really interesting reading these two books back to back.. left: book about a charismatic carnivore that we were able to see and track (almost) everyday of his life. one individual touching the hearts of thousands of people even when he's been dead for years. right: book about a slimy awful fish that doesnt even taste good??? thats so fucking secretive and shy that it drove people bonkers trying to figure it out literally for hundreds of years?? people literally spent decades roaming the ocean to pinpoint where they would breed... we still don't know????? we still havent seen them mate?? and the eels are in danger of going extinct??? one lived (maybe. unconfirmed) for a 150 years in a well???? what the fuck

Helmut Zemo x Reader NSFW

Warnings: NSFW, Smut, AFAB reader, Praise Kink, Unprotected Sex, Baron Zemo wears the coat during sex.

There is no need for me to write this, it's just self indulgent cause I'm sick.

I will work on requests when I'm better :) I also didn't check this for errors.

You were left alone with him.

In most cases you would of argued with Sam and Bucky, saying he didn't need a babysitter. But everyone knew he had a tendency to simply vanish, when everyone expected it the least.

So now here you were, lying flat on the sofa, staring up at the ceiling as you listened to the slow drips of rain rolling off the window pane.

Zemo was somewhere near the counterside, brewing tea, insisting that you'd enjoy it.

"Here" A low voice called, as a shadow fell over you, as you glanced to the side you watched as Zemo set down a china cup in front of you, an encouraging smile on his face as he gestures to the cup he just placed down.

You sighed sightly, before sitting upright, swinging your legs off the sofa, so you could get easier access to the drink. You gave him a look first, before picking it up. He was watching your reaction as you finally took a sip, and sat down next to you in satisfaction when you admitted it wasn't half bad.

He leant towards you slightly picking up his own cup, and you caught the strong smell of his cologne, your breath caught in your throat, for a split second you wondered what it would be like to wake up to that smell next to you, then you cleared it awkwardly.

It wasn't the first time you'd thought about Baron Helmut Zemo like that, and as much as you hated to admit it, you thought about him just a little too much.

You watched as he placed his drink back down, his gloved hand retracting after to rest on his knee. You had wondered why he always wore the gloves, but more so about how they'd feel against your skin.

God, you really needed to stop thinking about him.

When you stop thinking about him again you realise you've been staring, and Zemo is staring at you, the same smile on his face that you've seen before, one that screams amusement. His brown eyes watching you thoughtfully for a moment.

"Something wrong?" He asked, his voice teasing. You look away for a brief moment, biting the bottom of your lip for a split second, thinking of any other excuse than the fact you were thinking about him just now.

And then the same gloved hand is on your chin, turning you head to look at him again, as he tilts his head to the side slightly.

"You were staring" He stated, the amused look still on his face, and his eyes moved to look down at your lips for a split second that you would of missed if your weren't watching him so much.

His gaze still remains on you, and it goes straight to your core, you try to ignore it, and slowly you try to press your thighs together, as you keep your breathing steady.

But he knows, and you know he knows, a smug look on his face as he chuckles slightly, the deep, rumbling sound of it making you curse him out in your head more.

His fingers run down your jaw to your neck, resting there for a moment, the feeling of his gloved hand against your skin almost makes you lean into his touch more, yet you stop yourself.

You swallow slightly, and you can feel his fingers move slightly under the tight leather of the glove

He knows what he's doing, the way he moves his hand shows that he's not going to stop unless you ask him too.

"Perhaps we should take this somewhere else?" Zemo finally spoke, his hand leaving your neck for a second as he gestured towards the door.

You waited for a brief second and he spoke again.

"If you do not want to, you don't have to Dragă, even if you change your mind in my room you can leave at any moment" His voice was low, and he watched you for a moment. You thought about what he said, knowing you weren't going to change your mind.

"I do" You say, before adding.

"I do want to" You nod, and he stands, offering the same gloved hand to you, which you took, standing up too.

His room isn't as big as you thought, a double bed in the middle, a small table close by, along with a chair, a dresser, and several plants.

There isn't much light, most of it coming from the lamp on the side of his bed, and he doesn't make a move to turn on the main light. Instead he brings you over to the bed.

He doesn't make you sit, not yet, instead he moves closer to you, pressing his chin into your hairline, as he draws you close to him, your head resting in his neck, and you breathe in gently, the same scent of his cologne taking over your senses, it's sharp, almost musky, like the smell of old books, with an almost cinnamon aftertone.

He shifts slightly again, hand moving to tilt your chin upwards, he moves to press a kiss against your neck, trailing his mouth from the base of your ear to the middle of your neck, and you feel his tongue move across the skin, it almost feels like it burns, and you press further against him as you feel his teeth come down on the skin, causing a sharp breath on your behalf.

He's slowly manoeuvring you so that you're backed up against the bed, knees bending so you sit, and he comes down with you, one hand on one side of you as the other grips the side of your waist, he pulls back for a moment, hands moving from you completely as he pulls off one of his gloves, leaving one on still.

He moves so that he's now on the bed with you, he looks to your for permission before sliding your skirt towards your stomach.

For once you're glad you wore the thing, after having complained about Zemo's choice in wardrobe for you. He'd insisted it would make you fit in more in Madripoor.

The same hand traced the length of your thigh, causing you to shudder, gently grazing the tips of his fingers against your skin. You jolted forward, desperate to press your lips against his, and he allowed it.

You could barely breathe as he kissed you, he made it seem like a competition, the need to show you who was in control rising in his chest. You try and move forward, but his gloved hand presses on your shoulder and pushes you back into the pillow. He moves back from the kiss, and the lack of contact with him is almost painful.

"Can I touch you?" He asks, and you nod shakily, as his hand moves in between your legs. He's quick to slide down your underwear, and soon you can feel his ungloved finger press against your clit, circling around it, as he watches your reaction, you let out a shuddered breath, and your eyelids shut for a brief second at the feeling. His fingers move past your clit and closer to your cunt, his fingers moving the slick that's building up there and bringing it back towards your clit.

He changes from circling your clit to experimenting by sliding a finger into your cunt, he's still watching, your responses and noises to him touching you getting him harder as he presses on. His actions become faster, switching between circling your clit, to pressing inside of you, adding another finger each time.

His name leaves your mouth in a gasp as you hand moves to clutch around his arm. He's talking to you, and when you listen to what he's saying it's praise that leaves his lips, telling you how well you're doing.

You don't realise you're begging until he moves forward suddenly, pressing harsh kisses into your neck, biting, sucking, leaving as many marks as possible on your skin, and he continues his actions below, heat curling up into the pit of your stomach. You almost arch your back, pressing your heat down against Zemo's fingers, trying to get as much contact as you can, whimpers leaving you mouth as he continues to praise you, telling you to hold on for a moment more.

And when he brings his other hand down, so he continue to rub your clit whilst thrusting his fingers into you, you feel the build up get worse, legs moving closer together as your orgasm rocks your body.

He holds you for a second, letting the tremble of your body stop, and your breathing return to normal, until he's leaning upwards, kissing you again as his fingers move to quickly unbutton your blouse. He pulls you up slightly so he can easily tug it off, and he moves to your bra next, unclipping it at the back and throwing it onto the floor

His hands move upwards to cup your beasts, fingers moving nimbly across your nipple until he harshly tugs on one of them, squeezing it between his fingers, releasing a cry from your mouth.

You want him closer, and your hand moves so upwards curling into his hair, bringing him down onto your mouth, and you kiss him harshly, open mouthed kisses pressed against his lips.

When he pulls away his cheeks are flushed, and his breathing mirrors yours in the way his chest is rising and falling faster than normal.

Your hands move now to his trousers, looking up at him as he nods, his own hands helping you along as you pull off his belt. Unzipping his trousers, you let him get out of them fully, his cock moving freely now that his trousers are gone, you move forward to wrap a hand around it, but his own stops you.

"As much as I'd like that, I doubt I'd last, and I wish to finish inside you" He says, watching your reaction. You nod at him, as he pushes you back down so your head hits the pillows once more.

You expect him to take off the shirt, or at the very least his coat, but he doesn't make a move too as he presses your legs apart with his hands. You move your leg to the side as he gets closer, wrapping it around his waist, and his cock presses at your entrance, moving painfully slow past your folds, and then he moves his hips forewards until he's completely inside you, and you hear him say your in a shaky panted breath.

He waits for a moment until he starts moving, and you can feel every stroke of his cock as he fucks into you, his hands rest on your thighs, one keeping the leg that's wrapped around his waist neatly in place as he continues to pound into you, every move he makes causes another sound to leave your mouth, and your hand moves upwards to grip onto his coat, eyes rolling backwards as your head falls, the feeling of his cock hitting the back of your cunt making your toes curl in bliss.

You're almost begging for him to move faster, moans and whimpers leaving your mouth, and your words get you what you want, and Zemo thrusts his hips in further, snapping them backwards so that he's almost all the way out before thrusting back in, and it feels heavenly. You can hear him again praising you, telling you how good you feel, that you're doing oh so well for him, and it makes you moan out his name.

You feel the same build up as earlier, the feeling of Zemo inside you as he continues to fuck you into the mattress almost becoming too much. The bed's moving now, the headboard thudding against the wall, Zemo doesn't seem like he cares, it's almost as if he's trying to make it louder as he thrusts get harder and faster and you're in too much pleasure to care.

You look back to Zemo, who's head is almost directly above you. His forehead glistened with sweat at the exertion of energy he's using, the hair that's usually in a perfect neat condition hanging in front of his face in strands, you reach up to brush them out of his face, and he shifts his position inside you, leaning down towards you further, and you cup his face as he presses his forehead against yours, there's something about how close you are that makes it better, your hands now cupping his face as you lean up to kiss him, and he continues to pound into you as he kisses you, all his coordination going into fucking you, so the kisses are open mouthed and wet. His name leaves your mouth once more as he continues to kiss you, and you whimper and cry into his mouth as you feel your orgasm rising again.

He knows you're almost there, and he moves a hand to circle your clit once more, the overstimulation of him fucking you and touching your clit at the same time proving too much as your back arches and you feel your orgasm tremble over you, your legs shaking as he continues to fuck you through your orgasm. Your arms slide around the back of his neck as you tremble against his lips.

Zemo still doesn't stop fucking you, if anything your orgasm spurs him on, a shaky breath leaving his mouth as you feel his hips falter for a brief second, he's close to his own orgasm, and you can feel another rising in you as he harshly thrusts into you again, he's tiring out but still determined to finish inside of you.

Once more an orgasm rocks through your body, and you cry out his name as he suddenly falters, his grip on your thigh tight enough to leave a bruise as he spills into you, his eyes are shut and his brow is furrowed as shaky breaths leave his mouth. He holds still for a moment, his face still close to yours, and you lean up to press another kiss into his mouth before slumping back down.

He slowly pulls out of you, before falling down onto the bed next to you. You move closer, nestling into his side as his arm wraps around you.

"Can I stay here?" You ask, waiting for his response.

"What about your friends?" He asks, tilting his head down to look at you. You think for a moment, wondering what Sam and Bucky would think about all of this, they wouldn't like it, that's for certain.

"I'd like for you to stay, if you want" Zemo says after you don't respond.

"I'll stay" You nodded into his chest as you close your eyes.

Imagine “Partying isn’t so bad after all”

Disclaimer: This is a you x Kihyun (Monsta X) Oneshot FF. If there is any wish of more Oneshots and stuff, just write a comment or pm me, I’ll try make one with any member of any band and in any situation possible. #sorryforbadgrammarandstuffenglishisntmyfirstlanguage

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It was a beautiful day in the City you’re just in on vacation, just you and your best friend for 5 days, try having a wonderful vacation and also visiting your favourites K-Pop Groups Concert. Monsta X. Similar to some other fans you two already met on the first day in a small Bubble Tea store nearby the Trainstation they also are looking foreward to see their favourite Idols, and all in all you’re so hyped but still foreigners here since you didn’t get the chance to see them in your hometown, no, it so happend that when you first planned this trip you luckily right after noticed that in the exact same time period as you are here this talented group will give a concert here. All hyped up about tomorrow you were discussing with your friend what to wear and how to do your make-up and hair to impress. Although you were never one of those “koreaboos” who wants to marry or something with her Bias but still you didn’t want to look like trash either. All bubbly and hyped about what will happend tomorrow the sun set down and it got darker outside, so you were slowly also calming down. But as you started to get ready to go out for dinner with your best friend, they crushed your plans since they were too excited to get some food, also they didn’t feel like going outside and were pretty tired. Slightly angry but also understanding you accepted it, but you still were hungry beside of that the hotel didn’t have a restaurant so it meant you’d have to get out to get some food. But your friend totally shut you down, since they were too tired and lazy as it seemed you’d have to go on your own. Slightly scared you decided that it won’t hurt nobody to get out and find something to eat, at least nearby the Hotel. So you left and told her you’ll give her a call or a note that you’ll be back safe when you return that she doesn’t have to worry. So with that out of the way you left the Hotel. Outside it was really crowded, the streets were packed with people who just enjoyed the view of the lights in the dark but also younger adults and teens like you who were looking foreward to party, getting drunk or go eat somewhere.  A little lost you wandered around, wondering were you where going you found a lovely small fastfood restaurant, since you were dressed for anything that could happen you just casually fit in everywhere. But badly enough, in this restaurant they were out of anything except french fries and a salat, so you did go for that. Kind of frustrated after you were done eating you decided to take a small walk since you could still remember how to get to the hotel by foot. As you walked down the street you saw a small but neat looking club, it seemed really expensive but also as if you’d definitly would miss something if you don’t visit. Since there was a “Ladys Night” sign which said that anyone who comes in until 10 p.m. would get free entry you didn’t think twice. You never were kind of a party person at all but something told you this would be a place to be now, so you just gave it a shot. As you entered the club already was pretty full and you gave out a slight sigh. Great, was that now really a great Idea? You thought. Slightly unsure you just tried getting through to the bar, you just came there as suddenly a guy almost spilled his drink on you. Slightly in panic you looked on your shirt if something actually was spilled, so did the guy. But as your gaze moved from your shirt to the person infront of you, you just realized who was standing infront of you. And oh my god was he handsome. Infront of you just stood Monsta X’s Vocalist, Yoo Kihyun. Not only your Bias but also someone even more handsome that any video or Photo could’ve express it. Slightly shook but also fascinated you almost stared at him, as he slightly backed out and bowed at you as he just said sorry. Not in english but in korean. Not that you did even pay attention to what he said. With a little selfcontrol you slightly gulped as you then tried getting back your senses. Breathing in and you. That was all you thought in this moment as he tried his very best to explain somehow that he wants to pay you a drink as apologize that he almost spilled his on you. Just nodding not knowing what you’ve agreed to he ordered you one, paid for it and gave it to you. Still ever so slightly staring at him you sipped on your glass as you then noticed what just happend. Suddenly your face felt so hot. Was it because of the club? Was it because of him? Did you get a fever or a cold? You weren’t sure but your cheeks sure felt like they were burning. His eyes still layed on your face he looked at you, something playful mixed with a slight caring look. As a slight smirk appeared on his lips. You’d really try not to die or faint right here and there, so you thought the best way to get back to senses is to drink something, forgetting the fact that in your drink was obviously alcohol you’d just halfway drunk it up as he raised his eyebrows watching you drink so fast. He then apologized again for what happend and backed off, as he vanished in the crowd again. You were absolutly confused. What should you do? You just wanted to check the club out, but as if you would leave now when this just happened. Curious as you were you started wandering around the club as you slowly drank up your drink until it was empty and you gave some of the waitresses the glass as you accidently bumped into another guy. This time it sadly wasn’t him nor another Member of the group. No, he was just average, one of those guys you’d probably would never go out with, but obviously he thought this was the faith in his life and tried hitting on you. With an disgusted look you tried your very best to get him off and turn him down since he tried touch your hands and get you closer, as suddenly you felt an arm around your Shoulder and the guy backing off. You had a feeling who could it be, but you didn’t want to look, as suddenly this said arm pulled you even closer as he just said. “Who’s that babe?” - with those words you regonized his voice as you turned around you were sure it was him again. Kihyun. He must’ve seen what was happening and tried to save you. Just to play along you wraped your Arm around his waist as you then leaned on his chest to shrug with your shoulders. He then pulled you to the dancefloor as you were more than just happy to follow. You still did hold onto him as he layed his hands on your waist and looking to you as he slowly began to dance. Without any Word said he’d noticed that you were more than just thankful for all he did. Slowly you layed your hands on his chest as you moved along to his movements and the beat. Just looking at each other you came closer and closer each song you two pasted by over time. Until you were just pressed together, as he slowly bows down just to lay his lips on yours moving them so soft. Withouth any further hesitation you two just got more intense with each kiss you’ve exchanged until you ended up making out. Slowly he took you with him near the exit of the club as he smirked even more, holding your hand tight as he slowly making hints what we were going to do. But you couldn’t help, you wanted it too and not only that but you’ve enjoyed it so far quite too much as if you would say “no” or “Goodbye” now. So you followed him to his Hotel which was by coincidence right next to yours, at least very near to it. The night got later and you two had fun, which was obvious since even some other guest of the hotel complained about you two to be too noisy. Since you didn’t even think straight you absolutly forgot to write or call your best friend and aswell you absolutly forgot who you’re even with. For you he now was just a very handsome stranger you just had a great night with and some fun in the sheets. But all that ended in the Morning when you woke up having his arms wraped around your waist and beeing completly naked there.  Slightly sleepy you now looked around as you realized were you where, what happend and with who you are. What should you do? Get out? Run away? Wake him up and somehow try explain? You breathed heavily as suddenly the arm moved and pulled you closer, then a soft kiss was placed on your Neck as he whispered a rusty “good morning” with his korean accent onto your skin. You slowly turned around just to be greated by the most beautiful sight you could even imagine. Your heart instantly melted. But also did your brain since all the Ideas about what to do just died since you obviously couldn’t just run away now, until you breathed heavily. You definitly needed to talk to him, how else would this work? But before you could even finish thinking, someone knocked. Heavily breathing with half a heart attack, the door swung open as the manager entered. Not really happy about what he sees he looked angry at you, then moved to Kihyun who was giving him the same look back as if he ruined something. With broken english the Manager just furiously asked you to leave, which with a slightly soft kiss from Kihyun you did. Putting on the clothes you found out of the bed, after you entered the bathroom you just left. Slightly done from last night you got yourself a coffee on the way back to your hotel almost next to his as you then thought through what would happen later, since you suddenly remember that your ticket wasn’t a normal one. No, it was one of those VIP Tickets which includes a meeting with all the members. You instantly started blushing again as you then got back to your Hotel and your friend looked at you with so much worry as she tried to explain to the woman on the reception that you got lost or something. But her worried face fast wore off as she noticed in which state you were. “Oh my god, did you sleep on the street or did you hook up with someone?” she asked with a slight smirk as she then pointed out the hickeys you had on your body which weren’t to oversee. As you looked in the mirror which was placed on a wall there you sighted. As you pulled her to the elevator and got up to your rooms, in the meanwhile you spilled all the tea. What happend last night, that you met Kihyun and what you did. Obviously you didn’t go into detail but spending the night and havin all those hickeys explained enough. The day past by and the concert got closer, you showered and almost locked normal again beside all those Hickeys across your neck and alot other parts of your body which you luckily could hide underneath your clothes. Damn, you’d never thought he was that good in the sheets. Not that you ever tried imagining it.  Frustrated on how to get now to the concert since you couldn’t find your phone your friend just said she’d go and ask some people. So you agreed, already packed for the concert we started going, as she just walked up to a group of guys. From behind you couldn’t recognize that it was them, so you just started searching around in your small backpag if there was anything that could give you a clue where you left you phone. As suddenly you felt a tip on your shoulder from your friend as she said that those guys could take us to the concert, with a huge smile on her lips. Just nodding you followed her as you felt the eyes of them on you, as you realized this was actually the whole group. Instantly blushing you saw Kihyun again, but he didn’t seem as happy as he was this morning. He looked slightly concerned which made it even more awkward for you. As suddenly Changkyun asked you if he could have a word with you before. Worried what he has to say you nodded, as he then comes to you and told you that they aren’t allowed to hook up with fans, also that Kihyun got into alot of trouble because of you and that they honestly want to know if you were a kind of “Saesang” fan or something like that. As you then started to explain to him what happend in the club and how it kind of came to all of this, he nodded understanding and smirked, as he came back to the group and started explaining. Suddenly Kihyuns expression changed too, it got alot lighter and it seems like the worries he had are gone now. Slowly he grabbed your hand and pulled you into a really tight hug as he kissed your head softly. You could feel how envy your friend was but also happy for you. Still talking to Changkyun everyone got in the Van they had, you had your seat nex to Kihyun while he always hold hands with you as you exchanged one last kiss until he got out of the Car. You two had to wait for a little moment until you could get too as you then tried your best to enjoy the concert, you then noticed while waiting for the entry that you had your phone back. Also you noticed that he gave you his Kakaotalk and also he added a few pictures to your galery, some of them where even cute couple photos you’ve took the night before when you were halfway drunk, but they still looked so cute that no one could even tell that those were while beeing drunk. With a happy smile you put it back in your pocket and enjoyed the concert with your friend, and also enjoyed the look you got from Kihyun while performing, since you knew this was the start of something great.