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finished classes so i finally have time to draw my little mullet guys -u-
#i feel like im constantly trying to warm-up by doing simple stuff and then i get busy with other things so the warm-up wears off.#and i'm back at square one. but hopefully this one sticks <-- definitely not gonna have time to draw in several weeks#i miss doing cool compositions man. i miss drawing actual poses#anyways i have a lot of fun with these two i think they'd have a very disjointed friendship if they ever met ^_^#bonding over mullets and weird jewelry#my art#my ocs#<-- Technically. any resemblance to other characters is intentional
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I'm down for any option honestly, just whatever you guys think would be fun!
...Hypothetically
#UTDR#UTMV#Charlie Stuff#I made the poll a week cause a day doesn't seem like that long#And I don't have any of the others sketched out yet so it'll be a bit before I'm ready to post anything#But this will give me an idea of who to focus on next!#The options are basically do you wanna see the order be Dust then Horror then Cross#Let me decide who's gonna be in the middle cause I think I know which one will be worst#Or do another poll to let you guys vote on who goes second and then after that who goes third#The bonus polls could be fun but it means you guys don't know which I think is the worst and might end up voting for them#Up to you if you wanna play nightmare roulette :3c
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#i haven't been able to go through tumblr recently#i have a bunch of stuff ive needed to do and i haven't done any of it!!#i'm behind on secret life too :[ i saw pearl's episode last week but i haven't been able to watch any other POVs#or anything from session 2 which is sad#i don't wanna mute the tags so i'm just staying off the dash#but hopefully HOPEFULLY soon i get to have time where it's just me and i can just Draw#this weekend was nice but i am still doing a bunch of stuff#some good stuff too! my friends are lovely! but still stuff. and coursework.#gonna have to live like a hermit for the next while in order to have fun online and make fanart /silly#time to last minute work on my second group presentation project in two weeks!#delete later#the words of a fudgecake#[scheduled]#edit: after this was posted i broke up with my ex of almost a year lmao (its a good thing dw)
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YALL SORRY I'M DRAWING DAVIS AGAIN AND I'M LIKE THAT'S HIM!!! THAT'S FUCKING HIM LIKE FINALLY
#shut up 🐁#archer davis#my art#my oc#wip#ive been making to do the murder oc week stuff but have been soooo busy this week 😭#ive been trying to get all of my assignments done before the weekend because I'm essentially gonna be gone the entire two days#i thought it'd be fun to add pictures of my ocs when i talk about them but there are barely any (good) davis pictures#so i was like 'fuck it im gonna draw a new one'#AND HE ACTUALLY LOOKS OLDER LIKE PSJFJKW#HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE IN HIS 50S. IDK IF I DID THAT WELL BUT HE'S KINDA GETTING THERE I THINK
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I don't not mean this offensively at all but is blows my mind that you are a lawyer but also writing jjk fics bc I work at a law firm and cannot for the life of me imagine any of the lawyers that work there writing fanfiction LOL kudos to u seriously I know how busy schedues can get due to court dates haha
im working in like. big city criminal law stuff right now and have been told by people in my office that i come off as a very deadpan and straight-laced legal nerd so i don't think the people who know me from my attorney life are imagining me writing jjk fanfic in my free time either
#I've got a friend who's clerking for a federal judge rn who's also a big fandom person tho she doesn't write#the legal sphere in general really does try to consume your entire life and i sort of hate that part of the business#like i like being a lawyer but i don't like how aggressively it tries to occupy your whole life#it makes offices very cultish#i like having boundaries in life and i have plenty of friends in my office but like. i have a life outside of it too that i want to keep.#and lawyers are so up their own ass about professional reputation that fandom shit is almost never discussed in a legal environment#you could not waterboard it out of me that I write fanfic for fun at work oh my god#it's not that i'm ashamed of it to be clear i'm proud of my stories i just don't know any of them well enough to trust them yet#lawyers are assholes so often holy shit#like not all of us. some of the nicest people i have ever met are lawyers. but the culture breeds a lot of very big and fragile egos#probably more lawyers than you'd think are into fandom stuff but they absolutely do not bring that shit up#i'd like to think i'll be doing fanfic and fandom stuff for years. it's just a great community and i really really love doing it.#i'm also a kick ass lawyer tho so i'm probably gonna be doing some pretty serious shit at work and just also being a fanfic writer.#but yeah court is exhausting and chaotic and i've been in it every day for like two weeks now so feel free to shoot me
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i wanna kis (´ . .̫ . `) it's almost midnight ladies u know what that means .. (yearning hours)
#me n my friend got crossfaded n rly cozy and i wanted 2 cuddle but that wouldn't b appropriate btwn us (´ . .̫ . `) i wouldn't#dare ask omg. but now i rly want someone 2 lay on my chest n hold them n give each other eepy kisses ₍ ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ ₎#i also wasn't expecting company 2 day bc i didn't have the energy 4 stuff this wk and it's like (｡ﾉω＼｡)#i don't wanna kick u out given ur night but i should be laying down rn (´-﹏-`；) either that or doin fuck all in the back lol#and so i brought us 2 the back n we smoked n talked in the dark‚ and got to trade ghost stories bc she also dealt w ghosts as a kid 0:#that was fun (❁´◡`❁) I'd been wanting to do that w her since i found out#it's nice having a friend who's been into horror since they were young too ╰(￣ω￣ｏ) that talk was after watching 2 movies hehe#we saw evil dead rise n malignant 😈 and then talking abt spiritually in a non-religious sense then ghosts#and originally i was gonna get food but nah we used a coupon for 2 pizzas n got delivery it's been an extremely chill night and i needed it!#things have been so crazy this week with work omg. my weekend is probs gonna b uneventful (hopefully!) and i wanna b at home!!#just veg out n play bibyo gaym (〒﹏〒) and buy more bags of food for the squirrels n birds#these squirrels omg 😂 i work in the back and they know i give them food so they've been getting up on my lap sometimes like hello??#or i look over my laptop and fr see a squirrel just sitting in the chair across from me poking their head up over the table staring#i knoooow babies i know I'll get u ur food as soon as possible. omg and i have monday off?? i forgor ;u; !! n e ways I'm feeling good 2night#started out Yearning but (✿^‿^) what a great way to start my weekend. she called me just as i was wrapping things up w work :3#i can actually Breathe this weekend and I'm not exhausted (￣ヘ￣;) nice.#im gonna go listen 2 my silly little music n go back 2 yearning hehe. but hiii a girl is Up now and im v stoned n in sleepover mode
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Song of the Day: April 15
"Something in the Way She Moves" by James Taylor
#song of the day#it's been two weeks + two days since the last song of the day#the issue is you see that I started the songs up again in December because my insomnia was fucking up my perception of time#and I wanted some kind of regular marker to help me keep track#and then what happened two weeks + two days ago is that I lost all track of time and subsequently the songs of the day failed#I'm gonna see if I can keep up again for a bit now that I've re-restarted without an alarm on my phone#but if I miss any this week I'll just give in and turn the alarm back on#updates from the last two weeks are going to sound so chaotic let's see#I got a new project at work /and/ I got demoted /and/ I got added to a higher access level /and/ I'm in charge of a new database#yes all of those things together. I'm to be an accountant now! not instead but in addition to my other stuff. should be interesting#I didn't get April Fools off like I was scheduled to because all my scheduled vacation got unapproved#(I was here for about twenty nonsequential minutes to boop people and I'm glad I made time for it. extremely fun to boop)#I lied shamelessly to get eclipse day off and we went on a full-day roadtrip and it was wonderful. everything I dreamed and more#I killed one of my baby succulents through clumsiness and rabbits ate my pea plants but my sage and cabbages look promising#got a massive pot of mint flourishing on my porch and the horseradish is gorgeous#got Duncan lights and plants and a filter system for his frog tank but we haven't set up the substrate yet#so there's just potted plants sitting inside a terrarium. very amusing honestly#I've been playing a little Stardew and eating a /lot/ of hot sauce and tofu#drinking tons of klass aguas frescas--especially the soursop one. holy shit is it good. the mango and hibiscus also#and these past few days I've been sleeping better#for most of those two weeks I was getting a handful of twenty-minute naps each workday and then crashing unwillingly on the weekend#I haven't read any comic books since February :'( this weekend we're going to costco and then I'm reading comics until Monday#what have y'all been up to? I've missed being around#edit: oh shit the actual song part. anyway this is James Taylor! makes me happy and helps me settle. good vibes songs#I'm half-panicked about work all the time recently and then also today was tax day (Nick's taxes. blegh)#James Taylor doing some heavy lifting round here
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bllrrhhh sad that i can't throw a bday party again
#i AM gonna go to... a Very Big Garage Sale with my roommate that weekend so that will be fun#but i miss being able to hang out with friends....#OTL#i'm probably gonna let myself make a bday post later this week#of the 'hey here's my wishlist and also things i love pictures of' variety#i debate about it every year but i know when i used to have time/arm power/money i used to love doing stuff for people#if they made bday posts#now i am CRINGE [broke / drowning in work / my arm hurty] so i can't rly do it as much anymore and so it makes me feel bad abt making my ow#sigh.... one day#prof.pdf#negative#?
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we're down to 9 drafts left that're from before february, plus 5 which are from the last week. progress has slowed over the last couple days (for various reasons) but hoo boy, we're still working our way toward being caught up and only!! getting!!! closer!!!!!
#been trying to do at LEAST two older drafts a day on top of whatever newer threads I reply to/asks I answer#I'M DETERMINED TO FINISH OLDER DRAFTS THIS WEEK now that I'm under 9 left it's looking more possible.....#and from there...... I'm gonna try to stay relatively caught up#which has already been going well actually!!! replying to shorter stuff every day or two has been a lot easier#now that I'm like. not being so stupidly fucking critical of everything I'm writing#gossshhhh and in being less critical of myself I've been having sm more fun and been SO MUCH happier with how my writing turns out#just letting it flow........ I forgot I could even DO that for such a long time bc I'd get so judgemental of every word I typed#it's been so freeing. I can't even explain what's changed but GOD it feels so good ;u;#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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#ngl i feel like im spiraling a little bit#like i feel out of control and like everything is out of control#my sleep schedule is fucked#i feel like i'm floundering at work#and you know what usually fixes this stuff? trips to the dungeon#but you know who can't go this weekend? my gf and i :(#so now we have to wait until the first week of feb and idk how i'm gonna hold my shit together that long#i like don't know how to fully explain that i actually really /need/ this dynamic#it helps me soooo much#and not being able to do it makes me feel like the seams in my brain are unraveling#its such a fucking strange experience how much getting whipped and choked in a room full of strangers really quiets my brain#but GOD do i fucking need it :(#like sexually yes yeah its fun and good#but i also need it mentally#ugh im rambling oops#i have nowhere else to vent so feel free to ignore <3#i just had to get this out of my head
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Tojoctober Day 21 - Betrayal
(It’s scorched earth, sound the alarms)
Alt title is from “Annihilated Love” by Starset
A bit more of a scene rewrite…
After the final fight of Y3, Daigo speaks with Kiryu about betrayal, regrets and duty. Kiryu offers a helping hand.
(the Yakuza 3 spoilers are pretty obvious here)
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Kiryu and Daigo stare in shock at the exact same spot. Yoshitaka Mine, who once stood on the edge of the hospital roof with a leader of Black Monday in his grasp, was now gone. Plummeting to his death. Probably now dead.
“Kiryu-san,” Daigo starts. Kiryu turns towards him, his attention pulled from the rooftop where Mine stood. Daigo’s face is colored with shock, but also has a very grim look on it, and Kiryu feared the worst. “Tell me the truth. The traitor to the Tojo…” Daigo makes eye contact with him, a little bit of hope seeping into the mix of despair and sadness. “Was it Mine?”
Kiryu shuts his eyes, searching his memories, and recalls something Mine had just said to him, mere minutes beforehand.
“He was the first person I had ever admired with every fiber of my being.”
Reopening his eyes, Kiryu sees the answer was clear as day.
“No. Not a chance.”
Kiryu and Daigo remake eye contact. Kiryu feels his gaze toward the sixth chairman soften.
“He… never would have betrayed you.”
Daigo visibly relaxes, his shoulders finally sagging with the weight of what just happened to him. Kiryu lets himself relax as well, resting his back against the edge of the building. For once, the Kamurocho air felt nice on his bare chest, which was a rare occurrence for this kind of thing.
“Kiryu-san… is this what it felt like?”
“Hm?” Kiryu looks at Daigo once again. The man looks off into the night sky, leaning against his hospital bed.
“When…” Daigo takes a shaky breath, and restarts his question, “Is this how you felt when Nishikiyama-san died?”
Kiryu takes a sudden breath. He had partially expected Nishiki to be brought up. Daigo and Mine were sworn brothers, and Mine was sworn into the Nishikiyama family. But he also hadn’t heard Nishikiyama’s name in years, and hearing it from Daigo was… new. Kiryu sits in silence for a second before forming a response.
"Somewhat. I… also had a lot of other things on my mind at the time."
Daigo nods, “I know a lot happened to you on that day.”
“It’s… a bit hard to think about, admittedly.” Kiryu says, shutting his eyes. He can almost recall everything that happened perfectly. His decision to become the fourth chairman, Jingu manically laughing, Yumi taking a bullet for him, Nishiki…
“I’m sorry, Kiryu-san. I didn’t mean to bring up bad memories.”
Kiryu shakes his head, opening his eyes and seeing Daigo’s expression creased with worry. “It’s alright, Daigo. I know there’s a lot on your mind, as well. This can’t be easy for you.”
Daigo takes a deep breath. Kiryu could tell he was barely holding it together.
“Mine… I just… I wish I could’ve…” Daigo’s voice starts to waver. Kiryu scoots over to him, placing an awkward hand on the man’s shoulder. “I wish I hadn't gotten shot, I wish I woke up sooner, I wish I could’ve helped him! Then, he wouldn’t of had to jump of this fucking building!” Daigo almost shouts, his voice carrying sadness and rage with it.
“Daigo… I understand. But we can’t change anything that's happened. And the worst thing we can do is blame ourselves”
Daigo looks up at Kiryu, “But is this something we have to go through all the time!? Will we ever be strong enough to protect the ones we care about!?”
Unconsciously, Kiryu’s grip on Daigo’s shoulder tightens.
“As the leader of the Tojo, it’s your duty to shoulder the weight of the clan. That includes its losses, the betrayals and spirals. The only thing we can do is notice the signs of them happening early on, and prevent any more people from diving that deep into darkness.”
They make eye contact, Daigo’s eyes brimming with sorrow and anguish, and Kiryu keeps talking. “But you shouldn’t have to shoulder that responsibility alone. If you need it… I can always lend some advice. I’ve had a bit of practice, after all.”
Daigo hesitates for a second, about to argue his point further, but relaxes. Kiryu shifts a little closer, moving his hand to slink his arm around Daigo’s shoulders. “Even if I’m far away now, I still want to be there for you, Daigo.” Kiryu finishes, giving Daigo a tiny squeeze.
“Did you… Did Nishikiyama betray you?” Daigo sits up a bit, now being somewhat supported by Kiryu’s arm and side.
“Absolutely not,” Kiryu states almost immediately. “I know Nishiki like the back of my hand. He never would’ve betrayed me, and I don’t think he betrayed me.”
Daigo lets out a soft laugh, “Then I guess you know what I would’ve said, if you posed that question to me.” Daigo says, his voice becoming thicker by the second.
“Yeah. I get it.”
Silence falls between the two of them, before Kiryu feels a pressure at his side, and a new bit of wetness on his chest. He looks down to see Daigo resting his face on his shoulder, and he could probably piece together where the wetness originated. He didn’t really know what to do, but he decided to take a page from his kids at Morning Glory, and what he had seen them do in the past. He rubbed Daigo’s back slowly and gently with his hand, in soothing circles.
“Sorry, Kiryu-san. I know you didn’t want to deal with this.”
“Nothing to apologize for, Daigo. This is part of my duty.”
“I just don’t want to look at everyone in the clan like they’re going to be the next ones to shoot me.”
“You don’t have to do that. Others will help you with that. Majima-san, any of the others in the clan you trust, and I will as well. You’re not alone, Daigo. You’re in a much better position than I was when the 10 billion incident happened.”
“I don’t want to take Majima-san away from you, Kiryu-san. I know how much he checks in on you. And now that I understand what happened, in a way, I-”
Kiryu lets out a laugh, accidentally cutting Daigo short. “Yeah. You don’t have to help me, Daigo. But, I appreciate the concern.”
A few seconds of comfortable silence pass before the two of them hear and feel the wind begin to whip around them. Kiryu looks over his shoulder to see a helicopter approaching. Flying towards them, he only needed a glance to know who was piloting it.
“Our ride is here.” Kiryu jokes, removing his arm from Daigo.
Daigo fully sits up and cranes his neck to also look at the helicopter. He lets out a small laugh at the sight. “That it has.”
Daigo stands up, using Kiryu, the side of the building, and the hospital bed as assistants. He winces a little bit once he reaches his full height, but is able to carry his own weight. Kiryu rises as well, standing next to the current chairman.
“Kiryu-san… thank you.” Daigo looks at Kiryu, showing a smile of gratitude the dragon had rarely seen, and he can’t stop himself from returning it.
“Any time, Daigo. If you need me, I’m just a call away.”
#tojoctober#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#kiryu kazuma#daigo dojima#yoshitaka mine#yakuza 3#this is what I teased with last week's sunday six!#this was super fun to write :)#let kiryu talk about/be affected by Nishiki more#let Daigo be affected by Mine's stuff#LET KIRYU BE A FATHER TO DAIGO#I have 0 idea what i'm gonna do for tomorrow bc I decided to change ideas yippee#i think i tagged ryu go gotoku in a prompt by accident lmao
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So like.... what if I had many ideas for cake decorating? And what if I just bought some stuff to make some cute cupcakes? And this cake idea I have had knocking around in my head? And what if I actually tried?
#sooooo here's the thing. I've tried to make stuff (not food) on my own before and sell it#I had an etsy... it didn't uh. go well.#and so. because of past. tanking flaming failures. I am apprehension to try anything ever again. ever.#and then I talked to a financial clown dick last year (mandatory) and he shut down baking real quick#and I think he thought I meant like. full blown bakery space. which like. no. no thanks.#I just wanna make stuff in my house and basically do like? cake commissions?#like hey heres the cakes/cupcakes/candies/etc I offer I have x amount of slots open for the month put orders in a week in advance!#and like. I've THOUGHT abt this. I have thought abt what I'd offer. seasonal menus. like. I've REALLY thought abt it.#and my tax preparer was like financial clown dick is a clown dick there is some money to be made baking#and like because I have extreme like FOCUS ON THIS THING NOW!!! WOOO!!! FULL SPEED AHEAD WITH THIS THING!!!#syndrome#all I've been able to think abt now is decorating cakes & cupcakes#I ordered some stuff. I HOPE HOPE HOPE it arrives in one piece pls god 🤞🤞🤞#gonna make some stuff and see how it turns out#I have a LOT of things I could make though not JUST cake/cupcakes#so idk I'd love to get paid to make desserts & candies. even if it was just like not a TON of profit but some extra cash#to pay bills. maybe have a lil fun money.#gahhhh I'm really in my head abt this and I'm also SO sleepy I'm like hysterical rn#anyway. venting abt it here cause I don't wanna jinx it speaking abt it irl (anxiety is so much fun 🙃)#erin explains it all
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@vihola tagged me to make some OCs in >this< picrew so ofc I jumped on the opportunity!
Tagging (if you want to, up to you & no pressure if not!) @rainofaugustsith @mercurypilgrim @tearlessrain @darth-bagel @outcastcommander @messes-of-men and anyone else who wants to do this one! <3
Have one Saarai because, of course, she is my favourite hahah
Also a Maiite!! because this one has vitiligo!! (honestly it has so many options, props to the OP of the picrew! <3) Maite’s a little more red than she should be (she’s more orange-y red really) and ideally her hair would have a more reddish undertone too buuuut everything else was lovely to be able to find options for her in a picrew for once! :D
I gave Rai a cocktail and a nice jungle bg because honestly ya girl needs a vacation to a planet that has a nice jungle to remind her of home, she’s EARNED it lmao
I had to think a bit for what to put Maite in bc I didn’t really want to cover up all her vitiligo but also I didn’t want them to be dressed exactly the same lmao then I remembered that IRP she likes to steal her husband’s work button-ups and wear them as sleep shirts when he’s done with them so I went for that and some cute shorts & sandals :3
#swtor sort of#OC picrews#swtor oc: saarai ahaszaai#swtor oc: maite ahaszaai#my babiessss#god i love this family. we all know how much i love this family lol#sorry that my activity is so random & sporadic lmfao#i'm trying i really am#but half the time tumblr is the last thing i think of so i don't check here very often anymore when i'm Goin Thru It (tm)#this week has been especially crazy but also a lot of stuff that was stressing me out has now been sorted this week#so hopefully. i will be able to focus on doing more fun stuff soon!!#i'm gonna be playing some more swtor tonight hopefully#so tonight/tomorrow there should be some more screenshot posts#still no art tho sadly D: thats one of the things i've been dealing with#i'm not gonna go into details bc in thegrand scheme of things its dumb really sjhdsjgdhj#but its been kinda...hard. for me to make art. hopefully in the next few weeks that will be resolved & i'll be able to draw again tho
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Ahoy!
I'm currently sailing the oh so rough seas that is exam time, so I'm going to be away for a bit longer. I just once again have to express how happy I am every time i see interactions with this blog, even though I've been very inactive recently. It really has helped strengthen and keep up my resolve in wanting to help make digital privacy, piracy and computer knowledge more accessible for as many as I can. So again, a big THANK YOU to you all for being here!
I've been considering if there would be any interest in me trying to create a more in-depth resource for finding ways to improve your quality of live when using computers and the like?
While my first thought was a simple list, I know that those can get overwhelming really quick. So I've been playing around with the idea of a "clippy"-like addon to the blog that can offer you directions to common issues (such as, "How do i remove the 'search on the web' results on Windows 10?", "What browser-addons should I have?" and "How to speed up YouTube on FireFox?").
I think I would also want to have it be accessible through a GitHub-page, so that mobile-users also could easily access it, and so you all have other options than to only have it accessed through a Tumblr blog.
#The sailor's thoughts#Piracy#Privacy#Computer tweaks#tumblr polls#I need some fun and useful coding project to look forward to during these last weeks of exams#I'm gonna claim that this is warming up for the essay writing I've gotta do next#University really has been the best school-experience I've been through so far. Closing in on that Bachelor's degree in Digital Culture#Currently taking three classes in an attempt to catch up to my peers because they've been very sweet to me.#Been learning a lot about both accessibility and dark patterns in web design and I also want to share what I've learnt at some point#Knowledge is for sharing and I want to make it easier and maybe even fun to learn about digital culture#Because that shit is so important in this digital age of ours#And I think a bunch of the stuff that I've learnt should be more common knowledge and to do that the material needs to be more accessible#And with that I attempt to return to writing about self-representation on Tumblr. Because apparently I could write an essay about that???#Also that ADHD-medicine drought going on has been pretty bad. Sending some extra love to any and all affected by it <3
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Healing and growing and experiencing new things is so great, but it's also so damn overwhelming. I'm feeling so overwhelmed with all the decisions I have to make, all the things I need to think about, all the setbacks and joys I need to process, all the emotions that are a part of that. All I wanna do today is cry and sleep.
#Which is exactly what I'm gonna do tonight#I'm just gonna have a few drinks and watch a movie and CRY because my body needs the release#personal#I just got texted that there's an apartment opening up and that I should call TONIGHT if I wanted it#and I just started Sobbing because I can't make another decision at this moment#Gonna let go of all my responsibilities for tonight and just have fun#I cancelled my plans for tomorrow 'cause I can't deal with the chaos and worry and depression at my sister's house right now#'cause I've been overwhelmed and worried about her for the past few weeks on the daily#I hope I can put some stuff on paper and figure some stuff out#I miss... a few weeks back when I was optimistic about it all#I'm just insecure and worried now#I'll be FINE but the process is... a process#couch! blanket! fall food! alcohol! period drama with keira knightley!
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I'm soooo happy to be actually writing again! But I am having way too much fun with this Dead Dove fic. And I haven't even gotten to the Bad Stuff yet! I have PLANS. Such PLANS.
So far, I've just been writing Daniel flirting and y'all, I am writing him as so very Cringe. Negative rizz, the typical straight fuckboy whose congratulating himself for everything he says like it's all gold when it's just laaaaaaaame and laughable but he's so sure he's a fucking rizzgod. And *REDACTED* is over here like ''I am going to ruin this boy's life 🙂'' And he has no idea whatsoever! It might actually be too comedic now that I think about it? I might need to rein it in a little when I get to the editing stage, otherwise the tone is gonna be all over the place, like it always is in my writing.
Still, fun! Writing is fun again YAAAAAY
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#Why is writing the set-up before some nasty shit so much fun?#Is it a calm-before-the-storm thing? The anticipation?#He's just soooooo confident and sooooooooo sure that it's going to go exactly the way he wants it#But it's not going to! 🙂#And then he's gonna get *long censored beeping*#And have a week-long mental breakdown because of it!#FUN STUFF YAAAAAAY#...if I'm being honest I'm still not very far - my writing process has gotten even slower than it was before the slump#But I'm having fun and maybe that's all that matters?#I don't know if I'll be able to finish this thing - and even if I do I might not feel confident enough to post it -#But for the time being I'm just glad that I'm writing again even if it's just a little bit at a time
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