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Doctor Who Tag

yes im a nerd...

CHILDHOOD

1. Did you like DW as a child?

I was 10 when it came back on telly with Eccleston and the first episode with the autons scared me so much my mom wouldn't let me watch it again until a couple years later, but yeah my teens I was obsessed with DW... still am at age 25

2. Your age at the time of the revival?

10

3. First DW episode you ever saw?

‘Rose’

4. Did you have any of the toys?

I still have the eleventh doctor’s screwdriver... I used to have some of the figures but there in storage now somewhere

5. Which DW character did you play on the playground?

didn't play it on the playground

6. Monster(s) that scared you most as a child?

all of them! the ones that still scare me now are the Cybermen and the Autons... genuinely cant walk past a shop mannequin without being suspicious 

7. Joke/story you didn’t get as a kid?

as a kid, any of the innuendo type jokes

8. DW opinion that has changed since you were a kid?

idk I think I still have the same opinions

9. Who introduced you to DW?

parents

10. Did you like Sarah Jane Adventures as a child?

I LOVED SJA!! I miss that show, and Elizabeth Slade :(

DOCTOR

11. Who is your Doctor?

Ten was the doctor that made me fall in love with Doctor Who 

12. Your favourite Doctor?

omg why not just ask me who my favourite child is... (I don't have kids but you know what I mean) if I had to chose my top three are ten, eleven and thirteen

13. Least favourite Doctor?

purely just because he doesn't have enough episodes... nine...

14. Best regeneration?

none of them I hate regenerations :( they make me sad, im too emotionally invested in every single one

15. Do you like “Doctor-Lite” episodes?

they're not my faves

16. Who is the most human Doctor?

I think nine maybe? or twelve?

17. Best multi-Doctor story?

the 50th anniversary special 

18. Best Doctor monologue?

“Hello Stonehenge! who takes the pandorica, takes the universe. but bad news everyone, cause guess who? HA! You lot you're all whizzing about- its really very distracting. Could you all just stay still a minute because I AM TALKING. Question of the hour is, who's got the pandorica? Answer, I do. Next question, who's coming to take it from me? Come on, look at me! No plan. No backup. No weapons worth a damn. oh and something else, I don't have anything to lose. So, if you're sitting up there in your silly little spaceship with all your silly little guns and you've got any plans on taking the pandorica tonight... just remember who's standing in your way. remember ever black day I ever stopped you and then- AND THEN- do the smart thing... let somebody else try first.”

not copied and pasted, remember that from the top of my head... its always there waiting in my mind incase I ever need an epic monologue :’)

19, What do you think TenToo/MetaCrisis Doctor is doing now?

hopefully living his best life with Rose

20. Best Doctor/companion pairing?

ten and donna 

COMPANIONS

21. Favourite companion?

Donna, Clara, Amy

22. Favourite secondary companion?

is Mickey classed as secondary? idk

23. Least favourite companion?

Ryan

24. Best TARDIS Team?

Doctor, Amy and Rory

25. Most underrated companion?

Graham, but that may just be cause I love Bradders

26. Most overrated companion?

Rose... I like her but idk, I think she gets more hype than she deserves.. don't @ me

27. Favourite companion’s family?

Rose’s mom

28. Who should have been a companion but wasn’t?

idk I cant think of anyone

29. Favourite (canon or non-canon) DW universe relationship?

Amy and Rory

30. Who did you not used to like, but really like now?

wasn't keen on Bill at first but by the end I really liked her, same with Rory

EPISODES

31. Favourite episode ever?

girl in the fireplace

32. Least favourite episode?

most of Chibnall’s episodes tbh sorry not sorry 

33. Which episodes do you skip?

the regeneration episodes

34. Best two-parter?

Human Nature - Family of Blood

35. Historical, present day or futuristic episodes?

I like them all in there own way but I think present is fave, then historical, then future

36. Episode that will always make you smile?

all of them

37. Episode that will always make you cry?

Rory and Amy’s last episode :’(

38. Best run of episodes?

ugh I cant answer this theres too many 

39. Best cliffhanger?

the end of Spyfall part one when the Master reveals who he is... I was SHOOK

40. Favourite Christmas special?

Voyage of the Damned

SERIES

41. Classic Who or New Who?

new who

42. Favourite series?

four or five

43. Least favourite series?

eleven, I just cant with the writing

44. Which series do you skip?

none

45. Favourite series opening?

eleventh hour

46. Favourite series finale?

Doomsday

47. Best series arc?

Bad Wolf

48. Thoughts on series 11/12?

I adore Jodie Whittaker and her doctor, and although I think 3 companions is too many I do love Yaz and Graham (Ryan is hit & miss). I just think theyve been massively let down by the stories/writing... they’ve tried to hard to tick certain boxes and completely missed what Doctor Who is about for a lot of people.. an escape from the real world into these outrageous unbelievable but lovable fun alien adventures 

49. How much of Classic Who have you seen?

not a lot

50. Who should have had another series?

NINE NINE NINE NINE NINE 

MONSTERS

51. Favourite monster/villain?

the master 

52. Most creative monster?

Weeping Angels, whoever came up with monsters that look like statues and only move when you're not looking at them is genius 

53. Monster(s) that scares you most?

Autons, Cybermen, the creepy dolls from Night Terrors, the ones from Waters of Mars, Weeping Angels

54. Monster you think is too easy to defeat?

idk

55. Least favourite monster/villain?

absorbaloff

56. Monster you want to return?

The Master, I really hope that isn't the last we see of Dhawan

57. In your opinion, what makes a monster good?

being genuinely scary, 

58. Daleks, Cybermen or Weeping Angels?

Weeping Angels

59. Best Dalek story?

Daleks in Manhatten

60. Best one time villain/monster?

my brain has gone blank I cant think of an answer right now 

ADDITIONAL MATERIAL

61. Torchwood or Sarah Jane Adventures?

SJA

62. Favourite Torchwood Team member?

I haven't watched it all so I couldn't say 

63. Which Torchwood death made you saddest?

again, not watched it all 

64. Do you rewatch COE or MD?

huh

65. Favourite SJA Team member?

Sarah Jane

66. Mr Smith or K-9?

K-9

67. Maria or Rani?

Rani

68. Do you read the comics/novels or listen to Big Finish?

Nope

69. If you do, your favourite additional stories?

n/a

70. Do you like DW analysis (video essays, fan theories, etc)?

yes

DESIGN/PRODUCTION

71. Favourite piece of alien tech?

the sonic, I love how it is so multipurpose except for when it comes to wood 

72. Favourite piece of Murray Gold music?

I am the Doctor - gets me pumped every time 

73. Favourite TARDIS design?

Ten’s Tardis 

74. Has the 2005 era CGI aged well?

actually yeah, I was rewatching the ‘are you my mummy’ episodes the other day and my God when the gas masks emerged from the faces... ooooooof I was like omg how 

75. Favourite Doctor outfit?

eleven or thirteen

76. Monster with the best design?

not really a design more of a costume.. I live Dhawan master’s costume. that shade of purple, oof he so stylish 

77. Best show runner?

idk

78. Best writer?

Gatiss

79. Best opening titles?

eleven’s titles where the Tardis is flying and being zapped is cool but thirteens music hits different 

80. Will DW age well/stay popular in the future?

I hope so, I feel like its lasted this long surely it can last forever.. if the writers don't fuck it up... 

IF YOU WERE IN THE SHOW

81. Time period you’d want to go with the Doctor?

whatever time means Id get to wear the most beautiful costumes

82. Planet/place you’d want to go with the Doctor?

Galifrey, pre-desctruction

83. Doctor you’d most like to travel with?

any of them, please and thank you

84. Companion you’d most like to travel with?

donna, sceso a good laugh but also I feel like she’d look after me 

85. Monster you’d like to defeat/fight?

The Master 

86. If you could go back on your own history (like Father’s Day), where would you go?

back to when I was a toddler, I wanna see what I was like 

87. If you could ask the Doctor anything, what would you ask?

theres too many to ask 

88. Historical figure you’d like to meet?

Shakespeare

89. How do you think you’d meet the Doctor?

id probably be rescued from doing something stupid and then the doc would be like you know what the bitch clearly needs supervision she's coming with me 

90. Would you travel forwards or backwards in time first?

backwards

IF YOU MADE THE SHOW

91. Historical event would you like to see in DW?

Hamilton

92. Issue you’d like to see addressed in DW?

idk 

93. Who would you completely erase from the DW universe?

Ruth

94. One unanswered DW question you’d love to know the answer to?

where is Clara now?

95. Actor/actress you’d like to see play the Doctor?

Phoebe Waller Bridge (or Lin Manuel Miranda)

96. Actor/actress you’d like to see play a companion?

Andrew Scott (yes I did just basically recast fleabag and hot priest)

97. Is DW “too political”?

series 11 got a bit like that 

98. Which characters fate would you changed?

Danny Pink

99. What about DW could be improved?

I think ive made my options about Chibnall pretty clear... 

100. If you could write an episode of DW, any ideas for what you’d do

bring back Jenny, the Doctor / Daughter adventures they would have. I’m actually writing a fic about it if you wanna read.... here

Must Love Cats- Chapter Five

Levy hadn’t planned on being a pet sitter when she’d moved into the city. She also hadn’t planned on pet sitting for a sex god either, but here she was.

AKA the one where Levy is a pet sitter, Gajeel is her client, and Lily is the glue that binds them together.

I’M SO SORRY THIS IS LATE Y’ALL! Like I said, I’ve been up to my eyeballs in getting ready to move. I leave next Friday so I’m hoping not to have any setbacks next week given everything will be packed up and I won’t really have anything to keep me from being able to write. But life is crazy so you never know. So yes, sorry this is late! Also, thanks for the feedback on Kingdom! I am def gonna move forward with that one as well, but that won’t be happening until a couple weeks from now because once I do get home I wanna give myself about a week to settle in before I hop into writing two stories lol As always, thank you guys so much for sticking around and reading and for your support! (Also, if you haven’t seen Almost Famous I 100% recommend you do cuz it’s one of my fave movies ever.)

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Gajeel’s pen tapped loudly against he cover of his writing notebook as he stared out the window of the tour bus. The band he was currently touring with were all asleep after a night of partying after their gig the night before, leaving him alone with his thoughts and the scenery of Ireland whizzing by. Luckily for him, since he’d just joined the tour that day, he’d managed to miss out on the excessive drinking that had taken place that would have inevitably landed him in some sort of trouble. Especially with a certain blue haired woman whose number in his phone kept him more than aware of the lack of message notifications he received. Not that he’d really expected Levy to keep up conversing with him after her wrist got better, why would she? They’d talked a couple times in the three weeks that had passed since, but it always started with a question about her wrist, then would lead to something completely random-- his favorite being her tangent about how she distrusted bird people-- before she would quickly cut off conversation saying she was sorry to have bothered him. It never was a bother and he did try to let her know that, but it never really seemed to matter.

He sighed loudly and continued to tap his pen on his journal. With the time difference, she’d be arriving to his apartment for Lily’s first visit. That damn cat is such a lucky little bastard, he thought to himself. Gajeel really hoped she hadn’t found it weird that he’d specifically requested her for the visits this time around. The fact he was completely enamored by her aside, she really was the best with Lily and it did help ease his worry knowing that his best friend was in good hands. He was only on this tour for three weeks, which was short compared to some of the tours he’d been on recently, but that didn’t mean he didn’t absolutely hate leaving the little dude behind for so long. Not that Lily must mind at all. He was a cat after all, and while a loyal cat that sometimes made Gajeel question if he was actually part dog, a cat nonetheless.

His eyes flickered from the scenery outside to his phone that he had on the table next to him. The screen remained dark as he stared at it, almost willing it to light up. It stubbornly stayed black and he sighed again, turning his eyes back to the window.

“Ya got yerself a woman?” A thick Irish accent interrupted his thoughts and causing him to jump. The singer of the band asked as he walked passed Gajeel to the mini fridge at the front of the bus to grab a water.

“Excuse me?” Even to his ears his tone had sounded full of bite. The Irishman laughed before taking a swig of water.

“Down laddie,” he said smiling as he walked back towards the bunks that he’d come from. “Only a man waitin’ on a woman stares at his phone like that is all.” As quickly as he’d appeared, he’d vanished back into his bunk. Good thing Gajeel was nothing but professional or he’d tell the singer where to shove his presumptions. No, he wasn’t waiting on a woman. Of course not. Especially not one he’d met twice and talked to a total of five times. Because that would be weird. No. He was not waiting on a woman. He’d almost gotten done convincing himself of that fact when his phone went off and Levy’s name flashed across the screen.

***

It was technically Levy’s day off, and honestly, if it had been anyone else that had requested her services only, she probably would have said no because she really liked having one day a week where she was able to focus completely on herself. That being said, when her manager had texted her a couple of days ago asking if she’d be okay working on her days off to see Lily because Gajeel had specifically requested her and her alone she’d happily taken the job. (In a very calm, and cool way. Definitely not in a way that involved squealing and excited dancing.) Admittedly, they hadn’t really talked all too much since the Hotdog incident, mainly because she felt like a complete and utter creep for texting him even if he had been the one to give her his number. She’d managed to milk her busted wrist for all it was worth, but contacting him about anything else just seemed like it violated some sort of unspoken pet sitter rule. The one where you weren’t allowed to be into your client. That didn’t mean, of course, that she didn’t feel a bit like she was returning home as she unlocked the door to his apartment. Well, maybe not home, because that was weird, but definitely some place safe and welcoming. Lily hopped off his pillow on the couch as soon as he saw it was her and meowed as he headbutted her shin.

“Hey, cutie pie,” she cooed as she stroked his head. “How about we get you some breakfast, huh?” Levy went on autopilot as she headed to the kitchen to get him his food and nearly missed the handwritten note and DVD on the counter. Stopping in her tracks, she backpedaled and locked eyes with Kate Hudson and her blue lensed sunglasses.

Hey Lev,

I really can’t get over the fact you’re a movie girl but haven’t seen this. So at the risk of sounding like a prick of a client, I also request you give this a watch. I swear you’ll love it, or I’ll owe you one.

-Gajeel

She stared at the DVD, surprised by the fact he’d even remembered something so little as the fact she hadn’t seen Almost Famous. It wasn’t like they’d actually really talked about it or anything. He must really love that movie if he’d thought to leave it. Chuckling, she snapped a picture of it and attached it to a new message to the cat owner.

First you make me work on my day off, and now you make me watch a movie too? I might have to charge you extra for the time :P

It was a bit more flirty than she’d normally make it, but she was in a good mood so why the hell not. Hitting send, she put her phone on the counter and walked away to get Lily his food, vowing not to ignore him for his owner. She barely had any time at all to grab a can of wet food from the cabinet when she heard her phone buzz with his response. Fighting the urge to look at it, she opened the can and put it in a bowl before taking it to Lily’s feeding area at the other end of the kitchen before she picked up the phone.

trust me when its over ull be thankin me for makin u watch it

A short bark of laughter escaped her as she shook her head. Someone had high expectations.

And what will you owe me if I’m not impressed?

Placing the phone back on the counter, she escaped to go scoop Lily’s litter box. Honestly, it was the only way she would be able to keep herself from being too eager if he responded quickly again. She wasn’t shocked to see a new message on her screen when she was done.

whatever u want

Her heart stuttered as she reread his text. She was sure it was just a cheeky way of him just trying to prove that he was so certain she’d like the movie that he could promise her anything without too much worry about having to follow through. That didn’t stop her from wondering if her heart was going to leap out of her chest.

You?

She stared at the word she’d typed out, wishing she really had the balls to send it. Shaking her head, she deleted it quickly before typing up her actual reply.

You have a lot of faith in Ms. Hudson

u seem to have no faith in kate. trust me shrimp. watch it and report back to me.

At this point, Lily had hopped onto the counter and rubbed his head against Levy’s arm. Absentmindedly, she stroked his fur as she tapped out a confirmation that she would, in fact, watch it tonight and give him her full report.

“You’re going to have to get your owner to stop, Lil,” she whispered as she put her phone in her back pocket and turned her full attention to the Bombay. “He really is something else.”

***

Levy was tucked into the corner of the couch in her shared living room with her big fleece blanket wrapped around her shoulders. After a full day of taking care of Lily, working on her current script and doing all those other menial tasks that come with being an adult with one day off a week, she had finally been ready to watch Almost Famous. At least, she thought she had been. That was until Kate Hudson’s Penny Lane brokenly asked Patrick Fugit’s William Miller why Billy Crudup’s Russell Hammond didn’t love her as she was overdosing on quaaludes and she found her vision blurry with tears. Honestly, up until that point she hadn’t really felt anything for Penny, but that moment was when every preconceived notion of the character changed. Her vision stayed that way through the end of the movie as Led Zeppelin lead the film to blackness before the credits.

“Dammit,” she sniffled as she wiped at her eyes with the backs of her hands. Even if she didn’t love movies and seeing the care that was put into the scripts, she would have to admit she still loved that movie. She pulled her phone from the folds of her blanket and pressed on his text thread.

That was terrible, I can’t believe that’s your favorite movie.

The credits were still running as she laid her head down on the arm of the couch. She let the music wash over her as the names of the cast and crew crawled across the screen. The fact that that was his favorite movie really did speak a lot about his character. The film was so heartfelt and looked at the rock lifestyle in a genuine way that saw more than just the sex and drugs. She wondered if that’s what it was really like. Maybe she’d ask him sometime. As she kept her eyes trained on the credits, they started to blur together.

***

She awoke with a start as her phone vibrated on her leg. The TV showed the DVD menu and it was pitch black in the room. Staring at her screen, she saw that it was 2:03am, and knew she’d hate herself when her alarm went off at 6:30am for her to get up for work. More importantly, she clicked on the message that had awaken her.

liar

It took a moment for her to realize why Gajeel was accusing her of lying before she remembered what she’d originally said.

Fine, you got me. It was amazing. I was just hoping I could still get whatever I wanted :P

Pressing her fists into her eyes to wipe the sleep away, she got up and walked to her DVD player, ejecting the disk before turning both it and the TV off.

ur a tricky one lol dont think u get to steal my movie short stack

Levy pulled her blanket tighter around her as she shuffled into her room before falling down onto her bed and tapping out a reply.

And if that wasn’t what I wanted?

Awake Levy would hate Sleepy Levy in the morning, but right now she didn’t even care.

then id say i would have to see what i can do bout what it is u do want

She felt her cheeks grow hot as she stared at the screen, her eyelids drooping against the sleep that was threatening to end their conversation for them.

You

Levy’s finger hovered over the “Reply” button before she erased it again. Now would be a good time to feign sleep, she thought to herself. Almost as if reading her mind, another text came in.

its late get some sleep

Her eyes were fluttering closed as she took in the words on the screen, watching the speech bubble as Gajeel continued to type.

goodnight lev

“G’night, Gajeel,” she whispered to her phone as she drifted back to sleep.

‘Not Like Most Girls’

Request: Hi hi! Could you maybe do a 'The Duff' kinda scenario fic with reader x jealous alpha!theo? I don't know if you've seen the movie or read the book but it's my fave haha. Hope that's okay! Thank you so much! X                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             Warning:Maybe a little self doubt..Nothing bad..                                                                                                                                                                         Note:I don’t know if this is what you wanted...I watched the movie 10 times by now and tried really hard to write this..I hope that you’re going to like this so if you do let me know...Sorry if it’s long                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           It was my last year in this hell called High School and since it was only a month left for the Home Coming Dance,everyone were so excited..Well almost everyone,because I wasn’t.. Being school number one best student and beside that being shy didn’t exactly help in finding a a date for me...                             So now I was currently standing next to my locker packing books in my bag for the science class when Lydia approached me looking great as always and I couldn’t help the little sting I felt deep down knowing that I will never be perfect as she is..’Hey Y/N’.I closed the locker and smiled at her ‘Hey Lyds.Whats Up?’ ‘Well I was thinking if you maybe wanted to go with me to the mall after school and help me find the perfect dress.’I don’t know why but suddenly I felt like I should refuse her ‘Ummm I’m so sorry,but I’m not feeling really well today..I’m going straight home after school.’ I could see a little worry on her face and she put her hand on my arm ‘Honey are you okay?’ I smiled ‘Yeah, nothing that good sleep can handle.’ She smiled gently ‘Fine then but if anything bad happens call me..’ I rolled my eyes ‘Promise me Y/N,I mean it..’ I let out a sigh ‘Fine,I promise,but know that you’re started acting more like Stiles.’ She let out a laugh and hugged me ‘Good to know..’ We said our goodbyes and I headed toward my last class ...Science...                                                                         I was currently working on a task that professor gave us..When someone suddenly sat beside me,I looked at the person and almost regreted it..It was him Theo Raeken the High School bad boy and my neighbour.. We were bestfriends when we were little,we were inseparable..But then he moved away and few months ago he moved back with his family,but something was off with him and I couldn’t put a finger on it except the fact that he become a bad boy and he completely forgot about our friendship..All he does now is annoy the shit out of me..’Hey nerdy..’ I looked at him then back to my project ‘What do you want Raeken,I work alone can’t you see that?’  He looked at me for a minute not sure what to say then that famous smirk appeared on his face ‘You know you’re much prettier when you smile nerdy..’ I let out an annoyed sigh and turned to look at him ‘Seriously Theo leave me alone I’m not in the mood for your shit today so spare me please..’Knowing that it’s almost end of the class I started collecting my books but Theo stopped me putting his hand on mine ‘What’s wrong,are you okay?’  I stopped and looked at him for a moment a thought that he cared but then I remembered he don’t care about me or my problems,maybe in the past he was my bestfriend but now,now he’s just some guy from my school and that’s all ‘Pleas act don’t like you care.’ He let go of my hand and nodded his head standing up and leaving to sit next to his partner which it was girl..And I don’t know why but I felt kind of in pain..Okay seriously Y/N you need to pull yourself together this is not you... As I was about to  leave the classroom ,I suddenly heard professor Talking to Theo.. ‘I’m serious Raeken if you don’t fix your grades I’m afraid that you’re going to lose your scholarship..’  And then I left.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     The next day wasn’t better eather,I was sitting on the bleachers..Alone,because lately I had a feeling like I don’t belong anywhere I would escape from my own skin if that was possible.I was trying to do my homework ,but suddenly I was interrupted. ‘Don’t you get bored sometimes being constantly alone.’ I closed my eyes and let out a sigh ‘Oh God,not you.’ he let out a laugh and sat next me ‘What’s up neighbour?’ I looked at him annoyed ‘Seriously Raeken,don’t you have someone else to annoy.’ He shrugged with his shoulders ‘Yeah,but you’re my favorite.’ I moved my text book aside ‘Oh good to know.’ And we sat there in silence for a moment,I would lie if I say that I didn’t missed him...I did but that doesn’t matter anymore.I cleared my throat ‘Sooo,I think I’m gonna go now.’ I stood up but he stopped me ‘Hey Y/N are you sure you’re fine?’ I looked at him surpriesed ‘Why does everybody think something’s wrong,I’m perfectly fine.’ He stood up ‘Well maybe because last night I heard you parents fighting again,and you trying to stop yourself from crying so you could fall asleep..Beside you forgot that I can hear your heartbeat ..Also you changed a lot,you wasn’t the type of the girl who wanted to be alone..And you always seemed happy.’ I looked at him kind of angry or annoyed I couldn’t recognize it eather or maybe I was hurt ..’Well things change okay,people change so don’t act like you care about me when you was the first coming back here and acting like we were complete strangers to eachother so stop going around the bush and tell me what do you want from me,’cause clearly you want something?!’ He let out a sigh and closed his eyes then opening them again ‘Fine you got me..’                                ‘Oh there it is.’ He looked at me with annoyed look on his face and I couldn’t help but smile a little ‘Would you please let me talk Y/N?’ I crossed my arms over my chest ‘I’m listening.’      He took step closer to me and I took step back and he let out a sigh ‘I’m falling science and I need you to help me fix my grades..’   “Hmmm and what do I get from that?’  He wasn’t sure at first what to answer me..’That’s what I thought.’I turned to  walk away but he stopped me ‘ANYTHING,you can ask for anything.’ I turned around a small smile playing on my lips ‘Like anything?’ He let out an annoyed sigh ‘Yes,but please Y/N don’t make me regret it..’ I smiled and he also smiled back ‘Okay help me ask Josh to be my date to the Home Coming Dance and I’ll help you pass the Science.’ He looked at me surpriesed ‘Josh,why would you ask Josh?’  The look on his face was unexplained..Was he...Pfff No..’Well lets see..You’re going with Tracy Scott is going with Malia because Kira isn’t here ,Stiles and Lydia,Mason and Corey,Liam and Hayden,so...’        ‘Okay,okay I got the point I’ll help you if you help me.’   I offered him my hand so he can shake it ‘Then lets call it a deal.’ I smiled and he smiled back ‘So here are my notes learn that and voila you gonna get you grades fixed.’  He took the notes from me and smiled ‘Thanks Y/N’.... ‘Yeah you’re welcome Raeken but don’t forget your part.’                          ‘Yeah,yeah see you around.’ And with that he left I wasn’t really into Josh,guess I just wanted to try not to be alone anymore and he seemed like the perfect opportunity for me despite all those stranger feelings I have when I’m around Theo but it doesn’t matter because he’s with Tracy so it’s not even worth trying..Besides that he annoys the hell out of me so we wouldn’t last 24 hours like a couple so  from now on that subject is closed.                                                                                                                                                         Few days passed and I didn’t see Theo so often like I used to,guess that’s a good thing..I was sitting by the lunch table when someone sat in front of me I looked up from my book and saw Josh smiling at me ‘Hey Y/N.’ I fixed my glasses and smiled shyly ‘Hey Josh,what’s up?’                                                   ‘Well I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me?’ I was taken back asked for a Home Coming Dance not a actual date ‘Umm well..Yeah sure.’       ‘Great then Friday at 7?’ He smiled and I smiled  back “Sounds good.’ He stood up and kissed me on the cheek ‘Great see you then.’ I just nodded and he left...I looked across the room with his thumbs up and smile on his face I mouthed ‘Thank You!’ And he winked at me.                                                       I was in my room while my parents had another fight downstairs,,I heard a doorbell..Oh great just what I needed..I was near the door when my dad yelled ‘Open the damn door Y/N.’ I turned around angry also yelling ‘FINE..’ And with that I opened the door and went outside walking past Theo and sitting down on my front steps he sat next to me ‘Do you want to talk about it.’ I looked at him ‘Umm I rather not.’ He nodded ‘Okay but do you want to go somewhere.’ I smiled and he smiled back ‘Yeah that would be great and I know a perfect place.’He stood up and offered me his hand and I gladly took it ‘Lets go.’               10 minutes after* ‘Here we are.’ He looked at me ‘Are you going to kill me here Y/N’ I looked at him and smiled ‘HAHA very funny Theo,did you forgot that I’m only human here.’ He smiled back ‘Okay,fair enough.’  We came closer to the viewpoint and we sat on the huge rock ‘This is the place I came often when I want to think.’ He looked at me kind of lovingly ‘It’s beautiful..’ l  smiled and looked at my hands then in front of me ‘Guess being alone can be useful sometimes huh.’ I could see from the corner of my eye that his attention was full on me ‘Are they getting divorced?’ I looked at him ‘God I hope so or else I will end up mad beside them.’ Then suddenly I felt his lips on mine,surpriesed I didn’t know what to do so I kissed him back..’ We pulled away and he coughed nervously and I looked at him confused ‘Umm Theo what was that?” He looked at me ‘Umm..Well that was a practice.. ‘ I looked at him with my eyebrow raised ‘A practice..really?’  ‘Yeah in case if you didn’t kiss anyone in a long time..’I couldn’t help but smile and he was smiling back ‘Seriously Raeken was I that bad?’ He put his arm around my shoulders and I leaned my head on his shoulder ‘It’s good having you in my life Y/N sorry for acting like asshole around you..I missed my bestfriend.’ I tapped him on his knee it’s good having you back too..’                                                                                                        It’s  Friday finally  and I’m getting ready for my date with Josh.Since we decided to meet in the coffeeshop there wasn’t a problem going alone.On my way out I saw Theo sitting on his porch studying ‘Hey look who’s decided to study.’He came closer to me  ‘I was waiting for someone special to walk by so I can show them this babe..’He showed me his Science test and he got A and I couldn’t help but smile ‘You made it,congratulations.’I hugged him and he hugged me back and I felt those strange feelings again so I quickly pulled back ‘Yeah thanks to you Y/N’ I waved with my hand “Nah that was just simple textbook with notes you did it on your own.’ And then everything went silent for a bit ‘Soo I’m gonna leave ,l don’t want to be late.’ I turned to walk away ‘Hey Y/N.’I turned back around ‘Yes Theo .’ And he smiled ‘Nothing just that you look amazing.’I smiled back ‘Thanks.’                                                                       I was waiting for Josh to show up when I got a text..I looked at my phone and it was from Josh saying ‘Sorry Y/N I know it’s not cool to do this to you  but Tracy paid $ 100 just to  ask you out and that doesn’t mean I have to actually show up and also don’t get me wrong but I don’t like you.’  Feeling hurt and angry I left the money on the table and left the coffeeshop,and I don’t know why but while I was walking towards my car I felt the need to call Theo so I took my phone from my purse and dialed his number ‘Heeey It’s Theo..’  ‘Theo I need to-’  ‘I’m kiding leave the message after the tone.’ I let out a sigh to stop myself from crying but my voice gave me out ‘Theo I really need someone to talk to,Josh just stood me up and I feel pretty bad so please call me when you hear this.’I sat in my car and drove myself to the only place I was feeling safe,but unfortunately it was taken by Theo and Tracy and they were kissing..Feeling pain becoming part of me I turned around and left.             After an hour or so I heard a doorbell ring and I knew who it was so I went downstairs and opened the door and there he stood ‘Hey Y/N I got your message,are  you okay?’ I looked at him with hurt ‘Yeah I’m fine.’ He looked back at me with stern eyes ‘No you’re not,come on Y/N talk to me.’ Anger started to build in my whole body ‘And what do you want me to say to you huh,that I was stood up by some stupid boy and when I wanted to go and clear my mind on the only place I can think..I saw that it was taken by you and Tracy eating eachother faces..’ I looked aside trying to control my voice and tears from falling  ‘You can’t seriously be mad at me right now.’ I looked back at him tears already forming in my eyes ‘You know what people like don’t hung out with people like me so go home Theo.’His face softened and he took step closer but I took step back ‘Come on Y/N..’ But I stopped him ‘Go home’and with that I closed the door and went up to my room.The next day wasn’t easy I was talking with Lydia at the lunch table when I saw Theo and Tracy kissing again and it hurted  like hell..Now I know what those feelings meant..I was in love with my bestfriend but he wasn’t in love with me they pulled away and he instantly locked his eyes with me and I looked away trying to stop the tears from falling.Lydia looked at me when I stood up ‘Where are you going Y/N.’ I looked at her and smiled while everything inside of me was screaming ‘I’m going home.’And before she had a chance to ask me something else I left.                                                                                                                                               It’s finally the night of the Home Coming Dance and here I am lying down in my bed with a large box of pizza in my lap when suddenly I heard my doorbell..Ugh  seriously.I went down and opened the door Lydia and Malia were standing there fully dressed for tonight ‘What are you two doing here?’ They looked at eachother then back at me ‘We came to help you get ready.’I looked at them and let out a sarcastic laugh ‘Did you two forget that I’m not going plus I don’t have a date..’They rushed me toward my room ‘Yes you’re going and you also have a date.’I looked at them with my eyebrow raised ‘Who?’ They smiled ‘Us.No more words you need to get ready.’                                                                                                                                                       After half an hour we were walking through the school and everyone was looking at as ..We finally reached to the gym where the dance was and I instantly saw Theo looking at me with his mouth half open.’You girls go ahead l’ll be there in a minute.’ I aprroached him ‘Hey!’ He smile ‘Hey Y/N,you look amazing.’ I smiled ‘Thanks..Look Theo l’m sorry l shouldn’t say those things to you guess l was just angry and than l saw you on my spot with the person l don’t actually like and l blew it,and I guess being in love with my bestrfiend wasn’t make the things look any easier..’He was now looking at me surpriesed ‘You’re in love with me.’ I smiled awkwardly ‘Yup!’ He let out a sigh  not sure what to say “I’m kind of back with Tracy now.’ I couldn’t lie I was feeling disappointed but also somehow I was okay with that fact ‘Oh okay if that what’s makes you happy.’ He just nodded and smiled ‘Well then see you around Raeken..’HE smiled “See you around nerdy.’ I walked away from him kind of relieved ..It was time for the principal to announce Prom King and Queen ..And the Queens crown goes to Tracy so of course Theo was a King but he couldn’t make himself go up and take the crown he looked at me and and I smiled ‘Go take your crown,you deserved it.’ He shook his head and started walking toward me ‘No I’m going to get the girl and with that he kissed me and I instantly kissed back..We pulled away and he put his forehead on mine and we both smiled ‘What was that for Theo?’ ‘Well guess I’m in love with my bestfriend too..’ At the end it’s not about to gain the popularity or to find the right guy..It’s about understanding that no matter what nickname you get,only you can define yourself  and who you are..Take it from the Nerdy.