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nemiisnemisis · 3 months

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HAPPINESS!!!

tbh i was actually really surprised considering i wrote most of it at 2-3 am and didn't bother double checking it bc i was just so done with the project

project was on The Catcher in the Rye

lovely book, wouldve probably liked it more if i weren't on a time crunch to finish this project

#the catcher in the rye #school project #i wonder if I'll be able to take a picture of it #bc all i was thinking about at the time was just finishing the project #nemi was very done with it all #now nemi can rest #back to drawing leona #nemi rambles

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fishbloc · 2 months

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actually so funny how ive made so many stardew save files for rp reasons but i have not once recreated the flower valley in it

#SICK AND TWISTED!!!! i literally have flower crops mod on lol....#personally i think making my jimmy and scott would be sooo doable because i know theres an elven ears mod #maybe this will be a future project..... scardew valley has got to be put on hold bc the pixel work amount is insane lol #and last time i did scar's portrait sprite in one sitting my chronic aches acted up help #that being said i have GOT to finish that FH sketch ive got sitting around... its based off real life and its like a month now skull emoji #actually i have 5 billion wips but all i do is just be anxious and play video games so ok #<- has been playing star wars games and stardew valley #<-<- has been making aus of these games because brainrot #<-<-<- has been word-vomiting about said aus on priv like a normal person #烤鱼

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fandom-blackhole · 3 months

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My friends, idk how, but im gonna figure out a way to share my final presentation with you guys for a class after I finish it. Because I'll be damned if I'm gonna be this passionate about this thing, do all the research, make a ppt AND cardboard tri-fold, and present this at a "Research Symposium" for 2 hours to whoever stops at my booth during finals week to not share with the people I like most 😤

Basically for the project we have to take a person or event and give background on them before analyzing them through a Social Psychology lense (bc the class is social psychology lol). AND GODS DO I LOVE SHIT LIKE THISSSSS. I will not be sharing what event I chose for two reason: 1) I want ya'll to read and learn about it through my post when I post it 😌 and 2) It's a REALLY obscure event from what I've gathered (like I barely have 5 sources for references and one's ONLY in german) and I doubt many would know what I was talking about.

#Ive literally been working on it all night basically (and have little to show but aesthetics)#BUT! I did get all my photos i currently have and their captions put in too!!#I just need to fill in the slides with their info #im literally chopping at the bit to show you guys bc im so fucking into this project #i love being a psych major 🥰🥰🥰#I have been this excited about something in AWHILEEEEERE #I can wait to look through social psych theories and ideas and figure out which im gonna hold up for anlaysis #we are just at the stage of turning in the first part which is just the who. what. when. where. why.#the how (which will be the theories) will be next part to turn in #but god am i invested and ferally upset about this story #ok i need to go to bed now so that i can finish this project tomorrow so i can turn it in :)#ill rb this a few times to gauge interest but besties im 100% posting it no matter how the poll turns out #im just too pumped and i want to SHARE with people who know and like me (i mean i think yall like me lol)#social psychology #college final project

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caramelmochacrow · 8 months

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happy birthday rei!!! (sorry it's simple)

#crow's scribbles #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #rei togetsu #i had to rush this one because i need to design some stickers to sell for a school project #ik i can sell d4 stickers but considering how niche it is and people dont know idol and gacha games much it wont sell well.#i wanted to make it cool and swag like what i did for some guys but i didnt have time....#im gonna need to make all of the birthday drawings in between the time i need to finish the project kinda simple....#it ends a day after kurumi's so i think i'll be fine #anywya enough about myself i'll just point out a few stuff abt the drawing #rei's outfit is matching with rinko (from the bandoris) because i was lazy and i also thought it was cute she would match w rinko--#bc of the fact they had similar vas #(emphasis on the had bc... yk)#the white blob thing is supposed to be a moon bc of the togetsu in her name #i wanted it to be something a little symbolic abt her name so yeah #happy birthday to rei togetsu!!!

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dahldahlbills · 3 months

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just hit 50k in cryptids wip :’)

#chugging along but the book is getting WRITTEN #I have 12.5 scene left btw…#technically in my outline I’m a little past the halfway point #but I think I have ~30k left to go 👀👀#it’s always so funny when you reach a milestone like this bc despite the agony of writing the thing you get all tingly and sappy like..#oh yeah :’) I wrote all that!! I’ve made it so far!!#ive got weird feelings abt this story but i am quite proud #it’s also been a while since I’ve progressed this far with an original project and ngl.. I really missed this feeling 😭#creating is cool!!! we love writing!!!#and just you wait until I reach the end. I’m gonna be so annoying about it (<— will most likely feel too shy to even say anything)#I wrote 5 scenes in like.. twoish weeks. which doesn’t seem like a lot but with the little time I have it honestly is #so if I’m consistent I could finish this draft in ~4 weeks???? 👀👀👀 like.#in a month I could have another book done. that’d be crazy.#anyway. yeehaw :D #blahblahbills #lol I know this means nothing to most people bc I literally never share anything abt this project lol #ew I used lol at the beginning and end of that tag but I don’t feel like retyping all that 💀

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perilegs · 10 months

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ok i might need to force myself to not romance astarion bc i don't want to know what it says about me to turn down karlach, the woman of my dreams, the character made to cater me personally, like, if she was real i'd bring the moon and stars down for the chance to see her smile, she's everything i've hoped for in a rpg companion, what does it say about me if i turn that down for someone like astarion

#ngl karlach would be too good for me and i wouldnt deserve it #shed probably ask me stuff like 'what do you want?' upon which i would be paralyzed with fear my mind completely blank unable #to process why i can't answer a simple question #and she's so up front with her emotions which i absolutely adore but i could not reciprocate that #wait am i actually for real avoiding the karlach romance bc i feel like this fictional character from a video game is too good for me #a real human being. like. i think i would feel guilty about romancing her #which makes no sense bc i romance characters too good for anyone all of the time. but idk #in those cases ive always had like a strong character i play as who is very divorced from who i am #but playing as durge there is no past so idk who my tav is yet so all i can do is project so he feels very. personal #im v sleepy and also ive had brain fog all day so yea idk #i mean i do genuinely like astarion and his character but in his case i dont feel guilty bc i feel like i #i have no idea how to finish that sentence without it sounding like 'i can fix him'#bc i dont want to fix him i want to show him compassion and respect him and his boundaries so he'll be able to reclaim tje feeling of #being in control of his life #so he'll stop putting people down to feel like hes on a pedestal #like i get him and why he is like that but i just feel like being kind and caring towards him would feel so good #it wouldnt fix him and thats a good thing bc i dont want him to change who he is but i do think he needs support #also hes hot im so mad at myself for being so atteacted to him #we wouldnt b here if i didnt have a thing for voices #besides thag back to the main point of astarion its like. ugh! im so frustrated rn bc i dont have the words #to express my emotions toward him bc everything ive said lacks the nuance that im feelikg but idk how to put it in words #i guess i want to protect him? that such a terrible sentence and still not what om going for

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antisocialxconstruct · 6 months

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#auuuughhghghg I am thinking about. The Hustle™#I understand why people gravitate toward stickers and pins and charms and zines and such #I've been mildly successful with commissions in the past but right now I'm really in the headspace of like #I can NOT be giving that much time to other people just for the added income. I'll never finish a single personal project that way :/#I would much rather dedicate a chunk of time to designing something and making it available #and just letting people have it whenever they want. and maybe the most ongoing work I need to do is weekly post office trips :|#I am serious about re-launching my enamel pins next year but I have to remake all the templates 😭#bc the original AI files are all on my old nearly-dead imac...#but also stickers. low manufacture cost low resale so maybe they move faster?#also toying with the idea of selling some of my cross stitch patterns 🤔 NOT the pomegranates.#that's probably not gonna have super wide appeal but like. I made them for myself anyway might as well let other people have em for a few $#all this because my dad may not be able to help me cover therapy costs next year :||| so that extra $500 a month has to come from SOMEWHERE #I hate capitalism I hate having to exist!! exhausting!!!!!!

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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Hmm might be able to post Malaysia 2009 by tmr morning. I always feel a bit cagey abt posting old stuff during a race weekend tho. Bcs everyone(including myself) is so focused on 2023, but then here I am like "hey did you guys want content from 14 years ago....?"

#friday morning for this wknd is pretty safe bcs the FPs arent even till the afternoon *for me #honestly feels so weird that this race is gonna all be at ideal times for me #even the FPs are after my classes are done #tho my partner for some project was like oh hey are you free to work on it this wknd?#me: ...no #almost said yes and then i remembered that miami is actually at a good time #one i wont even have to wake up even slightly early for #but yeah #i didnt realize this race was completely red flagged and stopped #which makes me want to post it bcs i dont really at all want to wait till after sunday to finish a race that doesnt even restart #so itd be better to finish it off now and then be able to start a new race after miami!#sry i think im just overly methodical abt this kind of thing #but its also a distraction from the fact that im disgustingly deep in finals hell #so id rather plan out posting than think about that LOL #this wknd is gonna be hell for me:#watching the whole entire race wknd bcs its good timing but also having to finish a million assignments #gonna be fun...*i cry to myself*#catie.rambling.txt

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notjanine · 1 year

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i am so beyond tired beyond burnout, i went out for coffee this morning and when i placed my order, the barista so gently asked “would you like an extra shot of espresso in that? it’s on the house” and i almost cried. people good sometimes

#that extra shot did me good too #this whole internship has been a race between me finishing and my chronic illness getting more and more severe and #it’s down to the wire and they’re neck and neck #i started my last week of my last rotation by fainting for the first time in over five years since before i resumed school before my surgery #it’s real bad over here 🥹#BUT me n books had a good conversation about how to better support each other and they’ve been here for me which has been nice #but i don’t LIKE asking for help and relying on other people like this so i’m gonna have to make Getting Better my summer project this year #which will be hard bc the summer depression hits harder at this lower latitude but #i’m gonna do my best. and i won’t have school! for the first time in so long i won’t have school 😶#i’m so excited to get back into RECREATIONAL learning. just for me. because i like it and i’m curious and that’s good for me #me n Books are planning to move in together around the end of the summer and i was like #Every few months i’ll have to tell you what i’m thinking about studying next so you can pick what you’d most want to hear me infodump about😂#it’ll be fun! i already have a rabies lesson plan ready to go (downloaded the most recent textbook on it for free from the uni library 😎)#but i also have good resources to learn about the chemistry and oropharyngeal physiology of taste/flavor AND #i found a great book on ancient meso/american cuisine #plus i’ve flagged so many MOOCs for later. about all kinds of stuff #ANYWAY. it’s been a rough couple weeks/months/years but the end is like. right here. i just have to finish

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realboutfatalfury · 1 year

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it might just be bc it's late and i get sad sometimes when it's late but i'm sad i like feeel soooo bad about several things and i feel like i want to cry but i can't ughh idk...