you get one of each because i'm stalling reading tsc and also trying to figure out how to make breakfast
fmk, would you rathers, or have you evers!
fmk - the julie and the phantoms boys that i don't remember their names yet but you know what i mean
would you rather - have to wear one or seven colors every day
have you ever - swam in open water (like, left a boat to be in the water, as opposed to walking from the shore into the water)
ask me anything about a fandom, character, or ship (unpopular opinions!)
how are you feeling ab the tommy buck arc so far?
ask me about my headcanons! (be specific!)
whats your most niche take about andrew minyard
make me choose?? (between anything!)
who gets the cup next between kraken and flyers (sorry)
tell me about your crushes (tumblr + real life!)
when i was a junior in high school i went to a football game with a girl and it was cold on account of being night time and she let me wear her jacket. we never ended up going out or anything but i think that was peak romance and it ruined me for all other people forever probably
rec me stuff! (films, books, shows, clothing shops, anything!)
i have been absolutely VIBING the fuck out of the new glass animals single it's called creature in heaven and i adore it so much
ask me for recs! (^^^)
all time favorite lego set ?
vent to me! tell me about your day, what are you looking forward to??
vibing in my pajamas because i'm still lowkey devestated about leafs hockey but we r powering through. perhaps i will acquire a little treat for stars tn
what you’re thinking about/doing right now!
what i Should be doing is putting my standing desk together so i don't have to work hunched over like a gremlin all day but instead i think i will watch the new movie adaption of a john green book that came out on max this week because unfortunately that weird old man has the same chokehold on me that he did when i was 16 you know how it is
talk to me about anything!
tell me about YOUR day and one thing you are looking forward to 🫵
go read tsc i wanna talk about it 😭 but i love you
fmk - the julie and the phantoms boys that i don't remember their names yet but you know what i mean
changing fmk to hug-befriend-push into pool bc otherwise the answer is none for any but: hug alex, befriend luke (i have to bully him i HAVE to), push reggie into pool (lovingly, i think he'd enjoy it)
would you rather - have to wear one or seven colors every day
hmmm was gonna say one but it wouldn't be that hard to get some kind of rainbow colored accessory so 7
have you ever - swam in open water (like, left a boat to be in the water, as opposed to walking from the shore into the water)
i've jumped off many boats into water! usually in the middle of lakes. i've also been scuba diving mildly far out into ocean
how are you feeling ab the tommy buck arc so far?
love her dearly! we all know i'm a buddie truther 'til i die but bucktommy has been so fun to watch and i'll be sad when it ends
whats your most niche take about andrew minyard
hmm idk how niche this is but i'll die on the hill that he's not nearly as bad with general touching from people as some of the fandom seems to think he is
who gets the cup next between kraken and flyers (sorry)
aaaaaaaaa at beginning of this season i would've said kraken and i'm still kinda leaning that way but ask me again when kraken are done making offseason moves
all time favorite lego set ?
i really enjoyed the succulents and little plants ones!
bonus things
that is a fun song. i'm also still in my pajamas if that helps. enjoy turtles!
tell me about YOUR day and one thing you are looking forward to 🫵
have had a very lazy morning/afternoon. too lazy perhaps. but i might try to go look for shorts at target today
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okay, here’s my two cents on that death that no one asked for
in a way we all knew cassie would have killed christopher. she literally said there was always a plan to kill him. we knew that another lightwood had to die and this time it had to be on gabriel and cecily’s side of the family, since sophie and gideon had already lost a child. we knew there were supposed to be other deaths, but cassie changed the ending to make it less sad (and it shows in my opinion, i love the ending because for once it didn’t tear my soul apart and leave me in shambles so little it’s impossible to put them back together) and so the probable deaths were narrowed down to matthew and christopher. i always knew it would be kit, cc has always used him as a plot tool and nothing more and he added up to the lightwood siblings theory. i also accidentally read a spoiler before reading the book and it was about kit’s death. so i basically went in knowing full well he was going to die. despite all of this i cried my eyes out when i read about anna stroking his hair and cradling his body.
i cried because i love christopher. i love all of these characters with my whole heart, and this series, more than any other in the tsc universe, was funded on friendships, which is my biggest weakness. but the scene itself lacked something. we deserved anna’s pov.
these characters act older than their age, they are shadowhunters and they were in the middle of a battle to save london, they didn’t have too much time to stop and grieve. but we deserved to see anna’s pain through her own eyes, seeing kit slip away from his sister’s arms, even if he was fine a minute earlier. it felt too detached, too far away.
but i could accept it there, because it was in the heaps of a battle, and shadowhunters are used to dying by a blade. but there was something missing afterwards too. when belial was defeated and the parents came back from idris to finally hug their children, we didn’t even see or hear about cecily and gabriel’s joy to see anna, suddenly turned to pain as they realized christopher wasn’t with her, as they saw her grim expression. we didn’t get to see a them sitting around christopher’s body, as they were around little alexander when he was in the infirmary. we didn’t get to see a funeral, a proper goodbye. and i did miss that.
we saw all of the thieves grieve in different ways, even from afar. they are all broken in some way, trying to readjust to having one less person in their group. and i love this, i loved seeing the pain, but also seeing them moving forward as christopher would have wanted them to. it’s in their nature to accept death as a part of their life, but for as much as they can accept it, they are missing a part of their heart, and we can see it in every line, every scene. we can see it in matthew’s panicked voice when he told thomas he was glad he was away from battle, because otherwise he would have had lost another piece of his heart. we can see it in cordelia’s silent grief fir a quiet boy she wished had more time. we can hear it in james’ broken voice when he says he can’t fix it, he can’t help him. we can see it in thomas breaking down and falling to his knees in front of christopher’s still body, realising he’s lost his brother.
my point is, i did miss some of the grief, i missed seeing some of it written down on the page, but i have my headcanons, i know that happened off the page, i know anna still can’t walk into henry’s lab without ari or cecily and gabriel by her side, i know that whenever matthew goes anywhere new in his travel year he gets the urge to write to christopher whenever he sees something that reminds him of him, only to then remember he cannot do that. i know thomas tells alastair all about his time with christopher, how he was a brother to him, and alastair listens to every single story and comforts him when the pain gets too much. i know cecily and gabriel can barely stand it at first, and then one day they hear anna telling alexander all the stories about christopher exploding his clothes in the name of science, and the pain becomes more bearable, even if slightly.
chain of thorns isn’t a perfect book, but i felt the pain, i felt all of it hitting me as a shock wave and it’s still here, heavy on my chest. there was mourning, there was pain, the kind of pain shadowhunters have been raised to bear.
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new fic format I was trying out! omg, me posting tsc content? it’s been a while for sure. I was in a groove today.
@sandersgrey I know i didn’t finish your QOAAD fic but I hope this makes up for it. I was like “hmm what should I write” and then I thought “OHHH i could make something like Alex’s yt au” and here we are
this is completely mindless there is no plot but it was fun soooooo. that’s what matters really I guess
New message from: (+256)-408-5782 (unknown ID)
BLOCK?
2:30am
(+256)-408-5782: hey how’s it going
TyBlackthorn: I think you have the wrong number
(+256)-408-5782: shit I didn’t expect you to be up this late
(+256)-408-5782: hi
TyBlackthorn: Honestly, I didn’t either. Who is this?
(+256)-408-5782: Kit
(+256)-408-5782: please don’t block me
TyBlackthorn has blocked (+256)-408-5782
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New message with DruSimpsForGru
7:24am
DruSimpsForGru: So you blocked him???????
TyBlackthorn: …yeah?
DruSimpsForGru: tyyyyyyyy
DruSimpsForGru: you’ve got this all wrong
DruSimpsForGru: if he’s messaging you he wants to reach outttttttt
TyBlackthorn: Well he didn’t make it obvious in the past two years of ghosting me!!!!!!
DruSimpsForGru: you’re so dumb
DruSimpsForGru: (affectionate)
TyBlackthorn: wow THANKS
DruSimpsForGru: ykw I can’t help you I’m going to recruit the lesbians
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DruSimpsForGru has made a new chat.
7:30am
DruSimpsForGru has changed the chat name to Lesbians ft. Ty and Dru
Alineeeee: ok what’s this chat 4
DruSimpsForGru: Ty needs help
DruSimpsForGru: like romanticallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Sister (female Legolas): ah
Sister (female Legolas): we are the wife lesbians indeed
Sister (female Legolas): *wise
Sister (female Legolas): whatever, wife works too
Alineeeee: oh how the mighty have fallen
TyBlackthorn: I did not give you permission to make this chat dru
TyBlackthorn: discussing my love life should not be a normal little sister’s pastime
DruSimpsForGru: it absolutely should
DruSimpsForGru: and who says I don’t have normal pastimes?
Alineeeee: me?
DruSimpsForGru: oh, right 🙄
Alineeeee: So what happened Ty?
TyBlackthorn: Kit texted me at like 3 am yesterday
*Sister (female Legolas) has changed their name to Helen*
8:02am
Helen: dude why were you up at 3am
TyBlackthorn: reasons
TyBlackthorn: anyway I blocked him
Alineeeee: why’d???? You do that??????
TyBlackthorn: ….
Helen: A, shush
*TyBlackthorn has left Lesbians ft. Ty and Dru*
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TyBlackthorn has unblocked (+256)-408-5782
10:45am
TyBlackthorn has changed (+256)-408-5782’s name to Kit
TyBlackthorn: ok so why did you text me last night
Message read at 10:50am
3:46pm
Kit: I wanted to say hi
Kit: can we meet up sometime? I know Cirenworth isn't that far from the Scholomance.
Kit: I want to apologize
TyBlackthorn: that’s very bold of you to ask
Kit: lol I guess
TyBlackthorn: what makes you think I’ll say yes
*Kit is typing*
Kit: I don’t know. You might not.
Kit: but
Kit: I miss you
Kit: kinda
TyBlackthorn: kinda????
Kit: yeah
Kit: I mean
TyBlackthorn: don’t finish that
Kit: ok
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4:23pm
markblackthorn@shadowmail: julian said to tell you to make sure Tavvy’s back from the beach
TyBlackthorn: ok ill go get him
TyBlackthorn: he was probably joking
5:49pm
TyBlackthorn: wait but Julian is in London????? And we’re in Cali????
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New message from KingJulian
5:50pm
KingJulian: I have eyes everywhere >:3
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New message from KitKat
5:03pm
KitKat: i found this and I think it might help you on your search for the ghost of blackthorn manor or whatever
KitKat: scrollthingy.jpg
EmmaBikestairs: k thx man
KitKat: i wrote on the photo so
EmmaBikestairs: my dude your handwriting is horrible
KitKat: im so offended
KitKat: well i bet YOUR handwriting looks like a soggy rat muffin
EmmaBikestairs: that doesn’t even make SENSE
KitKat: it does if you MAKE it make sense
EmmaBikestairs: wha-
KitKat: i'm leaving goodbye
EmmaBikestairs: ok but Julian and I are coming to Cirenworth soon!!!!!! I wanna see Mina!!!!!!!
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New Message (7:48pm)
Subject: visiting cirenworth!!!!
Hey guys!!
Emma asked me to email you guys, so here we are. We’re in london cleaning up blackthorn hall, and we were wondering if we could stop by cirenworth sometime! Jem,Tessa, I have a couple of things to ask you. And Kit, it’ll be good to see you again!
We’ll be in london for like another month, so please let us know when is good! Or, if you would like to come over to blackthorn manor, just shoot us an email!
All thanks,
Julian
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New message to Kit
8:07pm
TyBlackthorn: forgot to tell you, we’re in Cali rn so we can’t meet up
TyBlackthorn: even if I wanted to
TyBlackthorn: which I’m not sure I do
Kit: memeface.jpg
Kit: doggrinningweirdly.jpg
Kit: OH FUCK SORRY
Kit: I meant to send that to Mari, my bad
Kit: wait, you’re in Cali? When did you go back?
TyBlackthorn: you’re fine
TyBlackthorn: replied to I meant to send that to Mari, my bad Who’s Mari?
TyBlackthorn: replied to wait, you’re in Cali? When did you get back? Like a day ago
Kit: ohhhhh
Kit: replied to Who’s Mari? My friend from school
TyBlackthorn: ok
Kit: I really am sorry about what happened two years ago
TyBlackthorn: I am too.
Message read 8:42pm
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checkmaterook is now following you on tumblr! Woohoo!
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New message from DruSimpsForGru:
8:50pm
DruSimpsForGru: i saw he followed you on the tumblr
TyBlackthorn: how
TyBlackthorn: you can’t see followers on tumblr
TyBlackthorn: also did you just say ‘the tumblr’
DruSimpsForGru: yes. yes i did
DruSimpsForGru: i dont regret a thing
DruSimpsForGru: also, you have the setting on where everyone can see your followers. You can turn it off
TyBlackthorn: >:(
DruSimpsForGru: I followed him
DruSimpsForGru: his account is mostly fandom stuff. like spn
TyBlackthorn: you cannot judge. your username is literally ‘DruSimpsForGru’
DruSimpsForGru: oh I am not judging, spn is excellent
TyBlackthorn: did it slip your mind that in the third Despicable Me movie, Dru was revealed to be Gru’s brother
DruSimpsForGru: oh shit!!!! I didn’t think about that!
DruSimpsForGru: i hope people don’t think im encouraging incest
TyBlackthorn: eh, shadowhunters are basically incestuous by nature anyway
DruSimpsForGru: you’re not wrong
*DruSimpsForGru changed their name to AmazingDruuu*
AmazingDruuu: yeah man that’s better
TyBlackthorn: I agree
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New message from Alineeeee
9:00pm
Alineeeee: ok dont worry aunty A is here to help
TyBlackthorn: ??????
Alineeeee: about your Kit Situation??
TyBlackthorn: ur my sister in law not my aunt
Alineeeee: pshaww. I always wondered how that worked because if Helen was your sister… and I was your sister in law… wouldn’t that mean incest?
TyBlackthorn: you and Dru both today. All this talk of incest
Alineeeee: but anyways??? The Kit Situation???
TyBlackthorn: he followed me on tumblr
Alineeeee: so…
TyBlackthorn: well it obviously means something A
Alineeeee: you guys obviously like each other. just kiss already
TyBlackthorn: what if no
Alineeeee: what if yes ;)
TyBlackthorn: i dont think he likes me like that.
Alineeeee: What did you say he said at Lake Lyn? ‘I love you Ty, I love you’? Sounds like a fucking love declaration if ive ever heard one
TyBlackthorn: he could have meant it,,, ya know,,, platonically
Alineeeee: im just staring very hard at you right now
TyBlackthorn: yeah I know I can literally see you
TyBlackthorn: why are you texting me anyway you’re right there
Alineeeee: …because I value your secrets and privacy?
TyBlackthorn: okay that’s fair
TyBlackthorn: thanks
Alineeeee: no prob bob
Alineeeee: this isn’t solving anything though
Alineeeee: I’m gonna call you later and we are going to talk out your issues
TyBlackthorn: noooooooooooooooo
Alineeeee: yes
TyBlackthorn: fine. im going upstairs goodbye
Alineeeee: k see ya
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Caller ID: Alineeeee (wife of Helen)
Call began 9:52pm
Call ended 12:42pm
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1:02am (in Tyyyyyyy’s AirPods)
Siri ID: AmazingDruuu added TyBlackthorn to Wise Lesbians.
Siri ID: AmazingDruuu said to Wise Lesbians “red alert Kit texted me that he is coming to Cali red alert red alert aaaaaaaaaaa”
Siri ID: Helen said to Wise Lesbians “Dru why are you awake”
Siri ID: AmazingDruuu said to Wise Lesbians “IDK why not”
Siri ID: Helen said to Wise Lesbians “because it is late”
Siri ID: AmazingDruuu said to Wise Lesbians “But Kit said he is coming to talk to Hypatia Vex. Which makes no sense because there is a Shadow Market in London that he could go to.”
Siri ID: What do you want to do?
Siri ID: Silence the chat Wise Lesbians?
Siri ID: Ok, I will silence the chat Wise Lesbians
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