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January 30, 2023

What is "equality" to you? #curious #boredatwork (at Dollar General) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmFpagtOvxl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#firemeat #roastedgarlic #韓國菜 #불고기 #boredatwork (at Spooky Hollow) https://www.instagram.com/p/Chvs8_St3WM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Just another day and another dollar. #boredatwork #gayboy #selfie (at Hillsboro, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChveIyqvVF3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#Siruseri #insearchofcolors #instagram #picoftheday #boredatwork https://www.instagram.com/p/CgPM7FYv9Kb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Was bored at work, so I drew some more lilies on an envelope. Might ink this later with some fine line markers. #pencilsketch #pencildrawing #boredatwork #didsomethingcreative #peninkartworks #penpaperinkandpaint https://www.instagram.com/p/CdwWdmsuxEN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

writing figayda and markland on the clock on the work computer #GIRLBOSS #BOREDATWORK #AAUUGHHGG

Another random shift at the Ravens stadium

On break at work, tried this out... #filterchallenge #witchfilterchallenge #witch #filter #playingwithfilters #playingwithtiktok #boredatwork #iamawitch #witchvibes #fyp 🔗 https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMRfuBdqT/ https://www.instagram.com/p/CTf2wOIDhJ_/?utm_medium=tumblr

Emptiness consumes me lately. I don’t feel happy, I don’t feel angry anymore, and honestly I have no tears left to give. I am empty. I am currently trying to pull myself out of this funk that I have stumbled my way into. I think that’s why I am back on here today. Well that and the lack of work I have to do today. I have been crying out for help to my Lord and I know he hears me, but I am not patient and I want to be better now. Why isn’t that how it works? Why can’t things magically resolve on it’s own. HA. That would be great. Wake up one morning and life is perfect.

Alone.. That’s how I feel. I can sit in a room full of people and I still feel alone. I can laugh and keep conversation as  if nothing is wrong, but inside I am dying. I just want to be loved. Like truly loved. I want the kind of relationship that only happens in movies. Where’s my Danny Zuko? To be honest, he’s probably lost somewhere. Maybe he’s closer than I think. Who knows. 

Unmotivated.. I do not want to do anything. If I could lay in my bed and not move all day. That would be ideal.. Kids, my job, and my puppy don’t really let that happen. So I go to work reluctantly and do my role in society. 

If you feel this way talk to me because same. We can feel this way together

I figured, since I haven't posted anything of me in quite some time, might as well since work is DEAD. Talk to me? 🥺

Just saw two women at the mall and they looked like this :

I want them to be a couple.

this is the course i am taking at the moment, while i am working my covid screening at AHT. 

Mondays. also big thank you to grandma benson @mitigated_photo for the kickass mask #work #workflow #boredatwork #mask #pridemask (at The Goddess Rocks Catering) https://www.instagram.com/p/CF97warBXEW/?igshid=1v5unwj3jzir1