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The Immortal have a guardian spirit chapters that i love so much

5 : " I will protect you even if I die " - Cruel to Raven

10 : " If you dont feel confident or feel worthless, think of me who loves you the most " - Cruel to Raven

11 : " even if you destroy the world i wont hate you " - Cruel to Raven

12 : Raven is stronger than Guardian Spirit + coughing blood

17 : [ Guardian spirit can't recognize this marriage! ]

18 : "how much do you think my face is? "

19 : " if we break up, you'll forget everything "

21 : " will they give me money, If I go there myself? That's a lot of money" said by the wanted man name Raven

23 : " I love you captain! " Eckart Lofty to Raven

27 : Live and Altair plans to kidnapping Raven

31 : " My little star " + Altair calling Raven Father

32 : " 🌟 my beautiful face 🌟 " - Raven

36: Hwan brands on Raven's tongue + "which ankle should I break?" - Altair

42 : " come here son "

44: " your grandfather needs to learn to cook again" - said by Raven who doesnt know how to cook

47 : Guardian spirit spamming Raven + Rowena

48 : Altair's diary and he said he harrassed Rowena when they're babies

50 : Rowena and Altair cute sibling quarrel

51 : " Teacher please teach me to dance " said by Rowena who is a president of Fighter Association who mingles with high class people daily

52 : siblings emergency meeting about Rowena problematic behaviour

56 : Eduardo and Stave being rivals to lover

57 : "you gave birth to me"

58 : "me? I never been pregnant?" + " why are you not sleeping? You won't grow taller " Raven (172cm) to Altair (188cm)

59 : " My hyung is my everything "

61 : Live slapping Rowena at the back of her head + DJ Hwan

64 : " I'm a bit of beauty "

66 : Guardian spirit kiss Raven's forehead

68 : Live call Altair hyungnim

71 : Guardian Spirit judging the disciples choice of clothes

72 : Nobles ridicule Raven and disciples appeared

76 : [ Guardian Spirit says marriage is a turn of life event that can lead to either bliss or abyss. If you're unsure, its not a bad idea to live alone for the rest of your life ] + Dan to Live "how did you live like this?"

83 : "the person you will reap next is Live"

84 : " hyung can I see your face? I want to see your face " Raven smiled when he saw his face

85 : nom nom Hwan face

88 : Altair and Live cute sibling moment

89 : I give all my luck for meeting guardian spirit and you

95 : Altair tears

96 : Deceiver looting herbs from Elf King

98 : intkot book acquired

100 : Raven green eyes is crying while reading intkot. The green eyes belongs to Cruel. Cruel is the one who's crying + uncensored name "Deon" + Raven reaction to reading intkot

101 : burning intkot book + Demon King and intkot!Deon love child is canon

#deon hardt #intkot #deon hart #the immortal have a guardian spirit #Cruel Hart #Raven

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idontknowmyownmind · 16 days

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The moment Deon was born. Cruel was ready to give up everything for him

The moment Cruel died. Deon was ready to give up everything for him

#intkot #deon hardt #deon hart #i'm not that kind of talent #the immortal have a guardian spirit #cruel hart

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idontknowmyownmind · 16 days

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drunk Intkot!Deon meets TIGS!Raven

Spoiler

• Raven already read about Deon's life in intkot book

• Guardian Spirit is Cruel Hart

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Deon : are you an enemy?

Raven : No

Deon staring at the familiar green eyes and black hair he despise so much

Deon : then why are you staring at me like that?

Raven : because you look beautiful? (just like me haha)

Deon who's self esteem is very low thinking he is being mock by Raven's remark despite he is geniune

Deon : you must be the enemy

Raven : eh?

Deon quickly stab Raven in his vital heart and pull out the dagger and before he could stab him again.

he didnt expect Raven to be alive and he never knew the opponent is immortal

Raven quickly grab the blade and quickly thrown Deon to the ground as if he is locking his movement

Deon who couldnt move tried to dislocate his arm but Raven's persistence is stronger and made him render any sign of movement useless

Deon : Enemy..must kill the enemy

Raven : you can kill me next time

Raven knocks Deon out and lay him flat in comfortable position.

Raven : Guardian spirit, I think I understand why you want to protect him at all cost. He reminds me of my children

[ The Guardian Spirit is admiring your observation and ask him to cover the little baby with cape ]

Raven : as you command, ancestor-nim

[Guardian Spirit : not anscestor]

Raven : pfft hyungnim

#deon hardt #intkot #deon hart #i'm not that kind of talent #the immortal have a guardian spirit #raven #cruel hardt

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idontknowmyownmind · 16 days

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Everytime I read The Immortal have a Guardian Spirit. I fucking cried at Cruel and reincarnated!Deon interaction even after Raven remember his past life memories.

Im not even joking how much close and happy they both were unlike in intkot.

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Before Raven remembers his past life memory

Cruel : even if you destroyed the world. I won't hate you

Raven (offended) : Do you think I'm crazy to destroy the world?

Cruel : ... you must be tired, take a rest

Raven : YOU THINK IM CRAZY?!

Cruel to Raven :

Raven to Cruel :

Cruel never call his baby "Raven" because thats only reincarnated!Deon's alias since the world censored the name Deon as ■■ .

Thats why Cruel will only call Raven as "Baby" or "■■"

Cruel always reacts whenever something is related to previous life Deon such as meeting the Lofty mercenary or the intkot reincarnation

Cruel scold Raven when he curse infront of the children or Raven being picky eater and telling openly their cooking is shit

Raven worries a lot about Cruel and their spiritual connection was severe and disconnected one time. It made Raven go insane and apeshit until his Cruel came back to him. Raven was very clingy but wont ask question why Cruel disappear. He only want Cruel's warmth and telling him he is the most cherish person he have

He cherish Cruel more than his 5 disciples

When Raven receive the old book with the cover full of smudge. The title can only be read as "talent" by remember

Raven borrowed Cruel's eyes but when Raven reads the book. The eyes suddenly cry itself

Cruel is crying as he reads intkot book

After they both read intkot. Raven naturally remembers his past life memory and become more closer with Cruel

Also he doesnt hold any revenge because unlike his life for 24 years as Deon Hart. He already live more than 150 years as Raven and anything his previous life experience is already something in the past.

He doesnt seem to regret his past action and only finds it pitiful to be betrayed by the whole world

However, Cruel admits he hated Deon's decision for taking away his karma but he couldnt stop him since his baby wanted it

[ baby, my little brother ]

[ ...■■ ]

[ Live without regrets ]

[ Live as much as you want to live and die when you want to ]

[ I want you to do everything you please ]

Guardian spirit touch Raven's murky gray eyes and turn into green eyes

The amount of cuddles and kisses on the forehead/cheeks they have. There was even time Raven's face is on Cruel's palm

Cruel's interaction with his nephews and nieces are so adorable like he carefully judge their clothing of choice for Raven and ask permission to Raven to beat the shit out of them but Raven thinks his children(all disciples) is on puberty

Cruel will forever call Deon a baby even if he is 174 years old

Cruel is very bias to Raven

And so does Raven to Cruel

Whenever someone ask Raven to marry them. Cruel will always get in the way and say

[ The Guardian Spirit will not recognize this marriage ]

It happen more than once

Raven loves to observe Cruel's youthful thicklines while using Cruel's green eyes. Yes Raven touch his face with his fingers

Raven thinks of himself as beautiful after Cruel complain he is too beautiful he could seduce too many people with that pretty face. Raven confidence in his face sky rocket

Sometimes Raven even use his face to seduce people to get free stuff

Whenever Raven is about to hurt himself. He apologize to the Guardian Spirit first and Guardian Spirit hates it when his baby got hurt even if it means its necessary for Raven's mission.

Normally in intkot, Cruel apologize first but in Tigs Deon apologize first

There's a lot of Cruel and Reincarnated Deon fluff. I cant list them all because every chapter is just them being affectionate and cute together with the children 😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞

#intkot #deon hart #i'm not that kind of talent #the immortal have a guardian spirit #deon and cruel #cruel hart #intkot spoiler

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idontknowmyownmind · 16 days

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Who is Raven?

Reincarnation of Deon Hart from im not that kind of talent

He is 174 years old and Cruel Hart's forever baby

What is Raven's true name?

"Deon" but his name is censored by the world so whenever you mention Deon. They will only hear static noises or "■■" in Cruel's system chat box

Raven is only an alias since his true name is censored

Why does Raven have black hair and Green or grey eyes?

Raven's original hair color is white and his og eye color is red, however due to an accident. He become blind and his red eyes turn into murkish grey

The reincarnation Deon was kidnapped due to his ability of " spirit fragment" and been taken care by his fake parents.

The Head of Spirit Fragment association during that time use Deon's fake parents to keep an eye of him until Deon decide to escape in his snowfox form but during his escape his eyes turn blind and met the head of association

He awaken his shaman ability and met the guardian spirit. The guardian spirit save Deon but Deon's soul fragment is broken and missing some pieces

Cruel decide to give a partial of his soul to Deon thus making his hair turn black. That black hair is a connection of Cruel and Deon and if the connection is broken means Cruel disappeared as Deon's guardian spirit and his hair will turn back white

The green eyes was lend by Cruel and it can be turn off and on like a switch by Deon. Cruel can see anything Deon can see since that eyes belongs to him

What is Raven's backstory?

Deon is born with the purest soul. Pure as a snowfox.

He snowfox is a proof he could become a spirit fragment user and thus making several people wanting him.

Guardian Spirit has been watching Deon since the moment he was born.

The Head of Spirit Fragment Association kidnapped several children including Deon and put them under several fake parents.

He taken a form of snowfox to escape but large accidents happen during his run making him blind

He goes back to take revenge to kill the head of association as he accidentally open the 'gate' in rage and awaken both immortality and shaman ability.

Due to his shaman ability, he was able to communicate to the Guardian Spirit

Note- Gate is the vortex directed to the demon world meaning it could bring out monster or an entrance to a territory like the vampire queen. In this case, Deon open the gate and manage to bring out demonic monster to eat the head of association.

Does Raven know about his previous life?

In chapter 98, he will acquire the book Remember written for Deon.

The book is only for that one reader

The cover was smudgy and you could only read the title as "talent" written by Remember

In Chapter 99, He ask permission from Cruel if its okay for him to read the book since it's related to him. Cruel only answered he shouldnt let him waver his action due to Cruel's opinion but Raven insist Cruel is more important than the book

Chapter 100, as Raven reads the book with Cruel. Raven naturally remember his past life and Cruel was crying when he reads the book

In conclusion, Despite his shitty life for 24 years of life as Deon Hart. Its nothing compared to the way he live for 150 years as ■■. All the hatred he felt in intkot doesnt mean anything to him. He just felt pitiful to his previous life but he never deny he was a sinner

He became closer to his Guardian Spirit after that

Why is Raven curse?

Karma from his previous life

The curse is about when an ordinary person taken their eyes off Raven. They would forget about him from their memory

Raven's disciple tried their best to remember their master by creating diary and adding matching tattoos together

...Hwan took the tattoo way too seriously though

Who is Raven's disciples?

Raven have 5 disciples but maybe 6 now

Altair , Live, Rowena , Hwan, Deceiver and reincarnated!Dan

Altair : First Disciple and the Head of Awakening Association.

• 31 years old with Navy blue hair and sky blue eyes. He have a mole below his left eyebrow. 188cm

• Raven's little star

• Tsundere who wants to kill his master becayse he knew his master is immortal

• Rarely calls Raven father and when he does. Its meaningful

• The person who is hurt the most by Raven's disappearance.

• The most rational person between the disciples

• big oldest sibling energy

• loves to tease his younger siblings

• Dwarf Chief favorite

• doesnt like sweets

• Most likely to carry out the crime plan by his siblings successfully

Live : Second Disciple and Head of Spirit Fragment Association

• 30 years old with green hair and yellow eyes. 169cm

• Professional gaslighter and two-faced

• The sibling who start an idea to commit crime together

• Calls Altair "hyungnim"

• Elf King favorite

• Spirit Fragment is a Jaguar

• Semi Immortal due to Hwan delaying her death (she is supposed to be dead)

• loves to tie Raven's long hair

Rowena : Third Disciple and Head of Fighter Association

• 27 years old , 174cm , black hair and orange eyes with fair skin

• massive Chaotic energy and wont stfu

• always the main reason why Altair declare an emergency meeting between siblings

• Cruel's most favorite but also his least favorite

• she could crush a skull with her barehands

• Have an artificial vampire blood due to being experiment as a child but was saved by Raven

• Vampire Queen's favorite

• wants to marry Raven ( Cruel reacts so strongly he wants to yeet her) because she wants to spend most of her life with Raven but not because of sexual attraction

Hwan : Fourth Disciple and Head of Shaman Association

• 28 years old, 180cm , Red hair with gray eyes and southerner dark skin (similar with the shaman in intkot!Ran skin)

• Looks like a good boy but could kill you

• Will curse at your face as long as Raven isnt around

• Doesnt know martial art and the weakest in physical strength

• Can see your future and call you ugly af even in the future

• Mermaid Queens favorite

• put a tattoo brand on Raven's tongue

Deceiver : Fifth Disciple and Demigod

• 196cm , pretending to be 26 years old to be called the youngest by his siblings lmao. He have white hair like Deon and red eye pupil with black sclera (however his eyes in disguise is grey pupil with white sclera to appear like a human)

• Demon King Caver and intkot!Deon Hardt biological child

• World Error

• He is above the emperor and everyone except his noonim, hyungnims and father. He hates Dan and never acknowledge the newest disciple though

• he loves his father so much he start a war against the holy land to find his father. He is also willing to create a world for his Father

• He is very knowledgeable about both of his fathers life

• His true body is the tree in Esperanes Kingdom

• the 4 disciple keeps kidnapping Raven from Deceiver and also trying to keep him away from Raven since he is the main reason why their father disappeared for 10 years

• Raven only tolerate this child after he founds out he is the world error but his responsibility to kill him to save the world from getting swallowed by the gate

Dan : Fifth Disciple who is supposed to replace Deceiver and the successor of Spirit Fragment Association

• same appearance as intkot tbh (he is the reincarnation of intkot!dan)

• all the disciples hates his ass and probably jealous because during Raven 10 years of disappearance. Raven just adopted a new disciple

• Live is using him to gain favor from her papa and Live is keeping an eye on him since he wants to kill her father

• Raven loves him

• Member of Lofty Mercenary

• Spirit Fragment is a crow. His spirit fragment often accompany Raven but always getting yeeted by the other disciples to spend time with their papa (Altair threw Dan out of the window before lmfao)

• only became a disciple recently

• All Disciples except Dan called Raven "Father"

• All Disciple except Dan have childhood memories together creating diary and matching tattoos before Raven disappeared for 10 years

• Raven called all his disciples with cute nicknames even if they're an adult such as " my son, my dear, my baby, my little star, etc..."

• All Disciples except Dan raised with warmth and love since they were children until the day Raven decide to disappear for 10 years

• All Disciples except Dan have abandonment issues because of Raven

• All Disciples except Dan always gives Cruel a headache and you can always see Cruel taking out his sword from his sheeth slowly ( its like Cruel always feels his blood pressure rising whenever they done something stupid involving his baby Deon 😂 )

• All Disciples except Dan planned to lock Raven inside the room with no escape which made Cruel want to smack them even more (but Dan visits Raven in his imprisonment room for time to time so basically he wasnt against the idea of locking Raven up LMAO)

• All disciples loves cuddling and getting kisses to their face from Raven (though Altair doesnt like being treated as a child but he loves his father)

• Raven priorities taking care of their trauma and very supportive parent

What is Raven and Cruel's relationship?

• Hyung and Dongsaeng. Raven tease Cruel by calling him ancestor since Cruel is born during mythological era (intkot timeline)

• They're soulmate literally

• They cant live without the other

• They are more open to their feelings and communication

• Cruel is always against on Raven's marriage whenever he receive a marriage proposal

• touch starves (kisses, hugs, caressing cheeks , etc...)

• Flower is their love language. Cruel always give Deon flowers

• even before and after having previous life memory. They never stop being together

• respectful and ask for the other opinion before they do something they felt they might cross the line

• HAPPY CRUEL AND HAPPY DEON FRFR

• THERE'S SO MANY THINGS ABOUT THEM 😭😭😭 EVERY CHAPTER IS JUST ABOUT THEM AND THEY'RE VERY CLOSE I CANT EVEN PUT THEM INTO WORDS. IM SO SOFT ABOUT THEM. I LOVE THEM BEING TOGETHER UWEEEEH. THEY LITERALLY CAN NOT BE SEPARATED NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO TO THEM BUT IF YOU DID. RAVEN WILL GET ANXIETY AND GO INSANE WHILE CRUEL WILL DO HIS BEST TO GO BACK TO RAVEN AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I LOVE THEEEEEM

#intkot #deon hart #deon hardt #i'm not that kind of talent #im not that kind of talent #the immortal have a guardian spirit #cruel hart #intkot spoiler #Raven #Deon's reincarnation

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idontknowmyownmind · 20 days

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Hey btw, here's a piece of life advice:

If you know what you'd have to do to solve a problem, but you just don't want to do it, your main problem isn't the problem itself. Your problem is figuring out how to get yourself to do the solution.

If your problem is not eating enough vegetables, the problem you should be solving is "how do I make vegetables stop being yucky". If your problem is not getting enough exercise, the problem you should be solving is "how do I make exercise stop sucking ass". You're not supposed to just be doing things that are awful and suck all the time forever, you're supposed to figure out how to make it stop being so awful all the time.

I used to hate wearing sunscreen because it's sticky and slimy and disgusting and it feels bad and it smells bad, so I neglected to wear it even if I needed to. Then I found one that isn't like that, and doesn't smell and feel gross. Problem solved.

There is no correct way to live that's just supposed to suck and feel bad all the time. You're allowed to figure out how to make it not suck so bad.

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idontknowmyownmind · 20 days

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Commissioned artwork for Hanami Uzumaki's birthday 🎂

#narusaku

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idontknowmyownmind · 25 days

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I just had the most bizzare horror-experience dream last night

So I was in my campus doing practicing exams taking care of a sick child, for some reason, while I am a literature major in a group of 3 or 4

That day was not my group's turn but I stayed until around 5 pm

I was in the room since the last two group and when it's time to actually leave, the last group which consist my friends (3 boys and a girl) choose to stay for later until one of the lecturer check on them

I told my friend (the girl) to just let the boys stay and let's go home but she refuse

So in the end I choose to go back by myself

The room is at the end of the corridor and, idk which floor but it must be the fourth or fifth, the stairs is not in the middle like normally but on the other side of the corridor

And right on the wall beside the stairs is a big body mirror and I shouldn't be able to see clearly the reflection on it because of the distance but

I see someone behind me in what it seems a pink dress (only a glimpse because I am covering her) and when I look back, no one is there

And when I look front again, there it is again the 'dress' and I look back, no one there

But when I look front again, it still there and I choose to actually angel my body, without stoping or looking back again, and what I see is not an actually 'person' in a dress but rather a doll (the one with plastic face and hands and feets while the rest is cotton?) in a baby stroller (the one where the baby can run around with it, idk the actual name but I've been calling it that) and right after that I heard the usual noice comming along with the thing

At the end of the corridor, right beside the stairs is an elevator and there are my other friends louging around

The strange thing is, I don't have a mind to actually go back and force my friend to just come home with me the first around nor asking the friend near stairs to just go to the parking lot together

I just passed them whike greeting them and everytime I arrive on the bellow floor, the freaking doll in a baby stroller already waiting for me and everytime I step on the last stair, it already in front of me and I just kicked it or swatted it away because for some reason it's not even heavy but just as heavy a doll without the stroller

And I don't even stop for a second because I keep running through stairs, I even skipped some stair while in really I would never benn able to do that no matter how rushed I am because I have a shit balance

On each floor, always gretted by that thing but I don't even stop and just kicked or swatted it away like nothing until I arrived on the first floor which finally it's not waiting there because it's outdoor

Unfortunately, the building and the parking lot is on the far side from each other and I avoid going there by corridor (which is definately faster) and just circling around, going through the side

I avoid the corridor like plague because I have a feeling the thing is waiting so I just took the long way because there are other students and it still bright and I can actually run somewhere open

During my run, I never stop for even a second and keep repeating the same things in my mind

'Don't go through the corridor'

'I don't see anything'

'Nothing is there'

'Don't stop'

'Go straight to the parking lot'

And everytime I passed by a room with a cage-like door, human-sized of that door or the doll in the stroller always crashed on it but I'm not even fazed and just going straight to my destination despite my heart literally almost jump out of my ribcage each time

Until finally I arrive at the field where some extraculicular doing their activity and the dream end with me not arriving to the parking lot but join them doing whatever they're doing

#mi post #idk what the hell happen #i know I felt scarred in my dream #but it's muted and i just going straight to my destination #ignoring everything and convinced myself everything is not real #while i've been being chased literally #clearly #and the end is even more bizzare #the start too #my campus map is not even like that #but dream never make sense #it's always like patching all my memories of places into one which changed everything but everything also remain the same

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idontknowmyownmind · 27 days

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I just realized that when I joined a new fandom, most of the time, more likely, will be a part of the minority part of it.

For example,

ORV: DokJoong (bottom Joonghyuk)

INTKOT: Bottom Cruel

LCF: OG!Cale

RIM: Bottom Hyunsung

BNHA: AU that involved Bakugo, Shinsou, Monoma (three of them as aquintance) and Bakubowl (w/o Midoriya)

Lookism: Danielcest (?)

TSCTIR: Submissive Yoohyun

AssClass: Gakushuu-centric, Karashuu (bottom Shuu)

Haikyuu: Kageyama harem

Jujutsu: Toji x Geto, Sukuna x Geto, Gojo x Geto (basically the daddies with bottom Geto)

KnB: Akashi centric

And many more I can't remember...

#mi post #just want to share it #honestly #because of this i suffer and desperate #because it's hard for me to find what i want in these fandom #because the minority of it #i can just made up a lot of things in my head

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idontknowmyownmind · 28 days

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Agh! Scrolling through my post, I got the idea, that actually en extend or other version of it, from it

Regressor Cale who already live his life thousand times

And no matter how much he know, how far he goes, it's always end with a bad end

He has regression depression

Each life is different depending on how he acted

There are some life where he just the 'bad guy'

Some life where it end before it began for him

He always came back right after his mother went to Harris village

In one of his life, it's one of those where he just so tired and only want to rest

One thing is different that time, something that never happened before

The existence of his twin brother, Roksu

He is wary but only observes

This life is undeniably better then any life he's going through before

But he couldn't see the end of it because he died before he can see it

He woke up again but there is no Roksu

And the life become terrible no matter how hard he try to do what Roksu did

After a few life, he is back to a life where there is Roksu

And again, he can't see the end of it

He is convinced that Roksu is what he need to make his 'happy' end

During his life, he randomly come back to a life where Roksu exist

After the fifth time, he doesn't come back to that world for a very long time and started to think that the last time will be the last

And when he come back with one of the worse regression depression, he can't even feels glad for it become the world where Roksu exist

In this life, Cale feels more like a walking corpse than a living being

It worry everyone but they can also see how despite how empty he feels, they can see his love for his family

WHAT IF

GoD want to help Cale by giving Roksu and all hints

A temple suddenly appear in *i can't decide where*

Roksu and co. doen't really think much about it but they became curious after hearing about the rumor

How the temple is more like a galery than an actual temple

A galery full of pictures of a certain red haired young master

Anyone who only heard the rumor would think at first that the figure is Roksu

But those who actually come to see will immediately know that that's not true

It's a galery made for Cale

Each picture gave of a strong feeling

They are pictures of those lifes he live

How different those picture from the young master they know or heard of /distant, silent, empty, cold/

The Cale Henituse in the picture is so bright and warm and full of emotion

It's like, whoever see those picture can feels the atmosphere and feeling

Of course there are 'sad' pictures too, but they also full of emotions, so different from the him present

WHAT IF

Roksu found out and demand GoD to let him remember everytime Cale is back

Without knowing that there is a gap between their 'next meeting' in the next life (GoD also not aware of the gap)

Without knowing that after the third time Roksu 'regressed', Cale aware of it

Without knowing that Cale pretend that he actually help and lessen his burden (because the gap is big enough to shake him everytime, for him to wait for a life with Roksu under uncertainty)

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #kim rok soo #au #twin au #rokcale twin au #regression au #cale living his life thousand of times #sometimes roksu exist in those life #but mostly not #idk how to help cale stop his misery

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idontknowmyownmind · 29 days

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⚠️NSFW (i think)⚠️

Having an idea of RokCale

NSFW (but not that explicit), incest (because they are a twin in my mind)

A bit naive and clueless Cale toward anything sexual (his knowledge is very basic)

Hormonal teenager Roksu who discovered himself as a pervert for his twin

He basically found out that he has many kinks as he spent time with Cale

For example, how he think how cute Cale is when he cry and imagine him undernate him while crying

After a kidnaping incident, there are rope and hand marks on Cale's skin and Roksu think how nice if it's him who leave those mark (after his mind clear from worry)

How he got horny when Cale moans silently while Roksu massage him

How he imagine taking Cale while he is asleep

How he would like to leave a permanent mark on those smooth skin

How he imagine 'storing' his cum inside Cale and keep him lose and ready for fuck anytime

How he imagine fucking Cale in the dingy alleyway when they hide after Cale make a ruckus in one of the bar

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #kim rok soo #au #trash of the count's family #rokcale #The nsfw is basically because of Roksu horny thought #Implied sexual activities in the future #I'm so freaking horny rn i reread all nsfw ogcale fanfic #Whether it's rokcale or albecale #If I can actually write it #It will be those compilations fic of Roksu’s horny thought each chapter

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idontknowmyownmind · 1 month

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OG!Cale fanfictions recommendation:

COMPLETED

[og!Cale-centric] in accordance by pheenick 💝

[LCF] Love is gone by sleepycale 💝

[LCF] Are you saying Goodbye? by JadedMindscape

[og!AlCale] "Unexpected Meetings" - series by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] "dreams" - series by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] the root of the problem by abralhugres

His Majesty's Messenger by Aisha_mirai

A Man who had No Love by Justsamrandumbfujoshi

[og!Cale-centric] Forgive Dad by Verzy

[og!AlCale] Winter Affliction by abralhugres

[og!Cale-centric] the red means... [you belong to me] by Further_From_Humanity 💝

it's you by Milamimi

[og!AlCale] In another life by Verzy

[og!AlCale] don’t go where i can’t follow by shuangxuans 💝

[og!AlCale] a Lout and a Prince by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] the villainess gets revenge by abralhugres

[RokCale] feelings too strong to contain by abralhugres

[RokCale] Type of kisses by wifteria

[RokCale] Knock on the Coffin by esdegen 💝

[RokCale] Salvation & Sin by Luc_00 (Dawn_007)

[CJS x Heniroksoo] you drew stars around my scars (but now i’m bleeding) by todoloey

[og!AlCale] "Switched" - series by abralhugres

[og!Cale-centric] Nightmare in the Flesh by Verzy

Complicated by abralhugres

[Og!StarCale] Cry for me by wifteria 💝

[ROokCale] Why Cale Henituse can't leave the duchy by wifteria

[Og!AlCale] ( IF I AM THE SUN ) by AKingsAffection

[RokCale] You Are Mine by ThisIsVee 💝

ON-GOING

[LCF AlCale] Crown Prince's Rule Breaker by minamintsoo

[LCF x ORV] The Kimcom in Rowoon by Tsukki_yan 💝

One Bad End is Enough by AsterEfflores 💝

[og!Cale-centric] his brother's keeper by thursdays 💝

Cut Yourself On My Glass Plate by SkylerSkyhigh 💝

Open Your Eyes And Take A Look Around You. by VaraUser 💝

Reacting to Reading by Cortes01

Acquaint Fate by Unlucky_Cactus 💝

[LCF] Ancient Powers Hijack Cale's Body by mishamoonberry

[og!AlCale] Fuck our Problems by Verzy 💝

[og!AlCale] death is the only ending for the trash queen by abralhugres

[og!AlCale] crossed fates - series by abralhugres 💝

[og!AlCale] puppy love by abralhugres

[og!Cale-centric] Vermilion made of Cinnabar by PoisonousLana

[PolySoo x og!Cale] more is better ;D by abralhugres, small_mew 💝

[LCF x BNHA] BNHA react to TCF by KNX7

Hunter by Theta_Shi

[og!Cale-centric] OG!Cale receives a family by Verzy

The Silver Coin and The Pretty Rock by ThisIsVee 💝

This Time Around by ThisIsVee

everyone around him dies by abralhugres 💝

[og!ChoiCale] 그렇더라고요 (When You Love Someone) by mishamoonberry 💝

[og!AlCale] (what we lose in the fire) by AKingsAffection 💝

my world as i wish for by mishamoonberry 💝

Group Hug!!!! by squidballsinc

[RokCale] Damage control by Mir_Hope20 💝

Patchwork Soul by ThisIsVee 💝

Cale's Guide to Raising Your Yandere Brother by GingerVee (ThisIsVee), ThisIsVee 💝

End My Suffering Dear Duke! by Aceresa 💝

[RokCale] Everyone Deserves to be Loved by Loveable_Psychopath

I Reject The Maidens! by C0rr3ct 💝

[RokCale] Sleeping Partners (they really just sleep) by FollowerOfCaleism 💝

[RokCale] The Sun Proposed to the Moon by Nami_San18

Blood is Thicker than Wine by seasskies 💝

💝 The one I love the most ❤❤❤

This is my latest updated og!Cale fanfictions I've read

The one without [...] in front of its title means that the story /somehow/ involved both KRS and Cale

And, yes, I'm a hardcore og!AlCale and RokCale shipper

I do read some krs!Cale-centric fanfiction but when it come to LCF 'canon'-verse, I avoided E-rated and shippy ones and I don't usually bookmarked them

It's hard to find one to my liking because most M-rated and T-rated ones still with ships and s3xual content while there are few with those rates because of the theme or gore or language but most are not, so...

I like the light read ones, but most of the times I just want to read the heavy ones that without ships but those are so rare...

Idk whether you, @grumpywiltedlettuce, already read them or not but these are the one I like the most!!

Will updated if I found more!!

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #kim rok soo #rokcale #trash of the count's family #alcale #ogalcale #fanfic recommendation #will update if I found another fic I like

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