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#anyone calling for the brutal murder of me my family and friends can shut the fuck up and fuck off#idc what twisted fucking moral argument you hink you have going on but NOTHING makes this justified#we dont deserve to die any more than you do#and if you somehow make it make sense that we do. how does THIS still seem fine to you#anyone supporting the h*mas you can go fuck yourself and leave me alone and shut the fuck up forever
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Forgiven - Gajeel X Levy
WARNINGS: Light swearing
WORD COUNT: 1.9k
GENRE: fluff, slight angst
FANDOM: Fairy Tail
PAIRING: Gajeel x Levy
The guild hall was loud and rowdy as ever as Gajeel sat alone at the bar, drinking whatever the hell Mira had put in his mug. It didn't matter to him as long as it got him drunk.
"Getting a head start today are we?" Gajeel turned around and saw the small master of Fairy Tail climbing into the stool next to him.
Gajeel chuckled as he took another swig, "It's gonna take a lot more than this to get me drunk, old man."
"Oh I don't doubt it," Makarov replied. He signaled for Mira to pour him a drink, then promptly chugged it down as if it were nothing but water. "Your tolerance must be impeccable if this is what you're putting away this early in the morning."
Gajeel smirked, "years of practice."
The two men chuckled as they drank together, falling into a comfortable silence as the guild hall roared behind them.
A small pair of arms wrapped themselves around Gajeels shoulders as a kiss was planted on his cheek. Gajeel turned his head to face his bright eyed girlfriend Levy.
Gajeel couldn't help the smile that came to his face every time he saw her. "Hey short stack," He said as he gave her a quick peck on the lips.
Levy ignored the nickname, "Me and the guys are heading out on a job for a few days."
Gajeel grunted, "is anyone else going?"
Levy shook her head, "No, but the job isn't that dangerous. Just a simple escort mission for a Lord and his daughter."
"Still, I'd feel better if you took Lily with you," Levy puffed our her cheeks.
"I can h-"
"Trust me Lev, I know you're capable of kicking so serious ass, it's the other two I don't trust." Gajeel looked behind Levy at Jet and Droy stuffing their faces.
Levy sighed, "fine, you big baby."
"That's my girl." Gajeel leaned in to whisper in Levy's ear, "I'll make it up to you when you get back."
He couldn't help but laugh as his girlfriend turned bright red in front of him. "I-I gotta go now!" Levy gave Gajeel a chaste kiss on the lips. He watched her as she met the black exceed by the door.
"Hey," Gajeel called out to Jet and Droy before they could join them. They walked over to Gajeel who then grabbed them both by the wrist and pulled them in close. "If she comes back with a single scratch," he hissed, "I will put you two in a fucking coffin."
Jet and Droy both shivered as they nodded frantically. Gajeel let go of them and they practically ran out of the guild hall. Sighing, Gajeel turned back around to take a drink, already missing his girlfriend.
"I must say Gajeel," The master started, "when I first took you in, I never would have imagined you would have fallen for my little Levy."
A faint blush dusted over his cheeks, "Well," He didn't like thinking about his time before Fairy Tail, the person he was, but he couldn't help it as the memories came back, "I was a real piece of shit back then."
He didn't realize how hard he was gripping the handle of his mug until he let go of it, revealing dents in the shape of his fingers.
"Shit," he muttered as Mira came up to grab the mug from him, "I'll buy you a new one."
Mira just laughed it off, "No need Gajeel. If we had to replace every dented mug in this place, we'd go bankrupt!"
"Mira, could you give us a minute?" Makarov asked. Nodding, Mira walked into the back room, leaving the two men alone at the bar.
"I was wondering when you were gonna cut to the chase," Gajeel said.
"Yes, but I believe it is you with something to say, my boy." The two men sat there in silence for a few seconds before the master asked, "Can I see it?"
The box in Gajeels pocket suddenly felt like a weight dragging him down. In one fluid motion, he grabbed the box and slid it to the old man next to him, careful to not let anyone see it.
Makarov pulled back the lid to reveal a small iron ring. Intricate designs of swirls carved to look like vines and flowers decorated its sides, meeting in the middle to hold a heart shaped diamond.
"How did you know?" Gajeel asked.
"I know a lot of things, Gajeel. I just happened to catch you staring at it when you think no one is watching." Makarov said as he twisted the box around to look at the ring from all angles.
Gajeel nearly choked on his drink, "fuck," he muttered. The master chuckled and clapped Gajeel on the back.
"It's a beautiful ring Gajeel," he said, sliding the ring back to him. "You must love her a great deal."
Gajeel smiled softly, "Yeah," he looked at the ring and closed the lid with a sigh. "I don't deserve her."
"How so?"
"Are you serious?" Gajeel asked, but Makarov stayed silent. Softly, Gajeel said, "I hurt her."
Makaraov hummed in acknowledgement, "So that's it huh?" Memories flooded into Gajeels mind. Him attacking her that night, the way she screamed, her nearly lifeless body hanging from that god damned tree. Gajeel swallowed down the bile rising in his throat.
"I hurt her, Master. I hurt her and her friends and laughed about it, bragged about it. But the moment I joined the guild, she treated me like nothing had ever happened. I wasn't 'Black Steel Gajeel', I was just Gajeel Redfox. If I'm being honest, it kinda pissed me off."
The master hummed, "Really?"
"Yeah," he replied, "it pissed me off because I had no idea why she would even bother being nice to me. I wouldn't have been. But of course, she's just that wildly forgiving of other people. I didn't deserve her forgiveness, and that's why it pissed me off."
"You have long since been forgiven for your sins of the past, Gajeel" The master said. Gajeel whipped his head to face him.
"What?"
"Do you know why I chose to recruit you instead of the other members of Phantom Lord?" Makarov asked and Gajeel shook his head. There was no hint of sarcasm or condescension in his voice, just plain sincerity. "I picked you because not just because I wanted to help you find the right path, but because I knew that it was possible. I saw a light in you that had been clouded by Jose and his teachings. The things you did were deplorable, and you know that more than anyone, but answer me this. Would you have done the things you did that night if Jose hadn't ordered you to?"
No. He wouldn't have. He didn't even go as far as he was supposed to that night. Jose had ordered him to kill Levy, Jet, and Droy, but he refused.
Makarov continued on, "Ever since I took you in, you have done nothing but prove me right. You have shown that you are willing to fight for your family and that you're proud to be a fairy, and we're proud to have you."
Gajeel looked around the guild hall as he processed the masters words. He looked at the people he had met over the past several years, and he realized he was proud. He had made legitimate friends in a guild he once tried to destroy and fell in love with a girl he had almost killed.
All those nice thoughts however couldn't stop the doubt from creeping into his mind. "Even still, I can't provide for her. It took me months to work enough jobs to even buy the materials for that ring, and it's not like those jobs were easy."
"You and I both know she doesn't care about that."
"But I do master!" Gajeel slammed his fist on the bar a little louder than he wanted to. Some people looked their way for a moment but quickly resumed doing whatever it was they were doing. "She deserves the world, but I simply can't give it to her."
Makarov took another swig of his drink, "You're right. She does deserve the world. But she wants you," He stood up on the bar stool and made eye contact with the man across from him. "We all have our demons, Gajeel. We all have scars that will never fade, those voices in our heads that tell us to just give up and that we'll never be good enough. But you are lucky enough to have a family that will support you in every choice you make, and a woman who loves you with her entire heart.
"You will have to live with the things you have done for the rest of your life. You cannot go back and undo it no matter how much you wish you could. What you can do is live every day showing how much you've grown. You have atoned for your sins. Levy, Jet, and Droy have forgiven you. I have forgiven you. Now you must work to forgive yourself. And if you never do, that's okay. Just don't let it stop you from living your new life.
"Never forget Gajeel that you deserve happiness just as much as everyone else under this roof. If that means a future with Levy, then I will spend every remaining second I have left ensuring that future comes to pass, and every second after that protecting it. On my honor as the master of the Fairy Tail guild."
Gajeel didn't know at what point he had started crying. No one had ever told him that he deserved to be happy, but here was someone saying it as if it were the most obvious thing it the world.
"Master I-"
"Do you love her, Gajeel?" Makarov asked.
In that moment, Gajeel saw Levys face. Her bright smile, her eyes that always sparkled, her blue hair that reminded him of the sky, the way she puffed her cheeks whenever he teased her.
He remembered all their missions together, their time in the military, all the times they had nearly died; Tenrou Island, Tartaros, Alvarez, he had never felt fear the way he did when he was confessing to Levy as he was slowly dying, and the pure elation he felt when he finally saw her again.
He thought about what he wanted in the future, and in his mind he saw Levy in a white dress walking down the aisle. He saw with a hand on her rounded stomach. He saw her reading to their children and him singing to them. He saw them growing old and gray together. His heart swelled with emotions he had never felt before as he looked into the future.
Every day he wakes up to Levy lying next to him, and he always thinks that he'll never be able to fall for her more than he already has, and every day he is proven wrong.
Gajeel smiled as he wiped away a tear from his face, "more than anything."
Makarov returned his smile, "Then marry her Gajeel. You have my blessing. Make a family with her. Make a life that both of you can be proud of living. Make her as happy as she makes you." Makarov held out his hand and Gajeel took it in his.
"I promise I will," Another tear fell down his face, "Thank you master."
"You're welcome, my son."
#Gajeel#gajeel x levy#Fairy tail#Gajeel redfox#levy mcgarden#fanfiction#writing#natsu dragneel#lucy heartfilia#fluff and romance#romance#marriage#oneshot#fairy tail one shot#gajevy one shot
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A Glimpse of the Future part 5
A/N: Ok, I swear to god, this is the finale of this story. I promise this time. This is broken up into three snapshots of time, so it jumps around. Also, I made myself cry, cause I want Papa!Sonny so fucking bad omg.
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 4.5
Tags: some derogatory language about reader
Words: 1715
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You struggled not to pace in front of the mirror, your eyes locked to your swelling belly, covered by white lace. It’s not that you felt ugly or anything—in fact, you felt beautiful, glowing, even, every single day; Sonny made sure of that—but you knew what his family was thinking…or whispering in hush tones, just loud enough for you to hear as you walked by.
“Can you believe she’s pregnant?”
“I bet she stopped taking her birth control, planning on getting knocked up!”
“Poor Dominick…he needs to find a good, Catholic woman, and dump this cheap whore.”
You tried not to let the words get to you; Sonny warned you about his more…conservative family members. But you still felt like, well, shit. This was supposed to be the happiest moment of your life, and yet, you felt like you were tearing Sonny away from his family. Hell, even his father had been pissed—though Sonny assured you his Ma could put the fear of God into anyone.
A tear escaped your eye before you could stop it, and you watched it roll down your cheek in your reflection. Your eyes trailed down your body, taking in your wedding dress, stopping on your baby bump once more. There was no chance of a wedding early in your pregnancy—you were 22 weeks pregnant, and even this felt rushed. But it was a must to be married before you gave birth…at least that had to be right.
“Hey, don’t look so sad! It’s your wedding day!” Bella Carisi said, smiling, coming to stand next to you. She was less…involved in the church—she still went to Christmas and Easter mass with her family, but that was about it—and had gotten married while pregnant. She was completely on yours and Sonny’s side, and was incredibly supportive, as well as excited, for a cousin for her little girl to play with.
“Your family hates me,” you whispered, more tears threatening to fall.
Bella wrapped her arms around you, locking eyes with you in the mirror. “The important ones don’t hate you, and the rest fucking suck. Even Sonny can’t stand them, and Sonny loves everyone.” The tiniest smile appeared on your face and she grinned triumphantly. “There’s a smile! Come on, you’re marrying my only brother—be happy! Don’t worry about what those crazy church nuts are saying!”
“…but they’re going to be apart of my family, too,” you whispered.
Bella placed both her hands on your shoulders, turning you towards her. “Close your eyes—just do it. Now, picture Sonny, smiling that big goofy grin of his. Can you see it? Now picture him holding your baby in his arms.” You smiled as you pictured it, unable to stop yourself. “There. Now just keep that picture in your mind…at least until you see him at the altar, cause I’m positive that will be enough to make you smile.”
You opened your eyes, wiping the tears that had appeared. “Thanks, Bella.”
“Anytime…sister.” She gave you another hug before heading off to do whatever. You took a deep breath, moving towards the room that had drinks in it. You needed a water desperately. Which is when you ran into Sonny’s cousin and his wife, Deangelo and Denise Carisi; possibly the most conservative of his family members.
“Ah, I see Dominick’s whore is dressed in a façade of a bride,” Deangelo smirked sardonically. “You do realize the white dress means you’re pure, right?” He glanced at your pregnant belly. Denise laughed, her shrill voice driving a nail into your head.
You sighed, trying to shove your emotions back. “Why are you here then, if you don’t approve of this wedding?”
“Why, I’m here to support my mad cousin’s descent into Hell, of course,” he grinned, waving a hand as if it were obvious.
You were about to respond when a deep voice from behind you said, “I should’ve known it was you two making such a ruckus.” You turned your head to see Dominick Carisi Sr., glaring at Deangelo and Denise. “If you’re only here to give my son or his fiancée grief, then you are not welcome.”
“B-but sir, this—this harlot seduced Dom—”
“Get out, before I force you out,” he growled. Deangelo gave you one last scathing look before he took his wife’s hand and left. “You okay, delizia?” Dom Sr. asked softly, his big hand encompassing your entire shoulder.
You couldn’t stop the tears the formed. “Y-yeah, I just…thank you,” you mumbled, shocked that he came to your rescue.
“Of course. You’re my daughter, and you make Junior happy.” He looked into your eyes and you could’ve sworn he gave you the smallest smile. “Did you need something? A water?” And like that, the moment passed, and you took the glass of water, moving back to the bridal room.
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You were sleeping in bed alone—Sonny got caught with a double shift. You tried staying awake for your husband, but you were too exhausted, and he had convinced you over the phone to go to bed. You awoke when you felt the bed dip, Sonny’s body moving under the covers next to you, an arm wrapping around your torso, a whispered “I love you,” and a soft kiss placed on your forehead. Then, your eyes flew open as you felt wetness coat your thighs.
“Sonny…baby,” you shook him, but sleep was pulling at him and he grumbled something unintelligible. “Dominick, I think my water just broke,” you said in a hushed tone.
“Mmm, that’s nice darlin’…WHAT?!” He jolted upright, flinging the sheets off him. He helped you sit up, rushing to grab you your overcoat and your slippers, pulling the coat onto your shoulders.
“Ooohh, time to go,” you moaned, cramps already starting. Sonny gently pulled you to your feet, shoving shoes on, grabbing wallet, keys, phone, and his jacket from the hook by the door as you shuffled past him, out into the cool night air. You knew if he could, he’d lift you, carry you to his truck, but there was no chance as you left your apartment behind.
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18 hours. You were in labor, screaming and pushing, for 18 hours. Sonny didn’t leave your side for a moment, gripping your hand, whispering encouraging words, even when you cursed him for this pain you were going through. He brushed your hair out of your face, stroked your cheek lovingly, pressed cold, damp washcloths to your face. Finally, finally, your child was born, a little baby girl. Once cleaned and rooms switched, you held your swaddled child, crying from exhaustion and such a profound happiness. Sonny was crying, too, watching you hold her.
“Would you like to hold your daughter, Dom?” you asked.
He was nodding, unable to saw anything, a soft sob bubbling up his throat. You passed her to him, and Sonny looked like he was struggling not to completely breakdown. He swallowed, taking a shaky breath. “Hey, little Rosa…” he whispered, rocking her gently. You smiled, watching him bounce her, your heart straining.
“You should sleep, Dom. You just worked a double before all this—” you started before he cut you off.
“Absolutely not. You just gave birth. You rest, baby.” Sonny looked back to the bundle in his arms, enthralled. “Besides, I don’t think I’m going to be tired for quite a while. I want to spend some time with Rosa.”
“You know that the nurses will watch her, right? And we can both sleep…at least until I feed her,” you grinned at him.
He looked longingly at Rosa. “I…don’t think I could….”
A nurse came in, then, and gently took Rosa from Sonny. At first, you didn’t think he was going to give her up, but finally, he released her, letting the nurse take her. And despite Sonny’s words, he passed out as soon as he sat down in the chair by your bed, his soft snores carrying you off into sleep.
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“Come on, Rosa, come to Momma,” you crooned, squatting in front of your one-year-old. Sonny was behind her, holding her up, but he let go of her as you called out to her. She remained standing, taking one step, then two. You gasped and then she fell back onto her butt, giggling, and you dropped your head in mock defeat.
“Let me try,” Sonny said, coming over to you. You switched places with him, taking Rosa’s little hands and pulling her to her feet. Sonny held his hands out to her, his smile bright. “My little Rosy, come here, baby, come to Papa.” Slowly, Rosa stumbled a few steps. She threw her arms out to reach for Sonny, but it threw her off balance, and she fell forward, Sonny catching her before she hit the ground. He stood up with her, lifting her as high as his arms would reach, and she laughed hysterically. “Wheeeee!” Sonny yelled, moving her throughout the air, and her laughter only got louder. You watched, your heart full, as he played with your daughter in your newly purchased living room, in your newly purchased house.
He brought her back down, placing her on the floor and letting her take off—all she did was crawl around the floor, grabbing her toys and chucking them across the room, only to crawl after them. “She’s so close to walking,” Sonny smiled, watching Rosa grab a small ball and roll it across the floor.
“And once she starts, she’ll never stop,” you replied. Sonny wrapped his arm around your shoulders, bringing you close to him and kissing the top of your head.
“No, no she won’t…” he agreed. You both stood in silence for a moment, just basking in the family moment. “What do you say we start trying for a sibling for her tonight?” Sonny asked, wiggling his eyebrow at you.
You giggled, shoving his side playfully. “Only if we can finally dress up as Cinderella and Prince Charming…I haven’t forgotten about that.”
Sonny barked out a laugh, moving to sit with Rosa, rolling her ball back to her. “I mean, I still have my tuxedo from our wedding….”
You couldn’t imagine your life being any better; a loving husband, a happy and healthy daughter, and a very bright looking future.
#sonny carisi x reader#law and order svu#law and order svu fanfic#fanfic#my writing#I love papa!sonny so much#can he be real so I can marry him?#I don't even want kids#but he makes me want them with him
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1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
this question scares me bcuz the grammer’s weird and also i dont understnad skdfjhsdjghd
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
lik 3 1/2
3. The person you would never want to meet?
Trump atm
4. What is your favorite word?
melancholy is a nice word
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
i want to say a willow tree because they’re my fave but i’ll probably be some kind of small insignificant tree
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
“I GOTTA WORK ON MY MIDTERM AAHHH!! I AM TIRED”
7. What shirt are you wearing?
bic red flannel
8. What do you label yourself as?
ghay
9. Bright room or dark room?
?? both?
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
oh shit uhhh...mm what was i doing..tbh i think i was just texting u n then i passed out
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?
uhh idk
12. Who told you they loved you last?
you tbh :’)
13. Your worst enemy?
it me
14. What is your current desktop picture?
some random winter landscape?? it came w the computer im lame
15. Do you like someone?
yeeEAh :3
16. The last song you listened to?
yellow by coldplay lmfao
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
naturally i say trump but then pence isnt much better so idk man
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
so m a n y
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
oh my god???/???
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
uh
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
idk i’d probably just look the same n i would want to pee
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
i dont think so
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
???? idk im afraid of a lot of things
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
oh my gdgodddddd roast beef sammich with provolone cheese fr fr i can live off that alone byeeee
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
At the Moment...art shit & to treat ma girl (it u)
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?
AAAAHH ITALY
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
jus spiked lemonade i have very little alcohol experience
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
um !!!! no p l s
29. What is your favorite expletive?
....excuse me? ok i looked it up and that word just means A bad word... my fave bad word is FUC K!!!!!!!!
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
are u kidding me i h8 this...oh no my pictures :((( uhh...FUCK IDK NONONo
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
lol man nah
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!
lmao damn...goals.. ITALY !!!!
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
no thanks Bro take me tho :^)
34. What was your last dream about?
my friend was driving is all i can remember
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?
yes
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
not that i recall
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
YEAH BOI
38. What is the color of your socks?
white
39. What type of music do you like?
so many !
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
sunsets
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
uhh chocolate n oreo is probably rly good
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)
the bears bO i
43. Do you have any scars?
ye
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
WHO KNOWS LMOAO ded mayb
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
like....all....of it
46. Are you reliable?
it depends
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
fam, you good? ok
48. Do you hold grudges?
for a little bit
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
nooOOoo g od NO NOO
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
uhh a week ago the topic of conversation was anal sex in class?? im sure thats not the weirdest but thts all i can think about
51. Are you a good liar?
not really
52. How long could you go without talking?
idk tbh
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
when i was little i had a bob that was Fucking AWful
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
i havent! one day
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
yeah boy
56. What do you like on your toast?
butter and jelly
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
yes
58. What would be you dream car?
idk ? Volkswagen buggie ngl OR Minicooper they are cute cars
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
sure man
60. Do you believe in aliens?
yeah boi i mean i believe in life other than on earth theres no way
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
not too often but ye
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
im??? idk man
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
dragons omfg
64. What do you think about babies?
small
:^)) thanks
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