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decamarks · 1 year

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Hey there! First off I want to say I *adore* your art, you absolutely 1000% perfectly tap into the vibe and style of late 90's/early 00's 3D models in a way literally no one else does. I think about your art of your fake games' glitches (especially the forum post!!! it's. *perfect.*) all the time :)

And I've noticed how you're always very insightful and kind whenever you answer asks, so thank you for that!

If it's not too intrusive to ask, I was wondering how you went about finding a doctor to get your autism diagnosis? I've been pretty sure for a few years now that I'm on the spectrum, but I've never had a clue how to actually get tested/diagnosed. Especially since I'm an adult female too, and I've heard a ton about how autism is really overlooked/underdiagnosed for people like us.

But seeing that you were able to find someone who avoided all the common pitfalls and was able to actually help you made me want to reach out. I had been wanting to ask you this for a while (as you can probably tell based on what the question was haha) but I was too anxious to actually do it (still am, a bit ><). Again, feel free to ignore this part if it's too personal or you don't want to answer it for any reason!

It feels awkward to end an ask with that, so I'll bookend it with something I think you'll like: have you ever heard of trsrockin.com? It's an old fansite I used to visit religiously as a kid that talked about early Pokemon and Super Mario games and collectibles from them, as well as oddities like glitches from the aforementioned games, forgotten weird one-off SNES games, documenting fake/trick fanmade "cheats" for games, and bootleg merchandise.

It's one of if not the first public place (afaik) that MissingNo. and pals were discovered/talked about, and a little community came together to try and figure out why the glitch happened and what all the effects and variants of it were. Even you've been to trsrockin before and none of this is new info, I thought it would at least be a nice trip down memory lane :)

It's an old site that has since been taken down, and for some reason archive.org can't properly archive the full site/all its links. But luckily someone created a complete mirror of it! You can find it here: http://catfish.it.cx/trsrockin/trsrockin.com/index.html

AHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! ;__; you're too kind... i know i haven't posted too much of my 3d work recently, but trust me, i have a LOT more of those faux-retro aesthetics in store with the game i've been working on... >=) i'm always so so happy to see other people appreciate janky ol' 3d graphics, LMFAO

also!! i've definitely heard of trsrockin eheehee... i was a bit too young to use it when it was in its prime (and also more of a bulbapedia enthusiast), but i've perused some archived pages before! old internet forums & fansites are just the best thing in the world...

ANYWAY: regarding your question! Honestly, I'm not sure if I'm the best person to give advice about this, because I feel like I kind of got my diagnosis by chance... Essentially: I started seeing a new therapist; she suggested I might be on the spectrum, I said, "Yeah maybe IDK"; I got a referral to an evaluator—and then an incredibly expensive diagnosis after a few months of waiting and testing.

My case differs in that I didn't really suspect being on the spectrum myself. Which seems a bit silly, considering I now realize I am... observably autistic. In abundance. But it was genuinely hard to puzzle out, what with all my other problems (particularly, severe misophonia, which can be REALLY hard to differentiate from general sensory sensitivity.) So about specifically seeking out a diagnosis, I unfortunately can't give a good answer. But I'm willing to talk about the rest, on the off-chance it ends up helpful! (Under the cut at least.)

I don't like to be too open about my Issues™ online—but I got a whole lot of them, and they used to be a lot worse than they are now, so I was stuck in that perpetual "adolescent with treatment-resistant depression" purgatory for, like... my entire adolescence! Because no one knew what the hell was wrong with me. I'm barely in adulthood now, but I'm extremely thankful to be broken out of that. Both the 'treatment-resistant depression' diagnoses AND the adolescence. Being told with authority that I, indeed, have an untreated case of mega-autism—and not an irreparably broken brain whose electrical activities zap SSRIs straight out of existence—is definitely relieving. And now I can confidently say shit like 'mega-autism', so like, wins all around.

About getting a diagnosis in general: in my case, I kind of needed one, because it would be not be feasible for me to go to school/work/exist without accommodations of some kind. (The evaluation I had was, in part, just to get a psychological report of any kind, since I desperately needed supporting documentation to request accommodations anywhere.) Otherwise, I'm honestly not sure if I'd bother?

On one hand, an official diagnosis is an incredibly affirming thing to have—especially if you didn't even suspect it before; things start making a lot of sense afterwards, LOL—but on the other hand, it is a tedious and kind of humiliating process. And possibly expensive.

And then, like you mentioned, there's the problem of some doctors being biased or plainly godawful at their job/poorly designed systems ruining everything for everyone. It's probably for incompetency on those ends that a diagnosis managed to elude me for nineteen years straight. (Vividly recalling the time my school had a counselor give me an impromptu autism evaluation, in which she concluded that I "didn't seem to have autism, but would probably get along really well with autistic people." WHATEVER THAT MEANT.) But! It's not impossible to get someone who knows what they're doing! I'd love to say otherwise, but I really did just stumble into a decent doctor... There's a lot of luck involved, and man. I did not get good RNG at first. (← I'M SORRY FOR BEING A GAMER.)

I went into the evaluation doubting I had it, and heavily doubting that I'd be diagnosed, but like... Hold on let me reach across your desk and slide you the answers to the autism test. The trick is to not even try to be normal, I think. Intermittently talk about CRT monitors, and how you like learning ciphers, and Pokemon glitches—or whatever else you're into. But those specifically worked for me! "Don't mask", is what I'm saying. (Really though, I think if you're answering everything to the best of your ability, properly administered tests done by a doctor who doesn't suck should be able to diagnosis you. If they don't, then the problem is something systemic, and far beyond anything I could reasonably give advice about...)

ANYWAY! (x2) I'm honestly not sure if any of this is particularly helpful, but if you decide to pursue it, I wish you luck with getting your diagnosis!! It's definitely a bit of a hellish thing to do—but dammit, if it's worth it to you, then it's definitely worth doing.

YOUR REWARD FOR READING THIS WHOLE POST IS: "Kinesin_walking.gif"

YEEEEEAAAAAAHHHH

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lov3rzclub · 1 year

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hi,

so i didn’t realise that i was somehow still holding onto you but now with the song i used to remember you with, i’m letting you go. i think it scared me to think you wouldn’t be there in my future when i had soent years dreaming of you and me staying together. sure, i’m over you, but i guess i wasn’t over the dreams i had dreamt up for you and i. you know, i had envisioned everything. i just wanted to be happy with you, with our two kids. i had imagined life would move smoothly even though you weren’t showing me the same love that i was pouring you with.

i used to think it was me and you against the world. every time my friends asked me to move on, i used to tell then that “i know, there’s one more chapter left. the story isn’t over yet.” and they all stayed silent; because what would you tell a fool in love who has her rose coloured glasses on?

and honestly t, you never gave me anything that should’ve made me stay with you. you came when you wanted to, left when you wanted to. as if i was the train you would take in every few weeks when you’re bored with your mundane life. god, you hurt me so much and so badly, i wish i could say these things to you but typing these out here are enough for me.

i don’t want to see you, hear you or know you anymore. i’m washing your memories off my brain. but i’m glad i got to love somebody. i finally understood what it meant to love someone unconditionally, to wait for them without even knowing if they would ever pass you by again. to feel guilty talking to somebody because “what if he cam back and how was i going to face him? sure we weren’t together at that time, but it still feels like cheating.” honestly, play charlie puth’s attention because that’s how i used to feel. but i realised time really heals everything.

i’m happy for the happy times, sad for the sad times. sad for the 19 year old me who would stay up and listen to the local train’s songs and cry herself to sleep because she missed him and he was nowhere to be found. maybe i should’ve realised that it wouldn’t last back then, but i still believed you would come back, you know?

but i’m really proud of me from then because wow, i never would’ve realised that i too, could love if it hadn’t been for you, or more like your absence. and honestly i think, with me, absence really makes my heart grow fonder. well, the more you learn about yourself!

and i can say this with my whole heart right now, i’m glad you didn’t come back, t arora. i’m so glad. i would’ve gone back to you had you come back. just the way i did all those times. you’re not good for me, i know now. but i’m glad i met you though. i’m glad i thought you were my school senior because one of my school senior was following you and i’m glad you texted me on 27th january 2020 and i’m glad i responded. and after everything, even though i was the one who had loved you, i’m glad i did.

so i’m finally closing the chapter on you after three whole years and i’m taking back the gun i had given you in my poem. the gun is mine now, t.

this feels so new to me but i’m so excited for the new adventures i’m about to take and honestly, i hope you get your karma. but also, i hope you take care of yourself and live.

let’s never cross our paths again. and i’m hoping you never come across this but if by any goddamn chance you do, yes, it’s me a who had blue and red hair. although i don’t think we ever talked in my red hair era, did we? i don’t remember actually. but anyway, please never text me. although i wouldn’t respond and honestly i think even the universe doesn’t want me to respond there’s this weird glitch whenever i open your text box on instagram, it just stays on the page when you’ve restricted someone and yk, can’t text? and only have those three options of unrestrict them, or delete the chat or accept it? yeah, idk why even if i accept it, it just turns back to the same. well, i took that as a sign and deleted your follow request when you sent it back in jan 2023. but yes, don’t text me about this if you come across this.

i’m so over it now. i just want to find someone who will love me unconditionally and who i will love unconditionally and i’m not letting your thoughts come in between me and him.

this might seem silly but, i’m letting you go while listening to the song i used to cry to the most thinking of you, the local train’s choo lo. oh and, yes the poetry page i had? i made it for you. ofcourse it’s gone now, but it did make me happy. so thanks for the memories - the good & the bad. and get your karma for what you did to me and live. you deserve to live with the guilt. & also get therapy, you really, really need it.

lastly, when you find the girl you’re going to fall in love with, i hope you treat her carefully and delicately. i hope you love her and i hope you make her happy. don’t treat her the way you treated me.

and with this, i’m slowly leaving in

one….

two….

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egg-emperor · 4 years

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Is it true there was a sonic game where he fell in love with a human woman? I think I’ve seen clips of it. And they made Eggman realistic looking and he looked weird.

Yeah, it’s from what I and many others consider to be one of the worst Sonic games. I was just replaying it yesterday just to fuck around with the Egg Wyvern boss and the Shadow’s Radical Train level because I find amusement in those and Eggman is involved. I want to use this as an excuse to dive in and discuss it now.

Also to preface this, I’m not against anyone that does like this game. I’m glad they can find genuine unironic enjoyment out of it. I have a right to have an opinion on this game because I’ve played and have owned it for years. I know it like the back of my hand as I do with all the main Sonic games.

The game is called simply called ‘Sonic the Hedgehog’ because it was supposed to be a reboot (a failed one) but we call it Sonic 06. I wouldn’t say that I feel a burning hatred towards it anymore like I did back in the day- Unless I’m playing it because it’s one of the worst experiences I’ve had and the clunky gameplay makes me angry lol. But nowadays I play it for some kinda fucked up amusement or something, a couple of levels are a little fun and I like Silver? Idk.

But the game is fucked up in gameplay with the controls, glitches and lag. The story is basically a mess. It’s almost like they realized that since the characters erased the events at the end so they have no memory of it. The character models look uncanny and the attempt at realistic humans failed. Look at how scary the in game models are especially:

Human characters are actually my favorites most of the time in Sonic media but in this game all of them are demons and this is tragic. The only thing I kind of like is the in game interactions with some of the people in the hub worlds, to an extent.

The last woman on the right was Sonic’s love interest in the game. I’m generally not against human x anthro ships and that’s not the reason why I didn’t like it. This always irked me because of the weird creepy human models compared to the huge headed anthros. And spoiler alert, she kissed Sonic’s lifeless body. Why would you kiss a dead hedgehog? I don’t need any other reason to dislike it even though there are lots more.

MOST IMPORTANTLY: I really think they did my boy dirty because of the awkward design choices and the way they hardly made him look and act like himself. Like how did they go from this big, gorgeous, round, tall man that was full of life and energy with a nose that was bright red for some reason (it was the booze, all that alien invasion, black comet shit and dying three times in alternate cutscenes was rough):

To this in 06? :

He’s all over the place in proportion, his arms are still thin and his legs don’t look right, nor do the short cut boots. His teeth look a bit uneven, unlike the actual modern’s perfect set. His chin isn’t visible in this render but in the game, it’s got this flat turned up look?

Imo this is one of the first examples of a drastically skinnier Eggman predating Boom and the movie other than like, that bad Sonic bible inspired stuff. I’ve seen some say it’s to look more realistic or something. But how is not being as fat adding to any realism? That doesn't make sense and I am very certain that this is not what a more realistic version would look like as a whole.

And the outfit... For some reason, his tits are out. He also has golden nipple buttons instead of the usual square ones. The outline of stitching on his bodysuit makes it look like there's some kind of flap he opens to piss.

Also, this was the first game where they showed Eggman eye color:

Show them on the actual modern Eggman already instead of on this imposter! And look, his glasses aren’t even pince-nez because apparently those aren’t a thing now.

OH and he doesn’t have a colored nose either. It’s not red, it’s not pink/peach- anything. There’s no blood flow, he’s dead, dead inside. SPOILER: he does actually die in the Egg Carrier crash in the game but it technically never happened because Sonic went back in time and stopped it. But in 2005 and 6 they really wanted to keep having Eggman non-canonically die for some reason. It was his fourth death in a cutscene in two years. That’s rough.

Anyway- it’s a good thing that the events of the game were erased so technically he didn’t ever actually look like this in canon!

To end on a much more positive note, the next main game after this was Sonic Unleashed- one of the games where they had Eggman looking so handsome in the most gorgeous CG cutscenes! And there were realistic detail to his model that actually look perfect on him and that's more like it! THERE'S the man that I miss dearly whenever I see 06 💜💜💜💜💜

#asks #anti sonic 06 #anti sonelise #this isn't supposed to be a hate post but tagging just in case people don't want to see this kind of discussion about a game they like #I get that #my post #txt #opinion #rant #dr. eggman #eggman #dr robotnik #dr eggman #sonic 06

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aharris00britney · 6 years

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ASKS 10

‘less weird hairs,’ pics of me, real life questions, seasons thoughts, kpop stuff, ‘are you a boy’ erhdfnv, tutorial questions, edits, ‘safe’ cc, and umm yeah never go camping in the actual woods ok

Anonymous said: Can you do Less weird hair? I Like how good Mesh You make but all styles look Really Weird I never Would use them. I just want Usual hair? Thanks you

Firstly, thank you for the meshing compliment, but tbh I think I make pretty simple hair styles? Like I don’t do many crazy things especially recently? Idk, I hope you like some of my hairs and can find something that fits in your liking :/

Anonymous said: Hi I really love you content and I was wondering if you’d ever do a “goddess locs” hairstyle?

Ok I am gonna be super straight forward about this, making hairstyles like this is really challenging for me. I have tried a ton of times and I just can’t get the meshes to work out the way I like. UV mapping is a pain in the ass, making the hairline match well, and making sure none of the mesh strands are broken is next to impossible for me. Most creators that make hairstyles like this do them from scratch or spend a long time working on them for them to look right. I’m not saying ‘no’ because I am going to try to play around with some seasons meshes (I have hair ideas) but no promises :(

Anonymous said: BLACKPINK COMEBACK

i know omg jennie snapped, I wasn’t planning on buying the physical album but I ended up caving in and getting the pink versions ;-; I hope I get Jennie or Lisa photocards

Anonymous said: i know your theme is by gukthemes, but what is it called?

PAPILLON by GUKTHEMES

Anonymous said: Are you ever gonna do a face reveal?

I have posted a pic of myself before in one of these ask posts, here are three more from the past few months :P

Anonymous said: Fav kpop group(s)???

1). LOONA (bias Kim Lip) 2). BLACKPINK (bias Jennie) 3). RED VELVET (bias Joy) 4). CLC (bias Yeeun) 5). DREAMCATCHER (idk their names but the rapper)

Anonymous said: You play pokemon go still?

Yes! I collected cards/figures growing up and watched the show before school every morning. I’m not a ‘game’ fan but the mobile app is fun. Actually I played the Wii U Pokemon tournament game but it was boring so :/

Anonymous said: are you going to buy seasons? do you think it is worth it?

I got it from CDkeys for $25 lmao, so yes :P I can’t run the live mode so I kind of am just getting it for the new CAS assets :/ but I think the pack looks really good. Everyone always says ‘it looks like the best EP so far’ every time something new comes out so I’m not gonna say that but we will see :D

Anonymous said: whats ur skin blend called?

Fruitpunch! You can get it here

Anonymous said: when are you going to be done camping?

I am back home now lmao I assume you sent this when I posted about not having service there :P but I was camping for 3 days? I know it was 2 nights at least refdbv also omg some camping stories:

► I didn’t have my voice for the entire trip bc I got sick with laryngitis, and now koby (the guy i shared a tent with) has it too erfdbvc

► It was blazing hot like omg I was dying, there werent showers, bathrooms, anything with AC. The tents were boiling hot, the ground fucking hurt, and it was just hell ok this isnt even a story I just need to complain.

► There was a racoon family outside the tents the first night, and we thought it was a bear bc we were literally in the middle of the woods, like it wasn’t a campsite with other people, it was the forest ;-; anyways we were legit so freaked out and up for 2 hours just listening to them walk around the tents and god it was so scary rfbdv

► As I said, I had no service so I missed the larvitar community day in pokemon go -_-

► I suck at cornhole so I was the cheer leader for a team UwU

► A deer jumped out right in front of the fucking car like RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT omg we were so close to hitting it like... it was fucking scary

► We went walking on a trail that was down a mountain and once we got down we discovered that the chairlift up was CLOSED so we had to walk back up and it was a nightmare bc we had all just drove like 30 minutes to shower in crappy no pressure no heat showers and we were all sweaty again by the time we got back to the top ;-;

dont go camping

Anonymous said: Your last edit creeps me out.

LMAO why? It isnt meant to be sexual or scary?

@achinghearts88 said: I really love Sims 4 cc but I constantly struggle with finding safe sites and have accidentally downloaded a virus trying to get cc before so I'm kinda frightened now. What advice do you have for getting safe cc? Thanks!

Hello! I use an adfly skipper + adblock, and if both of those don’t work then I just don’t download the cc. For some creators (nolan-sims, simduction, isjao, ivo-sims, and others) I will turn them off because I know these creators aren’t ones that use the sketchy adfly stuff, but for others that I don’t know well I leave it on. I use: U Block origin and adfly skipper (both on firefox)

Anonymous said: I couldn't find a "contact me" thing but your AHarris00Britney has a broken mesh I think.

??? idk what this means im sorry ;-; what hair are you referring to?

Anonymous said: an amazing creator and a loona fan???? i stan

My mind... your mind... our mind..

@chocooosims said: hey, I love your cc, you are such a good creator! :) I'm not sure if someone already ask you that, but have you ever considered making a tutorial where you show us how you create maxis match hair? I mean, I know that I can already find on Internet tutorials about frankenmeshing hair. But the thing is that you are one of the only creator who do more than simply merge 2 EA's hair together. So, I would really love to see a tutorial of how you are creating your cc! :) Thx for your time!!

I am making a BIG tutorial right now of me making a hair from start-finish and it is around 3 hours not speed up. My guardian angel is going to edit it for me tonight and then I will try to have it posted next week sometime

Anonymous said: what university are you going to?

Radford :D it is in Virginia

Anonymous said: Just wanted to let you know you're a king

thank you lmao I wish it were true, stan loona or be beheaded

Anonymous said: r u a guy or girl or non binary etc. also are you lgbtq+ at all? not to judge, just wondering :)

uuh, I’m a gay guy lmao idk about all the other terms like cis/bianary ;-; i like the anatomy exclusive to the male body

edit: rip so someone messaged me asking what I meant by “anatomy exclusive to the male body” and I was like ?? bc I meant i like d**k, and i explained that i didn't like using cuss words on my blog bc my account got shut down/deleted/reported last year and was completely gone for two days while I emailed my butt off to get it back. Also, I was trying to be funny by sounding proper and using big terms like anatomy/exclusive instead of just saying “i like penis” bc that just isnt as fun to say imo. My anatomy teacher never used words like v*gina/p*nis and would say stuff like that, and I always found it funny and I guess that was another reason I worded it that way. Anyways if you think I was being transphobic, I apologize. I hope you don’t think that I am transphobic bc of that? If you want to message me and talk to me about how I can word stuff better then I am around 24/7 mostly, but I’m not going to fight with anyone who is just looking to argue because that is childish. I am sorry to those that got offended but I got one message about this so if something like this happens, message me like this person and ask what I meant so that it isn’t blown out of proportion. Again, I did not think that it would be taken that way and I am sorry if you felt that I was making fun of a trans person. <3

Anonymous said: What do you see in the corner of your room when you get sleep paralysis (;

James Charles with breasts on the beach and im not sharing this photo anymore it is demonic OK

Anonymous said: hi! i installed your non-default eye recolors but i'm having a glitch with them. my female sims lose their face in cas and it's just like an empty spot where the face should be. i have the default eyes installed too so i know it's not an issue with a missing mesh but i'm not sure how to fix it.

Hello!! I don’t think this is my eyes because I’m not experiencing this glitch? Did you run a S4S batch fix over everything? I think that causes this glitch sometimes but I am unsure. Try repairing your game and if you have the “no EA eyelash” mod then redownload that and replace the old file.

@sephirajo said: I found your sims 4 mods and I love the hairs! They're so amazing and pretty.

thank you so much!

Anonymous said: In your collab with wildpixel, I F**KING love the Ivy hair; do you have any recolours of it or any of the other hairs in the collab?

all the hairs in that pack are recolored in the anathema and sacharinne palette :) and I reblog all recolors of my cc over on @aharris00britneyrecolors

#asks

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cheesecakesteve · 2 years

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I posted 442 times in 2021

30 posts created (7%)

412 posts reblogged (93%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 13.7 posts.

I added 46 tags in 2021

#special interest - 7 posts

#asd - 6 posts

#adhd - 5 posts

#autistic - 5 posts

#errorink - 4 posts

#error - 4 posts

#ink x error - 4 posts

#error x ink - 4 posts

#autism - 4 posts

#error sans - 3 posts

Longest Tag: 57 characters

#feel free to reblog and add your relatable autistic shit.

My Top Posts in 2021

Things I didn't know were related to my autism until I was diegnosed:

1. I don't know how to act greatful when I'm given a gift, it's not that I'm not greatful it's that idk how to act greatful without being weird. So in general I either under react and people get disappointed or I over react and seem disingenuous.

2. I am way too loud and I never notice it. (Especially when I'm excited)

I thought my hearing was bad but in reality I just can't notice when I'm being too loud.

3. Floppy arms! When I get excited my arms flap all over the place. I've learned to recognize it and not do it in public because I get weird looks.

4. Textured foods! When I was a kid I loved jello but now I can't eat it without feeling like I'm gonna puke. Not because it tastes bad, but because the texture weird me out.

5. I HATE BEING STICKY!

STICKY=THROWING UP

6. Chewing on stuff. Throughout all of my childhood I would chew up my pencils and pens until they were basically unusable.

7. Not understanding people's emotions, it hard for me to understand when someone doesn't think the same way I do about things, or share my opinion. I also can't read emotions very well so I just learned to shut up.

8. I like the dark bc too much light over stimulates and annoys me.

9. I CAN NOT TALK OVER THE PHONE WITH STRANGERS! I hate having to answer the phone at work bc Idk getting a read on someone's voice without their expressions is hard.

10. Sometimes I take jokes too seriously, and get offended at them very easily.

11. I get cartoonishly angry when someone says something negative about one of my special interests.

12. I personify my stuffed animals and practice having conversations with them.

13. Certain special intrests take years for me to quit being interested in them. And sometimes I continue loving that thing for a really long time.

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A few of my stim toys! ❤🥰

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Soul Strings (Errorink fan fic)

(Based off of @/ask-glitch-and-squid comics)

Wattpad: @ Micha_bitch

Chapter 1:

Error and Ink.

Two anomalies in the vast multiverse.

Two players in the endless battle.

Two enemies.

Two friends.

Two...?

Error was dangling his heals over the edge of a cliff, out looking endless space.

This was a universe he refused to get rid of, known as Outertale.

Though he'd never admit it, he liked the stars far too much to let them go.

Though the void was his true home, he enjoyed staying in Outertale. He watched as the galaxies slowly drifted by, supported by nothing but the endless inky blackness.

Inky....

Perhaps that wasn't the right word for it.

Plagued by the thoughts that surrounded his skull, he stood up.

If not only to get a better look at his surroundings, but to distract himself from thinking about him.

He knew what this was called, he wasn't dumb.

In fact once, he was very intelligent.

What was the word for it?

It was right at the tip of his non-existant tounge.

Admiration?

Respect?

Affection?

L-

"Heeeeeyyy Glitchyyyy!"

Our dark skulled friend nearly jumped out of his non-existant skin, as his thoughts were interrupted.

Ink...

His soul gave a leap.

Why him?

Why now?

Why can't he just be left alone in his thoughts? His feelings.

In all truth, Error was afraid.

He wasn't quite sure what of, but he was afraid.

Of slipping up? Maybe.

Of being left? Definitely.

Error sat yet again took a seat on the edge of the rock. Slowly drifting into space. Along with his thoughts.

"I t-t-thought you weren't coming."

Errors words tended to get stuck. He was a glitch after all, the type of glitch that caused a horrid stutter.

He thinks that he used to be insecure about it, but frankly he can't remember.

He's been around for so long, doing his lonesome job for so very long. He can't remember anything about his past. The only thing he does remember is his purpose, and that is to destroy glitches such as himself.

To rip the tides of the multiverse apart, if only to satisfy his own self loathing.

And when he is finally finished, only then is he allowed to rest.

"I would never pass up the opportunity to come see you my precious glitchy boy."

Again snapped out of his thoughts, the glitch felt his face heat up. Well as much as it is possible in the coldness of space.

He stayed silent.

Not to speak a word.

Ink placed his giant paint brush down and sat next to Error.

Ink knew that Error wasn't much of a talker, but that was alright with him.

Ink was his opposite in every way.

He was a talker, a creator, a protector.

Earror was silent, an empty soul, a destroyer.

But something about him interested Ink. The creator knew how Error was, and yet he wanted to be around him.

If not for admiration than for entertainment, and safety.

Ink, though a protector of several universes, was not a good Sans.

Ink had no soul, he was just a husk with no emotions.

If anything he was a manipulateur.

He knew he manipulated Error to be friends with him, and yet there was no singe of guilt carried from beneath his belt.

Speaking of his belt, in a literal since, Ink had a belt drifted around his right shoulder.

It was tight and connected at his left side.

Attached to his belt were vials of liquid.

Each on containing a simulated emotion.

They were color coded and were the only ones that existed in the multiverse. He used them very sparsely, running out would be detrimental.

He mostly used the orange one, caring.

He never cared much about anything, but because he was so stubborn, he insisted on caring for all universes.

Even ones he was mot particulierly fond of.

He refused to allow innocent lifes to be destroyed. That's how he originally met Error. In the midst of a universe being destroyed he was able to stop his, at the time, dangerous foe, and save the universe.

Slowly, they became closer, and grew an understanding of one another.

Two glitches. In a multiverse of hatred, slowly became the closest things to friends that two enemies could become.

Like Error, Ink couldn't remember his past, he just woke up in the void one day, emotionless, soulless, cold.

He hated the whiteness. It was boring, so he seaked out other universes. Only to be amazed by the beauty that could be heald.

Unlike his glitchy friend, he couldn't stand how blank his existence was, so he was determined to not let The Destroyer win.

Ink jumped put of his mind when he realized he felt eyes were on him. How long had he been staring off into space? Just observing the stars, the colors, and the blackness around them.

He turned toward the eyes that were facing him only for Error to quickly turn away, with, whats that? A slightly blue hue appearing across The Destroyers face.

Ink was in no way stupid, he was pretty sure he knew what was going on here. And it made him smirk.

"Yyyyou like tttthe stars?"

Ink paused at this question. Error hardly ever spoke, he was hardly a conversationalist.

Ink looked up at the sky and smiled, he felt a twinge of something beneath his soul when he looked at the colors and the bright stars.

"Yeah." He paused. "The deep colors contrast the stars so well."

In response, Error hummed.

They sat again in silence.

Error liked having these meetings with his... friend? If he could even consider Ink a friend. Sometimes they would just meet-up some place and sit in silence for ages. Making small and casual conversation. But today was a little different, and he didn't know why.

"You know, sometimes your eyes look like ssstars."

Error surprised himself with that sentence. Why had he said that?

He looked toward Ink only to look down again, trying not to bring attention to the blue spreading across his face.

Ink was impressed by Errors control over his stutter in that sentence, he was going to comment on it, but then he paused. He allowed the words to process in his head.

That lead to a burst of laughter.

Error hid his face more, turning away, obviously embarrassed by the words that were spoken.

"I-i-i-i-" he couldn't get the words out. The glitchy stutters were all thatje could speak.

Afraid that if he continued he'd shut down, he quit trying to speak.

"You're ridiculous!" Ink nearly screamed. Still allowing his laughter to bellow outwards.

"Wwwwwhat?!" Errors words stumbled out. At least je could get one word out.

"You like me don't you Glitchy?"

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Part 2

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Wow this whole chapter took 2 hours to write. Hope yall are enjoying it so far!

(BTW happy valentines day!)

48 notes • Posted 2021-02-14 08:59:05 GMT

Relatable Autistic shit:

Not knowing how to sound excited when you get gifts. So when you get a gift every "thanks" just sounds disingenuous.

76 notes • Posted 2021-03-02 21:13:48 GMT

Neurotypical: You should help me put more it's the nice thing to do.

Autistic: Okay, I'll do whatever you need me to do. Just tell me what to do.

Neurotypical: I shouldn't have to tell you what to do, just help.

Autistic: How can I help????

Neurotypical: You're so inconsiderate for not helping even when I don't ask directly for help.

This is a personal experience of mine and I can't describe how frustrating it feels!

I will literally do what you tell me to if you just say it!

I can't understand when you might want my help, so all you have to do is ASK DIRECTLY!

Don't do shit like "oh I wish someone could help me." Because I won't know if that'd a joke or not!

Just say, "Hey can you help me clean this?" Or "Hey do you kind getting the mail for me?"

It's not that hard.

I'm not inconsiderate for not helping you when you didn't ask.

431 notes • Posted 2021-03-02 15:17:19 GMT

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