#and my mom's trying to write an email to the father and she can't fucking do it. i wanna help but she doesn't want any which i get
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#i usually put this kind of stuff in the drafts so you don't need to read it. go ahead if you want i don't care just like. don't respond lol#but this is just for me to vent publicly so it feels like the thoughts went somewhere#my sister's best friend's mom just got put in hospice and they say she has about 3 more days#and i could hear my little sister bawling when my mom told her and it's breaking my heart#they're barely teenagers they're too young for this#and my mom's trying to write an email to the father and she can't fucking do it. i wanna help but she doesn't want any which i get#i can hear my sister either giggling or crying in her room right now i can't tell which but it sounds more like laughing. i hope it is#my mom and my sister are going to do to the hospice room to say goodbye to her i think tomorrow#and i really just want to be able to hang out with my sister bc i know it's gonna be really scary for her after but i have to work#if one person complains about their problems to me at work tomorrow i'm gonna get fucking fired for what i do next#that's probably not true but i'm gonna feel like it#i don't know this woman but i know my sister loves her and my mom is friends with the father so i mean i'm not really grieving but they are#and i wish i knew what to do#at least this was somewhat expected like she was in the later stages of her cancer but i don't think anyone was thinking it would happen no#i don't know if i should post this. i want to because i have so many posts like this in my drafts and it never makes me feel any better#but i don't like sharing ultra personal stuff like this especially about other people even if nobody knows who i am#i'll post it for now but i'll delete it later. i just need it to be out there a little bit so there's proof it exists#i think this is something i should be adding trigger tags for?#tw cancer#tw death#tw grief#shut up hanna
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December Special: Isaac Lahey 2
Anon requested: “can u do an imagine for isaac lahey x male reader w the song right by my side by nicki minaj”
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Had to remove some of the lyrics due to length, but check out the full song! It’s Right By My Side by Nicki Minaj. This is the last requested songfic for a while. Hope you guys enjoy!
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Y/p/n = your pet’s name
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It all comes down, to this. I miss your, morning kiss
I won't lie, I'm feeling it. You don't know, I'm missing it
I'm so gone, I'm must admit It's too much, to hold it in
I can't say no more than this
I just hope your heart hear me now
I let you know how I'm feeling
You own my heart, he just renting
Don't turn away, pay attention. I'm pouring out my heart oh boy
I-I, I'm not living life I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side
Ooh oh I-I, I'm not living life I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side Ooh oh
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Collapsing on his bed, y/n laid with his face in the pillow. He was pissed off at Isaac. Y/n had been best friends with the other male since they were children, had being the key word. He understood why Isaac might not be the social type considering his father (especially now that Mr. Lahey was dead), but now he was flat out ignoring y/n.
Y/n had even tried to talk to Issac during lunch, but he was brushed off with a ‘not now’ and was pushed aside in favor of talking to new friends. Flipping over on his back, y/n stared up at the ceiling sadly. Isaac was his best friend, but also the guy y/n had been crushing on for the past two years. Looking over at the tank with his pet guinea pig, y/n smiled bitterly.
“I am the definition of bad romance movie right now, aren’t I?” Y/p/n just scurried around it’s tank without a care in the world. “Yeah, that sounds right. Boy has crush on best friend, best friend doesn’t know, boy is sad. I should write a book.”
Musing over the prospect of a book, y/n fell asleep. He dreamt of sharp teeth and howling. The howling in his dreams soon gave way to the annoying beeps of his alarm clock. Groaning at the prospect of going back to school, y/n got himself ready and headed out.
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Let's meet at, our favorite spot
You know the one, right around the block
From a nice place, that you love to shop
Can you get away?
Care to sit down, let's talk it out
One on one, without a crowd
I wanna hold your hand
Make you laugh again, I need to be near you
Gotta let you know, how I'm feeling
Own my heart, and she just renting
Don't turn away, pay attention
I'm pouring out my heart girl
I-I, I'm not living life I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side
Ooh oh I-I, I'm not living life
I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side Ooh oh
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Deciding not to sit alone in the buzzing noise of the cafeteria, y/n sat outside behind the bleachers. Him and Isaac used to eat out here to avoid Jackson and his band of asshole friends. Yeah it seemed pathetic, but it was quiet here and right now that was what y/n wanted.
He picked at his lunch, not really eating much of it more than making it look eaten. His mom would get worried if it wasn’t eaten. Moving to head to his next class, y/n paused at the sound of voices.
“I know that we need to fix this! But until we can figure out how to beat it, we’re useless!” Peeking out from his hiding place, y/n saw Isaac, Scott McCall, and a man with black hair conversing agitatedly. What the hell were they trying to beat?
“Look, the Kanima has to have a weakness. We just need to keep looking.” What was a Kanima? Was Isaac in a cult? Fuck, this was to much for y/n to process. Walking back quietly to where he was sitting, y/n finished gathering his things and walked out, acting like he hadn’t heard any of the conversation.
“Oh, hey Isaac. Am I interrupting something?” Isaac and Scott whirled around, the black haired male glaring at the newcomer.
“Y/n? What are you doing here?”
“I was eating lunch under the bleachers. What are you doing here and who is he?”
“This is Derek, a friend of mine. We were talking.”
“Cool. See you around.” Just the short interaction with his former best friend had made y/n’s heart ache. But he didn’t let it show, instead headed back to the school building.
Y/n swore he could feel Derek glaring at the back of his head.
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'Cause he know that it'd be a wrap
When I'm riding it from the back
Wait, oh, let me see your phone
'Cause all them bitches is ratchet
And let me get in my truck
'Cause all them' bitches'll catch it
Wait wait wait, there I go again
I be trippin', I be flippin', I be so belligerent
Man this shit that we be fighting over so irrelevant
I don't even remember though I was probably hella bent, let's go
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“Damn it!” Y/n threw the bouncy ball at the wall, only to have it bounce back and hit him square in the face. “Fuck! Ow ow ow...”
Why was he so angry? Because y/n had gotten stuck in a group project with none other than Isaac and Allison. Neither of them were being helpful and the project was due tomorrow. Leaving y/n to get everything together.
“They better not think their getting any credit for this shit, assholes couldn’t even bother with simple finding information.” To make matters even worse, today was the day y/n and Isaac had met (a day the two of them had always celebrated in some small way) and Isaac hadn’t even bothered to say hi.
Maybe it was time to drop Isaac as a friend. The thought made y/n’s heart break, but he saw no other option. It was clear that his best friend had moved on to ‘cooler’ friends. Y/n slumped down in his beanbag chair and put his face in his hands, tears silently falling. He didn’t want to lose his best friend, but it was too late for that now.
“And I love him. God do I love him. Why did it have turn out like this?” He wiped away the tears from his cheeks. Y/n decided he would finish up the project, email his teacher about his group mates, and sleep the pain away.
It would be back in the morning, but at least he could have a few hours away from it.
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I-I, I'm not living life
I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side
Ooh oh I-I, I'm not living life
I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side Ooh oh
I-I ooh oh
I-I ooh oh
I-I ooh oh
If you're not by my side
I can't eat I-I-I-I
I can't sleep I-I-I-I
What I need I-I-I-I
Is you right by my side ah
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I don’t own the above gif, all credit goes to the owner.
#thedailyimagines#imagine#male reader#teen wolf imagine#teen wolf#isaac lahey imagine#isaac lahey x reader#isaac lahey#december special#december special imagine#roughly placed somewhere in season 2#derek hale#scott mccall#allison argent#angst#kinda???
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