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i'm like 90% sure the trauma surgery department's mentor doesn't like me. cause she sure loves the other girl from my course who's in trauma with me
#and i have noooo idea why#i mean i know i'm easy to dislike#i don't even mean this to sound self-deprecating#it's what i've been told#but yea idk#her bestie likes me i think and she's a mentor too#maybe she'll tell me more when i have my mid rotation meeting with her next week#ani.txt
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God. God. God. Holy fucking shit i love Avatar so fucking much
#horse.txt#im being so real right now it breaks my goddamn heart that so many people hate it on principle and go into it waiting to be disappointed#like. god. seriously? how do so few people seem to see the shit im seeing? how do people not GET its RIGHT THERE???#idk man im like. high and the hd release is out so it feels like Christmas but this shit has been on my mind and its at like a precipice#its one thing when ppl just aren't into it but the absolute LOATHING and DISDAIN people harbour for these movies is just. baffling#i cant understand it#i hate statistics. why did it have to pan out this way#how can anybody hate this production literally decades in the making? the fucking DEFINITION of a Passion Project?#the labour and love and inventive GENIUS that has gone into these films--and#you know what? the writing ISN'T that fucking awful. its not perfect because no movie is ever fucking perfect and sometimes you#have to give a script and characters breathing room. room to make mistakes!!! because this fucking obsession with#'characters dont have to be realistic!' is BULLSHIT. and NO saying that does not conflict with the idea that Characters=/=real ppl in#discourse!the ideas can fucking coexist! having realistic characters is GOOD its fucking GOOD when theyre stupid and do shit you dont like!#because thats what REAL PEOPLE DO thats what makes them fucking COMPELLING thats what youre SUPPOSED to let draw you in!!!!!!#but noooo no no no no keep repeating your smurf pocahontas jokes and roll your eyes at anyone who does like it like theyre stupid#because you can't be assed to give something a chance just because everyone Else is calling it stupid#and you dont want them to roll their eyes at /you/#i know this is dumb to be so heated about but im just. im sad man. im happy im having a great day!! but im sad#about how few people i can share it with yk..???
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Arizaphale worstest liar ever in the whole entire wrld <3 babygirliest babygirl
#'noooo i have nooooo idea wnat ur talking abt hahahahahah why would u say that....im not in gay love hahahhahaha wgatttttt'#ceci watches good omens#good omens#gomens#good omens spoilers#good omens 2
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I feel so off today. No idea why. brain wake up already.
#hanas thoughts#sorry if replies are late#or I respond to any message late#I don’t know why I’m tired#is it the meds or the weather? the hormones?#I have no idea#I feel like crying 😭😭😭 noooo whyyyyy
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achilles come down by gang of youths is so andriel coded im going to throw up
OH LINDSAY I SEE!!! i think you’re onto something. how the most dangerous thing is to love. how you will heal and you’ll rise above. not gonna lie it’s a very aftg coded song in general. hurt and grieve but don’t suffer alone. engage with the pain as a motive. yeah. YEAH. definitely adding this to my playlists!! thank youuuu <3333
#HIIIII <333#i hope you has lovely holidays (if you celebrate christmas) or a very chill and relaxed time#also you have noooo idea how excited i am for you to read trc next year ✨✨✨#juts to have it said again jdjdjdjjd#lindsay tag#answer#i have been very MIA the last couple of days (more than a week actually :/)#so that’s why the reply took so so long!
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you know what. i do not feel bad that family/friends delay telling me their dog acquiring news because they fear i'll be judgmental. 1.) like hmmm. why do we have something bad to judge i wonder?? 2.) i have never been incorrect in my judgements of people's backyard breeder buying habits being bad ideas for those individuals. and it's so clear that the family/friends of mine that delay their dog news know they are getting dogs from less than reputable sources just based on their behavior. like c'mon people. let's set you up for success instead.
#dogblr#relatives that got the lab puppy less than six months ago only had that puppy for like less than a week before they gave it back bc it was#'too much'#but are now getting a BYB boxer puppy instead.#can't even express how bad of an idea i feel that is#like i could have helped you find a nice show line lab but noooo#like why is questioning why the local byb malamute person around me has like 12-14 litters (combined sibe and mal) each year is me being#'too harsh'#people in my life need to have better standards honestly like#you feel like you'll be judged bc you will be#literally begging people to get a dog that is right for their lifestyle please#like fam do we feel a byb boxer puppy#with no health testing or temperament testing to its recent pedigree#is a good fit for a home with kids 2 and 6 and 8.#bc i kinda feel like this will be a bad idea#'it's their choice tho!' some people will say#yeah it's also my choice to judge them lol
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i want my finals to be over so i can keep beautifying my Herbert ita bag ;_>;
#txt#im midway thru sewing Herbie a new outfit but it all fell off the rails when trade school... like.... kept being real.#who thought this (school) was a good idea. why do we do it.#every week i go home from work or class and say “maybe tonight i'll keep working on Herbie's little jumper to match his beret.”#“or maybe i'll work on the backing for his outgoing bag so i can put my little figure in there too.”#and does it happen? noooo. because i have to be a student.
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OH FUUUUCK OFFFFFFFFF
#if they dont have larsson back to do a slam dunk surprise comeback(not that i really want that he deserves a normal life) WHY???#STUPID#and ofc he's evil so yeah it's gonna be crap#like the post itself has ruined it god this team just ran out of ideas and decided “tord again?” ffs#and they ruinin my bbg's reputation in the fandom even worse NOOOO im so tired of people making tord a pos he was so sweet in classic 😭
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ok. sometimes I just want to listen to people talk abt star wars but the youtube results are all men and I refuse to do that to myself. found myself on a reddit thread of good sw youtube accounts/podcasts and it's like....for one dollar name a woman:/
#CRINGE or whatever#but like i am thinking abt themes of fate and agency and the way they change across series and how certacertain characters exist outside#the narrative etc and i just wanna talk abt rebels and how its such a fantastic follow up to tcw/the prequels in terms of its core cast and#the fact that their only commonality is that they chose to be a part of the rebellion as opposed to the characters of tcw that are stuck in#this perpetual loop of following orders and uplifting those in power & feeling as though everything in their lives are destined meanwhile#there were so many opportunities to stop the end destiny (if u will) of the prequels if only they werent so blind etc but at the same time#you have characters like maul and ahsoka who exist outside of these power structures (one by choice and the other not) and when it comes#time to change anakins fate together ahsoka cant do it bc shes refuses to see the truth#and then this is directly paralleled at the end of rebels s2 where it takes kanan being literally blinded for him to see ezras pull to the#dark side bc until then kanan (the last remaining jedi) still clings to the beliefs and structures that raised him. he cant see/understand#ezra bc he refuses to view the world outside of the lens of his jedi training he has to be blinded to see the world around him in a new way#ofc this is all happening while ahsoka and anakin meet again and we see what could have happened had kanan failed to change#idk something something the illusion of choice under capatalism & 2 party systems leading to facism#something something rebellion/change comes from the ability to question authority and find individual purpose#noooo idea where im going with this shit at the end i promise i understand facism#see this is why i need to listen to other people talk abt it i am just spewing nonsense in my tumblr tags!!!!
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Confession 2: When I first read the title for the 12th book, The Royal Ranger's first book, I thought it was about Halt.
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#I was literally so excited bro you have no idea#but noooo#FIRE#At least there's a fanfic now#which is great#though I would love to see more interactions with Halt and Pritchard in canon#hhhgh#idk why but recently especially I've been pretty hung up on Pritchard#Father figure...#Just like Halt#!!#halt o'carrick#ranger's apprentice
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new ask game: if you've read any of my fics, tell me the scene you'd most like to see fanart for
#I really want to commission art for my fics but I have noooo idea what to ask for#hence: crowdsourcing#elletalks#ask games#hollow knight#maintagging bc eh why not
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/ A.sclepius having Lichtenberg scars somewhere in his body from his myth when Zeus struck him with a thunderbolt― (x)
#;a.sclepius#I SAW THIS AND I WAS LIKE -HEAD ON HANDS-#kind of like how its common to think of i.zou having a scar all around his neck from his past life#/long story short of his myth; a.sclepius became such a skilled doctor that h.ades complained to z.eus that they just had to get rid of him#(this being out of fear that he would grant the key to immortality to humans)#he was healing everyone and basically disrupting the way things worked bc people did not die and they couldnt have this guy roaming around#so z.eus struck him down with lighting#and then a.sclepius' dad (apollo) was like noooo my sonnnn#and to ease his rage z.eus went like ok fine; and turned a.sclepius into a constellation#this is why in f.ate he has a dislike for the gods; he thinks that they get in the way of progress out of selfishness#his beef with a.pollo is more of a fate interpretation as i couldnt find records in regards to his feelings towards his mother#but i find that it gives him more background and its an interesting idea;;#coming back to the matter of scars-#if he did have them; i feel like he would feel bitterness upon seeing them in the mirror; like a sort of haunting memento mori#that if you take a step further the gods will take control over the fate of men despite themselves fearing it#of the irrationality of the gods; of that powerlessness;#he wouldnt cover them on purpose because he tends to think its pointless to wander in the past when there is so much to do in the present#and -for- the future#but deep down he -does- still feel spite and resentment and he does not forget#;dl
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If I commit to talking about Morganville Vampires, I need to share a list of OCs before I start claiming someone exists when they don't. If you see any of the below names (baring certain Goldmans mentioned to be canonical) than they are fictious. I love them, but I made them the heck up. XD
Samuel Salinas:
A really new vampire. Like really new. Worryingly new. Part of a plot new. And he's also 12.
And also heck it, toss him at Myrnin, because having him deal with a child in mental distress was apparently a good idea to younger me and I'm loath to change my post canon plots nooooow.
At any rate, I love him dearly, little sunshine boy.
Uses he/him.
Pax Salinas:
We repeat, worryingly new vampire. Sam's brother. Uses he/him.
Worrying large amount of Goldman vampires. Why? Because RPs. Do I remember which are my OCs anymore? Nooope. Theo and Patience and Patience Jr, and Jakob are the only four I know I didn't make up out of my head, but if the others are appear in the books, I'm assuming I just gave them names? If there are no mention of them (I think for example I gave Theo another kid in Marcel) than they're just made up.
Anyway.
Marcel Goldman: Son of Theo Goldman. He's dead by the time my post-canon stories usually take place. Whoops. I ... really wish I'd fleshed him out more, but we're making up for lost time. We'll get there. he/him
Aaron Goldman: Grandson of Theo Goldman. He's an ass. I love him. Another of Bishop's little messed up 'let's change the children' ideas, along with his cousins Jakob and Patience Jr. So fun times there! He's less of an ass than Aurelia. Will protect his family with his life, thank you very much. he/him
Aurelia Goldman: Granddaughter of Theo Goldman. Also a really angry person. But we love her anyway. she/her
Julius Goldman: Human. Married Marcel and into the family. he/him
Penny Goldman: adopted by Julius and Marcel Goldman. she/her
Bella:
She sucks. All you need to know. Sam and Pax's mom and a piece of work. she/her
Harquin Day:
Not actually a member of Day family, but sort of adopted on somewhere down the line. Their Protector and occassionally will use their roof for star-gazing. General opinion of him is iffy in recent generations, just as a general reaction to all vampires, but he's slowly improving in their books.
Not particularly scary on first look, tends to give off cool uncle vibes. But he can stand up for himself in a way that proves how he's managed to survive in this life. Rather impressive scowl.
More 'distant' than anything and totally started using the 'Day' last name without permission, but no body remembers a time he didn't, so there's no one around to fight him on it anymore.
He's a therapist, usually reserved for vampires, but has been known to take in the occassional other.
Uses they/he pronouns. Not old-old, but certainly has been around several centuries.
Janus:
Officer in the police force. Vampire. Shane partners with her sometimes when he needs vampiric backup. I've only used her once, we'll see if I use her again. she/her
Arthur Dee:
Historical figure, so technically exists, so heh? Anyway, was a brief fling of Myrnin's back in the early 16th century. I refuse to believe Myrnin is not queer shaped in some way, so I poked around for an old alchemist and found this man and now I've adopted him and writing a book about him. Please ask me about Arthur Dee, I can tell you how he accidently maybe on purpose murdered his in-law, it's great. ANYWAY he's not a vampire. 100% human and died in the mid 16th century. Myrnin does not like mentioning him. It ended very poorly. he/him
John Smith:
Not that John Smith. I just lifted him from another story to briefly use as Amelie's bodyguard. I use him for the same purpose now and again. he/him
One would think I'd have more human characters, but noooo, not me. Though Julius is one of my favs, so like, maybe he makes up for it.
I have ART.
These characters live on Art Fight, 'cause of course they do. I don't have anything for Harquin, Pax, Aaron, or Aurelia, despite having pages and pages of writing about all of them. Whoopsy. One would think the length of description equated to how much I liked them, but if anything it's the reverse. Don't get me wrong, love Harquin, but I've used them as a character (RP or stories) all of ... three times give or take. While the others are, like, practically main characters. But whatever.
#the morganville vampires#morganville vampires#morganville#arthur dee#but they're OCs#Just to give an idea of what's fiction and what isn't#Like the amount of these characters who were created for the sole purpose of RP is ... all of them#Anyway they're amazing and I love them#MV needed more characters in my book#I cooooould have RPed with the Glass House characters#but noooo#why not create a whole new set of characters#Or my love for Theo knows no bounds that too
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theres two sides to me one where im so sad we didnt get branch as the one who got captured and had to be saved in the third, then theres another part of me thats happy he wasnt the one who got captured JNJGNDSJ
i feel it would've been so much more emotional if branch got captured? but at the same time idk how they couldve done it/made it work with how the current movie goes along w other stuff
idk theres a lot to it but im so YAAAY and NOOO that he isnt the one who got captured n it stayed a concept jNJGDJFS
#issak.txt#i feel we wouldve gotten more floyd if branch was captured too oop#no what nooo one of my reasons to wanting it isnt so i'd have more floyd noooo#nooooooo#whyd you think that?#silllyyyyy#remembering that tho makes me miserable even imagining the end when they save floyd tho if its swapped#idk all i can imagine is branch becoming clear gummy lookin yk hes like. Dead#and then u have poppy and floyd both rushing over to him#and theyre Miserable#poppy is self explanatory i dont need to explain how that'd be affecting her#but floyd? i imagine such GUILT hits him. given the context/idea they all still left branch when he was a baby#hes just kneeling there holding branch as he starts to cry regretting how he never came back sooner how he wish he came back sooner and#hes so sorry and regrets *everything* bc he loves branch so dearly and just#UGH SORRY#im getting too angsty but anyway yeah you get the jist of like. why i think it'd be a good alternative#then i remember its a kids movie and that shit hurts too much and the franchise is way more light hearted then that#so i dnt think i could handle it JNGJFDNGJSDN lord
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I do not bother to check if Getter and Big O ever interacted in SRW because I’m so use to the other mechas I like being in the same game as getter but being so different that they never have any story reasons to have interactions since Getter is only ever allowed to interact with mazinger, OG gundam and any other combiners + it’s all in untranslated hell so I won’t even know wtf was said if there WERE interactions but god damn it I keep rotating a scenario where Roger negotiates to get Ryoma out of jail even though I know for a fact that DIDNT happen despite how many times they used arma and how Z2 actually adapted it fucking correctly for once but it’s just so funny to imagine.
#meg text#getter robo#the big o#i fucking hate being cursed with crossover ideas when in fanfics that’s ALL there ever is#big o only has it slightly better bc there are some fics but it’s by no means a active tag#and I still need to do my part in at least writing one thing for it but I’m not in the proper mood still#but I legit can’t tell if it’s hyperfixation or the idea of ryoma interacting with rogers normal ass is so funny#Roger is literally one of the most normal super robot pilots compared to the majority but especially compared to ryoma#he has a temper but by no means hot blooded and usually keeps it under control he just has a sense of justice#cue to him meeting “angriest fucking guy to exist” and he’s like “what the fuck”#Ryoma HONESTLY could have funnier interactions if they put him with people who are nothing like him#but noooo it’s always combiners or the other two “big 3” mecha it’s apart of#and I get why the whole big 3 thing in universe or just “hey are robots are similar” is cute#but it never hurts for this loner to talk to more people if they’re gonna characterize him as more laid back#(which- I don’t know how to feel about but I’m glad Ryomas other traits get some spotlight)#since it would be more flanderize if they just focused on him being angry#it still feels so fucking weird how calm ARMA is but that’s what happens when you can’t use anything else#new when will you return from the Wii dimension I don’t understand why your so unpopular
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𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚊𝚘𝚖𝚒'𝚜 𝚝𝟷 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗!
it's time for our second t1 interrogation! and wow, this one is even more sad than the first one!
sjdjsksks okay okay, but i actually tried my best to show shun and naomi's personalities in this interrogation and i also tried to show their prisoner duo theme as well. i think you'll be able to see that expectations from other people really were a big part of their murder motive after reading their answers.
oh god kei and eiko's interrogation is next. i'm gonna laugh so hard if i get questions for them EVEN IF I DON'T I KNOW THEIR INTERROGATION WILL BE CHAOTIC
Q.01: Do you have any siblings?
Shun: No, but I wish I did.
Naomi: Yes, an older brother (36 years old) and a younger sister (27 years old).
Q.02: What's your relationship status?
Shun: If I remember correctly, I think I told you that I have a girlfriend?
Naomi: Single. I'm not really trying to find someone to date anyway.
Q.03: Do you think God exists?
Shun: I come from a very religious family, so I guess I should say yes, but.. I'm actually not so sure.
Naomi: If someone like that really did exist, I would've been punished for my sins a long time ago.
Q.04: Do you think that your family is proud of you?
Shun: Why would they be proud of me?
Naomi: No, but I don't care about it anymore.
Q.05: What is the difference between an adult and a child?
Shun: Their age?..
Naomi: Children can get away with a lot of things simply because they're children. Adults can't.
Q.06: How do you deal with stressful situations?
Shun: I just try to forget about it.
Naomi: I try to pretend like everything is alright, even though I know it's not.
Q.07: Would you like to have children in the future?
Shun: That's what my family wants from me, so I don't really have a choice.
Naomi: I don't deserve to be a mother and I don't want to be one.
Q.08: Why did you choose your current job?
Shun: Because I'm not good at anything and I didn't know what else to do.
Naomi: Because that's what I wanted to do when I was a child. Also my family told me I would be a good teacher.
Q.09: Describe your perfect date.
Shun: I'm okay with anything my (something is crossed out) girlfriend wants me to do.
Naomi: I guess going to the cinema is fine? But again, I really couldn't care less.
Q.010: Are you close with your parents?
Shun: .. I don't know. I don't remember.
Naomi: I wish I wasn't.
Q.011: What do you think of other prisoners?
Shun: Kei-san and Eiko-san really like talking to me. Their personalities are overwhelming, but I can't say I hate the attention I get from them.
Naomi: I do want to become friends with them, but I have a feeling that it's gonna be hard. But when younger prisoners need help, they usually come to me.
Q.012: Do you think you'll be forgiven?
Shun: I hope so. I've done nothing wrong and my intentions were pure.
Naomi: Didn't you promise to vote me guilty?
Q.013: Would you forgive the other prisoners?
Shun: Maybe? I wouldn't be able to remember their crimes anyway.
Naomi: As I said before, I don't have a right to judge them for what they've done. But I think I would vote some of them guilty.
Q.014: If you could live as any other prisoner for a day, who would you choose?
Shun: Kei-san is very confident and attractive. I want to be like him.
Naomi: I don't want to hide from my sins like this, but if I had no choice, I think I'd want to live as Aimi-chan. I want to know what it's like to be as pure and innocent as her.
Q.015: What do you think you're good at?
Shun: Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I even forget my own name sometimes. I guess I'm good at forgetting things then, haha..
Naomi: Being someone who other people can rely on. I'm also a good listener. Judging by your reactions from earlier, I guess I'm also good at psychoanalyzing people? :)
#NOOOO I ACTUALLY FEEL BAD FOR BOTH OF THEM NOW#i'm not saying that they don't deserve to be in milgram i'm just. yeah maybe these two could use a hug#“lina why did shun cross something out” AHAHA I WONDER WHY#i am so excited to reveal his t2 version you have no idea#anyway crying on the floor currently because most questions are about children love family etc#✍️interrogations! ✍️#💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔#🌿prisoner 004: chiba naomi🌿#milgram#milgram oc#milgram project
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