apparently someone submitted a mlb clip for wilbur's ylyl today and he made fun of the animation and called chat ugly. this is the worst day of my life

Today at jets pizza i walked in with a nicotine migraine half-high as hell and saw somebody trans w two eyebrow piercings working and they froze in their tracks when they saw me and said Sorry I love your hair i was like I love ur eyebrow piercingss and then they kept staring which was too much for my high brain so i got kinda uncomfortable but they apologized again and i ws like it's ok (in my head:Punk recognize punk. gender bender recognize gender bender.) THEN THEY LITERALLY TOOK OFF THE NECKLACE THEY WERE WEARING. SAID THIS IS THE SKIN OF MY SNAkE????/ AND GAVE THE NECKLACE TO MEMEMEEM!!!!!! I ACtually wass lke holy shit i will treasure this actually seriosuly. like u chose the right one cuz i will fucking think thi s is so cool for so long and i was w my family and the second we left the jets they started making transphobic comments (I was like Whelp guess we arent gonna be having the Im Not cis conversation any time soon) Anyway bruh i think their name was Lex / Lux and im wearing the necklace rn it's quite cool it's like embroidery thread but woven w beads w this resin circle at the end where a pendant would be and the snakeskin is in the resin circle (One thing about me is i actually love snake skin and have been talking about it so much. and The other night i literally said I FELT LIKE I WAS MOLTING. ) Skin like a snake.

Yeah that experience was beyond cool not gonna lie i have this fantasy that they immediately recognized i was non binary and thats why they reached out so intimately so quickly Like we literally hugged (I hate hugging strangers esp strangers from jets pizza no offense but who knows what grease Is on that shirt.) But they asked are u a hugger i said fuck it sure Bc like u r cool as fuck like u r cool as fuck. What goes around comes around.I visited KK in the hospital today and gave her this selenite wand ive owned for years, meditated with countless times tripping lsd, used to wave over my friends in louisville/lexington to "cleanse" them and used before countless tarot card readings to prepare, i really cherished this selenite bc selenite is a beautiful crystal to me, but bc of her state of mind idk how much she really cared about the selenite i really really relly hope it didnt seem like i just gave her a fucking rock that shes literally gonna throw away or something bc i didnt even plan fully to give up the selenite i just wanted to bring it with me to the hospital but when i saw her there i was like i just want to show her some love and selenite is the best crydtal id want to have w me in this situation and ive cherished this specific selenite its genuinely been cherished so Here take it Soak up its love and she lowkeyyyy just Put a finger to her lips and shushed me and i was like *Nod* Ok well bye! I thought maybe i made a mistake or something but when this person at jets Also gave me a gift that they themselves had owned/used personally for awhile i was like ITS A CYCLE. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

This is actually the second time a random stranger ive interacted with has given me a necklace based gift the first one was a crystal wrapped in pink twine that my first piercer ever gave to me at the end of my septum piercing. Idk why im so blessed and lucky to have these things happen to me but i truly believe it's bc certain people in this world can see/sense your souls and values sometimes just by reading ur energy/having an intuition about you bc of how you present yourself and how you speak to people. And i just feel like wow that interaction was profound actually

im rewatching t/rue b/lood bc the first three seasons were okay ig and i just realized that when s/ookie’s looking for b/ill in his house, and she opens the little hidey hole he sleeps in, the fucking document pack that showed he was investigating her was LITERALLY RIGHT THE FUCK THERE, UNDER A BOOK, ITS THE SAME DOC AS SEASON THREE WHEN RUSSELL SHOWS HER—

IF A/LAN B/ALL DIDNT WANNA FUCK BILL HIMSELF THIS ENTIRE THING COULD HAVE BEEN SOLVED IN THE FIRST fEW GOD DAMN EPISODES AND WE COULDA GONE TO ERIK THE NOT PIECE OF GARBAGE INSTEAD

First thoughts on each song on the track list

1. Fortnight (feat. Post Malone)

- not really a fan of post Malone but we'll see what happens

- when I think fortnight I think medieval

2. The Tortured Poets Department

- title track fcuk yeah

3. My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

- diss track for sure

- bc you break them, I have to take them awayayayay this is why we can't have nice things (another possible red herring to be connected to j0e)

4. Down Bad

- it's giving dress it's giving glitch

5. So Long, London

- oh no I can hear the sw-fties already

- ok but so long London boy? So long beard? So long hiding away my life?

6. But Daddy I Love Him

- little mermaid reference we love it

- gave up her voice for a man, but also gave up everything for love, so it could go either way here

- or maybe it could be very literal and her begging her dad to let her love who she loves

7. Fresh Out the Slammer

- it's screaming reputation lwymmd getaway car

8. Florida!!! (feat. Florence + the Machine)

- I mean Florida- I love it and I hate it it's such a fucked up state so we'll see

9. Guilty as Sin?

- dress x question...? x false god

- religious trauma

10. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

- anti hero archer feel

- or maybe it's sarcastic and badass

- made me thing of "who's Afraid of the big bad wolf" so maybe it's again feeling like a big scary villain

11. I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

- desperately trying to make it work with a man when she knows deep down it'll never be what she truly wants

12. loml

- a bit unserious, would've preferred it spelled out but maybe it'll work

- thinking maybe a cute song like paper rings

13. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

- this one's gonna hurt bad

- death by a thousand cuts feel

14. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

- gonna be a diss track about some pathetic small dicked man and I love that

- or I'm thinking anti hero vibes again, but instead of a monster on the hill, she's hiding and feels unseen

15. The Alchemy

- not really sure on this one

- alchemy is mixing shit together so maybe its like finding the right mix of shit to make things work idk, like the right mix of pr and hiding and flagging and all that

16. Clara Bow

- queer silent film it girl👀

- had an affair with a dorothy👀👀

17. Bonus Track: The Manuscript

- dear reader vibes I think

- "an authors text that has not yet been published" I think this one's gonna be raw and real

pekes n polls has been created

Rumpleteazer has changed their name to Crime Baby

Crime Baby has changed Victoria’s name to Madam Perfect

Crime Baby has changed Electra’s name to electricity

Crime Baby has changed Etcetera’s name to squee queen

Crime Baby has changed Jemima’s name to The Chosen One 

Crime Baby has changed Sillabub’s name to bbygirl 

Crime Baby has changed Pouncival’s name to Mousey 

Crime Baby has changed Carbucketty’s name to greg 

Crime Baby has changed Mungojerrie’s name to butter fingers 

Crime Baby has changed Tumblebrutus’s name to bitchboy 

Crime Baby has changed Bill Bailey’s name to Prince Charming uwu 

Crime Baby has changed Mistoffelees’s name to The magical, the marvellous, Mr. Mistoffelees! by Crime Baby

10:41am

Crime Baby: >:3

butter fingers: this is the best idea you’ve had in a while

Crime Baby: i know, thank u

butter fingers: r u ever gonna let the time i dropped that bracelet on the pollicle’s head go

Crime Baby: no >:D

The magical, marvellous, Mr. Mistoffelees!: why is my name so long?

squee queen: it makes sense

The magical, marvellous, Mr. Mistoffelees!: too long

Crime Baby has changed The magical, marvellous, Mr. Mistoffelees!’s name to the one tugger simps for 

Crime Baby: happy now?

the one tugger simps for: no 

electricity: damn he’s picky

Crime Baby has changed the one tugger simps for’s name to mr picky 

electricity: common L for misto

mr picky: I will make you disappear under suspicious circumstances.

electricity: nah u won’t cos munk would get cross

mr picky: Alas, tis true. I shall simply dream on 

Mousey: why is that my name

Crime Baby: UGH WHY ARE THE BOYS PICKIER THAN THE GIRLS

Mousey: cos ur shit at picking nicknames duh

Mousey: like. why? 

Crime Baby: BC UR SO QUIET OBV

bitchboy: well clearly he’s not being v quiet rn

Madam Perfect: I agree. 

Madam Perfect: Teaz, your names suck ass

greg: Why… why am I greg?

Crime Baby: BC I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY

Crime Baby: JHDAJDBHEJLGFYYDF

Crime Baby: fuck all of u

Prince Charming uwu: u wish u could ;3

bbygirl: ok at least his name fits

The Chosen One: ish

Madam Perfect: I hate you all

Madam Perfect: Except Jemima. You’re an angel Jem

The Chosen One: <3

Madam Perfect: <3

Crime Baby: fuck this shi

Crime Baby: mungo, meet me behind 254 Pear Street

electricity: i wouldn’t do that if i were you guys

bbygirl: yeah alonzo said he’s gonna report you to munk if he catches you again

butter fingers: ya but he won’t catch us obv

Crime Baby: he won’t if ur careful

Crime Baby: now hurry the fcuk up

https://www.tumblr.com/whoreternal/734890575507193857/httpswwwtumblrcomwhoreternal7348899727867412

having an argument and having to literally SQUEEZE it out of him and once u figure it out you have no idea why he wouldn’t tell u but it’s not ur fault he just couldnt let himself be that vulnerable around u bc he’s worried it might affect the way u think of him like everyone else oh em gee

FCUK. like having to prod and prod until he breaks down and just tells you . And u assure him for so long that it doesn’t matter and that he is not his dad and that u love him so much :(

Λρright. Im writing this out to recheck later.

I got a friend who’s like, most soft and quiet frightened. Always explains why she does what she does due to being misunderstood and abused for long , she’s on the spectrum. She always asks if she said something wrong and i alwαys assure her that nope

But the 2 weeks i went out playing badmington and walking w her in march, also triggered tf out of me. Due having no one listened to the unfairness she endured, she . Ok. Trauma dumped it on me. At first. I was not aware of that. She is younger than myself and i felt the obligation to care for her. But the 3 meets we met, she started trauma dumping from the moment we met to end . Ok. FCUK. And i struggled to tell her to stop because i felt like i should die if i couldn’t do it. Ok ok. O.k fuck. And bc she’s on the spectrum, she cant seem to tell when the other person had had enough . So i, broke down, in middle of seeing her, and she just kept on going about her stories

To the point when i met another and she started telling about her story i almost lost it, i managed to tell her im overloaded. Which was good bc i was driving.

I think the time i had to take responsibility for my supposedly caretakers when i was baby . And then, i dont even know why. Ppl meet me and just,

Thing is. It left a mark ,i feel scared seeing her again. She’s been msging me asking if she said anything wrong again and again.which i explained. To be trauma dumped on is a big trigger to me, i also. Went into details on what happened . Now i got . 4-5 msgs from her on emails and insta.

Like. This is so hard. Now i must read them msgs and emails and see what she sent. I. Im very confused.

Ok. Let’s fucking do this

TYBW Thread

hhhh i had actually watched about 4 episodes of tybw to see what the hype was all about and decided this is too good to be treated like this so i started watching the anime right from the beginning ☠️

EP 1

oh my god the soundtrack is back this is so hype the animation is so good the character introductions are so rad sdjshbvdgfdsuhbjsh i shivered at that bankai

picture me with towering flames in both my eyes steam coming out from my nose i am thoroughly EXCITED

the sound production this season is absolutely immaculate im running out of adjectives to use

and fcuk i knew it was coming but sasakibe's death is hitting hard

pausing at every frame of the new intro bc wow

im so happy shuhei is lieutenant under kensei i desperately want more moments between them

so interesting that hinamori is lieutenant under shinji now

i wonder how the visoreds were integrated, they were literally given their old posts back i wonder how rocky that process was, lisa hiyori etc aren't seen yet so i wonder if the visoreds split into people who went back to soul society and people who didn't tho it's hard to see why shinji would return without hiyori

CM Evolution Predictions

I've been jotting down thoughts over the last month, but now we have a trailer I wanted to post these. Here's some of my predictions (as of 07/11/22) :

I hate the trailer. Just let me put that out there. They clearly said 'oh we're on streaming so we HAVE to be gory and gritty and edgy af' but like....you didn't need to be out here acting like CM is the newest Jigsaw/SAW movie. Why are they trying to turn it into a Lionsgate production???? I just fucking hope their lighting is not pitch dark like tons of new 'edgy' shows

They clearly killed Krystall which is FUCKING BULLSHIT after giving Rossi that WHOLE fucking arc in the final seasons. They're probably going to say she died of covid and now he's unhinged about finding this stupidly ridiculous 'serial killer network'

WHY IS ROSSI UNIT CHIEF?!?!?!!? This one INFURIATES me!!! 'Emily got promoted and now oversees multiple teams' Ericka, that's called Section Chief, I know you don't know that sense literally no one on the showrunner/writing team has ever even watched (one) episode of this show. But that's just section chief, sweaty.

We have ONE white man and they made him UC!?!?! HE LITERALLY HATED BEING UC AND SAID SO 100X!!!!! Why not JJ!?!?!?! HUH!?!!?!? WHY NOT JENNIFER FUCKING JAREAU WHO HAS BEEN THERE LONGER THAN ROSSI!?!?!?! (or Tara, who would be exceptional holy fcuk!)

'JJ and Tara have followed up every consult in the past year' MA'AM!?!?!?!!? OKAY!!?!?!? THAT!?!?!?!? That implies that JJ and Tara were out in the field ALONE catching all these killers. HAWT. If we don't get some quality Jara friendship (gayness) I'm going to be so sad. IF they've been the only ones doing consults for a YEAR, they have GOT to be BFFs now

BECAUSE of the released promo photos, I am going to say Garvez is NOT going to happen (they love baiting us with this shit tbrh. so I'm not getting hopes up to ever have a canon inter-team relationship) I think they dated a couple of times and are friends now and that's all we get

Honestly, goes without saying we're NOT going to get a confirmed queer character on the BAU team. Period. We just won't and if you're newer to the fandom there's a lot of reasons and history as to WHY this will never happen but like, google it and read the deep lore of the fandom.

They kinda made it seem like JJ/Will might be separated which like would make sense if they moved to NOLA only for her to come back to the BAU to help. And if it's been her and Tara as the only two running down consults, I think Will woulda hated that since he canonically hates her working 'long hours' (or working). I'd love to FINALLY have the badass independent mom JJ we always deserved

Crack Prediction: 'We don't really know where Reid and Simmons are'. PLEASE let Reid be one of the killers in this serial killer network. What a twist. Or Elle, let Elle be a killer now (but like in a good way, like Dexter! I love the idea of Elle being a lawful good and a vigilante)

Emily may not have a lot of screen time bc of the whole 'Rossi is UC and he's going through the five stages of grief, blah blah blah' bc this show hates the female actors and they REALLY gotta have a white dude MC to center some trauma porn around

In terms of cases: TikTok killer, a killer who kills anyone who breaks lockdown, a killer who like.... poisons people by chemicals in their masks, a frontline retail worker losing their fucking mind (understandably) and going on a rampage

They're going to treat covid like it's a) something of the past and not A CURRENT AND ONGOING PANDEMIC b) as trauma porn, which is SO FUCKING distasteful TBRFH. I hate this entire plot

They will mention Reid at least five times and probably won't talk about Matt AT ALL (or anyone else for that matter)

Garcia's spent her time away from the BAU spreading joy and love and hacking in the world. She bakes now. She knits Sergio sweaters. She has a popular YouTube channel. But despite her life being INFINATELY better ....she comes back. Bc none of the writers have ever actually met these characters

I stg if I don't get at least ONE 'family' dinner or BAUL girls night, what's the point of anything???

This isn't a prediction it's just GUARANTEED to happen: me going WILD about Je T'Emily

Okay but the new gbf event, literally going to cry. I stayed up to read it last night (er this morning at 3 am), bc I was excited about it being a sequel to Together In Song. I loved Together in Song, that event fucking crushed my hear (also shipping Elta with Caro). This new event was SO GOOD. I LOVE CANTATE. WHAT THE FCUK WHAT A BABY. HER PASSION AND ANGER AND FRUSTRATION AND STRUGGLE AND LOVE. What a wonderful character. I really wanted to start crying when she was so happily and excitedly info dumping about violins and Selfira was genuinely interested and enjoying listening. I need to ship this so bad. Like, I usually don’t go to hard for ships that seem mostly wholesome, but god. You can’t tell me not to hc Cantate as autistic, like there is no way I won’t. I want Selfira to meet Cantate again and for them to make music together and fall in love and ;ojlhkgjhfdghjhjgfdsfgh

more under the cut because i take issue with some of the ending of the event and started ranting about it lol

The only issue I had with the story was the ending with the “see the price is important so your instruments will be bought by professionals who can play well and bring joy to listeners.” Like whoa, I’m sorry lol, hold the fuck up. Please tell me why conflating wealth with skill (and talent as much as I hate the word talent, bc it’s often used to overlook the hard work people have put in to honing their skill lol) is a good and accurate idea. Like people who are poorer are incapable of being extremely skilled in music, what the fck gbf? Like I get the issue of don’t price your skill so slow because you put so much work into your ability. Your skill’s have value and unfortunately in a capitalistic society money is required to survive. It is her profession. In a perfect world it could just be a hobby and I think there should be zero issue letting her give instruments away for as cheap as possible. Let her do what she wants. And it was important for her to learn that letting someone thank you with materials things is not a bad thing, and it can be insulting or hurtful to refuse their gift (and explaining that there’s a cultural barrier here too that’s causing the conflict, which was great). I feel for Caro about not being sure if pushing her in the direction to leave the island and sell her instruments will make her happy. It did selfish to think of it like but all that waisted talent. Like cool, but maybe just let her do want she wants? I guess the idea was supposed to be like, well she wants to give more people a voice and doing that and helping her reach her goal means spreading her work beyond the island. I guess there was some level of, she also really needs to price higher for the sake of not being taken advantage of??? But the story insisted she was really good judge of character??? So like I guess in the end I think the only reasonable reason that I think should of been why she should price her instruments higher is that leaving the island means leaving her apprenticeship, means needing money to support herself, and the prices she was trying to charge before did not accurately reflect the hours of labor she was putting into each instrument. Like the island mentions that price of material sometimes affects the cost but did not say anything about the time that is put into making an item. I think the first part of the argument that she should value her ability more was a better argument than, you need to make your instruments more expensive so random people who cannot play them to their full potential don’t buy them all. Because professionals only care about the monetary value of an instrument. And also only professionals should play her instruments that’s literally not what she wanted. Idk that last bit came off really elitist/classist. Like let her make beautiful instruments for anybody who wants them, like fucking boo-hoo people who aren’t professional are playing them which means its a waist of such a good quality instrument, like fuck off with that. Low supply and high demand meaning only wealthy people get nice things is fucking messed up, lets not pretend it’s a good thing. Especially when the person suppling wants to let anyone be able to play. It’s fine to put value on the experiencing of listening to music but trying to gatekeep people out of playing via price is still shitty, you know. I’d rather we didn’t frame that as a “good” thing. So yeah, I agree that she should consider pricing higher because she needs desperately needs to value her own work more (and just value a lot of herself more, sob). But I don’t agree we should just pretend it’s totally good thing that society believes that high quality = most expensive and that the people who can afford them are the people that deserve them the most. :\\\\\ It’s a complicated subject and I think gbf fumbled on the end in that respect but I give them props for the, please value your work, bc there are a lot of young artists who underprice themselves because they don’t think about the amount of time they put into a piece and the amount of time they spent honing their craft. (obv the real solution lies in paying people more, a reasonable fucking wage, so people can fucking afford shit. and not letting .01% hoard money and not put it back into the fucking economy because they underpay their workers and [froths at the mouth]. anyways... it’s more complicated then that but I’m not here to have the discussion, it’s just relevant to mention with the topic of this event.)

last post.. bc the screenshots made it too long (i am sorry)

THE FACT THIS IS A CANON LINE I AM DECEASED wilardo sirius and claire all hangout!! best time ever!11 they r arguing!! also best time ever!!!!

absolute certainty in his eyes it is sirius . let it be known

WHY DOES THAT ACTUALLY L OOK GOODOHMYG FCLAIRE AND WIALROD WHATTHHEELL YOU GOT THEM SPOT ON FOR SOMEONE WHO DOENST KNOW HIM VEYR MIUCH?? anyway real accurate portrait of the bfs love is real “far too beautified” what HELP?

YEAH THAT IS MORE ACCURATE KINDA.......... he looks like so smug and wilardo so head empty at least u guys arnet soil roots “i wouldve liked a big brother like that” SIBLINGS (in the worst way possible)?????????????????????????????????????? CONFIRMED

oh wait wilardo drew this one...........im surprised one day he didnt get super bored and get rlly talwented at random stuff like drawing  or maybe he is and just kinda lazy THOSAE BIG EYES HELPPPPP staring into your soul.. he made himslef look tired wilardo being (kinda) neutral and syaing that humans cant be split into 1 and 0 so true so true. where is the more love for you

woah theres hte line i cant believe gay people are real invented by iz THE CONCERNED HUH.;.... wonder how they’d react to the fandom but ashe does have a point with that.? wilardo and ashe do have the same goal to get the bitchs heart but. at the same time theyre totally different idk delicious as a concept but executed.. agh

oh hell no........................................... THE PANIC I JUST FELT. PLEASE PLEASE LET NOEL BE SAFE savesavesavesavesa oh. wilardos figuring out early. oh. what the hell lime yeah thats not going to be good what happened to noel??

HELPDFJWJE I LOVE HIM sirius is like “i dont care for claire” also him:  he just ends up staring at everybody...........what it looked like when he was thinking (real)

aww god oh fcuk its like those awkward famil;y meeting dinners everybody has a clue of whats going on atp “theres so much id like to talk about” HAHAHAHAHAAHAH fear imagine ashe gossiping like a mean girl AUGHHHGHH FUCKING GFDIOJFOIQJ12I what if ashe did actually have innocent intentions and just wanted to get his mind off of things?? and by avoiding him its making his sanity even worse BUT I DONT KNOIWJKJGHGH PROLLY NOT IT anyway. seeing sirius being panicked is sweet the n again if he didnt help noel tears would be on his hands and nobody can handle noel crying. and itd add to someone he knew dead sirius is just “goddmanit in order for this to work i need to say we’re besties or whatever nthe kids say these days” WHY IS ASHE USING SUCH FANCY LANGUAGE. GN. HES JUST LIKE THIS . the power of friendship.........i mean scp............................................

THIS SPRITE,,

a can somebody hug him already. bro the cg with him lady dorothy is so good i wanna redraw it one day like i saw somebody do he just keeps comparing it it hurts my heart ive said it once and ill say it again,, siblings

mario11!1 drag her around >:D

Ok im relistening to riptide and like. In true north right. The compass points north 4 gill north east 4 jay and west 4 chip. And theyre in likee the err. Southern sea ? Idk where exactly i do not have a good mental map of where each island is but ye. But like even now do we even know where each of those were pointing 2 ? Im guessing gills was maybe 2 allport bc edyns there ? But is it smth else ? Like do people know this already and its just me who doesnt orrrrr. Yea. And also whys chips pointing west n not east ???? Is arlin not in the black sea ? Or does he want smth more than arlin ??? But if arlins not in the black sea does that mean theyve in the recent episodes gone to the most dangerous place probably in all of mana and its not even the right direction ??? Dude idfk what this compass is all abt is it all just lies n shit bc its like niklaus or is it like genuine or likeeee. Whats goin on here. And what the fuck is north east i actually have no fucking clue what jays could be pointing to like what the fcuk.

Holy shit, those "lost mail auctions" absolutely must be illegal bc it's just vile. Imagine you make a one of the kind of item for your friend/customer and it gets lost only to some Jeef McFucker buying it for cheap on those blind mail auctions, trying to resell it and refusing to return to the original onwer. And even trying to squeeze insane money out of them.

(funny how this guy claims he was a wife and the child...like you got married and had a child while the only source of income is selling stolen stuff on eBay??? Ew!)

And I don't care about "but postal services are underfunded!", yes it is, and it's a problem that must be solved, but it's not an excuse for treating packages like shit and "losing" them to fill their own pockets.

Figure it out how to return it to the owner or to sender at least ffs.

Not to mention some mail practises just are beyond moral, like forcing you pay to receive your package the same fucking price you payed for item (esp when you already payed for shipping?? Those "custom fee" are absolute bs) or refusing to deliver the package bc they wanna held and squeezed keeping fees from you wtf

Well, tbh this is why I refuse to buy shit on EBay. I am sure the majority of items listed there are stolen mail. Fcuk them and those "sellers".

Btw, saw some ppl defending this guy saying that he "bought" this item so it's not stealing. I'm pretty sure it is a fraud when you buy something without consent of the other party, esp when the owner was found. So no, he stole it and refuse to return it. Don't buy shit on eBay.

i'm playing chrono cross again bc why would i finish the other new indie games i started and i was gonna hold a poll to leave or save kid post viper mansion but since i really want to recruit magus guile (black innate, plus skelly and mojo) and leaving kid gives you doc (white innate) i think i'll do that? because like i really fucking love glenn. BUT I REALLY LOVE RAZZLY TOO....FCUK....

further info: recruited poshul (yellow innate like mel) and have plans to recruit leena (blue innate like korcha) ....think i'm setting myself up for a leave kid scenario tbh honest.....

🌿 + 🥀

✉️ : LETTER TO SANTA ( decided to do them tgt )

Buzz,

This one might be a bit difficult. I feel like we talk about almost everything, so searching deep down to find something I haven’t yet vocalized is kinda hard.  I’ll give it my best shot, but … sorry if it gets a little rambly at some point. You're a breath of fresh air. You’re a blessing I never knew I was searching for. You've helped me through countless issues– though, let’s be real, you’ve also been the cause of most of those issues. But without that added dose of chaos in my life, I'm not sure I would've made it as far as I have. I won’t go and be dramatic or anything but, the day you were assigned as my roommate is one I look back on fondly, because it's the day that I met that… one really awkward guy who swore my computer was talking to him ( aka you, if you didn’t get it ) . I think for one, I've never gotten a chance to say this to you face to face but …thank you. Genuinely. For consoling me at night when you notice I'm stressed or on rare occasions, if I'm imbalanced and am probably scaring you while switching back and forth because of a sudden panic attack. Thank you for also making me laugh. Albeit, most of that laughter comes at your expense because you're so bad at skateboarding and always choose to do it inside the dorm room, but it really helps me destress most days. I normally keep away from people because I never know who i can befriend since a few people in the past have had nefarious intentions after figuring out what my power entails but you’ve always been overly respectful of boundaries, even of ones I wasn't aware I had. And that makes you so special. You’ve earned my trust and let me tell you…that's…pretty rare. To sum it up…I hate to admit it but  those nights where you’re overwhelmed by technology are quickly becoming my favorite over the past few months. Because, frankly, I enjoy the idea of turning off all of our technology for one night and just doing whatever chaotic list of shenanigans comes to our minds, just because we can. It’s the one day in a week where i can let loose and not feel like i'll be judged switching 10-20 times during out conversations based off of emotions or…thoughts. Also…?  Racing up to the roof to just sit in a childish blanket fort and stare at stars that would otherwise elude us, is a plus. I never knew I was lonely in that dorm room, until you moved in. Now I find myself waiting for you to come back from classes just to have someone to ignore me for the better part of the day. Not sure why… but silence is so much better when you have someone to be silent with. Okay sappy shit aside. You're pretty cool. Thanks for being my roommate, blah blah. I’m writing this letter by hand to give your brain a bit of a tech break, so you're welcome. Read it too much or get too happy about it and i'm burning it. Ps. thanks for trying to figure out how to charge my phone, i hope you figure it out soon bc i broke my charger...again.

Sincerely, Jinsol. 

🥀 : 3AM DRUNK TEXT ( ✉️ )   SMS    →   BUZZ  

delivered / 03:10 am ✓ › i mayu or may not be be drunk but..serious quest chin (?)

delivered / 03:19 am ✓ › queschion › queschien › [voice note] hey siri spell question oh thats not- › [speech to text] hey siri spell question › [speech to text] spell question › [speech to text] quest in › [speech to text] no spell question › ayeeee it didit › wait fcuk wat was my questchin againn?

NO BCZ LOOK!!! AHHH- 😭😭

I don't think she's understanding 😭 ykw I've totally given up ATP whatever happens happens. This adult life is hard bro 😭 i can't believe I'm gonna turn 19 someday 20 DOESN'T SEEM FAR AWAY IM- 😭

I'm scared to work honestly, first of all its gonna take a lot of time to actually find one and when I do find one how TF am I gnna socialize, what if I mess up and stuff YK i overthink beyond my own good 😭 but I've still got it together.

Oh damn those are some good ass certificate options but I was thinking of something related to creative things, like..graphic designing or maybe makeup skills. Girl,everyone has been telling me to do that bcz they say "you have great makeup skills" bcz one time I put on amazing eyeliner 😭 it literally took me like 15 min to do both eyes but I think I might try tht too, imma do everything i cn. EVERYTHING!!! NO FCUK MY RELATIVES DISRESPECTFULLY 🙄 my dad is always cool with whtv descision I take but then mum is always like "maybe u shouldn't.." MOM!! 😭

OMG YES I WEAR MY MOM'S JEWELLERY TOO!! 😭 YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME!! I rmr, i wore my mum's choodha gurl it was so beautiful them red bangles Ohhhh 😭

See my grandmother was like the it girl of our family I'm not even kidding, her style choice, was elite and she gv me those b&w movie actresses vibes, and she was literally the queen. I was her favourite. Ahem, and yeah, so she was also a little petite and skinny so many of my relatives say tht I look like her which is like the biggest compliment ever bcz imo she's the most gorgeous person ever.

And so my mom made me wear her saree and...😭 God, I felt amazing!!

OMG YES PLS DO SEND ME EM I AM HAVING THE URGE TO SEND YOU SO MANY PICTURES OF MY PINTEREST BOARD IVE SPECIFICALLY DEDICATED TO CLOTHES 😭

Yes I think I might be turning into a woman 😭 (OBV I AM!) if you look into my closet I only hv dresses and hoodies and tops and pants, you won't believe i wore a fucking dress to my cousin's engagement 😭 and i was the only one wearing a dress. Which i honestly don't resent but, sometimes I do wish, that I dressed up beautifully and traditionally.

Bro seonghwa is 6 yrs older thn me which is fine for me 😭 considering, my parents hv the same age gap [I'm just stating this I promise I'm not a delulu, (or am i?]

hello 😭😭😭 as i was answering this i saw the one u just sent dvabdh

DO NOT. EVEN. BEGIN.

LMFAOOOO no cause yeah whatever happens happens, what can we even do 😭😭STOP bc when u hit 20, i shed actual tears bc in a few years i gotta marry someone found leave MY ROOM?????? The whole “aged 20 years, but my parents aged too” hit me also, pls be prepared for it <3

I'm scared to work honestly, first of all its gonna take a lot of time to actually find one and when I do find one how TF am I gnna socialize, what if I mess up and stuff YK i overthink beyond my own good 😭 but I've still got it together.

GIRL use the brown parents connections? your dads friends office job? ur moms neighbours store, anywhere literally somehow someone knows someone?? nepotism, give kjo a fight,,,wait no those are also good courses to do! omg u could be a make up artist and teach me 🥰,, SEE IF UR GOOD AT WHY NOT??? the market is huge, weddings happen every day, u can absolutely do and get the $$$ the graphic design one omg pls also do that, u can start ur own lil Etsy shop and sell ur designs?

“OMG YES I WEAR MY MOM'S JEWELLERY TOO!! 😭 YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME!! I rmr, i wore my mum's choodha gurl it was so beautiful them red bangles Ohhhh 😭”

STOPPP THEY GOT THOSE VINTAGE GOLD AND PEARL CHOKERS AND EARRINGS AND THOSE HUGE NECKLACES FAAAMM THIS IS THE BEST THING TO EXPERIENCE!!! omg???? those must the so pretty 😭😭😭 did ur mo wear a pink, red or a rusty orange wedding outfit?? i always see those colours and its always moms who wore those colours who were baddies,,, WHY DO ALL GRANDMAS HAVE THE BEST SAREES????? those banarasi ones >>>>>>>> ur grandma it girl rightfully so, got ur grandpa wrapped around her finger,, u need to tell me ur style icon omg any actress

girl u better mf gatekeep these acc OKAY PLS FBDNBV heres a rly good suits store, super pretty lehenga’s from here (i have the first one and it’s GODLY) some jewelry stores,, (they’re all based in india so it should be easy to ship unlike me who hotta spend 100$ for shippings 😭) LET ME SEE UR PINTEREST BOARD PHOTOS I WILL EXPOSE MINE NFGBDBFQJ it is a process, ur growing, this is so fun jvjvjvk

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