Oshi no ko cafe collaboration! ☕

Everyone looks so stylish and ready for fall! 🍂

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I'm so glad that my OTP exists. best choice of my life ever

I want peace. I want to be loved properly. and if you can't give me that, you're not what I want.

desiring people from my past is old me. new me knows she deserves much more

i drew her but she killed me in the process

i feel like SHIT today

my nose is horrible today, MY THROAT HURTS AND I DONT WANT ANYTHING ELSE MORE THAN LAY IN MY BED AND SLEEP UNTIL THW NEXT FRIDAY

moots should i just totally change my layout i need change

after getting through [checks] 18% of an audiobook about trauma I have loaded up like 10 f/f romance novels for my library to hold for me which means I actually have to commit to going to the library and replacing my card after putting it off for like. months.

Cael (no last name🤩)

I wanted to post him here too because. because. HSHSJS anyway!! Felix's older brother, he turned 23 on February (11th) and I actually like him a lot!!

He's pretty chill and normally serious bc of his job (like Zen, he works in the Compartmented Elementary Forces; Security Forces, but make them holy), but he's not *actually* a serious person! He's pretty nice, just like Felix. <3 aaaand Idk he's just pretty laid-back! Up there in Heaven they don't go through the same kind of training that in Hell (so no physical and mental torture is used, unlike what they did to my poor boy Zen.) Still strict, but not torturous. So he can still fight! Just. Not in murderous ways.

His parents wanted a perfect child (like with Felix), so they sent him to the most prestigious schools and indeed forced him to get into the CEF, so no, it wasn't his choice. His parents literally sent him away, so he didn't grow up with Felix, which is why they aren't close and while Cael actually does like Felix a lot, he dislikes and resents him for "abandoning" him.

That little scar on his face was just from training, he doesn't care. The mask is and isn't part of his shirt, he can take it off whenever he wants to though.

He's dated important people. (Bc of his parents pulling the strings.)

Pink eyes like Felix!!<D

His first instinct won't be to try and be friends with anyone, however he'll be friendly and nice.

He likes cats and animals in general, but specifically the phoenix (you can find those in Heaven.)

Br i t is h b o y AJSJSJS (like Felix, but now he gets teased for his accent like him, too.)

He has a nice, quiet voice.

He can play the harp and lyre✨, his parents wanted him to. But he can play the ukulele too!!, and he finds it funny now, but he still likes it bc it was HIS choice to learn.

His angel mark is on his chest, the upper left center part. (Like on his jacket.)

okay so it's nearly 6 am and i'm not on the couch bed of nightmares anymore but it's still nearly 6 am

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The hardest part of insomnia is. Okay well it's the not sleeping obviously but the SECOND hardest part is that I often reach a point where it's like...I don't know what to do man. I'm bored, I'm tired, it would probably objectively be better for me to get up and do something but I just want to lay here because. Well. I'm fuckin tired lmao. But also because my dog is cozy asleep, and the whole house is cozy asleep and if I get up, I'll wake someone up for sure even if it's just my poor dog, but my attention span is so shit (from the not sleeping) and tbh my body is kind of getting tired of laying down (even though all of me aches in a kind of feverish way from the not sleeping making my fibro angry). But I don't want to disturb anyone...so I continue to lay here. F in chat

brought my camera to a show instead of moshing last night and now i feel like my untapped aggression is boiling over like forgotten milk on a stove so. in retrospect.

I finally got around to watching the day of the doctor. The actress of Rose is great and I'm currently laughing myself silly because of the two doctors. Oh this is great

Ok

I saw a post where someone asked for people's fav animal (don't ask mine... I can't chose)

I have a question for you to

What's your favorite food?

Mine is totally chocolate. But if we're talking meals... I do love me some pastas with shrimps and bacon. 😋

good morning (my mood today 👇)

Sometimes writing is simply better at 3 am when you're In The Zone and you're so focused that you get light headed when you finally decide you're done and lay down.