#all itll do for me is let me wear either this flag or that flag
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ok feck labels im just vibing now
#i am not anything ever. words are too hard#im just chillin#considering switching labels like. Again#why bother i can just. not call myself anythin#ughuguh why is shit so hard#who could i possibly like? it doesnt matter abt possibilities it wont affect my life in any way#all itll do for me is let me wear either this flag or that flag#i like flags. and terminology#do i use this word? do i use that word?#same w gender. ugh#im feeling much more fluid than usual lately and its fucking me up#and i guess shouting it hidden in tags to strangers is the easiest way to talk abt it#but uh. feel fucking bad lately !!!!!#feeling really strange lately. really bad#if any1 wants to send some affirmation shit to me thatd be sexy of you#no pressure tho. i prob wont post anything i get either ill just keep it for myself#but im :/#me: yo can i add this pronoun to my list.#everyone i have ever spoken to: yes ily. never gonna use it though. ever.#jesus i wish i could just talk about shit that bothered me#i feel so fucking guilty and ashamed each time tho. who fuckin knows why#im the kinda person thats 100% open about everythin but i freeze up when it comes to this shit#guess its easier to treat shit like a diary i guess. back on my bullshit#using tumblr as a personal diary.#anyway ill prob just say fluid and like bi or smth idk. for now. this may soon change.#w gender i honestly just say whatever im feelin in the moment and its usually agender but#lately its been goin stronger to like. an actual something. so who the fuck knows anything. not me#kolo emerges#i guess one of the reasons labels are so important to me to figure out#is because with every new 'What If Im Wrong' i feel more and more like an invader to that space
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