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"We need more imperfect female characters!" Y'all can't even talk about Nami without describing her as "mean" despite the fact that the entire crux of her first character arc is her caring about her village so much she tolerates torture and misery for years just for a chance to save it, and after that becomes one of the most kind and selfless characters in the entire main cast.
#every time I see someone call Nami a “mean lesbian” before implying she would never give a shit#about her friend's problems or wellbeing I lose ten years off my lifespan#even as a joke it's just blatant mischaracterization#regardless of her hypothetic sexuality she's legit so empathetic and she cares so much all the time#she gives up money constantly to help people#she can be a nice lesbian you know#not all lesbians are mean#idk I know it's a joke mostly but Nami means a lot to me as a character#so I hate to see people call her mean when SHE ISN'T SHE'S SO NICE ALL THE TIME#she's usually the FIRST one in the crew to stand up to injustice#she puts so much energy into caring about people and protecting them#she's incredibly selfless#to the point that it's a flaw#she's only mean sometimes as a defense mechanism bcs she's traumatized#and she heals and stops being like that#one piece#nami one piece
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Kaito having red eyes after he "broke" Pandora cause it needed a physical item to latch on to but now every time Kaito cries, his tears are the elixer of immortality
#PANDORA IS SENTIENT FRRR#Kaito having to leave his civilian life behind after finding Pandora propaganda#drawing on Akako not being able to shed a tear or else she would lose her magic#i hc the tears from Pandora dont stop you from aging but just heals all wounds#so Kaito would continue aging but cant die cause hes now Pandora's host#maybe Auntie Vermouth giving him that one drug that stops aging#to stop him from suffering#dcmk#kaito kuroba#kaito kid#kaitou kid#going insane incase you couldnt tell#au#also like#the “heals all wounds” thing is more of a never get injured so he wont be able to get poisoned or anything#idk how he and Pandora would detatcg from each other#i just see Pandora as this obssesive being#not wanting to let Kaito go#idkk(
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Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.
Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!
It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.
#as someone with depression and who's highly sensitive this story quest hurt a LOT because ive also encountered people who don't understand.#i've been told i need to get over my anxiety. i've been asked what am i so tired from since i just lay in bed.#so furina's character and how she was treated hit very very hard for me. she's isolating herself and not coping well but she is TRYING.#she's trying so hard and she equates her worth to her role. like she literally tells you that she serves no more use to anyone.#and i wanted to shake her so hard. because it's not about what she can do#she has worth simply because she exists. full stop. she is loved and she is appreciated just for being herself#her worth isn't decided by her power yk??#i hope she can rest and heal and find some good friends - after the way mc and paimon treated her i honestly don't think they should be#or if they are; they'd have to work to earn her trust cuz good LORD. they treated her so weird and so tone deaf!!#i've seen a lot of people complaining about it too so im glad im not alone.#anyway. there is something wrong with me i have cried actual tears over furina please god she needs a hug#and to be told she did a good job and she can rest now and things will get better#4.2 spoilers#genshin impact#furina
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this keeps me up at night btw.
#mipha#botw#loz breath of the wild#TWICE??? SHE DID IT TWICE??????? AND WE'RE JUST GONNA MOVE PAST THAT????????? literally NO one else has been said to be able to do this#and like. hm. is it. is it... love??#like you know how zelda and her powers are implied to work the same. they focus on protecting the one(s) they love & their powers activate#(i know people theorise that mipha was going to tell zelda her power works when she thinks about link but i've always thought she was going#to say that it works when she thinks about saving the person under her care. because it doesnt really make sense to me that her healing#would work for other people if she was only focused on saving link you know? so i've always thought it was just 'saving the people i love')#and zelda is technically able to do this with link after he wakes up and he's the only person her powers woke for#so does this work maybe like an inverse or an extension of how their powers usually work? like instead of it just being their love for the#other person it's the other person/people's love or reciprocated love for them. zelda & link are implied to have really only had each other#but mipha. mipha had a family and a whole kingdom. she was connected to nearly all of them when she passed and both these events#are said to have taken place shortly after she fell. in the dlc she asks link to pass on a message to sidon for her implying that she#can no longer speak to him as she once could. perhaps that's just her power waning over time but if you think about it in the context#of how the domain is slowly losing people who knew her and those who remain only remember her for what she did for them rather than who#she truly was then could she have stopped being able to connect with them because there was no one left who loved her as they once did.#loved her for who she was.#was she in vah ruta reaching out for her father and brother and realising slowly that they were forgetting her#... 'do not cry. just remember' huh.#freya talks loz#so consumed by mipha thoughts i forgot my own tag
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exoplanet inspo girl is in a class with me this semester and i would literally let her run me over and she barely even knows i exist 💔💔💔
#dee overshares#like ok she KNOWS who i am#we are in a club together and have spoken on many occasions#but i fumble it every time i try to talk to her#so everyone pray for a speedy recovery#everyone say it w me now#may dee stop being weird around her!#alternatively:#may dee stop becoming infatuated w people who don’t like her like that!#sometimes i look at her and i’m like i would literally do anything for u and u will never even know 🙄🙄#like girl i am soooo star struck by u i’m willing to heal my avoidant attachment style
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Minor Ladies Month - Beyhan Sultan × Quote
My mourning is over, sure, time has swept it away. But the heart can't forget some things, the heart can't forget even if you want to. I still do not have a husband, my children still don't have a father. Sometimes, they ask me "Why did our father die? Who killed him?". I become speechless, your majesty, I can not say a word. I can not say that my brother killed him.
#i love her your honor#she deserved so much more screentime :c#editing this was so EYES EYES EYES#like Pinar makes a lot of the acting with her eyes [that btw are soso pretty like damn]#she's so fun to watch too#& well this is just about how she's the first one on spotting the darkness on suleyman's action#which is kinda like. yes valide and hatice love her and try their best to help her but they just don't understand yet#and well ofc I was reminded of a recent talk with Plami & Joanna about her being the first one to be betrayed by her brother and like#the difference with the rest is he gets zero consecuences because she goes away & later 'forgives' him#which doesn't make Suleyman face his actions as later -especially with Hatice's & Cihangir's reactions to the breaking of his promises-#and no one awakes by the injustice more than her- and I'd even say she does it parcially#tho at same time I'm glad she choses to stay away from toxicity & actually gets to heal#anyways just the girlies inspiring me <3#also kinda went crazy because I was reading Racine's Fedra on my class#and there's Barthes saying the tragedy explodes when the silence stops with Fedra's confessions#silence keeping order but also hiding the truth was something that resonated a lot w me while rewatching her scenes too#minorladiesmonth#beyhan sultan#magnificent century#muhtesem yuzyil#pinar caglar gencturk#my edits#graphics#graphic edit#perioddramaedit#mc edit#filter by crownedfilters on Instagram
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it's kind of weird to me that they didn't bother releasing sushi and tempura internationally at all but at the same time i'm kinda glad they didn't cuz like. yo-kai watch was financially failing in the west by the time 3 released. i feel like if they had released sushi and tempura the franchise would've completely tanked before we got sukiyaki which would've sucked. honestly if anything i feel like it's more surprising that we got all three versions of 2 instead of them just releasing psychic specters but tbf i think yo-kai watch was doing well in the west when 2 released. 2 is just inexplicably what killed the franchise despite being a masterpiece-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#yw2#idk. i have a lot of thoughts on this stuff#still upset i didn't find out 3 released in america until a while after it did :/ could've gotten a physical copy if i'd found out earlier#but alas. i'm just stuck with a boring digital version. i mean the digital versions of yo-kai watch games are better but like. still#i never got maginyan in blasters even though i could've. the code or whatever was on the receipt but my mom bought it for me#from the nintendo website. and i don't think she checked it and i don't think i found out that was where it was until a bit after i got it-#i did get machonyan and jibanyan t/komasan t's codes entered though so i can get them on any playthrough now#unless i put the sd card in another 3ds since apparently it's system-based instead of sd card based??? which is really stupid#but you can probably bypass that with cfw and i do plan on modding my 3ds eventually#it'll just be a process cuz i don't have an sd card slot on my computer and idk if my moms would be willing to help#so i'll probably have to get a separate sd card reader or whatever. which i do think my moms would be okay with i mean#it's my system and they're cool with piracy lfskdjfjkfsdkljfd-#my moms are so cool <3 i just wish i could get them interested in yo-kai watch but they don't seem to care lfskdjfkjsfdjlksfd-#they determined the battle system doesn't sound fun but i might've just described it badly#i mean tbf. it is very annoying sometimes. especially when my healer just will not heal the other yo-kai#''DO YOUR FUCKING JOB TATTLECAST STOP LOAFING'' -me playing 2#that being said if 1's switch port ever releases in america i am totally playing it on the tv#i WILL force my moms to watch me play funni ghost game whether they like it or not /lh#if we do ever get 1's switch port i hope they make it a collection of some kind with 2 and 3 remasters too i would buy that in a heartbeat#i mean obviously i will buy any american-released yo-kai watch stuff in a heartbeat aside from maaaaaybe y-school heroes#(i'm sorry y-school heroes fans i just cannot get into it. from concept alone it sounds like i would not enjoy it)#maybe sangokushi too if we ever get that but i feel like we probably won't#idk if the franchise it's a crossover with is popular enough in america for that#i hope we get more english yo-kai watch content once ghost craft releases. kinda feel like it's testing the waters tbh#i know it's seemingly just a spiritual successor but still#i do hope that it being a spiritual successor doesn't mean yo-kai watch is over. i doubt that it will since like#punipuni still gets semi-frequent updates
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2023 reads
What Stalks Among Us
YA thriller
two best friends skip a field trip to explore some old forgotten backroads - and get trapped in a looping corn maze full of weird shit, including their own dead bodies
they have to figure out how to get out, what’s killing them, what’s causing the maze, and face their traumas
fat girl MC with anxiety, both are bi and have ADHD, no romance
#What Stalks Among Us#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#sarah hollowell#wait i just noticed it's them on her shirt on the cover...#i enjoyed this a lot!#it really immediately gets into it huh. not any build up. but in hindsight that makes sense#it gets a little repetitive in places but it works and I love how it all tied together#no romance#(it DOES explore past abusive relationships as a theme but very much just the effects of healing from that rather than showing#much of the actual relationships)#I really love how it emphasised how important their friendship is without there even being a question of it being romantic#(but also exploring that a bit re: the side character stuff in a way that I think is great)#it does make references and then explain them a lot (though also i get that could be an adhd thing with ur mind going on a tangent)#she even is like man i wish my brain would stop making all these pop culture references!#that plus a few other aspects of the writing felt a bit unsubtle - but also it is YA its allowed to be#that and a few other aspects of the writing felt a bit unsubtle - but also it is YA its allowed to be#also some of the references made me laugh LMAO. including:#'remember when you thought the maze followed crossroad rules from supernatural. do you think the maze knows about super hell'#i cannot fault someone for saying heckin wimdy because I sure do that. well not 'heckin' but#anyway felt like realistic teens#bisexual books
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my therapist really saved me….
#tw abuse // tw sa#i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this.#like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her#i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling#literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her#i was so dissociated during our first few sessions#thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out#i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking#i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session#she’s truly incredible.#i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’#i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong#and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’#she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be#best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’#i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply#doing what’s best for me was an option… l#ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress#when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength.#yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D#me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress#im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help.#the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened.#my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’#LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said#’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’#she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point#she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help)#im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it#my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.
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amyeleven fivenyssa crossover
#the three people who would like to read this get excited and then get disappointed because i never finish anything#but the thing about fivenyssa is that she's his daughter#and it's supremely fucked up#and the thing about amyeleven is that she's his Everything and it's supremely fucked up#and also she's the one who asked the doctor if he's a father and well. she'd get it the second she saw nyssa#i know that line was SUPPOSED to be about susan and susan's hypothetical parents but in my heart it's about nyssa of traken#and the thing about eleven and nyssa is that they'd have extremely deep and intimate conversation about being the last of their kind#she's probably the only person in the universe that he could talk about it truly openly with and it'd be like.#nyssa I'm so sorry i never fully understood you. i couldn't. i do now#and she'd be so SAD about it because she never ever wanted that for him#she never WANTED him to understand her like that because the only way he ever could was to go through the same thing#and nyssa would never consider that price to be worth it#but now she knows it's going to happen and she can never tell her own doctor#and it's devastating devastating but also deeply healing for them both but especially eleven#....#and the thing about amy & five is that she'd know him. of course she would. she'd Believe he's the doctor and Understand about regeneration#and immediately tell him about the first time she met Her raggedy Doctor and he'd be like. you shouldn't be telling me this but#he'd be stunned and captivated by the amount of love and also possesiveness in her voice and wouldn't be able to bring himself to stop her#and she'd see straight through him and make him feel naked and raw and at the end she'd hug him goodbye and kiss him on the forehead#the way eleven does her because he's a CHILD to amy compared to eleven and he can't hide that#and the thing about eleven and five is that they'd each be deeply ashamed of the other#and finally#the thing about amy and nyssa is that they'd make out sloppy style#.....#............#voices offscreen:#'i can't believe you called her my daughter and then made out with her'#'yeah and how many times have you made out with my daughter what's your point'#lavender thoughts#dw
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project sekai is such a good game. i'm going to steal a car and drive it off a cliff
#read the new niigo event. it's good. kaito is the tough gruff blunt love mafuyu needs it's exactly what i was hoping for#he does Not fuck around. he tore right into the heart of the problem: that mafuyu is afraid to acknowledge that his mother is abusive#when kaito said 'she's going to kill you'...wow....no wonder it took so long for him to show up#these harsh truths would have been too overwhelming for mafuyu in the past. but he's come a long way and like#for the sake of his healing... it's time he starts unpacking this mess and stops being passive#also mafuyu's mom...ugh. i hate her. so much.#they managed to perfectly pull off giving her this... like... subtle slimy Vibe. her every word sends chills down my spine#she's so... despicably composed and has no shame in treating mafuyu like a doll. very very very unsettling.#props to kanade for telling her straight up that she's a shitty parent LMFAO i love when my wet paper towel of a child snaps#i talked about this on twitter but the way kanade is the master of rage. yeah. god. GOD THIS GAME
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its 12am for me and i have many thoughts about this au where i just traumatise two older sibling sonic characters (and make metal a transgirl dating amy)
#tails and sonics thing takes place before metal is released#so like pretty early on though sonic does have some fame in the public eye#kinda does go down the drain when eggman dies and sonic never audibly says it was tails so he just kinda hides out#such an event would make it really easy for another robotnik to take control without a hero going around to stop her#i feel like maria in this universe would do research on other universes and find the usual one where she dies and shadow lives#where she finds out that eggman living and sonic being around made shadow be released from the cryofreezer the day before maria did#because she put herself in the day after she put shadow in there for 50 years both and she didnt realise that was the max#idk anything about that science but i have the suspicion that 50 years in there might not be healthy#especially since shadow is the one who got shot in this universe and never got to heal it fully before sleeping#i gotta sleep probably im a tired little guy rn
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Satyaprem ki Katha AU where they focused on Katha healing while Sattu decides to help support Katha by completing his law degree and helping her build a case against Tapan, representing Katha in court as her lawyer, and helping her get her deserved closure by putting the bastard in jail himself.
#and honestly they should've skipped the ace plot#the movie was amazing overall but that was genuinely just a setback for our community#because they showed people being disgusted and frustrated at her being ace#and there was never any resolution for that except Katha just saying she wasnt ace#but the movie was so good otherwise honestly#i just felt like they rushed kathas final decision to stop tapan before he destroys anyone elses life#i feel like they should've substituted the ace plot with sattu finishing his degree and fighting for katha in more ways than one#and ofc katha healing and getting the love she always deserved and becoming the person she used to be before tapan#let me know if any of yall want me to write this au because i might if i get time#satyaprem ki katha#kiara advani#kartik aaryan#but yeah i also feel like this was both kiara and kartiks best performance till date#bollywood
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Gwyn is invited to... softly, gently... resume Guinevere Appreciation Time. Soooo happy!
#guinevere#cocker spaniel#dogblr#Guinevere Appreciation Time#so happy#joy is stored in the spaniel#difficult to explain 'medical reasons' to a dog#she did not like the yelps when I was not careful enough and she stepped on me#she didn't know i would get better and stop being pained when she wanted to cuddle#she's being so careful#so good#Gwyns return to torso hugs nature is healing
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why does my cat have to be so naughty after getting spayed
#they also found that she had pyometra so she had to have that taken care of as well#and ever since she’s gotten home she’s been wanting to be naughty 75% of the time and get into places she can’t be in in my room#i feel like a tired single mother making sure her toddler doesn’t get into something#last night she was so restless and it was so hard to sleep because i was so anxious#and trying to stop her from being naughty#i’m hoping that after some days when she’s more healed i can bring her back to her bedroom#i think i’ll go insane having her in my room for 10 days getting no sleep#non sims
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foreshadowing isn’t real you’re all just too sad to see that my prediction that everything turns out okay in the end with zero angst along the way is the best and most logical route for the narrative to take
#STOP telling me about the similarities between goldendragon and shadowpeach I don’t want hear it!!!!#they are best friends!!!! best friends 4ever!!!!#if mei loses an eye to mk it’s because they were testing the limits and an accident happens and after it heals she’s like ‘that’s SO metal’#and everything is FINE.#the only time she’s being sent to the underworld is gonna be for a cool heist thing or something >:(( NOT because she dies.#season 5 will be a cooldown/buildup season like s2 was#with lots of dadsy moments (<- coping)#shrambles
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