is, cannot find a proper solution to resolve the tension between him and chuuya, so he settles with something he does best, but even then, he’s aware he’s making the situation worse. no one knows what’s under this mysterious exterior, only his insufferable, incompetent, suicidal maniac personality that everyone is well aware of.

fyodor: he’s here again…. hi. he does not need that much introduction. while dazai tries hard to hide these feelings of doubt and confusion within himself, he was able to look past that exterior. of course, he never brings it up in respect for his privacy. dostoevsky, to both nikolai and dazai, is one of those who they can truly trust. fyodor doesn’t mind, he remains patient all throughout this exchange. indebted to this, the group has an invisible unbreakable bond that grew that started halfway through the first year. it’s an unspoken rule between the four of them to lean on each other. but to the public, they’re a group of rational and irrational people who don’t seem to clash well (which is also the same assumption [name] and their group has). also the unlicensed teacher of nikolai sometimes, because he needs it most of the time.

sigma: he’s also here!!!!! yay!!!!! she doesn’t need an introduction as well, as they’re also the mediator of the group, and dazai’s target for his teasings. despite their busy schedule, she’s able to clear some meetings for them and his other friends. the three of them are well aware of his rocky relationship with teruko, going as far to negotiating with prof. fukuchi to discuss teruko being the vp of the student council. so far, this issue has been on hold. has been nikolai’s friend for 3 years, and is one of his closest friends. despite what dazai and sigma’s relationship looks like to passersby, they still deeply care for each other as well as the other two. sometimes, they are seen in the field of their campus, as their buildings are close to each other. nikolai picks up coffee for sigma whenever he does cafe runs, knowing his schedule best

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𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀!

dazai knows he isn't well-liked, but he still pulls either way.

dazai and nikolai are the biggest troublemakers when put together. it's usually sigma and fyodor who have to clean up their messes.

one time, sigma got so stressed with dazai and nikolai's actions as they were also handling paperwork from both the casino and his major, so he blew up on them. both of the men didn't know how to respond or to apologize, so they compensate her in various ways they know will make them feel better. sigma finds this endearing.

nikolai lounges in the casino more often than not. in truth, he appreciates sigma's presence yet claims he's here for the free food and drinks.

nikolai is prone to getting drunk. he has a low alcohol tolerance, and fyodor is always there as taking care of nikolai while drunk is his responsibility. uncharacteristically, while many people think dazai is the type of person to drink until he's blackout drunk, he actually handles his alcohol really well.

dazai has random bursts of energy which fuel him to do all his schoolwork in such a short time with such concise results. he doesn't know what triggers this, but it leaves kunikida shocked when dazai admits he completed the whole 10-page essay last night.

nikolai sometimes stares out towards the sky whenever it's night. he is aware of most things space and what space phenomena may happen on that day.

dazai once asked an English major to write fanfiction between him and nikolai as a dare. the english major hasn't been spotted since.

fyo and dazai's playful rivalry started when they both got the same grade during the first semester of their first year in college. it started out as serious and dissipated into something playful. after the second-semester examination results, the two began to form a friendship.

dazai WILL DEFEND MAKI WITH HIS LIFE. the mf also likes one piece ewww (IM joking don't snipe me)

recommended op to fyodor and received "too long" as a response. he brought up how fyodor was able to read 5 books in one sitting and the latter looked at him with daggers in his eyes. dazai kept quiet about that.

akutagawa knows about dazai liking op, and suggests watching jjba. he laughed when aku said it will get better after part 1, but quickly shut up when aku responded with "ur series gets better after 200 episodes if u can waste time on that then u can def watch jjba so i don't want u speaking" and when i tell you FYODOR let out a little giggle...