so i love to pretend that the finale is not real but IF IT IS. how likely is it that sam’s wife looks freakishly like dean. like honest to god, could be twins, auburny brown hair green eyes freckles EVERYTHING. how likely is it that sam and deanna or whatever get mistaken for siblings, and it freaks her out but sam is completely unbothered by it. how likely is it that sam basically chose a dean-twin egg donor in the hopes of recreating his favourite person because that was as close as he could get. he needs a replacement because he can’t live half his life without some part of dean to hold on to. dean ii is cool, almost as good as dean, and suddenly he barely looks at Her anymore. he has a better replacement and it reminds him that she’s a stranger to him. sam’s wife doesn’t know how to feel about how much sam ignores her to hang out with his their kid, because all her friends wish their husbands spent that much time being dads, but she’s starting to feel like sam was never really her husband. and sam kinda hates every second of it, but he does it because he promised he wouldn’t die yet, and he doesn’t want to go to their shared heaven and have dean be disappointed in him. he feels like he’s cheating on dean for the moments when he finds himself loving her, but every time it’s just because she reminded him of dean.