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idontknowmyownmind · 5 months
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Just got an idea from this
Everyone +Barrow -og!Cale remember
So, what if Barrow have been monitoring stalking Cale since he accidently saw him thinking that he is the Cale that 'killed' him for revenge but found out that they are different people
He should probably stop and start to search for 'Cale' but he got attached and now with the curse gone it turn into obssessiom because Cale is the first after a very long time he actually interest in (although unintentionally at first) and have a feeling for
When he heard about what happened with the other, he scoffed and started to move to get close to Cale
Cale wary at first and suspicious that Barrow only approached him because he think he is the 'Cale' everyone wanted
Barrow is harsh and blunt, he doesn't sugacoat his words when he told Cale that it was his first intention but it changed when he realized that he is not the 'Cale' he know, that he actually take an interest to him
There are upside down in their journey but they got there
Cale trust Barrow because even though he is rude and a bastard, one thing he noticed is Barrow never lie to him
The truth sometimes harsh, but Cale think it's better than sweet lies or empty hope
Is Barrow manipulating Cale? Who know, maybe yes, maybe no
What about Roksu?
Well, he remember, along with his hyungs
He know about the others reincarnation of course but he choose to not get close because he thought it's only him and his hyungs who remember
Until one day, he got a message from Cale, the real Cale, who told him that his 'family' is searching for him before he vanish
Of course when he found out what happened he is angry and upset, but more than anything, dissapointed
He look at them coldly and told them that he will not talk to them until they got any news about Cale
Roksu not gonna be this upset if it's the original Cale he know because then they can talk and they understand
But no, it's not him but a soul who know nothing, who doesn't remember anything
A gentle soul who is similar to original Cale, willingly sacrifice himself for his family in every universe, who is lonely and only want to be loved and happy in life, who yearns for those love just to realized that there never one for him who is him and not someone else to begin with
Guilt eaten everyone alive, especially the Henituse
Will they meet? Yes, yes, they will
But they meet through Barrow
Roksu who accidently saw Barrow who coincidently also looking at his direction froze along
They just look at each other silently, assessing whether they are a threat for themselves or not
[Barrow doesn't know that Roksu is the 'Cale' he knew what with his original appearance, he stare because Roksu looking at him as if he know him and a hatred so deep for a mere stranger]
But it broke when Cale appear beside Barrow, tugging his arm
And Roksu never think the soft look on Barrow's face is possible
Of course Barrow will not let Cale look at Roksu because he has a feeling something unpleasant might happens
And of course Roksu want to snatch Cale away because Barrow is dangerous, but seeing the happy smile and free laugh of Cale, he decided to observes first
And that's how he know that Cale is truly happy and he doesn't want to take it away from him
He inform the others about Cale whereabout and explicitly tell them to not do anything because he can see that Cale is happy
The Henituse of course refuse it but Roksu slap them with harsh reality that they already fucked up not just once and not only in this life, the least they can do is letting Cale has his happiness
[I know that I make Roksu colder here but he just so upset for him who he considers his brother, who is hurt again and again by his supposed family. He is not that harsh in his words but it still cut deeper for everyone]
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Different scenario
Previously, rather than switching body, Rok Soo was reincarnated as Roksu Henituse, Cale Henituse's older brother (no, there is no regressor Cale)
It's brocon Roksu, ChoiRok, and AlCale
In the modern reincarnation, Roksu reborn as Roksu again but there is no Cale
Cale never born as his brother
The one who remember are Roksu, Choi Han, Alver, Rosalyne, Soo Hyuk, Jung Soo, Ron, Vicross, Barrow, Eruhaben, Tasha, Whitira, and Paseton
Barrow is Roksu's cousin from his birth mother side
They never get along, with their memories still the same
The twist, Cale reborn as Barrow's little brother by 10 years
Cale born mute
At first, Barrow want nothing from his little brother especially considering their past
He know that this Cale doesn't remember anything but he is still bitter
But!!
He started to see how sweet, how adorable, of a cutie Cale is
Always smile and try to get close to him even though he is anything but kind to him, even though their parents act as if he never exist and only have Barrow as their kid
No one beside those who life and work in his house know about Cale existence, so yes, Roksu doesn't know about Cale, Barrow's brother, existence
As time goes by, Barrow's heart trembles and finally it melted
He who never considered Cale as anything but nuisance became quite protective toward his baby brother
He is rough but there is no doubt in the beginning of (brotherly) loves that started to bloom in his heart for Cale
Eventually he grown as a brocon who overprotective and always spoils his baby brother rotten lol
He has a mind to rubbed it in front of Roksu's annoying face but rethink it when a thought that he may need to share Cale, or worse having Roksu snatch him away, fill his heart with contempt
Did they meet? Absolutely
How?
Roksu seeing Cale from afar frozen and look at him with wide eyes
Cale look up at him and perk up, Roksu think that Cale remember
Cale run toward him, he half way lift up his hands with a small smile just to get frozen when Cale run past him
He slowly turn around and found Cale hugging Barrow, who ruffling his hair with a freaking smile, waist before got pick up and being carried by Barrow
Cale face redden and signs something but he still hug Barrow's neck and rubbing his check on Barrow's hair affectionistly
Sensing Roksu, Barrow look at him and send a smug look
Cale is shy so he only gave Roksu a little wave and hesistant smile when Barrow told him that he is their cousin before he hide his face on his brother hair
Since then, Roksu keep bugging Barrow to let him meet Cale
He act friendly and sweet because apparently he need Barrow's 'okay' if he want Cale to get close to him
Because Cale is a good boy and a good brother who listen to his Barrow hyung
Even though he has a feeling that Roksu is a good person, his hyung told him to not get close with him and his hyung always taking care of him and only want what is best for him so he must have a reason for telling Cale that
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Today I'm feeling rokcale
Tomorrow maybe I'm feeling polysoos
The day after tomorrow maybe I'm feeling choicale
And the day after the day after tomorrow maybe I'm feeling alcale
That's the life
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idontknowmyownmind · 5 months
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Father I don't want to Get Married RokCale version using Jubel and Regis story
Duke Roksu
In their first life, they had backstreet relationship
No one, and I mean not a single soul, know about their relationship
Despite their intimate and warm relationship, there are underline doubt, insecurities, and misunderstanding they harbor alone without telling their partner
Cale was accused of poisoning the Crown Prince
Roksu pulled Cale quite roughly, unintentionaly, toward a dungeon and gave him dagger without actually telling anything
Paired with his cold eyes and harsh tone, it's not a surprise that Cale misunderstood
Like Jubel who choose to end her life, so is Cale who rather take his own life than let Roksu did it
Everyone was shocked when they found Roksu, the cold, stoic and rarely smile Duke, pour his heart out while holding the corpse of the 'traitor'
The way he cry and holding him tight yet gentle
Unlike Regis who lost his mind and killed everyone, Roksu grief by locking himself with Cale's corpse
He become colder, always staying inside his chamber where Cale is
His family are worried, but everything they did doesn't seems like reaching him
They keep a close eye on him, fearing he will do something drastic
But they were careless for a moment and the next thing they found is Roksu cold, bloody, body beside Cale, hugging him close
In their second life, Roksu decided to let his closed companion aware of their relationship
So if something happened to Cale, he know they will protected him
Everything is fine, with Roksu hovering over Cale quite protectively
But, again, Cale died by his hand this time
Roksu doesn't mean it to happen, he meant to kill an enemy but why it's Cale who stand in front of him with his sword gone through his heart
This time, he completely lost his mind, he went rampage and killed everyone with cold and blank eyes with tears streaming down silently
His family need to stop him
Until he is at the brink of death, he crawl toward his beloved corpse, ignoring his bloody and broken body
His family want to heal him, but they know that it will only torture him so they let him go with heavy heart
In their third, current, life
Roksu went back way further and pursue Cale earlier and openly
He doesn't even hide his intention and make it clear that Cale is his and whoever dare to touch him will face him directly
He is a bit unhigine here, more protective and possessive toward the confuse red head, a bit much yandere and obssessive
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idontknowmyownmind · 4 months
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RokCale
With Cale as the clingy boyfriend who like to be close with his Rok Soo, always went for physical contacts and harmless flirt
And with Rok Soo who seemingly passive but actually very attentive, letting Cale do whatever he want and respond to all his flirt
One day, Cale got dared to ignore Rok Soo for a whole day
No hugs. No kisses. No 'morning, babe'
Everytime Rok Soo try to come near, Cale will steer away, pretending to not hear his calls
It can end wholesome, with a sprinkle of angst, or smutty, depends on my brain and mood 🤭
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RokCale
Cale has a multiple personality disorder, Cain, who believe that they are separate person and twin
Many people, those who don't know the Henituse better, also believe that Cale and Cain are different people
Rok Soo who loves both of them, torn because he also believe that they are twin
Poor man thinking he loves two people, twin at that, and have been in morale dilemma and conflicting heart
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RokCale
Yandere x Yandere
🚩x🚩
Stalker x Stalker
Cale who stalk Rok Soo and know everything about him
Cale who always got updated on Rok Soo
Rok Soo who know that Cale is stalking him and relish on his attention on him
Rok Soo who 98% of his gallery is Cale photos
Rok Soo who have his wall full of them
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RokCale
With them trapped in endless circle of reincarnation as strangers turn lovers in every life with their memories emerge when they reach 15 or 18
With them suddenly reborn as twin/sibling
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RokCale
40y.o Cale who never made a deal with GoD
Somehow became a 'ghost' and for some reason tied to Rok Soo's mother since she was a child
No one ever able to see him
Until Rok Soo born and how he always has his eyes on him when he hover over him
Cale realized that Rok Soo can see him
Change his form to match Rok Soo's age since he was 1y.o
Always staying beside him when everyone he cherish eventually perish
Rok Soo only comfort and companion for a long time
Cale realized that he only visible to Rok Soo when need him or no one he cherish stay beside him
After Rok Soo met Soo Hyuk and Jung Soo, the frequency of his presence decreses
Rok Sok realized late and brainwashed himself that he always need Cale and he never trully cherish anyone
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RokCale
Rok Soo who has second identity
Cale who in love with his second identity
Rok Soo who love Cale and got rejected, without knowing that Cale loves his second identity
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RokCale
Your Name AU
Them from different world rather than different time
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RokCale
Rok Soo has chronic illness
Want to enjoy every bits of his short life
Want to spend his last moment surrounded with his beloved people
Cale who know
Cale who suddenly dissapear days before Rok Soo last days
Rok Soo who is sad and heartbroken but pretend to be fine
Misunderstanding between them and his people
No one know where Cale is
No one know about his family so they can't contact them
On Rok Soo last day, coincides with their anniversary
Hans, Cale loyal butler, visit his room and present him a flower bouquet and a letter, saying it's from Cale
Rok Soo's people angry and dissapointed almost convince Rok Soo to refuse
But he want to know about his love
As he read the letter, the harder it is for him to breath and the worse his heart pained
Cale as a heir of one of the biggest and richest family in the world is no stranger to assassination attempts
He feels eyes on him, not the first but it's different
He just know that it's different and something bad will happen to him
So he prepare the flower and letter and instruct Hans to give it to Rok Soo at spesific date
[Rok Soo is a securely guarded secret of Cale, only a handful people he trust know about him]
And truth to his words, this time assassionation attempt is a succeed
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RokCale
They are lovers and somehow got their soul transmigrated into random bodies, still the same world
They don't know that they both got transmigrated
Spy on their original body and see them still lovey dovey, more intimate
Misunderstand that their lover like whoever inhabite their body more than them
They somehow meet, become close, fall in love (in denial because they don't want to betray their love)
Heartbreaking and misunderstands moments before they found out that all this time they always together and whoever in their body is not who they think they are
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RokCale
You know that manhwa where the mc died and transmigrated into a game?
Rok Soo, a gamer who died because some pompous chaebol lost to him in VR game
Transmigrated into the game as an npc
For earthlings, it's a game. But it's actually real, somehow
Met Cale and fall in love
Want a revenge on that fucker, he has years before the 'game' start
Surprise, there is his character who is played by 'him'
So there are 2 Rok Soo
Idk, I just want 2 Rok Soo to fight over Cale lol
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RokCale
Bungou Stray Dogs: Beast AU
In Beast, Dazai made many worlds where Odasaku can live a life he desire even though he need to sacrifice many things using The Book
Dazai: Rok Soo
Odasaku: Soo Hyuk & Jung Soo
Chuuya: Cale
Chuuya is Dazai's right hand man who is very loyal
In this AU, Rok Soo and Cale are lovers and loves each other
Rok Soo's loves for Cale and his hyungs is different kind of loves, but undoubtly true
Rok Soo who lost his hyungs only has Cale that keep him going, he is someone who always stay on his side, in his high and lowest point of life
When he heard about The Book, he went on a hunt for it and Cale support it all his journey
He somehow got a hand on it and create many worlds until he found one where his hyungs are alive
What he is not aware is the karma of using The Book (this is not canon)
Someone who is emotionally tune with Rok Soo and have a close and strong bond with him will also retain the memories of the original world (outside the book)
But Cale hide this fact from Rok Soo
Let's say that in some worlds Rok Soo create, there are where Cale is needed as the sacrifice to make his desired world come true
In Cale's eyes, Rok Soo never hesistate as long as it increase the chance to make a world where his hyungs is there
In Cale's perspective, no matter how much Rok Soo loves him, he will never be his first choice no matter how much he did and sacrified for him
Cale also jealous and insecure, watching how far Rok Soo could go for Soo Hyuk and Jung Soo
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RokCale
Modern AU
Cafe barista Rok Soo and regular customer Cale
Their relationship somehow developed, it's slow burn
With Cale has unique body condition where he is immune to any poison unless it's in large dose or he need to consume certain dose of poison once a day
One day, Cale accidently drop or forget a pack of 'sugar'
Rok Soo who think that it's regular sugar pick it up and add it into Soo Hyuk's drink when they are home
Soo Hyuk got poisoned and when they asked where Rok Soo got the 'sugar', he told them that it's the 'sugar' Cale always add to his drink
Implying that all this time, Cale has been consuming poison
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RokCale
Sibling/Twin AU
With Cale rarely at home
Not much is known about him
No really fond with his family (other than Roksu) (the feeling you have for distant relatives you rarely seen)
Since their mother's death, he never really call his family with their proper titles (expect Roksu)
Those who caught a glimpse of him will see him as a cold person, somehow blanker than Roksu
It's quite the opposite, but Cale will be a very different person when he's with Roksu
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idontknowmyownmind · 5 months
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Twin baby rokcale
Roksu like strawberry cake, Cale like cherry cake
One day, they argue that their favorite is better
Jour suggest them to try each other favorite
When Cale try the strawberry cake, he is fine at first but suddenly seems like in pain and started to coughing up blood
He is not allergic to strawberry but something else inside the cake
But let's say that there is no way to know that and they just assume that he allergic to strawberry because they think that the cake made from same ingredient just different fruit
Roksu look horrified and forbid his twin to even near a strawberry
At first, Cale also think that he allergic to strawberry but when he accidently eat one because of Lily, he is fine
He is confuse and secretly try to find out what he actually alergic to
Of course he doesn't tell anyone about this
After the war, when everyone just hang out together
Lily offer Cale a strawberry and he doesn't even refuse!!
The henituse, especially Roksu, is horrified
Roksu literally tackled his twin to stop him to eat the strawberry
Cale almost shout at him but seeing his wide and wild eyes he try to calm him down
He try to explain that he actually not allergic to strawberry, it take time to convince him and he want to prove it by eating one fruit
He is fine... at first..
Before his smile strained and he frown before he cough up blood
What he doesn't know is that the fruit is coated with sugar, there are types of sugar and cale is actually alergic with this particular one
And it's a bit too severe because only a little bit will make him cough up blood
But the other still haven't know it and furious at him, especially Roksu
After that, he try to explain again but Roksu doesn't believe him and forbid strawberry to ever get into the mansion
And one time, Alberu offer the twin new cookies he made and when Cale asked what it's made of and he answered strawberry, Roksu look horrified, Ron and Choi Han tense and the kids paled
Cale is relax thinking that maybe it's finally time to prove that he is not alergic to strawberry
But of course it's not easy because it seems like Alberu used that damned spesific sugar to made this particular cookies
And that's only cemented others believe that he is allergic to strawberry...
Cale feels like crying...
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idontknowmyownmind · 5 months
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RokCale Soulmate AU
Everyone have a red string attached to thier pinky finger that will lead to their soulmate
Only themself who can see their own string that manifested when they were 4
Red means that your soulmate still alive;
White means that your soulmate cut your string; and
Black means your soulmate is dead
Even though your string spread out to the horizon, you can still be able to see them
And each soulmates have different ways to communicated with their other half, from sharing wounds, sharing emotions, meeting in a dream, and so on
Cale's string, since he first got his string, it's only 7 cm long and seems to be connected to thin air
He was confused for a long time and thought that he doesn't actually have a soulmate until he got a weird writing engraved on his arm
Apparently, his way to communicated with his soulmate is through writing on their skin
Since then, they always communicated with each other, telling each other their deepest secrets and insecurities
At first, they have difficulties to communicate because of their different language but they somehow manage to teach each other
But they never really tell each other name
At his end of life, Cale's last words to his soulmate is 'I Love You'
Both of them never trully tell each other that because they know that although their souls are tied, they aren't meant to be together
For the deal to be made he need to die first
Kim Rok Soo doesn't trully have anyone other his soulmate
When everyone he adores leave one by one, only his soulmate always remained in his life
Until one day, out of nowhere, his soulmate told him that he loves him
Right before his string turn black
They never trully tell each other about their feeling for each other, but they know it without telling
His heart feels tight and it's hard to breath
He fall asleep after reading a novel with tears silently streaming down his eyes
He wake up inside the novel, and instead of panicking, the first thing he checked was his string
His eyes widden when he found it vibrant red again
He bring his hand close to his heart as a single tear escaped his eye
He is speechlees when he see familiar language before he laugh incredulity
'Does that mean my soulmate is alive in this world?'
That's what he thought but his string still connected to thin air so it's unlikely
During his endeavor, he also try to find something about his soulmate but got zero result
For some reason they can't communicate with each other again
Until he met the original Cale Henituse in that space
For the first time in their life, their string connected to something to someone
They look at their connected string for a solid minute before they laugh breathlessly
They don't exchange words for a long time and found themselves in each other embrace
They embrace each other tightly and just stay there
But they have to part away
It may be better for them to cut their string, but they can't bring themselves to do that
Their first and last kiss happened before they have to leave for their world, their new home
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idontknowmyownmind · 5 months
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Another twin AU
At this point it's turn into obssession toward twin rokcale
The idea is, I'm not really sure because I just suddenly remember this one idea from, either a thread on twitter or fanfiction
I remember it's not a twin rokcale story but I just want to make one with them
I think it's gonna be a horror story?
In this AU, Cale is dead since he is just a young boy, maybe 10, before Lily born
After his death, there are bells around the mansion
Bells that's not chime even when a storm hit
There are certain pattern of the chime and each pattern mean different thing
Let's say that Cale's soul (or ghost) is somehow bound to the mansion so he can't leave anywhere
The family and older staff already got used by it
While the young and new staff need to push back their fear every times the bells chime
Because, some patterns will be accompanied with an eerie joyous laughter of a young boy or soft cries
They also need to get used with their young master Roksu talking to thin air and searching their 'young master Cale'
Sometimes even the count
None, beside Deruth and Roksu, can 'see' Cale translucent form or interact with him
But sometimes, Violan, Basen, and the Molans will senses his presence and indulge in his mischievous
On rare time, they can hear what he said even though only vaguely
One day, there is no sign of Cale anywhere in the mansion
The bells is silent for a whole day (something that never happens)
Roksu (15 y.o) search around mansion but can't get a glimpse of Cale anywhere
He is worried sick because he can't even feels his presence in the house
There is always this feeling that Cale is here even though the bell is silent but he can't feels anything at the moment
Roksu slowly panicked, he even got a panic attack after the whole day without his twin presence
He never really sad when Cale died, because Cale never trully leave
He is always there, although differently and forever 10
Where is Cale?
Well, he somehow sent into earth where Roksu used to life
(Forgot to mention, it's reincarnated Roksu without his memories until he is 18)
Cale wander aimlessly as a ghost, he kinda worried about his hyung because it's the first time he is away from home (from him)
He then met 5 years old Rok Soo and become his 'imaginary' friend
He never leave Rok Soo side and always there with him
Cale doesn't know why but this child remind him of his hyung and he want to protect him
Especially from that bastard uncle who dare to hurt Rok Soo
You know that one thing when a ghost feels strong emotion and just become solid and able to 'move' things around them? I think it's called poltergeist?
Yeah, Cale first time did that when he super angry with that drunkard he almost kill that bastard if not for little Rok Soo stopping him
After that, his uncle became more careful around Rok Soo in fear for angering his 'friend'
He stranded on earth for roughly 3 years before he suddenly found himself back to his home
After silent for three whole years, the bells around the mansion suddenly chimes again
Roksu who just got back from Ubarr with the whales frozen from a solid second before he run around the mansion in search for Cale
His new companions are confuse because it's the first time they see the stoic young master look distraught yet elated, calling someone named Cale they never heard of
Because the chime signs are both happy but also scared
Roksu found 'Cale' curled up in the gap between the wall and bookshelf in the library
Roksu heart is full of happiness because his twin is finally home but also worried because he is crying
He coax Cale gently and try to calm him down
The whales are confuse, and a bit scared, because they see Roksu talking to thin air and the bells around them keep chiming when there is no wind while the Molan and the Henituse look relieved and happy but also worried
If they focus, they would heard a soft cry of a young boy that sound eerie as if it's from someone from different plane of existence than them
Roksu delayed his plan to go to forest of darkness for the sake of staying with Cale
He stay in his original room (he refuse to stay there after his twin dissapearance) only with his twin, he even forbid the kids to follow him when he is inside that room
They spent all day together with Cale telling him what happened to him for the last three years
Roksu wonder if the Rok Soo is another him because he doesn't remember having an imaginary friend when he was five
And Roksu doesn't like that, because that's mean he has to share Cale with maybe his other self
Cale is his twin, only his and not that Rok Soo's
Cale asked him to find a way for him to meet Rok Soo because he is worried about him
Roksu told him that he will try but make no promises (he know he will not really try anything if it's mean keeping Cale beside him)
A month, Cale only home for a month before he dissapear again
In that month, Roksu's people learn about Cale existence and try to get used by it
Roksu know where he might be and feels a bit furious but he can't do anything about it
Cale back to earth and felt elated, immediately search for Rok Soo
He is surprised when he found out that ten years already passed, which mean Rok Soo is already 18 and the apocalypse already happened
Rok Soo who think that Cale as his imaginary friend who disapeared when he was 8, shocked when he is 'hugged' by the happy 10 years old boy who only him can see
Rok Soo feels happy despite the confusion
Everyone around him weirded out seeing him smile or talk into thin air and some of them who used to be an asshole to him stir away after some strange thing happen to them when they try to pick a fight with Rok Soo
LSY and CJS are also weirded out but also happy that their dongsaeng look more relax and dare they say happy
Although they feels goosebumps when, sometimes, they heard a soft laughter of a young boy around Rok Soo and briefly caught a glimpse of a boy with red hair around him that vanish the moment they do a double check
What if. Rok Soo. Is. The Rok Soo. From earth 2. Where Roksu. Do the test?
Roksu possesses Rok Soo and shocked when he see Cale
And Cale just know that it's not Rok Soo but his hyung, Roksu
At their last day, Roksu try to persuade Cale to come home which he then pout because he feels lonely because Roksu often out and he can't follow him
LSY and CJS who know about Cale from their Rok Soo try to keep Cale to stay a bit longer
Roksu may their dongsaeng from different world, but their Rok Soo will always be their priority
They don't want to see him sad like all the time Cale has to go home
They are curious of course what this Roksu relationship with Cale but they can't actually ask that
Oh! When Roksu got his plate broken, when he finally awake, his attention is immediately on Cale who look at him scared and angry
"Cale?" Called Roksu softly while reaching his hand toward him
By this point, his companions already used by this, even though they still feels odd because they can't feels Cale's presence let alone see him
Rather than went to him, Cale eyes waters and the bell chimes violently which alert everyone
Especially when things around them started to shake
But Roksu only focus on Cale who as the time goes by become clearer and more solid
Ignoring everything, he got out of bed and approached Cale
The others heads snap toward Cale when they heard a sob and shocked when they see a young boy with red hair suddenly there with tears streaming down his face
Choi Han almost stop Roksu but got a harsh and cold glare of warning from him
He slowly approach Cale, "Cale? Hey, are you okay? Why are you crying? Dongsaeng, it's okay. I'm here."
"Hyung you stupid!! Why are you doing that?! You got hurt badly! I thought I will lose you!! You said you don't like pain but you always got hurt!! You idiot! You idiot!"
Cale throw a tantrum while screaming at Roksu
Whithout thinking, he scoup Cale into his arms and hug him
His eyes widen because he can feels Cale in his arms, solid although cold
He may can see Cale all the time but he never able to actually touch him because he went through and it always feels like the caress of the wind
But right now he can hold his twin in his arm
He hug him tightly, letting him cry his eyes out while apologizing for making him worry
For a whole day, Cale is solid and Roksu refuse to let him go and keep him by side all the time
Of course he let his family to interact with Cale, but not after make it clear that Cale will not leave his super surveillance
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idontknowmyownmind · 3 months
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When I was scrolling through my fyp, a new manhwa recommendation gave me an idea for RokCale lol
I do not really remember because I accidently tapped the home button before I look at the title 😀
I might be wrong but let's prettend I'm close to the truth
So, the story is about the ml who is born different, with red eyes, and people believe that he is the devil in the prophercy or something but the fl doesn't believe it
They are knights that had achieved many accomplishments together
In the end, the ml is the devil and kill the fl and fl told him that she will love him no differently even though she know the truth earlier
Idk what happen next...
Well, ml as Roksoo and fl as Cale
Roksoo is overthinker and has a habit to came to a conclusion that satisfied himself, whether it's true or not
Cale is someone who is open with his feeling toward Roksoo
He know Roksoo's bad habit and always make sure that he know that Cale loves him for who he is
But Roksoo believe that it will change when Cale know the truth
The ending is the same, Roksoo killed Cale and poured out what he has been thinking, 'accusing' Cale that he must be disgusted with him now
But rather than angry, Cale smile through his blood and cupped his check
"I'm sorry for not trying hard enough to let you know that I love you, I will always love you, Roksoo, for who you are."
Roksoo is speechless but Cale keep talking
"I have my hunch that the gossip is not really a gossip after all. But I found myself doesn't care about it... you are Roksoo, someone I came to love with my whole heart. I know the time we spent together is not a lie. I'm sorry for not being able to lift your doubt about humans, about me. But please... please don't doubt my love for you.. "
Cale cough up more blood and idk how to write Roksoo's reaction... someone help me describe it 'cause I'm really lost here 🥲
In the end Cale still died
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idontknowmyownmind · 3 months
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Twin RokCale AU
Reincarnated Roksu
Cale who went with his mother to Harris Village
Cale is missing, presumably dead
Roksu who never forget and started to remember his life as Kim Rok Soo when he was 15
After the war, for the first time, Roksu heard something about his brother
One of the wolf pup who mistake Cale for Roksu when they buy groceries
When they're back, they innocently mention the red head man they thought their young master
Roksu who got his hope awaken again started to search, but no matter how hard it is, he never caught a glimpse of Cale, just a passing talk
The first who met Cale is Vicross who get lost in a wood and getting saved by Cale
Cale doesn't remember anything, he got amnesia
His first memory is a secluded house in a wood and an old couple who take care of him
Vicross came to that conclusion, at first he was skeptical whether he is Cale or not but then he saw the necklace he wears
The same one like what Roksu always wear just in different color, Cale is ruby red while Roksu is burgundy
Vicross stayed for almost a week
When he is back, he didn't immediately told Roksu
Cale became Vicross little secret
They meet almost frequently and feeling bloom between them
How he got outed? Well, the same wolf pup saw them together and asked Vicross about the red head man when the main heroes party is present
They met, they talk, but Cale is wary and refuse to come back 'home'
Let's say that somehow, Cale's soul got tied with the wood he stayed in
So if he step out, he'll slowly dying
Of course he doesn't say anything about that
Damn, why I can't think of a happy au...
So, they manage to 'kidnap' Cale to come with them and manipulate their way so he stay
But as days goes by, Cale become weaker, like a wilting flower
The found out too late about the reason.. so, yeah.. he..
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idontknowmyownmind · 4 months
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Modern AU OG!AlCale; slight RokCale
Cale is someone who is unable to love and feels empathy. Emotions are something hard to grasp for him.
Cale always curious about human emotions.
Alberu is a black sheep in his family. His mother died when he was 5. No one in his family care about him because he is an illegitimate child.
Alberu always long for attention, love, and recognition from someone.
The first time they met was when Cale was 5 and Alberu was 7. Their parents are bussiness partner.
Since then, they have been together as playmate. Cale is blunt, especially when he was kid. He told Alberu that he is fake and he want to know why.
Alberu thought that he was being mocked but when he lool at Cale, he could seen genuine curiosity.
Cale is a sharp and smart kid. It's not long for him to realized that he is not, by any means, a normal person.
At the age of 10, he proposed to Alberu a deal. The content is, he will provide Alberu with 'love' and attention, he will give him recognition and 'care' for him. In return, he will help Cale satisfied his curiosity on human emotions and become his 'experiment' partner.
At first, Alberu just indulge him on this but as time goes by, he kinda became dependant on Cale because if he doesn't know any better, he will believe that Cale is genuine and sincere.
As they grow older, they still keep their 'agreement'. Cale might 'experienced' on many people but Alberu will always be his last stop. And Alberu become obsessive and possessive over Cale. They know each other deepest secret and only when it's the two of them they can be themselves.
They are each other first in everything
How Roksoo fit?
Well, no one know about their 'relationship'. Everyone know that they know each other since kid because of their parents, but they think that their relationship is not genuine and more professional. No one know about the intimacy of their relationship.
The 'heroes', the Soos, and Alberu are a group of friends. They are young and stupid, so CJS proposed a bet to Roksoo. He has to date Cale for three months.
Cale is known as a blunt and rude person (rude in a way of he talk without filter, not in a way of picking a fight with anyone). And he is known to have a long list of dates that not last more than a week, the longest is probably only two week top.
Alberu doesn say anything, he's actually encourage it. Cale told him that he is bored because no one is fun to 'play' with, so why not he send him a new 'playmate'?
He told Cale about the bet to pique his interest because it will be his 'first' time to be a betting subject. True to his expectation, Cale is interest and willing himself to stay for three months.
On the way to two months, Cale is bored but he endure it so Alberu will win his bet. And Roksoo started to developed feeling in a month they are 'together'.
After three months, Roksoo need to come clean to Cale about the bet. He feels guilty but he also planned to confes for real this time.
But before he got the chance, after he told Cale about the bet, nonchalantly Cale said that he know about the bet all this time. He told Roksoo that he stay because he thought it would be fun. Cale even told Roksoo that he actually started to get bored in their two months together.
He said all that with straight face and even voice. Cale even has the gall to look confuse when Roksoo looks upset (because he think that shouldn't it be him who feels upset? Hm..)
After that, Roksoo leave with a broken heart.
At the night, he told Alberu everything during the three months and what happened after and Alberu need to explain to him why it happen. During three months, they were not met or call each other.
Alberu feels bad for Roksoo because he know that Roksoo has a strong yet also fragile heart. But he also feels glad that Cale is not actually develop feeling to Roksoo. Watching them together is such a torture for him because with Cale, he never know what he actually feeling.
He know Cale's condition, but he also afraid that someday he will feels genuine love for someone and that someone is not him. He is afraid that Cale will leave.
Sometimes he forgot how good of an actor Cale is. It's a good thing he got bored of Roksoo.
Seeing Alberu seems to be upset, he 'comfort' him and shower him with a lot of 'loves'.
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idontknowmyownmind · 6 months
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This is something that have been plaguing my mind since I'm introduced to a ship called RokCale
Note, I'm a firm believer of bottom og!Cale (in his every form) because he is my beloved bbg
So, in particular RokCale story where they are Heniroksoo and Kimcale (their switch bodies) with bottom Heniroksoo, I'm honestly kinda weird out
BECAUSE!! KRS's original body is taller and buffer while Cale's body is shorter and becoming a twig after KRS inhabit it
So, I can't help myself to not find it funny when Heniroksoo is bottoming for Kimcale, I'm sorry but it's definitely funny in my head 😭😂
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idontknowmyownmind · 6 months
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ROKCALE
Inspired by Never Again by Mugenn24
Lee Soo Hyuk, Choi Jung Soo, Kim Rok Soo, and Choi Han are a cursed existences
They were fated to life a long life, thousands of years
They also fated to have a fated one who will be their both salvation and curse
Their fated ones are cursed to have a miserable life and surrounded by sorrow of losing their loved one (similar to krs canon curse)
Anyone they love will eventually leave, both in a sense of death or never have them as the first choice, and who love them will experience misfortunes
But also, whoever loves them will loves them with their heart but once they harbor negative feeling, it close to imposible to have them 'like' them
Everytime their loved one reincarnated, Fate will always find a way to reunite them
And every time, they will meet miserable end for or because of the Soos + Han
Lee Soo Hyuk × Alberu Crossman
Choi Jung Soo × (idk who will be his fated one but maybe) Paseton (?)
Kim Rok Soo × Cale Henituse
Choi Han × (please, idk who to choose for Mr. Han!!) Archie (?)
The four of them do their best to not met their fated one
Once they meet theirs, it'll be easy for them to lose control because they will become very obssessive and possessive over them
A little physical contact will connect them, tied their soul, with their fated one
Rok Soo accidently brush hand with Cale when he explore the capital
He doesn't realized at first because he got distracted
He just aware that he is tied with his fated one when he feels emotion not his own
He frantically try to remember but got zero result, he brush passed many people!!
The four of them doesn't know who their fated one because they agree to erased the majority of memories of them
They can feels it when they reincarnated, and no matter how strong their desire to find them, they can't
Hmm, maybe I'll include the birth of heroes events
So that's mean, there is another CH from different world
CJS never met his fated one because Paseton died before they have the chance to meet
In between the war, CH also lost his without ever knowing who he is
LSY lost his not long before KRS lost his
All this time, KRS is miserable because he can feels his fated one sorrow but he never seek them out because his believe that his existence will only bring more pain for him
WHAT IF!!
As the world regressed due to Cale's deal with GoD, so is the Soos and Han who also regressed with their memories
They then choose to seek their fated ones because they don't want to regret
Earth!KRS transmigrate after Cale already tied with Rok Soo
He almost become feral when he feels that their connection suddenly gone
Thanks to LSH and CJS, he manage to calm down and focus on his bond and slightly calm when it's still there
But it's faint and that when he know that his fated one is still alive but no longer in their world
(In this second chance, Rok Soo already found out that his fated one is Cale)
When he went to check, he is shock because it's someone else who is inside his fated one's body
Someone who feels similar to him (since they are both KRS but also not?)
They realized the abnormality when they see another CH
In the end, they decide to help as mysterious people when they found out that WS is the reason of their fated ones end before
LCF cast found out their identities at the end of the war
Rok Soo decide to pursue after his fated one to earth and his hyungs support him
While in LCF we have earth!CH, CH, LSY, Sui Khan, and 2 CJS
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