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#bc i did Not spend enough time on that meme to be more than mildly irritated by some of the commentary
julesnichols · 2 months
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One day (when I've slept enough to both remember enough to make all of my points and be coherent) I'll explain what I meant when I joked about Sophie being worse
#about me#bc i do have Thoughts. and also i did Not mean that negatively lmfao#i love women who are worse! she is not even the worst character i've stanned#arguably that award goes to melanie cavill#but it's not Negative and it sure as hell does NOT mean that i think that nate isn't also deeply deeply flawed#or that she corrupted him somehow#enabled him sometimes? yeah. but he was already either Like That or on the path to being Like That#but like i said that meme works both ways and that's why they work#i will also elaborate on what i mean by that when i'm not so exhausted#she's his compass. she didn't intend to make him worse nor did she#she made him better. he made her better. they balance each other as much as they clash with one another#anyways all of my reasoning for why i felt like i could say she's worse for that meme#do not even have to do with nate lmfao#when i make this post tho i will be Open to civil debate for people to share their povs of why they don't think the same way#that's kinda the other reason why i'll make it though#bc i did Not spend enough time on that meme to be more than mildly irritated by some of the commentary#but i also don't want it totally derailed when i think it's def smth that could be an interesting discussion to be had#and i'll gladly host that discussion when i'm not dying of sleep deprivation#i just wanna give it its own platform y'know?#i don't want it to get lost on a silly little meme#but anyways it's also like#his influence did make her better and hers made him somewhat better too#but in his case her influence more like. balanced him. than anything else#bc he got worse and worse and it had Nothing to do with her#but she was still the one yanking him back from the edge of no return#and i suppose in a way that does inherently make her better#but again when i made that meme and said she was worse i was not even thinking in terms of her actual relationship to nate#as what made her worse lmfao#more along the lines of the collateral damage mostly done by charlotte prentice#and specifically to william and astrid
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aprillikesthings · 3 months
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s2 ep2 Ties that Bind
eheheheh
ahem
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Took me way too long to realize this was a pun on "drill" as in an object Entrapta would use to make things (I think it's a carryover from the original 1980's series, I could be wrong)
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plot
Oh god Entrapta lived in the Crypto Castle. This is long-ago enough that "crypto" didn't mean bitcoin.
Glimmer: we're going to go get Entrapta by ourselves.
whyyyy
Plot shit: Mara destroyed the Watchtower and that's why Light Hope is constantly glitching, and nobody stops to think Mara might've had a good reason, but also
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I spent the mid/late 90's mildly obsessed with music from the 1960's, okay, and yes I know this is the cover of a Bob Dylan song, but it's also one of Jimi's best songs
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I read somewhere that all the times this character's voice repeats or gets distorted weren't added effects, the voice actor Can Just Do That.
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sorry just laughing at Catra being undignified and scratching her butt
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ANGY KITTY
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another one for the "never pause shera" sub
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wait one more
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more angy kitty (and more cartoon bondage, per the episode title)
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yes this is a funny bit but also I love that they're showing farmland.
One of my continual gripes with the entire fantasy genre is how often they don't show anyone farming. Especially in pseudo-medieval fantasy worlds, the vast majority of the population would be spending their lives as farmers, but also PEOPLE HAVE TO EAT. Where is the farmland. Where. Where is it.
(I loved the Peter Jackson Lord of the Rings movies but it always bugged me that the ONLY farmland we EVER saw was in the fucking Shire. What is everyone else EATING.)
EDIT: later in the episode it's implied this is just dead grass they bring back to life??? to me it looks like a field of mature grain! Meh.
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no she's just gay
I'm not going to take screenshots (bc they're on screen for like a split second each) but the images of multiple characters as horses that Swift Wind is imagining are SO GOD DAMNED FUNNY
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ew, Catra!
Meanwhile Bow and Glimmer debate the ethics of keeping a hostage. As multiple posts back in the day point out, literally every main character in this show commits war crimes lol
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why are you sniffing your foot
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H E L P i cannot stop laughing she's just :}
this whole scene is such a huge part of why so many of us headcanon her as a huge brat lolol
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THEY DID A MEME AGAIN AHAHAHAH
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this is what happens when a tv show is made entirely by people in their 20's
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fangie
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do we headcanon her tongue as being as rough as an actual cat's or closer to a human's? I tend to assume somewhere in the middle.
For Reasons.
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pfft
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AAAHAHAHAH she's like :>
I love how Catra is totally just yanking their chains but the moment Glimmer mentions Adora, Catra goes back to Angy Kitty: "yeah??? she'll leave you, too!" like oh, is Adora a sensitive subect? hm?
Poor Scorpia's infatuation with Catra is hard to watch bc I know it's so one-sided :(
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One of my friends ships these two a LOT and let's be honest, I can see it
(Also as many people including Nate have pointed out, they're actually really similar as people; their differences are almost entirely due to their upbringings.)
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now kISS
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unintentional pun alert
plot plot Adora is convinced she has to be "a better She-Ra than Mara so I don't hurt people like she did."
Awww there's a great little moment between Adora and Swift Wind. Adora apologizes for making Swift Wind, uh, sentient I guess; and Swift Wind says "Adora, I wouldn't trade my voice and my wings for anything. I've got the chance to change the world now. To make it better than when I found it. I can't imagine ever going back, can you?"
they fix the Watchtower, Glimmer and Bow make it back to Bright Moon with the knowledge Entrapta is alive and working for the Horde, episode is over
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cncoh-damn · 5 years
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Late Night Calls
Summary: As much as you love talking to the guys, late night calls with them isn’t always the best thing, especially when timezones are in the way.
Word count: 4,993
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Ah, tests. No matter how good you were at school, there would never come a time when you’d look back on them with a smile. Of course, with this being the last year you’d have to take them (at least, until you decide to go to college), you just can’t afford to flunk a single one. Despite several protests from both your own squad and the boys, you promptly locked yourself in your room with nothing but several cans of Red Bull and one too many snacks that definitely didn’t count as dinner. Of course, you couldn’t really ignore the repeated knocking on your door (courtesy of Elodie, the twins, and Alex) nor could you ignore the buzzing of your phone, no doubt caused by the guys trying to convince you to take a break and actually eat something that didn’t come from a vending machine, so with a sigh, you get off your bed and unlock the door.
Unbeknownst to you, Alex stopped banging on the door roughly half an hour ago, and she’d been put on update duty; sending pictures and telling Zabdiel–who would then tell the others–how things were going on their end. Zabdiel did the same, although he still sent you messages every half hour or so. By the end of your five-hour study session, you swear there would be little grooves on your door from where one of the girls’ bracelets or rings hit. Checking your phone for the notifications, you’re mildly impressed to see the number of messages and missed calls you got, most of them from Erick and Chris. Probably something about your unhealthy habits, but really, you’re not about to listen to them; those two were sometimes worse than you after all.
And that’s how, ninety minutes later, you went back to your room after a somewhat excruciating–but delicious–dinner. As she came from a family that put a premium on academic achievement, Alex was the most sympathetic to your wanting to spend the rest of the night studying, though she was quick to tell you to not “study until you pass out” again. Slipping on a stolen hoodie (probably Christopher’s judging by how it wasn’t too baggy on you), you put on your studying playlist and get lost in your textbooks, a feat more difficult than it would seem.
The hours pass in a blur of flash cards, ink smudges, notes scrawled messily in the margins of a page, and several breaks for you to pop the knuckles of your hand when it feels like it’s about to cramp up from writing so much. By the time you finish, it’s already nearing eleven in the evening, and judging by the lack of noise from beyond your door, the others were already asleep or out. (E/c) eyes glance over the mess on your desk, papers and books and pens strewn around your laptop. You then glance over to the vanity-turned-extra-desk-space in front of your bed, brows furrowing at the mess. Not really the most ideal set-up, especially when everything you needed had to be within arm’s reach, but you could fix it later on. Or once your tests are over, something that seems more likely than the former.
Stretching your limbs, you let out a yawn before your eyes fall upon your phone, a notification light blinking to alert you of, well, unseen notifications. Placing your thumb over the home button for it to acknowledge your fingerprint, you rub your eyes with the other hand as your phone unlocks to show everything you’ve missed.
Thirty missed WhatsApp calls from the guys.
Several puns from Erick telling you to stay hydrated and take care of yourself.
Memes from both Chris and Erick that are related to the subjects you currently had.
Khan Academy videos from Zabdiel and Joel.
And finally, a group selfie from Richard, with all of them looking like kicked puppies. You have no idea who came up with the caption, but you were sure the dorks were trying to guilt you into studying and looking after your health. As much as you wanted to deny it, the fact that they all cared enough to spam your phone with messages telling you to take care of yourself warmed your heart. Needless to say, that picture gets saved to your gallery, where you’ll keep it to look at every time you needed a reminder to look after yourself it’ll stagnate and probably end up buried under the copious amount of memes and videos you save from your chats with the guys.
Noticing that your phone’s about to die–you both love and hate them for spamming it, because that meant your battery got drained quicker than it normally did–, you snag one of the many phone chargers on your bedside table, plugging it into the socket behind your table lamp and leaving it there. Next, you stretch some more before you pad over to your bathroom, fully intent on taking a shower before falling asleep. Hey, you might even get the chance to try out that new body wash you and Joel got from Lush the last time you hung out with him.
You step out of the bathroom twenty minutes later, shea butter-scented steam wafting into your room. Mental note to self, (Y/N): thank Joelito next time you see him, because shea butter smells so good. Plus it felt great on your skin, a bonus that usually came with the skincare products you bought. Yes, where most people bought skincare stuff for the sake of making their skin better, you buy the stuff because it smells good. After you wring out the excess water with a towel, you plonk down on the stool in front of the bathroom counter, a hairbrush in one hand and the hair dryer in another. Five minutes is all it takes for your hair to be just a little damp, and you set the dryer down to brush your hair until it’s no longer wet. Once that’s done, you brush your teeth and rush through the five step skin regime that Iana and Joel set up for you. Yeesh.
By the time your head hits the pillow, you don’t bother with anything aside from getting the blanket over your head as sleep claims you. Too bad you’re not getting the uninterrupted eight hours of sleep you wanted.
CYOA: Pick Your Boy
Christopher Velez:
maybe it wasn’t a good idea for you to set one of the most iconic songs in your music library as his ringtone
but really, Sk8r Boi was the song for him
YES IT’S BC HE’S AN ACTUAL SKATER
plus it was the first song you two ever jammed out to, so it’s got a special spot in your friendship
ANYWAY
as much as you love Avril Lavigne, you weren’t fond of waking up to the guitar riff you always played when you got your hands on an electric guitar
honestly you were tempted to let it go to voicemail because DAMN IT BRYANT, YOU WERE SLEEPY
but you figured that Chris wouldn’t call you at fuck knows what time in the morning if there wasn’t a reason
so you pick up, pulling the micro-USB connector from your phone’s charging port before pressing it into your ear, half your face smooshed into your pillow
“Nena!”
now normally the hyper ball known as Christopher Velez wouldn’t annoy you by simply saying one word, but… you were tired
so you grunt before speaking. 
“Hola, Chris.”
bear in mind you were rudely awakened by his ringtone playing, so you’re not in the best mood rn
but he deadass doesn’t pick up on it
so he’s babbling on and on, switching between Spanish and English way too quickly for your still-sleepy mind to comprehend
just as you’re about to yawn, he stops mid-sentence
“(Y/N)? Cuál es tu color favorito?”
you actually yawn while he’s asking, and it takes a second or so for you to realize he asked for your favorite color
“Uhh (f/c),” you say, yawning right after.
he doesn’t say much to you after, and you’re about to let the background noise from his end lull you to sleep
HA SIKE
just as you close your eyes, he makes this triumphant little noise that wakes you up again
and really, you don’t want to rain on his parade (even if he’s keeping you from your precious sleep), so you pull the phone away to let a tiny groan out
(Y/N) wants sleep
pero Christopher, el loco, just had to call you. smh
once you press the phone back to your ear, you barely just get the tail end of what he was saying
and really, you missed the guys (and Chris’ crazy laugh, but shh), but you needed sleep
so you yawn again before interrupting him
“Dude, I miss you and all, pero estoy cansado, chico.”
on one hand, he feels bad. but on the other, your sleepy voice is hella cute so… he has no regrets.
maybe a little guilt bc he knows you needed sleep to help with your test
so he’s all like “Ah, lo siento conejito. Go back to sleep, si? Just call me after your test!”
too bad you fell asleep in the middle of his apology lmao
he was waiting for a verbal response, but then he heard a snore
headass wanted to record it for blackmail purposes but nah
so he just hung up
gracias mucho, Christopher
(Y/N)’s circadian rhythm salutes you
also you called him as soon as school let out so you could tell him you did decent on the test
when you got it back, you sent him a picture. perfect score, hell yes.
lowkey you had to beg him not to post it on his IG. it’d be awkward af, plus it’d fuel some rumors that really wouldn’t be good for anyone
Richard Camacho:
okay, so you really had to set a punk rock song for this somewhat emo lil bish’s ringtone
but rn, you’re regretting it
no, Ronnie Radke, (Y/N) (L/N) doesn’t know why good girls go for bad guys now please shut it
it really suited Richuki tbh, what with him definitely pulling off the bad boy daddy dom look, but goddamnit it was loud
also Good Girls Bad Guys was the first Falling In Reverse song he ever listened to (courtesy of your emo phase that didn’t quite end, just turned lowkey) and he liked it
2012 (Y/N) is thrilled that 2018 (Y/N) has a friend who’s willing to listen to punk rock with her, even if said friend is a bit of a flirt
so he calls you around 4 am your time
you’re still a lil grumpy, but since you were in NREM 1, you woke up pretty easily
doesn’t mean you’re happy about it though
adios eight hours of uninterrupted sleep
but you figure this would happen sooner or later, especially since you and the guys have this sibling-like dynamic now
you pick up ofc, bc you’re already awake and you really don’t like sending any of your friends to voicemail
and he’s just surprised you picked up
there’s a little tremor in his voice and it makes you worry because you’ve never known his voice to not be even because of anything other than anger
or so you thought
now that he sounds upset, you’re a little more awake than before
“Que pasa?”
you usually switch between Spanish and English when talking to them, and it stays that way no matter how sleepy you are
there’s silence on his end for a while, and while it does make you worry more, it makes you a lot sleepier
you swear you’re about to fall asleep before he speaks up again
“No es nada. Just go back to sleep, okay?”
as tempted as you are to do just that, you’re not about to. bitchass had the guts to call you before dawn and make you worry before saying it was nothing? nuh-uh
you love sleep, but you love your friends (and your hobbies) more
“Don’t give me that bullshit Camacho.”
using his last name? he screwed up, and Richard knows it
he’s kinda quiet on the other end though, and you! don’t! like! it!
“Yashel? Richuki? C'mon man, what’s wrong?”
blame it on the fact that it’s like 4 am, that’s the only reason you’re being a softie rn
“It’s nothing. Sorry for waking you.” And then headass fucking hangs up
much to your chagrin
THE AUDACITY
he calls you before the asscrack of dawn, makes you worry, then decides that it’s nothing before hanging up on you? R U D E 
like, screw the fact that you only had four or so hours of sleep, something was up with Richard and you’re determined to find out what
so, against your better judgement, you call him
he picks up bc headass didn’t set a different ringtone for you even if you’re friends hmph
“What happened?” literally no hesitation or beating around the bush here; if something was wrong, then you sure as hell wanted to know about it, especially since he called you
“It’s nothing (Y/N). You have a test tomorrow, just go sleep.” and then he hangs up on you AGAIN
by this point you’re cranky and mildly insulted, so you plug your phone back in to charge before you go back to sleep
you didn’t wake up in the best mood that day, ngl
lil bit snappy, kinda sassier than usual
basically your mood was like Joel’s every time he was on Twitter
the bad mood followed you all the way through your test, and it was pretty obvious from how tightly you were holding onto your pen
after school, though, you call him again and hope he doesn’t hang up on you
“Wanna tell me what’s wrong now?”
“Am I a good dad?”
oof this was not something you were prepared for
“The hell are you talking about? You’re a better dad than most are, man.”
as it turns out, he misses Aaliyah and worries that he’s not doing the best he can as a father
and you’re like “???” because the fact that he and Yocelyn are co-parenting means that he’s doing his best
especially given that he’s away on tours and doing promo stuff a lot
and he’s slowly spiraling into this really dark space and you! refuse! to! let! it! happen!
“Dude, listen to me. Yes you’re not around as much as you want to, and yes you may miss some parts of her life, but look at it this way: you’re making an effort to be part of her life, and that’s way more than I can say for most of the guys who accidentally knock up their girlfriend. So chill, okay?”
soft hours have been extended all bc Richuki doubted himself :((
by the end of the call, he’s feeling a lot better
“Gracias, nena.”
“De nada, dude. Next time though? Don’t call me sounding all upset and shit and then hang up.”
he laughed at that, but then apologized, so you’re not annoyed at him anymore
lowkey you’re considering changing his ringtone but… nah
Zabdiel de Jesus
if there was anyone of the guys you thought would know not to call you when you’re supposed to be asleep, it’d be Zabdiel
but nOPE
he called you probably thirty minutes after you fell asleep
and even if Britney Spears is a guilty pleasure, you don’t want to wake up to Womanizer blaring from your phone
sorry Elodie
but it’s blaring and you’re rudely awakened and now you’re sleepily squinting/glaring at the stupid thing as if it would make it stop. it doesn’t.
so now you’re picking it up because damn it, what the fuck could Zabdiel want?
you yawn as you accept the call, laying on your side so you don’t have to hold the phone to your ear
“Que?”
you didn’t expect to hear loud ass bass and what was probably a party on the other end
but you did
and now you’re trying to keep yourself from cussing at him. you two weren’t that close yet, and no way were you going to risk offending someone because they called you at lord knows what time in the morning.
so you take a page out of his book and take several breaths to calm yourself before repeating the question
“Cometí un error,” he groans, and you’re so tempted to just yeet your phone away because fucking hell, he’s drunk! or somewhat intoxicated.
either way, you are not in the right state of mind to speak to a drunk person
“¿Qué hiciste?“ It’s a struggle to not let the annoyance in your voice show, but you barely even manage to hide it. Thankfully, he’s too drunk to notice.
“I screwed up, (Y/N).” The way he says it is almost too pathetic and you sigh.
“Si, you said that. What happened?” There’s mumbling on his end and all you could make out is a name: Gwen. it takes a while before you piece it together, and you facepalm once the puzzle pieces slot together.
he was upset about his ex
his ex that, according to rumors, he cheated on
and then, for some reason, he figured you were the best person to talk to? okay, not the best person, but one of the first people he should call. 
you were not equipped for this. nuh-uh.
“Zabdi, that was a whole year ago. Hell, maybe even more.” Really, you wanted to ask why the fuck he was thinking about this now
it’s been a Y E A R
“I really liked her,” he continues slurring into the phone, and you muffle a groan with your hand. did befriending an entire boyband mean that you had to listen to them talk about their exes even if it’s been a year? even if they were probably the cause behind the breakup in the first place?
can you resign from being their friend now? (you say this despite knowing you wouldn’t go through with it. you love the dorks too much)
“Zab, you can’t do anything about it now.” You’re trying to be a nice and comforting voice of reason, you really are, but damn it the bass is too loud and you still have a test later in the day
you don’t know what’s happening on his end, but you think you hear something that sounds suspiciously like a sob
cue another eye roll
“Escúchame, Zabdiel. It’s in the past, si? Nothing you can do about it other than learn from your mistake and no lo hagas de nuevo. Lo tengo?”
there’s a bit of scuffling on the other end, and your brows furrow. the hell was happening?
you get an answer when Clara’s voice comes through, and you blink. huh, guess they were bringing him back to the hotel. or his room, who knows.
“Lo siento (Y/N), the rest of the guys thought he went off with a girl,” she explains, and you muffle a yawn.
“It’s okay, Clara. Just–”yawn, “Make sure he doesn’t puke or something. G’night.”
you hang up before she does, plugging your phone back in before you finally conk out again
during dinner that evening, you ask the girls how to deal with a friend who’s an emotional drunk, just so you’re prepared for the next time he calls you when intoxicated.
after that, you send him a few feel-good texts. mostly stuff that siblings would send each other, so you’re really living up to the familial nature your friendship has begun to take on
Joel Pimentel:
just so we’re clear, the only reason you call Joel more than any of the other guys is because he rarely checks his messages, groupchats or otherwise
that said, you’re surprised when, instead of the first of your alarms, The A Team plays from your phone
it’s weird that he’s the one calling you and not the other way around, but you shrug it off
at least he’s calling around the time of your first alarm
“What,” you deadpan into the phone
“When the fuck were you going to tell me you were at the Infinity War premiere.”
whatever it is you were expecting to hear, this ain’t it folks
“Uhh… never?”
and cue a cranky Joelito ranting about you getting to be there and not telling him so he could’ve tried to get tickets 
to which you needed to cut him off
“Bitch, my parents got tickets. Besides, my godfather invited us.”
“Who’s your godfather?”
and cue the silence
“I’m not allowed to say.”
“W H O .”
it goes from this to you deflecting the topic until you decide to bring up your test.
he knows you’re trying to change the topic, but he’s going along with it. he’s been there before.
you start spewing out random facts, both to keep his mind from going back to anything Marvel-related and so you can see how much you remembered from last night’s study session
for the most part, it works.
Joel’s listening to you talk about facts, and every now and then he’d interject with a question, to which you quickly launch into an explanation that spawns even more questions from him
and so you two talk through the next two alarms you set, with you explaining concepts that would probably (hopefully please please please) show up on the test later
“You think I’m going to pass?”
“Hey, if I understood that because you managed to explain it to me, I’m pretty sure you have nothing to worry about.”
“Yeah, unless it doesn’t show up on the test.”
“… Don’t jinx yourself.”
you two hang up around the same time, and you’re in a considerably good mood considering he called you to ask how you managed to be at the Infinity War premiere
also it’s shocking how you two didn’t sass each other much during it
come to think of it, what time was it there when he called?
meh, you’ll figure out later. right now, you have to get ready for school, and that uniform tie isn’t going to tie itself.
#privateschoollife
ANYWAY, you get to school and shit, breeze through most of your classes until last period
DUN DUN DUN
test time
you’re shaking with nerves bc the teacher for this one is notorious for giving college-level tests to his AP classes
and even if he’s been your teacher for the past three years, you’re still terrified of failing any of his tests
but one look at the questions had you breathing a sigh of relief.
those were the things you explained to Joelito! you were going to pass!
ngl, you nyoom through the multiple choice questions and double check your math for the ones that need calculations
once school lets out for the day, you find a nice, secluded area near the botanical garden (again, private school feels) so you could call Joel and tell him you’ve got a good chance of passing the test
but when he picks up he sounds groggy af
oh, how the tables have turned
but you’re sympathetic bc he needs to look pretty; his face is one of his main selling points after all
“Hi, sorry I woke you, but I think I’m definitely gonna pass. Thanks for a while ago, bye, love you dude! Get some more sleep!”
how you managed to say that in one breath, no one has any idea.
meanwhile Joel’s just staring at his phone in confusion before realizing you thanked him for helping you recall what you studied
you two didn’t acknowledge the “love you” that got dropped in that quick, minute-long call and you never will
later that night, he calls you again because he saw another picture of you at a Marvel premiere
and this time, you two sass each other until you fall asleep
sass buddies til the end of the line
unlike Steve and Bucky BC THE END OF THE LINE WAS APPARENTLY A CHANCE TO TIME TRAVEL
anyway
it’s back to your regular, sassy program with (Y/N) and Joel. except for when tests come along, especially midterms and finals.
you two have late night calls just for him to help you study
Erick Brian Colon:
after a bit of shifting around in your bed so you can comfortably nestle in your blankets, you finally drift off to sleep, dreaming of getting an Academy Award in the future
as you were about to accept said award, the dream gets shattered when the fucking Guachineo begins to play
along with the shattering of that dream (because damn it, it’s been a near constant goal since you were a kid) comes a rude awakening not even thirty minutes after you fell asleep
as much as you loved Erick (PLATONICALLY), you were going to throttle him, pretty eyes or not
at least, that was the plan until you hear his voice
who knew someone could sound so shaken up over the phone?
okay that was rude and insensitive af but you weren’t expecting this
he literally sounded like he was about to cry, and damn it, this was the baby! this was little bebito Erick on the phone sounding like he’s about to cry and you’re not going to hang up on him.
to be fair, you wouldn’t hang up on any of your friends, but least of all Erick.
so in the sleepy voice you swore never to let anyone but the rest of your squad hear, you yawn out a “Que pasa?”
he’s practically sniffling, and even if he doesn’t quite want you to hear him cry, you’re one of the first people he thought to call, especially since the guys were out at the club 
“Extraño a mi familia,” he admits, voice shaking and you just want to wrap the guy in a blanket and cuddle him.
sure you don’t really get homesick much since you don’t live far from your parents, but it’s a wholly different thing for Erick
for one thing, he has a tight bond with his family. for another, he was what, 14 or 15 when CNCO was formed. it was probably the first time he was away from them for a long period of time, and sometimes, it didn’t get easier to bear with the passage of time
“No llora, bebito.” You’re trying to comfort him and all but you’re not exactly the best person to go to when you need emotional support. Hell, you can barely support yourself emotionally.
which brings you to the question: why me
and why when you had a quiz the next day
but this was Erick. not only was he your fellow group baby, but he was little bebito as well
you’re not about to let him be upset like this, not when you could do something about it
one problem though: you have no idea what to do about it. nice.
thankfully, he keeps talking.
as it turns out, it’s not just homesickness he’s dealing with
it’s also the pressure he puts on himself to be as good as the rest of the guys are
to be as charming as Chris, as good of a dancer as Richard, as intellectual as Joel and Zabdiel
and suddenly, you get where he’s coming from. mostly
it’s like an inferiority complex, but also, not really
as the youngest, you two had the most to prove
you two had the most expectations ahead of you
so it’s natural that you’ll end up pressuring yourselves to meet and exceed those expectations
now you know what to do, BUT you don’t know what to say
“It’s okay to feel like that, bebito,” you start, sitting up and pulling your knees to your chest. “Pero you need to remember that you don’t have to be like them. Dejaste de competir con otros when you guys won La Banda. Now, the only competition you need to worry about is yourself, si?”
you really want to baby him, especially with how soft and watery his voice sounds over the phone, but you know he’s not going to like it
as the youngest, you two end up being babied by those who know you as a member of your respective groups
and it gets annoying after some time because you just want to be treated like an adult
so you’re not going to baby him completely
you kind of stick to a soft voice the whole time you two talk
and when you feel a yawn coming on, you muffle it with your hand bc you don’t want him to feel bad
it takes a while before you ask how he’s feeling
but when he says that he’s feeling better, you immediately feel relieved
not just bc this meant you’ll be able to sleep soon, but bc it meant he wasn’t as upset anymore
a crying and upset friend always made your heart sad, but a crying and upset Erick? you were half-tempted to book a flight to wherever they were and give him a hug, exam be damned
“Gracias mucho, nena.”
“You promise you’re okay now?”
“Si. Good night, (Y/N).”
Yawn. “Good night, bebito.”
so you go back to sleep, then wake up when your alarms go off
the school day passes by in a blur, but you’re hurrying to go home bc you wanted to check in on him via FaceTime
so you do, but he doesn’t pick up
instead you just leave him a message in his voicemail
hopefully he listens to it bc as his fellow group baby, he needed to know that you were gonna be there for him when he can’t share stuff with the other guys
literally though, he’s the only one to always bring out your soft side.
but at least you love the dork.
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ITS REALLY LONG BUT I DID IT KJSHADJS HERE GOES i love oversharing my lifealso im putting a read more line bc its hella long
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
water bottles
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
ehhh depends on my mood. i’d say it’s (dark) chocolate most of the time (love that 70% dark chocolate mmMmMm)
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
cotton candy!! except when it gets all over my face and hair o no
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
common report book comments included
- very active
- bright
- “the live wire of the class”
- usually distracted but still does well
- mischievous
- playful
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
bottles so that i can close it and save the rest for later and not have to chug it yeet
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
sportswear #sweatpantsalldayeveryday
7. earbuds or headphones?
def headphones but they’re inconvenient sometimes :/
8. movies or tv shows?
tv shows!! (also, my adhd ass can’t get through a movie without zoning out oops)
9. favorite smell in the summer?
i haven’t experienced /real/ summer (thank u singapore’s tropical climate) but i rly like the smell of rain :”)
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
making up excuses to skip pe
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
belvitas before morning practice
croissant sandwich and chocolate milk after practice
if there’s no practice, then scrambled eggs from the dining hall lolol
if i’m too lazy to go to the dining hall, then cereal
12. name of your favorite playlist?
it’s literally called jams and the description is “a clusterfuck of stuff i’ve jammed to at some point”
13. lanyard or key ring?
key ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
gummy bears/sour patch kids
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
death of a salesman - arthur miller
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
with one foot up on the chair and the other leg sitting normally
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
a pair of asics sneakers
18. ideal weather?
15ºc/60ºf when its like cool but not too cold but also not ridiculously hot and also when theres no insane wind (a light breeze is fine)
19. sleeping position?
on my left side and hugging a pillow/bolster/soft toy
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
i like the feeling of pen and paper but im disorganized as hell so an apple pencil + ipad makes a good enough substitute
21. obsession from childhood?
frogs (i’ve loved them since i was 3 hehe)
22. role model?
a dude i used to train with for a while in 2014. he retired last year but he’s always looked out for me like an older brother since we trained together (he’s 8 years older than me lmao) and even thought i’m so far away rn he still checks in on me and stuff and idk he’s probably one of the swimmers i respect the most.
23. strange habits?
i cant fall asleep at night if im not hugging something.  like. it could be a pillow. or a soft toy. literally anything. once on a school trip i hugged a pair of sweatpants to sleep bc i legit cant fall asleep if im not hugging something.i have no problem falling asleep in class/on buses/cars/planes though.
24. favorite crystal?
idk i never really paid enough attention to crystals to actually have a favorite and know their names. they’re all rly pretty tho.
25. first song you remember hearing?
uhh h h i honestly can’t remember. probably some classical music bc i played the violin and that was my first experience of music that i was actually aware of????
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
switch on the aircon and take a nap / sit in bed on netflix/playing on my nintendo switch. and swimming outdoors i guess.
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
switch on the heater and take a nap / sit in bed on netflix/playing on my nintendo switch.
do u see a pattern here
28. five songs to describe you?
jet lag - simple plan (bc time zones suck and i miss my fam & friends)
avalanche - bring me the horizon (pretty much sums up how tf my brain feels)
high hopes - p!atd
astronaut - simple plan
the reckless and the brave - all time low
29. best way to bond with you?
doing dumb shit with me
also Quality Time™️ like idk even if we’re chilling and doing our own shit i like just spending time with people im comfortable enough with
30. places that you find sacred?
idk
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
a hoodie and sweatpants
for no reason other than that’s what i wear 90% of the time
32. top five favorite vines?
I AM CONFUSION!!! AMERICA EXPLAIN
this bitch empty. yeet.
im in my mom’s car VROOM VROOM
the one of that dad playing the saxophone (???) and the kid slamming the oven door open and shut
road works ahead “haha yea sure hope it does!”
33. most used phrase in your phone?
either lmao or lolol or LMFAO or yeet
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
gOD i had spotify ads stuck in my head all the time before i switched to premium and now i cant remember any of them (thank god)
35. average time you fall asleep?
i’d say 12:30-1ish
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
the tROLL FACE MEME LIKE those rage faces idk what they’re called but BASICALLY THOSE 2010-2012 era memes
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
suitcase!!! i like sitting on them and yeeting myself around on them or getting people to push me around and then falling off
38. lemonade or tea?
lemonade
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
ngl i havent had either of them before
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
so in jc2 (aka 12th grade), for some reason PEOPLE WERE PUTTING PRE-PACKAGED HARD BOILED EGGS ALL OVER THE SCHOOL. like they were still in their wrappers and all but u could open ur schoolbag and find like 5 eggs in there. and no one knew where they came from. i think at one point there were even eggs hanging from the pull-up bars. all i know is that they were everywhere and people in my batch still remember it as the egg invasion of acjc.
41. last person you texted?
my mom
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
def jacket!!! especially when they have zips hehe
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
hoodie
44. favorite scent for soap?
idk man depends on my mood
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
sci-fi bc im a fricken nerd
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
shirt and sweats
47. favorite type of cheese?
cheddarrr also i like mozzerrella sticks
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
a fineapple B)
lmao jk ummmm maybe a watermelon bc when u hit it it sounds hollow, just like how my skull would sound if someone hit it (h a)
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
here for a good time not for a long time
never give up without a fight
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
idk probably some dumb meme. i laugh at a lot of stuff like i laugh anything even mildly funny. some that i can think of off the top of my head are:
- i was tryna type ducky but typed fucky instead and sOmEOnE (could be the person who submitted this ask, idk tho) changed my facebook messenger nickname to fucky and the notification was like ”poopy butthole changed your nickname to fucky” and i think that’s still the funniest sentence i’ve read in my whole life
- one time we went to mcdonalds and a friend said mcfluffy instead of mcflurry and idk why but i laughed so hard at that
- once @doduo and i spent half a chinese lesson cutting out random faces from the chinese newspaper and sticking them randomly all over the classroom and idk. it was the funniest thing ever. until the teacher came over and confiscated my scissors rip.
51. current stresses?
- an essay draft (that i am procrastinating rn by doing this, oops)
- CANADIAN TRIALS (but thats a good kind of stress)
- submitting a proposal for a group project but none of my groupmates are freaking replying my texts ugh
52. favorite font?
avenir next!! i find san serif fonts way easier to read than serif lolol.i like helvetica neue too.
53. what is the current state of your hands?
dry af but also i just got my nails done so they pretty rn hehe
54. what did you learn from your first job?
i…havent had a real job yet
55. favorite fairy tale?
idk i was never rly one for fairy tales even as a kid.
56. favorite tradition?
chinese new year when we get CASH and we spend 3 days just eating junk yEET im rly sad im gonna be missing it the next few years tho
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
hh h h hh hhh hh hh they’re pretty personal i don’t /really/ wanna put it out here but i can text you the answer to this if you want (i’m perfectly fine with that!!)
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
- i think i’m pretty intuitive!!! i can guess anyone’s mbti if i’ve spent enough time with them/gotten a detailed enough description of them /winks/ and i can read people pretty well in general and i can draw links to themes/symbols in lit pretty well….???
- i’m somewhat decent at lettering…i think
- i’m good at pull-ups and also vertical jumps i’m secretly a froge
- i’m decent at photography…i guess….
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
yeet
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
pokemon !!
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
/sweats/ i’m not very good at remembering lines from books/movies/shows WELP
62. seven characters you relate to?
JAKE PERALTA - b99
rosa diaz - b99
linguine - ratatouille (he’s permanently confused and he let a ratto take over his job bc he had no idea what he was doing like damn what a big mood)
dory - finding nemo/finding dory (i relate to the forgetfulness)
percy jackson
kale bae /winks/
mitt (during bad phases) /winks again, but sadly/
63. five songs that would play in your club?
idek man i wouldnt even be at my own club i’d be at home taking a nap i’ll just ask someone else to handle my playlist
64. favorite website from your childhood?
club penguin !!!
65. any permanent scars?
yE one of them was from jumping onto a treadmill going at 13km/h 2 years ago bc i thought i was a good idea
66. favorite flower(s)?
i dont have any
67. good luck charms?
i eat pancakes for breakfast on meet days!!!! altho i think this is more of a habit than a good luck charm tbh lmao.
also i guess pip???? he’s my emotional support narwhal :’)
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
durian. i cant stand the stuff or anything flavored like it ugh.
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
red food coloring is derived from beetles
70. left or right handed?
right
71. least favorite pattern?
overly-floral patterns i guessssss. also i hate wearing stripes.
72. worst subject?
chinese
besides that, math and physics
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
i rly like vanilla ice cream and fries
also i would eat ketchup with nearly anything
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
i usually just suck it up and go to sleep when it comes to pain but i guess an 8??? idk. i usually take advil/ibuprofen only for fevers
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
i got my first loose tooth on january 11 2005 and it fell out on january 18 2005 & it was a tuesday (pls don’t ask me how i remember this bc i dont know)
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
tater tots
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
cactus i guess. idk im not good at plants.
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
grocery store sushi (it was pretty decent in singapore so yeeeee lmao also i ate a lot of that as a kid)
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
its the same photo for both so yeAh
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
earth
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
idk i always called them fireflies
82. pc or console?
console I LOVE THE FEEL OF BUTTONS
83. writing or drawing?
drawing (more like doodlign for me bc i cant draw for shit)
84. podcasts or talk radio?
neither but if i rlllllly had to choose then podcasts i guessss s sss
84. barbie or polly pocket?
neither LMAO i gave all my barbies haircuts when i was a kid bc i didnt know what to do with them
85. fairy tales or mythology?
mythology for sure!! i love greek mythology (may or may not be bc of percy jackson lolol)
86. cookies or cupcakes?
cookies
87. your greatest fear?
losing those i love and care about (could be drifting or actual death it goes both ways)
88. your greatest wish?
rn, for my essay to write itself
for the short-term, to make the olympics (and WUGs…and worlds…and sea games…and asian games…and commonwealth games lmao)
for the long-term, uhhh idk. i just wanna live a life i’m satisfied with and to have a job i actually like and to be able to support my parents
89. who would you put before everyone else?
my mom
90. luckiest mistake?
i always say that i regret doing a year of college in singapore instead of coming here for freshman year but if i’d come in a year earlier like i was supposed to, i proba wouldn’t have made it past swim team tryouts and i made some pretty great friends in my first year of college soooo it all worked out i guessi cant think of any others rn
91. boxes or bags?
bags
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
fairy lights are rly pretty!!but i like natural light :”)
93. nicknames?
deb
debs
debo
debbo
alpha childuhh h h i think thats about it??? i cant remember any others
94. favorite season?
spring’s pretty great rni like fall too (before it gets cOLd)
95. favorite app on your phone?
insta/tumblr/telegram
96. desktop background?
a photo of me looking rly cool at the starting blocks before a race B)
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
4 - mine (singapore & US), my mom’s and my dad’s
98. favorite historical era?
uhh h h idk the ice age seemed pretty cool haha sike it was actually coldmedieval times seemed pretty cool too like damn i want a suit of armorWHEW I SPENT WAY TOO MUCH TIME ON THIS but i had fun so yeet
also if you read all the way down here ily and you’re cool
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