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goldensunset · 1 month

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i will NOT pick fights with my group members i will not i will not and i will ESPECIALLY not pick fights with the girl who’s both one of the leaders of the project and who i’ll probably be coworkers with next year i will have patience i am so chill and fine and secure and confident not at all going to explode

#peach rambles #it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine there’s no need to get worked up over these little persistent annoyances #she’s nice she’s talented she’s hardworking she’s also. there is just Something i can’t put into words #i should not get bitter about her little quirks she’s human too it’s fine!!#even though sometimes communicating with her and the others like her is like trying to walk through a glass wall #i simply cannot reach them i have never been able to reach my peers she and her people are an in-group #and in-groups can tick you off so fast by failing to communicate or recognize you even though they’re just regular chill people #but they never look past their groups they’re in their own world but they’re trying to be polite still i can’t get mad #it turns me into the villain of the story bc i’m the mean annoying one who has negative feedback that shatters the fairytale world #i approach things differently and it doesn’t gel with how they approach things so they give me orders and i question those orders or argue #i’m the one causing problems with my own ideas but i don’t have a chorus of friends to back me up i’m alone in the fight #so i just look like i suck #auhhhiiihghhhh

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