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palecutiexx · 2 years
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Anya-verse (x) (x) (x)
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hausofanya · 4 months
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‘to be made of flesh was HUMILIATION.’ — lives of girls and women, alice munro
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operationstrixpjct · 1 year
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Na lista de leitura acima, reunimos oito histórias incríveis feitas pela nossa staff, todas centradas na pequena Anya! Vem conferir. ♡
Nunca sigam borboletas azuis!
Life is Better With Ice Cream
O grande segredo de Damian Desmond
Onde está você agora?
Princesinha do papai
Bichinho
A menina que ouvia pensamentos
Anya no País das Maravilhas
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palecutiexx · 2 years
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The Scream (1893) // Edvard Munch
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palecutiexx · 2 years
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anya no
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hausofanya · 2 months
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‘i wanted to be loved without feeling like i was begging for it.’ — A STUDY IN CLÉO ANYA TORELL & SEOK DOWON.
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hausofanya · 4 months
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29!
29.     felt a rage so strong that it scared them.
she’d always thought the books were lying.
over-exaggeration was a selling point, she’d even complained to fans, well into a beloved live segment she dedicated to something akin to a facetime call. deep into a rant about young adult fiction, she’d rolled her eyes so many times that day she’d gotten a headache.
“‘he saw red.’ ‘something overtook my body.’ ‘i don’t know how it happened, but—’ please. never in a million years is this actually happening in real life. but i can’t fault fiction for being fiction. just don’t let it rot your brains into thinking every single person is hardwired like that.”
months after that segment, she’d her proven wrong at their biggest stage to date. but she wasn’t laughing, nor was any of what happened funny at all.
it starts with spotting odd red lights flashing across the brief bits of skin exposed through rips and tears in their stages outfits. she doesn’t think much of it — neon and flashing lights were a fixture most of their concerts. she could chalk it up to a missed cue or a tired stage worker. hell, they were all overworked in this industry.
but it happens again, and again, and again, daring to flash in higher places dangerously close to the face in quick succession. thank fuck for quick reflexes, honestly. she checks in with seungmin moments after, a brief nod and a squeeze to her hand easing her nerves. but it somehow worsens even more.
idols are not strangers to fans throwing things on stage — even at them, a sad truth to come to terms with. they’re lucky the better part of their fans are respectful and rather hold out gifts to them, but she’s learned firsthand not to be too naive. ( in all honestly, spyware in plush gifts still scare her to this day. she’s glad the staff member pried the toy out of her hands before giving it a once over and noticing something odd. she still asks for her gifts to be checked out personally, sometimes exceeding four times. )
flags, roses, paper planes with loving notes, and a choker once, much to her amusement. sometimes fans overestimate the distance between the stage and they have to duck lest they lose an eye or more. but he wasn’t even looking in their direction when she saw something she was sure was thrown with intent take aim right at his head.
just like in the books, her body reacted before her brain could catch up with rational thought. a dull splat hits her right shoulder, not even fully registering the impact. someone swears loudly. all she can see is the brief yet raw flash of fear that appears on felix’s face, once when he realizes that it was aimed for him, then again when he looks down at her shoulder.
her hands settle on his shoulders before tightening her hold on him, unable to get her words out. they’d purposely aimed for his head right he wasn’t looking. she doesn’t even remember crossing the stage so quickly. her head spins. anger simmers under her skin like a whistling kettle, boiling with such an intensity her hands begin to tremble. before she can stop herself, she turns back with what she’s sure reads as rage, a few fans in the front stumbling backwards as she scours the crowd for the asshole who thought they could. her expression sours when she realizes how easy they must have blended in to fit in with eager fans, then even more when she realizes they’d passed security so easily—
a hand brushes by her head and she startles, letting go of felix’s shoulders. chan looks positively furious, the rest lingering behind him looking various shades of worried, concerned, and pissed. she turns back to felix, her expression softening into one of concern.
“i’m okay,” he answers her unspoken question, though his voice wavers slightly. “your shoulder..”
oh, is her first thought. then, intelligently, huh.
minho assess the status of her shirt and officially declares it a lost cause, the joke landing flat with his tone serious. he’s tender with her shoulder, though. to be quite honest, she swears she can’t even feel any of what she thinks is supposed to be discomfort at the least.
“i need a new shirt,” is her first blunt statement before she offers a lopsided grin. she can see the tension ease a bit, though hyunjin still looks positively sick.
“should have done track in high school,” he mumbles as he follows her backstage, hovering in her space as both her and felix are herded towards backstage medics. she can hear the muffled sounds of minho and changbin doing crowd control. chan hangs back to oversee. “you don’t even move that fast for coffee.”
“coffee is replaceable.” cléo shrugs, then winces as the movement collides with her medic gently prodding at her sink. “there’s more important things than coffee.”
felix’s expression crumples then, and she ignores the half formed warning her medic starts to utter for wrapping her arms around the younger. if hovers near her for the rest of the show once they’re in the clear to go back out, no one mentions it.
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hausofanya · 4 months
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if u had to put urself in a new group with idols of ur choice, which idols would u want to team up with? is there any existing group u would want to join? + what's ur worst and best memory from ur trainee days?
if you had to put yourself in a new group of idols, which you would want to team up with? is there any existing group you would want to join?
“if we’re assuming stray kids never happened… i think i would have become an itzy member. would have been too young for twice in 2015,” cléo laughs. “the itzy girls and i have always been close. so i think i would have joined them— or if not, then honi with xio and the rest!”
“but if i had to make a group for myself.. with any idol of my choosing? yunjin, mark, keeho. xavier as the group’s producer, moniq as co-lyricist. dream team things.” her hands waves in a cute jazz hands moment before laughing again.
what is your worst and best memory from your trainee days?
cléo is quiet for a moment, biting her lower lip. her averts her gaze, seemingly hesitant. “nearly losing the chance to debut has to be the worst,” she admits quietly. “it was really horrifying. i don’t think i’ve ever felt so helpless.”
she laughs bitterly, even with a half smile on her lips. “i wouldn’t wish what i felt on my worst enemy. i’d made my peace with not getting to debut. wrote letters to everyone and all that. my mental and physical health tanked. it was… a lot. i don’t know if i’ve gotten over it. sometimes i still feel like it’s going to come crashing down one day, like i’ve been living in a dream that feels too real.”
cléo opens her mouth, but pauses as if she realizes what she’d just shared. ( almost instantly, her walls go up. )
“the best part of the trainee days were the ones where i got to sneak around and make new friends, though.” her smile returns tenfold, “i met jihyo completely by accident when i walked into the wrong practice room. i was this close to breaking down, and she was like, are you lost? and i almost cried in front of her. i think i owe the fact that i even have a career to her,” she jokes in good nature.
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hausofanya · 4 months
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7 for the newest ask game! 🫶
07.     wish they had taken more time to savor while they were in it.
“do you ever wish we could go back?”
the sun sets over the horizon — er, building rooftops, more like it, bright windows obscuring the beauty of the setting sun. it’s still a spectacular sight to behold, the sky awash in oranges and pinks and plush purples. the wind blows steady, her hair fluttering every so often.
moniqa’s head lays in her lap, half asleep. they’d needed this, time away from the hustle and bustle of their careers, and it seems the only time they could breathe was on the roof. she stirs lightly, placated by the gentle brush of cléo’s fingers against her temple. xavier watches them both fondly.
“how far back? because i definitely wish i could crawl back in the womb,” xavier mumbles, earning a quiet snicker and scoff from his two companions. “but everyone kind of wishes they were still kids, you know.”
“yeah, i guess i meant childhood in general. or what could have been childhood had we had regular degular parents.” cléo falls silent for a moment. “i kind of miss being normal.”
“this is where i tell you you’ve never been normal.” cléo rolls her eyes as moniqa’s sleepy voice floats up, but doesn’t move when the older pokes her cheek and smiles. “everyone expected great things from you and lex ever since we were little.”
“you know what i meant,” the youngest of the three grouches, making the other two laugh. “i guess it wouldn’t make sense to say this now, but i wish i had some kind of .. heads up. to really take the time i had without worry more slowly.” cléo then shrugs, “but it’s not worth getting worked up over now.”
“because you’ve achieved all you’ve ever wanted?” xavier tilts his head, curious. moniq watches her when rapt attention now.
“because i don’t think i would have ended up here, in this exact moment, with all the people i care about with me.” bittersweet, but she supposes there’s comfort in now knowing such a pattern of events lead her to exactly where she wants to be.
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hausofanya · 4 months
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1, 4 & 18!!
what’s the lie your character says most often?
‘ i’m fine. ’ de facto phrase for any and everything. even when she fainted after a particularly strenuous performance … or when han heard her crying her room one night during survival show era … or when she found out her grandmother died at one of their biggest stages. girl you are not a brick wall please talk to someone </3
what’s a hobby they used to have that they miss?
badminton! she discovered the sport during a gym period during middle school and played leisurely on and off against family and friends. she doesn’t have the time for it anymore obviously, but she wants to pick it back up someday.
who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)?
outside of family, definitely xavier and moniqa. they aren’t called the star trio for nothing. the three of them grew up together, staying in touch even after cléo moved, and reconnected after two also auditioned at jyp, though much later than her. those are her ride or dies <3 i think i’d also add hyunjin to this list, especially with how close they were in high school. his hiatus put a strain on their friendship, but deep down, despite their ups and downs, i don’t think the mutual respect they have for each other could be shattered by anything.
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hausofanya · 4 months
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1, 3, 8, & 17 !! <33
question one answered here!
how often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing?
cléo considers herself to be a very honest person — she’s just not very .. open. i think as a relationship with her grows, one would come to understand that, it’s just. genuinely, if she approaches you to talk seriously, it’s in a quiet spot and away from distraction. ( which rarely happens, so it’s automatically serious when she does so. ) but after knowing her for a while, her tells are pretty obvious. ( seclusion, less vocal than normal, zoning out. )
how loose is their use of the phrase ‘i love you’?
firm enough for some fans to think she hated some of the members. 💀 she’s just an actions over words kind of person, because she firmly believes that words are too flimsy. actions are what solidifies your sentiments about someone, so all of her loved ones know she cares about them deeply. she does verbally express it to match those who love languages require affirmation. she’s considerate like that :) though she rarely uses the word ‘love’. phrases like ‘i care about you’ and ‘you’re important to me’ weigh heavier coming from her.
what do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them?
her height. yeah, all that confidence about being one of the tallest members goes straight out the window when she gets comments about her ‘hiding’ other members to ignorant hosts commenting things about her being more likable if she was more petite. ( definitely an ego thing btw. ) most of the time she likes her height, but damn do the comments get really annoying sometimes. especially when it breaches weirdo territory. ( do not ‘omg ur so much bigger than me 🥺’ around her. ick. )
most people also notice her height first, but next on the list would be her eyes. she’s got a very .. almost resting bored / judgmental kind of look. especially when she zones out for a bit, she really looks like she’d rather be anywhere else but there at the moment. 😭 she’s been called both intimidating and attractive for it though, so take your pick .
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hausofanya · 4 months
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stopp cleo & her boys r so cute , can't wait till i make my first oc so they can be friends omll 🤭
thank u sm ☹️🤍 the anyaverse is so special to me and i say anyone who wants to have cléo as a friend is more than welcome <33
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