would love to move out to a completely different city and region and leave so much of the stress of this place and people behind but every time i've tried to do so i've ended up having a mental breakdown when living on my own or with a roommate that didn't want to do anything together or share anything. gd. it fucking sucks. i can't stay here much longer because i can't breathe but also every time i've tried to leave i've been whacked in the face with my inability to cope on my own.

hey uh. followup on the last awful midnight post. you lot needed one. my crush had a concussion so no i did not approach him at all he should have space. as for why he still did a 5-minute standup routine, a 15-minute stage show, and stayed for 3 hours of the 5 hour compilation thing, that's his issue

A CDEFGHI LMNOP RSTUVW Y

20/26

(id: five light brown statues sit at the top of a set of stairs. the statues are of, from left to right, the empires season one characters, joel, lizzie, jimmy, pixl, and katherine. the first four hold tridents while the katherine statue holds flowers. behind them are layers of clay, like in minecraft mesas. season two pixl stands with his back turned and a torch held up to them. the light hits pixl and katherine most clearly, leaving the other three partially or wholly in shadow /end id)

under the mesa

for @empiresdaily dtiys!!

YES! I love wip wednesday<3 Anyways could I have some mafia restaurant please? Your writing is so fun and I love how you write the characters so much! (also, sorry, I think I ask for the same one every week bc i’m super behind on angel neil and kandrew turns my stomach so I avoid vampdrew which only leaves the two lol)

anon i've got to be honest with ya, i was ready to write you some mafia restaurant and call it a day. like i do for wipw apparently every week. then you hit me with the 'kandrew turns my stomach'

you didn't have to say that. i didn't need to know you don't like it. i appreciate you wanting to read my stuff but then to say a quarter of it makes you sick? you don't have to come in my house and announce that?

like i get it (neil reference) there are some ships i don't really care for but i don't go and tell the people who enjoy them that i think they suck?? it's just rude? i know you probably didn't mean to come off this way but it did.

i really enjoy writing the vampdrew au and the kandrew in it. i also really like kandreil, which is obvious i think since i reblog it all the time and have literally written a threesome about them?

i don't know. i'm not trying to be a whiny little bitch. but this ask really made me not want to write yesterday which is why i'm just now starting wipw.

i don't mind you asking for the same thing every week but you didn't have to tell me why.

Little nitpick on the dream nd Nicholas cantu video

When nick said "im like this cuz i got autism, adhd yknow nuerodivergent" nd then dream said "i have adhd too" BRO

Having adhd nd having adhd AND autism r too wildly different experiences

Nd the fucking tone he had like "i have adhd nd i dont act like you so you have no right to say wut ur saying" GRRRRR

the mutual of my mutual is my blocked blog number 3939933

The liminal space of it all 🤌

its not even 9pm why am i having the 9pm thoughts :(

/  heho arjuwip

now, with this layout nothing should go wrong - i've included the hobbit in the header and lotr in the profile pic so i hope to whoever is listening that my heart and mind will give me a break now

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managed to finally catch covid after dodging it for 2 years. not much has changed other than i leave my room even less (neither of my parents have it tho id swear my mom does and jsut got 2 false negatives, shes sicker than i am), my throat is itchy and i keep ramming my face into my coconut scented candle to make sure i still smell it (i do)

as a little bit of background information:

i stopped bullet journaling last year but you simply can't take the artist out of me, so i have a colour/general theme every month, even in my "normal" planner that i've been using. the themes this year, thus far, have been winter city (blue, grey, brown) for january, pastel winter and valentine's (pink and turquoise) for february and then tulip spring (dark green, light green, light blue, orange, pink, yellow) for march.

kit in february: oh, yeah, i updated y'all that i realised that i don't really have a favourite colour, yeah?

kit in march: oh, and orange is soooo pretty, might even be my new favourite colour!

kit at the end of march in preparation for april: oh, and pink is sooooo pretty - wait, i think i just like colours lol

i think I made my leg worse