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The Quarry
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Bowers Gang x Plus size!reader
Word Count: 1877 words
Warnings: none 
Summary: Reader is terrified to swim with the boys in the quarry. She is worried about what they’ll think about her body, which she’s hidden from them up until now. 
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Objectively, you should have assumed that going to the quarry with the gang would involve you all getting undressed but for some reason, that simple fact that slipped your mind.
You didn't think about it until the Trans Am pulled into the dirt parking area atop the mountain that you would actually have to jump off in order to get into the water below. 
Water that you couldn't get into in your jeans and hoodie.
No one in their right mind would jump into the water fully clothed, but that didn't change the fact that you didn't want to do it. None of the guys had ever seen you that bare before and it made you nervous.
It was easy to hang out with them when you could cover up with your over-sized clothes and be comfortable...but there would be no hiding as soon as you shed that safety net. All of your friends were going to see you, and that air of comfort would melt away forever. There would be no going back once they saw you.
"What are you doing?" Henry asked, pulling his own shirt over his head as the other guys all did the same. The five of you had been planning to go swimming for quite some time but now that you were all here, you were hesitating.
It didn't make sense to Henry, who had been waiting for this day to come all week long. It was the only escape he got from his shitty life, and you didn't seem even a little excited.
"I just don't know if I feel like swimming today" you lied, shrugging your shoulders as if nothing could be done to change your mind. Anything was better than telling him, or the other boys, the truth.
Patrick, for one, would never let you live it down if he knew that you were scared to let them see you.
And of course he wouldn't understand, he'd never had to feel that way about his own body. It wasn't something he'd ever even thought about, and you weren't about to explain it to him, or Henry, or Vic, or Belch.
It wasn't going to happen.
All you had to do was just stay strong and not let them see everything you'd worked so hard to keep hidden. How hard could it be?
"What do you mean? I couldn't get you to shut up about this place earlier" Belch piped up, his frame emerging from the other side of the car, now only covered by his Back to the Future boxers.
He had a point.
You had been looking forward to this, but that was before you realized what it would mean.
By now, all four boys were stripped down and ready to go, but before anything, they had to figure out what was going on with you. With nothing else to focus on but why they weren't currently in the water, all their attention fell solely on you.
"Come on Princess, you can swim...we aren't gonna let anything get ya" Patrick teased, assuming that your hesitance came from a fear of the height or the jump into the deep water.
If only it could be so simple.
You smiled slightly, turning your attention away from Henry, to the much taller Patrick. He had his eyes locked on you already but didn't shift away from you. 
That was one of the most impressive things about Pat, he couldn't be intimidated.
Perhaps it had something to do with his slight insanity, but whatever it was...you needed some of it about now.
"I believe you Patrick, but it's not about that" you huffed, getting more and more frustrated as you kept going. There just weren't the right words to explain what you were dealing with.
Especially not in a way that any of the boys would understand.
He hummed, trying to get you to continue but you couldn't do it. It wasn't until Victor joined in the powwow that you were actually able to catch your breath. He had always been the most in touch with himself, and his emotions...it made you feel better.
It made it easier to get your words out, without feeling so afraid of their judgement. The worst that would happen was Patrick laughing, and Henry joking about it for years afterword.
You could always just put your clothes back on and go home, if it went that badly.
"I'm scared" you started, taking a deep breath again before continuing. All four boys were standing around you now, so close that you could hit each of them with your knees if you moved the right way.
They were worried about you, but each showed it in their own way.
Patrick was more distant, but still kept that calculated gaze on your face. He would have killed to keep you happy, but wasn't too outward with his expression of that.
Henry kept it calm, though you could tell from the rigid way that he was standing that he was just as prepared to obliterate what had upset you.
That left Vic, who was more focused on your words than any of the others. He was committing ever single syllable to memory, so he could talk you down. He had always been the best with his words.
Not to mention Belch, who by this point was holding your hand tightly in his own, letting you know in his own way that he was there.
"Scared of what?" Henry asked, his arms folded across his chest. 
His voice wasn’t angry or aggressive toward you, he just wanted to know. If there was something that was bothering you, he and the guys would do whatever it took to make it better. 
But before that could happen, you had to tell them what was up. There was no way they could take care of it if you didn’t open up. 
“I don’t wanna get undressed in front of you guys, I don’t want you to see me” you huffed, giving up. You were tired of having to justify yourself to the guys, knowing that they’d never understand. 
As soon as the words left your lips, you closed your eyes, expecting the boys to ridicule you. However, the jokes never came. 
Instead, when you opened your eyes, they were all looking at you. They had curious looks in their eyes. 
More than anything, they were just confused at what you meant. 
As far as they could tell, there was nothing wrong with you. Sure, they’d never really paid too much attention toward what your body looked like under your clothes...with the exception of Patrick. 
However, the idea that you were actually scared to show them was something else entirely. They could all be dicks in their own right, and they knew that but not to you. 
The worst you had to deal with from them was a little bit of teasing and moodiness. Never would they actually make you feel bad about yourself. “Come on Y/N, We aren’t gonna say anything” Henry groaned, gesturing toward the lake below, that was just waiting for you to jump in. 
You wanted nothing more than to just dive off the side of the cliff into the crystal waters below but you could hardly breathe. What they were asking you to do was nearly enough to make your heart stop. 
“What if we don’t look?” Belch suggested, holding his hands up to cover his eyes. It was a childish suggestion, but might just be what you needed...strangely enough. 
You nodded, waiting for the four of them to cover their wandering eyes before slowly stripping down right there in the open. If they had been anyone else, you would have just went home and given up but you had no reason to be scared of the guys. 
They cared about you, no matter how cagey some of the members of the Bowers gang may have been about showing it. Hell, even Patrick was being a gentleman about this, holding his hands in front of his face as much as he didn’t want to.
You were giving him a chance to finally check out that rocking bod you had and you weren’t even going to let him...it was cruel. However, he understood that if you needed the privacy, he needed to give you that. 
Maybe you’d show him later if he asked nicely, to reward him for his respect and patience in this instance. 
A guy could only hope.  
“Okay, I’m ready” you allowed, taking a deep breath. You kept your eyes closed, not wanting to see any of their reactions when they dropped their hands, though no one said anything. 
Silence was a good sign, wasn’t it?
No one was laughing, so that was a plus. 
When you opened your eyes, you half expected them to be gone, but that wasn’t the case. Instead, you found four teenage boys, all standing in their underwear, staring at you with wide eyes. 
“What?” you wondered, not liking the silence the longer it persisted. The Bowers gang were known for being a group of loud mouth thugs and it wasn’t like them to be at a loss for words. 
But there weren’t words for how each boy was feeling in turn. 
They had been your closest friends since middle school but the idea of seeing you as anything more than one of the guys was never an option for them...until now. 
You were very clearly, not one of the guys. 
“How have you been keeping this from us for so long, sweetness?” Patrick asked, that sly grin finding its way onto his face the longer he admired every inch of your exposed flesh. 
You shouldn’t have been shocked by that, with Patrick being the pervy, creep that you knew and loved but you were. Never in your life had you thought that they would actually be anything other than disgusted by you. 
After having a look around however, you realized that they were very much not disgusted. 
Henry looked as if his eyes may actually pop out of his skull, Vic was red in the face, and Belch couldn’t even look at you without feeling all flustered. It was almost funny. 
“Don’t tease Pat, it isn’t funny” you pouted, folding your arms across your chest, which earned a slight groan from Henry, who was more or less drooling at this point. 
The idea that he’d been driving around with you this whole time, with you looking like that, was killing him. 
“Trust me, we know” he winked, adjusting himself in his shorts in a comical, and frankly cringey manner. 
The only thing that saved it was the fact that he knew he was playing up the creep factor for your benefit, so you laughed.  
“Alright, enough...Can we please go swimming now?” you begged, heading over to the edge of the cliff, getting ready for the best dive of your life. 
When you hit the water, you knew that you’d never have to worry about your body around those boys ever again. 
If you got that reaction every time you stripped down, perhaps you’d have to do it more often.
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