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mywritingonlyfans · 2 months

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hey pau 💙 can you write one 1 shot with kuku about how they deal after a light fight?

Love's Assurance. // Esteban Kukuriczka X Reader!

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(2,1 words)

It affected you in a way that left your mind distant throughout the day, but deep down, you understood. He was tired, and although he was wrong, his insomnia without you by his side at night and his swollen eyes watching you leave in the morning made you realize that he was aware he had hurt you.

And knowing Esteban, he would be brooding over it while disciplining himself on how to reconnect with you and make things better.

"Come closer," you whispered, foam already all over his beard, and under normal circumstances, he would have kissed you and made a mess. You liked how you didn't neglect each other amidst complications; you loved him too much to go without touching him for long, and he was no different.

Despite the thoughtless and cruel words from the night before, he came to pick you up from work, waited outside with a cigarette as always, and kept your favorite songs playing even after you got into the car without giving him the usual long, lingering hug. He remained silent, his hand passing over his eyes along the way, and you would be foolish not to notice him struggling to keep them from getting misty.

You didn't fight much, but you had been together for a long time, so yes, it wasn't the first time. With your attention turned to the window, you placed your hand on top of his, intertwining your fingers and listening to him sniff softly, in a way so discreet and embarrassed that if it weren't for the years, you would have missed it.

He squeezed your thigh affectionately; his fingers were cold, but yours soon made him comfortable. As you stroked his short arm hair tenderly, he felt stupid, both for what he had done and for still not knowing what to say or how to say it. You weren't angry with him, not at all, but you didn't like the feeling.

He took a deep breath, nestling himself between your legs, his long fingers grazing the hem of your shirt (which, by the way it hung to your thighs, was clearly his), gradually stealing the warmth from your hips to his palms. You smiled gently as his eyes met yours; sometimes he sensed he didn't deserve you. You felt him within you as you wet the blade and then held his face for better stability.

"Why're you lookin' at me like that?" You continued to remove the excess and then resumed the hair removal process that you so adored. Esteban wasn't very patient with his beard; whenever he had to do it alone, the results were intense itching and reddened skin. You never failed to take good care of him, and he appreciated it greatly. And with an audition for a play the next day, there you were, helping him and working your miracles.

“Like what, pequeña?" His voice was velvety, albeit cautious. Realizing it had been a while since you heard him, your body tingled. You trembled in a longer sigh, and your legs tightened around him; you wanted him close as if he could heal yourself from the pounding in your head. You wanted to say everything was fine, but you wanted to be honest in saying you were hurt. Yet, above all, you were waiting for him to take the first step. Things are much easier said than done.

Your face was furrowed in concentration, or perhaps annoyance; at that moment, he couldn't tell, but it seemed like you were about to carve a hole of distress into his face, and he couldn't help but smile upon finding you adorable.

"I don't know," you whispered. Despite looking tired, he still had a sweet expression on you. The wrinkle between his relaxed eyebrows and his caramel eyes shining even on not the best days. You liked that. He was yours.

He nodded, tracing circles on your skin, waiting for you to keep going. When you finished, you dried his face with the warm towel and applied soothing lotion. The added bonus that you loved about it was that you would sleep with the comforting scent of him impregnated on you. You ran your hands over his bare shoulders, appreciating each freckle, and solemnly, he pulled you into a hug.

Your forehead fell against his chest, your hand intertwined around his waist, and gradually, his breathing comforted you. He nuzzled his red nose against your cheek, down to your shoulder, and after lightly kissing it, he nibbled to hear you smile. It was the good and novel sensation of him without the beard on your skin.

"Thank you for takin' care of me, pequeña," he said, still feeling heavy. His face nestled into your neck, and he couldn't bring himself to meet your eyes. "I really cherish these little moments with you." He felt like an idiot, stating the obvious as if it would somehow make things better. His fear wasn't about apologizing but rather realizing how much he had hurt you with his actions.

You nodded against his skin, small in his embrace. "You know when we go to the market?" Your voice trembled, and he felt the dampness spread softly across his chest as you rubbed your hand on him. A lump formed in his throat as he held you tighter. "This is going to sound silly," you laughed without humor.

He watched you through wet eyelashes, holding your face and letting your foreheads rest together so you could look into each other's eyes. Your hair stuck to his, and he tried to pull them away in vain, perhaps they were meant to be stuck to each other forever. "I want to hear you out, it'll be important comin' from you," he said, his voice catching as he spoke.

You swallowed hard, closing your eyes. "I like how you smile at me when you 'find' me in the market, y’know? Your eyes, even the freckles seem to sparkle, I don't know if you've ever noticed, but it always happens, even though you know I'll always come back to you after finding one of the items on the list. Sometimes I think I do it on purpose, disappear among the shelves and then reappear with something in hand to show you, and it never fails. You squint your tiny eyes and then break into a smile with teeth and rosy cheeks that makes me want to hug you." You sniffled, feeling weak. He was just as emotional, yet he held you close, making you feel heard. "I'm afraid this will end," your voice trailed off, then you shook your head vehemently. "I hate thinking that you might get tired of being with me, and even though I know you acted in the heat of the moment, I can't stop thinking that it's a possibility." They were truths, and you felt apprehensive about being too vulnerable.

There was silence. And it wasn't uncomfortable. He held your face in his hands, you felt the tip of his nose nuzzle against your skin, and kisses were planted on your cheek. He offered you the same affectionate look as always. "It won't end, I promise. I'm so sorry." He held you tighter, hating himself beneath his own skin. He didn't realize he had left you alone dealing with those feelings. Sometimes he wished you'd be angry with him and scream at his face, but fortunately, you both knew better than that. "I didn't mean to hurt you, I was tired and ended up unloading my feelings on you when you were trying to help. I didn't know you felt this way, I'm glad you feel comfortable talking about your feelings with me. I'm so sorry, I'll keep looking at you the same way as always, I'm in love with you and that won't change overnight. You're stuck with me, pequeña.”

“I know you didn't mean it." The tips of your fingers touched his nose, trailing your thumb to his eyes as you smiled weakly seeing that he had shed tears. "I’m upset, but not angry at you. And I know I'm stubborn and have been forgiven for my questionable actions before.”

He chuckled at his own words, cheeks and the tip of his nose red. Indeed, he hadn't noticed, but upon reflecting on memories, he loved having you close to him. In public, whether at the market or any other event, the voices in his head and external noises became more persistent, almost paralyzing, and having you at his side made him feel lighter; with his mind in place. Loving you made him feel more patient, that warm feeling in his chest and the assurance that everything would be alright because the person he cherished the most in the world was with him.

The difference was that he knew you would know what to say and would resolve everything masterfully; you wouldn't leave room for insecurities to take hold on his head. He didn't have much to say; he had failed you, something that took less than 2 minutes, and he still replayed the sad look in your eyes and the lowered head you gave him the previous night as punishment.

You opened your arms, noticing how he had withdrawn into himself and hovered low in his own thoughts. "Take me to bed, Kuku," he forced a smile, holding you close. His hands firm on your waist as you intertwined your legs around him.

“I won't do it again, I won't make you feel this way again. I love you. I'm sorry." It sounded more breathless, but not desperate. It was polite and well-articulated. It was as if he believed he needed to prove something to you because words wouldn't be enough. And even though he would apologize more times because of how concerned he was, you knew he would be careful not to do it again. He had always been good at listening to you.

Your back sank into the mattress, and your fingers wound through his hair as his face nestled into you. "I don't like sleeping without you," he whispered, lifting his head. His hand roamed over your cheek and chin, enamored with how he closed his eyes at your touch and sighed. You kissed him lightly, and as you sank into the bed again, he stole another kiss from you. Soon the tips of your fingers followed the path of his freckles, and he understood, he would miss you if fate decided that you didn't want him anymore at any time.

"Yeah?" Your eyebrows arched, wanting to hear more even as you snuggled closer to the pillow, feeling very exposed to his eyes.

"If you apologize again, I won't forgive you; you'll have to stay alone. I know you won't do it again." Your voice didn't carry bitterness, and he felt lighter. You pulled him to be more comfortable beside you, soon snuggling up to him, there was a faint sigh against your cheek, and you held on tighter to his warmth. His hands were touching your back through his shirt, making themselves comfortable around your waist. He dragged his beard-less face on your forehead, kissing the spot, and you whispered in a sing-song tone, "Kuku?"

"Yeah," he laughed, in the sweet way that lit up his face. "I like how you tell me about your day and listen to me ‘til we both fall asleep," there was a brief pause, his fingers tracing over your skin, and he sighed contentedly that you were there, close and being filled with his kisses. "I also like the mornings, when you mess with my hair until I wake up and have you smiling, tangled up with me, or when I wake up and the bathroom light is on, and I can see you washing your face or brushing your teeth." He held your chin, so that you were looking at him. His mind hovered over how frequent those scenes were, and he still loved them equally.

There were countless times when he was away for filming and fell asleep on a video call after hours of talking to you. And you had a habit of taking random everyday photos and sending them to him, and just like today, whenever he didn't receive anything, he wanted to call you and have you describe your surroundings to him (but he never did because he imagined it as something lame). "I need you, I'm sorry," before he could continue, you covered his mouth, feeling his breath catch as you smiled openly at him.

“Your mother called early today inviting us to lunch with her; I said we would go after your audition." Your breath was light against his chest, and the lightness of the words made him chuckle. It was silly to think that his mind had led him to think that you would consider not forgiving him when, as always, you were open to talking about it, no matter how wrong he was.

He grumbled, and somehow he brought you even closer.

#esteban kukuriczka #esteban kukuriczka x reader #lsdln #esteban kukuriczka smut #esteban kuku #esteban kukuriczka fanfic #esteban kukuriczka one shot #la sociedade de la nieve

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creads · 22 days

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diva eu simplesmente AMEI a ask dos meninos aprendendo a pintar unha/vendo vc pintar a unha e pensei num cenário parecido, só que com maquiagem (sou maquiadora então penso nisso de forma quase obsessiva!!!!!!!!)

matias ia 100% perguntar todos os passos, igual tu colocou na ask das unhas, ia perguntar pq vc ta usando tal pincel, pra que que serve o blush, se usar curvex não machuca, "ué você passou o pó pra tirar o brilho e agora ta passando iluminador p dar brilho???? qual o sentido disso????", além de mexer em TODOS os seu produtos até você se estressar com ele "garoto para de mexer nas minhas coisas!!!!!! sai daqui!!!!"

enzo com certeza compraria uma marca cara (tipo sla fenty beauty) e no momento q vc abrisse a sacolinha da sephora e visse o batom caro vc ia ficar toda !!!!!! e ele tipo "ah, não é nada demais" mas ele SABE que é pq pesquisou antes ☝️

pardella deixaria vc maquiar ele, e ainda ia te IMPLORAR pra você botar glitter, fazer delineado gatinho e colar cílios postiços nele pq segundo ele "ué se vc vai me maquiar eu quero a make completa"

com o pipe já imagino que vc que ia querer maquiar ele e ele até pode resistir um cadin mas ia acabar cedendo afinal estamos falando de Felipe Faço Tudo Pela Minha Rainha Otano mas no momento q visse vc pegando a sombra mais rosa da paleta ele ia reclamar "ah mo, rosa, sério?" bonus: ele 100% ia pedir p vc fazer o símbolo do River c delineador e vc fica meio "felipe como que eu vou fazer isso?" e ele "sei lá fia, da teus pulo"

o esteban não só deixaria super de boa vc maquiar ele como ele DORMIRIA durante a maquiagem. eu imagino a leitora sentada em cima dele e ele beem mansinho sentindo o peso do corpo dela, os pincéis macios fazendo carinho no rosto. afs keria fazer um contorno p realçar aquele narigao dele to mals

GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET LENDO ISSO AMIGA!!!!!! você foi muito luz martin scorsese absolute cinema nisso aqui.

KKKKKKKKK aiiii não aguento o matias hiperativo, ele não ia te dar paz UM SEGUNDO. e ainda por cima depois que você usasse os pincéis em você ele ia passar na cara pra ver se é gostoso. juro por deus você acaba de passar o contorno em pó e quando termina o pincel nem encosta na mesa direito ele já vai pegando pra passar no rosto dele que nem você fez “nossa amor é macio né”. mesma coisa com o blush, sombra e etc. no final ele ficaria com a cara cheia de maquiagem tbm tipo 🧍mô como limpa isso agora

ai OLD que o enzo compraria um gloss da fenty tipo bem classudo mesmo. e dois adendos: as vendedoras iam DERRETER vendo aquele Homem comprar a maquiagem pra mulher, e quando você perguntasse se ele quer provar o gloss da sua boca enquanto faz biquinho, ele ia olhar pros lados, conferir que não tem ninguém vendo, e faria um biquinho e te daria um selinho. todo bobinho

o pardella você matou a pau amiga ele super ia pedir pra você fazer uma make bem estravagante nele, e se você for super talentosa e souber fazer maquiagem de drag saiba que ele pediria SIM pra você fazer nele

o pipe ia deixar contanto que não houvessem provas do acontecimento, e ele ainda ia falar “nossa mô você realçou meus olhos” tipo okaaayyy miss girl

o esteban não tenho nem o que adicionar mais pq ele dormiria COM CERTEZA. é bom também que quando as futuras filhas já tiverem idade pra fazer maquiagem ele tá acostumado já 🤌🏻

#cblurbs 🌟#esteban kukuriczka #felipe otaño #enzo vogrincic #matias recalt #agustin pardella #lsdln cast

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thatcheeseycandle · 4 months

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//spoilers for Young Iron's In Pursuit of Self chapter, "27 - Darkness", and for general big lore things such as the Gold dust things

AAAAAAAAA CONTINUING ON FROM THE REBLOG. I WILL THROW THIS PHONE IM TELLING YOU LOT I WILL.

"Why is it so cold?" ..OLIVIA. IM TELLING YOU LOT THIS IS BAD. BECAUSW YKNOW HOW LIKE GOLD FUST IS WARM AND YKNOW HER GOLDEN WHISYLE ID GONE?? WELL. YEAH UH. YEAH.

NONONONONONONOOBODAHHAHSHDKOJONOBON HER BODT ITS NO NOMONONOB PEONY SVAE JER AH NPNOOSOAO

COLD IROWB NAOSOAOAOAOAOAOAOAKAOOOA.

MY HEART. FIRST IT WAS NORTH. NOW OLVIIA?? To think abput it, its quite poetic considering how North's (possible) last words were "Im sorry" while Olivia's (MOSTBLIKELY POSSIBLE) last words were "North" being yknow.. His name

Kinda yknow poetic to think that they wouldve (MOST LIKELY NEARLY.) died on the same day.. AAAAOFHAKFJDJ

..wait. Peony said that Polly's enginr was somehow "saved" and now Olivia's gained cold iron sleep. Last chapter it was explained how and why Polly's soul entered Olivia's body to help her with her sickness. And since it's known that mostly sentient locomotives are the ones who mostly gain cold iron sleep.. Cold iron sleep entered Olivia's body THROUGH POLLY'S ENGINE BECAUSE THERES NOT MUCH GOLD DUST INSIDE HER ENGINE TO BLOCK OUT COLD IRON SLEEP. WHTAAHWYATA.

BUT HEY. THATS JUST A THEORY. A GAME THEORY-

YKNOW ITS QUITE RICH THAT, OF ALL PEOPLE, ROOSTER WAS THE ONE TO SAY THAT (considering his name HELAHFLDPSJAH)

"He has PTSD?" ..SCOT. HE. SAW. YOU. DROP. DEAD. OF COURSE HE HAS PTSD MY GOSH

THANK THE LORD ROOSTER MENTIONED THAT

ROOSTER SAYING THE REALEST WORDS HERE. IM TELLING YOU LOT ROOSTER IS SAYING THE TRUEST WORDS IN THIS CHAPTER

Wait. OKAY WAIT. WHAT. THIS WHOLE TIME. MY GOSH IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE. SIR GRESLEY TOLD MALLARD ONT HE GOLD DUST

After 31 reads.. MY GOAH IM STARTING TO REALIZE THIS

"he'd begun to lose faith in North" WHAT. SLAMMING MY DESK RN. I knew this wouldve been said soon BUT WJAT I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS THIS KNOWN TO THE OTHERS?? Well SURPRISE SURPRISE ME ITS A NEW CHAPTER OF COURSE I DIDNT KNOW-

PAUSE. MALLARF?????? OKAY MALLARD IS REASONABLE TO BE GUESSED AS A GOLDEN WARDEN BUT TO BE ONE OF THE OPTIONS TO BE ONE?????? IM JUST FALLING OFF MY CHAIR RN. WHAT.

"He convinced himself into becoming a monster" and "No one hated Mallard more than himself." ARE. THE. MOST. RELATABLE. QUOTES. IM QUOTING THIS. THIS. these quotes are so relatable in many ways I could make 2 posts on. I SWEAR TO GOSH AAAAAA. Young Iron is shockingly relatable in all emotions in many ways AND MY GOSH DID IT BECOME MORE RELATABLE AAAAAAAA

Okay. Pause. Merlin was the only one to stay with Mallard throughout his black smoke arc. And yet it killed him in tje end..

NOW THIS IS THE BIT I TRULY TEAR UP AT. IM PAUSING THIS GIVE ME A MOEMNT.

Now continuing on.. Kimg

Kingdbah KIGN EDQWAR I DNOAOAOAIFHD YOU LITTLE GOSH. AANAAOAOODODODOXOXOXOCI

TYDFIL NOAOAOFOFOOOOOOOOOOAOAOAODOSOOSOAOAOAOAAOOOOOA GOD GOSH TYDMDNSAJSHTDVDVAOHOOAOAAAAAAAA.

OKAY. I NEED TOBBREATHE. I WAA SCREMAING. INTO MY PILLOW. PAUSE. PAUS EPAUSE. OKAY.

IM NOT OKAY /NSRS

Anyways yeah that qas my food review for today guys lile and subscribe for more vlogs /JOKEHIEKAJFJX

(In all seriousness this chapter was AMAZING OH MY GOSYFHHD the angst, the lore bits, the funny bits, IT WAS VERY WELL WRITTWN AND COMPILED IN THIS I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! A JOB WELL DONE YET AGAIN BY THE LOVELY REDWYVERNWRITES WOOOOOO /VVPOS)

Bonus:

Can we just appreciate the little ":D" yknow the little innocent yippee the silliest of ":D"s out there /pos

#cheesyversial rants #GOD WOOOO THIS HAS BEEN A VERY EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER HEHAHDHDHX #Now to those in the writing guild (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) who are most likely reading this like Im crazy.. Im more than crazy for this/NSRS #ttte fanfic #ttte au #ttte #ttte young iron au #ttte in pursuit of self

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kurtcobainsgreencardigan · 19 hours

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unfollowing after you said you had to look up cad </3 cant believe youd let us(the pau fandom) down like that </3

i had to look it up too

BUT!!!!! I KNEW ALL THE OTHER WORDS!!!!!! AND I THINK I SHOULD GET BONUS POINTS CAUSE ENGLISH WASN'T MY FIRST LANGUAGE!!!!!!! PLEASE (picture mia goth screaming here) PLEASE IM A STAR

#and to be fair i had never heard that word in my entire life #he was a cad #wanted her bad #just like any good trophy hunter :(

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maythearo · 1 year

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My friend (and a random guy he gave me the number to) names twisted wonderland characters. Includes bonus observations and comments from them too:

Riddle Rosehearts: Harry Bartolomeu

Cocky king of hearts

Also a child

Only recently became king

He's crazy

Trey Clover: Pedro de Paus

Harry's distant cousin

A gentle and leading man

Cater Diamond: (has refused to give him a name)

He's left handed and very short (was looking at Cater's dorm uniform card where he had to use a ladder so that's why)

Artist

White.

Ace Trappola: Cleito Travesso

Harry's older brother

Loves animals

" I'm going to kill him 👍 "

Deuce Spade: Tocleio Geitoso

Cleito's twin

League of legends player

Leona Kingscholar: Loberto Wolf

" OH MY GOD "

" WOLF "

" WEREWOLF "

" AAAAUUUUUU "

Not enough muscles

Ruggie Bucchi: Luquinhas do ( Vrauw ) APELAOUM ! ( ! )

(I literally copy pasted what he said, that's Ruggie's full registered name)

" KITTY AWWW KITTY "

Younger sibling

Plays free fire

A feminist

Jack Howl: Leon Lion

Clearly a Lion

Cowboy

Motoboy

Asshole

Azul Ashengrotto: Charles Negociações

Zhongli + that cuphead villain

Owns a big company called "Charles Negociações, Negociações"

Jade Leech: Alberto Cabarés

Less mean than his brother Loki

" hot "

A famous brazilian writer

Floyd Leech: Loki Agiotagens

Is going to betray Charles one day

Gambling master also owns a church (????)

Kalim Al Asim: Pablowo

He's so clumsy little silly, he's so cute

So dummy, so cute , very shy

Loves forró and dancing when no one's watching

Jamil Viper: Egito (legitimately the name he chose for him and i could do nothing about it)

Distant cousin of Astra from Valorant

Very rich

Smells good

(Bonus) Najma Viper: Egita Portable Network Graphic

Likes astrology

Vil Schoenheit: Julio da Fonseca

Hates his name cause it makes it sound like he's an old man

Social life alternates between partying and studying

Potion he holds (on Vil's dorm uniform card) is surely 90% alcohol

Rook Hunt: Roberto Valjean

he's poor.

Epel Felmier: Rogério De La Court

Straight from a fairy tale kinda guy

Roberto's rich best friend. They have a band

He's rich

Idia Shroud: Xx_UnoVsChester_xX

Yes that is his official government registered name

The cheshire cat

Ortho Shroud: Pedrinho Da Doublepump

12 years old

Literally a robot

Malleus Draconia: Angelino Jolio

" Step on me with those heels "

Looks like Viper from Valorant

Lilia Vanrouge: Lizbeto Corleone

An elf??

Obviously a sadistic cosplayer

Silver: Markus Richarlisson

Boring. No personality. Looks like nothing.

Just a shonen protagonist with no powers.

Got platinum snow white hair from Richarlisson that's the inspo for his name

Sebek Zigvolt: Gepeto Tesla

engineer

#nothing they say makes sense #i wish i knew what goes on inside their heads #shut up may

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ayuuu16 · 1 year

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Seni Berdoa: Allah itu Sesuai Prasangka Hamba-Nya

"Dis, kamu pernah ga sih ga mau berdoa karena takut kecewa?"

Pertanyaan pembuka muhasabah akhir tahun ini.

Menyambut pergantian tahun, kami mencoba mengurai pencapaian-pencapaian apa yang sudah kami raih selama satu tahun ke belakang. Tentu dengan bonus gagal dan kecewanya juga, yang lebih banyak pastinya wkwk. Tapi, kenapa sih kita bisa kecewa? Apakah kita terlalu berharap sampai diri ini repot-repot memaki keadaan yang tidak sesuai keinginan?

Adis pernah bilang kalau dulu dia bingung kenapa ada orang yang ga mau berharap pada sesuatu karena takut kecewa. Menurutnya itu aneh, karena kalau kita ga berharap artinya kita ga terlalu menginginkan hal tsb dong? Sampai akhirnya dia mengalami sendiri. Dia bilang, justru karena dia terlalu menginginkan hal tsb sampai pada titik dimana dia ga mau berharap karena takut kecewa kalau apa yang dia minta ga terwujud sesuai keinginannya, makanya dia mencoba untuk berharap yang sebaliknya (?). Simulasi biar ga kecewa-kecewa amat sih katanya.

Tapi, Adis bilang itu salah. Adis bilang Allah itu sesuai prasangka hamba-Nya. Daripada overthinking memikirkan hal-hal yang ada di luar jangkauan kita (karena siapa kita bisa tau itu akan terwujud atau tidak di masa depan?), lebih baik waktunya dipakai utk terus berdoa dengan penuh harapan dan keyakinan.

Gimana caranya biar bisa melatih diri utk terus berdoa?

Mulailah dari hari ini. Mulai dari harapan-harapan paling kecil sekali pun. Misalnya, berdoa semoga cuaca besok cerah sepanjang hari, berdoa semoga dapat hadiah giveaway awal tahun, berdoa semoga naskah publikasi segera dapat feedback positif dari reviewer, dan harapan-harapan kecil lainnya. Kalau kita sudah terbiasa berdoa dan berharap untuk urusan kecil, pasti urusan besar seperti karier, jodoh, dan lain-lain juga akan terbiasa nantinya.

Gimana kalau kita sudah berdoa, tapi ga ada hasilnya?

Kalau kita sudah berikhtiar dan diiringi doa namun hasilnya belum sesuai keinginan kita, bisa jadi memang Allah punya rencana yang lebih baik. Maha baik Allah dengan segala ketetapan-Nya.

Selain melatih diri agar terus berprasangka baik pada Allah, berdoa juga bisa meningkatkan keimanan dan ketaqwaan kepada-Nya. Seperti Nabi Zakariya yang tidak pernah lelah meminta untuk dikaruniai buah hati. Seperti Nabi Yunus yang percaya Allah akan menyelamatkannya saat di perut ikan paus. Seperti Nabi Ayyub yang yakin Allah akan mengangkat penyakitnya. Seperti Nabi Musa yang tidak takut akan kejaran pasukan firaun karena mengetahui bahwa Allah selalu ada di sisinya. Seperti aku yang masih berusaha dan akan terus berusaha percaya bahwa timing Allah tidak pernah terlalu cepat, tidak pernah terlalu lambat, tetapi tepat waktu.

"... dan aku belum pernah kecewa dalam berdoa kepada-Mu, ya Tuhanku" - Q.S. Maryam: 4

01/01/2023

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edducard · 1 year

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OH YEAH I FORGOT TO SHARE THIS

So ik in yee oldie days the clones were kind of a... DID stereotype bad rep sorta thing, iunno how much of that has changed but I run purely off spite so what if I made them actual systems! Along w their hosts being their own kind of person. I ofc am a singlet but I talked w a few system buddies over this cause im cool like that cause representation matters!!!

Gonna add some fun tidbits udner the cut, enjoy <3

Redd is a severely socially anxious guy, like its almost debilitating how bad it is, which is why Edd is sorta front stuck w him because hes super extrverted and helps him with social interaction so he's not freaking out every time someone says hello to him. Tom rarely fronts but he's always kinda lingering there in headspace should he be needed, he's very much a protective alter (hence protector role lmao) but ofc has his own tendencies to take it too far and put them in dangr, which is where Tord usually comes in. He's the other protector who evens out Tom's hasteful nature whenever he does front. Tord is around much more frequently than Tom tho and Edd tries to get them to play tigether on the very rare occasion they front together. Matt is very vain as we all know so him being a caretaker is moreso in the line of him making aure the body is in peak condition! He's the one who makes sure they're loking their best and getting the body to sleep as a reasonable time and showering and all that. He fronts mostly in the morning and at night to do their beauty routine. They decided to fo with the Clone System as a name due to them being... all clones lmao, which btw they are cool w the idea cause they feel they are different enough from their sources that it's not a big deal (altho redd does sometimes have bif worry over it but edds here to help him out <3)

Bad Habits System! Torm is a very quiet kind of guy who is forced to listen to tom and tord yelling in his head all the time. He's usually the only one fronting but sometimes Tom takes the wheel when he's tired. Tom is very different in this system as compared to his source or Clone Sys, he does still drink but hes far more caring and a bit of a worrywart, hence his role as caretaker. Tord will force himself to front whenever the body is in danger and uses his absolutely unhingedass chihuahua personality to get them out of almost any situation (almost being the keyword here.) Pau is a bonus alter that comes w Tord due to my hc of Paul and Tord being very close. Hes a smoker alongside Tord so Torm is unfortunately forced to deal w that nastyass taste in his mouth all the time (cigars from tord and ciga from pau. Nasty.) Pau is different from Paul, hence the semi diff name, and is like a sort of mediator for Tom and Tord. He keeps everyone in line and honestly he just wants them to get along.... He's so tired, bro... They went w the Bad Habits Sys name because, ykno, Toms a drinker and Tord/Pau smoke. Torm doesn't rlly care for either but when stressed he will probably reach for a stick or bottle (addiction runs in the body not rlly the head so its hard to kick the habit even w them not fronting, unfortunately)

#eddsworld #tomattordedd #ew redd #ew torm #ew rejects #ew clones #commie art #Ive put a lot of thought into these guys!#I wanna make sure theyre dont right ykno #I do enjoy the idea of them being systems alongside being their own people #I also have hcs for other clones but #that'll b a diff post lmao

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taaaaangi · 1 year

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Yung ngayon pa lang kinakabahan na ko sa travel ko sa Feb. Chinat ko din yung isang nag post sa diy travels about camel hahahahahaah pota, pau. feeling close yarn? pero legit yung kaba talaga kasi naman babakasyon lang naman ako eh :( alam mo yon maliliit na bagay nakaka-anxiety na. Kahit na for leisure naman talaga yung purpose mo. ako pa nga manlilibre sa kuya ko pagdating ko don hahaha nakakaloka. babalik po ako, promise. madami pa po akong bonus na kukunin sa company namin hahahahahaha haaaays, please po. 5am talaga nandon na ko, nakapila sa IO.

#personal

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whattheheckmidoriya · 1 year

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No thoughts, only Potter!Reader spending nights away at the studio, just to come back home with a hand-crafted set of teacups to surprise Levi with😌💕

CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE HIS REACTION🥺🥺💖

#I've always wanted to do pottery 😭💕#bonus points if you also gift him a matching teapot #UGH MY HEART #pau talks #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackerman x you #captain levi x reader #captain levi ackerman #captain levi x you

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bulbtree · 2 years

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When i was first asked to write a villain, i was provided very little information on motives and drives outside 'likes evil'. Its impossible to work with that logic if you dont have well defined storyline to begin with. You need proper motives and drives of your villain protag to move plot forward and engage with cast you are about to form, and responses must be consistent with the world you are forming. As a bonus, you need target audience. For me, target audience is always specfic person. Right now, i'm trying to write something for pau-san, and im defining characters for pau-san's taste. I don't think its important if your villain stays consistent between two different stories as you can actually write more then one version of personality. Personally, i do find it helpful if they are consistent regardless of source because you can always fall back to core personality you firmly defined if you get lost. I also find it helpful for working with multiple audience to stay flexible and adapt to them. So it's all about balance. In the end, it needs to serve a story.

One of the ways i balance flexibility and consistency is trying to ground material i have in real life. I collect traits presented, and try to find similar irl mold, then i boost aspects that match and put them as center of personality upon which i can build on, and fallback to. This allows you to draw and exaggerate inspiration from real life. Grants you genuine vibes. Allows you to be flexible by toning down or up aspects. Excellent starter to questions 'why' and 'how'.

#writing observation

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kurtcobainsgreencardigan · 2 months

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PAU!!!! HIII!!!!

top 5 favorite movies?

HI ANDI FHFTJXCB

sorry i cant do that ill give you my top 10 in no particular order:)

Notting Hill (1999)

Pride and Prejudice (2005)

Starstruck (2010)

10 Things I Hate About You (1999)

Eraserhead (1977)

The Lighthouse (2019)

Les Yeux sans Visage (1960)

The Man Who Fell to Earth (1976)

Loving Vincent (2017)

Howl's Moving Castle (2004)

bonus! Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure (1989)

what are yours?!!?!?!

#and also #The Grand Budapest Hotel (2014)#and and #Dead Poets Society (1989)

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edducard · 2 years

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Little Tord headcanon sheet thing! I'll do the rest of the gang later but ofc I did the kinnie first LMAOOOO

Bonus info under the cut!

When he's stressed he mumbles to himself in norsk, and has a bad tendency of forgetting words in english so he'll try to explain it while saying the word

"You know?! Aubergine?? Big.. purple... uhm.. fruit? plant?"

"Are you talking about fucking eggplants?"

"YES! THAT!"

Despite being the shortest of the group, he is Very strong and tends to do pushups with one of his housemates sitting on him, usually Matt cause he feels like some kind of king being carried by his men.

He is very good with guns, can practically get a headshot blindfolded. This is mostly due to his military upbringing, he was born into a military family, literally grew up on an army base which is where his love for guns and violence came from.

Pau and Pat are like his semi-adopted dads, basically they were his caregivers when his parents were off. He met them in his late teens and they're still by his side to this day, now in his own army!

He loves rythmn games, very frequently you can hear him click clacking at his laptop in the middle of the night, which Tom hates cause god why is it so LOUD bro get a better keyboard what the FUCK. He also loves shooter games, obviously, and rpgs.

Definitely an xbox kid.

He was moved to the UK when he was around 16, by then he was just started to transition so he still had an effeminate voice and longer hair, but thankfully most people thought it was just a foreigner thing.

Edd was the first kid to befriend him, and was the one who taught him "proper" english... He mostly taught him swear words and said they meant something else so He'd go home and yell "I FUCK YOU PAU" and get one hell of a berating from it.

He has a whole at-home work out set up in his room and is absolutely that mf who wakes up bright and early at 6am and does his daily workout routine. Force of habit from the military he says.

His room is right next to Tom's, much to Tom's dismay as he can hear him playing his stupid fucking Hentai LOUD almost every night because it's just a wall between them. Edd's is across the hall with Matt upstairs.

#eddsworld #ew tord #headcanon time!!!#sorry for rambling bhejbgrje #half fo this shit is kin stuff lololololololol #commie art

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