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smoothshine · 1 year

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Tag game: eight shows to get to know me

I was tagged by @scienceoftheidiot and @goneadrift (thank you!! 🥺💕), and now the deal is that I get to rant about a couple of shows I like, so let's get straight to it!

1. House M.D.

- Knowing how many seasons are there in this show, I think it says something that I purposefully rewatched the full thing several times, and I probably will do it again at some point. Many characters from this series have a special place in my heart, and oh boy do I love myself a good medical drama sometimes. + the different medical cases are just very interesting for me to observe, even though I am by no means a medical specialist, let's say I know a thing or two from this field x)) (and some of you are probably aware of that, ahah)

2. Lethal Weapon

- This one is another one of these shows that I occasionally come back to for a rewatch, the chemistry between two main characters is amazing, and the main plotline is pretty good imo, + it's a classic detective-involving series, where, granted, not every case is super intriguing or complicated, but I think the characters and their development and relationships with each other - all this usually goes first when determining a series that I'll most probably like, and it delivers that part for sure! (Yes I used this specific gif because now I can't stop picturing this, but with Royais + Hughes, lolol, sorry I have a brainrot)

Also, look at this silly little totally not dysfunctional guy, come on, you can't help but love him:

3. Lucifer

- Ohohoho this one was one of the first quite long-term obsessions for me - I was watching it with my good friend as it was coming out (pretty sure starting from like, season 2 we began to watch it as it was airing, or at least I was and then I dragged this friend along for the ride, ahah), and I remember having so much fun with it - making theories, trying to predict the direction for the next season, simping over the main cast, being (more often unironically than not) frustrated with love triangles, all the good stuff. I also really like the soundtrack used in the series, and, of course, I have to mention the fact that its main leads are a blonde badass detective who is actually a sweetheart and her goofy dark-haired bastard-certified material partner who can actually be very scary and powerful to anyone but her :333

Go figure if I have a type or not, right (omg I just realized she also has a cute pet name and it's "detective")

4. Fleabag

- This one was such a pleasant surprise for me, the further I was watching the more invested into it I was getting, and in the end it turned out to be such an emotional rollercoaster, while also being able to handle a balance between more serious scenes and great humor really well. The romance plotline turned out to be very interesting too - overall, it's a great pretty short series that I can definitely recommend for people to check out at some point (I was indeed very happy when I found out @goneadrift was watching it too, hehe)

5. Sherlock (the BBC one)

- Honestly, this one is associated with many good memories for me - we used to watch it for a couple of years in a row with my parents during New Year, and it was like, one of the highlights of our celebration. Life just seemed so much easier these days, and I always remember them with warmth and joy. But! Apart from the sappy stuff - I genuinely think it's a nice modern AU Sherlock adaptation, hehe, as always, I pay a lot of attention to the chemistry between the characters, especially the main cast, and I think pretty much everyone nailed it - I find the characters from this series to be very enjoyable to watch. The other point that I want to mention here is the directing - I remember myself being very impressed by some of the shots and directing/editing choices they made there, and, of course, the main soundtrack is now pretty much engraved into my memory, hehe

(So yeah, aside from the last season, which I don't think is that bad, but definitely not as good as the earlier ones imo, it's a great show!)

6. Elementary

- Surprise surprise, another Sherlock adaptation involving detective storyline(s), who would've thought, right? Honestly, I don't remember a lot about it, since I haven't rewatched it in a looong time, ahah, but, believe it or not, I still love it and have a couple of good memories associated with it. Used to watch it during weekends back in the day when I still watched TV, lolol, but yeah, I think it's a pretty unique Sherlock adaptation, and you can definitely have fun watching it!

7. Forever

- That one is unexpected, definitely not my usual series of choice, but surprisingly I finished it pretty quickly and was glad I decided to give it a shot x)

(For the record - it's a series about a guy who works in the morgue while trying to find how to get rid of his immortality curse 👀👌).

8. Fullmetal Alchemist

- Gonna follow the lead of @scienceoftheidiot and add this one on the list too, because my god this series has me in a chokehold. Specifically Royai stuff of course, but I think in general this is the kind of anime (both FMA and FMAB btw) people who are generally not that much into anime can enjoy (I am saying as I am, apparently, one of these people, ahah). It's just a great story with a great cast and lovely imagery and soundtrack, I mean, what else can you possibly need? (Meanwhile here I am, going absolutely insane every time I think about my two beloved war criminals kissing)

O, here they are, by the way!

Aand that's all for today, no-pressure tags for @lassusog @chrysopoeias @nightofnyx8 @fullmetalscullyy @jedidragonwarriorqueen and anyone who wants to participate (also because it doesn't allow me to tag more people for some reason??), in case you feel like it! :3

#ask stuff #tag game #involving my totally normal royai obsession ofc

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itscookieoverlordtoyou · 4 years

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40 Questions — Meme for Fic Writers

Don’t you sometimes see those ask games and wish you could just fkg do them all? On this sunny Saturday, we make our dreams reality lolol

1. Describe your comfort zone—a typical you-fic.

Short fic, I usually get a small scene I want written so I write around it, plus I love short stories with interesting punchline.

2. Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?

Probably, I don’t know them all ^^’

3. Is there a trope you wouldn’t touch with a ten foot pole?

Writing about stuff that disgust me I guess.

4. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?

Like 5-6? I want to write about a restaurant but set in a world where people have powers I think the combo could be very funny. The main character has the power of insight, the plonge is a giant pool where you swim around cleaning. Backstories of characters with shitty and amazing powers and how they ended up here. Rival to lover character that has the power to see into the future.

5. Share one of your strengths.

Dialogues, subversion, and humor; classmates often said I have a touch to spin a sad story into something positive/happier.

6. Share one of your weaknesses?

I get tired when I describe something for longer than 4 sentences.

7. Share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

“In what kind of trouble have we walked right into?”, I ask my companions as they’re idly fixing their attire. Together, we’ve face many perils and this mission ranks among one of the most dangerous. Yet, the others had been…how should I say it…professional! Rescuing kidnapped princesses, vanquishing terrifying monsters, quests to restore mythical artifacts, save nations from insidious plots. Oddly enough, “Does this dress make me look fat?”, is not the answer I’m looking for.

Ribbon in my hair is the first time I wrote about my knights, I first dreamt about them when I as 18, my boyfriend at the time called my idea stupid and my world building pointless so I only started writing about them when I was 21. Now I write about them a little bit every year :)

8. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

“Do you really want your last words to be complaints?”

“I die as I lived.”

“Will we become a fruit tree?”

“I don’t think so, it’s never been the case for my ancestors.”

“I’d love it if we could turn into a banana tree.”

“I’m not from the southern regions, plus I like apples more.”

“Just imagine, our fruits could have been banana flambée”

This death scene was a big finale to a story I wrote for a class in Uni, a story of war between clan of forest and volcano people, of the supposedly brutal death of a Goddess, of a mysterious apple tree whose fruit give vision of the past. I should revisit it.

9. Which fic as been the hardest to write?

My analysis on D’Artagnan and the figure of the hero. Granted it’s an essay for school but I deeply loved it. I was too afraid to write or ask for help from the professor in charge of me (which made our relationship tense ^^’) but when I did, it was beautiful and I was very proud got 89% :D

10. Which fic has been the easiest to write?

A play called Adelaide where an old couple reads their old fairytale book about a Prince on a quest to save a Princess. They bicker about the other misreading the story but we finally get to the part where the Prince tosses the princess apart to get a better view of the dragon of which he falls instantly in love. The book is actually their wedding album.

11. Is writing your passion or just a fun hobby?

It’s one of my passions, but it’s not something I think I could live on so I delegated it to my hobby.

12. Is there an episode above all others that inspires you just a little bit more?

The wedding scene in Shrek 2, my mind was blown when I saw it in theaters and when I need inspiration to write, I rewatch it.

13. What’s the best writing advice you’ve ever come across?

Presentation is important. If trying to read you gives people headaches, they’ll stop. Choose a nice big font, space with paragraphs, be mindful of your spelling and missing words. Read out loud because some things written are bad said.

14. What’s the worst writing advice you’ve ever come across?

I must’ve been lucky in this regard, I don’t think I’ve ever received advice that made me go NO, but I did have to listen/read stuff that made me gag.

15. If you could choose one of your fics to be filmed, which would you choose?

I would love to the Adelaide acted out, some adjustments would be required because I’m no expert in play writing but I think I’d be great.

16. If you only could write one pairing for the rest of your life, which pairing would it be?

Luyenor’a and Taram, names are placeholders as of now but they’re two of my knight, being the “only pairing I’m allow to write about forever” means I’d get more knight shenanigans done.

17. Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order?

I’m doing bullets point of what I want to happen and write stuff without much order. Some days I have no inspirations for what goes in the beginning but have loads for a later point. I surf the wave when it presents itself.

18. Do you use any tools, like worksheets or outlines?

Word on my computer, a notebook in my bag, the note app in my phone.

19. Stephen King once said that his muse is a man who lives in the basement. Do you have a muse?

I have little trinkets all around my computer to invite inspiration.

20. Describe your perfect writing conditions.

Freshly woken up, having eaten, drinking something sugary and sometimes apple cider because the alcohol help lower my inhibition.

21. How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

I read out loud at least once the whole thing, helps with missing words but dude I reread my stuff on ao3 and always find mistakes still ^^’

22. Choose a passage from one of your earlier fics and edit it into your current writing style. (Person sending the ask is free to make suggestions).

I’m not going to put here because it’s in French and I don’t want to translate now but I wrote Vision of a world, mine when I was 16 and damn was I already depressed then?

23. If you were to revise one of your older fics from start to finish, which would it be and why?

The Princess and the Soldier, some gay fairytale I think my first one, I’m sure I can do better bow

I also have one about a janitor and it’s a murder mystery I could redo

24. Have you ever deleted one of your published fics?

Once by accident, I was so angry I never rewrote it.

25. What do you look for in a beta?

I don’t really use beta (beta reader right?) but I guess I’ve had like 3-4 when I was in Uni and had to read people’s wip and they read mine. They’d talk about what they liked, links they noticed, things that seemed weak or to change

26. Do you beta yourself? If so, what kind of beta are you?

I usually just point out the stuff I like

27. How do you feel about collaborations?

For a class in college, we had to act out a play we wrote collectively. Ten sketches written in pairs/alone. I made sure I was alone so I wouldn’t be saddled with someone else to write my sketch

28. Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

I don’t follow fic writers; I just am in a mood for a ship and read what’s available. I do like my friend @alumort ‘s fics tho ^^

29. If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

There was a Phineas and Ferb fic focused on Perry I really loved. Their world building was something I’d never seen and they abandoned the story, so I did fanfic of a fic. Never dared to post it anywhere I mean it was their world to begin with.

30. Do you accept prompts?

Of course, when inspiration is given I accept

31. Do you take liberties with canon or are you very strict about your fic being canon compliant?

I don’t care about canon but I do love using it when there are little trivia to enrich the character.

32. How do you feel about smut?

Love to read it sometimes, would love to write it. Some I’m like………….youveneverhadsexhaveyou…………………

33. How do you feel about crack?

Love it!!!!!!!! I’m too self-conscious to write it tho. Oh maybe that could be a never before written trope I could try?

34. What are your thoughts on non-con and dub-con?

Rape I can’t, dub-con where underlying requited feelings exist but anxiety™ don’t let the characters express them but they’re drunk so it surfaces is okay

35. Would you ever kill off a canon character?

Hell yeah! I do when/if the death makes sense (I am still pissed at Kishi for Neji)

36. Which is your favorite site to post fic?

Ao3 is where I post,I used devianart when I had one

37. Talk about your current wips.

Marry Me for the Love of Cake: God I’m so sorry to the few people who followed it, I said I’d pick it up before the end of 2019 and well……I have the ending in bullet points

Yours, with Love: I hope I’ll finish it…I have most of the ending in bullet points

I guess I’m into rom com at the moment lolol

38. Talk about a review that made your day.

I made my best friend read All this for a Roll Cake, and she laughed so much at my work, I took a picture I look at from time to time to remain humble.

39. Do you ever get rude reviews and how do you deal with them?

Thankfully I’ve never received a rude review. My professor once told me it seemed kinda unnatural how unlucky my protagonist was vs. how lucky his love interest was (All this for a Roll Cake) but that was the whole point of the story so I just ignored her.

40. Write an alternative ending to [insert fic title] (or just the summary of one).

Writing this I realised I lost my final version of All this for a Roll Cake T^T so I guess I’d rewrite the ending I have of the before the last version I still have.

Well this was fun ^^ got to revisit my works and remember many beloved pieces of fiction I wrote, I look forward to my next projects

#have fun reading lolol #will writing this inspire me to continue my wip?#who knows

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treason-and-plot · 5 years

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REPLIES TO COOKIE, RAJ & MIA

@ktarsims

Then again, Cookie clearly doesn’t understand much about the man she’s involved with, and her pique is mostly over thinking she -ought- to be more important without even stopping to think there might be other serious things going on. She doesn’t get much sympathy from me. If your lover is distracted and your reaction is pique over them not paying enough attention to you... Then again, Raj apparently neglected to tell her what exactly she was getting into. So feeling betrayed, I get.

Cookie doesn’t understand much at all, very true. Her husband left her for another man which completely blindsided her and left her feeling very insecure. She really wants something from Raj that he can’t provide, intimacy and commitment. But Raj can’t satisfy her needs at the moment. He is focused on getting back on his feet again financially and building up his business, as well as seeking retribution for Noah's death. He actually likes Cookie a lot, but he’s not looking for a long-term romantic prospect. That may change. But it’s not where he is right now.

He has been guilty of taking her for granted though, and if she can find it in herself to stay away from him for a while she may find that works to her advantage. Raj is the type of guy who needs a lot of space and can’t bear to be smothered or have too many emotional demands placed on him. Cookie needs to learn to back off. Let him chase her for a change!

@justanothersimsblog

Will she become one of those people that think they're cursed or something and as soon as they fall in love, the other dies?

@wannabecatwriter

I'm glad he explained the whole situation to her. It's the least that can be done.

@sweetnovember77

One of the things I like about Mia is that she doesn’t have impossible expectations. She understands that humans are imperfect.

It could be argued that Mia has very low expectations, lolol....but seriously, I know what you mean. She isn’t quick to judge, and she is accepting of most people. (the exception being those whom she sees as her love rivals) In game she had the ‘good’ trait, and she is always trying to brighten people’s days.

@ktarsims

Hmmmmm. Now this could actually lead to something. Perhaps. I’m beginning to see that Raj has a type.

Raj does have a bit of a god complex!

@skyburned

That's really innocent and uninvolved and all that for Raj isn't it? I'm such a cynic. I feel very sorry for Mia who appears to be trapped in a place/world where boyfriends get murdered. Self trapped perhaps but still, she's suffering.

@miraakles

I always knew Raj had a soul where his heart should be. So sweet. Also i'm trying to remember if I assumed Raj had the hit called out on Noah, I don't think I thought that. Still, it's interesting to see Raj let his guard down a little and admit he cares about the people he employs.

If there’s one thing guaranteed to bring out Raj’s soft side, it’s a damsel in distress!

@parystrange

I don't know... I don't trust Raj, and I don't believe him. And I think Mia would be much better off with someone much more uncomplicated.

@winifredwoogie

On one hand, I'm glad that Mia knows that Noah didn't just "up and leave". On the other hand, I question Raj's motives. I have enough real life experience to know not to trust him.

@shhhushhh

So many revelations for Mia in such a short time! It's nice that Raj and her ma too are sparing the truth to keep her safe but does that do her any good in the long run? 🤔

@kscriba

The piles of money juxtaposed in the picture are icing on the cake.

@lifeasasim

Breaks my heart. So much. I just want to give her a hug. First, luke. Now, noah..

@lifeasasim

Love the scene you have set. The mood, the writing. Everything. It's great seeing this side of raj. Somehow i feel he is sincere.

Thank you Reena! It made my heart so happy to read this. I spent a lot of time on that scene. I wanted to show Raj in this scene as caring- he is caring for an asset, sure, but he also cares for his employees as people. Raj is also a good judge of character- he doesn’t blindly choose who he cares for and places his trust in, but when he does he is rarely wrong. Throughout his adult life Raj has demonstrated time and time again that he will do whatever it takes to protect ‘his’ people and those he cares about: by killing Naomi’s stepfather, by ordering Spencer to shoot Mia’s attacker David, by trying to shield Noah from his assassins, by not wanting Mia to get involved with Noah…and in lots of other more ways besides. And his reward for doing so is absolute loyalty. Loyalty is one of his core values, something he cherishes above nearly everything else.

#replies

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han-jumins · 7 years

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Hey! I loved your Drunk RFA headcanon so maybe I can ask a similar headcanon? How about RFA + Saeran had a fight with MC and she break up with them. And one day they are so sad and drink a LOT and call her in the phone apologizing and ask her to come back? Sorry if this is confusing, my english isn't so good. Thank u

Aw thank you for liking my work!! also your english is fantastic don’t worry ^^

RFA + Saeran Breakup

YOOSUNG

“You know what Yoosung I’m fed up with you comparing me to Rika all the time, it hurts you know, do you even know that?! You probably don’t care. I love you.. but I guess you only need Rika. Y-you know what I’m done, we’re over”

The words echo through Yoosung’s mind as he chugs another beer down

He loves her, he hell is sure of it but he made a grave mistake

He knows she loathed being compared to Rika but he still is a fool to keep doing it

Yoosung remembers all the times she made him happy, all the times they laughed, cooked together, held hands, held her waist as she sits on his lap while he plays LOLOL

He misses it all

Wet tears burned his eyes and he didn’t even try to stop them, he was too tired

He felt his phone around his pocket and absentmindedly called MC, wanting to hear her voice, wanting to feel her presence even if it was just her voice

“Hello?”

“Oh God you picked up, I’m- I’m so sorry MC! I love you I really do, I was stupid I was so so stupid MC I need you. I need you, my princess please MC I love you”

“Yoosung are you drunk right now”

Her voice made him smile but the reality of what he’s doing right now made him feel embarassed

“I’m sorry…”

MC sighed

“I’m sorry for hurting your feelings yoosung, tell you what get yourself sobered, come over here and let’s have a talk, I-I miss you”

“Y-yes! yes MC i’ll do just that! I’ll do everything just to have you in my arms again, I love you so much”

ZEN

Zen did it, he knows the weight of the situation and he blew it, god was he really this stupid?

“Zen I know you have a career to take care of and you know I support you but can’t you atleast give me some of your time! You barely even look at me nowadays and you’ve been smoking and drinking nonstop. Take care of yourself!”

“Look MC I’m tired, can’t you just sleep already”

“No! Zen I love you, if you keep being like this to me and to yourself you’ll break us apart”

“I’m the one breaking us apart? You’re the one here being all clingy and shit. If you truly do support me then do me a favor and just not talk to me for a while”

“And for how long? a day? a month? Why don’t we just call this off. You don’t even care about me”

Zen punched the wall as he felt something red and dripping running along his knuckles

He couldn’t even feel it, he was just so numb

How could he treat his girl this way??

How could he be such an awful man to her when all she ever done was support him and give him all the love she can give to anyone

He was a person of mistakes, an ugly, horrible person and he knows it, his parents know it

Situations like this makes him remember the way she complimets him and cheers him on, telling him that he’s the most beautiful guy in the world, both in and out

God did he miss her

It wasn’t a surprise that by the next minute he’s ringing her

“Zen look I don’t really feel like talki-”

“Please MC hear me out..”

“I love you okay? I love you so godamn much and I know what I did was wrong. I know you only wanted the best for me and I know my career has been taking its toll on you. You’ve made that sacrifice for me from the beginning and I was stupid to take it for granted! I-I’m so stupid MC….. I promise I will be the best for you, i promise to give you the attention you deserve. I’ll even quit my career for you! I can work it out with my director, I’ll tell them that it’s time for me to stop and-”

“NO” MC shouted through the phone

“Zen you don’t have to, acting is your life. Let’s talk this out in person and when you’re sober okay?”

“How do you know i’m drunk?”

“I know my love enough, let’s meet tomorrow”

“Yes please”

JAEHEE

“Are you kidding me? are you actually kidding me right now Jaehee? You’re disgusting! I never would beliieve you’d do something like this. i thought you were different!”

Jahee also honestly couldnt believe she would do such a thing

She had just cheated on MC.

A coworker of hers, her lips locked around her own and MC stepped right straight into the scene

she tried to cover it up but it was too late, she had been caught

“MC I-”

“Save it Jaehee, we’re over”

God what have I done

Jaehee felt so disgusted with herself, so mad that she submitted a full resignation

Even Jumin was surprised and disappointed of her actions

Jaehee then decided to drink, trying to reminisce the last remaining laughter she and MC sharing, sobbing really really loudly

She then decided to call MC, wanting her back even though she knows the answer

She atleast need to her an apology, Mc deserved an apology and she deserved someone better for her

“Jaehee?”

“MC I’m so sorry. I’m so disgusting and you were right. I love you so much and I just need you back MC”

“Jaehee you know what you’ve done”

“I know and ugh im stupid to even ask for you to be mine again but I tried didnt I? You always told me to try. I just wanted to say that I’m sorry, you deserved an apology”

“Yes and I forgive you, just know that I can’t anymore, not after what you did”

“I understand…. I hope you find someone who will treat you right, MC. Just know that i will always love you”

Goodbye

JUMIN

Jumin was currently at the restaurant MC was working at

A wine bottle or five strewn across his table

But MC didn’t see him, she was quite far to be honest

And Jumin requested that he be seated the farthest where he can only observe

“Ugh MC why are you this clumsy? You ruined a deal with my business partner”

“I’m so sorry Jumin I was only trying to help”

“Help? By spilling coffee all over my suit? Outrageous!”

“I’m so sorry”

“Why am I with someone who turns me into a fool infront of work”

“Jumin I am so so sorry”

“Sorry won’t cut it, I need to be alone”

MC had only been giving Jumin his coffee when she accidentally spilled it on him, landing him a decline in his proposal

He was enraged but not as much as MC left the next day, leaving his penhouse dark and empty, MC had taken all of her belongings with her

Something in Jumin broke as he began to shout at himself that echoes throughout his home, or what used to be. MC was his home

He was feeling lonely yet numb at the same time, he was feeling a whirl of bad emotions as he observes MC laughing with a male co-worker of hers

mine

He brought out his phone as he shamelessly dialed MC’s number

“Hello?”

Jumin’s word caught in his throat as he found it completely foolish to be scolding her at this time

His hard gaze turned sad as he felt his tears against his cheeks

“I’m sorry”

“Jumin..”

Their eyes locked and MC gasped at the sight before her

“What are you doing here? How much did you drink”

“It doesn’t matter, I’m sorry”

“Your intentions were pure, instead, I took it harshly and I have never felt so much hatred for myself. You are my light MC and without you I am nothing. Without you I am just this emotionless shell of a corporate heir. You brought out these feelings in me and I have never treasured anyone as I have treasured you. You are my home, you are my family and I will forever hold this in my guilt. I love you”

“Jumin I’m sorry too”

“Now if you would be willing to come in my arms again you would make me the happiest man”

“Of course”

MC ran straight at him and gave him the tightest hug

“I am still correct though. You do turn me into a fool”

“Hm?”

“A fool in love with you”

SEVEN

Seven couldn’t concentrate, he couldn’t at all

Why would he, when he had just cheated on his most precious girl

But he was under a powerful drug

His agency thought it would be a good punishment to have him aroused towards a different girl for making a mistake in his work

But he felt so so guilty. It made him hate himself more

So when MC found out, she left and he couldn’t utter the words he wanted to say

He wanted to say he loves her and that it was a mistake. A horrible horrible mistake

And that it wasn’t his fault, he wanted to tell her that he was sorry but he couldn’t

No words came out of his mouth, only silent pleas to stay that never really caught MC’s ears

Maybe at that time he was thinking of how much he didn’t deserve MC and that it was a good opportunity for her to leave him. To be free so that she wouldn’t experience the pain of being with him

But Seven regrets it

He regrets it all

He needed MC back. She was the one who brought him life, happiness. She was all he needed and he let her slip away from his fingers

He felt his growing stupidity as he clutched at his chest, trying to make the pain go away as he watched a CCTV footage of MC at her home.

He had installed a camera in her living room for safety purposes and he didn’t want to barge in her privacy but he needed her. He needed to see that she was safe. He needed to see an evidence of her existing

With shaky hands, Saeyoung reached for his phone and called MC

Seeing MC grab hers, his heart was already at his throat

And when she answered the call, the first thing she heard were professions of love

“MC I love you I love you I love you I love you”

“I… don’t know Saeyoung, after what you’ve done I don’t think I can believe that anymore”

He can see her shivering as she silently cried

“No no you don’t understand it was because of the agency! I was forced! please hear me out I… i don’t want to lose you. I will fight. I will fight for your love and I will do whatever it takes for you to come back to me please I love you too much. My heart is just about to burst from all this love so please.. please hear me out”

“Only just about?”

“Huh?”

“Your heart is only just about to burst? Mine already did for you”

MC chuckled

She fricking chuckled

Saeyoung could feel tears or relief as he felt his chest unclogging

“I’ll head over straight there and we’ll talk okay?”

“I’ll be waiting, Saeyoung”

He kissed his computer with her footage as he readied his car

SAERAN

Saeran had said some hurtful things

Very hurtful things

He was so mad, so so mad at himself

MC, the girl who’s always by his side, the girl who was willing to go through his recovery now left him

He felt so broken and was shaking

Saeyoung was trying to calm him down but he couldn’t, not when he just felt the light being sucked out of his life

And his comforting didn’t feel like MC’s, not at all

Hers was gentle and delicate and her scent was intoxicating, enough to put him into a calm oblivion

But she’s not here anymore, there was no one to calm him through the rage of his night terrors, no one to hold him close as she whispers soothing words into his ear

No body to grasp unto when he couldn’t breathe and couldn’t stop the tears from flowing

Her hugs were the best, so kind, so comforting, so loving

But she’s gone

“I messed up Saeyoung, I messed up this one thing that keeps me going”

“Call her, go to her. I can’t stand seeing you like this”

“She wouldn’t want to be with me anymore, I messed up I messed up”

Saeran was now rocking back and forth as he hugs his body closer

Feel her warmth, feel her warmth

“Yes hello MC, yes he’s here. Alright I’ll give the phone to him”

Saeran’s eyes snapped to his brother as he gave him the hardest look he could muster.

But he still took the phone anyways

“I’ll be right there Saeran wait for me! I’ll be there”

He heard MC panting and he was dumbfounded

She’ll come back? Doesn’t she hate him?

“MC… I love you”

“I love you too… so so much. Wait for me a little longer okay?”

The twins heard the door open as they found MC on her phone, still panting

She went straight into Saeran’s arms as she stroked his hair and kissed his forehead

“I’m so sorry MC”

“I”m sorry too Saeran

“Don’t ever leave me”

“I’ll always be with you”

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