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The end of the story . . .

❝Chapter 1: The day that I meet you ❞

bace on the dead apple movie

[ Osamu Dazai x reader ]

❝ Prolong ❞

Notice : [ C / E ] = color Eye , [ H / C ] = hair color , Long chapter , I suck at fighting scene (T___T) , bad grammar

Dazai Osamu P. O. V

[ 5 : 0 7 A. M Yokohama City ]

Flashback ❀

" oh before I forget dazai -Kun & Chuuya - Kun, there was a case about two of my men commits suicide with a bloody knife & shot with a gun, but I believe this is the person that did this " the person who was talking to me and Chuuya was the port mafia boss Ogai Mori. Ever since I join the port mafia I was trying to find my reason to live but still didn't find it my reason to live sadly.

Mori grabs files and puts it on his desk which that case some paper to fly off. the raven hair man grabs one of the files with a picture a girl with long [ H / C ], her [ C / E ] is like a sunset, her pale face is like the moon I turn around to see Chuuya who was blushing a smirks on my face & turn back to the Mafia boss. " anyway when you boys were daydreaming about this mission for tomorrow, this girl names [ Y / N ] [ L / N ] or some people call her the Dragon only heart." Mori expenses more detail about her and her relationship with Shibausawa even about her ability plus a bonus she killed about 230 people with her ability !, and her parents die or should I said disappear. The mother hasn't come home & and the father as died in an alleyway. It

After the meeting... Dazai was still daydreaming about the girl form the meeting. An unfamiliar feeling came to him. Is this... Love that he is feeling right now?

Hehe... It's funny how a girl can have a good [ C / E ] crystal, and a wonderful. [ H / C ] . , I wonder what her likes and dislikes. I snap out of my daydream with a familiar loud voice " oi! dazai are you are ready to go ! " said the ginger hair boy. Oh, I forgot he was there. A smirk on my face " Ooooo chuuyaaaaa I know you like this girl too ~. " I said in a tested voice. Chuuya ends up blushing by my words, I can tell he was pissed/flattered about it. Oh boy, this is going to be a long day.

" WHAT NO, I DON'T EVEN LIKE HER YOU MACKEREL! "

" OOO COME ON SLUG STOP ACTING LIKE TSUNDERE AnD JUST AMITY ALREADY! "

End of the flashback ❀ • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • Nobody P. O. V [ 7: 5 2 P. M Yokohama city ]

The day has finally come.... the day of the dragon head conflict. Gun was firing with the other members of the day of Dragonhead. The other members shot back that cause the port mafia members killed or every Death.

𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 ~

It was a full moon, the cloud was a dark purple color, and hearing a gunshot in the air. Hearing Heavily breathing was coming out of a Male who was running on the street in a straight line holding a gun. He stopped at the end of the street and turn to the left. This man is named was Oda sakunosuke. A man who doesn't kill also one of the gifted people. he had reddish hair, his blue eyes are like the ocean also what he wearing was a Tan Coat & a black shirt.

Oda was looked at the dead body all ever the street. " this is sickening " he mumbles. All the port mafia members man was all dead in the ground. Hearing a couple of gunshots in the background, a loud one sound but this one and sound like a... Baby crying. Oda flicks when he heard the baby crying. He ran to the baby and find their parents died in the ground too. Poor baby was the only one who survives the attack. Oda pots his gun always in gentle hold the baby. The baby girl kinda clams down a bit. He sighs of relief and said " your lucky to be alive in this situation " " odasuku " a male voice from an earpiece [ A / N: IDK what are there called them (╥﹏╥)] oda Replied back " Dazai we're are you ? " the other man on the phone was Dazai Osamu the youngest members on the port mafia.

" I have a feeling I know what you're up to, but you need to run. " Dazai continues taking " it's going to be safe there for long " than the other person spoke up "Oh Piss off, scrub "

A motorcycle pass oda and the baby . " oh hey, chuuya. You're in the range of the enemy and take some bullet and die, thanks ." Dazai really wants chuuya to die on this god damm mission.

" Shut up " chuuya was about to lose his cool to his ' partner'.

Chuuya was almost got hit by an ability user but he da. " Damm gifted " yep he's a bit pissed about that. The ability user uses all its energy to take down chuuya. But it didn't work. By using his ability called " Upon the tainted sorrow. " the motorcycle was glowing a light red color & stick to the building. The ability user shot his Electric power to try hitting the motorcycle that chuuya riding.

" He thinks he's the shit," Chuuya said with a grumpy his word when he looks at the person.

Meanwhile with Dazai ~ ♥︎

The dark brown hair boy was sitting on the ground wearing handcuffed. A gun was pouting at the sild profile of dazai " It would have been more amusing if you'd been struck by lightning and killed. " said dazai. A puff of smoke but puff being blow away when a familiar finger " Shut it, Dazai " it was chuuya.

[ Y / N ] [ L / N ] P . O . V

[ 8 : 0 0 P . M ]

" So you telling me I have to stand right here and protect you. , " I said with a ( bit ) annoying a pot my katana on the ground and turning around to looking at my ' father ' Who was starting at his jewelry. " well isn't my fault you been training all week for this event is it, princess ?" Shibusawa said who is still starting his red ruby & a violets blue jewelry & started whispered " It'll be mine " keep saying it three times. Jesus, I hated when he does this but then I just get used to it. I was wearing this nice white dress with cliffs.my dress go to my knees. The neck part was getting annoying. " it won't be mine " Oh God here we go again. Click ... Click .. Click

Hear the fire is burning. He probably burning those papers that I was writing. I sighed and looking at the ground. " are those jewels are all real? " a male voice I shot my Head. To see a boy with a brown wave hair, his bandages right eye & bandage on was top to the bottom, His left dark brown eye is like chocolate. Also, he was wearing a black coat over his shoulder a white shirt with a black tie . And there was an another next to him. He had short ginger hair. A choker around his neck, hat on his head. Black Gloves cover his hand. By what he wears a black Jacket, white shirt, and black pants. The brown hair male took a look at me a started smirk at me. " He could have made a beautiful woman really happy~. " My cheeks started to heat up. Father is mattering one last word " It won't be mine " dropping the last jewelry on the fire and then dropping the bag to the ground.

He clasps his together and giving that looks at me "Princess you know what to do. " I sigh. Grabbing my katana form and attack the one with the bandage.

Dazai Osamu P . O . V

[ 8 : 1 9 P . M ]

Shit, she coming for the mean. A Swing forms her attack at me but I dodge it. I look at chuuya who was going to come bet her. I had to stop him. " Chuuya go-ahead and used your ability " I yelled at him. his eye widen he yelled back at me, " Are you Crazy! " " just trust me ". He used his ability, And markings appear on the cheeks and to the bottom. Chuuya cloth being riping off. The wind bit up. The [ H / C ] girl drops her weapon, her eye like look like she was seen a ghost. This is my chance. I grab her waist and move closer to my chest. Corruption, huh? I saw it on my mind. I step away to get some were safe still holding the [ H / C ] girl close. I could hear chuuya screaming. Next, the thing you know the building that Shibausawa was bowl up. I grab chuuya hand a used my ability " No longer a human ."

[ ? ? ? P . O . V ] [ 8 : 2 4 P . M on the roof top ]

I could see the building bowl up. My white coat was blowing waving though the wind . Heh I was to late to join the party. We'll meet you again soon The dragon only heart.

[ Dazai Osamu P . O . V ]

[ 8 : 2 5 P . M Yokohama city ]

After the experience of the building. I ask [ Y / N ] if she started at my apartment for the night. To my surprise she yes! If chuuya now about this will be the end of me. Also I have get new cou

A few years of waking to Dazai apartment. [ Y / N ] feel something warm. She never had any feelings for a long time. She feels safe with Dazai & chuuya. But there was the other feeling that when she with Dazai her cheek turn pink. And her heart skip a beat when she with him.

" well we're here " I opened the door for [ Y / N ]. " you can make your self-" I my word got cut off by [ Y / N ] hugging me. " thank you for saving me," she said with a smile. I hug her back. " no problem belladonna." I said smile a bit . . . . . . . . . . . . Days have passed. [ Y / N ] told dazai about her ability. And how dangerous it is. It came to the collusion to not join the port mafia. Each day and chuuya came to the dazai apartment to see how's [ Y / N ] doing. • • • • • The day that Oda dead. Dazai was planning to confess to [ Y / N ]. But [ Y / N ] end up the confession to her love with him in the first place. Later at night dazai quite the port mafia and took the [ H / C ] girl so they can become lovers & started in a new chapter for their life together. . . . . . . So , they can have that ever happy ending..... . . . . . . . Five After a few days people started to commit suicide.. nobody now why ... but only one new what is going on . And that person is name [̸Y̸/̸ N̸ ]̸ [̸ L̸ /̸ N̸ ]̸ .̸

❝ chapter 1 : the day that I meet you end ❞

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A / N: in the next chapter there will be more details about the reader's ability! :'D also here some fluff with dazai

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reolakradness · 5 years

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Color My World

Chuuya was color blind. He had always seen the world in a black and white tint, a grayish hue. While others described the brilliance of blue and the richness of red, he’d always seen the same boring screen of color. A black and white movie with sound. That’s what the world appeared to him as. It didn’t really affect his life, so he never thought much of it. He could still fight, cry, smile, and get angry. He was normal all aside from his eyes really. He’d apparently been born with his color blindness and even though he was told he had beautiful azure eyes he’d never seen them and never will. Not even if he meets his soulmate. And it was inconsequential to someone like him. After all, a soulmate was made for you. He’d find it with or without colors.

He grew up on the streets and continued on his merry way with the sheep, living each day as his last, because hell, it might be. Before they attempted to back stab him.

The mafia saved Chuuya, he’d say that to his dying breath. It saved the redhead from a group of people hiding behind him, prepared to kill him at a moments notice, and leave him behind. Yes, the mafia had done him a great deal of good. Bringing Kouyou into his life also made him a great deal happy. If he didn’t have to deal with his jackass of his partner, it would be perfect.

Except he did.

Honestly, the short teen didn’t care much for his partner. He was rude, inconsiderate, always late, and always making fun of Chuuya in anyway he could. Especially his height which ticked him off the most. Of course, the brunette had easily picked up on his color blindness but all the jabs at his lack of ability to see color meant nothing to him. He truly didn’t care for them after all. The fashion comments bothered him though.

“Awwwww did the shrimp come out looking like this cause he can’t tell his clothes colors apart?” The tall teen cooed at him as Chuuya walked in with Kouyou.

“Bastard I look just fine I’ll have you know!” He wore mostly black for a reason. Couldn’t go wrong with it. He clenched his gloved hands into fists and grit his teeth. “And before you talk about my fashion stop looking like a mummy reject!” The angry 17 year old threw back. Just before Dazai could reply, Kouyou dragged Chuuya out, ending the argument.

As Kouyou dragged the shrimp out, he resisted the urge to sigh. The world was annoying bright and Daza just wanted to tell it to fuck off. How could it be so cheerful when Dazai couldn’t even smile? When his only reason to smile may never know?

Chuuya and Dazai are soulmates. Problem? Chuuya still couldn’t see colors. And while every day Dazai gazed at those beautiful sparkling orbs and his rich red hair, Chuuya continued on to see the world in the same black and white tones. Which also meant Chuuya didn’t know. And that he may never know because Dazai wasn’t gonna tell him. The chibi wasn’t gonna believe him, that much was for sure, and because Chuuya would probably never fall in love with Dazai the same way he had with the redhead. It was ironic really. He said all those mean comments in hope of getting Chuuya’s attention, arguing is better than nothing after all, and it only seemed to drive the other far away. Even as the magnetism dragged Dazai close, it repelled Chuuya farther and it was driving him nuts. Especially when the teen had already fallen so hard and fast. Within 2 months he’d gained a crush, by 4 it had been an obsession. He was hooked by the time half a year had passed, and was sinking faster with each day he was mesmerized by the french teen.

It was getting a little depressing.

Dazai turned and entered Mori’s office where he’d originally been going. Anything to take his mind off Chuuya…

Chuuya was now 18. He’d been with the mafia for 2 years and was celebrating his birthday at a huge party. What could he say, he’d made as many friends as enemies. For this celebration, he’d been dared to drink an entire bottle of wine in one go. Who was he to deny them? And so, an entire bottle of wine later, Chuuya was pleasant;y drunk, swaying and hiccuping. His blood hummed beneath his veins and a nice warmth came from his body, completely relaxed, although a bit warm. Discarding his coat did the trick. And then the music started and the redhead decided the party was just started grabbing a nearby spectator to start dancing with. Tachihara huh?

“Hope you’re good dancer…” And maybe it came out just a bit seductive and flirty, but Chuuya was drunk and couldn’t bring himself to care. “Cause we’re gonna dance our asses off.”

They danced. And soon, others were too. In fact, it turned into a contest of who could manage to get the birthday boy with them next and keep up with him. As the clock struck 12, Chuuya finished off a song with Gin and smirked at her, winking. The girl nearly combusted on the spot. Chuuya moved on to his next victim partner. Tall and lanky, dressed in almost all black, and clearly sober.

“Dazai…” He got out as the song began, a high tempo beat and something like a club song. Chuuya already felt adrenaline under his skin. This had to have been his favorite song all night.

“Chuuya.” Dazai purred back, beginning to move along with Chuuya, being so in sync with Chuuya, always knowing where to step, their dance was flawless.

Dazai won the competition easily.

Chuuya swayed along to a few more songs after that before the party ended and Kouyou brought him home. He remembered nothing more than the ghost of a whisper on his lips the next morning. Someone saying they were his soulmate. But Chuuya didn’t believe that. He also didn’t believe that flash of color he thought he saw was real. The doctors had told him… no matter what, he would see no color.

Dazai confessed on his 18th birthday. Well, he’d technically confessed a few months earlier, but Chuuya had been smashed and could hardly remember his name that night. So Dazai confessed again. This was the only gift he wanted. The brunette prepared for rejection. He got the most gentle smile ever instead and a bright and teary smile. Chuuya said yes. Dazai had cried from happiness.

If he’d known it would’ve been so smooth he’d have done it sooner. The brunette didn’t know someone was listening and plotting however. They kept their relationship a secret. They were in the port mafia after all, but soon they hardly saw each other. Dazai began getting more and more solo missions, Chuuya his own destructive kind. They worked together less and less. Finally the time came when they were allowed to work together again. Had Dazai known what was gonna happen, looking back, he would've help Chuuya before it happened.

What was supposed to be a simple mission, became dirty and messy. They weren’t gonna get out alive, weren’t supposed to escape alive. It’d been planned. Except they did. Chuuya used corruption.

Chuuya had used corruption by mistake. It was a life and death situation and it seemingly activated of its own accord. He started destroying everyone and thing he saw. The voice inside him that usually whispered, roared.

‘Kill, kill, kill kill. Destroy, burn, leave behind nothing!’ Until he thought nothing but these things. Until he didn’t think at all.

Soon his enemies were destroyed but more remained and Chuuya realized with abject horror, he wouldn't stop. Not until he died or nothing else existed. Both seemed horrible. Except he felt something grab him at his naval and pull. It was gentle and firm. He turned and Dazai was touching him, holding him. The world exploded.

Chuuya threw up and passed out.

Chuuya smiled as he thought back on it. He really was such a stupid and stubborn teenager. That day he’d touched Dazai for the first time, he’d seen color for the first time. Him who’d been told by so many doctors that it was hopeless, had seen colors. And boy had his body made him suffer for it. He was different. Only when he touched his soulmate, skin on skin, could he see color. Dazai began to make it a daily occurrence. Now 22, he sighed. He’d denied it so many times that's what caused the flash of colors. Every time Dazai nullified his ability he’d explained it away. Until that day he’d stopped corruption. Chuuya stopped denying and told him the truth. Dazai had cried in relief. They’d been going strong now for 4 years, even after Dazai had left the mafia and all was right when they cuddled in bed together. When the world finally came into a brilliant and clear focus.

"Hey Chuuya."

"Hm? He replied lazily as he laid there gently drifting between thoughts.

"Why'd you get sick all those years ago? Not the first mission, before that." Dazai asked as he rubbed his face into the redheads hair.

"Because, every time we touched, colors flashed and overwhelmed me. So I stopped touching you and things got better."

"And why didn't you tell me?"

"'Cause Mori was blackmailing me. Said he'd make sure we never saw each other again if I told you if you I knew."

"I'm glad we killed the bastard."

"Me too."

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