& if not in this life, will you come to me in my dreams?

Annabelle Chapman

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selfish in my need to hold every part of you, always.

Annabelle Chapman

& even with the room on fire, my heart will not give up

Annabelle Chapman

the silence is palpable- we are now mere strangers. lovers that once were. 

Annabelle Chapman

there is no table for my grief to be set down- no bed for it to finally rest

Annabelle Chapman

devoid of reason, comfortable in his callous cruelty he sets my heart on fire in front of me-

Annabelle Chapman

i have yet to live- all life i have merely endured

Annabelle Chapman

lost & immersed in the technicolour of our love- i do not want to be found.

Annabelle Chapman

she climbs & threads into my each & every thought

Annabelle Chapman

violently wrapped in the silence of my anger

Annabelle Chapman

i walk on the knife’s edge- all love decaying in this silence

Annabelle Chapman

i would carve out my own heart before i would ever abandon you

Annabelle Chapman

your wilful belligerence is suffocating my heart- all love wrung out, seeping into the floorboards

Annabelle Chapman

my heart rests in the small space of hope that you will find your way home & come back to me

Annabelle Chapman

my thoughts can have no mercy on me- too haunted, too plagued, by ghosts of myself & memories past

Annabelle Chapman