I dreamt that there was some sort of fight club and if you wanted to enter they gave you this stuff that was similar to a rubber band except more bloody and skin like and as it turns out it was angel skin. So they skinned an angel and you had to eat like 3 rubber band pieces if you wanted to fight. And Sam and Dean was there ofc and Dean was like 'oh hell no Sammy, only I will fight, you sit this one out' cause it was fucked up as it is but Sam was stubborn and grabbed a piece before Dean could stop him. He had some kind of PTSD or maybe it was just the angel skin itself but it was really hard for him to keep it down and continue eating and it qas Crowley who hugged Sam so fucking gently, Sam barely felt it and he wanted a tighter hug but didn't say anything, just tried to eat. Castiel was there but he didn't/couldn’t do much aside from being horrified and apologetic, obviously he didn't want the brothers to go through this and he mourned his siblings. And yes, Dean ate the angel skin too, trying to pretend that it was some kind of jerky