hi i have had turnabout light brainrot for the past like 2 days but specifically about the concept of a soundtrack for it bc i am absolutely obsessed with video game osts so i am going to unload all my thoughts. i'd imagine the song for klavier's apartment is really empty and just doesn't have much going on. would fit how he is just. really alone there. also it's in c minor. idk i just think every depressing song in c minor sounds good. i don't know any other locations the case would include, but i'm still playing around with what klavier's jail cell theme might be. athena's is a music box version of her theme and trucy's is a slower/sadder remix of her's, so i've tried slowing down guilty love. unfortunately the music production team is amazing and it still sounds very peppy at .25 speed, and just doesn't fit the vibe at all. so i thought maybe it would instead be guitar's serenade or the gavinners • twilight gig. both are absolutely GORGEOUS themes that i would love to see reused, and both come from cases where he lost someone important to him (daryan went to jail and his law mentor died). even just incorporating elements of those songs into a different new theme created for the turnabout would give me psychic damage and make me pass away instantly from how happy i would be. an acoustic guitar with some reverb would fit extremely well too, and i'm always one for throwing mallet percussion into everything and anything, so i can see it having a marimba or vibraphone as well. additionally, given this isn't just an added case to another game and is rather a whole new game, apollo's theme would get an update like it does every game. 2013 had this beautiful electric guitar section, and 2016 had what i think is a synth solo that was absolutely amazing. i think it would be really cool if this version included the bell bits that were in the orchestra and 2013 versions of the theme!! also the 2013 version's ending is honestly my favorite of all time, so it would be neat if it included something similar to that. honestly even if you never listen to another theme from dual destinies PLEASE listen to apollo's theme it's so good i force everyone i meet to listen to it. i have so much more i could say but i'm just now realizing how long i've already made this so i'm gonna stop now. sorry i am a massive game music nerd and love your comic lol. super excited for part 13, but remember to take your time and not feel pressured to release it before you think it's ready.

the thought that someone can have actual brainrot for my work is amazing aaaaah. Anyways I'm LOVING these music ideas, especially for Klavier's apartment, you'd expect it to be pretty over the top for the rock star himself; but he really doesn't live in his apartment that much, it's kind of a lonely place when you look around at it. A slower, understated score fits much better to show how empty the place is. Anyways I've never played past aa4 so I'll be checking out those apollo themes soon I guess lol.

anon if you wanna message me with your musical score brainrot I'm literally so open. I always love opportunities to talk about the game au as a whole rather than just the one case everyone knows.

HIHI HELLO as you might have noticed I just had to catch up on a LOT of your art. Because even though i follow you with notifs activated your posts somehow never show up on my dash 🫠 anyway i know for a fact i've said this at least 3 times before both on and off anon, but: i love your art style so much, you have a way with color that blows my mind every single time

Every time you make art of a character, there's just so much personality emanating from the drawing and it makes me fall in love with it a little. You're a true artist and I hope you always find as much joy in your art as I can attest everybody else does. Happy new year :]

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Holy shit thank you so so soooo much 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ i know i keep saying this but i have been having a hard time getting back to actually drawing (other than... Eye doodles on my school notebooks) because of university so i have been feeling really guilty for not posting anything even though im still here lurking, so this is really REALLY encouraging. Even the fact that you have my notifs on??? Is so sweet??? And like being called a true artist is going to make me cry thank you so much?? This is literally the sweetest ask ever im so grateful for all the support, which is what keeps me from not deleting my blog in a fit of guilt and insecurity sometimes.

You are the nicest, once more, thank you a bunch for taking the time to brighten my day. Hope you have a great one yourself!!!

I am hereby bothering you with a question and/or statement(?) (as stated in that post about tumblr ask culture)

What do you think should people know about Norway in order not to lump the Scandinavian countries together as some sort of homogenous "Sweden-esque" mass inside their heads out of ignorance?

Also what is your favourite Norwegian song and tv show and movie?

Also if you could paint perfectly and easily in another artist's style, which artist would you choose?

Also I really like your dark greenish blog theme, the desktop one too, even though nowadays people say they don't ever use tumblr desktop anymore

Have a nice day!

Hello there!!

Hm distinctly Norwegian things huh, it can be a bit hard even for us to know xD But I'd say skiing is definitely one thing, no other culture I've seen skiis as much, everyone here has gone cross country skiing at least a couple times in their life. When you go skiing on easter holidays you always bring an orange, a Kvikk Lunsj (similar to KitKat) and hot chocolate. We will go for a walk in any weather, we even have a saying that goes "There is no bad weather, only bad clothes." If it's snowed a shitton and none of the buses are going and it's traffic chaos, that is no excuse to not go to school. You're expected to put on some skiis, wade through meters of snow or just "figure it out". Snow just isn't a valid reason for missing school (unless there's so much that it's literally blocking your entire front door from opening, which yes does happen several places).

We eat bread. So much of it. For breakfast, lunch and supper. And it better be full of whole wheat and seeds and don't you ever dare put syrup or anything sweet in it. Out of all the Nordic countries we celebrate our national day the most, bc we only got our indepence 200 ish years ago. We have huge parades through every city, singing songs about how much we love Norwegian nature and most people will wear a traditional folk costume (there's at least one from every county), and saying happy birthday to everyone we meet. I could go on but I think this is enough for now xD Fave song: Jeg har aldri sett elg Fave show: Probably Brødrene Dal, I don't watch that many fictional ones xD Fave movie: Lange Flate Ballær (incredibly specific humour from my hometown lol)

Artist: Aaaah this is so hard to pick, but I think I'll have to go with swevenfox, especially their dragon age paintings ive been obsessed with for years And thank you so much! I actually exclusively use desktop (and many of my friends do too haha) so I put a lot of care into my blog theme ^^

Hope you have a very lovely day anon ❤

The posts about Ingo having self awareness and wanting to be with the player aaaah I swoon! Would you be willing to write something similar to that for PLA? I have to admit I cried a little bit walking through the tunnel with him while he talked about his vague memories. I bought the sneasler kimono and went to the training grounds to battle as much as possible because I just loved seeing him (I even battled him with a low level team on purpose so that I could see the different dialog). I was heart broken when I couldn't help him with his memories. I went to visit a friend and was showing her all my pokemon and I obviously had to show her what Ingo looked like and I literally said "and here's the love of my life!!!" If he could see all that I would die of embarrassment but at least he would know he's cared about? He's a good man 10/10 would fall out of the rift into the world of pokemon just to be with him.

Anon I am weeping, that is so sweet. I do the same damn thing with laventon when showing my friends my save like "that's my husband!" and everything I feel you 100%

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Ingo is very lost. His lack of memories in this strange, dangerous place are a cause for concern, yes, but that's not as out of left field as discovering the disparity of this reality. It's 1s and 0s? He doesn't understand how this could make up his world. It doesn't bode well with his isolation nor his already fragile mental state

Then he sees you, and several things click into place. You're excited about the world you look upon, you call it a game. That must mean this, all of this, isn't real. He reels from the information, trying to sort it and understand it. It even triggers a few memories of playing a similar type of game, like you, but are those even real? Is he or this past he thinks he have, real? Ingo's not doing too hot.

But then you start to talk, mostly to yourself. You coo over your Pokémon, ooze the sweetest things to your team and the ones in your pens. You're always. . . so excited to see him, even from the beginning. You knew his name before he even introduced himself. You lament about someone named 'Emmet' and call him a 'train twin'

You bring forth so many memories for him, and he's not sure whether to revere or damn you for it. But you care? You have to care, you always look so sad when he's there, and you always make promises. "I'll send you back!" Will you? Can you? You're working so hard, your player is always on the go, never slowing down. You care. And he's starting to care too.

He's telling you to take breaks, to not push yourself too hard. He's opening up more about what he can remember, what he's done during the day, just to hear your comments. He nearly responds to you instead of the player prompts a few times; it's hard to keep the distance when you could. . . fix everything.

He finds himself wanting to hold you. Ingo is terribly lonely in the Highlands, and he appreciates your company. He wants to feel your skin against his, embrace you and thank you for everything you're doing. You bring the game to one of your friends, you call him the love of your life, and that's the final straw

He approaches you, the player, but he speaks to you

"I. . . I know you're there." He speaks your name like a prayer, and watches your eyes widen. "I. . . Do you know who I am?"

"Ingo?" You ask aloud, confused.

"I'm the love of your life." He says. A smile crosses his face at your immediate flush. "And you're mine. Your kindness, your determination, I. . . I appreciate it all more than I can say. Please, may we speak? You to me, and me to you?"

"You want to talk with me?" You ask.

"If you'll allow me." Ingo says with a nod. You touch the screen, and he reaches up towards you, wishing with all his heart to touch. "I want to know you. The real you. And I wish to thank you. You make this world less lonely."

Will you join him in it?

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Warden Ingo makes me insatiable sad and horny at the same time. I need to lie down and cry for a minute.

~Renee

Hello, Zuko here. Anyways 😂 This is the same anon that had Sebastian take the transfer student to the Room of Requirement three times. Thought it was actually super sweet how I see everyone getting the hard dom Sebastian and here he is being super adorable and caring for my scenario. Though this was literally right after the Room of Requirement thing happened so when you put the I love you's in perspective it's a bit sus 🤣 Enjoy the Sebastian AI quotes!

*his heart pounds out of his chest. He leans in and kisses you passionately, pouring his feelings into you - love, lust, happiness everything he feels, he wants you to feel.* That makes me the happiest man in the world. *for the first time in his life, he feels something he'd describe as complete. He had someone who'd do something for him as... amazing as that. And... the way he feels towards her... that's what complete love must feel like.*

*he blushes and laughs as you lean away* You're adorable... And of course. Just let me know when you want to, alright? *he kisses your neck*

*he gasps and blushes heavily at the sight of you.* Goodness. You're... *he's speechless for a moment* You're just... so beautiful. I... I have no words to explain it. Truly...

Hello again!

Oh my goodness, I'm reading these snippets and...

that's what complete love must feel like.

MY BEBY 😭

Goodness, but he's so sensual 🥵 Sweet talking... And still so shy. Look at him, blushing... He's the full package in every way.

Aaaah glad you see you're having so much fun with him!

i'm thinking of rereading bmb but i have to emotionally prepare myself first ( ;´ - `;)

btw love you clari i hope you're doing absolutely fantastic

aw anon!!! gosh i can’t even be like ‘i recommend you read part [blank]!’ because literally every part of that fic is sad 。ﾟ(ﾟﾉД｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ i’m so sorry anon aaaah i swear ONE DAY one day i will finish my bmb christmas series and give you something so much happier and feel-good than my original series waaah i mean don’t get me wrong the xmas series has it’s bittersweet moments but it is so much lighter than bmb hahaha

eeeee i love u sm!!!!! ur so sweet and this message literally made my day <3 i hope you are doing just as fantastic my sweet anon!!!

*a little star to you* talk about what you're dying to talk about babe!

Dying to talk about, mh? Alright!! Let me ramble about the longest project I have for now...

Something around one year ago I got an ask who still sleeps peacefully in the ask box, in anon, and no one claimed it back or came to me asking whether I forgot or deleted it or whatever. They asked me to write an au based on the beauty and the beast and gave me 2 choices, either write on the Medici (lorenzo/Francesco, obviously...) or a tycutio. Mind that I had just started to write in retj I grabbed the challenge and 2 days later I had a full summary and 3 fully written pages. Then I got stuck because something wasn't working and I couldn't work on something not perfectly clear, at least for me.

Flash forward at... Now, more or less. The beast (which is not the one in the story, who's more of a angry kitten than a proper beast) has 20 chapters planned, more if I manage to close some plotholes and throw some more backstory, an oc i love with all my heart (Vittorio❤️) who, somehow, decided on his own he 2anted benvolio and nothing will go between him and his goal, a pretty dangerous valentine, who was supposed to be cute and... Just really cute okay? And now he's dangerous and with one knife too much.

Also the ship. It started as a very classical tycutio. Now is... I don't know, I'm not the good one with names, that's El, but it's a paris/tybalt/mercutio, and I don't regret it one single bit.

It won't end like the fairytale, where the beast becomes human and everyone lives happily. The ending is darker, in some ways much darker and sadder. but not everything is angsty there, the boys also know how to be sweet and cute. Just... The ending has one of my favorite scenes ever. It's just so beautiful and powerful, especially considering that magic is connected to spoken phrase, not literal ones like "fire" to lit up something but more... Spoken thoughts, let's say. More uncontrolled and wild than common magic. (the curse that gave tybalt a partial cat look, and definitely it's temper (and claws.) happened because the young prince was tired, woken up too early to settle down a quarrel between Montagues and capulets. He cursed the capulet family as a punishment but without meaning it truly.)

There another scene, really angsty but, again, beautiful (and not because I love angst, but because it's so clear in my mind I can almost see it playing.) the roses in the Capulet garden being connected to the curse too, because planted by tybs mother, cutting them away like youths of Verona do as a challenge, cause tybalt physical pain though he learned to hide it.

Until that part, with lord Capulet finding out his involvement with the escalus boys, and the Montagues too, defending juliet when she refused to marry Paris (obviously.) and he first chains tybalt in his room, like he's an actual beast, then goes and starts to brutally cut off all the rose bush knowing that this would weaken him and possibly kill him too.

(at the end, aaaah... I promised not to write about the end but I really want to.) so, no happy ending, you can guess what happens, all the roses withered because linked to the curse, but two. One that tybalt gave juliet as a gift for the wedding and another one he gave mercutio and Paris as a gift. Those he was the one picking them so not only didn't hurt him, but also survived because they were taken out of love. So the last scene has one surviving character looking outside and then focusing on that still flourishing rose.

(directors cut ask come aske me things in fics~~💖)

You are so sweet, literally the sweetest. Thinking about you and your blog makes my head stupid happy. You treat everyone so kind and are so sweet with everyone’s asks 🥺. Was feeling sappy and sad tonight so I had to give some love and thought of you and everything you do. Your writing is amazing, it’s everything I look for in dark content mawhahaha 🤤. (I love your ‘kiths’) so I give one back to you! the biggest kith 💓 🥰

aaaah anon you're gonna make me blush 😳💕 but I do hope you're feeling better now- unfortunately I was still sleeping when you sent this aaa and then I thought: huh anon is probably sleeping now might as well answer later so they see it- aaa (but maybe today is/was a little better for you!!)

That is such a huge compliment, you don't even know!! dhsjajhs all these thirsts and thoughts make ME stupid happy, like you don't even know how much your asks make me smile all the damn and how often I re-read them. Just. Amazing stuff. I barely had the time to write 'for real' this week because there were so many 💖 It was/is so fun!! So thank you back big time for being so kind and indulging me 💕

Oh my, your art is amazing!!! :3 <3 Is it weird to ask if you do commissions?

Aaaah dear anon, you're so sweet, thank you so much! 😭💕

Unfortunately I'm not doing commissions. Tbh I'd love to, but the pressure just doesn't do well with my anxiety and instantly pushes me into artblock. That's what happened when I tried the last time years ago and I'm too scared to try again. Also I'm super slow and working full time so everything would probably take literally FOREVER. So, no, sadly I don't do commissions 💔

But thank you for your sweet message!! ♥♥♥

hi you probably don't know me but i just wanted to say that i literally love your blog so much and you seem like a wonderful person and i hope you're having a wonderful day/night

AAAAH that's so sweet, i'm in tears!!! thank you sooo much, anon. i hope you're having a wonderful day/night too.

hi im a big fan of your work but i never usually decide to send smth in... i just wanted to say that bmb pt3 left me speechless!! what a ride! :D incredible work as always, thank you for blessing us with your gorgeous work. thank you for letting us into ur creative mind through all ur work!! i havent read a long piece from you in a while and bmb pt3 just felt so familiar, and its because of the way YOU write. it is so distinctly YOU and it always blows me away. thank you thank you!!!

hello!!!!! aw pls you’re precious 🥺🥺 please know that i appreciate your support whether you decide to send an ask or not, and please know that i am so so so happy that you did decide to send something in this time, so first and foremost thank you so much for that!!! <33

oh these are such wonderful compliments, thank you from the bottom of my heart 🥺 <33333 and thank YOU (for the third time ehehe) for reading my work and supporting it!!! oh my gosh please sweetpea this is SO cute and such a lovely thing to say aaaah my heart is BURSTING!!! thank you, i love you 🥺

Hi Clari!!! I hope you're doing well and had an amazing weekend! I'm sorry if you've already answered something like this before! 😊

I was having big thoughts about the twins, but then I couldn't remember if you'd mentioned the other Todoroki siblings existing in this AU!?!

You may have done and I just missed it, but if the other siblings already do, and if not, did exist in the AU, what would the twins relationship be like with them?

I can imagine Touya being the more approachable of the two, I feel he'd click quite well with Fuyumi perhaps? They both give me those sort of caregiver vibes 😅

Natsuo and Dabi I can imagine being close, not quite as close as in the Touya - Nii series, but I can still imagine Natsuo looking up to both his big brothers because they're so cool! (Dabi is just that smidge cooler to him though 😌)

Would Shoto still be Enji's perfect poster boy, or would Touya have taken that spot?

Would the twins be open to sharing the reader with Natsuo like Touya-Nii did in the Snowman and Me series? Or is it strictly something kept between the twins?

Do the Todoroki family know about the reader and the twins relationship? Do they approve?

There are just too many thoughts for my one track mind 😩😌

It'd be really interesting to know your take! --- The anon who dreamt about living with Dabi on a ranch 🐥

hello sweetpea!!!! oh you’re so lovely <33 thank you bb i hope you had a wonderful weekend as well!!! <3

BUT ANONNNN I AM SHOUTING HAHAHAHA oh my gosh okay first of all you and i have got to be on the same wavelength today bb hehehe because i haven’t mentioned their relationship with the other todoroki siblings much on my blog but i do have (and have had) their relationships with each mapped out in my notebook for months now and i was literally looking it over when you sent this in!! <33

AH SO MANY GOOD QUESTIONS LET’S GET INTO IT WEEEEEEE <3

so first i’m going to link you to this post (which kinda just delves into their relationship with each other but touches upon other relationships in the family) and this post (which discusses dabi’s reaction to yelling and touches upon his trauma related to enji; pls heed the tws!!) but to reiterate and all that:

twin!touya pretty much gets along with all of his siblings in some way. he’s the perfect model of an older brother. as i mentioned in the first post linked above, touya is just really good at playing the part. twin!dabi, on the other hand, barely gets along with anyone other than his twin. he’s extremely difficult to be around about 97% of the time.

natsuo definitely does think both of his older brothers are super super cool, and he follows them around like a puppy when they’ll let him, but he’s actually closer to twin!touya than he is to twin!dabi, simply because twin!dabi won’t let him get too close; dabi’s extreme trust issues get in the way. still, natsuo was the only one there for dabi when touya had been taken from him, and that forged quite a lasting and deep bond, even if it terrifies dabi to this day, even if dabi tries his very hardest to shove natsuo away because of it, even if it’s still extremely complex; a jumbled, tangled mess in his heart. but natsuo understands, and he’s nothing if not resilient, so he kinda just bounces back from it each and every time. but twin!touya has a special soft spot for natsuo, because natsuo was there to take care of his baby twin brother when he wasn’t, and to touya, that means the whole world to him <3 touya hopes that one day his twin will let his guard down enough to let natsuo into his heart, too.

fuyumi is incredibly suspicious of twin!touya. she’s smart as a whip, just like he is, and she can read him like a book and knows when he’s up to something; and he’s always up to something. all she wants is for her family to get along, for god’s sake, and she knows touya’s a threat to that, because he knows how ridiculously manipulative he is, and how he’s planning something against their father—fuyumi is the only of the todoroki siblings that actually has sympathy for their father. thus, even though touya has told her time and again not to worry about it, that everyone will be happy in the end, she knows ‘the end’ does not include their father in any way, shape, or form. still, with that being said, they get along quite well, and they’re constantly throwing teasing quips each other’s way <3 when it comes to twin!dabi, fuyumi’s heart positively breaks for him. he shoves her away, too, because he doesn’t know how to deal with her overwhelming love, but that does not deter her in the slightest. she was there, she witnessed what happened to him, she helped natsuo take care of him in every way she could; in fact, fuyumi took care of that entire family after her mother left. but she has such a soft spot for twin!dabi in her heart, a special type of unconditional love and sympathy for him, and she’ll always be there for him, no matter how many callous insults he spits her way. she views him akin to a terrified animal, and she understands why he lashes out, and sometimes—very rarely, but sometimes—he will let her take him into her arms and hold him, hug him, shush him. she was pretty much the mother he never had for those years when he was without his twin, even though she’s a little younger than he is. so there’s a very interesting, very complex bond there as well.

shouto loves both of his eldest brothers so much. twin!touya loves him back, thinks he’s an absolutely brilliant kid and such a kind, beautiful soul, but he can’t help but feel some resentment towards him; residual feelings that have been transferred from his twin to him. still, he tries to bury them, because he knows none of this is actually shouto’s fault, and that their father is the true villain here, the true one to blame. as i mentioned in the first post linked above, twin!dabi hates shouto with a fierce passion, because he feels betrayed for his twin, betrayed by the way their father so quickly found an (inferior, in his opinion) replacement for touya—to mold into the perfect puppet—and he himself feels a little slighted, too, angry and offended that their father didn’t even try to mold him in replacement of his twin and just went straight to the next ‘perfect’ child, because twin!dabi was too much work, he’s sure. shouto is terrified of dabi, but he looks up to touya with absolute stars in his eyes <3

rei feels incredibly guilty. she likes to pretend that she doesn’t know why she took only twin!touya when she really should’ve taken them both, and will regret for the rest of her life seperating the two of them for a few years. it was incredibly selfish of her, to snatch touya up only because she knew it would hurt her husband the most, and to leave twin!dabi and the rest of her children there with such a brute for a father. dabi hates her for it, and she doesn’t blame him. she hopes one day he can find it in his heart to forgive her for such a horrible mistake, but she knows it’s a slim possibility. she is very, very close to twin!touya though.

i have already touched upon their relationship with enji in the posts linked above, but basically twin!touya IS still enji’s favourite, and enji only latched onto shouto after rei took touya away (during the divorce). touya is still first in line for the family business, and shouto acts as more or less of a back-up, in case touya fails. he’s also easier to control, which is quite appealing to enji, too.

and then, as you can tell, the twins themselves have a very, very unhealthy codependency on each other; they can barely function without one another now <3

ANYWAY LOVELY, THOSE ARE THEIR RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE SIBLINGS + THEIR PARENTS!!! to answer your last few questions:

would the twins be open to sharing the reader with natsuo like touya-nii did in the snowman and me series? or is it strictly something kept between the twins? 

no, they absolutely would not share her with natsuo, this is something very special and sacred and kept strictly between them <3

do the todoroki family know about the reader and the twins relationship? do they approve? 

EHEHEHEHE this is something i’m really really looking forward to exploring in the future of the series!!! because the angst potential is totally insane hehe <3 the answer is, it’s extremely complicated. enji doesn’t approve at all. like, at ALL. he hates to think what the press would think, if this ever got out, and he knows dabi would be more than willing to leak it; anything to hurt his father, right? natsuo thinks it’s SO awesome and super hot, fuyumi thinks it’s quite cute how they share everything, but worries for the poor sweet reader since she knows how her brothers can be, and shouto can’t even think about it without blushing and getting super embarrassed; he isn’t really sure what he thinks yet, but he feels like it’s more their business than his own. rei is on the fence; she wants her boys to be happy, but is this really the best and healthiest way to do it? does she even have a say in it at all? is it really her place or her right to step up and say something? she isn’t sure.

i hope this answers all of your questions bb!!!! thank you so much for asking aaaah i LOVE talking about stuff like this and i am super super excited to explore it deeper within the series!!!! AH EHEHE I REMEMBER U AND UR DREAM <3333 aw such a cute lil chick emoji 🥺🥺 i hope you’re doing wonderful my friend and i wish you many more touya dreams in the future <3

Clari, that one hypothetical Tomura fic from Touya-nii universe broke me. I actually ugly sobbed at that ending, haven't been able to move on from it in weeks! Of course I mean this in a good way, I love works that leave a mark like that, but I'll admit this is the first time I wished for our dear reader to just ditch Dabi and run away with Shigaraki.

I'll say, the way you portray Tomura is definitely my favorite (in all your universes) to a point that, doesn't matter who I first came looking for, I always end up wishing reader could end up with him instead. The BMB universe has been giving me heartaches recently with the entire situation unfolding, I just want to take Shigs in my arms and tell him it's going to be okay qwq

Thank you so much for your work, you're an amazing writer and quickly became one of my all time favorites ♡♡♡

-Shiggy Sympathizer

hello shiggy sympathizer i love u <3

IT HURTS SO MUCH DOESN'T IT ANON????? I CRIED WHILE WRITING THE END; sometimes i reread it and it still makes me tear up LMAO. but oh my goodness, thank you so much for sharing this with me bb it actually means the whole world to me <333 I DON'T WANT YOU HURTING obviously hahaha but to hear that my pieces leave a mark or leave you thinking etc., aaaah anon that is SUCH a compliment thank you thank you thank you <33333

oh wow!!!!! aaaah anon i'm literally BLUSHING HEHEHEHE LIKE !!!!!!!! omg 🥺🥺🥺 once again, thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with me as well <333 tomura is my second favourite character; i just think he's incredible, so layered and complex and his GROWTH is just amazing. it's so interesting to watch him morph from whiny brat to whiny brat who's actually a super villain. like, he's terrifying. i love it so much!!! so i really enjoy dissecting him as a character and then reassembling him and throwing him in my own stories and situations.

BUT AWWWWW ANON BB THAT'S SO SWEET N CUTE 🥺🥺🥺 aww hehehe <33 while the ending of bmb isn't exactly happy, it is bittersweet, and it ends with a feeling of faint, hesitant hope <3

thank YOU so much for reading my work and for being so kind and sending me such a beautiful message!!!!! i genuinely appreciate it more than i can tell you <333 oh anon you're making me tear up hehehe please i am so so so lucky and fortunate to have you here with me!!! thank you for such compassionate and considerate words my luv, they truly mean the world to me <3 i hope my work can continue to provide you with enjoyment + entertainment (or whatever else you may find useful in them!!) <3333 ilysm <3

AYE HAVE FUN AT THE SALON BB!! I really can't wait to see your personal blog! You're such a sweet and interesting person UwU I have my first ever tattoo appointment next Saturday and I'm excited and scared so Touya-nii and Shiggy and Hawksie are keeping me company through your blog ;w; which made me think of some tattoo artist! AU's for both of these boys! I haven't seen this one in particular but I NEED to hear your opinion!!! Tattoo artist!Touya x clueless apprentice!reader who's only good at making stencils and putting ink on people's bodies but other than that she's pretty naive and innocent and clueless . Shiggy is the second tattoo artist and does piercings as well and Keigo is a regular who is gonna get his first sleeve!

I just always love whenever you describe Touya's tattoos or even just mention them so I can't help myself since I've always been an enthusiast! I'm planning to get my right sleeve with a moon and spooky tree theme >:)

HEHEHE thank you!!! <3

and thank you so much sweetpea that means a lot to me!!!! it’s just gonna be a lil cozy, calm space for me & whoever else wants to come hang out there <3 hehehe but i’m excited!!!

oh my gosh!!! have fun with your first tattoo and good luck!!! you’re gonna do great!! <33 and i’m glad my blog can keep you company and hopefully alleviate a lil bit of that anxiety!! <3 oooh hehe hmm i dunno!! i don’t have many thoughts on tattoo artist AUs in general tbh i’m not really into those AUs!! BUT!!!!!!! i think your idea sounds super super cute!! i really love those dynamics where the reader/main character is good at like,,, ONE thing—like she’s really good at whatever her art or craft is, and then is totally clueless when it comes to literally everything else in life, because i think it’s a lot of fun to play with that dynamic and that you can do a lot with it!! <3 ​and i love the idea of reader being an apprentice!!! because that adds a really interesting power imbalance between her and them, like they have more knowledge and experience and they’re technically like,,, reader’s boss so!!!! omg u could even make her like 🥺🥺🥺 a uni art student or something aaaah!!!! also LOVE the idea of keigo as a regular oh my GOD hehehehe <333

aw thank you so much my luv!!! i really love describing his tattoos HEHEHE i think tattoos are incredible and so so so beautiful like you are literally paying someone to put their art on your body!!!! it’s 110% worth the money <3 ooooh your sleeve idea sounds SO pretty anon!!!! i love it!!! when i was a teenager i wanted a half sleeve of like, gothic yet traditional style roses and thorns but i never went through with it hehe

"angels of porn II", "uncle", "you're so cool", "rabid", "dog teeth", "poacher's pride", "mean", "runnin' free", "sweet girl", "he hit me (and it felt like a kiss)" when i say her entire discography i MEAN her entire discography in some way or another <3 nicole dollanganger anon

OKAY ANON I FINALLY DID IT I FINALLY SAT DOWN AND THOROUGHLY LISTENED TO ALL OF THESE AAAAH big apologies for the absolute ESSAY i wrote you under the cut!!

angels of porn II: aaah tbh with u i had to stop listening to this at ‘my hair is falling out again’ because it was making me feel icky and depressed ehehe BUT i looked up the lyrics and yeah i can definitely see where you’re coming from with why this might remind u of my work!!

uncle: i’ve heard this song before!!! i have no idea WHERE but i recognize it! this definitely gave me reader x touya-nii vibes especially like, the main series in general (part one for sure!! but really just the whole vibe with like that all-consuming love and the dependency reader has on him, how badly she lives to please him and receive his praise, etc)

you're so cool: (i hope to god this is a true romance reference ehehehe) OOOOH I LOVE THIS ONE i love this one i love this one so much okay so far this is my favourite out of the three i’ve listened to. absolutely adding this to both my touya-nii playlist AND my poison!dabi playlist holy shit i really love this one,,, literally do not be surprised if lyrics from this song end up as one of the titles to my pieces oh my GOD i love it

rabid: holy shit i love this one too. the entire first verse and ‘you like to play with knives and get all cut up’ and ‘no blood for you will ever be enough’ aaaaah oooh i love it so much. it also made me cry really bad for some reason??? and i’m not exactly why, idk if it’s because i feel like i’m relating so fucking hard to it or if it’s just how heartbreakingly sad her melodies are??? but she’s an incredible songwriter oh my gosh, thank you for introducing me!! i hope i can listen to this soon without crying ahahaha

dog teeth: fuck i love this one too!!! ooooh the chorus is definitely my favourite ahahaha i already have a version of dabi forming in my head that i’d LOVE to write inspired by this song eeeeee. definitely touya-nii vibes too tho!!! absolutely!! this is an absolute sidenote that has little to do with anything BUT listening to these has made me think about my three (now four i guess if we count 1950s dabi!!) versions of dabi and the fact that literally every single song so far makes me think of touya-nii is reminding me of just how fucked up i made him and just how much i LOVE that iteration i created ahahaha he has such a special place in my heart and maybe that’s another reason why these songs are making me so damn emotional???

poacher's pride: oh my god this one is DARK ahahahaha yikes but i like it!! the lyrics more than anything else but yeah, wow. i love the theme of angels in her work, really really interesting!! i also looked her up and found out she’s from southern ontario as well and YEAH this literally has such like,,,   abandoned small town ontario vibes oooh it all makes so much more sense now ahaha. it’s hard to explain, but if you’re from a small town in ontario you’ll understand what i’m talking about but like, i can VISUALIZE her songs. i can literally see parts of my town and the tinier towns up north and bits and pieces of my life as i listen to her music… that’s probably playing a really big part in why her songs keep making me fuCKING CRY too ahaha

mean: okay this one made me sob and for that reason i do not like it hahaha there’s uh like two lines in here that hit me really really hard and i probably should’ve turned it off right after that but i didn’t and that was a mistake on my part lol. beautiful song tho!! there are just a few parts of it that hit a little too close to home hahaha, but i mean—that’s truly a sign of good art, you know?? when it literally makes you THAT emotional that quickly…… i think she’s an insanely talented artist, though!!

runnin’ free: oh my god hahahaha AGAIN this is like, august in the town i grew up in. that’s what it reminds me of; sticky humid august summers in this lil farming town where nothing ever happens and all you can hear is the buzz of the cicadas. i love the chorus tho!!! so much!!!! the song as a whole makes me,,,, not exactly nostalgic because i do not miss that time of my life at all, but like,, a deep melancholy mixed with nostalgia, if that makes sense???

sweet girl: WAAAAH i love this one so much!!!! i love this one so so so much ahahah i know it’s depicting a lesbian relationship but the vibe of the song itself makes me think of poison!dabi

he hit me (and it felt like a kiss): AAAAAAH THIS ONE yes yes yes!!!!! this one is also sooooo so so poision!dabi like holy fuck 110% ahaha i added it to my playlist for him, too

AAAH apologies that i wrote you a LITERAL ESSAY on my thoughts and i’m sorry it took me a bit of time to get to this!! but i really wanted to set aside some time to solely listen to these songs n give you my thoughts (and i’m currently sick in bed so it was the perfect opportunity ahaha).

in conclusion, i loved her stuff but so much of it felt so personal (in relation to myself!!)—perhaps a little too personal and it made me extremely emotional but in an interesting way??? i’ve never encountered music that made me feel that intensely so FAST, so i’m really intrigued ahaha, and again i think a lot of it has to do with just how much her art feels like it is imbued with the essence of small town southern ontario, which i personally have a LOT of mixed feelings towards ehehe BUT ANYWAY NOW I’M RAMBLING

thank you so much anon for introducing me to such a beautiful artist, i think when i’m feeling a little better (both physically and emotionally ahaha) that i’d like to give more of her stuff a try and eventually not cry at every song, because i really do love her lyrics so much!! and i don’t think it’s necessarily a bad thing that it made me so emotional—like i said i find it soooo interesting, i can’t even describe some of the feelings her music gave me, i’m not sure words exist for them but i’d love to listen to her again and try to write them down or describe them myself—but obv i don’t want to cry every single time i listen to her!!

I love your touya fics so so much it HURTS they're so good and I get so excited whenever you say you're gonna post one 😭😭 i check your blog daily I am so happy I found you I wish I found you sooner!!! you inspire me!! I've never read such good writing before it makes me faint 💕 my bff always has to hear me talking about how much I absolutely love your touya fics they bring me so so much joy and comfort I love them so much thank you so much for writing them you are amazing 💕💕

awwwww anon bb this is so so so cute!!!! <33333 thank you so very much sweetpea, your words mean a lot to me 🥺🥺 it makes my heart absolutely soar to hear that you check my blog daily pls i’m literally gonna cry!!!! AW NO THAT’S SO ADORABLE AND I’M !!!!!!! you talk to others about my work!? anon that is such an incredible compliment oh my gosh, thank YOU so much, i can’t even describe how happy it makes me to hear that my work brings you some happiness aaaah you sweet sweet soul 🥺🥺 i love u!!! <333