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#and what it doesnt. what a brilliant display of two characters and the people who surround them. the people in the background remain people.
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qing ya ji is about the making of people 👍🏼
the way 阴阳师 is bestowed not as a curse but like a love letter 💐
#its generous. also the characters....like what a good movie. contained well met and slow practiced in its manuevers in what it shows#and what it doesnt. what a brilliant display of two characters and the people who surround them. the people in the background remain people.#i feel like i keep saying the same thing these days lol#a practice in seeing people ugh. you see me and i see you. the question is always changing. will you test me? will you follow me? will you#share a cup with me? will i lay down offerings? will you notice? will you pick them up? will you notice the same thing i do and move in the#other direction? what possible directions can you see that i cannot? will i learn from you as you do from me? what can i learn from such a#man like you? what can i remember from knowing you? men are so beautiful lmfao its kind of painful.#this movie is so effective at what it does ugh it will always be an impression in my heart#how did you teach me and in the teaching what did you learn. you gave me so much without even looking. i was speaking honestly from the#beginning. you figured it out eventually. we both did. isnt it such a relief to find people who you think about knowing for the rest of your#life. isn't that the point? you knew the point - but he cemented it for you for real. 'thank you. im a real yin yang shi now.' you taught me#well. you taught me well. ill see you again. ill see you when i see you. theres no real desperation here because the stakes are not high.#i can wait to see you again simply because i know i can. there is no hurry. there is no rush. there is no time i cannot i have that will not#touch your life. and yours mine. it is what it is. the removal of cost. what is delicious here is not the obsession its the patience but the#general knowing and acceptance that you will be there when i expect you to.#its so distinct - this kind of intimacy. from the US and the ''west'' and all that hypermasculine hyped up polarizing emotion thats all#surface and petty reflection. wheres the meat? the body is meat. you treat it like an animal farm. it is disinteresting and boring.#im so disinterested in whatever conditions relationships are stereotypically expected to take shape as.#bro its so simple. its existing and so it is deserving. it is existing. it exists. i dont have to say less is more or enough here.#it just fucking is! how else do u think u can understand it#soy talks shit#reminders#for me#writing
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chewwypepsicola · 1 year
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can i ask for any color gang + purple specific headcanons? ALSO what did u think of episode 30 :)
RAAAHHH i love sharing hcs okay here we go, ill limit myself to 6 per character so this doesnt get overwhelming or boring heheheh
General stuff, oldest to youngest i see them like this: green, purple, blue, yellow, red, second. i HC that stickfiguresfighting.dotcom is actually a job they all had and that was the way they met (before second), Yellow wanted independence, Green overall just needed to start making money, Red wanted to really fight other people and he dragged Blue along Following up, Blue and Red are siblings, Blue being the oldest and often looking after Red when they were small.
WITH THAT OUT OFTHE WAY.
GREEN: - AUTISM - Oldest of the group but actually a middle child in a very loud household, he loves his family but he's very likely to have wished for a more comfortable space so thats why he moved out rather quickly and got that job - Noise cancelling earphones yesyes - genderfluid any prns pansexual icon - He HATES PDA (public displays of affection) this is a running joke i have that has developed into a proper HC haha, he always makes faces and gagging noises when YellowBlue are being gay in his general field of vision -Following up, despite hating PDA, he's super super affectionate in private when in a relationship, when in public or out of the confiness of his room he's more subtle like knees bumping against eachother under the table or soft looks across a room, THIS IS OF COURSE ALL IN REALTION TO PURPLE, SORRY, I AM A GREENPURPLE ENJOYER.
PURPLE: - My baby my baby youre my baby say it to meeee, thats not HC thats just my honest to go reaction to anything purple avm - Boy might be dog shit at fighting but he's so good at everything else i swear to god, he's super flexible and has a great amount of body strenght since we see him doing all sorts of stunt and gymnatics plus we see him being reasonably good at parkour, which in turn i have decided to take as "oh okay so he kicks ass at parkour he's the best and no one would ever be able to beat him noted." - I think he's decent at cooking but terrible at baking. Not even minecraft cakes come out right when he makes them. - They/he transmasc ourple sorry woa who said that?!?! (also mlm)
BLUE: - ELDEST DAUGHTER SYNDROME woa who said that?!?! what! - These are just canon but stoner epic skater girlfriend material she's so cool and epic - she/him bigender lesbian WOAH! - Alright you got me i'll elaborate on the eldest daughter stuff. SO BASICALLY. in my mind palace since i have decided that he and red are siblings Blue ends up being the oldest of the two, they have a singular parent so this makes Blue go thru the epic /s experience of having to take care of his little brother and their parent, giving up on childhood and dealing w responsabilities she shouldn't have. You might ask where the fuck did this come from and ill reply I HAVE NO CLUE THEY WRITE THEMSELVES OKAY!? - Blue is doing better now if you wanna know how fucked up that syndrome is just google it real quick you will be hit with the force of three trucks, shes an epic stoner gamer girl that likes to now play pranks on his little brother and be a menace. he's still a caretaker at heart and thats why he mostly tasks herself with doing most of the cooking. - THIS ONE IS BASICALLY STOLEN FROM THAT OTHER TUMBLR USER BUT UHH chronic pains after the lava incident yes brilliant send tweet
YELLOW: - Youngest child in a normal nuclear family, has an oldest sibling, relationships w family are not terrible but he always wished he would get more attention and always felt left aside when he tried to talk about his passions and interests - this guy is autism for sure! - he/him transmasc lesbian sorrey bleh - insomniac i share this hc w everyone else in the fandom this guy is just crasy insane and needs blue to remind him to take his sleeping pills and go to bed - after the LAVA incident and blue struggling to walk down the stairs of their house i think everyone agreed to rearrange the rooms and let blue have the bottom one, those two since they are a couple decided to just share a room and yellow made his old room a sort of study or overall "work" room so that he would not bother blue at night
RED: - ADHD (EXPLOSION GIF) - not a single thought behind those eyes but somehow still so smart and just as capable as everyone else OUGH - fisically strongest, not saying he's the best at combat he simply can pack the hardest punch but he might not be doing it the right way and thus hurting himself in the process - SPEAKING OF, ISNT IT FUCKED UP HOW FAR HE PUSHES HIMSELF?! now that we bring up 30 and everything that came before it i just could Not help but notice the way red passed out like three times during that whole battle, that boy had multiple broken bones and was running on pure adrenaline fighting w his own body to not give up, despite being the one more battered and bruised he kept standing back up and throwing himself right in the line of fire he makes me so sad OUGH -he/him transman realness mlm PHEW - i think that second and he passed out on the couch they moment they all realize they were out of danger you could not wake up those two up for a week they needed the rest SECOND: -trying my best to not run out of ideas here cause i know i have many hcs relating to them but also ive already wrote down a phew a while ago let me think uhhh - youngest. baby of the group, but for some fucked up reason he has decided to take on the "im the more responsible one here i need to look after all of you" role like a DUMMY - it makes very sad to think of him worrying himself so much w the safety of the others cause he has seen first hand that they are way more fragile than him, he doesnt know WHY he endured so many of Dark's attacks in ShowDown but he knows he did and he remembers vividly seeing his friends fight for their lives right in front of his eyes, of course he is going to be burdened with that weight. - Second has terrible separation anxiety that's not even a HC thats basically canon he can not be at ease until everyone is together and he is reasssured that they are okay OUGH (sounds of crying) - Little guy has awful nightterrors that leave him just sitting at the edge of his bed staring off at nothing until he falls asleep again, Green caught him one night and was like "hey you good why are you sleeping sitting like that?" and Second had to explain and Green offered to sleep w him so he would be more comfortable, Second now tends to ask green or red to keep him company when it happens smiles
OKAY THATS ALL!!! as usual i shall share a doodle, please forgive any grammar and spelling mistakes english isnt my first language we are doing the best we can over here hahah, here's the doodle! with my family headcanons for the colors and an extra "family photo" for the hollowheads haha
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ad1thi · 5 years
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captain america vs steve rogers
this is written on mobile so im sorry for any typos
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i feel like i will always be writing analysis on this character and find it lacking, and i should point out that i do love steve rogers; which is why i have so much analysis on him- because i feel like the mcu did him dirty
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okay so this is something that ive been thinking about for a while
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Captain America: The First Avenger did this brilliant job of introducing "Steve" and "Cap" as two seperate people. Steve Rogers was the 2 bit nothing that got into fights in alleys and jumped on a live grenade to save people's lives, Cap was the guy who paraded around in tights
i feel like this distinction is really important because Cap is a figurehead, he's an ideal- but Steve was the guy behind the mask
And CA:TFA did a really good job of addressing that and establishing two seperate, personalities almost; which is why i initially fell in love with the chatacter (because you can draw many parallels between cep v steve and tony v ironman)
and its brilliant set up that ends with Steve winning as the dominant personality and displaying his unflinching loyalty to people but penultimately dying when he pilots the plane into the oceans, and simultaneously immortalising Cap
there's a lot of ways to look at the ending of TFA, but thats my take on it
and its a really brilliant set up that just abruptly hits a wall
because its one thing for the mcu verse to immortalise Cap and not look beyond the cowl, but its another thing entirely for writers in our very real world to do the same
every single arc after ca: tfa follows the overture and overeaching idea of challenging ideals that belong to Captain America, not Steve Rogers
unflinching loyalty to the "system", to superiors, to SHIELD: im sorry but WHAT THE FUCK. Steve Rogers spent most of his adult life faking enlistment forms and getting into fights in back alleys and memorably, signing himself up for a freak experiment that he didnt even know was legal. There is literally no scene in TFA where Steve blindly follows rules and listens to his superiors his fucking origin story is running away from his responsibilities and getting on a plane to storm a HYDRA base and save his bestfriend. Captain America on the other hand played a dancing monkey on the word of his superiors for years. Loyalty and belief in the system was never a Steve chatacteristic- yet most of his character arc in CA:TWS and CA:CW is about his realisation that the system isn't always right and "the safest hands are our own" like bitch steve already knew that, thats why he got on a plane with howard and took matters into his own hands this ain't new
his love for peggy: now im not saying that steve didn't love Peggy, because he did. but the idea of immortalising this love affair between him and peggy, is another Captain America thing. I stg every kid in mcu! america was raised on the love story of agent carter and captain america who broke barriers and defied all odds to be together, while all steve rogers did was kiss her once and flirt a lil (badly). the idea that peggy was the only one for steve- to the extent that the only other woman he tried with was her niece, is another cap trait
persistence: this i think, is one of the biggest ones. one of his most famous lines in endgame is "some people move on, but not us". which is absolute bullSHIT because thats such a cap line. In CA:TFA after Bucky's death, Steve is ready to throw in the towel because he's so sure that his foolhardiness got Bucky killed and he's not able to live with the loss of his bestfriend. He recklessly takes on a HYDRA base with little to no backup, lets himself get kidnapped and is ready to die. But Captain America ™ saves the day by valiantly fighting on despite the loss of his bestfriend because he knows his patriotic duty is towards the american people and he can't sit still when HYDRA is still out there. Idc what you say that final mission was nothing but revenge for Steve, and a slim chance that maybe HYDRA will kill him too and he won't have to live in a world without Bucky. Steve Rogers doesnt cope well with loss, but Captain America shoulders through it and keeps fighting the good fight
its one thing for people in the mcu to not differentiate between steve and cap. its another thing entirely for the writers to completely forgo the person for the persona and refuse to develop both simultaneously and i will never shut up about this because the mcu did steve so fkn dirty
anyway
90% of all steve fics i read have some version of a scene where steve tells the avengers to stop calling him Cap because he isn't fucking Captain America thats just his day job he's so much more he's Steve mf Rogers from Brooklyn fucking recognise that
honestly, after tfa- the only scene that perfectly captures the constant inner struggle between his cap person and his actual personality is the endgame scene where he literally fights his past self and his past self says " i can do this all day" and he goes "yeah i know" in really really exasperated voice
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same
we're really tired and annoyed with cap too steve dw we get it
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