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#aemond one eye x reader
cambion-companion · 1 year
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tell me why i imagine sweet daeron having a little boy's crush on aemond's wife because she's so gentle and kind with him
i saw someone else's ask about how he wants to be just like aemond, not only out of admiration but because he thinks "if someone like aemond can get a wife like (y/n) then so can i if i'm like that!!"
and sweet boy copying his mannerisms, pulling her chair out at dinners before aemond can and even though the chair basically towers over him, she's coddling and gushing at how polite and thoughtful he is and he MILKS that
so it becomes a playful rivalry between aemond and him and she's just "it's like you're actually intimidated by your baby brother"
and aemond who's hiding a giant bouquet of flowers behind his back only to one up the little rose daeron gave you "absolutely not. me? be rivaled by the twerp? never-"
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Hi!! Oh my god this is darling, I cannot wait to write for these prompts! Cute little Daeron is 4 years younger than Aemond...so we will say he's 15 during this. Adorable.
Aemond x wife!reader | Daeron learning from his brother | admiration crush | playful brother rivalry
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"Thank you Daeron, you're so sweet!" You smiled brightly at the boy as he extended to you a bouquet of wildflowers. "Ouch!" A stinging sensation spread around where a sprig of green had touched your hand.
"Ah, stinging nettle." Your husband mused, eyebrow raised at his younger brother as you dropped the offending bunch of flowers to the ground. "An interesting addition, Daeron."
"Gods I am so sorry Y/N!" Daeron looked from your wincing face to his bouquet now scattered upon the stone ground in alarm. "I have gloves on...and a very mediocre knowledge of local flora it seems."
Aemond took your sore hand in his, placing a gentle kiss to where your skin was reddening and swelling. Daeron noted his brother's movements with a studious gaze.
"Let's get you to the maester, I'm sure they have ointment on hand for such an affliction." Giving Daeron one last severe look, Aemond swept you from the room, leaving the crestfallen prince standing alone chewing his lip.
Later that evening, your finger lightly bandaged and no longer hurting, you found yourself entering the dining hall on Aemond's arm.
Daeron took note of your entrance, waving to you enthusiastically and striding over, a look of concern on his face. "Are you alright? I truly apologize for my earlier blunder." He extended a single red rose to you, giving you a slight bow.
You took the delicate flower, trying hard not to let your amusement show, especially as you felt Aemond shift in annoyance beside you. "Thank you Daeron, that is very thoughtful. I am quite alright."
"No loss of limb yet." Aemond agreed, shaking his head at Daeron's earnest expression. "Though I cannot speak for yourself should you continue giving my wife flowers."
Daeron frowned only slightly before he gestured for you towards the dining table, sweeping your chair out from its place for you to sit. He bowed again as you carefully took your place, sinking into the welcoming cushion. You scooted forward as Daeron pushed you into table. He overdid it in his eagerness to help, and your midriff was pressed uncomfortably hard against the wood. You let out a slight "oof" as some air was expelled from your lungs and pushed back with your hands.
From your peripheral vision you saw Aemond take his brother by the scruff of his collar, forcefully seating the young man into his own seat and giving him a hard pat on the shoulder. "If you want to impress a lady, Daeron, I suggest resisting the urge to bisect her."
You hid your laugh in the goblet of wine you brought to your lips, pretending to take a sip as Aemond took his place beside you, his hand resting briefly atop your knee. "Did my oaf of a brother do any permanent damage?" He was only half-joking, the annoyance still evident in the timber of his voice.
"I may never recover." You jested, leaning into him slightly, turning your face to place a quick kiss to the corner of his mouth. "He is simply trying to mirror what he sees you do for me."
"He's failing spectacularly."
"Aemond." You chided, taking a moment to make sure Daeron couldn't overhear. "He looks up to you. Clearly he wants to learn from you."
Aemond huffed, bringing his own goblet to his lips. He didn't answer you, seeming to sink into deep contemplation as he often did when something troubled him.
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The next day was clear and crisp, the winter air still chill despite the shining sun. You descended a set of marble stairs to the room you usually took your luncheon in. To your surprise you found Daeron and Aemond within, deep in conversation with each other. Daeron was nodding and Aemond had his hands clasped tight behind his back. They ceased speaking as soon as you entered, looking almost guiltily at you.
"I hope you're not up to anything that will raze King's Landing." You teased, your skirts rustling as you moved toward the table.
You stopped, looking at the spread of food laid before you. It was all of your favorite things to eat and drink. A little sample of each treat you so adored. "Aemond?" You asked, not taking your eyes off the delicious array of delicacies.
"I arranged for your favorite foods to be brought up for your enjoyment." Your husband inclined his head as you finally looked at him.
"I brought some books I thought you'd like to read while you took your afternoon meal." Daeron volunteered, looking slightly guilty as Aemond shot him a bemused glare.
"That was so very thoughtful of you Daeron, thank you for thinking of me." You smiled graciously at the young Targaryen.
Daeron beamed.
You moved to Aemond, tilting his head toward you with a finger to his sharp jaw. "Thank you my dearest." You kissed him softly upon his plush lips. You moved your mouth to his ear, whispering so only he could hear. "Though you do not need to compete with your brother."
"Speaking of my brother." Aemond said loudly, turning to face Daeron, an impish smile on his curved lips. "I've arranged for you to meet with several ladies your age from notable noble houses this eve."
Daeron's face blanched. "I...meet...tonight?"
"Indeed." Aemond shook his head, chuckling. "You seem intent on practicing your courtship skills on my wife, it's only fair you get more experience with other women." He patted Daeron on the shoulder. "Though do try not to maim them too badly."
"I'd never!" Daeron spluttered, glancing at you guiltily. "Not on purpose!"
"Remember what I told you regarding..." Aemond started but Daeron waved him off.
"Yes, yes, no need to repeat it in front of Y/N." A faint blush painted the younger Targaryen's cheeks, causing your brow to raise as you looked inquisitively between the brothers.
"You're lucky Aegon hasn't gotten wind of what you've been up to." Aemond continued. "He'd give you unending grief."
"Helaena's given me some useful tips I think." Daeron looked at you. "She told me flowers and chocolates are a sure way to a girl's heart."
"Being interested in her and listening to what she has to say, what she's interested in, is also a solid start." You agreed, smiling knowingly at Aemond as his eye found yours. "Though chocolate does go a long way."
The three of you laughed, Aemond's arm snaking around your waist, pulling you against his side. Daeron watched each movement Aemond made around you with attention, his lilac eyes bright with interest.
"Don't go to Aegon for advice on women." Aemond warned suddenly, his face grave as he looked down at his younger brother. "And if he offers to teach you anything about them, you come to me instead. Understand?"
"Yes." Daeron nodded, looking mildly confused at Aemond's unexpected severity.
You squeezed Aemond's waist lightly, reassuring him with your presence. "All will be well. Daeron, you are a dashing young man who is sure to sweep the right girl off her feet in no time."
"Thank you, Y/N. I can only hope to be as lucky as Aemond."
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mllemarianne · 1 year
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Deserving
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Aemond Targaryen x Fem!Strong!Reader
Part 1: Deserving Part 2: Indulging Part 3: Striving
Summary: When you are betrothed to another, Aemond doesn’t want to address it strangely. Annoyed by his reaction, you reminisce about your whole relationship and everything that led to this very night, during the storm, in a tiny inn room with only one bed…
Word count: 11.5k 
Warnings: Angst and tension (so much), fluff and smut (4.5k words of it!) Slow burn, forced proximity, mutual pinning, friends to lovers. English is my second language.
N/A: The way Aemond was portrayed on the show broke my heart. I felt like writing an angsty, emotional and smutty little story about how Aemond’s childhood trauma would affect his relationship with the love of his life. House Strong is alive and no war is afoot in this story. Hope you like it! Masterlist | AO3
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“Won’t you say anything at all, my prince?” you asked, your head on his shoulder, looking in his deep violet eye to gauge his reaction.
He opened his mouth hesitantly but avoided your stare. He pressed his lips in a hard line, exhaled loudly through his nose and looked back ahead, concentrating on getting the both of you through this raging storm with Vhagar.
He kept to himself what he was about to say. Again.
You knew you spoke harshly, and you knew how he hated it when you used a formal title to address him. But after all these years, after everything, you thought he was simply aggravating.
You grew up together. You were Aemond’s only real friend, even, so he knew of your short temper and your sharp tongue. He was the same. Yet you could not help but feel heartbroken at the silence he served you this very moment. One thing was certain: you were leaving and it did not please him.
You thought telling him the news after a nice day of flying around and visiting the Stormlands was a good idea. If you were honest with yourself, you hoped he would finally snap and do something. Anything. 
It became a nightmare instead.
The storm was terrible and getting worse by the minute. Drenched from head to toe, your whole body was shaking uncontrollably from the cold. It seemed like you would never be warm again, even if you were on top of a gigantic fiery beast like Vhagar, even as your whole front was pressed against Aemond’s back with your arms circling his waist.
Soaring in the sky on your way back to the Red Keep, you yelpt as the dragon nearly hit a mountain hidden in the dark clouds.
“We have to stop, it is too dangerous.” Aemond warned you before the dragon instantly dived for a clearing near a small village. Holding onto him even tighter, you were absolutely terrified of being thrown off the beast’s back when you landed harshly in some meadow.
He grabbed you by the waist to ease your landing as you jumped down the large net fixed to Vhagar’s side. He went near the dragon’s head, pressed a hand to her scales and softly spoke some words in high valyrian to her. 
Brilliant. His dragon got more words out of him than you did. 
Vhagar seemed to cover herself with one of her large wings as she laid down on the wet grass. When Aemond walked back to you, you raised one hand and adjusted his hood over his head in order to hide his distinctive long silvery hair.
He looked at you with softness in his eye and you heard the faintest of "hm" escape from his chest before he turned around.
You walked fast in the downpour. The silence getting unbearable, you decided to tell him more about your father’s plans.
“The Reach has nice weather, I suppose.” he said, after a long pause.
“...Not as nice as King’s Landing’s don’t you think?” “Maybe you're right…” he replied.
You spoke of never seeing him again and he wanted to discuss the weather?
Tears started to pool in your eyes and you knew your voice would soon start trembling. You stopped talking altogether and walked silently in the heavy rain until you reached what could only be an inn.
“Only one room left, I’m ’fraid. You want it anyway?” asked the innkeeper. Seeing you shivering, he poured ale in two cups and handed you one. Aemond refused. You accepted.
“We’ll take it. And some wine, if you have it.” Aemond answered, dropping a few coins on the counter.
The old man then turned to you.
“How ‘bout you, girl?” he inquired, looking straight down at your soaked dress clinging to your body. "You’re not bad lookin. D’you have time for me later? How much? Love me self some curly hair—.”
“She’s mine,” Aemond growled before you could answer. He moved to shield you from the innkeeper’s wandering eyes and put a hand on his sheathed knife. “And you will not address her in this manner ever again, do you understand?”
He sounded calm. You could not see his face but you knew he looked anything but. Your hand reached for his arm, the one grasping the knife. There was no need for bloodshed, what if there were no other place you could go to in this damn storm? He did not budge, eye fixed on the innkeeper.
“The room, please. Now.” He insisted.
The tension was high, and other patrons began to look your way. The innkeeper seemed to chew on his cheek, definitely not liking the way his customer had threatened him. After what felt like an eternity, the old man grabbed a jug full of wine and handed it to Aemond.
"Upstairs, follow me."
Down a small corridor, you stopped in front of a wooden door. The innkeeper gave Aemond the key and left without a word. Not even looking at you.
The room surely was not as spacious as the one you had in the Red Keep. It was clean, at least, which was a relief in itself as you felt grubby from all the rain and mud. There were two armchairs and a table in front of a large hearth where a fire burned brightly. Gods be good, you thought.
Aemond put down the wine jug on the table and looked around. Then he saw it too.
There was only one bed. The smallest bed your both very privileged selves had ever seen, in fact.
“Take it,” he said under his breath. You see him peeling his hood from his leather clad tunic, leaving it carelessly on the floor. He put down his knife on the table before he slouched in an armchair, throwing his head back and closing his eye.
“Don’t be ridiculous, there’s enough space for the both of us. We used to nap together in the gardens all the time when we were younger, what’s the difference?” you replied.
“It wouldn’t be proper.” he mumbled, to which you chuckled slightly.
You just spent the day clinging to his whole body while flying around on Vhagar’s back. How proper was it when he would let you feel every muscle he had on his chest while you held onto him. How proper was it when you buried your nose in his neck and he sighed. You felt his heart beating faster every time your hands changed spots, trying to warm them. He could not possibly be serious with his talk of propriety.
“It’s only me, Aemond.”
“You are betrothed.” he said in a cold tone he never used with you before.
Now you were the silent one.
You looked at him for a while, frozen in place. In all these years, had he never thought of marrying you?
You were betrothed to another, and he acted as if it was a matter of no importance. You were leaving King’s Landing and he would not address it. All he had to do was say the words you longed to hear. “Stay”, for one... 
“You are staring” he taunted, startling you with his mixed signals.
You turned around but still glanced at him from the corner of your eye. Truthfully, you could not stop looking at him. His neck… his jawline… the rain gave curls to his long hair cascading down the backrest of his armchair… You were particularly fond of his hair like that. It was a rare sight. 
“Sorry if I was expecting you to be civilized and have a conversation with me.” you sneered. “You know, while we still can. ”
How could he be so calm? Nobody knew where you were. A prince, his dragon and the daughter of the Hand were missing. You imagined your father would be absolutely mortified. Then again, he knew you. You were not one to follow the rules and getting stuck in a storm was exactly the kind of tomfoolery he would expect from you. Somehow, this time, it seemed worse.
Both of you were drenched; confined to one small room; completely alone, in the middle of nowhere.
But as bad as it was, you thought it was the perfect situation. You could both have what you always wanted. So why was he holding back?
She’s mine, he said. His words kept echoing in your head.
Mine. Mine. Mine.
Still shivering, you knew the only way to ever feel warm again was to let your dress dry. Only, of all the scenarios you built in your head about your adventures in the Stormlands, undressing in front of him was not what you imagined— No. No, that was a lie.
You imagined it. You imagined it almost every night lately, in fact.
At the hour of owl, while you laid naked on the large bed in your chambers, you imagined his hands roaming free on your body. You would pretend he caressed your hardening breasts, pressed his curled lips on the most intimate part of you… you would even whisper his name ever so faintly when reaching your peak with your fingers…
All of a sudden, you felt like you were burning. You poured yourself a cup of wine and gulped half of it, for confidence if anything.
If he would not say a thing, then you would take charge. You waited long enough for this.
You remembered when it began, when you were 13 years of age...
Both of you felt left out when all the children went to the dragon pit. Not having a dragon was particularly hard for Aemond. His older brother and nephews were bullying him incessantly for it. It made him hopeless, like he was not a real Targaryen. However, the time he did not spend on dragonback, he spent with you.
Every evening, you would be in the library, trading books you enjoyed. Your father was a scholar and knew the importance of giving an adequate education to both his sons and daughters. It also meant you could train in the yard with the other boys.
You were good. Aemond was better.
Sometimes, the both of you would sneak into the kitchens at night to steal pastries and enjoy them secretly in the gardens. 
One night in particular, while you laid in the tall grass and looked at the starry sky with bellies full of lemon cakes and candied plums, he propped up on one arm, grabbed your neck and swiftly kissed you.
Stunned, you giggled. He shrugged, embarrassed.
Filled with remorse, you grabbed his tunic, pulled him closer and kissed him back. He seemed shocked, but you found a glimpse of relief in his gaze.
Then you licked half his face in retaliation.
Laughing loudly, you almost woke the entire castle as you chased each other through the echoing stone hallways. You were both so young, but you never forgot that moment. How it had been strange to have him press his lips on yours but also how you secretly enjoyed it. 
Or not so secretly. After that, he liked teasing you. Sometimes, when you would least expect it, and in the most inconvenient of places, he planted a kiss on your lips. Everytime, he stepped back to enjoy your reaction; the flush on your cheeks, your surprised stare and most of all, he waited to see if you would kiss him back. Once, Ser Criston almost caught you playing that little game when you were training with daggers. You had the upper hand, but as you were about to say “yield”, he distracted you with his kiss and the next thing you knew, you hit the ground, bested by your opponent.
Then came that night.
You were not there when it happened. While he did something extraordinary and claimed the largest dragon in the world, his nephews and nieces saw it as arrogance and resented him bitterly. The siblings argued that the lady Rhaena should have been the one to claim her mother’s dragon.
But “Dragons are no slaves. A bond can not be forged purely out of legacy,” you remember reading in a book once.
Fists balled up, knives came out and blood was drawn. Everybody gathered in the hall, including you and your father the Hand. Now the adults were fighting too.
You learned that Aemond called his nephews bastards. But that was not all. He also claimed they were your older brother’s bastards.
Even though it pained you to hear such slander, you were more concerned about your friend. You knew something bad happened. You could see blood all over his tunic. Unfortunately, every time you tried to approach him, he turned his head around so you could not see.
Then Queen Alicent attacked Princess Rhaenyra, asking for her son’s eye in retribution. It dawned on you that Aemond lost an eye that night.
He scurried out of the hall with his mother and Ser Criston in tow before you could speak to him. You tried to go to his room but he would not let you in.
Claiming Vhagar was a big deal. He had a dragon now. His most ardent wish came true. You knew he would want to tell you all about it. You even imagined traveling to King's Landing on dragonback with him.
To your dismay, Driftmark slowly disappeared in the fog as you stood on the ship deck. Alone.
You saw Vhagar rise from Driftmark’s sandy beach dunes and fly way up above you. The beast was so large, its shadow made it seemed like it was night for a moment. You watched as the dragon disappeared in the horizon with your friend as well. Then and there, you almost felt like he was stolen from you.
You only saw him again when you got to King’s Landing two days later. He wore a bandage on half his head and you wondered why he had to cover such a large portion of his face.
With hindsight, you realized he did not wish for you to see him at his worst. You knew about the eye, but not the long scar that now marred his face.
His wound eventually healed but some insensitive comments took their toll on him, you assumed.
“They saw me without the bandage. They are scared of me,” he once said to his mother, not knowing you heard from across the room.
“You are not scary, my sweet boy.” replied Queen Alicent, embracing her precious son in her arms. “Ask y/n. If your own mother can’t convince you, then maybe she will. Just be mindful of your words. They can be harsh sometimes. Despite the many rumors surrounding her brother and Princess Rhaenyra, don’t slander her house. She will grow to resent you.”
He nodded. And he showed you his face that day.
First, you noticed the eyepatch. But then you saw the long scar that went from his forehead to his jaw. Oh how he looked at you intensely, searching for any glimpse of disgust on your face. 
All he found was sorrow.
You could not even begin to imagine the pain he went through. You almost felt it yourself.
“I’m sorry for what happened to you… does it hurt?”
“Sometimes. It’s numb, mostly. I did try to do something with… you know–” he said, pointing at the leather eyepatch. “– but a few servants saw me and they looked terrified…I’ll have to get used to wearing it.” When you asked what he meant, he reluctantly took off the eyepatch and showed you. Where his right eye should have been was now a gemstone. The biggest you had ever seen, in fact.
“It’s beautiful, Aemond,” you admitted, genuinely. Truth be told, you were mesmerized. It looked nice, stylish even. “It’s a sapphire, isn’t it? I like it, it matches the colors of my house.”
Sadly, your kind words of reassurance did not appease him. Thereafter, you only ever saw him with the eyepatch. Your words did have an impact on him, however.
As you got to the library one night, you found a velvet pouch on the desk you usually sat at.
“You said it was the color of your house.” he spoke, shy.
In the pouch was a silver necklace with dangling pearls and a beautiful blue sapphire in the middle. Seeing how you loved it, Aemond gave you the most genuine smile you had seen him do since the accident.
You tried to kiss him as you so often did, but you stopped the moment you saw the look in his eye. He seemed uneasy. You held his hand instead and thanked him. You never wore anything else.
Then, things started to change.
Soon enough, you both were 18 years of age...
Aemond’s whole demeanor changed, in fact.
You saw how people were looking at him. How they stared at the eyepatch instead of his eye when talking to him. The fake compliments he received and the snickers when they walked away from him. 
You knew it affected him greatly but he never let it show. He became calm and collected. He kept his sharp tongue for his nephews and nieces though. You knew he still held a grudge after all these years and frankly, you could not blame him. But for someone so clever and calculating, sometimes he did not think.
“Come. Let us drain our cups to these three Strong Boys,” he said once, in front of the whole Targaryen family, including you, during dinner.
It started a brawl. Again.
Wounded by the harshness of his words thrown about your family, you stood up and left.
Resenting the people responsible for his missing eye was one thing, but did he have to bring your older brother into this once more? If that is what he thought of your house, what could he be thinking of you then?
Realizing all too late he hurt you in the process, Aemond followed you to your chambers and begged for your forgiveness.
You did, for he was your dearest friend and seeing him beg was a sight in itself. You knew he did not mean to cause you pain, but you warned him that you would not have any more of it. 
After that, he was very careful with his words around you. Sometimes, he was awfully silent even. Words against House Strong cost him an eye once and resentment from you that night at dinner, afterall. So often he would answer with a simple “hm” now. It was infuriating, sometimes.
You felt his struggle. You hoped you could blow the cobwebs away by planning various adventures with him. You would leave on dragonback and visit neighboring regions. You drank dornish wine in fields of flowers; climbed mountains to enjoy the view; bathed in springs definitely too cold to be bathed in. He seemed more at ease when you were alone. He smiled, he jested. Ah you loved having him all to yourself.
Claiming Vhagar gave him so much confidence. Even Prince Aegon would not dare bully him now that Aemond was taller and stronger than him. He was an even better fighter too.
You still trained with the sword together in the morning. If you were honest with yourself, you liked training in the yard because you got to see Aemond in his training gear. He indeed grew taller. His shoulders were broader. His voice got deeper. He kept his hair long now too. He looked ethereal. You loved watching him practice his knife tricks, particularly how he spinned the handle between his now long and slender fingers.
You also loved to train with daggers because you would get closer to him. Swords kept you away but fighting with daggers and knives was so much more intimate. Sometimes you would let him beat you only to be held in his arms. Something about him pressing his body to yours while commanding you to yield made you feel all sorts of ways. 
Your septa told you time and time again that it was unladylike, especially at your age, to spend so much time fighting with boys.
You never listened.
There were also rumors that the princes were frequenting brothels in the street of silk. You believed it of Prince Aegon, but you knew Aemond was not for he spent his days in your company. He did have princely duties from time to time, but otherwise, even his evenings remained yours, in the library or in the gardens for a midnight stroll.
The only thing he never did again was kissing you.
You always acted surprised when he did that but in reality, you thoroughly enjoyed it. As the years went on, you began to think it was only a children's game.
Still, you would catch him staring at you quite often now. Once, you caught him glancing at your bosom while you were both reading in the library. He blushed so hard, you thought he stopped breathing all together.
It was you teasing him now.
Deep down, you knew how he felt about you. You felt the same way too. Maybe he just needed some encouragement.
You started with new dresses. They were tighter, low-cut and showed much more of your now adult body. You also decided that, from time to time, you would show up to your evening reading sessions in the library in nothing but your best nightgown and the necklace he gave you now resting in the valley between your plump breasts.
The first time he saw you so inappropriately dressed, you were delighted by his reaction. He did not blink once. He looked you up and down, greeted you and then never averted his eye from his book. He was holding onto the binding with such force his knuckles turned white. Even as you looked in his eye, there was no movement.
“Whatever is the matter, your grace?” you teased, using a formal title.
The prince was so shocked he could no longer read the wise words of Maester Octavis on warfare during Maegor The Cruel’s reign. He cooled down after a while…
…but it was your turn to burn now.
You pretended to be absorbed in your readings on the free cities of Essos, but you were only looking at his hands. The way his veins popped when he flexed his fingers; how he pinched the corners to turn a page; the slight stimming…
You were grateful your father never pressed the matter of marriage with you. As it happened, you reminded him so much of your late mother that he loved having you around in the Red Keep. He told you once he would wait for the perfect match and nothing else. Part of you hoped Aemond would eventually step up and ask for your hand.
Suddenly, the lords of the realm wanted to dance with you at balls and asked for your favor at tourneys. The attention you got overwhelmed you quite a bit. You tried dancing with potential suitors, but you weren’t remotely interested in any of them. Only your prince.
Aemond often swept in to make sure you were okay and that no lords were bothering you. Every time, he dared dance so close to you, you did not know how proper it was.
But did you care? Not really.
You could smell his hair. He smelled of amber and sandalwood. Each time, his scent would drive you mad with lust. The things you imagined him doing to you… and you to him. Not that you were well versed in the art. You had only ever touched yourself… thinking of him.
Thinking of his fingers trailing on your skin; his lips leaving burning kisses on your neck; his hands everywhere on your body but especially between your legs; you holding him close, so close you could feel every part of him, get lost in his scent, in his heat…
Despite your blatant inexperience… you had seen things.
One day, Aemond let you sit in front of him on Vaghar while you got back from one of your adventures near Gulltown. Riding Vhagar was an exhilarating experience in itself, but your mind was focused on the dragon behind you.
While you held the reins, Aemond held you. Tight.
You felt his breath on your neck. He nuzzled your shoulder. His warm hands sometimes caressed your sides, so close to your breasts… you could be wrong, but you swore he sighed at some point.
When you got back, Aemond had princely duties and could not join you in the library that evening.
You were rarely left to your own devices, it was unusual. The castle being so large, you decided to explore the wings you never go to to pass the time. 
The east tower was barely lit. It was late and its corridors were deserted even though you were close to the ever so busy servants quarters.
Then you heard noises. Voices, maybe? It kept echoing on the stone walls and vaulted ceilings.
You walked quietly to locate where it came from and happened upon two servants entwined in the throes of passion. Or at least, that is what you thought it was for you could barely see them in the dark. You were so curious, you could not help but peek.
Well hidden in a corner, the woman leaned against a wall, bunching her skirt up to her waist while the man seemed to devour her cunt. One leg over his shoulder, she was shuddering and mewling under his ministrations, completely lost in her pleasure. It was only after she moaned even loudly that the man let go of her shaking thighs, stood up, cupped her face with both hands and kissed her longingly.
Your whole body froze when you recognized the man’s long silvery white hair.
He turned her around and snaked his arms around her waist while he left searing kisses on her neck and shoulder. She bent over as he hurriedly unlaced his pants, kicking her feet so she spread her legs more.
You could not see from your angle but from the sounds that escaped her mouth, he took her.
Hard.
And she loved it.
You heard the lewd sound of flesh slapping while he pounded into her. He grunted as his fingers dug in her waist. His hair was untied and messy like you had never seen.
When you started panting yourself, you looked away. You knew you were witnessing something you should not. You made sure they could not hear the sound of your steps as you left the scene.
You did hear one more thing, though. Something that left you in quite a state.
He moaned your name.
You felt such a heat in your belly that you thought you were on fire. You never looked at him the same after that. You knew he burned for you as well. But why was he seeking pleasure in the arms of others when you were right there.
That night in your bedchambers, even as you gripped your sheets, writhing, moaning and coming for the third time… you thought your fingers would not do anymore.
You wanted more.
And you wanted him.
A little before your twentieth name day- yesterday, in fact...
Your father told you about your betrothal. The eldest son of Lord Martyn Tyrell of Highgarden was young, handsome, kind, educated, great with the sword and heir to his father’s title and castle. Your father had finally found you a match he deemed worthy of you. You were also to leave King’s Landing in a moon turn to meet your future lord husband and acquaint yourself with your new home. You felt your world shattering under your feet.
“Aemond is the man I wish to marry,” you declared.
“It’s Prince Aemond, to you. Don’t forget your place,” he corrected you. “And you know I can’t abuse the power the king conferred on me as Hand to arrange a match like that. My sweet girl, I know the prince is dear to you… but it is he who should ask the king for permission to marry you. Not me.”
That evening, you did not go to the library.
You cried in your bed until your head hurt, clutching the sapphire and pearl necklace Aemond gave you. When you heard him knocking on your door later, you felt a sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach.
“I’m fine,” you said through the door, trying to calm your shaky voice. “I was simply tired. Goodnight, Aemond.”
“Goodnight, y/n… see you in the training yard then.”
You did not go to train with him the next morning either.
You dreaded the moment when you would have no choice but to tell him. The sun was not high in the sky when he knocked on your door again. This time you answered. He looked you up and down, surprised to see you in a riding dress. “I missed you at training,” he confessed. “Going somewhere?” “Let’s leave the city for the day.” You said. “Do you think Vhagar would like to visit the Stormlands? I hear the water is so clear in Tarth they call it the sapphire isle.” “With all due respect, ‘tis I who decides where I fly my dragon, my lady,” he replied playfully, but you still felt a little ashamed of your boldness. “But yes, as you wish.”
And here you were. Struck in an inn, somewhere in the Stormlands, with a silent prince...
He almost seemed asleep in his armchair in front of the fire. You could not bear the silence anymore. If he had feelings for you, then you would make him speak plainly.
You downed the last half of your cup before you started undressing. First, your cloak.
As you hung it on a hook on the wall, you peeked at your prince. To your surprise, he did not move an inch. You can only see one of his hands stimming slightly on the armrest.
Your boots were next— a real agony considering how soggy they were and how painfully long it took to unlace them. Leaving wet footprints on the floor, you walked to the hearth and let them fall loudly in front of the fire. Your eyes flutter again to Aemond. 
No reaction.
At this point, you did not know if you were annoyed or downright infuriated. You looked at the small bed again and you could only think about him taking you like he did that maid.
You shook your head. You had to focus.
Tugging at the strings at your waist, your skirt pooled at your feet, thus revealing your legs. Thankfully, you had a small linen shift underneath, barely covering you down to your knees. You were putting down the skirt on the wooden table when you noticed it. Finally.
Even if the room was dark, only lit by the fire and the moonlight, you spied one violet eye gazing at you intently.
For a moment, you feared he could hear your heart beating frantically. His silence affected you greatly, but you found comfort in the fact that he could not resist looking at you undressing. Men seemed to be simple creatures, afterall.
You tried to unbutton the bodice of your dress but the stiff fabric made it hard for you to reach back. Why did clothes have to be so complicated to put on and take off. It dawned on you that you would need his help to get out of this wet mess of a dress.
Turning around quickly, thinking you would catch him staring, you saw his head facing the other way. You approached and stood between him and the fire. The shadow you casted made him look at you. 
"I need your help. Would you unbutton my bodice please." you managed to say calmly.
His stare was hard to decipher but he seemed conflicted. First he looked into your eyes… then his gaze fell down to your bodice… next it wandered to the silhouette of your legs. He could see every curve of your body, the fire behind you glowing through your white shift. You felt naked under his stare.
He looked serious. So serious his left hand stopped stimming. Slowly, he rose from the armchair and waited for you to turn around.
And you did. You were waiting for him to make a snarky comment or jest about what a proper lady you were, but again, you were cursed with silence. 
There were at least 15 buttons that went all the way down to your lower back. You felt his calloused hands brushing against your neck as he parted your long hair. A small sigh escaped your lips.
He went through each button at an excruciatingly slow pace. You hoped he felt the goosebumps appearing where his fingers touched you. The frisson was almost unbearable.
When he got to the last button, he froze momentarily. You could not take it anymore.
You turned around quickly, got up on your toes, reached for his neck and crashed your lips onto his. Just as he used to do when you were younger. His lips were unexpectedly soft. Not what you remembered, but better. You wished the kiss lasted longer, but now you waited for his reaction.
He only ever looked at you without blinking. He exhaled loudly, looking down at your bodice dangling off your shoulders, revealing the rest of your shift. His eye darkened and you were now worried you angered him.
“Y/n, please,” he pleaded. He sounded desperate and vexed all at once.
The dam burst.
"I am sorry Aemond. I know I spoke harshly when we were on Vhagar but this is ridiculous. I need to know how you feel about me leaving King’s Landing. I’m to leave for The Reach in a moon turn. I’m leaving, Aemond.” You said over and over to make sure he heard you loud and clear. “I understand if you hate me right now but I can’t stand the silence. I won’t have it. We will discuss this."
“I could never– hm– hate you.” he replied, startled mid sentence as you snatched the bodice off of you and threw it on the table behind him. Only wearing the shift and the necklace he gave you, you stood tall even if he towered over you.
“I’M LEAVING.” You repeated, losing patience.
“I KNOW.” He growled, losing his legendary calm and jolting you.
“Then say something!” you pressed, grabbing his tunic with both hands. “I don’t want to go to The Reach, Aemond. I want to stay in King’s Landing with you. I want you.”
There, you said it. Eye wide open, he looked down at you, then at your hands tugging at his clothes.
“Your days are mine already,” you said, pulling him to you, pressing your whole body to his. “I wish to claim your nights too.”
He seemed hesitant but mostly, he looked panicked. He clenched his jaw and his lips twitched as though he was about to say something so incriminating he feared putting it into words. 
His hands found your waist, rumpling the fabric of your shift. You slowly melted into his warm embrace. His breath was ragged. You waited for his answer. Your heart was about to burst from the anticipation.
“Say it. Say you want me too.”
And you waited some more. You could not draw breath. He tensed, opening his mouth to speak but not a single word coming out. Feeling the tears coming, you bit your lip to stop your chin from quivering.
Just like you knew he would, he stayed silent.
“Fine,” you abdicated. “Then I bid you goodnight, my prince ”.
You let go of his tunic but he held on to your arms. You angrily twisted yourself to get out. You held each other's gaze while you unceremoniously took off the necklace he gifted you and threw it on top of your discarded dress. You climbed in the bed, pulled the covers and turned to face the wall. 
It is said that silence is louder than words, sometimes. Well this time, it was deafening. 
From his shadow on the wall, you saw he did not move an inch. With cheeks wet from fresh tears, you curled up, desperately looking for warmth but the damn stone wall was so cold. It made you even more angry. In all your life, you had never felt so exasperated.
The silence stopped when you heard him pour wine in a cup. He drank it all. Then he started to undress.
You heard the thudding of his boots hitting the floor, one after the other… then the clinging of metal clasps… the creaking of his leather tunic… the clattering of his belt and pants hitting the floor…then silence again.
Unexpectedly, the sheets moved, sending cold air on your shivering body. You felt him hastily lying down on the bed next to you. You don’t know what came over you, but you said it anyway.
“I thought it would be improper”, your sharp tongue throwing his own words back at him.
“You are freezing,” he muttered.
He pressed his whole front to your back and rubbed your arm with his hand. When he buried his face in your neck, some of his long hair fell in front of you and you got overwhelmed by his amber and sandalwood scent. His breath on your shoulder sent shivers down your spine and almost made you arched your back into him. You were awfully confused, tears on your cheeks but desire brewing inside you.
You wished you had the will to pull away but you craved his touch. His hands were on you. Touching you, rubbing you, caressing you, now down your side.
For a daughter of House Strong, you sure were weak this instant.
He chose this moment to finally speak.
“You don’t want me, y/n.”
These few words gave you the strength to turn around and look him in the eye. His mixed signals were simply baffling. It almost drove you mad.
Though, when your gaze fell upon his face, you thought he looked defeated. You noticed he kept his undershirt and his eyepatch but wore nothing else.
“Is that an order, my prince?” you asked defiantly, tears still in your eyes.
“Just look at me.” He said harshly.
“That’s all I’ve been doing for years, Aemond.” 
“You can’t possibly want this.” he said, making a gesture at his head.
You cupped his face with your dainty fingers. Distressed as he was, he still welcomed your gentle touch. Then your hand traveled upwards and you hooked a finger beneath the leather band of his eyepatch. You waited for him to give you permission. “Let me see all of you.”
After a few seconds, he nodded. Uncovering his sapphire eye, it glinted with the light from the creaking fire. He closed his good eye when the pads of your fingers grazed his marred cheek. And when he felt your lips on the bottom of his scar, his breath caught in his throat.
“Why do you think I’d wear a damn nightgown to the library when it’s in the coldest part of the castle?” you asked in his ear, your cheek resting on the scarred side of his face. He sighed. One of his hands found your waist, pulling you slightly to him.
“Why do you think I was kissing you back when you teased me?” you added, reaching for his hair tie. His long silvery-white hair fell around his face.
“Aemond, I’ve been throwing myself at you for years now.”
“I know… I’m missing an eye, I’m not blind.”
Then you get it.
“Is that why you grew so distant? Do you think me so feeble that I would begrudge you for missing an eye?”
“Everybody does,” he admitted with a bitterness that crushed your heart. “Why do you think I train with the sword, study history and philosophy, and ride a huge fucking dragon daily? I have to be all of those things so people can see me as a man.”
“I don’t care about all that. Two eyes, one or even none, I don’t care. I just want you.”
“I don’t want that for you, don’t you understand?” he snapped, cupping your face with both of his hands, forcing you to look him straight in his eye. “You want to be married to the court’s freak? Is that what you want? To be the lady wife of the scary one-eyed prince? Hearing people snickering behind your back? See them turn around when you are coming their way with me at your arm? The nosy court ladies asking if I keep the eyepatch on all the time, even when I fuck you? You want that?”
At the sound of his harsh words, you circled your arms around him and held him close to you. Your words failed, but maybe your actions would prevail.
Your face buried in his neck and hair, you knew he needed the embrace more than you did. You felt his arms caging you in, even a leg wrapping around yours.
You knew it was bad, but you had no knowledge of how bad it really was. He never spoke about these things.
“There will come a day when you will resent me for casting this burden upon you and I could not bear to see you grieve a life free from relentless mockery.” He said in your ear. “I didn’t encourage you… because I knew you couldn’t possibly be happy with a cripple for a husband.”
“Stop it.” you whispered in his ear, silent tears streaming down your cheeks again.
You stayed like this for a long time. He nuzzled your shoulder, breathed in your scent, clinged to your whole body with his fingers stroking your hair and back. He craved your touch. He needed comfort. He spoke of sparing you, yet he undoubtedly desired naught but you. 
You fell asleep in each other’s arms. It was far from what you imagined it would be like, but at last, you claimed one of his nights.
It was almost morning...
When you woke up, the sky was light but the sun had yet to rise. The storm passed and warm fresh air flowed in from the open window. It seemed like a beautiful summer day was about to begin.
All warmed up in Aemond’s embrace, you realized he never let go of you throughout the night. Now facing away from him, your legs were tangled, his arm laid limply around your waist and his face rested in your neck. His breath fanned your shoulder soothingly.
You felt at peace, a smile curling your lips. But despite his comforting heat appeasing you, your mind could only focus on one thing: his manhood.
Long, hard… and keenly digging in your backside.
You wiggled a bit. He only grunted and you felt his hand coming up to hold one of your breasts. Arching into him instinctually, you pressed yourself against him even more. You could not help yourself, you began to rock your hips slightly.
Sleep could never be found again, not while you were so intimately entwined.
“Stop doing that,” huffed a husky voice behind you. “Doing what?” you probed, your hand now gently rubbing his hip though his undershirt.
He let go of your breast and went for your neck instead, squeezing it lightly with his slender fingers.
You were definitely awake now. Awake and burning. 
“I’m trying to stay proper, but you make it really hard,” he said gruffly.
“That I know” you answered with a chuckle, ignoring his warning and still rocking your backside against his stiff cock. “What a poor choice of words.”
The hand gripping at your throat went to your hip instead to stop your sweet torture.
But with your skin so soft, your scent so enticing and your nearly naked body obviously craving his touch, he started grinding into you too. 
“Yes, very proper of you.” you taunted him. 
You felt every inch of his through your linen shift. He seems big, you thought. The prospect of finally having him left you in such a state. You desired him so ardently you clenched your thighs together to prevent your slick from dripping down your leg. He nuzzled your neck, bit it too, making a mewling mess out of you.
It took all your will to stop him. As much as you were enjoying this, you felt like things were not settled yet. You sat in the bed and gazed upon him, a questioning look lingering on his face. 
“Let me say it again, so you will believe me this time. You feel like you have to spare me somehow, but I won’t even entertain the idea. I’m a strong lady, am I not?”
He looked at you attentively.
“You are the only man I have ever desired. I want you. ” It took a moment, but from his lips came your salvation.
“I was always yours,” he confessed, grabbing your hand and lacing your fingers.
You felt it through your bones. His intense gaze went to your mouth, fixed on the plump of your lips. His hand reached for your face and cupped it gently, his thumb brushing your cheek lovingly.
He knew you would not accept any more arguments from him. The fact that you wanted him in spite of everything was baffling, but he lacked the strength to fight it anymore. He surrendered himself to you, for he was undeniably yours and you were inexplicably his.
“Then claim me.” you pleaded, yearning for his touch.
“I’ll make my demand to the King the minute we get back. I’ll speak to your father as well. The Tyrell boy can go fuck himself.” he said, brushing away your hair from your face. “You will be mine. You have my word.”
You were overcome with relief. King’s Landing was your home. It was where you read books, trained with the sword and where your prince was. And now, Aemond Targaryen wanted you to wife. Gods be good, it was everything you had ever wanted… but…
“The gods know I waited a long time for this… but I wasn’t talking about that…” you confessed, looking at him seriously. Holding his gaze, you moved to straddle him..
“Y/n!” he yelped, astonished yet incredibly aroused by your audacity. His hands went straight to your hips to stabilize you. You felt his cock brushing against your folds and you almost lost it.
“I-I saw you once,” you confessed, looking down at him. “...with a maid… In the east tower.”
He froze at your statement, but that did not stop you. You grabbed the bottom of his undershirt.
“I heard you scream my name.” you said, pulling on the fabric to tease him. He clenched his jaw. 
His hands fisted your white shift as well. He looked at you with fire in his eye, and not one you can easily extinguish. His composure hung by a thread. Lips parted, he looked at you like you were a goddess. You almost had him. He throbbed against your inner thigh, sending shivers down your spine.
You bent down and your hardened nipples brushed against his chest though your linen shifts. Your mouth ghosting his, you inched up every time he tried to close the gap. You went to kiss the underside of his jaw instead. He growled, snaking his scorching hot hands on your back, under your shift.
“Don’t you want to know what I feel like?” you said in his ear, gnawing at his lobe. “Hear me scream your name.”
He exhaled loudly. You were most impressed at how good you were at making him unravel. He always loved your feistiness and how strong you were (with no trace of irony). You gave him back the same fiery energy. It was irritating and entrancing in equal measure.
And if you needed to be crass to finally get what you wanted, then so be it.
“I touch myself every night thinking only of you,” you hushed without any shame, tormenting him with a sudden rolling of your hips. “I want to know what you feel like too.”
He cursed under his breath. You could feel his walls crumbling around him. You pressed your forehead against his, keeping your lips awfully close to his. And now, the coup de grace…
“Kiss me… see what I do in return, this time.”
And you had him.
He sank into your touch, grabbed your face with both hands and crashed his lips on yours in a bruising kiss. He devoured you, his tongue slipping into your mouth with ease. You hummed into it, feeling the heat flood your whole body. His lips were insistent, desperate to taste you as much as he craved your touch.
You felt his hunger, his despair and his desire all at once. You gave him unreservedly what he denied himself for so long. And he could not get enough of you.
You were his. His to take. His to touch. His to love. And he was yours. Yours to keep. Yours to feel. Yours to cherish.
You attempted to sit back up to rid yourself of your shift but he stopped you.
“Hmm, no. You’ve done enough now.” He muttered.
Without warning, he shifted you– manhandled you, more like– so you were under him. Kneeling between your spreaded legs, he took off his undershirt while you watched eagerly. You bit your lip as you admired his delicate ivory skin, his large shoulders, his toned chest, the V shape of his hip bones…He was divine. His manhood was also revealed to you and your doubts were confirmed. He was well-endowed indeed. Precum leaked from the tip of his long cock and ran down your thigh already. For the first time, nervousness got to you but you did not let it show.
Then he grabbed your shift and proceeded to rip it in half with his bare hands. “Seven hells, was that really necessary?” you asked, knowing full well you woke the dragon.
“I believe so, yes. You’ve been insufferable, my lady.” he reproached you, throwing what was left of the garments across the room. He looked down and took in the view of your naked body laying under him without touching you. 
“Insufferable, really?” you smirked, extending your fingers to touch his abdomen but he slapped your hand.
He came down and crushed you under his weight. He kissed your neck, licked it, bit it, sucked at it, anything to leave behind bruises you could hardly hide with your low-cut dresses now. You felt your own wetness leaking down to your backside.
He made known what roused his ire.
“Insufferable, yes,” he said in a low voice, pulling your hair to expose your neck even more. “Missing the morning sparring practice, for instance. Your absence was so distracting, Aegon almost skewered me.”
You chuckled, poking a finger in his side. He slapped your hand again.
Oh he’s actually angry, you thought.
“Dressing inappropriately in the library so I can’t read a damn word of my book,” his tongue flicked your erect nipple while his hand caressed your other breast. “Every time, I went back to my chambers with damp trousers, a hard cock and only my hand to see to it.”
Never had you heard him speak so vulgarly. He grinded into you to show how hard he was for you, brushing against your clit with every thrust. His breath fanned over you and goosebumps popped all over your chest.
“And just now? Coaxing your prince into marriage? Grinding all over him while he tries to stay proper? Very unladylike, but then again… you don’t want to be treated like a lady, don't you?”
His teeth grazed against the column of your neck and he came up to bite your bottom lip.
“I have always liked your insolence, y/n, but I think you are in serious need of discipline.”
“You are no better,” you said, smirking in his kiss, your hips meeting his movements, your bare cunt brushing against his hard cock. “You let my hands roam all over you when we fly on Vhagar. I always end up in your arms when we train with daggers. You glance at my bosom every chance you get, and not so subtly might I add. Don’t you dare claim the moral high ground, my princ— ”
You could not finish your sentence, for his lips captured yours again. He kissed you with an angry passion you did not know he had inside of him. Gone was the calm and quiet prince you knew him to be. You were his, now. And he intended to take everything you would gladly give him.
He reached down and slid a hand between your bodies. You grabbed onto the edge of the bed, gripping it firmly when you felt his thumb parting your wet folds. You moaned into his mouth when he found your clit. He broke the kiss and clicked his tongue.
“Still wet from the storm or is it all because of me?” he inquired, his lips curling in a wicked smile as he made circles around your clit.
“Oh just fuck me, will you.” you cried back, losing your mind under his ministrations.
“Such strong language, I don’t recognize you,” he teased again, loving the way he made you lose your composure with only one finger. “But I need to prepare you for me.”
He pressed his lips to yours, his thumb showing no mercy and your legs quivering. You felt that coil in your stomach. That itch that needed to be scratched so badly. He wanted to take his time. Honorable, but…
“…I-I lost my maidenhead years ago,” you admitted.
He stopped his assault on your lips and your mound all at once to look at you incredulously.
“No, it’s not like that. When Vhagar landed roughly in the rocky valley near Riverrun. These things happen. It’s why I insisted on bathing in the springs, I wanted to get the blood stains off my dress.”
He recalled the both of you bathing fully clothed in a very cold spring somewhere in the Riverlands.
“Still, I want to make sure that you... Enjoy. Every. Second. Of. It.” He said, pushing a finger past your folds, going in and out with each word he said.
You tried to kiss him again but he denied you. You had teased him so much that he wanted nothing more than to punish you with the same torturous treatment. He took pleasure in watching you go insane under him. Just as you drove him mad with desire. 
“I like the desperation on you” he said, picking up the pace.
His hands. His damn hands were on and in you. He added a second finger and curled them inside you, the heel of his hand pressing on your clit. You teetered on the brink of madness. He was relentless.
Your thighs started to shake as the pressure built in you. He knew you could take more so he slipped a third finger through your cunt and pumped into you in a steady rhythm. You whined as he tore your walls apart with fingers much larger than yours. You were getting close to your release under his expert hands, for not having control rendered things much more intense.
But as you were close, so close, he pulled out his fingers, your needy cunt clenching around nothing, desperation clear on your face.
“No, no!” you scowled.
He got off the bed and, for a second, you thought he was going to leave you like that. You were no dragon by any means, but you sure felt the rage of one.
“Patience”
He kneeled on the creaky wooden floor and pulled you to the edge of the bed in one swift tug. You watched him hook your legs on his shoulders and lock his arms around your hips. You blushed slightly at the sight of his face so close to your cunt, feeling so exposed as you could not get out of his embrace.
“I wanted to feast on you for years.”
And he carried on his exquisite torment. You threw your head back, lips parted in an O shape as Aemond’s mouth ravaged you eagerly. His nose teased your bundle of nerves while his tongue entered you. Heavy breaths escaped your mouth as you weaved your fingers into his silver hair and pulled his face in closer, not wanting him to stop.
He moaned into your soaked warmth and the vibrations made you arch your back instantly. Pleasure came back to you at great speed, back to where he left off. His tongue went to your clit while he fucked you with his fingers again. You fisted the sheets and writhed violently as you felt yourself going over the edge. Immeasurable pleasure washed over you as you reached your peak, screaming his name for all the inn to hear.
He held you down tightly as your legs shook uncontrollably on either side of his head. Unable to move, you had no choice but to take it. Waves of pleasure hit you one after the other, his fingers still moving in you, allowing you to ride your high till the end. He licked your juices for his own pleasure until you whined and tried to squirm away. 
He looked so proud of himself. He loved this power he had over you, to make goosebumps appear all over your skin while ravishing you, to have you jerking your hips as you unraveled on his fingers.
“Fuck. You are… so good.” you told him between pants, heat rising in your cheeks at the mere thought of what he could make you feel with is cock.
He proceeded to leave kisses everywhere on your inner thighs.
“Aemond, I beg you.” you said, pulling on his shoulder. You knew he enjoyed himself immensely, but you were desperate for him to take you.
“Begging? You?” He gasped, not recognizing his Strong Lady, always in control, now wanton and desperate as he laid on top of you again.
Your hand slithered between your bodies and you wrapped your fingers around his weeping cock. You had no idea what you were doing but it had its effect on him. He growled, astounded by your sudden touch. He looked fired up and ready to fuck you through the mattress and the floor.
He grabbed your wrist, indicating you to let go of his manhood. You grabbed his arse instead. He dragged the head of his cock between your folds to spread your slick along his length.
“There is no going back if I take you.” He said, your clit pulsing every time he brushed against your cunt. You wrapped your legs around his waist. Your heels dug in his backside while your hands held onto his broad shoulders. His long hair fell all over you in a whirlwind of amber and sandalwood. “You will be mine, foreve—”
“I said claim me ”
And he did.
He sheathed himself slowly, gritting his teeth as he sank down, holding himself back from slamming into you all at once. Your eyes widened as he stretched your walls to a point you did not know was possible. You looked down to see he was only halfway in you. He cupped your chin with his rough hand, forcing you to look upon his face instead.
He watched you intently as you took all of him. He slid himself in your cunt inch by inch until he was deeply inside you. Pressing his lips to yours, he muffled your cries.
“I know, I’m sorry. Tell me if it’s too much.”
He stopped moving to let you adjust to his sheer size and he deeply sighed against your cheek. Even with your fingers, you had never reached so deep within you. It did not hurt as much as you thought it would but you felt overwhelmed at the sensation nonetheless. 
He cursed under his breath.
“You’re so tight. You clench too hard, I won’t last”, he confessed as you panted in his ear. You felt him pulling back but you locked him in place with your legs and arms.
He gently rubbed your thigh with one hand. He kissed you passionately like the starved man he was, and you eventually relaxed. The pain faded and anticipation took place. You know what must have been minutes felt like hours for him by now.
“Move, I’m fine”
He went slow at first. He searched for your hand and interlocked his fingers with yours. He was so patient with you. After a few thrusts, you started to rock your hips to meet his pace, the familiar feeling of pleasure getting back to your core once more.
“You are so big” was the only thing you could say as your whole mind could not concentrate on anything else.
“But you are taking me so well, my love.”
My love. My love. My love.
He was everywhere all at once. His praise in your ears, his hands on you, his scent all around you, his hair falling on you, his cock in you. Everything was him and you loved every second of it.
When he heard you panting in his ear, he picked up the pace. You whined loudly and he almost lost control of himself. He groaned against your chest, biting one of your nipples for purchase.
You felt yourself quickening already as he rubbed against that one spot that made the fire inside you burn more brightly each time.
You felt self-conscious about the ungodly sounds you were making and bit your lip to muffle your screams. He hit you with one hard thrust in retaliation, hitting so deep you cried out and went numb for a second.
“Don’t you go quiet on me, you said I’d hear you scream my name.” 
Gods, what have I done?, you thought. You never imagined him saying these kinds of things to you. He was right. You had been insufferable. You teased a dragon and now, you were paying the price. He liked having control over you for once, holding you down as he fucked you senseless. He claimed your body relentlessly with strong strokes that had your heart racing, his balls hitting your cunt hard each time.
And you loved it.
Your core was tightening with each of his powerful thrust. You were close. So close…when he suddenly left your embrace.
“Don’t you dare stop again!” you yelled at him, your arms desperately reaching for him.
But he only sat on his heels, grabbed one of your legs and hoisted it high against his chest. He wrapped his arm around your ankle and hammered his cock into you, hitting an even deeper angle.
“Fuck,” you wailed, eye widening and tears prickling in the corners of your eyes. You clawed at his hip, overwhelmed by the searing heat growing in you while he filled you to the hilt. 
He reached so deep within you, you thought he was in your stomach. It knocked the air right out of your lungs, even. You moaned his name incessantly, the only thing your fuzzy brain seemed to remember this very moment. A veil of sweat appeared on his skin, he was glowing in the morning light now flooding the room.
“You're mine.” he said possessively, his fingers just shy of bruising your skin as they dug in your thigh.
Mine. Mine. Mine.
“Say you are mine, y/n”.
Head thrown back, eyes closed, you barely registered what he asked of you. His hand went to your lower stomach and he pressed down, making you squirm and cry out.
“I’m yours. I’m yours. I’m yours.” you repeated over and over, trashing under him, overcomed by pleasure.
He worried he was too rough with you but when he heard a pleading “Harder!” escaping from your lips, he forfeited the last thread of sanity he was barely holding onto already.
You held on for dear life while he lost himself completely and slammed into you at a wild pace. He pulled out almost entirely before sliding back in again. His cock reached your cervix. Every. Single. Time.
He growled loudly as your nails left marks on his hip. His breath was erratic, he was close as well. You clenched around him and he cursed loudly.
“Look at me. I want to see your face as I make you come.”
“Come closer.” you managed to say between pants.
He let go of your leg and was over you again, your nipples brushing against his chest. One of his arms was on the side of your head, the other finding your clit to draw circles around it again. Your nails scratched his back, you pulled on his long silvery hair and rocked your hips to meet his unrelenting pace.
“Co-come for me, my love.” he stammered.
And you felt it deep inside you, from your womb to the base of your spine all the way through your whole back, legs, arms and head. Pleasure spreading like dragon fire within you, you reached your peak and it was not like anything you had felt before. Jaw hanging open in pure ecstasy, you could not even draw a breath. Your eyes rolled, your back arched and your whole body shaked.
“Aemond!” you screamed, tears down your cheeks as your orgasm did not stop. His dark eye watched you as you fell apart, praising him.
As you promised him, he heard you scream his name.
He continued with his merciless pace, letting you ride your high. Clutching his shoulders, you pressed your face to his chest and groaned against him.
You barely had any energy left to keep your legs wrapped around his waist. Your whole body went numb and your mind almost blanked.
“I’m close” he said, his rhythm faltering as he chased his own release. “Do you want me to—”
“I said claim me,” you reminded him, completely overstimulated but feeling pleasure creeping upon you again.
He let out the most tantalizing growl you had ever heard him make. He buried his face in your neck and he came roaring your name. His thrusts got sloppy but he did not stop. He breathed the faintest of “I love you” as you felt his muscles spasming and his cock throbbing.
He filled you with his seed with a few erratic thrust. Combined with the sudden heat deep within you, it was enough to make you see stars one more time.
Heavily panting in your ear, Aemond’s movements slowly came to a halt. He left kisses on your forehead… your cheek… your lips…
“You were perfect,” he murmured.
“So were you, my love.”
You stayed like that for a while. Him still buried in you, crushing you under his weight, and you loving the fullness, mindlessly stroking his hair and back.
You could hear birds outside, the wind in the trees as well. You embraced the peacefulness of it all. Now that was a silence you did not mind.
You slowly caught your breath, observing the pearly sweat on Aemond’s porcelain skin. You felt both his cum and your slick leaking down your cunt. What a mess you made, you could feel how damp that mattress was.
You noticed a low rumble coming from downstairs, a sign that the village was waking up and you needed to return to the Red Keep. Still, you both indulged a little more, not ready for this moment to end.
He left small kisses on your shoulder, listening to your quiet groans. He drew shapes on your arms with his fingers and observed the goosebumps erupting. He frowned when he noticed little scars scattered everywhere from years of sword training with him. You too had scars. A lot of them even. He never knew. You never said.
“Are you ok?” he asked, raising his head to look you in the eyes.
His sapphire eye caught the morning sun flooding the room and made hundreds of small specks of blue light dance all around you. The sight of him like this, all of him, was spellbinding. You answered him with a blissful smile. 
“I’m fine, my prince. ” “Stop it with the formal titles.” “It wouldn’t be proper, or so I’ve been told.” You tugged at a strand of his hair.
“Propriety has always been lost on you, I’m afraid.”
He laced his fingers to yours again and brought it to his lips to kiss your knuckles.
“So… No regrets?” He asked, not sure if he would like your answer.
“Only that you robbed me of this pleasure for years.” You said playfully, kissing the bottom of his scar. “You?”
He chuckled.
“I didn’t expect you to swear like a bravosi sealord.” he said, leaving a lazy kiss on your lips.
“Only because of how aggravating you were.” you quip. 
He surprised you with a thrust to shut you up and, maybe, tempt you into a second round.
The bed itself was also surprised as its legs gave out and you both fell with the mattress on the creaking wooden floor in a loud bang and small clouds of dust engulfing the room.
“Ooh the innkeeper is going to kill you,” you giggled.
“He liked you, maybe you should tell him about it.”
Back in King's Landing...
Your father and Queen Alicent were mortified at the sight of you walking through the doors of the Red Keep nearly a day after you were supposed to come back. Clothes still wet, messy hair and a strong smell of dragon to top it all off. They had spent the night looking for you everywhere.
Queen Alicent seemed oblivious of what transpired during your little adventure in the Stormlands, but your father was no fool. He knew you. He saw you holding hands before you went through the Mud Gate from the beach. The look you exchanged before parting all but confirmed his suspicions. Not to mention your bare arms sticking out from underneath your hood indicated that you were missing a white shift under your dress.
Your prince asked the King, the Queen and your father for an audience immediately. He insisted your betrothal to him was not a request, for he would not take no for an answer.
Your father could not refuse a proposition from a Prince of the crown. Especially when he knew how dear he was to you… and whatever you were up to in the Stormlands.
You married before the moon turned.
At long last… you claimed his nights. 
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munch!aemond targaryen
minors DNI +18
a/n this isn’t really that much of a munch fic but i didn’t know what else to name it
munch!aemond who you couldn’t separate from the heaven between your thighs
munch!aemond who makes your back arch the second his mouth is on you
munch!aemond who doesn’t give a shit about the desperate whines that trumble out of your lips, as long as you keep grinding your cunt against his face in that delicious way you are doing right now
munch!aemond who takes his time sucking your throbbing clit into his mouth, causing the pleasure of your first orgasm to roll through you
munch!aemond who doesn’t relent and locks his arms around your thighs, pulling your spasming pussy closer to his face and pinning you in your position after you tried to squirmed away from too much overstimulation
munch!aemond who is groaning and moaning from the delicious taste of your wet pussy on his tongue
munch!aemond who had to pause his lapping at your cunt just to grasp out “one more, love” and get back to his work on your cunt
And of course your body does what it’s master says.
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Of Traitors and Oathbreakers
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Summary: A Black in Greens territory is never a good thing, especially if that means falling into the hands of Prince Aemond
Notes: Aemond and reader are childhood friends turned enemies (with benefits). Had to write something for my favorite war criminal. The reader is the child of the blacksmith of the Red Keep (bc why make Targaryen!readers when they can be ~different~)
Hobroti jās – Fuck off
Nyke pendagon avy jorrāelan – I think I love you
Warnings: rough/hate sex, dub-con (power imbalance), biting, scratching choking etc, mentions of starvation, war, imprisonment
Taglist: @levithestripper (hmu to be added!)
Ending 1 / Ending 2 | Masterlist | requests are OPEN!
You didn’t remember how you got here. In fact, you didn’t even remember where you had been wanting to go, or who had been with you.
All you knew was that you were stuck in a cold cell, water dripping from the ceiling between short pauses of silence and driving you close to madness. When you looked out of the small crack in the wall of your cell, you’d seen molten towers you only recognized from childhood tales.
Harrenhal.
Currently territory of the Greens, and you were a Black. The name Targaryen could neither protect nor endanger you here, and for that you were grateful, but for everything else…
They didn’t let you out, whoever your jailers were. If your standing allowed it, you would have thrown the bread they gave you back into their faces and called them cowards.
But your mother had taught you to be resourceful, and your father had never let you leave scraps on your plate.
The only way for you to gauge how much time had passed was from the crack in the wall, watching the sun rise and set, but even like that you lost count after a while. You would’ve gone insane from the cold in your bones or the slow drips from the ceiling, or maybe even the loneliness, if it hadn’t been for the expression of wrath you had seen on the face of your Queen.
Your Queen. Rhaenyra. And yet, she would not risk her life, or that of any of her dragonriders to save you. You knew that when you kneeled for her in Dragonstone, and you had remembered it ever since. Yet you couldn’t help but wish that the situation was different.
Dying like this wasn’t what you wanted. It was everything you despised – the cold, the loneliness, the harsh walls around you. Worst of all was the darkness though.
You’d grown up in your father’s workshop, surrounded by fire as the Targaryens were with their dragons. Light and heat was your childhood, your comfort, and though learning the craft had gone to your brothers, you hadn’t let that keep you from picking up every weapon your father had crafted.
A gift that had cursed you later in life, bringing you into this cell.
The first time they opened the cell door completely could’ve been days or decades after your initial imprisonment. You didn’t demand answers, didn’t fight them yet, letting them drag you out and through empty hallways.
Once, you caught the smell of soot and ash, wondering whether it was from a smithy or a dragon. Were they taking you to your execution?
You doubted it. No one but the Targaryens were executed by the Targaryens themselves.
Instead, they brought you to the tubs that were in the cellars of Harrenhal. The water was hot, steam rising up from the water of the pools, and you could swear that there had never been a lovelier sight.
The guards did not bother turning their backs, so you turned yours. You had no weapon to defend yourself, and you weren’t ready to give all of your dignity just yet. Quickly, you sank into the steaming water, beginning to scrub the smell of dirt, blood and piss from your skin.
Death clung to your skin like a scared child to her mother. You hated it.
The cell had given you more than enough time to remember, but it seemed that you could not. All you knew was that you had been sent to find the host of the Northmen, making your way through the Riverlands.
Somewhere between Dragonstone and Harrenhal, someone had killed your crew and taken you prisoner, leaving you to wake up with their blood on your hands, literally.
Your bath was cut short by a young woman shooing the guards out, before helping you out of it. She was the first one to show you a semblance of respect, handing you clean clothes and a cloth to dry yourself, but she wasn’t willing to talk to you.
Perhaps they were all mute here, terrified into silence by their Lord, the Lord Confessor of the Greens. Perhaps it was yet another way to torture you.
She was somewhat gentle when she helped you lace your dress, before she left you to your own devices again. It was strange to be clean again after such a long time. The dance had left you permanently disheveled in some way.
Even before, Daemon had been drilling you in the yard, making impossible demands at you. You were the only one who made it through his snide remarks that brought grown men to tears and desperation. You would have never admitted the rewarding smirk he gave you after a long sparring session reminded you of a Green.
The woman had you follow her into a small chamber, only equipped with a small cot and a chamberpot. It was barbaric, but infinitely more than the cell you’d been forced to call home.
Here, where you were all alone, you could take in the changes of your body for the first time. Wearing a dress made the loss of weight noticeable. You’d exchanged a part of your femininity for the harshness of battle a long time ago, it was the price female fighters paid in Westeros.
The time in the cells had made the rest of that softness fall off your bones, and all that was left was sinew and muscles. You knew it wasn’t healthy, but you hadn’t had your moon’s blood since the beginning of the war, and a truly delicious meal since even longer.
Luxury was a faraway dream, a whisper of the days in the Red Keep, where the worst punishment had been your mother chasing you through the stables to give you an earful about sparring with princes and forgoing your chores in favor of riding. Where your friends had comforted you after your brother became collateral in a fire in just this castle. Where you’d witnessed Vaemond’s bluntness be his death, and where Daemon spotted your talent as you trained in the yard.
Daemon had taken you and your father from the Red Keep, under the pretense of needing a smith and the truth of wanting a warrior that would always be underestimated. A girl who could slip through the cracks in the expectations of men and then slit their throats.
That was what you were to him. And for a while, you hadn’t noticed that he’d taken your childhood, for he had raised you to glory and given you a taste of battle. But where battle was, war followed, and it quickly reared its ugly head.
A knock ripped you from the myriad of thoughts in your mind. Who would knock at your door? You were a prisoner. If anything, you should be the one knocking, begging for their freedom.
You didn’t answer, and they paused for so long you thought they actually wanted a reply from you. But then, the door swung open.
“She told me you would be here.” He said.
“Who?”
“Doesn’t matter.” Aemond replied. He stared at you silently, taking in the tightness of the gown, the slim shape your body had never had before. “Hmm.”
And then, he left, leaving alone again.
Aemond. What was Aemond doing here? He was Aegon’s brother, wasn’t this below him? Shouldn’t he be commanding great hosts, slaying his enemies from above?
He returned with food. A steaming bowl of stew, the smell of which made your stomach growl audibly, and a tankard of ale. It was making you forget that he was your enemy.
“It’s not poisoned.” He said.
“You’ve had enough opportunity to execute me.” You shrugged, hungrily digging into the meal. Aemond only hummed, a habit familiar to you.
He did it the few times you beat him in a spar, trying to assess what went wrong. When he heard you complain about the stench around the smith, only for the noble lord who pissed onto the walls of your home to disappear from court a day later. When Aegon taunted you for being a girl that would never amount to anything, lowborn and worth nothing, only to receive his brother’s punches seconds later.
“I’ve missed you.” He said quietly. You supposed that that was the way Aemond was: quiet in everything. Protecting, fighting, respecting. You wondered if that applied to-
No. Just because he was practically the first man you’d seen since your confinement did not mean you had to fall at his feet. He’d been your friend, and now he was your enemy. Both weren’t what people should pursue.
“You killed Prince Lucerys.” You replied.
“Just as much as his mother did.” Aemond snarled, but he didn’t sound so sure.
“She is the queen. You are responsible.”
“She has put Helaena into agony! Do you know what the war does to her? Days, spent in tears, fearing her own dreams and what may come! Helaena knows what will happen to her, and it is too atrocious for her to speak of, even to mother!”
It felt like a blow to the stomach. Helaena was strange to the ladies of the court, but she was always kind to you. There was an unspoken agreement between you and Aemond as children, that when you played hide and seek in the Godswood with Jace and found Helaena playing with the bugs in the bushes, you’d leave her alone.
“The mother that started all of this.”
“I didn’t know war made you into a frigid bitch.” Aemond spat.
“No, traitors do.” You said, throwing the insult back. His hand shot at your neck, and you wondered if he would kill you.
Days past flashed through your mind, afternoons spent swimming in Blackwater Bay and hiding from septas, mothers and knights. Sneaking Aemond into the city to buy him food from the street vendors in Flea Bottom. Teasing him for his royal stomach as he felt queasy afterwards, assuring him that you weren’t afraid when he returned from Dragonstone, a patch covering his eye. The awkward kiss you shared as teens, neither of you wanting to be unprepared for your great love you were so sure was to come.
His hand was still there, cold to the touch. Jaw set and fury blazing in his remaining eye.
“I lost control of Vhagar.” He confessed. A whisper so hushed it almost carried away into silence. “And it was me who killed your men and took you to Harrenhal.”
“They were good men. They had families, and you killed them.”
“This is war. You’re their bloody commander!” Aemond snorted.
“You could’ve killed them when they made it to battle, to let them die with honor.”
“They wouldn’t have lasted much longer.”
“You don’t know that.” You spat.
“No, but you do. Who made you into a commander? You could barely put a scratch on Aegon when you left for Dragonstone.”
“Daemon did. And I’ve been better than Aegon a long time. I just happened to be lowborn.”
“Think you can beat me?” Aemond laughed, cold and arrogant.
“Why don’t we take this to the yard and find out? It would be a pleasure to kill you.”
“Vhagar would devour you, if you managed.”
“As she did with Luke?”
Just for a moment, Aemond’s façade crumbled, and he grew pale, before he regained his composure, but you already regretted your words.
“Did you eat your heart when you grew hungry in your cell? Or was that Daemon too?”
“And when did you grow into the arrogant prick your brother and grandfather envisioned you to be?” you spat, trying to even your tone.
You felt the frustration and anger of the last few months becoming a knot in your stomach already and watching your childhood friend throw insults at you hurt more than any blade could have.
“Cunt.” He replied, his anger evident in his tone as well.
“Traitor.”
“Bitch.”
“Kinslayer.” You said, letting go of all reservations.
“You’re still a dumb little girl.” He spat. Somehow, this was worse than anything else. Aegon had always called you that, and after one particularly bad day, Aemond had come to apologize for his brother, promising to never say that to you.
The tears spilled quicker than you could stop them, but even through the blurry vision they created, you slapped Aemond as hard as you could.
You wiped your eyes just in time to see his expression, mouth hanging open as his hand touched his cheek gingerly. Before he could regain his composure, you ran into him, throwing him onto the ground. You didn’t care as you heard his body hit the ground, only trying to hurt him somehow, to show him what he had done to you.
But Aemond was at full health, and a man that was taller than you by a bit while you hadn’t eaten properly in weeks. It didn’t take him long until he had flipped you around, holding your wrists down to the stone floor.
You struggled against him, trying to kick him or knee him in the balls, but Aemond was quicker than you, pinning your legs as well.
“Fuck you! You promised me!” you shouted at him, still trying to get your wrists out of his grip.
“You want me to apologize?”
“Yes, I do.” You snapped. “You broke a promise.”
“Hobroti jās.” He replied.
“Your Valyrian bullshit doesn’t scare me.” You laughed, but you were lying. It did. He could be threatening to kill you for all you knew, and you would be none the wiser.
“Is that so, my love?” he taunted.
“Don’t call me that.” You replied.
“Why? Have a lover waiting for you at Dragonstone? Prince Daemon himself perhaps?”
“I don’t. And the King consort would not dishonor his queen like that.”
“I suppose you’re not much to look at anyway. Especially not after a stay in the cells.” Aemond cruelly spat.
Your snarl fell from your face, your mask cracking quicker than you wanted it to. Not being as desirable and pretty as the ladies at court had hurt for as long as you could remember, but it was worse coming from Aemond somehow.
“Never took you for the vain type.” Aemond continued relentlessly, driving the knife in deeper.
“As if you’re a looker.” You replied, trying to push the tears he had cried over his face for years into the background. You knew it was mean, your choice of words especially, but he was just as horrible. Yet, when you said those words, Aemond recoiled from you for a moment, giving you the opportunity to free yourself from his grasp.
You crawled backwards, trying to create space between the two of you, but Aemond grabbed your ankle, pulling you back towards him. You crashed against him, causing him to let go of you to catch himself.
Trying to take advantage of the moment, you pushed him down by the shoulders, trying to ignore the fact that he was staring at you.
“Nyke pendagon avy jorrāelan.” He said. His eye was wide, staring at you with anger and… was that awe?
“Stop with the Valyrian!” you said, punching against his chest in a futile attempt to regain control.
He smirked at you, satisfied that he was getting a rise out of you like this, and you hated him for it. You’d spent a lot of your time around Daemon, for fuck’s sake! This shouldn’t be having any kind of effect on you!
You should get up now. You could get up, your brain was screaming at you, but instead, you stayed where you were, your hands on his shoulders in a futile attempt to subdue a Targaryen.
You stayed where you were when Aemond leaned forward, until your faces were only centimeters apart.
“Go on.” he whispered. You weren’t sure what he wanted, only that, in that moment, closing the space between you felt right.
It took you about two seconds to break the kiss, biting Aemond’s lip. “I hate you.” You tried, but you heard your own voice, and it didn’t sound too convinced.
“Are you?” he asked, wiping the blood from his lower lip with a small smile.
“We’re enemies! At war. We should be killing each other, not doing… this.”
“I took too long. I tried to convince myself that letting you rot would be a good punishment.” He said.
“It is! Look at what I’m doing.” You replied.
“You drew first blood. Hate to admit it.”
“You are insufferable.” You said.
“Am I? You haunt my dreams, taunting me with what I’ve done, and now that I let you speak to me, you make my nightmares reality! I want you dead, and yet I can’t help but want you all to myself.”
“Oathbreakers are the highest of traitors, and I swear, one day your head will be on a spike in the Red Keep, and I for one will be glad for it.” You replied, but it sounded weak against his words, refined with years of study you didn’t have.
“Then why did you kiss me?”
You hated that you didn’t have a witty response on your tongue as Aemond would have.
“Give in.” he said, and by the Gods, was there ever a sweeter temptation?
“So all the blood spilled under my command will be ridiculed?” you asked.
“I am a Targaryen, blood is in my nature. What better way to honor them?”
“Than kissing you? I can think of more than a few.” You laughed.
“I don’t give a shit about kisses.” Aemond replied. When he crossed the room, you didn’t dare back away. They called Aemond a One-Eyed devil, but you had taken off that eyepatch to care for what remained far too many times not to see him for what he was.
All the violence, the fire, the insecurities. His inability to look at his reflection, the pride and guilt of being Vhagar’s rider. The love for Helaena and hate for Aegon. His lust and distaste for the crown, the never-ending spiral of paradox that he was.
But you had been made violence and fire as well, to hide your weaknesses and make you lethal.
Before his lips could crash onto yours again, you felt the horrible realization of what had happened hit you. Your hands caught his chest, and Aemond froze.
“Daemon sent me.” You said. “He knew, didn’t he? He knew you’d spare me; he knew that you’d try to kill me, and that you’d fail because I am your friend.”
Slowly, you watched as Aemond walked to the door, grabbing something from behind a loose stone. You thought he’d hidden the dagger to kill you, until he flipped the handle towards you.
“Do it then.” He whispered. Your hand shaking, you tried to take the blade. You could end this war. You could kill the biggest asset the Greens had. He was practically offering himself to you.
Yet you couldn’t level the knife to his neck. Slowly, you let it sink again, hand trembling until the dagger fell. It clattered on the ground loudly, reminding you of your guilt. The traitor you had just become.
But Aemond was already on you, hands cupping your face as if you were fragile, thumbs stroking your cheeks like a lover to be cradled, soothing the unsurety that confused your thoughts.
“I still hate you.” You whispered between kisses, but Aemond barely bothered to smirk at you.
Instead, your hands betrayed your instincts, wandering to unlace his leather doublet, still shaking from the dagger.
“I hate you too.” He replied, ripping at your gown until it tore from shoulder to hip.
“That was the only one I had.” You complained.
“I’ll buy you another.”
“You’re such an ass.” You snapped. Aemond didn’t reply, his hands wandering to the curve of your hips instead.
The cot made an audibly creak as he lowered you down onto it, and you caught the blush on his cheeks.
“Don’t like being heard?” you asked.
“Not particularly. Didn’t know you did.”
“I don’t. I just happen to be poor.”
“Who?” Aemond demanded.
“What?”
“Who fucked you?”
“You thought I was a virgin?” you taunted.
“Their names.” Aemond managed through gritted teeth.
“Let’s see. There was Alyn, the city watch guard. He was my first. Then your mother’s maid, and a barkeep in Flea Bottom. A former septon at Dragonstone, he was go-“
“Shut up.” Aemond commanded, his hand on your neck again. His other hand was tearing at your dress, and the fact that he was desperate to have you made you feel powerful.
A prince of the Seven Kingdoms, subdued by the daughter of a blacksmith.
What a song that would make. In truth, you were desperate to kiss him again, to bite his shoulder while he fucked you languishly and have him pull your hair while he took you from behind. To dig your nails into his shoulders and watch his eye grow wide as he took his pleasure from you.
“Take it off.” You said.
“What?”
“The eye patch.”
“No.” Aemond refused.
“I’ve seen you without a thousand times. I want you.” You said.
He let you remove it, and your smile grew as you saw the dark, glittering sapphire filling his empty socket.
“Do you like it?” he asked carefully, sounding like the young boy that had reluctantly shown you his angry, red wound the first time he returned from Dragonstone.
“Would you wake if I stole it in the middle of the night?”
“Don’t try it.” He warned, finally unlacing his breeches. Without warning, he lowered himself to your cunt, before he thrust into you slowly. You screwed your eyes shut, trying to adjust to the stretch of it, but the pain felt just right.
“Alright?” he asked.
“Just been a while.”
He nodded, before he thrusted a few more times. And then, without warning, his hips snapped forward, burying himself in you to the hilt.
Your hands clawed at his shoulders, desperate for something to hold on to, and Aemond lowered his face to your breasts, taking his time with marring the already bruised skin on your chest further.
His thrusts were harsh, reflecting the anger that was still marring his features. If there was a truly gentle side to Aemond, it wasn’t here now.
Instead, he was all rough and messy, pressing his lips to yours in a desperate attempt to soften its gestures, but all it did was make you gasp into his mouth, only encouraging him to drive further into you.
It took your breath away, leaving you biting his shoulder and neck as you had imagined, fighting him tooth and nail for control.
There was an edge to him, one you’d seen before in Daemon and Rhaenyra, and even Helaena at times. Power and magic that made the Targaryens untouchable, and it clouded his senses just like yours.
His hands were everywhere, grabbing whatever he can take hold on. Bruising, marking your flesh and you know that it’s to claim you over and over again.
Tears prick at the corners of your eyes again, but of pleasure laced with pain this time, the stretch of his cock so unbearably good it makes you wonder why. Why hadn’t you done this sooner?
Had this lust been there before? Would this have happened without a war?
Was that really what it took?
“I need…” Aemond began, trailing off into nothing as he nipped your lip, mirroring your gesture from earlier. He pushed your knees towards your shoulders, driving even deeper. It makes you a mess, fall apart in just the way he wants you too.
“Don’t stop.” You begged. “Don’t ever stop.”
“I won’t.” Aemond promised, and his words spoke of the things neither of you dared to say.
“Take me. Make me yours.” A part of you said, one that you did not know you possessed.
“My fierce girl.” He praised. “My fighter, my darling. My love. Mine, mine, mine.”
His words became a mantra, thrumming with the racing beat of your heart.
Yours.
Betrayal shouldn’t feel this good, and yet, Aemond made the guilt disappear into background noise with soft praises soothing earlier insults. He flipped you around after a while, hands grabbing your hips as you tried to steady yourself on the cot, hands tangling with bedsheets.
They bruised you again, lilac and purple blooming on your skin, bones stretching against it. You were hungry for something you didn’t know you wanted, and Aemond’s hands promised sweet release.
His chest flattened against your back, jaw finding your neck again and biting more marks into it, as if there weren’t already enough there. Hands tangling into your hair, he turned your head to kiss you harshly, more teeth and bite than soft kisses, but in that moment it felt right.
“Gods.” He gasped, thrusting into you with a frenzy. His hands found your sweet spot, rubbing until you found yourself painfully close to the edge. You could feel his breath on your back, the desperate savageness that accompanied his person now.
Heat bloomed in your stomach as you felt him continue, observant to your reactions. He studied you as he studied his swordplay, a skill he wanted to master. He already had, and yet, you couldn’t help but arch your back and meet his cock.
“So desperate?” he teased, and you ignored him, even as he taunted you for fucking yourself on his cock.
“You’re the one rutting into me.” You tried. Trading insults didn’t feel necessary, you were both desperate enough for each other to betray the cause you were so loyal to, and that was proof enough of your desperation.
“Give in.” he demanded. “Give yourself to me.”
“You’re mine,” you managed instead. “You’ll always be mine; I don’t care about the rest.”
He bit back his witty comeback, you knew it. It felt like a heartwarming gesture, if his hands and cock hadn’t made your spine go soft and your legs shake. He was desperate to make you cum, and that was how you knew he was close as well.
You wanted him to cum first, to lose if only in this, but with a few more sloppy thrusts, he had pushed you over the edge, your arms failing you as he followed after you seconds later.
As soon as it was done, he tried to move away from you. He let you pull him back in. You kissed him softly, slowly, as you had longed to do for a long time.
Now that his anger had dissipated, his lips melted against yours, his grip gentle and soft again, soothing over the love bites he had just made.
Carefully, he dressed you, a proud expression on his face as he noticed his seed between your legs.
“You’ll get me moontea for that.” You said.
“Or a septon.” He smirked, tying his breeches.
“What gave you the impression?”
Wordlessly, Aemond scooped you up into his arms, carrying you to the door.
“’You’ll always be mine’ was quite indicative.” He said, mimicking your gasps. Aemond carried you all the way to his chambers, setting you down on a bed that felt like a cloud.
“We can’t marry.” You reminded him quietly.
“Yes, we can. I’m the prince.”
“Precisely. I am a blacksmith’s daughter for the enemy of your faction.”
“Perhaps I shall make my own faction then.” Aemond replied.
“And make a peasant your queen? I do believe the nobles would rather have a woman then.”
“My mother would love you.”
“Since when? No doubt she knows I fucked her maid as a parting gift by now.” You said.
“That was your last act in the Red Keep?” Aemond asked. “I do admit, it might be a little difficult to make up for it.”
“I mean it, Aemond. ‘Tis no joking matter. You must either let me go, or kill me now, for I know I cannot do that to you.” You replied.
“You can leave tomorrow morning.” He agreed. “And I shall have no mercy if I see you on the battlefield. Or you can stay, and marry me at noon. The choice is yours to make.”
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PAIRING: Aemond Targaryen X Reader
WORD COUNT: 6707
WARNINGS: canon typical cousin-cest
SUMMARY: After spending most of your childhood in the Red Keep, it’s hard to let go of the bonds you’ve formed even with war on the horizon.
A/N: It's been over a month since HOTD and I'm really rusty with writing so if you see bad writing, pretend you don't xx Please reblog, like, or leave a comment! I love hearing from you guys 💛
You were only two years of age when your mother, Laena Velaryon, and father, Daemon Targaryen, left you in King’s Landing while they went to deal with some business in Driftmark. Looking back, it’s unlikely that they intended for your stay to last longer than a few moons.
The weeks stretched into years, and as you began to serve as your Aunt Alicent’s ward, your parents had more daughters – your sisters, Baela and Rhaena. They visited once, after your cousin Rhaenyra had her son Luke. Your mother had hugged you so tight and for so long that you feared she would never let go. And your father…he couldn’t stop looking at you.
Only a few years after that visit, a raven came to the Red Keep from Pentos. Laena Velaryon was dead. Your Uncle Viserys was gentle enough while delivering the news. He sat by your side, ready to console you if you cried. When you didn’t, he felt safe dismissing you from his chambers.
“She’s in shock.” you heard Alicent whisper as you left the room. Perhaps she was right. Perhaps it would not hit you until you were at the burial.
That was not the case.
Long after Lord Vaemond’s eulogy and everyone returned to the castle, you stood on those cliffs staring out into the sea where your mother’s body now lay. It was a strange feeling knowing that she was gone. You felt the loss in your heart, but there was no grief, no pain…you were not even certain that you would miss her.
A part of you was ashamed to feel that way, which is perhaps the reason why you felt the need to hug your father tightly when you were reunited for the first time in years. You wanted him to believe you mourned her as your sisters did. And you hoped being with your family would help you feel that pain. It was a misguided hope.
You were pulled out of your thoughts by the sound of gravel crunching under approaching feet. It was Aemond.
He walked over and stood beside you, searching the horizon with his eyes to spot whatever it was you were gazing so intently at. With you being a few years older than him, you stood a head taller, but he was growing fast.
Eventually, he realised that you were not looking at any specific thing and turned his gaze to you. He looked at you through squinted eyes due to the gusts of wind blowing his long silver hair into his eyes.
He examined your face for sometime before asking, “Are you sad?”
A simple question it was not. You thought of how you’d feel if your cousins, or Uncle Viserys and Aunt Alicent died and knew that you’d be inconsolable. You would not feel this…numb.
“I don’t know,” you chose to answer as you turned to face him, “She was my mother and I’m sad she’s gone, but…I never knew her really.”
Any grief you felt was over never getting the chance to know your mother.
These were not thoughts you’d share with anyone, but Aemond wasn’t just anyone. With no dragons to claim, you chose each other. He was your closest friend and ally, and you were certain that there was not a single person in the seven kingdoms that knew your heart better.
Aemond slipped his hand into yours and gave it a gentle squeeze. He knew how conflicted you were without the thought being expressed, and he wanted to be your comfort.
You looked down at him and smiled softly, “Thank you. For coming to make sure I was alright.”
“Mother sent me,” he said quickly, sounding flustered. He never liked admitting how much he cared.
“Of course she did,” you chuckled just as a blush coloured his cheeks, “Come, let’s return inside.”
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You were not sure how late it was. All you knew was that you’d been put to bed a few hours earlier but had chosen to read while your sisters snuck out of the room. That reading was interrupted by chatter and yelling coming from down the hall. You would not describe yourself as a particularly nosy child, but the amount of voices made you curious as to why so many people were awake at this hour.
Following the voices, you approached a room where the noise was loudest and pushed the door open. Your father, Daemon, was standing by it and as you looked around the room, you realised that everyone was here; your sisters, Rhaenyra, her children, Aegon and Aemond, your Aunts Rhaenys and Alicent, Uncle Viserys – there were even members of the Kinsguard present.
Aemond was sitting on a chair facing away from you, his mother standing in front of him. As your father pulled you closer to him, you meekly asked, “What happened?”
“Aemond stole Vhagar!” Baela spat harshly as she glared and pointed at him
You shifted your gaze to Aemond who had slightly turned around at the sound of your voice. As soon as your eyes landed on him, your blood ran cold and the air seemed to leave your lungs. There was a jagged scar running down the left side of his face, and his eye was swollen and stitched shut.
Without thinking, you slipped out of your father’s hold and brushed past your sisters, Rhaenyra and her children to reach Aemond, ignoring the looks from everyone in the room.
Aemond looked hesitant as you raised a hand to his face, your fingers brushing his cheek, but even that was too sensitive and he winced in pain.
You swallowed the lump in your throat and blinked back tears asking, “Vhagar did this?”
He shook his head and looked at his mother. You turned to face her and saw her burning gaze focused directly at Rhaenyra who was bleeding from one arm and shielding Luke with the other.
Realisation dawned on you in that moment. “Luke?” you gasped as the boy cowered behind his mother. You couldn’t believe it. What reason could he possibly have had to hurt Aemond?
“There is no need to start this quarrel up again,” Rhaenys said, “We should get the children cleaned up and put them to bed.”
Everyone nodded, mumbling words of agreement as they started to clear out the room.
“Come, Y/N,” Daemon reached out a hand as he summoned you from across the room.
You stared at him for a moment then looked at Aemond whose eye was still on you.
“Uncle Viserys?” he turned to look at you, an eyebrow raised, “Please may I go with Aemond?”
Viserys looked over your head, no doubt to your father, before letting out a sigh. “Of course, you may,” he cracked a smile, “But don’t stay awake too late.”
You smiled thankfully and returned to Aemond who was being helped out of his chair by Alicent. Almost everyone had left the room now, but Daemon remained by the door, watching you. You took Aemond’s hand in yours as you walked out of the room with Alicent and the Maester trailing behind you.
Alicent allowed you stay with Aemond for the night. She knew that both you and her son needed each other that night. He was laid on his back facing the ceiling, two pillows cradling his head to minimise movement. You climbed into bed beside him when he’d finished his tea and held his hand gently under the blankets.
“Does it hurt terribly?” you whispered after staring at him for a while.
“It did,” he said, “But the Maester’s tea is helping.”
You could see him trying to turn his head to face you completely, but wincing every time he moved it. It broke your heart to see him in so much pain. You didn’t realise when you started to cry.
“I’m so sorry this happened,” you spoke through tears as you squeezed his hand.
Aemond was quiet at first, but then you saw a tear roll out of his eye and disappear into his silver locks. “I thought you would be angry with me.”
“Angry?” you asked, wiping your eyes, “Why would I be angry with you?”
“I thought– Baela and Rhaena said–” he started through sniffles, “I should’ve given you a chance to claim Vhagar before I did.”
He thought he had stolen your chance at having a dragon, and that you would resent him for it.
“Vhagar chose you,” you reassured him, “She wasn’t mine to claim.”
Aemond seemed to blow out a breath of relief as more tears rolled down the side of his face and into his hair.
You decided to change the subject to make him a big happier, "Once I find a dragon, you could teach me how to claim it."
"And then you and I can go flying together," he said, his tone sounding lighter, eager, "We could race each other around King's Landing!"
"We could fly anywhere we want," you said, intertwining your fingers with his, "Just us."
Aemond did his best to look at you properly as a soft smile formed on his lips, "Just us."
You moved up in the bed and hugged him close. He didn't say anything even when your tears surely soaked through his shirt, and so you didn't let go even after he'd fallen asleep. Not even as you drifted off as well.
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It was dawn when you suddenly woke up. The sun was just starting to peek over the horizon. You glanced over at Aemond who was finally sleeping soundly. He'd woken up twice during the night crying in pain. Only milk of the poppy could ease his plight and allow him to return to his slumber.
The Maester said it would remain like that for next few nights. Alicent seemed even more terrified for Aemond, but you didn't care. You were going to stay by his side and help him through it. When he woke during the night, you whispered that promise to him over and over again, and his body seemed to calm.
Carefully, you slipped your hand out of Aemond's and climbed out of the bed. You gave him one last glance to make sure he was still sleeping before tiptoeing out of the room and returning to your own chambers.
As soon as you entered, you came face to face with your handmaiden, May.
"My Lady," she curtseyed, "Your father is expecting you in Princess Rhaneyra's chambers."
It was an odd request, but you went anyway. You noticed that your sisters were not in their beds and assumed they would be with your father as well.
When you finally arrived at Rhaenyra's chambers, Daemon was visibly annoyed. He turned to you, his hands resting on the hilt of his sword.
"Where were you?" he asked, though it sounded more like an accusation.
You nervously glanced at Rhaenyra who was standing beside him before explaining yourself, "Uncle Viserys said I could go with Aemond."
"Yes, to escort him to his chambers, not spend the night," he snapped, eyes burning deep into you.
His anger was unexpected. You and Aemond had practically shared a bedchamber since you were small. He would often climb into your bed late into the night and you into his. After some time, Alicent no longer cared to send you off to separate rooms, knowing come the morning, you would be found curled up next to each other sleeping soundly.
Of course, your father wouldn't know that. He was never there.
"I'm sorry, father," you bowed your head, mostly to avoid his eyes.
"It does not matter," he grunted, "I called you here to tell you that we will be returning to Dragonstone today."
The news was unsurprising considering what happened to Aemond. It was good they would be gone while he recovered.
"I need you to go and pack your things," he continued, "We will be leaving soon."
You froze. He could not be suggesting what you thought.
"Why?"
"Because you are coming with us," Rhaenyra answered. Coming from her lips, it sounded more like a declaration.
You began to panic as you looked between the two. "But…I don't want to," you said as you took a step back, "I wish to return to King's Landing."
They both seemed taken aback by that. Rhaenyra shared a glance with Daemon before stepping closer and taking your hand.
"Y/N, your father is going to Dragonstone. Your sisters too," she smiled encouragingly as she crouched down slightly, "Don't you want to be with them?"
"I want to go home," you snatched your hand away, suddenly terrified of how this situation may unfold. You couldn’t leave. Not now.
Not once did Daemon shift his stance. He just stood there, weight resting on one foot as he stated, "We're your family."
It was true. But your sisters had never needed you, and you questioned whether your father ever did either. What had changed? Why did he want you with him now that your mother was gone and Aemond needed you the most?
"Aemond is family too," you whispered, your gaze never leaving your father's.
Daemon rarely lost composure, but in that moment you saw anger awakened in him. He titled his head and narrowed his eyes before moving closer to you.
"That little cunt stole your mother's dragon," he hissed, "Your dragon."
That set you off. Your fists clenched at your sides and your skin felt like it was burning.
"You cannot steal a dragon," Daemon reacted to that like you had spit in his face, "And I don't want to go to Dragonstone, I don’t want to leave Aemond. I want to return to King’s Landing with Uncle Viserys.”
Daemon was silent as he watched you. He meant to intimidate you, but you were too angry to be affected. Rhaenyra’s eyes were trained on him, seemingly concerned about what he might do.
"I am your father,” he said after a moment’s silence, “You will do as I say."
He brushed past you as he walked out of the room and that was that. Tears began to well in your eyes as you looked down at the ground. You promised Aemond that you would be there for him. You promised…and then you didn’t see him for six years.
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In some ways, being on Dragonstone had not been the worst thing imaginable. You cherished the opportunity to form relationships with your sisters, and your cousins Jace, Luke and Joffrey. But even as you grew closer to them, they could not replace the people you had lost.
For a time, the relationship with your father was improved. It was only in recent years when his many attempts to have you betrothed had been rejected by you that your relationship soured. You could not provide him with a reason for your rejections despite the suitability of many of the matches, and so he washed his hands off of you.
Your father loved you. You knew he did. But he loved other things – and people – more. It was a reality you came to accept in the years living with him.
When Rhaenyra announced that the family would be travelling to King's Landing on short notice, you could barely contain your excitement. You did not care that it was to go and defend Luke's claim to the Driftwood throne, all that mattered was that you were going to see your family again.
Arriving in King’s Landing on dragon back for the first time was surreal. You did not wait to see the Senryr taken into the dragon pit by the keepers, nor did you wait for your sisters or cousins when you landed. The only thing on your mind was finding Aemond and...well, you did not know what you would do or say yet. But you knew you needed to see him.
Starting at Aemond's old chambers, you were surprised to find Alicent coming out of the room.
"Aunt Alicent," you breathed as she wrapped you in a hug.
She was beaming when she pulled away, even stepping back to take in your appearance. "Y/N," she gasped and cupped your face in her hands, "How you've grown!"
You smiled and looked to your feet as heat rose to your cheeks. "How is Uncle?" you asked, offering a sympathetic smile.
Her face immediately dropped, eyes glazing over as her lip twitched. She didn't have to say it. It was as everyone feared – he did not have long left in him.
"I'm sorry."
She nodded, accepting your condolences before plastering another smile on her face, "Were you looking for Aemond? He'll be on his way to the throne room. For the hearing."
"I'll go there now," you pecked her cheek and hurried down the hall.
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The sheer amount of people filtering into the throne room was clear indication to the importance of this particular hearing. Rhaenyra was standing with your father at the very front of the room on the right side of the aisle. You bowed your head and briskly walked towards them to stand with your cousins.
On the opposite side of the aisle, you spotted white hair very similar to yours on three heads. One of them was sweet Helaena, and Aegon was more than likely the man standing next to her looking bored. Towering over the both of them was Aemond. His hands were clasped behind his back, long hair cascading over his shoulders. The eye patch gave him away instantly.
You sucked in a sharp breath when you saw him, and as if he’d heard you, he snapped his head in your direction. Even from this distance, you saw the way his eye widened ever so slightly upon making eye contact. Every inch of you wanted to dart across the room and throw yourself into him, but you knew what the consequences of such a public display would be.
Where you were anxious and jittery, Aemond froze at the sight of you. He'd gathered that you were in the Red Keep when he encountered his nephews in the courtyard, and yet he was still so unprepared to see you again. Instantly his walls began to crumble and he found himself scrambling to keep them standing.
You smiled at him and he melted, but he could not let you see that. Instead of returning it, he turned away from you and faced the Iron throne. It was an unexpected action, but it didn't hurt yet. Perhaps he had not actually seen you.
You kept your eyes on him for the rest of the hearing, hoping to gain his attention – to no avail. When the entire farce of a hearing was ended, you tried to call out to Aemond, but he disappeared amongst the crowd of people.
He spent the rest of the day avoiding you, much to your frustration. It is why you were glad to hear that Viserys had requested to have his entire family join him for dinner. Before Aemond could protest or find another place at the table, you occupied the seat next to him, hoping it would force him into acknowledging you.
It did not work.
Despite being sat right beside him, Aemond made no move to speak to you or even look in your direction. He was actively ignoring your presence, and it would be a lie to say it did not cut you deeply.
It remained that way for most of the night. At one point, he actually turned his chair away from you to watch Jace and Helaena dance. It wasn’t until after his toast to your cousins and the scuffle which followed that he acknowledged your existence.
Everyone but you was on their feet, a few guards held Jace and Luke back as Aemond stared your father down. For a brief second he glanced in your direction, a second that felt like a lifetime, then he turned, hummed to himself in annoyance, and strutted out of the room. Without thinking about it, you rose to your feet and followed him out, ignoring the stares of confusion from your father and Rhaenyra.
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Outside Aemond's room, you raised a hand, intending to knock, but decided against it and pushed the door open. The two of you never knocked in the past, why should it be any different now?
Aemond was sitting in a leather chair by the fireplace, one hand resting on the arm while he cracked the knuckles of his other hand. He paused when you entered and tilted his head slightly to see you with his right eye. Once he confirmed it was you, he turned back to the fireplace, not acknowledging you at all.
You scoffed and looked around the room, spotting a gold chalice and some wine sitting on a high table on the opposite side of the room. You walked over to it and filled the chalice before approaching Aemond. He finally lifted his head to look at you when you held out the cup for him.
“What are you doing here?” the smoothest Valyrian danced off his tongue as he accepted the wine from you.
You smirked and raised a brow. “He speaks,” you said, “I was beginning to fear that you had taken a sacred vow of silence. One that only applies to me, of course.”
He scoffed and took a sip of the wine, ignoring your comment. Despite his attempts to pretend you didn’t exist, you did not miss the way his body tensed as you sat down on the arm of the chair.
“Your Valyrian has improved.” Improved was an understatement. His accent was perfect.
Aemond shook his head and downed the drink before rising to his feet. “‘Tis impolite to enter one’s chambers without first knocking,” he said, his back to you.
The hostility was less amusing now and increasingly annoying. “You’ve grown bitter,” you narrowed your eyes at him from where you were seated.
He turned to face you and cocked his head to the side, “I’d like to think I’ve grown honest.”
“It was unnecessary,” you said, referring to his toast.
He smirked when he caught on to what you were talking about. “It was fun.”
You cracked a smile at that and Aemond’s lip twitched, his eye gleaming. Slowly, you pushed yourself off the chair and walked closer to him. He didn’t even flinch when you came so close that he could feel the warmth radiating off of you.
“You don’t talk as much you used to,” you whispered, your tone sad “You don’t smile either.”
He seemed so…guarded. He was looking at you like you were some kind of predator that he had to protect himself from. You wanted to reach out and touch him, but feared how he might react.
“Much has changed,” he said with the tiniest shrug, “It has been six years.”
Six years of yearning, you wanted to say.
Time had passed, it was true, but that did not explain why he felt so far from you. Or why he’d been ignoring you since you arrived. Bonds like the one you shared are not so easily damaged, nor broken.
“You have changed,” you said, eyeing him in the least discreet way possible.
He too drank you in unashamedly, taking his time from the bottom of your embroidered silk dress, to the top of your silvery-white, curly hair, before finally meeting your gaze. He looked seconds away from saying something, or doing something, but then he caught himself and shook his head.
“As have you,” he chose to say instead. The words came out steady, but when you glanced down, his fists were clenched tight. You reached out to take his hand and he moved back.
"Why are you being like this?" you snapped, though you never raised your voice, "What have I done to upset you?"
He was taken aback by your straightforward question. His plan had been to maintain a wary distance from you until you left again. He did not want to dig into memories of the past...but he couldn't deny you answers when you looked at him with such desperate and confused eyes.
He licked his lips and confessed two words, "You left."
You stepped back in surprise. That was it? Of all the things you may have done to earn such a cold reception from him, leaving him all those years ago never once crossed your mind.
"What?" you practically spluttered.
“You abandoned me,” he reiterated.
“Aemond, you can’t possibly be angry with me over that,” you smiled nervously though you were confused, “You must know I had no intention of leaving you.”
His voice was measured, unemotional. “And yet, you did.”
“I was a child. I could not have prevented them from taking me anymore than you could have.”
He was unconvinced and looked away from you.
“Aemond.”
He didn't respond.
“Aemond, would you look at me.” You grabbed his chin to force him into facing you. With reluctance, he met your gaze.
“My mother had just died. And seeing you hurt that night, pained me more than standing at her funeral,” you whispered it like a dark secret, “That is how deeply I care for you.”
Aemond was stubborn – more so than you – but his features softened at your admission.
The day he woke to find that you had left was the worst pain he had ever felt. He'd been inconsolable for weeks, even attempting to fly Vhagar to Dragonstone and bring you home. But when the tears dried and the irrational thoughts quieted, Aemond came to understand what he had to do to move on. He chose to forget the things he had lost. He chose to forget you.
Despite what you’ve admitted, you do not look away from him shyly, or run away in embarrassment. You keep your gaze steady so that he knows your heart is true.
Your voice trembles slightly as you lower your hand from his chin and ask, “Do you understand?”
He hesitates before nodding slowly. Not once since the day you left had he allowed himself to imagine that you might say anything like that. He spent years hating that you were his weakness. Resenting the fact that years later, he still felt the ache of missing you when he lay in bed at night and you were not there beside him.
And even though he successfully hid his true feelings from everyone else, he could never fool himself.
“I’ve often thought about that night,” he muttered so quietly that it was as if he was speaking to himself, “When I do, this,” he points to his eye patch, “is not the loss I mourn. It is you.”
You sucked in a sharp breath.
“You cared for me?”
“I breathed for you,” he said, then dropped his gaze to the floor in embarrassment, “I fear I still do.”
You let out an exasperated laugh, "Aemond, why would that be something to fear?"
He looked up from the ground and met your eyes with an intensity that made your smile falter. Your heart began to race as he took a step closer, and almost instinctively you moved to him.
He raised a hand to the side of your face and tucked your hair behind your ear. Then he let his hand fall to your cheek where he stroked it gently and lightly brushed your bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. You sighed and leaned into his touch, raising a hand to his and holding it just where he cradled your face.
"I fear it," he started as he looked over your face, committing every detail of it to his memory, "because you will not stay. And you are not mine."
"Now is not then," you whispered, "If you want me, Aemond...then I am yours."
With that, he leaned down, his lips hovering over yours as he paused to take in your scent – sweet and earthy – before capturing them in a kiss. He knew that after this there was no returning to what once was. There would be no 'forgetting' this time. He knew this, and he eagerly accepted it.
His hands gripped your waist. You pulled him closer, wanting – no, needing to disappear into him. His scent, his touch, his kiss. It was dizzying, euphoric, and you fell into him happily.
"We must stop," you breathed between kisses, "Anyone could find us."
Aemond didn't respond as he chased your lips fervently.
"We must stop," you repeated, this time gently pushing away from him. You stopped to gather your thoughts, one hand pressed against his heaving chest. You could not look at him, no. If you did, you feared you would not leave this room again.
"We ought to return to the table," you said as you began walking to the door, "You and I have been gone for too long, they will begin to search for us."
You waited by the door until you heard Aemond's footsteps follow behind you. He stopped beside you, one hand on the door handle.
"You'll stay this time," the familiar lilt at the end of a question being asked was missing, but the hesitance in his voice and the pleading look in his eye showed he was asking.
You slipped your hand into his, just as you had done so many times as children, and with conviction answered, "I promise."
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By the time you returned to the dinner table, most of the food had already been cleared away. Luke, Jace and your sisters were dressed in their cloaks and being escorted outside by the guards while your father and Rhaenyra spoke to Alicent and Otto.
You shared a confused glance with Aemond before approaching the four.
“What is happening?”
Your father's head snapped up at the sound of your voice. “Come,” he motioned you over, “Your things are already in the carriage outside.”
“In the carriage?” you frowned, “What for? Where are we going?”
Rhaenyra sighed heavily, "Back to Dragonstone."
“But we've only just arrived,” you chuckled, "Why the hurry to leave?"
An answer was not given, but Rhaenyra's quick glance over your shoulder to Aemond said it all.
“We never intended to stay long,” she offered instead.
Your father motioned you over once again, “Say your farewells then go and get Senryr.”
The request came out like a man ordering his pup to fetch his shoe. He had no sympathy for the position he was forcing you into yet again, and did not care to pretend to show compassion to you. His daughter. It did nit make you sad, it made you angry.
“No.”
Daemon reacted as though you had just slapped him across the cheek.
“What?”
You stepped back to stand by Aemond's side. “I said no,” you repeated, jutting out your chin, “You cannot make me leave, Father. Not again.”
He narrowed his eyes at you. “I am not asking, Y/N,” he spoke slowly, “You will do as I say.”
It used to terrify you when he spoke in that intimidating tone, even though you knew your father would never harm you.
Perhaps that knowledge is what gave you the courage to say, “I am not leaving.”
Daemon was not often challenged, especially not by his children. He'd known from a young age that of all his children, you had inherited the worst of his temper. Your defiance was not only aggravating, it was insulting.
He stepped towards you, but before he could take another, Aemond moved in front of you protectively. The bold action stunned everyone in the room — including yourself.
Aemond was a good few decades younger than Daemon and therefore little challenge to your father. His wordless threat only indicated one of three things: stupidity, arrogance, or...
You ignored the suspicious looks thrown between you and Aemond as you placed a hand on his arm and squeezed it gently. He broke his stare down with your father and looked down at you. Upon seeing the pleading look in your eyes, he stepped back to your side but remained close enough that your arm was still brushing against his.
Daemon was seething. He could see what was happening right before his eyes. Many years back when you'd refused to return to Dragonstone, it was because of Aemond. All those proposals you had turned down were because of Aemond. Even your excitement to return to King's Landing – it was because of Aemond.
He'd known all along, but he'd never spoken it aloud, thinking it beneath him to even entertain the idea that his eldest daughter cared for a Hightower – be him Targaryen or not. But how could he ignore it when it was being thrown in his face like this?
"He," he nodded his head to Aemond, "is the reason you want to remain here?"
Rhaenyra quickly stepped in to diffuse the situation. "There is no need for this," she looked directly at you as she spoke before turning to Alicent, "I will see the children back to Dragonstone, then I shall return on dragon back."
That barely seemed to satisfy Daemon. And if Rhaenyra was suggesting that she could return and convince you to leave, she would be in for a surprise. Alicent was the only one who seemed happy with this solution. She embraced Rhaenyra with a regretful smile as Daemon walked towards you.
Your body stiffened as he approached. He glared at Aemond before looking down to address you, "You may not have to choose today, but you will soon."
He gave you a long look before placing his hand on the hilt of Dark Sister and turning to leave the room. Deep down, you knew he was right. Your Uncle was fading fast, and once he was gone, lines would be drawn and sides would have to be chosen. You only hoped that you had some time before then.
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It was difficult to part with your sisters after growing so close over the years. You would miss not having them around, but you knew they would never stay. They still hated Aemond for what happened that fateful night years ago, and neither could understand why or how you were able to forgive him. You didn't know how to tell them that to you, there had been nothing to forgive.
You remained by Aemond's side as Alicent showed you to your chambers, each of you like the other's shadow. Alicent was walking ahead of you and when she noticed you trailing behind, she stopped and turned to look at you both.
She raised a brow as she looked between you. "Aemond, I believe your room is down the other way," she pointed to the hallway leading in the opposite direction to where you were heading.
Aemond glanced at the hallway, then to you, and back to his mother. He seemed lost.
She ushered him away, "You may have spent your younger years sleeping in each others' beds, but there will be no more of that."
He nodded once and gave you a final look before walking off to his own chambers. You followed Alicent to the end of the hall where you parted ways at your room.
She was barely gone two minutes when you heard a knock at the door. You knew who it was before you even opened it. Aemond stood there under your door frame, his shoulders hunched slightly, no doubt feeling guilty for defying his mother.
You didn't say a word, you simply stepped aside to let him in. He kicked the door closed with his foot and moved closer, his knuckles brushing against the back of your hand.
"I want to sleep here with you. If you'll have me."
You turned and walked to a table at the other end of the room. You removed your bracelets, earrings and necklace and placed them on the table. Brushing your hair to the side, you looked over your shoulder at Aemond.
"Can you help me with these laces?"
He looked unsure at first before following you. His fingers trailed along your hip before finding the two laces and undoing them for you. There was a pause as he debated what to do next, then he stepped away and sat down on your bed just by your pillow.
You chuckled to yourself at his level of restraint and removed the sleeves of your dress, letting it fall to your feet. Stepping out of the dress, you could feel Aemond’s eyes on you as you removed the pins and ties in your hair and placed them on the table by your jewellery. There was no seduction in your actions. You were simply undressing, and he was simply watching you do it.
When you turned to look at Aemond, he had already kicked off his shoes and was now leaning against your headboard. He sat up when he saw you approaching, his gaze never wavering. There was so much love in his eyes, but it didn't make you shy, it made your heart race. You stopped when you were standing between his legs, resting your arms on his shoulders.
“How come you let your hair grow so long?” you asked as you ran your hand through his long, white locks. He didn’t answer, however. His eye was focused on something else.
His hand slid the hem of your slip higher up your thigh as his brow furrowed in concern. “What caused this?” he asked as he traced his fingers over two jagged scars on your knee and up your thigh.
“Senryr,” you sighed at the feeling of his touch, “She clawed me when I went to claim her. Tore my favourite dress to shreds.”
“Why did you go alone?” he asked, tracing higher to the very tip of the scar on your hip, “She could have killed you.”
You smiled as you looked down at him. “You claimed Vhagar alone,” he looked up at you as you gently stroked his jaw with your finger, “Perhaps if you’d been there to teach me, she never would have hurt me.”
He laughed then. A low, quiet one, but a laugh nonetheless. It lit up his entire face and made his eye sparkle. You felt your heart swell at seeing him so happy, so content.
You climbed over him and into the bed, slipping underneath the blanket, "Are you going to undress?"
He shook his head and climbed in after you, "I'm comfortable like this."
He lay facing you, his arm resting on your waist as he drew circles on the small of your back over your satin slip. You raised a hand to his cheek and touched the bottom of his scar.
"It wounded me when you ignored me today," you said to distract yourself from the question you wanted to ask.
Aemond chuckled, "That was the intention when I did it."
You rolled your eyes and giggled, but your gaze returned to his eyepatch. What did it look like under there? Aemond noticed your furrowed brows and understood what was playing on your mind.
Your hand hovered over the eyepatch, "May I?"
After a moment's hesitation, he nodded quickly, and removed it before he could change his mind.
A deep blue gem in the place where his left eye used to be. A sapphire, glimmering in the candlelight.
"Beautiful," you whispered absentmindedly as you stroked his cheek just below the sapphire eye.
He softened and pulled you closer to him, placing a light kiss on your lips. You curled into him and tucked your head under his chin, releasing a deep sigh.
Aemond's hand found yours under the blankets, and he smiled when you threaded your fingers together. There wasn't much he wanted to say. He just needed to be here with you, listening to your quiet breathing and feeling your heartbeat against his chest.
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certifiedskywalker · 9 months
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How You See Me - Aemond Targaryen
Anonymous asked: hi i love you're writings so much, you have a way with words that makes you're stories so mesmerizing, i dont know if you are accepting requests right now but if you do will you write an angst one with aemond targaryen or daemon somerhing that has to do with betrayal or choosing the other side of war thank you.
You have always seen Aemond, seen past his title, and, for a moment, you thought he was finally seeing himself too...
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He brought the rain in with him. Puddles gathered on the floor of his chambers, channeled in grooves between the packed stone brick. The little rivers rushed toward you from where he stood by the ironwood door, the peaks of his frame cast in the dark of the dim-lit space. If not for the shine of his silver hair and the ghastliness of his pallor in the torchlight, he would have been unrecognizable. Even sure that it was him, you found yourself calling out warily.
“Aemond?”
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“Aemond.”
His name fit in your mouth too well. You liked the feel of it, how it felt rolling off your tongue. In a place like King’s Landing where all sensations, sights, and smells, were new, Aemond felt familiar. Perhaps it was simply the shock of seeing another child at court. Let alone seeing a child with an eyepatch. 
“Prince.” At the sound of his stern whisper, you peered up at your father, a decorated Lord, in question. “Prince Aemond. Title comes first, just as we practiced.”
You nodded quickly, nervously, as if you got caught sneaking a sweet past curfew. “Yes, Prince Aemond.”
“And,” your father continued, “the Princess Helaena to the King’s left. It seems that Prince Aegon is absent from court. A strange thing for— Oh! Now, remember.”  
His rushed, last-minute tutelage was cut short as the Lord and Lady in front of you moved from the sword-studded start of the Iron Throne. In their place was a spot for you and your father to greet the members of the Royal Family present. You swallowed hard at the sight before a guiding hand set on your back and pushed you forward. 
The closer you got, the more you saw of King Viserys’ mangled features: his grey face sunken in the cheeks and eye sockets with sores dotting his every stretch of skin. Though, it looked as though his maesters went to some effort to obscure the bloody splotches with salves made to match what you assumed was the pale color of his flesh before sickness claimed it. When the King opened his mouth to greet you and your father, you saw that his teeth were grey too, at least where they weren’t missing.
“By the Gods! How good it is to see you! The last time, I do believe, you were still Daemon’s squire, yes? And— Why, is this your little one?”
“‘Tis indeed, your Majesty.”
King Viserys beamed and you stayed as still as stone, unwilling to show fear despite the state of his smile. “Well,” he continued, “I do hope our children will grow close, strengthening the bond between our great Houses. Hmm?”
“Yes, yes, your Majesty, as do I.” Your father nudged you and your mouth immediately went dry. It took everything you had to wrench your gaze from King Viserys and look to the left. Helaena seemed unresponsive, light eyes dancing about the room, looking everywhere save for you.
“It’s customary to bow.”
Your eyes shot to the right, to Aemond. Prince Aemond. He was scowling at you, his face turned up in seeming disgust; but unlike the visage of his father, Aemond’s face, the jagged scar, still red with relative freshness, did not frighten you in the slightest. Your father, on the other hand, made a mortified rasping sound.
“Already a stickler for pageantry, my Aemond,” Viserys flattered.
“Prince Aemond,” you corrected. “Title comes first.”
The King laughed, though, with his throat full of phlegm, it came out more of a cough. “Why, what a match you two are already.”
At his father’s words, you watched on, pleased, as Prince Aemond’s scowl faded, albeit slowly, away.
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“Aemond?” 
You called out to him again, stepping towards his shadowy figure. Closer now, you saw his eye gleaming in the limited light, how it was fixed on the floor, the racing drips in the tile. He did not raise his head as you grew close enough to touch. The untraceable distance between you was suddenly insurmountable and it made your stomach twist.
“What is it? What happened?”
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Even after eight years of it, you never bored of the dance: sneaking through the Red Keep, tracing alleys down to the training yard. Your spot was always saved by the squires, who, faces ruddy with work, were too worn and watchful to make note of your presence. Hidden enough behind their slim shoulders, you could safely watch the Sers spar. Though, it was not for their cacophony that you made such moves.
It was for the music made by Aemond’s singing blade.
“Can you see back there?”
“Yes,” you hissed, barely looking at the squire in front of you hoping he would hold his craning neck back with the ask, likely assuming you were some other yard hand watching on. You perched yourself on the tips of your toes and caught a glimpse of racing silver. The crowd rose up in turn and you heard the dull, heavy thud of a leather-armored body hitting the packed dirt. Hoots and hollers resounded about the yard, bringing a wide smile to your lips.
“Aemond fell Boric the Beast?” You asked, already knowing the answer.
“Prince Aemond,” the squire corrected, his head turning to look at you, eyes wide in appalled surprise. You noted the scarlet cloths he adorned, the scattered ten pellets that echoed the growing reach of House Cole. “The Prince fell the Beast.”
“Yes, Prince Aemond,” you echoed, suddenly feeling a bit too seen and far too memorable as the squire studied you with disgust. He had marked your face for the ‘offense’ you committed against the royal family, but before he could tag you for it, the ramble of the crowd swallowed him whole. The men bounced and bobbed, eager for the next match, shouldering one another towards the center. You took advantage of the bustle and slipped back into the shadows of the Red Keep.
You set your back against the sun-baked brick and took a trembling breath. Eight years and simply slip of a name could—
“What are you doing here?”
On instinct, your body straightened, ready to greet a man of higher rank, to put on airs of simply being lost somewhere unfit for one of your station. You watched as the shadowy visage approached, all slow and suspecting. Quick to please by the grace of your father’s lessons, you bowed, folding your nerves in your stomach until they were nearly nonexistent.
“My Lord,” you said, dipping your form. “I find myself a touch turned around and-”
“I’m no Lord.”
Prickling fear licked your face until it started to sting. “I-”
“I’m your Prince.”
The figure grew close, allowing the stink of sweat and blood and smoke filled your nose, filling you with a strange sort of relief. “Aemond.”
You immediately melted in him, so fluidly that he had to quickly raise his arms up around you. The leathers of his armor squeaked slightly as Aemond moved, just as the sharpness of nerves eeked out of you with a sigh. At the sound, his hold on you tightened.
“I did not mean to frighten you, only play.”
“No, no,” and as you spoke, you finally met his eyes. With your head craned up against his chest, you were greeted with his jaw and lips first. That was, until, that he tilted his head down, and his bright blue eye drank in the sight of you. For a moment, you forgot you were speaking. “I- Cole’s squire, in the yard…he saw me.”
Aemond raised a brow, lips pursed in question. “And?”
Before you could respond with a biting urgency, he cut you off with a kiss, a ravenous thing that had you backed up against the brick once more with Aemond’s hands guiding your hips. You gasped at the roughness but found yourself leaning into it, letting any worry melt in the warmth of his mouth. Aemond nipped at your lower lip before trailing down the column of your neck.
“Aemond-”
“I will have him dealt with,” he grumbled, pulling away. “Even if he decides to feed the rumor mill, who will the people believe? A nameless face from a lowly vassal or the Prince?”
He held your gaze as the question floated in the limited space between you both. You thought of the squire, House Cole, your own family. A lowly vassal. The Prince. Yes, who would the people believe?
And it was like you were small again, standing in front of the Iron Throne, looking up at ten-year-old Aemond as he, so high upon the unreachable steps, scowling down at you.
Only, in the present, the wound that took Aemond’s eye was no longer raised and red. It was as pink as his post-kiss flush that roared in his cheeks. You reached out and let your fingertips trace the right peak of his face. Immediately, Aemond tilted into your touch. His lips grazed your palm, his eye closed, and you were back in yourself, all too aware of the tightening in your chest.
“My Prince.”
Aemond opened his eye slowly and a smile made his mouth into a curl. 
“My love,” he corrected.
“My love,” you echoed in a sigh, welcoming the easy breath.
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Your hand reached up to Aemond’s cheek, but he jerked his head from your reach. 
He was already crossing the room away from you, his pace leading toward the small table nearest the window. There, perched on the marble top, were chalices and bottles of wine that glimmered crimson in the torchlight. You saw how his pale hands wrapped around the neck of one of the bottles and pour the Arbor Red into the nearest cup. You saw how his pale hands trembled as he took a drink.
“My love, you are soaked to the bone, let me undress you and-”
“No,” he barked, turning his back fully to you. “I need you to-”
He made a choked sound and shook his head, the damp, silver strands cascading down his shoulders. You watched his arm move, bringing the chalice of wine back to his lips. His hesitation made your stomach twist painfully and your breaths grew shallow.
“What do you need from me?”
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“Stay.”
“It’s nearly dawn.”
Aemond moved then, his bare chest pressing against yours as he propped himself up on his hands to loom over you. Pinned between him and his bed, everything felt like silken sheets. “Do you answer to the sun?”
You bit back a laugh when Aemond ducked his head into the crook of your neck, his breath tickling the sensitive skin there before he kissed it. With him in such good humor, your reply was a teasing one: “I answer to no one.”
“Mmm, no one?” Aemond asked, pulling back. His head is cocked to the side, a smirk playing on his lips so deliciously. “I recall you answering to me last evening.”
You grinned and pressed a hand against Aemond’s shoulder, trying to push him off. He doesn’t budge, and his smirk widens with all the mischief of a young man enraptured. “But that is you.”
“The Prince.”
You push again, but Aemond stays still and smiling. Seeing no other recourse, you craned your neck up and kissed him. He hummed again, and you pushed in time, letting his bare back fall against the sheets. There was no sound of surprise, no break in your joined mouths. When you did pull yourself from him, Aemond tried to hold you close, your hips against his.
Any move you made was a move he allowed. “Aemond,” you pressed, warningly.
“My love,” he replied, his tone mimicking yours. You shook your head at his teasing, blamed yourself for letting his play chip away at the moment.
“I love you,” you said, redirecting your mind by focusing on his eye, how the blue shown in the early slivers of sun. “Not the Prince. You, Aemond. You know this.”
“Dōna run,” he breathed, High Valyrian dripping easily from his tongue. “How charming it is that you see the two as separate.”
“They are. You are different at court, in the yard, with your family. With me you are honest and unrehearsed,” you brushed your thumb along his lips, tracing his expression, “true.”
“True.” He chewed on the word before frowning. “Then, I fear I do not recognize myself.”
“Well, I see you.”
You leaned down and cupped his face in your hands. His jaw was hard against your palms and itchy with silver stubble. With your thumbs, you pushed Aemond’s lips into a smile before you let the corners of his mouth fall again. After a second time, the smile stuck without your holding it in place and you laughed.
“There you are.”
Aemond flexed his abdomen beneath you and moved to sit up, capturing your lips with his in a searing kiss. His hands rose up from your bare hips to your sides, before racing up to your neck. Against your thighs, you felt his body roll up towards you and the sensation sent a shock through you. A gasp parted your lips and had Aemond grinning like a fool.
“There you are,” he echoed, before kissing you again. “Now, tell me how you see me.”
His hips ground against yours as his mouth continued on with the teasing the skin of your neck. “Aemond.”
“Listen to your Prince- your love.”
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“Go.”
“Go?”
You watched as he took another gulp of wine before he threw the empty chalice to the cold floor. It clattered and your stomach lurched in fright. Wine droplets dripped off the lip of the cup and melded into the rain storm Aemond left on the stone tile. Rivers of red raced about the room then, echoing gruesome tourney’s past. Or those to come.
“Leave,” Aemond said at last. “Go back to whatever middling plot your father was gifted by my King Father to buy his silence regarding my Rogue Uncle’s doings and leave.”
“Aemond-”
In a rush of silver, he spun on his heel and faced you. His eye was bright blue, burning from within itself as if dragonfire were his flesh. Through bared teeth and with a pointed finger, he growled, “do not. Do not- Address me as befitting your station or I will have the guards remove you.”
An ache filled you and tightened about your chest. “Ae- My Prince, have I done something to offend you so that you wish for my absence?”
Aemond’s flared nostrils shrank with an unsteady breath, as did the twitching of his eye. He dropped his pointed finger and straightened his stance. How different he seemed from himself moments ago, though, even then, unrecognizable.
“I am to wed a Lady of Storm’s End.”
Tears sprung from your eyes. “Do you not even know her name?”
Aemond answered with silence and the ache grew inside you like a tree. Its thick roots anchored you to the floor and wrapped around your throat. All you had was your mind and it was tangled, trying to find reason when there was none. You could not even find Aemond’s gaze as he kept it fixed to the ground, waiting for it to fall out from under you, you imagined bitterly.
“What,” you choked out, shaking your head, your tears adding to the small flood. “What happened? Please, let me see you.”
After a long beat, Aemond lifted his head then, his eye, no longer ablaze, found yours. “I am ordering you to leave.”
The ache began to change, burning itself into a plague of frustration. You dared to step towards him, and when he did not say a word, you took another. Then, another, until finally you could feel his shallow breaths and smell the storm that clung to him. “Let me see you.”
He took a breath and you saw his shoulders sink slightly as he replied, “war is brewing, and you- I need you to leave.”
“And your marriage secures the Baratheons as your allies,” you realized, taking a step back. “You’re playing Prince again.”
“I am not playing Prince,” he growled, his brows furrowing and anger returning to fill out his deepening voice. “I am the Prince, I was born for this. You simply elected to be blind to it, to my duty. Blind to this,” he gestured between the two of you, “and its predestined end.”
You nodded. “A lowly vassal.”
“What?”
“When the Cole squire saw me, you asked me who the people would believe: a lowly vassal or the Prince. I believed in you.”
“The me you thought you saw,” he spat, stepping towards you, closing the gap. You could feel the heat of him emanating off of him like the stink of a feral boar.
“I saw you,” you reached out with a shaking hand and pressed your palm against his chest before you brought yourself closer with one last step. “And I fear I always will.”
You leaned up on the tips of your toes and pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth. When you backed away, you saw red in the whites of Aemond’s eye, a glimmering threat of tears. Tears you knew he would not let fall, even after you had gone. Yet, you still believed in him, that maybe he saw himself, who he could be, and would allow himself the grace to move.
“I wish you good fortune in the days that come,” you murmured and made your way towards the door. As you stepped out into the halls of the Red Keep for the last time, you heard the thud of knees against stone and a bitten-back cry.
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lady-phasma · 1 year
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Hey! could i get prompts 77“I need you. I need you both, right now.” and 95“Quiet, baby, the others will hear.” with Daemon x fem!reader x Aemond (Maybe they're in a secret relationship, but does it work? It's up to you ) please? (feel free to ignore it if you're not comfortable)
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Daemon x fem!reader x Aemond
18+ NSFW for real 2.7 k words
This scenario is so far outside my skill set and definitely helped stretch my imagination. It also got really smutty, really quickly. When I read the request I immediately thought about how Daemon and Aemond would interact soooo I probably did NOT take it in the direction you wanted anon! These two just run amok in my head. I can't even pretend to control them.
Smut prompts 77 “I need you. I need you both, right now.” and 95 “Quiet, baby, the others will hear.” (changed “the others” to “someone”)
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Might need to be a warning: anal sex and spit as lube.
Daemon walked into the room, looking you up and down where you sat on the bed. He had told you and Aemond where to meet him in Flea Bottom and you weren’t sure if you would actually show up. Aemond stood by the fire, hands behind his back, eye following his uncle intently. He had let you decide if you wanted to entertain Daemon this evening. 
Aemond had watched you both that evening as Daemon asked you to dance with him. His face had been relaxed but he never took his eye off you. As you moved through the steps your eyes would meet every time you turned in his direction. There was something thrilling about having both men watching you. And you couldn’t deny that Daemon’s rakish grin left your core hot and aching. Daemon didn’t care who saw him watching you as you danced. He only saw you. Before the dance finished he had whispered in your ear that you should see him tonight. You swallowed. Then your wide eyes flew to meet his.
“Bring Aemond if it would please you, put you more at ease.”
Now he flung his hood back, short silver hair catching the firelight. He looked from you to Aemond and dropped his cloak onto a nearby chair. The small apartment was barely furnished, you had wondered where Daemon had done all the things the gossip carried through the court, if they were true. Seeing this room made you believe they were. It was crammed into a building so full of people that you could hear almost everyone through the thin walls and open windows. 
He walked toward his nephew and stood next to him at the fire, one leg kicked out, resting on his heel. His hand was on Dark Sister’s grip. You felt a shiver run up your spine as the two men looked at you. They were both silhouetted by the firelight but you could see Aemond’s face slightly downcast. He was so thoughtful about everything. He didn’t act without considering every outcome. 
Anxiety was not exactly what you felt. If they had asked you it might not have been possible to articulate but exhilarated came to mind. You felt yourself blush when your thoughts began to get ahead of you. Aemond gazed up at you from under his brow. He let his hands fall from behind him as he walked to you. 
“My lady?” he said softly with a lilt at the end, asking so much with those two words. He pushed a lock of hair behind your ear and traced your jaw with his fingertips. He tipped your head up and kissed you. His other hand stroked your neck and shoulder. He pulled back and guided you to stand. Your eyes flicked to Daemon. He hadn’t moved. 
Aemond held you by your upper arms. He kissed your neck, your collarbones, and slid his hands down to yours. You squeezed them both. You exhaled as he kissed the top of your breasts. Your mind raced as Daemon held your gaze but Aemond’s hair slid across your chest. Your lips were parted and you licked them.
“I need you,” Daemon growled. “I need you both, right now.” He unfastened Dark Sister from his waist and propped the sword against the wall as he strode toward you. You watched as his hand slid across Aemond’s shoulder as he walked to stand behind you. Daemon placed his hands on your waist, slid them down to your hips. You moaned and lifted your chest to press into Aemond’s mouth. He let out a small hmmm on your skin. 
Daemon moved one hand slowly up your back, his palm hot even through your dress. Aemond kissed back up your neck. He released your hands to slide one up your neck, into your hair, and pull your mouth to his. You groaned as Daemon’s lips grazed your neck. You felt yourself sway on your feet and grabbed Aemond’s waist. He pulled back still holding your head.
His eye searched yours, asking a silent question. You swallowed and nodded. He kissed you hard, grabbed your waist and pulled you against him. It was overwhelming. His lips pressed yours against your teeth and his tongue licked at yours. Daemon’s mouth left your skin and he began working at the laces of your dress. Your mind flitted from his hands to Aemond’s mouth and then to how hard he was. You moaned into his mouth. You heard Daemon laugh quietly behind you. 
The cool air of the room hit your back as Daemon pressed your dress off your shoulders. Aemond released you enough so there was a bit of space between your bodies. He rubbed his thumb against your cheek. Your fingers tensed on his waist. He took over from his uncle and started to move the front of your dress down, leaving it covering just your nipples. Daemon’s hands had slid inside your dress to your waist and his fingers roved up to graze just under your breasts. You sighed. 
You vaguely felt Aemond’s hand leave your waist. Your eyes were heavy lidded and your breath was slow and deep. Then it caught in your chest. You watched Aemond’s arm raise next to you. You could just see from the corner of your eye that he was reaching behind you. 
Aemond’s hand slid up the back of Daemon’s neck, into his hair, as Daemon leaned forward. You turned slightly and watched as their mouths met. Daemon licked and bit at Aemond’s lower lip. Daemon’s hand cupped one of your breasts and you gasped. He rolled a nipple between his finger and thumb and you leaned back against him. 
You were breathless as they pulled away from each other. Your head was turned just enough that Daemon caught your open mouth with his, kissing you from behind. You arched your back then pressed into him. He was hard against your ass. Aemond reached behind you and pulled Daemon closer to you. One of them began to slide your dress down, off your arms, your hard nipples finally exposed. Aemond took one in his mouth. You ripped your arms out of your sleeves and let the dress fall, hurrying to put your hands in his hair. Daemon’s hand still rolled and played with your other nipple. 
Daemon kissed the back of your neck and between your shoulder blades. You brazenly pressed back into him. He pushed your dress down the final distance and it dropped to the floor. When his hand moved down to your belly, fingertips nearly brushing the hair at the apex of your thighs, you shivered. Aemond felt it and slid his arm around your back, between you and Daemon, and pulled you close to him. Daemon’s hand moved between you, teasing you and pressing the back of his hand against Aemond. You rolled your hips into his hand and Aemond groaned. 
He abruptly drew up to his full height and pulled you away from Daemon. You stepped out of the pile of your dress at your feet. You looked from him to his uncle, head swimming with arousal and lust. Daemon only watched as Aemond guided you to lay down. You lay propped on your elbows with your thighs pressed together. You watched. That’s all you could do. Aemond’s eye didn’t leave yours as he undressed. Daemon had barely moved. He stood with his thumbs hooked in his belt. 
Aemond moved gracefully onto the bed, kissing you gently as he placed his legs between yours. You moaned as the cool air hit the wetness between your legs. As he kissed you, you saw Daemon move from the corner of your eye. He had a hand on the front of his pants, rubbing slowly. That wonderful smirk still painted across his face. You involuntarily rolled your hips against Aemond as you closed your eyes. He exhaled sharply as you slid his dick through your heat. He dropped his mouth to your neck. His silver hair slid over his shoulders and onto your neck and chest. You rocked your hips one more time as you bravely looked up at Daemon. You snaked one hand around Aemond’s shoulders. You laid your arm closest to Daemon out, palm up, inviting him. His eyes took you in from head to toe, lingering where your hips pressed against Aemond. 
He moved slowly, watching you both move on the bed as he undressed. You felt your muscles clenched as the bed dipped from his weight. Aemond lifted his head and pulled his hair to the side behind him. He slipped one leg from between yours and laid on his side next to you. Daemon’s hand slid under your back and you felt it move under Aemond’s hand as Daemon leaned in to kiss you. Your thighs clamped onto Aemond’s leg. As you rolled onto your side and you were pressed between their naked bodies for the first time you were overwhelmed. 
It was a blissful overwhelm. You kept one arm wrapped around Aemond and found you had moved the other to grip Daemon’s ass. Everywhere you felt them touch each other sent a spark through you straight to your clit. One of Daemon’s hands slid down your thigh and onto Aemond’s. You moaned and turned to kiss Aemond. He touched your chin and you opened your eyes. His eye held your gaze as he trailed his hand between you and ran a finger through your wetness, over your clit, then back down to your entrance. You writhed against him. Daemon groaned and grazed his teeth over your shoulder.
You had pushed hard against him. Through your lusty fog you began to understand the chain reaction that would occur any time one of them touched you and you ground your hips into Aemond’s hand. Daemon groaned again and slid his hand under you. He squeezed your breast, so close to painfully. You never broke eye contact with Aemond. With his hand in that close, tight world of hips and thighs he used it to gently guide himself inside you and you instinctively wrapped your leg over his hip to let him in. 
Daemon slid his leg into the space yours had been and the pleasure was more than you thought you could bear. His dick pressed against your ass. There were hands on every part of your body, legs intertwined, lovely smells mingling, and the sounds that came from each of you were a chorus you didn’t know was possible. 
Aemond slid deep into you as you wrapped your leg around his ass. His hand slid across your ribs, down your side, and entwined his fingers with yours on Daemon’s hip. You rolled your hips wanting Aemond even deeper.
“Oh gods Aemond,” you whined and begged their names. “Daemon, I… I…” You didn’t know how to say it. You kissed Aemond with a need you couldn’t have explained. Your tongue ran over and past his lips and he moaned into your mouth as you rocked against him. 
“That’s it. Good girl.” You heard Daemon say behind you. Then there was a sound like spitting. You opened your eyes and looked at Aemond as you softened your kiss. He felt it and looked at you. He moved his hand from yours and stroked your cheek as he continued rocking his hips, fucking you so slowly. He brushed his fingers against your cheek, tucked your hair behind your ear, and lifted his head to look at Daemon. Something you could not see was communicated between them. Aemond’s eye came back to yours as he cupped your cheek in his palm.
“Yes, my love?” he whispered against your lips. You nodded fervently and kissed him. Kissing him soothed your nerves, distracting you from the tiny bit of hesitation you felt. That hesitation melted away as soon as Daemon’s dick pressed against you. He was far more gentle than you expected. Aemond stilled his thrusts and held your face. Daemon’s hand slid to your hip bone, fingers holding you tight. You tried to relax. You pressed your forehead against Aemond’s. 
Daemon hissed air through his teeth. His fingers dug into your hip. You exhaled and he pressed against you. He murmured soothing words to you and eased his grip on you. You felt him kiss the back of your head, your neck, burying his face in your hair. Gradually your muscles relaxed and he slid in but barely at all. Your eyes flew up to Aemond’s, heads still together as you groaned and tried not to roll your hips. He bit his bottom lip as he felt your pleasure ripple around his dick. His thumb stroked your cheek as you panted. 
With something like practiced grace, Daemon worked himself inside you. When he slowly started to move, not thrusting at all, his hand went to Aemond’s side. At first their rhythms didn’t match. But when they did you whined. Your muscles clenched and tightened hard around them both. You turned your head and Daemon understood immediately. His lips found yours and his tongue delved deep into your mouth. Aemond sucked on your exposed neck. You could barely breath as they sped up and you pulled your mouth from Daemon’s. You grabbed Aemond’s shoulder. The sensations were too much. You tried to focus by watching Aemond’s face. He lovingly stroked your side as he pushed into you. Then he raised his head slightly. You felt Daemon move behind you, pressing his chest against your back. 
Daemon cupped his nephew’s face in his hand, thumb caressing his cheek and scar. You watched as he pulled off Aemond’s eyepatch and tossed it on the bed behind him. You moaned as his thumb slid up Aemond’s cheekbone. Your hips moved of their own accord. Aemond’s jaw softened as he leaned forward, pressing into Daemon’s hand. You kissed Aemond’s neck as their lips met above you. Your breasts pressed against Aemond’s chest. You made a deep throaty sound as they both moved inside you.  
You came undone. You cried out a name, maybe both, and clawed at Aemond’s shoulder and back. Daemon moaned and pulled back from their kiss. 
“Quiet, baby, someone will hear,” Aemond said softly into your ear. You bit down on the inside of your cheek. But it was almost impossible to be quiet. You rolled your hips and fucked them both mercilessly as your orgasm took over. You felt Daemon’s breath in your hair. Then, making you quiver between them, you felt Daemon tense and spill into you. You pressed back against him, pushing him deeper. He growled and met your force with his own. 
You slammed your open mouth against Aemond’s chest to stifle your cry as you felt another wave of your orgasm crash over you. As you clenched around him his hips stuttered and he thrust into you deeper than you thought possible. You blindly found the back of his head with your hand and grabbed a fistful of his hair. He came inside you, his lips pressed against your forehead, moaning your name.
You were gasping and shaking as Daemon slowly left you and lay on his back. He gently laid a hand on your hip, letting you know he was still there. Aemond began to disentangle your legs and slowly, so very slowly, pulled out of you. The heat they left behind was exquisite. He gently smoothed his hand over your head and kept doing so as he laid back and pulled you against his chest. You sighed heavily and curled your legs up against him. Daemon’s hand stayed on your hip for a moment longer before he stood up. You were too spent to notice much but you felt Aemond’s head raise then lower back to the pillow. There was rustling of fabric and other sounds of Daemon dressing. Aemond hugged you closer to him as the door opened then latched close. You sighed blissfully, content to be alone with him.
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rhaenyra-storms · 1 year
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falling in love with a servant | Aemond Targaryen
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Summary: Aemond falls in love with servant! reader (headcanons)
Warnings: aemond has some inappropriate thoughts
A/N: i just felt the need to write some headcanons to this, so enjoy
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Aemond never expected himself to fall in love with a servant
To be fair, he didn’t expect to fall in love at all. By being the second-born he was always in the shadow of his brother and marked with the scar, he didn’t think many ladies would even allow themselves to like him
You were different though, from the first day you came into his service
He had gotten used to people turning away when his scars came too much into focus, but you didn’t
One day you were even willing to help him put some ointment onto his scar
The only thing he was able to focus on was the softness of your hands
He had expected you to shy away, like most people, but you didn't
Then he started up a conversation with you and he felt understood for once
Your conversation went beyond questions about his needs or what your next job would be
Aemond even found himself laughing every now and then
When you left that day, he felt even more lonely than usual. Especially since he had been sure he didn't need anyone to be around him
After that day, he found himself asking for you even more often
Simple tasks he usually did alone, he was asking you to help him. Maybe it was a bit selfish, to make you work more, but he often kept you in his chambers with a new conversation
And then he started offering wine and cakes to you whenever you stayed a bit longer than needed
He was able to see you every day, but somehow, he didn't seem to get enough of you after a while
It was starting to pain him to go to dinner with his family alone instead of having you serve it to him in his chambers
Aemond found himself looking for you in every hallway sometimes and looking forward to every minute you could talk to each other
One day, he asked for you specifically to bring him his dinner
You were a bit surprised to bring two plates to the prince's room – already suspecting he might have a female guest over
When you served his food to him, he cleared his throat before asking you to stay and eat with him
His offer surprised you but it also excited you
So you had dinner together, a very good one as well
Aemond was interested in your life and you always felt like he was glued to your lips
Even after the dinner, he asked you to stay for some wine
Aemond felt quite enamoured with you, with every new word you spoke to him. How could he feel so comfortable around you? Someone that came from such a different background?
All the wine made Aemond forget all about your different origins and positions, so he kissed you
Maybe it could have been a drunken mistake, but you liked kissing him and one thing led to another
From then on, your nightly meetings became more frequent
And whenever Aemond spotted you in the hallway or serving his entire family at dinner, he thought about having you in his bed again – naked and waiting for him
Aemond had been falling for you for a while but it was even more clear to him when he started taking his eyepatch of around you almost constantly
Your evenings consisted of exchanging stories and memories
Sometimes, you made out in dark hallways or Aemond secretly took you with him on flights with Vhaegar
Whenever you had free time in your shift, you watched Aemond train
It would always pain Aemond though that he could never marry you
And that he couldn't openly admit his feelings to you.. it would be fine to call you his mistress, but feelings weren't allowed
You were always trying to have dinner together whenever you can
Whenever the family travelled somewhere, Aemond tried to take you with him
Even through the war, he tried to keep you safe
He would make you stay in his chambers in the Red Keep whenever he went out to fight and make sure someone guarded his room
In general, he tried to protect you from any dangers
He always tried to keep you hidden from anyone that might want to hurt you to hurt him and he was willing to love you in secret for years to come
Whenever a new proposal came up, he would turn it down to keep himself more available for you
Aemond was sure that nothing else mattered as long as you could visit him, be around him the entire day and you could love each other in secret
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fl3shm4id3n · 1 year
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𝕾𝖙𝖔𝖑𝖊𝖓 𝕿𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖊, 𝕾𝖍𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕱𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖞
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Part 2 of Rebellious child
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐲: 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐧𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞? 𝐍𝐨𝐩𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮.
ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: ᴀᴇᴍᴏɴᴅ ᴛᴀʀɢᴀʀʏᴇɴ x ꜱɪꜱᴛᴇʀ! ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
Tw: reader wishes she was burnt alive, also she’s a bit depressed, cussing, drinking, reader hates Alicent. reader gets slapped, but she slaps punches back, Targ!cest, angst
Author's note: I couldn't help it, I worked on this one after I posted the first one. I hope you like it :P
After you had found out that your father is dead, your brother went missing or he fled. Your mother said that your father wished for Aegon to be crowned king, you saw that as Bullshit, if he wanted Aegon to be heir then he should of made him heir. You had to inform Rhaenyra somehow, you may not chose good decisions before but today was the day you had to make the right decision. 
Some were sent search Aegon, the next day he’ll be crowned king, your brother did not want this but your mother’s greed was as bad like your grandsire's. The day had arrived and you were getting ready, you wore a black dress, never have you ever touched a green dress after you had become a grown woman. You hated the color green.
Your handmaiden’s were adding your jewelry, a pearl neckless with rubies and a pare of earrings that were gold with red rubies and pearls, this once belonged to Queen Visenya Targaryen, your father had gift them to you as a gift on your names day. Your mother had walked in, she was dressed for the occasion that’ll happen in an hour. “Why of all colors black?” she asked disappointedly, you rolled her eyes and dismissed your maidens. “I like the color black, way better than that green” you said as you looked at yourself in the mirror. 
The Queen looked at you, she wanted to argue but she just sighed and walked to you and held your hands into hers. “I know I haven’t been the best mother, but I just-” she stops and looks into your purple eyes. “Please, don’t disappoint me today, of all days” She said as you had a stoic look. You knew that no matter what you did to try and impress her, she’ll be disappointed. “I cannot promise anything” you said as your mother then pulled you into a hug. She hasn’t hugged you like this, even as a child she was never the affectionate with you, only with your oldest siblings. 
She pulled away and walked to the door but stop and looked back at you. “Y/n, I love you” she said with a small smile and left. You stood there as you watch her leave “sure you do, mother” you said as you sat back down and continued getting ready.
The ceremony began, you were standing next to Aemond and Helaena, she had an uncomfortable look, she looked very terrified. Aemond had his normal face and you were just out of it. Your head was hurting and now you were here making your headache worse. As your brother had come forward your family members bowed for him except you, you just stared at him with a numb look, now that the conqueror’s crown was on his head he was now king. People cheered for him, as he looked at the crowed he looked a bit conflicted, if he should accept it or not. 
Then he pulled the conqueror’s sword and lifted it up, making the crowed cheer even more. All of a sudden some form of explosion happened, the crowed now scream of terror and began to run to the exit. You could not see who it was until the smoke faded, seen princess Rheanys, The Queen that never was on top of the Red Queen, your brother stood protectively in front of your sister and your mother went to protect you brother, and you? No one came in front of you. Rhaenys glared at both the Queen and now King, all she had to do was say the word and they’d burn, you closed your eyes, ready to feel the heat of the flames but now, only a loud roar was released to them, shameful, the she flew out. 
After that ceremony that night the Queen had ordered more guards to watch over King Aegon, you could not say his name with King in front of it, it felt wrong. You were getting ready to go to the tavern by yourself until you saw your mother come in. “Are you leaving?” she asked you as you had finish tying your boots, you normally dress like a boy to hide your identity at this point. “What does it look like I’m doing? Yes, I stayed like you said, hopefully you weren’t disappointed at the time, so be disappointed now” you said fetching your clock but she stopped you.
“Before you go, I’d like to talk with you” The Queen said pulling you  down to take a seat. “What is it now?” you asked, your mother took a deep breath and spoke “tonight, will be the last night you’ll be going out. Now you have a duty to get married to an alliance to secure your brother’s claim” she said, this caused you to laugh hysterically. “More like a stolen claim” you said as she spoke “I’m being serious! I let you do as you please but now you must perform your duty as a princess!” she is now frustrated. “Oh! So now you have use of me, you could of married me a while ago but you chose not to, how is it that my brother can do as he pleases but when it comes to me its bad, hm?” you asked your mother was now conflicted.
“Because he is a man, and you are not, he is now King” she said as you stood up and grabbed your clock. “He did not want this, but you forced him to do it, all for listening to father who was not in the right state. He was always out of everything for bring under the influence of the milk of the poppy.” You said bitterly as your mother looked at you worriedly. “You can do as you please, you can continue to use your own children for your own benefit along with the Hand. Its obvious that all this was his doing and you are going along with it.” You walked towards the door but stopped. “I am ashamed, of being your daughter Alicent Hightower, you were never a good mother or Queen, have a good night Alicent” you said closing the door.
You had arrived at the tavern, drinking away your sorrows or whatever. Today was a roller coaster of emotions. Your brother became King, your family had committed treason, you no longer will address Alicent as mother, a dog is a better mother than her. You didn’t go back to the Red keep, you stayed at an Inn that night, you did not want to go face to face with those traitorous cunts.
The next morning you were waken, by non other than your older brother Aemond, he was sent out to get you and bring you back. Once you were taken back to the Red Keep, you were bathed and dressed in a disgusting green dress, but the you had purposefully dirtied the gown and wore a red gown.
You were in you bed chambers drinking your wine then your Mother, or should I say Alicent and Otto entered. “It seems that you are back Granddaughter” he said as you looked at him “what can I do for you Lord Hand?” you asked snakingly and took another sip of your wine. Then Otto slapped the cup from your hand and you pouted “I was drinking that! How rude” you said as his face was now red.
“Listen child, you had done whatever you wanted for the last couple years, enough of this foolish behavior, you are to perform your duty and that is final!” He said as you looked up at him, he noticed how you had red under your eyes like his Grandson Aegon. “And If I don’t? Then what?” you said as you then felt a sharp pain on your cheek, Otto had slapped you across the face, but you will not let it slide, you balled your hand into a feast and punched him square on the nose. Causing him to stumble back and he held his nose, you had broken it seen the blood pouring down it. “Y/n!!” Alicent shouted as she went to console her father. “You will not put your filthy hands of me again, next time that you do, I’ll rip your fucking face off!” you shouted as they left your room in search of a maester.
Later that night the family had gathered in the dinning room. Aegon was laughing at Otto who had a bandaged nose. Helaena was in her little world, Alicent looked disappointed at you, by now you were used to that look, and Aemond was seated next to you. You weren’t eating much, you were busy picking at your nails and just drowning yourself in wine. Aegon was now drunk like always, he’d get that drunk when going to the tavern with you, but he had stopped since he had bigger duties to attended.  Alicent and Otto talked about which houses they should ask for their alliances.
Shortly after everyone began to leave to bed, but you were going out again, as you walked down the halls you spotted Aemond their with a cloak on. “Aemond? What are you doing? Don’t tell me you’re going to tell Alicent?” you asked with a fake pout, your brother had always been a Mommy’s boy, for sure he’d tell on you. “No, I won’t tell mother, I’ll go with you.” He said “What? You? Come with me? You must be on something?” you said as he smiled “no, I do wish to go with you” He said once again “alright, don’t think I go into brothels for a fuck, thats all Aegon, I just drink” you said as you both left.
The two of you were at the Tavern, drinking your Ale while Aemond watch you drown in it. Drinking was what made you happy, you’d forget about being a princess and the disappointment of the family. “You know, Alicent never loved me” you said catching your brother’s attention. “our Mother does love you, Y/n” he said as you shook your head and talked “no, she doesn’t, all she loves is power, us, her children are only pawns for her to use, and now I am her victim to play with” you said sipping your ale.
Aemond watched you, slowly killing yourself with Ale, he hated seeing you like this, you were like Aegon but you didn’t lay with anyone, you just drank and drank to forget. If only his mother had betrothed you and him, he’d make sure you felt loved, he would of given you the world, but no, he watched you drink, one of this days you might be found dead alone in this tavern, the cause of death being alcohol.
You then fell asleep, Aemond took you back to the Red Keep, he had asked for your handmaiden to dress you properly to bed, Aemond will have a talk with his mother tomorrow.
That morning Aemond approached his mother. “Mother, may I have a word with you?” he asked the Queen who had looked up at him from the book she was reading “yes my love, what is it?” she closed the book and allowed him to sit next to her. “Its about my sister, Y/n. I wish to wed her.” he said, Alicent then grew worried “Aemond, I can’t, she is to wed someone who will stand by us, you'll also have t-” she was cut off by Aemond “you know she will not allow it, she’d do whatever to not wed” he said as the Queen was now conflicted. “I don’t know Aemond, she is out of control, she needs to perform her duty” she said making her son get up. “All this years, I’ve never asked for anything, this is the only thing that I ask- no I demand we wed one another, please mother, let us wed.” He now practically begged, but he noticed how she would refuse again but then he spoke darkly “If I don’t wed her, I’ll take her and take Vhagar to Dragonstone and be by Rhaenyra’s side, I'm sure you would not want that would you?” he threatened. Alicent saw the look of anger in his eyes, he has never spoken to her in that way ever, but she needed him, his dragon to take down the blacks. “Fine, you’ll be wed as soon as possible” she said as Aemond approached her and pulled her into a hug. “Thanks mother” she had hugged him back, a bit shaken by his demand but she agreed to this.
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cambion-companion · 1 year
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Part 2 now up!
Oooh, yes yes I know exactly what I want to write for these lovely Anon prompts! (edit: oh yeah, Aemond popped off in this one...I was expecting to be writing harsh words, and maybe threatening...but nah he uh kills them)
Aemond x wife!reader | crude language | protective Aemond | violence
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Moonlight washed over your face, the cool night breeze rustling your skirts as you snuck outside the Keep walls. You knew he waited for you, just below the descending stone steps in front of you, awash in silver light.
You saw a figure in a cloak, hooded and tall, lithe of frame, waiting for you, his hand on the banister as he turned toward the sound of your hurrying feet. "Y/N." Your name on his tongue like honey as your husband extended his arm for you to take. "I was beginning to think you'd gotten lost leaving our rooms."
"Aemond." You chided. "That's only happened once, and I had Aegon as my escort, we were both thoroughly in our cups."
"Mmhmm." He guided you swiftly down the remaining stairs, out into the open streets of King's Landing, the Red Keep a looming fortress at your backs. "You were undetected?"
"I had to navigate around some guardsmen, but yes. No one knows we're sneaking off to the fire festival." You looked up at him from under your own hood. "Why are we sneaking, Aemond?"
"Anonymity is half the fun." He mused, squeezing your arm briefly. "I'd rather enjoy the festivities with my lady without peasantry taking notice of our presence."
Firelight up ahead caught your eye. As the two of you strode forward the quiet darkened streets gave way to raucous revelry. Small folk laughing and cheering as fire dancers whirled and spat flame. There was an open pavilion with a makeshift stage whereon actors flounced about in comedic costumes. Bussers carrying platters of drink and food navigated their way through the chattering crowd. The smell of baked goods and sweet delicacies teased your nostrils as you inhaled, sharing a smile with Aemond.
Aemond did not release his grip on you the whole time you indulged in as many festival activities as you could. At all times he had a hand gripping your cloak fabric or tangled his fingers with your own. More often than not, he would watch your face rather than the performances of the acrobats and fire eaters. You would be gazing at them open mouthed in wonder at their skill, then your eyes would flick to Aemond's face, and he would be studying your expression with a soft half-smile upon his curved lips, the firelight reflecting in his lilac eye.
As the night wore on, your feet began to ache despite the support of your leather boots. You were loath to leave, even as the crowd began thinning and the booths of food slowly turned in their wares.
A group of men, huddled together near a mossy stone wall, caught your attention as one of them said Aemond's name in a gruff voice. His fellows erupted into laughter at whatever he'd just said about your husband, and your fists curled into instinctive fists. Aemond's hand at your waist indicated he heard it too, and you glanced up to see he was staring at ground, his lips firmly pressed together as he concentrated on overhearing their conversation.
You both didn't have to strain your ears overmuch as the next words were clear to be heard, spoken in a deep drunken drawl. "He's lucky to have landed a lady like her."
His friends grunted in agreement.
Another man spoke up in a reedy voice. "Landed?" He scoffed. "Bedded is more like. What I wouldn't give to get a piece of her."
You noticed Aemond had stilled so completely, he had stopped breathing as his narrowed eye flitted to the huddle of men.
"Man like that Aemond Targaryen. Missing an eye and all that and still gets between the legs of something like her." A rail-thin man took a derisive swig from a bottle. "I would give her a good fucking and she'd be able to stomach my face."
"Get bent Tarful." His companion growled, pushing the thin man on the shoulder. "I'd love me the chance to put a bastard in her belly though."
"Aemond no!" You hissed, grabbing onto your husband's cloak but to no avail. The fabric was wrenched from your grip as Aemond strode forward, throwing back the hood of his cloak as he unsheathed his sword.
There were three of them, inebriated as they were, and only one of Aemond. You crouched to the ground, feeling around for a loose stone, anything that could be used as a weapon should the need arise.
The men didn't take note of Aemond's presence until he was almost upon them.
"What the shit?"
"Who the-"
"Oh, hells take me."
Horrified recognition slid across their faces as they took in the sight of Aemond's livid face. The prince stood rigid, a hand behind his taut back as he pressed the point of his sword into the eldest man's throat.
"You dare speak of my wife in such a manner." Aemond could barely speak for the overwhelming rage constricting his throat. "You dare have such vile thoughts about her."
His long silver hair shone under the moon, cascading down his back and over his shoulders, his violet eye aflame, clearly indicating who he was even to the drunken men before him.
The reedy man reached for a small dagger at his belt, drawing it and stepping toward the enraged prince.
"Foolish." Aemond seethed, barely glancing at him as his sword flashed in a blur of movement.
A spray of blood, the man crumpled. You gasped, looking away as you covered your mouth.
"Y/N. Leave." Aemond commanded, his tone still hard and imperious. "Head back to the Keep. I will catch up with you."
"Aemond..."
"Go!"
You scrambled upright, running across the deserted courtyard, only glancing back once to see the remaining two men cowering before the Targaryen prince, his long sword still extended, now dripping red.
Few others were still in the streets, and they paid you no mind as you hurried away, back up the hill to the Red Keep. Your stomach twisted with the memory of those men's violating words, and the sound of that body hitting the cobblestones with dull finality.
Aemond was gentle and kind when he was with you. You almost forgot he had the blood of Old Valyria coursing hot through his veins. His fury scared you as much as it thrilled you. You had never before seen this side of your husband. Now you understood a little better why the Targaryens were so feared and respected, the words of their family running through your mind.
Fire and blood.
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madame-fear · 5 months
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My lovely lady wife,
I think we know what I’m about to request for. A little Aemond fic on what I told you because Aemond being possessive..🤭
Arguing over reader having a dance with Lucerys or Aegon, but then turns sweet after reader snaps at him, telling him that she’s devoted to him?
Pretty please? (I love you!!❤️)
*ೃ༄ 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄 .ೃ࿐
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★ amira speaks! : My sweet darling Vinca, an honour to receive your requests as always! ❤ Please enjoy this and hope it was what you expected. I was inspired by the dialogue you sent me on some of the dialogues in here 🤭 Ily sm honey !! 💕 — summary : [ — ✧ request ] — word count : 1.6k ꒰ა ✧ additional note ; title is based on the song “come to me” by björk. 💗
— pairing : jealous/possesive!aemond targaryen x reader — genre : a bit of arguing, but then turns into fluff.
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“It was just one dance, Aemond!” your shouting echoed through the dimly lit halls, going after Aemond, behind of him.
Patience was a virtue that lately began to heavily hang from a thin string for the One Eyed Prince; and the arrival of his bastard nephews, the Velaryon boys, back again to King’s Landing wasn’t making things any easier for him... And mostly, for his usual possesiveness around you.
Not that the presence of both boys itself bothered him. Quite the contrary, his natural self around them was to tease and make them upset on purpose, constantly reminding them how everyone knew they were merely bastard sons; “Strong” boys, as he would refer to them. But the problem was, when the betrothal dinner had arrived.
While Helaena took the hand of the eldest Velaryon, Jacaerys, for a dance after she made a subtle remark on how her brother-husband Aegon ignored her, Lucerys stood up from his seat, and offered his own hand to you for a dance. Such act was merely out of the usual polite and gentleness that identified the future Lord of Driftmark, but Aemond couldn’t help but silently seethe with overwhelming jealousy at the sight of you giggling and dancing with Lucerys Velaryon.
Lucerys. His bastard nephew. The one that had made fun of him with a pig as a young boy when Aemond had not yet claimed Vhagar, and the same nephew that had taken out his eye. How could someone as himself so pridefully offer his hand out to you, out of all the people, right in front of his face? And what was worse, was that YOU had taken it, only to notoriously have fun with the young Velaryon bastard.
And that could only lead to you having to chase after him through the large halls of King’s Landing, shouting out his name for him to listen to what you had to say. His usual stoic face now shouted an expression of pure grimace, feeling as if he were to lose himself to a burdening sensation of posessiveness towards you.
Aemond couldn’t even bare when his brother Aegon was too drunk to the point he started flirting with you, or using sexual innuendos — but seeing you dance so gracefully with Lucerys, the nephew he despised wholeheartedly, was the least of things Aemond could possibly tolerate.
“Aemond!” you kept shouting, “Seven Hells, would you even care to listen to me?!” his steps had turned nearly into harsh stomping, feeling your own legs get tired from the heavy rushing towards him.
As you were nearly reaching him, trying to place your hand on his arm to catch his attention, the One Eyed prince abruptly stopped on his steps and turned around to face you. Out of surprise at his sudden actions, you made a few steps backwards.
“I don’t need to listen to anything.” he retorted, with a monotone, yet cold voice tone. The stare on his blue eye hinted a fiery jealousy that abruptly ignited on him, you crossed your arms tightly against your chest. “And most certainly, I don’t need to hear you talking about how you accepted the hand of my bastard nephew to dance with him right in front of me!” his voice raised its tone, notoriously sounding angrier by the minute.
You had to admit, you were both frustrated and surprised by his sudden outburst. While you knew Aemond could be rather overprotective of you — especially ever since you had taken care of him after the incident with his eye —, you had never seen him acting in such... A possesive manner. “To which, I remind you: he owes me his eye.”
Your lips were partly open, about to protest against his sayings, as your brows knitted in confusion at the way Aemond behaved towards the situation. “I was only being polite to him, Aemond!” you snapped at him, shouting louder. “What was supposed to do, turn him down right in front of everyone?!”
You understood that Lucerys was certainly trying to be as polite and gentle as his brother Jacaerys was with women, and you saw no issue with that. But apparently Aemond did.
“You should have, yes!” your hands both went to your face, immediatly letting your head fall against your palms, releasing a muffled frustrated huff at his answer. You then fluttered your eyes open, going back to face him. Your heart loudly pounded against your chest from the adrenaline of the situation, loudly arguing with one another; being loud enough as for your voices to echo around the halls.
“I can’t believe you,” you said, with your eyes furrowed. “That was literally the most attention I have ever paid to any of the Velaryon boys!” pointing your index finger at him, you continued. “And you are making such a fuss over that?” while his lips opened to speak against you, you rapidly interrupted him, feeling bold enough to confront him. How could Aemond be so oblivious to the way you were entirely devoted to him, and only him?
“It was one dance.” you remarked, lowering your quivering voice. “And while you may have lost an eye, Aemond, that does not mean you are blind.” hearing your words made his grimly jealous expressions turn into an intrigued one. You sighed, allowing the hand that was pointing at him with your finger to fall by your side in a swift manner.
“I only accepted the dance out of politeness, but did I kiss Lucerys, or anyone else? No, I have not.” you began remarking, feeling relieved that Aemond seemed to attentively listen to you without making too much of a fuss. “Did I fuck him, or anyone else? Yet again, I have not.” a soft huff spurred from your nose, looking at him in disbelief.
“Do I ever stroll with anyone else in the gardens, spending hours talking with one another, like I do with you? No, I don’t.” leisurely, his face softened, hearing how the tense atmosphere seemed to switch into a more tranquil one. “I have never read to anyone else in the gardens, except with you. I have never cheered for anyone else in their swordtraining, except with you.” you continued, trying to discreetly build the point to him.
“I could never spend hours comforting anyone else, like I comforted you when you lost your eye. I have never cared for anyone else like I genuinely care for you. I never even cared to fix my gaze on someone that isn’t you, Aemond.” the initial angry frustration softly washed away from you, even if you could still feel the thrill of it pumping through your veins.
Perhaps it was true. He could have overreacted just a little bit — more than extremely, actually — to the situation. But how could he not be possesive over you, when you had such remarking, exceptional qualities that any man could possibly long for in a woman?
It had always been you the one braiding his hair playfully, it was you the one who comforted him whenever he felt angry, or outraged... It was you the one who always cheered and clapped for him when his skills in swordtraining became better each time; occasionally tossing Ser Criston’s own sword to the ground merely to impress you, and hear you root for him proudly.
Walking a few steps towards him, you lifted your sight to his eye, staring profoundly at him. A soft, quivering sigh escaped from him. Faintly, a rosy tint crept on his pale skin gently. “How can you not realise, it is you the one I truly adore? The one I am most devoted to?” the sound of your voice nearly made him melt, especially when you raised your hand to his cheek, and tenderly stroked it with the tip of your thumb.
A scoff spurred from his rosy lips, with a little sheepish grin tuggig at the corner of his lips. He was used to being possesive and jealous over you, but those feelings of adoration — now mutually felt — were always kept to himself. The One Eyed Prince was absolutely clueless on how to express his feelings towards you, to which, he preferred that saying nothing at all would be much better.
“I should have known it sooner.” he muttered, sounding a slight tone of disbelief at himself. It was just too obvious for someone such as himself to not realise. You scoffed, smiling at him as you shook your head lightly. A certain pride filled you, as your skin could feel his own heated cheek from the fluster under your touch.
Without hesitating, you tiptoed as his presence towered your own, and your free hand went to cup his other cheek. Awkwardly — yet a bit needily — his arms went around your waist sweetly, pulling you closer to his body. Fluttering your eyes shut, your lips locked against his own. And Gods, your lips were as sweet-tasting as he had always imagined they would be.
You kept your lips pressed against his own for what seemed an eternity, despite it being a minute, almost. His way of kissing you was soft, yet, it became a bit more deep and intense as the time progressed. Reluctantly, you had to pull away from him, despite him trying to inconsciously encourage you to keep going.
As you pulled apart, with your hands on his cheeks, a prideful grin was seen on his lips. Perhaps being jealous and possesive had its own perks, after all. A soft chuckle spurred from your lips gracefully, moving your hand lower to caress his jaw with the tip of your finger. There was something sweet in seeing how he could act just like a fiery, possesive dragon, but turn into an endearing puppy that melted at your touch. At that touch of yours he so longed.
“But now you know,” you whispered, caressing his skin delicately. “And I don’t care if I have to spell it out for you.”
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imcherrycola · 1 year
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I see Aemond doing this to his lover and you can't change my mind about it. Shit I can be in that current time line from the show or in a different Au but i him doing this. The vid doesn't belong to me, cred to alookbackintime on tiktok.
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mllemarianne · 1 year
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Aemond Targaryen x F!Strong!Reader
Part 1: Deserving Part 2: Indulging Part 3: Striving
Summary: When you are summoned to King’s Landing to discuss the future of the Kingdom, Aemond is confronted by the ghosts of his past. Unfortunately, with grudges like these, it only takes a moment for one’s life to be turned upside down. It is why, on that frightful night, the people of the court gather in the throne room to hear the sad news. After all, any day the stranger comes to claim a life is a sad day… but whose life is it?
Word count: 18k 
Warnings: Angst, fluff and smut (5k words of it!) Emotional hurt/comfort. Mentions of grief, neglect, absent parent. English is my second language.
N/A: Buckle up guys, you are in for a ride. This is the third and last part of their story. This part is a little different. A lot of Aemond POV (including the smut!) Aemond has come a long way, yet he still holds grudges... This time, it really feels like the ending Aemond deserves.
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AEMOND
Aemond stood on top of the castle walls, trembling in his icy drenched clothes. His wavy silvery hair flew in the faint wind, a sharp contrast with the storm that broke over the whole east coast of Westeros in the past few hours. The sun pierced the clouds and engulfed the region in a warm orange light, another sharp contrast with the dire predicament Aemond found himself in.
For a second time, he had to fly through atrocious weather on Vaghar above the Stormlands. The first time was indisputably unpleasant. It happened a few moons back. Seven to be precise. The pouring rain forced him to take shelter for a night in a grubbly inn. A night where he shared a bed with you. A night that changed everything.
This time, however… it had been truly horrific. For various and obvious reasons.
A few hours had gone by since he came back to the Red Keep. He could not spare a single minute to change, but at that point, he did not care. Too much had happened in such a short period of time and damp clothes were the least of his concerns.
Quietly crying, he glanced down at the people of the court walking through the yard to enter the castle. He observed your brother, followed by other knights, rushing to the entrance, shoving men and women aside. Mayhaps it was time for Aemond to get back inside too. Afterall, the announcement would be made in the throne room any minute.
Walking slowly, Aemond joined his brothers and sister on the dais where stood the Iron Throne. He instinctively wedged himself between the Queen and Helaena, seeking comfort. Dangling somewhere between numbness and sorrow, he dropped his head so no one could see his eye glisten in the dim lighting.
He did not have his eyepatch on and could not bear the stares. Not this time. 
Helaena hooked her arm through his. He appreciated the gesture since he knew of her disinclination towards physical contact. She had tears in her eyes too, her lips pressed in a thin line. He sneaked a peek at the rest of the royal family, gathered on the other side of the Throne. Jacaerys stood with his younger brother Joffrey, Lady Baela, Lady Rhaena and Prince Daemon. While some quietly exchanged words with each other, they all had something in common.
They had their eyes locked on Aemond.
They knew. 
Aemond glanced down at his feet again, his expression tortured, avoiding any and all of their stares. Prince Daemon, especially, appeared on the verge of slaughtering half the people in the room until Aemond’s older sister, Rhaenyra, came to stand before him and took his hand in hers. She did not look at Aemond for one second. 
Lords and ladies as well as knights flooded the throne room, all impatiently waiting to hear the news that had them cutting short their dinner. They knew one thing for sure. Three people were missing from the royal dais.
Maester Mellos asked both sides of the family for permission to proceed, then walked to the front and cleared his throat. “Even though it is almost the hour of the bat, we are gathered here in great sadness, for any day the stranger comes to claim a life is a sad day.”
Aemond was half listening. The old maester’s words almost felt like distant noises. He looked around the room now dark and gloomy since the sun had set. He noted your father and brother’s absence. They probably rushed to your chambers, to see for themselves…
To say that Aemond’s whole life changed in the span of a few hours was certainly… an understatement.
5 days before
AEMOND
"My lady, my lord. A raven from King’s Landing," a voice resounded through your chamber’s door.
You sighed, shoving your face in your pillow. Aemond groaned, his nose still buried in your sweaty neck. His front was pressed to your back, the pad of his fingers softly grazed the silky skin of your thighs, soothing the flesh he held onto so tightly until then.
It was definitely too early for ravens.
“No, stay,” he murmured in your ear when he felt you moved slightly. He wrapped his arms around your bust and belly, one of his hands cupping your tender breast. You mewled when he left a trail of kisses on your neck, setting your nerves ablaze again. You were basking in the afterglow of your joining still. He literally spent the last hour worshiping you thoroughly.
He only wished to breathe in your blissful scent, to savor your heavenly taste and to revel in the singular feeling of your warm velvety walls pulsing around his cock for a few moments more. You had yet to catch your breath, shivering all over whenever he dared move an inch.
Nuzzling the soft skin behind your ear, the corners of his mouth curled in a blissful smile. He liked the scent of you in the morning. Your very skin and hair smelled of honeysuckle and lush gardens— oils and flowers you bathed in every night to soothe the pains of carrying his heir these past seven moons. However, in the morning, usually after you shared your body with him, you smelled of love too. It was the only way Aemond could describe it.
When sweat veiled your skin after he had your heart beating fast. When you soaked his thighs, riding him into oblivion. When your hair stuck to your forehead while he trapped you under him and pounded into you mercilessly. When tears dried on your cheeks after he went on and on, faster and deeper, without relenting.
Aemond could not get enough. You were glowing with love and life. Mayhaps it was because of the little dragon growing in your womb, but it appeared you could not get enough of him as well. So he obliged you. Vigorously. Granted he did not need much convincing, even when the occasion did not call for it.
He smirked as he recalled you dismissing the lords during a council meeting just so he could fuck you senseless on the large wooden table. It was the least he could do since you were the one carrying his child.
That morning was no exception. The sun was high in the sky, which meant you were still sharing a bed when you should have been sharing duties of Lady and Lord of Harrenhal. That being said, leaving your side was not amongst Aemond’s utmost priorities. He grumbled his displeasure loudly as Maester Sylvan knocked once more.
"It is an urgent matter, I’m afraid," he stated, the chains he wore clanking against the wooden door of your chambers.
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You chuckled, while Aemond fumed. Since you were lady and lord of Harrenhal, you noticed how every raven was "a matter of most urgency". Although, you could understand why the poor Maester insisted.
You recalled how one day, Aemond had enough of the trivial messages delivered at dawn.
The news came that Lord Luthor Tyrell— your “betrothed for a day”—  got engaged to a daughter of House Baratheon of Storm’s End. Aemond all but crumpled the message and threw it in the fire angrily, asking the Maester why the news was deemed urgent.
You had shared with Aemond the last words you exchanged with Luthor, at your engagement feast of all places. Except you did not mention the “Enjoy being a cripple’s whore” comment, fearing Aemond would have left to go burn the entirety of Highgarden with Vaghar and possibly start a war with The Reach. Fearing for his life as well, the Maester excused himself and ran before you could say anything.
Aemond rubbed his marred cheek, looking desperate.
“Maester Sylvan insists on relaying any message immediately because the last time he didn’t, my mother gave birth to me and died before my father could reach her,” you revealed with a gentle tone.
A pink hue tinted Aemond’s cheeks. His shoulder sagged briefly before he straightened, crossed his arms behind his back and looked at you with contrition. He apologized sincerely.
“It’s alright, you did not know. Maester Sylvan all but raised me alongside my father until I was ten of age and moved to King’s Landing,” you explained, remembering how he used to secretly nick raspberry tarts from the kitchens to goad you into learning more houses of the realm as well as their sigils. “Besides, you don’t see me losing my mind at the mere mention of Lord Boros’ daughters. Weren’t you supposed to marry Ellyn?”
You heard a faint “hm” as an answer. 
After that, Aemond never complained about the early morning ravens again. You were used to his temper anyway. It was improving, at least.
Lost in your thoughts of urgent messages and raspberry tarts, you startled as Aemond kissed your shoulder and detangled himself from you. You winced as he left both your body and your bed, a cold draft hitting your behind as he lifted the sheets. He dressed quickly, opened the door and thanked the Maester for his diligence. He ordered the maids to draw you a bath and came back to you, half sitting on the edge of the bed.
“What does it say?” you asked his face all but drained of its colors.
“To Lady Y/n Strong and her husband Prince Aemond Targaryen, Lady and Lord of Harrenhal. You are hereby summoned to King’s Landing in order to celebrate the union of two great houses. Lady Helaena Targaryen, second daughter of King Viserys I, and Jacaerys Targaryen, crowned Prince and first born son of Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen and the late Lord Lenor Velaryon, are to be wed. The King wishes for both families to meet in three days time to discuss the future of the Kingdom,” read aloud Aemond. “It is signed with your father the Hand’s seal.”
“Well… this is indeed an urgent matter. We have to make plans now,” you noted, already thinking of the burden of flying in your condition. Then you noticed Aemond was silent, reading the message over and over again. “Speak, but I know what you are thinking.”
“My father wants my sister to wed Jacaerys,” he groused, frowning horribly.
You took his hand and traced figures on his calloused palm. “…It was a matter of time. You saw them dance together at our wedding… You have to admit they are well matched… mayhaps it is a first step towards reconciliation.”
“We are past reconciliation,” he snarled, standing again to throw the message in the fire. “Aegon, Jacaerys and Lucerys made my life a living hell. For years. And my father never said a thing. Aegon is the only one who apologized since. Vaghar scares him to death,” he specified, looking at the scroll slowly turning into ashes. “But my nephews never showed a single glimpse of remorse. Not for the laughs, not for the fucking pig with wings and certainly not for ganging up on me and taking my eye. They probably still think it was justice well served for ‘stealing’ Vaghar.”
You did not push him any further. Even though almost ten years had passed, it still pained him. However nice it had been at Harrenhal, you knew resentment lurked under his skin irregardless. You felt it every time the crowned Princes or his father were mentioned. Aemond was all about strength, will and power. On the outside, at least. You knew him as a passionate and caring man too. He was complex, hiding a very vulnerable side still hurting from years of mistreatment and neglect.
In spite of it all, not once have you seen him actually cry. Even when you confessed your love in each other's arms during your adventures in the Stormlands. Even when he realized you had dragged him to a Valyrian wedding. His eye was bright with unshed tears but his determination to look strong always won in the end. When you were younger, whenever he spent time with his nephews, he always came back to you looking pitiful but never tearful. That is when you began going to the library every night with him. You wanted Aemond to know that he had a friend in the Red Keep. The rest was history.
Aemond buttoned his tunic, put on his boots and hung his sword to his leather belt before he left to sort out your departure. The guards had to leave on foot now while you would join them in two days time on dragonback. You got up as well, both hands on your round belly, and went to bathe in floral oils and herbs like Maester Sylvan recommended. It did soothe the pain in your lower back and the nausea that burdened you lately. Sitting in your bath and closing your eyes, you realized how things changed during the last seven moons since you wed and moved to Harrenhal.
These days, you took baths and enjoyed leisurely walks in the meadows— that is, when your lower back allowed you— instead of training in the morning. When Maester Sylvan confirmed you were with child, Aemond all but denied you entry to your training yard. You were outraged.
He was anything but a fool. He waited for you at the entrance the next morning to make sure you turned right back around. He outright refused to even unsheathe his sword in your presence. Unsurprisingly, not a single knight dared offer sparring with their expecting lady either. Especially when your Prince was there to stare them down. You ultimately yielded, agreeing to simply observe— ogle really— Aemond in his training gear.
Your husband started to embrace his appearance too. For so long it hurt to see the frightened look on people’s faces… even if he drew satisfaction from scaring away the knights who got too friendly with you or the lords who wanted a dance during feasts.
Yet after a while, he started showing up to the training yard without his eyepatch. Then at the council meetings. In the end, he even attended dinners and feasts without it. The people grew accustomed to his beautiful glowing sapphire eye. He even seemed to forget about the gem, only to be reminded of it when he spied blue specks of lights dancing on someone’s face when the sun was out.
His appetite also changed. You thought he was insatiable before, but it was nothing compared to the beast he had become since you had your own little kingdom. Once upon a time, you had a little game where he kissed you when no one was looking. The game somehow changed a little since. Harrenhal was full of dark corners and secret passages. Lately, you found yourself, more often than not, pressed up against a stone wall or lying down on a window seat with your Prince driving in and out of you, swallowing your cries with a kiss.
“I enjoy the sight of you walking around with me dripping down your thighs,” he shamelessly confided in you once, letting down the hem of your dress after he ruined you in an alcove before a council meeting. His filthy words got to you every time.
It was no secret that he thrived now that he got out of King’s Landing. At Harrenhal, he took part in the running of the Riverlands as head of the council, by your side. He oversaw the army training and battle strategy. He taught swordplay and hand-to-hand combat to new recruits. He had access to a thousand new books thanks to your ancestors' love for academics. And since you were eager to learn, Aemond taught you High Valyrian too.
It was like after years of aimlessly roaming the halls of the Red Keep, he found a purpose. Seeing him like that, content and untroubled, filled you with so much joy you thought you would burst. 
That is why going back to King’s Landing made you so nervous.
2 days before
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Aemond had a special saddle made for Vaghar so you could ride comfortably in front of him without squashing the child. It had so many ropes and chains that you scoffed as he gently tied you to it.
“There may be bad weather. I’m not watching you fall off this dragon,” he justified patiently.
Unfortunately, the flight gave you a crippling nausea. When you landed on the beach of King’s Landing two hours later, you were white as a sheet and wished for nothing but rest. He fussed when you climbed down the net on Vaghar’s side as well.
Aemond took great care of you, and you were grateful by all means, but sometimes you liked to remind him you were not a delicate flower and if not for your belly, you could knock him to the ground in a training yard. Each time he smirked and kissed your cheek as an apology. He knew you had a temper too.
You climbed all the steps to the Red Keep and met Queen Alicent and Princess Halaena at the top. The Queen went to her son immediately, wrapping her arms around him in a warm loving hug. She embraced you as well, overjoyed. “Blessed be The Mother, a child so soon,” she teared up, pressing a hand on the side of your belly. “Come. The King will join us shortly. The rest of the family is in the great hall.” 
Aemond stayed with his mother, but it was not by choice. She held onto him so tight he glanced at you for help at one point. But who were you to deny a Queen the presence of her own beloved son?
You walked alongside Halaena who seemed positively radiant. You knew she was happy about her betrothal. You saw how Jacaerys asked her for a dance at your wedding and how they treasured each other’s company for the rest of the night. 
You kept that information to yourself, but a part of you felt like you should reach out to Aemond’s nephews… well, your nephews too it seemed. You hoped it was finally the beginning of a new era, where both families put their differences aside and started working together toward a better future for the Kingdom. Except you knew without a doubt that the heart of the problem resided in one dreadful night in Driftmark when a child was armed and no justice was served. 
The whole royal family was indeed in the great hall, discussing with the people of the court. You stared back at your Prince immediately.
He tensed before the crowd. He reached into his pocket and fished out his eyepatch. You did not even know he took it with him. It saddened you when he put it on quickly before he joined his brothers, Prince Aegon and Prince Daeron.
You did not see any familiar faces yet. Your father was with the King of course, and your brother would not mingle with the royal family in these circumstances anyway. So you followed Princess Helaena who joined Prince Jacaerys, and his siblings.
“Your graces, ladies.” You bowed to the Princes and greeted Lady Baela and Rhaena. They greeted you back, but it was Prince Lucerys who stepped forward and spoke directly to you.
“We know you know. Sir Harwin told us,” he hushed.
On the day of your wedding, you questioned your brother once and for all and demanded the truth. He confirmed he was indeed the father of the three crowned Princes. He apparently had an arrangement with Prince Daemon who did not resent him nor Princess Rhaenera, but wished to keep Harwin at Dragonstone. For the Princes’ sakes.
That is when Harwin abdicated his title of heir of Harrenhal. It was his wedding present to you and Aemond, in a way. The biggest castle in Westeros— even if some of it melted a bit long ago—, vast green lands with rivers and lakes, a large army… It still felt surreal to have all that to yourself. You were a second born as well, and second born usually get nothing. Also, you were a woman. Your father never treated you any differently for it, but he warned you that it would not be the case with every other lord you would cross paths with.
“Oh, I see. Of course he would,” you answered hesitantly. “As a matter of fact… I wish we could know each other better, your grace.”
“You are part of the family now. In more than one way,” he said in hushed tones, referring to you technically being their aunt. “You can drop the formal titles.”
Aemond and Helaena were the only ones you dared address without a title. Never had you dreamed of doing the same with the crowned Princes. “Old habits die hard” but you would try.
“I’m obviously in no condition to train with you in the morning, but perhaps you would join me for a tea later today? All of you. Baela and Rhaena too.”
“Will he be there?” bluntly inquired Baela before her sister Rhaena subtly elbowed her in the ribs. Knowing who “he” was, you glanced at the other side of the hall to find Aemond already looking at you with fire in his eye. You realized you were still standing quite close to Princ— to Lucerys. You took two steps back hastily and addressed Baela’s question with the truth.
“I don’t believe he would join us, no. I wish we could discuss this as well. It is my desire that we find a way to… ease tensions at the very least.”
“Say that to him. We never had a problem with you. He is the one staring like he is about to murder us,” muttered Baela. You did not need to turn your head around to know exactly what Aemond looked like that very moment. Surprisingly, it was Rhaena who stepped forward and spoke to you.
“I’ve come to peace with my mother’s dragon being claimed by Aemond a long time ago. I have Morning now and I love her so very dearly. We could indeed put all this behind us,” she spoke serenely. “I’m ready… but is he?”
“It’s me he resents, not you,” Lucerys intervened. “I’m not ashamed I defended my brother during the brawl, but I regret hurting Aemond. Truly.”
You knew it would not be that simple. Not when Aemond just came back to this wretched place, as he often called it. Not as he was forced to put his eyepatch back on. And obviously not while he shared that space with the very people who changed his life in one night with one knife.
Aemond’s whole being was tainted by the events occurring on that dreadful night he claimed Vaghar. Even if Lucerys came forward and begged for forgiveness, you were not sure Aemond would ever feel inclined to offer it to him.
You discussed some more, mainly about how life was respectively at Harrenhal, Dragonstone and Driftmark. When it was announced that the King would join you in the Throne room, you went back to Aemond who wasted no time asking what in the seven hells you were doing. He asked calmly but firmly, reaching for your hand.
“I’m establishing a peaceful relationship with the crowned Princes now that I am part of this family and Lady of Harrenhal,” you affirmed, lacing your fingers to his.
“They don’t deserve this kindness,” he stated, glaring at them on the other side of the hall.
“They are my family as well,” you replied, lowering your voice. “I’m not doing this to vex you, Aemond. And for all we know, mayhaps our child will marry one of theirs one day. I’m merely saying that… We want to build a better future. If not for us then for our child. It does not mean I forget.”
Aemond frowned at your answer as his father walked through the doors. King Viserys seemed overwhelmed as he welcomed each member of his family. Clutching at his chest, he gazed upon all the familiar faces reunited in one room for the first time in a long time. When he got to you, he rejoiced as he saw your round belly. “Lady Strong, what a wonderful sight!”
“Your grace,” you bowed slightly, as gracefully as your lower back pain allowed you. Aemond instantly circled an arm around your waist to support you.
“Father.” Aemond respectfully bowed his head as well.
“My son, I’m so very glad to see you,” beamed the King, a sincere smile on his lips. A smile that Aemond, unfortunately, did not return. The King went on to greet his youngest son Daeron.
You felt bad for your Prince. You knew what he thought of his father. Neglectful. Absent. Unjust. Aemond rarely spoke of his childhood for many reasons. The King being one. You met him when you were both ten of age, and for the ten years that had gone by, you barely recalled a handful of times you saw them interacting. They did not have the kind of warm relationship you had with your father, the Hand.
In all sincerity, you felt bad for the King as well. He seemed genuinely happy to see Aemond again. The Queen followed him around closely, holding his arm throughout the very short moment he was actually in the hall. 
Aemond long debated whether to accompany you to tea with his nephews and nieces or not. He did not want to attend but leaving your side bothered him as well. In the end, he joined his mother and siblings instead.
Although, Vaghar flew above your heads at one point during your meal in the gardens. Her roar had your table and teacups shake, spilling tea in the saucers. Servants grabbed plates of pastries so they would not fall on the ground. You were not impressed Aemond wanted to taunt them while you actively fought for peace. 
“I thought he was handsome,” Rhaena admitted, slightly blushing.
“I beg your pardon?” Lucerys half spit his tea all over his lemon cakes, surprised at his bethroted’s words.
“Luthor Tyrell is a pompous arsehole of inordinate proportions,” you asserted unashamedly.
“I like her,” Baela smirked, turning to her sister Rhaena.
Jacaerys then cleared his throat and addressed the most delicate and obvious of all subjects. “How is Prince Aemond? Obviously, he did not want to join us. We understand why, but—”
“I’m surprised he even let you come here alone,” cut Baela under her breath.
“Baela!” admonished Rhaena. “It is unbecoming.”
“Don’t fret,” you reassured, raising a hand in reassurance. “You are right, Jacaerys. Aemond did not want to have tea with us today, especially since he did not know that I was planning on it for a while. Of course I wish for both families to mend their bridges. I will not speak for him however. He can do it in his own time.” You turned to Baela. “Lastly, if you are under the impression that Aemond Targaryen controls my every move, you are sorely mistaken.”
“Hm.”
You froze in place as you recognized the sound all too well. No one looked at you anymore. “He is right behind me, isn’t he?” you asked in a low voice. Jacaerys nodded as you felt Aemond’s hand on your shoulder. His long fingers brushed against your neck as he bent down to whisper in your ear. “I was fetching you for a walk, my love.”
“Oh,” you managed to articulate, your whole being distracted by his hand skimming the nape of your neck and plunging down the back in your dress. “Yes, of course.”
“Nephews. Nieces,” he added, acknowledging their presence at last. They nodded politely in return. You thanked them for their company and asserted your wish to do it again soon.
“Did you enjoy yourself?” Aemond inquired politely when you were at a safe distance, extending his arm so you could grab it.
You chose your words carefully since he was visibly grumpy.
“Well, if you wish to remain in my good graces, you will stop flying Vaghar above our heads when we’re having tea in the garden. You almost had our entire tray of apricot tarts fall in the dirt. Wars have been waged for less.”
The corners of his mouth curled into a smirk. He was proud of his little stunt. You were not surprised. Unimpressed, but not surprised.
He stayed silent, so you continued tentatively. “They changed, Aemond. And for what it’s worth, Lucerys regrets what he did and I truly believe he would like to formally apologize. Baela is feisty and protective of her sister, but Rhaena is at peace with what happened.”
“Apologies do not magically absolve you of anything,” he retorted, pulling on your arm so you left the marked path and went through a line of shrubs. “The other person may never forgive you and you have to live with that possibility. I will never forgive them, and they have to accept that.”
Your walk was short since you experienced small contractions. Maester Sylvan told you it was normal to have some from time to time during the three last moons. The womb was preparing itself for the birth. 
You went to your favorite secret spot far away in the gardens to lay down in the tall grass under your favorite willow tree. You reached for his eyepatch and took it off.
“Sȳrkta,” you whispered. Better.
You kissed his marred cheek and he smiled. Your High Valyrian was improving, but you understood it more than you spoke it. You held him tight in your arms and watched the clouds as he mindlessly brushed your long hair with his fingers. When your belly moved on his own, he pressed his hand to it to feel the little dragon inside.
Thoroughly exhausted, you slowly drifted off, listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the nearby coast…
“Nyke jaelagon īlin rȳ lenton,” you heard before you fell asleep in his arms. I wish we were at home.
AEMOND
Came the moment you left Harrenhal for. Aemond wished you could attend the council meeting but you were indisposed. When you woke up from your nap in the gardens, you were a little cranky. The pain in your back was killing you and the nausea was horrible since you got to King’s Landing.
The city stank, you were too hot, your dresses were too tight and just looking at the multiple flights of stairs gave you hives. He knew everything bothered you ten times more because of your condition, so your maid Maeva escorted you back to your chambers to bathe while Aemond went alone to the council chamber.
He dreaded that moment ever since he got the raven two days before. You were not fit to travel for extended periods of time on dragonback. You had much to do at Harrenhal like supervising the rebuild of the east tower for your new chambers and nursery. He had new recruits to train too.
As he sat at the large table, Aemond could not imagine why the entire family had to gather in King’s Landing for. He looked at his father who seemed happy to be in the presence of his entire family, for once. Strangely, there was something he could not decipher in his eyes. Then again, Aemond did not know him enough to guess what it could possibly be.
 “Shouldn’t we be addressing the Baratheons of Storm’s End and the Tyrells of Highgarden forming an alliance through marriage behind our backs?” suggested Daemon who sat nonchalantly at the other end of the table.
“Yes, brother. But for now, I wish to speak of the line of succession,” dismissed the King in one breath.
“What about it?” queried Daemon suspiciously, a warning somewhere in his tone. He exchanged a quick glance with Rheanyra.
It did seem positively pointless. Jacaerys was to marry Helaena and he would sit on the Iron Throne eventually, end of the story. Nothing more could be said on the subject. 
“Rhaenyra, you are heir to the iron throne, with Daemon at your side. Nothing will ever change that. I purely wish to make sure no one is overlooked,” reassured the King, clearing his throat.
Well. That was unexpected.
“Before the moon turns, Jacaerys and Haelena will be man and wife. They will be heir to the iron throne after you, Rhaenyra. Which means Dragonstone will be vacant. Joffrey, and his betrothed Baela, shall be heir to Dragonstone. Lucerys, as the second oldest son of the late Leanor Valaryon, will be heir to Driftmark with his betrothed, Lady Rhaena.”
His nephews and nieces looked ecstatic, understandably. Aemond fought not to roll his eye.
“My firstborn son, Aegon, shall inherit the Hightower family seat in Oldtown with its lands, army and fleet,” the King announced before he turned to Aemond. “My second born son Aemond is settled at Harrenhal already, thanks to his union with Lady Y/n Strong, heir to its castle, lands and army. Then comes young Daeron who is betrothed to Lady Amyra of Winterfell…”
Aemond’s eye narrowed in confusion. The King went on speaking of the lands he gifted to his grandchildren Viserys, Aegon and even the unborn child in Rhaenyra’s womb… until Aemond was not listening anymore.
Nothing?
His father bestowed islands, gold, castles and lands on every child and grandchild… except him? 
Anger simmered under his skin. He tried to keep his temper under control but he snapped when members of the council applauded at the end of his father’s speech.
“What happened to you making sure nobody was overlooked?” he spoke fiercely. “Forgive me father, but I find it hard to sit back and applaud when even unborn children get lands when I get absolutely nothing.”
“You are Lord of Harrenhal, nephew,” drawled Daemon. “Men would kill to get this small kingdom, sit down.”
“Daemon, please.” Viserys lifted a hand to silence his brother. “Now is not the time to bicker.”
Aemond knew he was most fortunate, having Harrenhal and the whole of the Riverlands in his grasp. Ever since he was born, he was destined to be a war commander at most, but got lucky when his wife became heir. Hells, he did not give a single fuck about Dragonstone or the Hightower family seat. He did not wish for a second castle. He just wanted… something. Was he not worthy of anything? His father showered everyone else in gifts and gold while he was ignored. Again.
He was always the overlooked son. The second son. The crippled second son. Suddenly his scar itched awfully. His hands stimmed on the handle of his knife as he fought the urge to rip his eyepatch off.
The King stood up slowly and a heavy silence fell upon the room. Aemond saw his mother’s nervous stare in the corner of his eye as he did not sit back down while his father spoke.
“It both gladdens my heart and fills me with sorrow to see these faces around this table. The faces most dear to me in all the world. You’ve grown so distant from each other in years past. The crown cannot stand strong while the House of the Dragon remains divided,” condemned the King in a ragged breath. “I merely gave to those who needed receiving… So tonight, I ask for one thing… as your father, your brother, your husband, your grandsire… I asked that you set aside your grievances. If not for the sake of the crown, then for the sake of this old man, who loves you all so dearly.”
Still standing, Aemond looked his father in the eyes and said the words he waited all his life to say out loud.
“You never were a father to me.”
The silence was even louder. You could hear the fire crackling in the hearth, but it was nothing on the fire that burned in Aemond’s chest— the fire of a thousand dragons. His father looked down, his hand trembling on the pommel of his sword.
“I taught myself High Valyrian,” Aemond continued, his stare hard and unfaltering. “I learned how to ride a dragon alone. I trained, studied and explored the realm all on my own. I lost an eye and not even then did you carry some sort of justice. Your own son was attacked and you did not care in the least. My wife was more of a family member than you ever were. So forgive me if I don’t stand back and watch when, again, I’m reminded that I’m nothing to you.”
“Aemond!” he heard his mother cry out as he stormed off. “Aemond, come back!”
He briefly glanced back when he turned left in the hallway. He saw his father crashing in his seat, shattered at his son’s words, a hand over his heart, his mother rushing to his side.
Walking fast, Aemond first wanted to get back to you and to lose himself in your embrace until you made him see stars…
But you were probably still bathing. Besides, he could not bear to see the worry in your eyes as you learned that he, once again, lost his temper. In front of the whole family this time.
He grabbed a hood in his old chambers, went straight to the beach and flew on Vaghar in the night sky like he did that first time he claimed the beast. He wanted to leave the castle. He needed to think. He needed clarity.
READER
When you thought Aemond came back to your chambers that evening, you were surprised to see your father slipping through your door instead. He explained what happened at the council meeting and how Aemond just… left. 
He climbed on Vaghar and left.
You knew he would never abandon you. He was probably blowing off some steam and, of course, he did not want to burden you. It saddened you to see Aemond losing all the assurance and serenity he found at Harrenhal these past few months. Now resentment and frustration consumed him again. You felt the heartbreak even down in your belly and pressed your hands on either side.
Your father’s company soothed you for a while. With Aemond’s absence, you came to realize that… you have no one except for him. Even your brother was busy with his duties. You tried to ease tensions with the Princes, but they were never close to you— namely because of how close to Aemond you always were.
Helaena came later to comfort you. She brought with her a large book depicting the many insects of Westeros and one of the castle’s cats. “They both bring me comfort when I’m alone,” she prompted as you petted the little purring creature.
Hours passed. The room was dark and the fire had died long before when the sound of your door jolted you awake. You saw a glimpse of long silvery white hair and immediately tried to stand up.
"No, don’t get up. Don’t move," Aemond whispered hurriedly.
He only had his white shift and leather trousers on. He carried the rest in his arm and threw it all on the ground beside your bed. His hair was damp and wavy. 
"Are you alright?" you asked in a husky voice.
"Yes,” he answered, taking off the rest of his clothing. He flipped his hair and his delicious sandalwood and amber scent hit you at once. He bathed before he came to your chambers. And now he was gloriously naked before you, one of his hands reaching for your hip. “I just need you right now… Is that alright?"
“Always. Come here.” You lifted the sheets behind you. He climbed in your bed and he wrapped his arms around your body, one circling your neck, immediately plunging his hand in your collar to grab your plump breasts. The other rumpled the hem of your nightgown until he bared your bottom half to him. He caressed your swollen belly while he peppered your neck with kisses. His breath was ragged. As if he was desperate.
“You are so good to me, Y/n…” he purred in your ear, making your whole body shiver.
AEMOND
For a second, Aemond forgot everything. He forgot about his father who all but confirmed he could not care less about him. He forgot about the snarks and gossip following him literally anywhere in the Red Keep. He forgot about the damn eyepatch itching his skin again, having him on edge all day. And he forgot about his nephews and nieces who were rewarded and all looked at him like he was the problem.
At least he had you.
He had you and he did not need anybody else. Having you in his arms was worth a thousand castles, gold coins and books combined. After the evening he had, he only wished to be with the only person who treated him right, who looked at him without flinching, who loved him for all that he was.
You arched your back against him when he eagerly caressed every inch of your soft skin. Especially your swollen belly. 
Only three moons after your wedding did he notice a small bump appearing. If Maester Sylvan was right, it was entirely possible that the child was conceived before the wedding. Your father had moon tea delivered nightly to your chambers but you never cared to take it. Aemond never would have pressured you, but you were eager to start a family. 
You moaned softly when his fingers delicately parted your legs and cupped your cunt, looking for that sensitive little bud. He hovered, skimmed and teased without putting any real pressure with the hands you loved so much. He knew exactly how to unravel you, even when you were half awake. He grinded his hard cock against you, the head brushing the wetness between your thighs.
“You can talk to me, my love,” you breathed, but Aemond did not feel like it. 
“For now, I just want to feel you…” he confessed, biting your ear.
You yelped.
“…I want to fuck you until you are clenching down on my cock so hard that I can’t remember my name,” he growled, the tip of his manhood slowly brushing against your center. "Can you do that for me, love?” 
“Ye- yes,” you stuttered. He smirked, liking the power his filthy words had on you. 
Eyes closed, still sleepy, you lazily moved your hips as his fingers dipped in and out of you now. You sighed and he kissed the crook of your neck. He kept the pace until your breaths were short and you writhed against him. You quickly soaked his hand and mewled in your pillow as he kept circling your clit with his thumb.
You filled his hands so deliciously lately. Not only had your belly swollen, your breasts were definitely more full, nearly spilling from your dresses every time you took a breath. He found himself side-eyeing them constantly, trying to be subtle about it. Your behind felt more round too, your thighs soft and squishy. Aemond could barely keep his hands to himself, even now, one of them caressed your full breasts while the other expertly rubbed the most intimate part of you. 
You were glowing, brimming with life, even in that stinking nightmare of a city. He could always count on you to turn on the light even in the darkest of places. You were a beacon calling to him, his port in a storm, his moon in a starless sky. 
He pressed his front to your back even more, pulled one of your legs up and pressed his cock to your core. Your hand reached back for his neck, desperate to touch him.
Usually, he would have you come on his hand at least once before he buried himself into you, but not tonight. He needed you. And he knew you could take it. 
Inch by inch, he entered you and you exhaled loudly. With a few strong thrust, he seated himself fully and grunted in your neck, inhaling your sweet honeysuckle and flowers scent.
Warm. So warm. And tight. 
His strong hand held you in place by your hip while you whined at the stretch, your walls strangling his cock as you struggled to take all of him. His fingers digging in your smooth skin, he gently rolled his hips to bury himself all the way. The exquisite feeling had him lose himself almost instantly. Then he really moved.
He filled you again. And again. And again. Harder. Deeper. Faster.
De drew all sorts of sounds out of you and loved every second of it. Nothing brought him more satisfaction than hearing you panting— or better still, screaming— his name when you fell apart under his ministrations. That at least, he knew he was doing right. Oh how he liked to see you lose your mind. All because of him. All because of how good he was to you. 
He knew you by heart, so when you rewarded him with a few yelps, he picked up the pace until the obscene sound of your joining echoed on the stone walls of your chambers.
He angled your hips and reached deeper even, pleasure building quickly and almost painfully at the base of his spine. You felt so good around his cock, he feared he might find his pleasure before you found yours.
And that, he could not allow.
Not once had you left his bed unsatisfied, and that day was no exception. He needed you to come. Now.
He let down your leg and you both groaned at the tightness. You cursed when his finger teased your clit. The hand holding your belly went to your neck instead and he squeezed gently. You gasped, your legs beginning to shake. 
“You like when I hold you tight, hm?” he asked in a ragged breath. You nodded.
When he had you silent, he knew he was doing good.
“You like it when I do all these things to you? When you have no choice but to take it?”
“Uhum” you nodded.
“Uhum?” he smugly echoed you, and you cried out, trashing against him.
He knew you liked to believe you were a lady in charge. It amused him when he heard you tell his nephews and nieces that you were the one holding the reins.
“I may not control you outside these walls… you may be Lady of Harrenhal… but in our bed, I’m your King,” he sneered in your ear, emphasizing the last word with a sharp thrust. You shuddered and clenched down on his cock so tight he groaned against your ear.
Pleasure wracked through you instantly. Aemond held you while your whole body shivered against his. Your walls strangled him so tight, it felt like a vice. Your head fell back against his shoulder, your jaw hanging open, forming a perfect O shape.
“You look exquisite when you fall apart, my love,” he breathed against your cheek, nearing his peak as well. “You are so good to me.” You whimpered helplessly, your nails digging in his forearms. “Only me.” For a moment, he believed he had you forget about the pain in your back. No discomfort, nothing. Just pleasure. Overwhelming, mind numbing, soul shattering pleasure. “Mine.”
And he fucked you through your orgasm. Your whimpers turned to wails as he went in and out, keeping his torturous pace. You groaned his name, your hands frantically reaching back for him, but he held you tight. You cursed profusely yet praised how good he made you feel. He snapped his hips a few more times, until you reached yet another release. 
“Aemond!” you screamed and just like that, he was gone, hit by a shattering climax. For a moment, he lost his vision. His mind went absolutely blank and air left his lungs. His whole body spasmed, head buried in your long hair, roaring his pleasure and spilling himself deep within you. 
He shivered, feeling your walls rippling around his sensitive cock.
He panted in your neck, nuzzling your sweaty flesh.
He inhaled deeply, close to being drunk on your scent.
He loved the smell of you in the morning. You smelled of love.
He kissed your cheek, your jaw, your neck, your hair.
He felt you trembling in his arms, squirming to detangle yourself from him.
He tightened his embrace.
“I’m not done,” he growled in your ear. 
You cried out as an answer, writhing against him as if you were trying to get away but he held you firmly. He knew you liked it.
He caught his breath for a moment, kissing your temple as you moaned in anticipation. He knew he could carry on. He wanted to carry on. He did not want it to be over yet.
Throbbing against your pulsing walls, he resumed his pounding while you desperately clawed at his arms. It only made him hold you tighter, his fingers circling your swollen clit as well.
He coaxed orgasm after orgasm out of you until you were an absolute mess. Even when he feared he was too intense, you surprised him by begging for more.
You were truly perfect.
The high pitch sounds you made were a symphony to his ears, like a reward for going through such a wretched day.
When your cries turned into sobs, he knew you had enough. He buried himself to the hilt and exploded, filling you again with his seed, sinking his teeth in your neck to muffle his own cry of pleasure.
You both needed a moment to recover. You startled when he wiped away the tears that fell on your cheeks. Even the slightest touch had you flinching. You liked it when he unleashed himself fully but seeing you almost broken afterwards worried him sometimes. You were quick to reassure him as your trembling hands reached for his and you kissed his fingers one by one.
Then his hand found its way back to your belly. He shifted but kept you impaled on his manhood, still not ready to lose the intimacy, unable to let go of you yet.
“Please, you have to let me rest, my love” you begged, shivers going down your spine as he twitched inside you.
"But you are so warm," he pleaded sleepily in your ear. 
"You want to sleep like this!?” you yelped, mildly shocked. He felt your slight panic as you tried to stay still, unequivocally overstimulated.
"I’d spend my life buried in that cunt," he answered truthfully, leaving open mouth kisses on your jaw. His fingers grazed your sensitive skin and you shivered terribly. 
"Sounds exhausting," you jested.
"Sounds like the last seven months,” he quipped. You laughed and he gripped your waist harshly, groaning at the sudden tightness when your muscles clenched on his softening cock. "Shhh sleep. ‘Tis almost morning anyway.”
Neither of you did, in fact, sleep.
Not even ten minutes had gone by that you lost every bit of the sanity left in you. Your walls pulsed at the cruel pressure and you started grinding on him shamelessly. So he resumed his sweet torture until the sun was up.
Until you were soaked with both your cum.
Until the feathered bed was definitely ruined.
Until you almost lost consciousness.
Until he truly lost himself in you.
1 day before
READER
At midday, the Queen fetched you. You did not show up to break fast with the rest of the family, nor did you join her for tea later on. You stayed in late, making up for the hours of sleep and energy Aemond robbed from you when he came back at dusk.
Queen Alicent implored her son to get up at once and go to his father to apologize for his behavior. Aemond downright refused. She acknowledged his struggle, but assured him that his father meant well. It was years late, but the King wanted to make amends now.
“Then why are you here instead of him?” Aemond asked, putting on his tunic carelessly.
“He… he is not as young as he used to be. Please, go to him. He loves you, Aemond. He loves you and he is proud of you. Just apologize for your outburst.”
“No.”
Then he stormed off and ordered the maids to draw you a bath. Even when his patience was tested, he thought of you. You saw sorrow in The Queen’s eyes and you promised you would try to speak to him about it, but that you would not insist if he refused again.
“You are the only person he listens to,” she said with a faint smile before she left.
If only that were true. Aemond was awfully headstrong, and visibly struggled to be back in the capital. You let him fuck you senseless until the sun was up because you wanted to, yes, but also because you felt like he needed it. He needed you. He loved to give you pleasure and get praised in return. That you noticed early on when you got intimate.
Your bodies joined for what felt like hours, leaving you the good kind of sore. However, when pleasure completely ebbed out from your every limb, you were immediately reminded of the downsides of carrying his heir. You should be grateful to the Mother for such a precious gift, but could not fathom doing it for two moons more.
Aemond called from the water chamber. He sat beside the tub and rubbed your neck while the oils and flowers worked their magic. He whispered sweet nothings in High Valyrian, his hands soothing your tensed back as you spoke back in the best of your capabilities.
He wanted to be with you. Alone with you. He wanted comfort and for years, you were the only one who provided him with it.
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In the afternoon, Aemond spent time with his siblings as you sat in the gardens with your family. Your father and brother wished to speak of how you ran Harrenhal.
You learned that Master Sylvan sent reports by ravens every week. Turns out you did an outstanding job at training new boys and girls from the court. Well, not you. Aemond did. He reinforced the military strategy as well. As for you, you established great relations with the houses of the Riverlands and the people. You eased decades old tensions between some families and helped build a lasting peace in the land. You both ruled fairly, wisely and you inspired respect. Everything your father knew you would achieve.
Your heart burst with pride… yet something lingered in your mind. As good as you were at resolving conflicts between the people at Harrenhal, you wished you could do something about the strife at the very heart of this castle.
When it was time to attend Jacaerys and Helena’s engagement feast, you did not know how to brush the subject with Aemond. You waited all night, sitting by his side, thinking how you could sneak the subject in your conversations. Aemond never liked feasts to begin with. In King’s Landing, at least. But he had a good day so far… It was worth a try. Yet when you finally found the courage to talk to him, you saw the King leave the hall with your father and some knights in tow. 
Then you swore you saw the King leaned on your father for support as the door closed behind them. “My love… I think you need to speak with your father,” you spoke privately in his ear. “Now.”
He kissed your hand, but calmly replied: “I won’t. I only wished for one peaceful evening before we leave for Harrenhal in the morrow.” You nodded, but worried nonetheless when the Queen left as well.
At least, the feast was a success. Halaena was elated to dance with Jacaerys all night. Aegon was a little tipsy but pleased to have his brother by his side again. Daeron was relatively quiet but invited a dozen young ladies to dance with him. Very daring, you thought.
You dared to dance too. Harwin fetched you and you leaned on him while he unhurriedly swayed you around. Aemond even stayed for a few more cups of wine, strangely enjoying himself for once.
He persuaded Aegon to stop pursuing a married lady of the court when his gaze fell upon you… You were dancing with his nephew. Well, your nephew as well. Lucerys asked for a dance and you agreed.
“The King wants for us to make peace,” you reminded him kindly.
“Yes. It is easier said than done… Is this whole situation salvageable to begin with? Even if I formally apologize to Aemond, he will never recognize he has to apologize as well,” explained Lucerys who danced slowly to accommodate you.
“Lucerys… A dragon cannot be claimed out of legacy. You know that. Rhaena knows. Baela knows. Jacaerys knows. Dragons are not slaves. They choose their rider. Vaghar chose him. He didn’t do anything wrong,” you stressed, hoping he would understand.
“Rhaena never had the time to try!”
“She had ample time, nephew,” rebuked Aemond, appearing behind you and grabbing your hand resting on Lucery’s shoulder. “I won’t apologize for claiming a riderless dragon. Now please, leave my wife alone before you decide to carve one of her eyes out as well.” 
“Uncle Aemond—” began Lucerys, but Aemond stole you away already.
“Please don’t provoke them, nothing good will come of it,” you cautioned. “I’m not asking you to forget. I’m merely wishing for you to live without grudges eating away at you.”
“I know you feel the need to resolve this particular conflict because of your devotion to me, but do you hear yourself?” he spitted back startling you. “You are taking their side!”
“I’m on your side, Aemond. Always. You know that”, you huffed, pained he would ever think otherwise. “Now please excuse me, I’ll retire for the evening, I ache all over.”
AEMOND
Aemond stayed for one more cup of wine, silently seething in a corner. He knew you meant well, but years of resentment will do that to a man. When he cooled down an hour later, he went back to your chambers.
When he did not find you in your bed, he feared he angered you more than he thought. Then he heard noises coming from the adjacent water chamber. If she is still bathing at this hour, her back must be killing her, he thought.
Eye wide, he walked in on you shuddering, head thrown back against the edge of the tub, back arched with a hand between your legs, water threatening to spill everywhere.
It was a sight.
He instantly felt strained in his trousers, looking at you positively flushed and wanton.
Knowing he had nothing to do with your state of dishevelment, he made his displeasure known.
READER
“My love.”
“Seven hells!” you jumped. Water splashed everywhere on the floor and you stopped your movements at once.
"If I’m somehow lacking in this aspect of our marriage— which I know I’m not because you are obviously carrying my heir so soon after our union— I would very much like you to tell me," he teased, removing his tunic and the cotton shift he wore underneath.
"Pleasure eases the pain. You stayed late at dinner. A wife has to make do," you justified, making it sound like a reproach, but with a faint smile on your lips.
"You vowed to the old gods and the new that you are mine. That includes your pleasure," he clarified, kneeling beside the bath and plunging a hand underwater. His hand skimmed your leg, going higher and higher until he reached your cunt and picked up where you left off.
"You mean to tell me—” you gasped mid-sentence when his fingers parted your lips and found your clit. “—that not once you have pleasured yourself with your hand since you claimed me?"
"I have not,” he said, his fingers moving in and out of you, his thumb expertly teasing you. His lips grazed your cheek, his hot breath fanning your face. Your lips parted and you fought to keep your eyes open. 
“...I’m impressed, actually,” you quipped, between pants. “From what I’ve read, men usually d…” you did not finish your sentence. Aemond even stopped his ministrations, leaving you free falling as you were so close to the edge.
“...What on earth have you been reading?” he pressed curiously, resuming his movements in an agonizingly slow pace that had you lose your mind.
“Nothing,” you replied a little too quickly, now panting desperately. He looked at you incredulously. “...Well I may have stumbled upon Maester Merandys’ book on pleasure and martial duty once…”
"Have you, now?” he queried, curling his finger so he rubbed that spot deeper inside you, harder and faster. “I have also read it, as a matter of fact.”
Of course he did. You knew it the moment you read the words on the page. You thanked the gods that Aemond was an exemplary scholar and husband. Every book he read he mastered the subject. So when a Maester wrote a whole chapter on how pleasuring women effectively lead to a happier marriage, he read avidly… and never left your bed without making absolutely sure you reached your peak three times. At the very least.
He bent down until his hair dipped in the water. He swallowed your cries as your release barreled through you with ferocity, hitting you like lightning yet lingering long after, enough to have you shamefully moaning. Your cries echoed on the stone walls. Water splashed on the floor as you writhed horribly, gripping his arm as he fucked you through it with his fingers still. 
Aemond was very thorough and it was a curse as well as a blessing.
After a moment, he delicately pulled his hand, caressed your belly and kissed your forehead. “Come.” He helped you stand, gripping you firmly as you got out of the tub, knowing he had your legs feel like jelly.
He dried your hair with a cloth, your curls already forming. When you reached the bed, he kissed you tenderly. “I apologize for earlier. I know you mean well,” he spoke in a mumble.
“It’s alright, I understand,” you answered while he walked you backwards until the back of your legs bumped on the bed.
“Do you want my fingers again?” he murmured, brushing your inner thigh with his hand. “My mouth, mayhaps?” He kissed the corner of your mouth. “Or my cock?” He pressed his body to yours and you felt his manhood, hard and ready in the confines of his trousers.
You were on fire, your body humming with need.
“You know what I want,” you crooned, laying down on the edge of the bed, your legs parted and hanging down the side. As much as you loved the child in your womb, some positions became quite tedious as your belly grew. You wished you could feel all of him on top of you but that would be for another time.
He propped your hips up with a cushion and gave you exactly what you wanted. Your breasts bounced with each thrust and his gaze kept darting from them to your face. His hands held your thighs, your hips, your breasts, your belly, any part of your body he could reach. You stiffen, your toes curling,  your hands fisting the sheets and your head so far back he could only see the column of your neck. 
Aemond fucked like he fought. With fiery passion, taking no prisoners.
He had you come multiple times. Again.
Enough to scramble your brain. Again.
He almost made you forget you were cross with him. Almost.
Your head rested on his arm. He traced figures on your shoulder, the pads of his fingers always lingering on the small scars scattered here and there from years of sword training with him. Oh how you missed your morning routine.
He talked of his mother. He spoke of how she tried to reason with him over tea during the afternoon, saying that even she made peace with the King's decisions. The crowned Princes are Targaryens, their dragon eggs hatched, and this and that.
After a moment, he fell silent. You chose your words carefully.
“People wouldn’t say a word if your sister were a man. Her children have as much Targaryen blood as you, Aemond… I don’t think this is about the line of succession… You are still angry about your eye. Punishing your father or Lucerys will never bring it back… it only brings you anger and frustrations. I love you, but I beseech you… Stop fighting, my love.” 
“Seeing you defend them so vehemently makes me want to burn this castle. You are supposed to be on my side. You are my wife,” he protested again, stopping his caresses. You felt his temper rising, but could not bring yourself to calm him down as you usually did.
“I am your wife. I am on your side. But there cannot be sides for this. Your father wants the family to put their differences aside. You are my husband, but he is my King. I have to do as he commands,” you explained. “Do you see the position you put me in?”
He sighed, rubbing his scarred cheek with desperate hands. “Your King was more of a father to them than he ever was to me. They get away with everything. And now? They have the crown! The Throne, Dragonstone, Driftmark… They are glorified, praised even, everything is handed to them on a silver platter while I have nothing.”
It felt like plunging in an icy lake.
Your breath shallowed as his words sinked in. For a moment a vice squeezed your heart in your chest. You felt the ache all the way to your belly, as if the child felt it too.
Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.
Tears pricked your eyes, your stomach turned and you tasted acid in your mouth. You tried to keep your calm but your nerves got the better of you. 
“You have the Riverlands,” you retorted in a surprisingly calm voice as resentment simmered in your veins. “…You have Harrenhal… a court that respects you, vast green lands to roam as you please… You have an army and knights who look up to you… You have a dragon, ‘the largest in the world’ as you remind us all so often…” Your voice started shaking and his expression changed. Color drained from his face as he realized what you meant. “You have me,” you bemoaned, a sob catching in your throat. “So what you are saying is that… all this means nothing to you?”
Choking back tears, you stood up and went to sit in front of your looking glass.
“That is not what I meant—”
 “I would like to sleep alone tonight,” you said in a cold voice. You avoided his stare, brushing carelessly the ends of your tangled curly hair. He stood behind you for a few seconds. You waited for his excuses. You were expecting explanations, reassurance, something, anything.
Nothing could have prepared you for the pain you felt when he kept silent and left. Your heart broke in a million pieces as the wooden door closed behind him with a bang.
For the first time since your adventures in the Stormlands, Aemond did not share your bed.
10 hours before
READER
Your maid woke you up early. You were exhausted and your heart ached as much as your back. You spent the night tossing and turning, no longer used to sleeping alone. You did not have time to bathe either for the whole family was called to the throne room. Now you were cranky, stressed and frustrated as well. 
“An urgent meeting, my lady,” clarified Maeva, emerging from your dressing room holding your favorite blue silk gown with elaborate silver embroideries on the skirt and clasps shaped like flowers. Her eyes darted around the room, surprised to find you alone. You sighed. 
Not long after, you stood beside Helaena as the lords and ladies of the court gathered around the throne. You felt Aemond approaching, his amber and sandalwood scent always giving him away. He was by your side but refrained from holding your hand as he usually did. You were no longer cross, but appreciated he respected your boundaries after the words you spoke.
“We received a raven from Storm’s End,” announced the King. “Lord Boros of House Baratheon heard of Jacaerys and Helaena’s betrothal and feels it is a betrayal, citing past unfruitful negotiations with him. It was once understood that our houses were to join with Prince Aemond marrying one of his daughters.” The whole family turned around to look at your Prince. You grabbed his hand instantly, knowing he hated when that many people stared. “Furthermore, Lord Boros now has an alliance with the Reach since his daughter Maris married Luthor Tyrell of Highgarden.” At the mention of your former betrothed, Aemond laced his fingers to yours, soothingly stroking your skin with his thumb. 
“There is more,” declared your father the Hand, “Lord Boros claims he could stop merchant boats from sailing to King’s Landing if the crown does not offer him some sort of compensation. He seems to believe he could convince the Reach to stop supplying King’s Landing with their grain, meat and fresh food as well.”
“This is preposterous,” thundered Lord Corlys. A brouhaha erupted over your father’s word. People afraid of a siege, knights speaking of doubling the guards at every gates and Prince Daemon snarling he could take down the lord before dinner if he left now with Caraxes and a few gold cloaks.
“Your grace, I propose we send a son from each house to speak to Lord Boros at once. We need to present a united front,” your father suggested wisely.
“I’ll go,” declared Jacaerys in a solemn tone.
“You can’t,” replied Princess Rhaenyra. “You are heir to the Iron Throne after me. We can’t risk it.”
“Prince Lucerys will go,” suggested Prince Daemon. “He is a crowned Prince too, and heir to the Driftwood throne. We need to remind Lord Boros that if he ever plans to rise against the King, he is also rising against Old Town, Harrenhal, Dragonstone, Driftmark and the North as well.” 
They all turned to Aegon who stumbled upon his own feet, eyes wide. He was apparently fetched from an obscure establishment on the street of silk at dawn.
“I drank too much, I can’t go. I’ll fall off Sunfyre.”
“I’ll go,” Aemond volunteered. He looked passive, but you had a bad feeling. He avoided your intense stare as the brouhaha resumed. He kissed your hand and went to his brother before you could say a single word.
AEMOND
Aegon looked at Aemond, both sporting a grave face. “I believe it’s time…” Aemond uttered, resolute but somehow still wishing for his older brother’s approval. “I might…”
“Yes,” Aegon acquiesced, sobering up almost instantly. “Do it. Don’t hesitate.”
Aemond nodded then went back to you. He spent the previous night wallowing in despair, alone, in his old chambers. His father’s carelessness and his nephew's arrogance clouded his judgment. That and the damn eyepatch had him in a tizzy. He used words that were too strong, he expressed himself badly and he hurt you. Again. Sometimes, he wondered if he was better off when he kept silent more.
He reached for your hand once more and apologized sincerely.
“I did not mean you were nothing,” he explained. “You are, in fact, everything.”
Your traits soften as he spoke. A colossal weight lifted from his shoulder when you forgave him and said that you knew he did not mean it. You apologized too and blamed the little dragon growing in you for giving you the temper of one. Even now, your fingers tightened on your belly while the child kept kicking you, testing your limits. 
READER
You lined up on the beach, bidding the Princes a safe journey. They could very well prevent a war today. You tried to smile as you gave your husband a few words of encouragement and requested he be careful since the weather is always unpredictable in the Stormlands.
“Don’t I know it,” he answered, a hand on your cheek. He kissed you passionately and you fought to keep a straight face.
“Just… please, don’t do anything rash,” you implored.
They took flight together and you prayed for an uneventful encounter with Lord Boros. When they were far enough, you finally let your mask fall and clanged to your maid as if she was a crutch.
“Maeva…would you escort me to my room and fetch the maester?” you groaned, the pains getting stronger.
It was two moons too early, but your child was definitely coming.
As you got away, you heard the commotion behind you. You first heard a loud thud. Then Queen Alicent screamed for help. Prince Daemon shoved guards aside to get through. Princess Rhaenyra followed closely behind. You heard the distinct clanking of the gold armor of every guard as they rushed to their King…
6 hours before
AEMOND
Did the weather ever relent in the Stormlands, Aemond wondered as he once again flew in atrocious conditions, rain battering at his face. After a few hours of flight, he found himself in Lord Boros’s gloomy throne room with Lucerys at his side. He put his personal feelings aside as they both tried to reason with the stubborn Lord. 
“You were supposed to marry my Ellyn,” Lord Boros barked at Aemond, pointing at one of his frightened daughters standing beside him. He sat on his throne like he was a King.
Ludicrous.
“I simply found alliances elsewhere,” added Boros.
“Threatening the crown with rebellion is not wise, my lord,” threatened Lucerys.
Aemond looked at his nephew, unreservedly horrified. Threats? Seriously? Menacing Lord Boros was not very wise as well. What was he thinking? Had he not studied basic conversational skills?
Pathetic.
“We solely ask for a temporary truce between…”
And there was the heir to Driftmark. Threatening Boros, then almost begging him to stop his impending siege on King’s Landing.
Ridiculous. 
Aemond was the eloquent one. It was he who studied philosophy, history, warfare and politics. He was Lord of Harrenhal and he was good at it.
“So what do you have to offer? You will marry one of my daughters, boy?” asked Boros, laughing outrageously. “You are so young, you probably still suck at your mother’s tit—”
“If I may, my Lord,” interjected Aemond. Lord Boros' eyes went from Lucerys to Aemond, disdain clear on his face. Even if Aemond did not bear any sentiment toward his sister Rhaenyra, he would not have a lesser lord speak of a Targaryen in that manner. Not to mention that Lucerys’s ineptitude was about to start a damn war. “My brother Aegon, the King’s first born son is looking for a bride. If you were to agree to this union with one of your daughters, they would be heir to the Hightower family seat in Oldtown. They would have vast fertile lands, an army, a fleet, a dragon and dragon eggs for all children that the union may produce. They would also have the King’s ear.”
Lord Boros seemed reluctant, but keened at the mention of dragon eggs and proximity to the King. Aemond spoke and Lord Boros listened. Lucerys stayed silent for the rest of the negotiations. He even looked at Aemond with… was it admiration? Aemond was not sure.
5 hours before
AEMOND
They both exited the castle in silence. Aemond, however, was burning inside. He was outraged that Lucerys almost threw them into a war for his lack of political skills. He suddenly imagined you giving birth while fire rained on the castle during a siege and fury coursed through his veins. Lucerys was the future heir of Driftmark and could not simply hold a conversation with a lord.
Disgraceful. 
“All hail the lord of Driftmark. Trying to have us killed when we were supposed to be negotiating for peace,” drawled Aemond loudly as they reached Vaghar and Arrax on the other side of the castle.
“I’m not as experienced as you, uncle. I feel no shame in admitting it,” answered his nephew who adjusted his hood in the pouring rain. 
“You almost started a war, you inarticulate idiot!” Aemond shouted, fiddling with the pommel of his sword. “I should have known, you are usually the one stupidly starting conflicts.” The eyepatch dug in the ridges of his scar and it put him even more on edge.
“I’m not fighting with you, uncle,” argued Lucerys. “I promised my mother I wouldn’t do anything foolish.” 
“You already took my eye. I would call that foolish enough,” scowled Aemond, giving into his anger. 
Lucerys turned to go to Arrax but stopped when he heard a loud clang of metal on the rocks behind him. Aemond had thrown a knife at his feet. 
“One on one,” Aemond dared him, taking out another knife. “Much more even than four against one, don’t you agree?”
“I’m not fighting with you,” repeated Lucerys, suddenly frightened. He climbed on his dragon and flew away in the blink of an eye.
Aemond scrambled for his knife and mounted Vaghar as fast as he could. “Jikagon tolī zirȳla”. Chase him.
He flew high, knowing Lucerys was close beneath. He hid in the dark clouds and got closer, rain soaking him to the bones. Out of thin air, Vaghar soared and almost devoured Arrax, sending both the small dragon and its rider in a panic. The little dragon plunged down with its rider and flew through cliffs and ravines bordering the coast of the Stormlands in order to hide from the monstrous beast that was Vaghar.
Aemond had to admit it… It felt good. He laughed almost maniacally, closing his eye and letting the rain fall on his face as Vaghar observed the coast. “Jemēla gēlȳni enkā, Taobus!” You owe a dept, boy! 
He could barely see anything in the downpour. He surveyed the beach but there was no sign of them whatsoever. Suddenly, Arrax came from above and spewed fire on Vaghar, missing Aemond by a thread.
“Daor, Arrax! Yne dohaerās!” No, Arrax! Serve me!
But it was too late. Defending her rider, Vaghar roared loud enough to crumble the nearby cliffs and started chasing the smaller dragon. She did not listen to Aemond either when he panicked, pulled on the reins and shouted at her to stop the chase at once.
Vaghar speeded and snapped her mighty jaw so close to Arrax’s tail that the little dragon jerked and threw his rider off his saddle. 
Arrax flew away while Lucerys fell in the raging sea.
Eye wide, Aemond frantically scoured the waters of Shipbreaker Bay. The rain was heavy and made it almost impossible to locate the Prince… if there was something left to locate. Now that Vaghar had calmed down, he circled the area. Utterly mortified.
He realized he was presented with a choice. Revenge was technically in his grasp. Help the crowned Prince or… let him drown. He could even blame it on the weather.
Years of anger coursing through his veins.
Years of living in the shadow of his older sister with no justice served for his eye.
Years of enduring the snarks, the laughter and the wary looks.
Years of pining for the woman he loved when he could have had her all along.
Years of telling everyone his scar just felt numb when sometimes he woke in the middle of the night with lancing pain so strong it made him want to die…
The pain made him say things… do things… It was better now that he rarely wore his eyepatch. They all thought he naturally had a nasty temper, and he played along. It was better than having everyone’s pity on top of their disgust when they looked at him.
Then he thought of you and how terribly empathetic you were. If you knew about the pain… it would kill you. He decided a long time ago that he would spare you that.
Then Aemond spotted Lucerys.
His nephew was alive, not far from the coast, desperately trying to swim through the crashing waves.
It felt like an eternity when in truth, Aemond’s pondering lasted a few seconds. Deep down, Aemond was not the scary monster the court made him out to be. He was not a cold blooded killer. He remembered who he was with you. He remembered his life at Harrenhal. He remembered how happy he was these past moons… He was a scholar. He was a soldier. He was a lover. He was a lemon cake stealer, even. He was going to be a father…
But he was not a murderer.
If the Prince died in these waters today, there would be war. No doubt that Rhaenyra and Daemon would swoop down Harrenhal and melt what was left of the castle with their dragons.
Aemond ordered Vaghar to land in the water. He instructed her to extend a wing so Lucerys could cling onto it until they reached the coast.
The crowned Prince kneeled in the sand, retching and catching his breath. Aemond climbed down the net on the side of Vaghar and slowly walked to him. Lucerys looked up, unsure of his faith but he spoke anyway.
“You had no… no reason to save me… but I’m grateful that you did,” he managed to say.
“Hm…” simply replied Aemond, looking at the horizon. The sun started to pierce the heavy clouds. Lucerys sought to stand but was exhausted. Aemond observed him as he abdicated and sat in the sand.
“…I’m sorry for your eye, Aemond,” Lucerys admitted sincerely. “If I could give it back to you, I would. With time, it became more and more difficult to mend our differences. I cannot imagine what life has been like for you, but know that I think about what I did everyday and how I caused our two families to split. You are right, we are strong boys. But we are Rhaenyra Targaryen’s boys as well. We are your wife’s nephews too.”
Aemond remembered your words. How women were held by questionable standards when men could sire tens of bastards without anyone batting an eyelash. How the knights always underestimated you when you came to train with the sword. How Luthor Tyrell all but treated you like a prized broodmare  when you were destined to be one of the grandest ladies of the realm.
Aemond did not even hate his sister Rhaenyra… but he hated how his father only seemed to care about her and excused all her mistakes. The crowned Princes were indeed Targaryens. That, Aemond accepted by now. But no justice after he was unfairly attacked? No consequences whatsoever for his assailant? That was what hurt Aemond the most.
“I defended my brother, that I will never grieve over. I thought you would kill him. But we were children. Stupid children, might I even say. I wished we could leave the past in the past and work on the future instead. You at Harrenhal. Aeg—”
“Y/n at Harrenhal,” immediately corrected Aemond. “I’m her lord consort.”
“You rule as equal, though,” Lucerys pointed out. “Y/n and you at Harrenhal. Aegon at Oldtown. Me at Driftmark. Joffrey at Dragonstone. Daeron at Winterfell, and Jacaerys and Halaena in King’s Landing. …Think of what we could achieve together.”
True to himself, Aemond was silent.
“Do you forgive me?” Lucerys ultimately asked.
The raging storm started to clear and the noise from the rain eased. Arrax appeared and landed at the other end of the beach, as far as possible from Vaghar. Aemond exhaled… and extended his hand to help Lucerys get up on his feet.
“…I’m tired of being angry all the time,” Aemond answered, taking off his damn itching eyepatch and throwing it as far as he could in Shipbreaker Bay.
Surprisingly, Lucerys looked at his eye instead of the sapphire when he spoke once more.
“…but do you forgive me?”
“I’m not ready to say the words, but I’m done fighting,” Aemond sighed.
2 hours before
AEMOND
Aemond got back to King’s landing first, Lucerys not far behind. Arrax was a small dragon, and not as fast and powerful as Vaghar afterall. His own guards from Harrenhal waited for him at the gates. One of the knights he trained with daily stepped forward.
“My lord, please go to Lady Strong at once. The child is coming.”
Aemond cursed every single step and hallway that separated him from you. Your chambers were so far from the mud gate, it gave him enough time to start panicking again.
It was too soon.
You had two moons left before the child was supposed to be born. He had read everything he could get his hands on about birth. You thought he was overly fussing with you, but he read absolute horrors in those books. Women disregarded and butchered to save the child’s life; labor lasting days with them wailing in agony; mothers appearing absolutely fine then having convulsions and excruciating headaches before they stopped breathing altogether. You even confided in him how your own mother died giving birth alone.
He tried to calm himself down but the day took its toll on him. He nearly killed Lucerys in his wrath. He accused his nephew of almost starting a war then went on to do the same by chasing him with Vaghar. He went close to proving to the realm that he was indeed the monster they thought he was. And now you were giving birth alone while he acted like a complete fool.
Never again.
Aemond nearly broke down the door to your chambers. When his eye fell on your bed, what he found truly horrified him. Blood. Blood everywhere. On your bed. On your nightgown. On your legs. Smothered on your arms as well. Your arms that… held onto a small bundle of cloth, rocking slightly from side to side as you hummed tenderly.
“ARE YOU ALRIGHT?” he bellowed, eye shining with unshed tears.
“Shhh Aemond, seven hells. She just fell asleep!” you chided him in a low voice.
Aemond let out a gasp of relief. He looked down for a moment, fighting the tears that threatened to fall on his cheeks, then rushed to your side. Usually, when you swore like a bravosi sealord, you were all right. “She?”
“She, yes. She is small but healthy,” you murmured, looking at him with loving eyes.
“How long ago?” he asked, as if it mattered now that everything was over.
“Two hours maybe. It went very fast. She just stopped screaming,” you turned to the little bundle of joy in your arms. “You have your father’s temper, don’t you?”
Aemond winced at your playful jab at his temper. He looked at his beautiful baby girl, chasing away any thoughts of what happened in the Stormlands.
Lucerys was unarmed. No war was on the way. You were alive and so was his little girl.
He could not possibly be raising her like this, with fire burning inside. He wanted to teach her High Valyrian. He wanted to fly around the realm on dragonback with her. He wanted her to learn swordplay and combat strategy. 
He stripped from his knife, sword and boots. He climbed in the bed beside you and sat against the headboard, knees propped up to cradle the baby on his legs. He took one small hand in his, looking for missing fingernails or something. But the child was perfect. He brushed the hair on her head. A head of silvery white locks. “She has your curls.”
You chuckled. “Yours as well,” you quipped, your hand pulling on a strand of his hair wavy from the rain. You loved his wavy hair.
He turned his face to you. “Were you alone? Where is everyone?”
“I don’t know. I had the maids and Maester Orwyle with me. I was okay,” you swore.
Where was Maester Mellos? Orwyle was only an Archmaester. He was only in the capital if something happened to old Mellos. Where was your father? You brother? Hells, even Helaena would have come to your bedside too.
“Do you need anything?” he wondered. “I’m fairly good at nicking lemon cakes from the kitchens.”
“I want to bathe and sleep, to be honest,” you confessed with half-lidded eyes. Your maid Maeva approached you, but Aemond insisted on doing it himself. She changed the sheets instead. 
Aemond handed your sleeping daughter to your wet nurse and walked you to the bath. He washed your hair, massaged your back and kissed the top of your head. You enjoyed his loving touch as he helped you to your nightgown, brushed your hair and tucked you into bed. He did it all in silence, but he knew you felt the love and devotion emanating from his every pore.
“How did it go with Lord Boros?” you promptly asked, reminding him of his eventful day.
“It went… Well there will be no war,” he confirmed, but he saw the curiosity in your eyes. “I’ll tell you in the morning. Now rest. I’ll be back shortly.”
“Ēdrugon isse īlva bed bisa bantis,” you said sleepily, grabbing his hand. Sleep in our bed tonight.
“Yes, my love. Emā ñuha bantior, daor nārhēdegon.” You claimed my nights, remember.
1 hour before
AEMOND
Now that he knew you were well, Aemond had only one thing in mind: getting rid of his wet clothes. He had to be presentable before he spoke to his father, the hand and Aegon at the very least… and to brave whatever may come to him when Lucerys would tell Rhaenyra and Daemon what transpired in the Stormlands. He should be back by now.
Although, when he got out of your chambers, Aegon waited for him in the corridor. Strangely sober. Before Aemond could ask what he was doing there, Aegon waved a hand, an invitation to follow him.
“Come. It’s father.”
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When they entered the royal chambers, Aemond found his mother praying in front of the giant seven pointed star she had installed near the bed. As soon as she saw him, she hugged him with a strength he did not know her. “It’s his heart,” she cried. “It beats too faintly. It’s been like that for a week now, we had to move fast to discuss the line of succession and… oh please go to him, Aemond. Speak with him before it’s too late, I beg you.”
Unsure, Aemond joined the others. His siblings were all sitting around the bed, including Rhaenyra. Daemon was there, Aemond’s nephews and nieces as well. Lucerys stood beside his brothers, completely drenched too. Aemond stared at him briefly, assessing the situation. Lucerys shook his head. 
They don’t know yet.
When he met Aegon’s stare again, Aemond nodded slightly. Aegon nodded back, confirming he understood his fate was sealed in Storm’s End.
Aemond came to his father’s side, still shook at the news that he was dying and kept it a secret. He was conscious, but his ragged breath was alarming.
“Aemond, my son,” he wheezed. Aemond spoke as an emissary would.
“Father, we negotiated an allianc—” 
“He,” corrected Lucerys. “He negotiated an alliance.”
Aemond looked at him attentively. Lucerys nodded, urging him to continue. “…I negotiated an alliance with Lord Boros to make the kingdom stronger. Aegon’s future is secured in Old Town with Ellyn Baratheon at his side. There will be no war, no siege on King’s Landing and no blockade in the Narrow Sea.”
There was a collective sigh of relief. “That is… w…wonderful news, Aemond,” the King whispered. “I knew you were… the best man for the job. You’ve become… a … fine young lord.”
Aemond was silent, eye wide, unsure if he heard correctly.
“Out of all my children… you were the diligent one. Always studying… always learning… eager to prove himself a true Targaryen… And now, you saved us from a war… I’m so proud of what you have become.”
Aemond looked at his mother in disbelief, shocked at the words he heard. She had a faint smile.
“You were right… I have been a poor father to you… I only wished I had more time to… make things right… To apologize properly… meanwhile, I… I have something for you.”
The King gestured to his bedside table. Aemond gazed around but did not see what he could possibly be looking for. Daemon approached and grabbed the long sword leaning on the wall.
He unsheathed it and the Valyrian steel glimmered in the faint light from the sunset. Aemond took the precious sword in his hand and admired the handiwork.
“I give you Blackfyre, Aemond… a fine sword for a fine lord and warrior… you are definitely worthy of this sword… know that I never wanted you… to feel like you did not matter…”
Aemond’s vision started to blur. He blinked quickly, trying to gain some composure while listening to his father’s harsh breath. 
He was a father too now. He read countless books on the subject. He was bound to make mistakes as well. He will probably lose his mind when little lords will try to woo his daughter with lemon cakes, mainly because that was what he did. He knew he could not go forth if he still clung on grudges like these. Then and there, Aemond made the silent promise of being everything his little girl needed him to be.
And it began with forgiveness.
“I accept your apology, father,” Aemond breathed faintly. He heard his mother sob somewhere behind him. “I forgive you… and you are the first to know that my wife just gave birth to a healthy baby girl.”
“Oh… a granddaughter… I am… delighted…”
And with these few words, a faint smile curling his lips, the King drew his last breath. On the third day of the third moon of 129 AC, King Viserys, first of his name, died in his bed. His heart stopped beating, leaving his entire family, and the realm, in grief.
And here he was...
Standing between his mother and sister beside an empty Throne as Grand Maester Mellos announced the death of his father to the people of the court. For a second, he envied you. He instructed the guards to let you sleep. You needed rest, not to climb up so many stairs.
Lucerys joined his brothers amidst the announcement. He hurried to his chambers to change from his wet clothes. Wise.
Aemond’s mother went to the other side of the throne, to Rhaenyra. They both embraced and cried in each other’s arms. Jacaerys also changed sides to go to Helaena. He offered her his hand. She took it and let him kiss her cheek. 
Suddenly, both sides of the family blurred into one. Aegon and Jacaerys shook hands. Daeron went to Joffrey and Baela. Rhaena came to Aemond, bowed her head and extended her hand to him. He took it and they silently ended their quarrel.
In a way, it was sad that it took the death of the King to unite both sides of the family at last. They all comforted each other until Daemon approached Rhaenyra, holding in his hand his brother’s golden crown.
Aemond’s sister went to sit on the Iron Throne and Daemon crowned her Queen Rhaenyra, First of Her Name, Queen of the Andals, the Rhoynar and the First Men, Lady of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm. Daemon kneeled first, and the people of the court bent the knee subsequently, pledging fealty and allegiance to their new Queen.
While the people celebrated, the tall doors opened once more.
READER
Holding your baby girl in your arms, your brother helped you walk up to the royal family.
“Aemond,” you breathed as you reached him and hugged him with one arm, your daughter peacefully cooing in the other. “Seriously, my love? ‘Let her sleep’?” 
“You need rest,” he explained, eye glistening.
“Your father and my King died. I’ll rest after. I’m a strong lady, you know that.”
“All too well, I’m afraid,” he abdicated, stroking the white locks on his little girl’s head.
“Well, we are strong as well, but not as strong as you y/n. You should indeed rest,” jested Jacaerys, impressed that you would climb all those steps to join them.
Aemond’s mother found the energy to come and congratulate you. She wanted to hold her first grandchild and you let her. She went to Prin— Queen Rhaenyra and they both admired the deep purple of her eyes. With your arms free, you hugged Aemond properly. He inhaled the scent of your hair and tightened his embrace around your tender waist. You were uncomfortable, but holding him was more important to you. Especially when you felt his tears dampening your silk shift.
He only let you go only when Lucerys approached to have a word. For a minute, you thought you were dreaming when Aemond thanked him for not telling Rhaenyra and Daemon about the chase in the stormlands. 
A chase? What chase?
“I told them you went ahead while Arrax struggled in the weather. They are angry because you came back without me and they imagined all sorts of things… I told them that you would never harm me.”
“When it came to it… I couldn’t.”
What?!, you thought, eyebrows raised to your hairline.
“At the risk of repeating myself, I apologize. For everything,” reiterated the crowned Prince.
“...I accept your apology, nephew,” absolved Aemond.
You had never been so confused in your entire life.
AEMOND
Aemond was unsure how he felt about losing his father, especially after the kind words he spoke in the end, but he knew that the time came to leave the past behind. He needed to make the future a better place. For everyone.
Lucerys bowed his head and took his leave.
“What happened in the Stormlands?” you inquired, worrying.
“I’ll tell you later, let’s get back to your chambers,” replied Aemond, wrapping an arm around your shoulders.
“No, I want to know now,” you insisted.
“There was a storm, you see. We had to take shelter at an inn, with only one bed—”
“Aemond!” you chastised, refusing to move until he answered.
“What a temper, you have, my lady Strong. I’m afraid I’m a terrible influence,” he teased, kissing you before you could curse at him.
When you went to fetch your daughter, the rest of the royal family offered their congratulations. You went to bend the knee to your Queen but she immediately grabbed you, saying you did not need to in your condition. You always liked Queen Rhaenyra, even if you never spent much time with her when you were younger.
As you looked at the entire family, you smiled knowing the bridges had been mended.
12 moons later
READER
You stood on top of the castle walls, shivering… but not because of the cold. In fact, a warm wind blew in your curly hair as you glanced down at the people of the court walking in the inner yard and entering Harrenhal. While they could only see their Lady surveying the castle grounds from that angle, no one could in fact imagine that your Prince was on his knees, wedged between the wall and you.
“Aemond, please,” you pleaded, closing your eyes as if it would give you strength, one of your hands messing his not-so-perfect hair now.
“Hm?” you heard, the vibrations sending shivers down your spine, making you gasp out loud.
Of course he chose this moment to keep silent. You could only pray you were perched high enough so the lord and ladies could not see the faces you made as Aemond thoroughly ravaged you with his tongue and fingers.
“We have to join the p—people,” you shuddered, the pace of his fingers quickening. “...they are wa— wa—waitin—oh gods!” you stammered, out of breath as immense pleasure hit you all at once. You collapsed on the low wall, muffling your cries in the sleeve of your dress as your orgasm ripped through you, destroying in its wake every last ounce of control you futilely clinged onto.
Aemond could not care less that you crushed him against the stone wall. He held you tight and kept stroking you with his fingers at an excruciating pace, making sure you lost every bit of your sanity as well. Your whole body shivering, your first orgasm quickly blended into a second one.
A bigger one, looming in like a tidal wave. One you could feel coming, long and slow, thoroughly engulfing you until you had no choice but to weigh it out. It crashed into you hard. It was devastating. Your jaw hanging, you could no longer produce any sound. You felt it in your whole body this time… and it kept going, and going, and going. It was like you were stuck in an unending cycle of pleasure.
If it were not for his strong embrace, you would have collapsed on the rampart. You felt light headed and started to lose consciousness. Only then did Aemond slowed down his assault on your cunt and peppered your thighs with kisses and small bites. 
“If you ever do this again… no, when, when you do this again… please do it in our bed. I can’t be fainting in front of our people,” you whimpered.
He did not answer but he pulled on your hands to have you sit on his lap instead, your dress pooling around the both of you.
“Please, my love, we have to go inside, they will look for us!”
“One more. Give me one more,” he insisted, sitting against the wall, rummaging through the many layers of your skirt to free his manhood from his trousers. “I want to see your face.” He notched his cock between your legs and pushed your thighs down until you swallowed him whole, hard and fast.
He groaned as you cried out. He wrapped his arms around your waist to keep you arched and flush against his chest. He pumped up into your core and you luxuriated in every second of it.
“Aemond!”, a strangled cry.
“Take it,” he growled.
Fully impaled on him, you felt your orgasm build deep and fast. Your fingers dug into his shoulders and your head tipped back on a low moan. His lips brushed your shoulder and kissed the little scars you had here and there. In return, you kissed his scarred cheek like your life depended on it. Your arms went around his shoulder as you sinked into each other, both chasing your releases. 
You tightened around his cock and he whimpered.
“Come.” His thrusting got faster and you wailed in his ear.
“Come, my love.” Your vision blurred, tears springing to your eyes.
“Come now.” He forced you to look at him as you screamed.
The coil in your stomach snapped abruptly, your orgasm having you practically convulsing. You collapsed against him. He let go of your head and you shoved your face in his long silvery hair, sobbing against his shoulder. He slammed up with his hips, fucking you mercilessly through it, your face twisted in pleasurable agony gave him the final push he needed. He buried himself to the hilt and cried out his own release. His warm cum filled you, dripping out and down on his thighs.
Your knees were ruined. You felt the pain more and more as pleasure left your trembling core. You whined in his arms when he slipped out of you. He cupped your face with both hands to keep you on his lap a little longer. “Look at me again.”
So you did. The midday sun hit his sapphire and hundreds of little blue lights danced around you. He had so much love in his eye it made you smile.
He pressed his lips to yours one last time. Afterall, Aemond and you had to get back inside the castle. The festivities would begin shortly. 
Aemond helped you stand up and you walked to the great hall. You avoided certain hallways for you feared he would drag you into one of his favorite dark alcoves to make an even bigger mess out of you. After nearly two years of marriage, he was as insatiable as the first day he had you.
A few hours had gone by since you summoned the lords and ladies to the great hall. Your brother and other knights arrived, followed by the entirety of the royal family. Queen Rhaenyra and Prince Daemon lead the way. 
Aemond joined his brothers and sister. Aegon smirked at the state of Aemond’s hair but did not comment on it. The Queen Mother, however, came quickly to brush it with her fingers, scolding her son for his impropriety.
Now that was your fault. You have been a terrible influence for years now.
Dangling somewhere between pride and elation, Aemond held his head high. Without his eyepatch on, he did not hear laughs and jeers for once. Even if he did, nothing could put a damper on this day. 
In the end, he did confide in you that his scar hurt sometimes. You were pained at the revelation but urged him to try the same oils and flowers you used when you carried your first child.
So he did. And it worked.
He was a changed man. What you thought was a bad temper was him being on edge every time his scar hurt. Now that he discarded his eyepatch once and for all, he found himself nearly free of pain and able to enjoy life as he should.
You hooked an arm through his and sneaked a peek at the rest of the royal family, gathered on the other side of the room. Queen Rhaenyra stood beside Prince Daemon who held in his arms their latest daughter Princess Visenya. The Dowager Queen Alicent had your daughter perched on her hip, wishing to introduce her to her baby cousin. 
To your surprise, Prince Aegon and Ellyn Baratheon fell in love. Just like Aemond, Aegon’s life changed for the better when he left King’s Landing to live in Old Town with his wife. He sobered up and Ellyn gave birth not three moons before to twin sons. 
Prince Jacaerys laughed with his wife, Princess Helaena, who was expecting their first child in less than a moon. His younger brothers, Prince Lucerys and Joffrey, stood beside their betrothed Lady Baela and Rhaena. They will marry in the upcoming year. While some quietly exchanged some words with each other, they all had something in common…
…they had their eyes set on Aemond and you.
Though, it was no surprise why. Lords and ladies as well as knights flooded the throne room. You invited them all to celebrate your daughter’s first name day. But that was not all…
Maester Sylvan walked to the front of the dais and cleared his throat. “Even though it is Lady Alaena Targaryen’s first name day, we are gathered here today in great delight, for any day the Mother is blessing us with a life is a joyful day.” Aemond’s mother rushed to your side, firmly holding your laughing daughter in her arms. She stared at you both with anticipation. “Lady Y/n Strong and Prince Aemond are expecting their second child and heir in six moons from this day!” the Maester announced and the hall erupted in cheers.
Still, you were half listening. Maester Sylvan’s words almost felt like distant noises. You had one of those moments where you realized how far you had come and how wonderfully happy you were.
After the birth of your daughter— and as a sign of good will— Princess Rhaenyra gifted you a dragon egg. It hatched three months after it was placed in the cradle. Since then, Vaghar presented you with a fresh clutch of eggs too. Enough for your second child and Aegon’s twins.
Aemond had another special saddle made for Vaghar so he could securely take you and your daughter on adventures in the neighboring lands. He took Lady Rhaena for a flight too, wishing for her to fly one last time on her late mother’s dragon. 
He trained with his nephews again when they visited Harrenhal or when they invited you to Dragonstone and Driftmark. They were eager to spend time with you as well.
The Dowager Queen Alicent stayed in King’s Landing and found comfort in scriptures, her children, grandchildren and her friendship with Queen Rhaenyra. 
Lastly, when Luthor Tyrell held a tournament in the honor of his firstborn son, Aemond insisted you go. This time, he took part in the tournament. You cheered when he won both the sword fight— cutting poor Luthor’s sword in half with Blackfyre— and the joust— knocking him off his horse, his armor getting caught in the horse’s reins, dragging his insufferable arse back to the stables where it belonged. That night, you made love to Aemond not once, not twice, but thrice, knowing you made the right choice when you fought for him.
Needless to say, when you approached this sad little dragon-less boy who read alone in the library 11 years before… you did not imagine he would be the one bringing you so much joy today. And knowing you were the one brightening his days always had you emotional. Because he was everything to you.
Your friend. Your Prince. Your husband. Your love.
To say that Aemond’s whole life changed in the span of a few moons was certainly an understatement. He now had everything he had ever wished for and more. 
At long last, Aemond Targaryen found peace. All thanks to you.
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Thank you for reading!
I wanted to give Aemond a happy ending. I also realized I could in fact give a happy ending to everybody and a relatively nice death to Viserys. I don’t know about you, but I read the book and it felt really good to write this fix-it. Sorry if I toyed with your emotions throughout the story. I couldn't possibly unalive the reader during childbirth, come on. I promised you a HEA.
I was in a 12 year writing slump before I wrote Deserving, Indulging and Striving. I will write more about Aemond. Probably some smutty drabbles, imagines and one shots. This fictional man has me in a chokehold.
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Survive - HoTD Zombie Apocalypse AU - HoTD x F!Reader PT 4
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Warning: death, zombies, birthing, cursing
A/n: THE END OF AN ERA! sorry it's about 500 words shorter than my other chapters but I'm happy with it.
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It's been 5 years since the start of the outbreak, since we lost so many people. We've gotten along pretty fair considering the circumstances. We've fortified the cabin and surrounding acres of land, made it safer and the fences stronger. We've even taken in some stragglers before they set off, our little cabin acts as a halfway point/resource center for those still around. Life is good. 
"Hello my dear wife," Aemond says as he comes into our shared room, "and how is our little ass kicker?" He gently places a hand on my swollen belly. 
"They are kicking my bladder every hour on the hour, it's as though they know it annoys me to no end," I laugh. I begin to stand from the vanity with Aemond's help, "how is the fence holding up? I know last month it was starting to cave in slightly." 
"We were able to reinforce it, Jace and Aegon went into winterfell and found stronger fences"
"Good, it'll be good to add some perimeter to the current fence so we can add the garden into the fence for extra security," I say while we walk out of the room.
There are always new faces, survivors from all across westeros. Dornish folk who had come this way in search of supplies or any news of what may have happened. 
We have been able to share information and trade supplies. In the last five years that word spread, of a group of Samaritans, who help those as well as shelter anyone in need. 
Alys Rivers is one of the people we have sheltered, she is knowledgeable in herbal medicine. She is Jace and Joffery’s cousin and had received word that we were surviving and she was able to find us.
Aemond has his hand on my lower back to help guide me down the stairs   
“Good morning Alys!” I say as I see the woman talking with Jace in a corner. 
“Morning, is the tea I've brewed helping with your morning sickness?” she asks while excusing herself from Jace. 
"Yes, the tea is working so well! I truly appreciate you and you medicinal knowledge, it's been a huge help," I tell her while holding both of her hands. 
"And remember, when the time comes and you need to have Aemond or anyone get me, I've delivered plenty of babies helping my mother back in Harrenhal. Before all this" she gestured. 
"Of course! I would never trust anyone else with helping deliver my baby" I say as I run a hand over my swollen belly, "well I have to be off, Nyra and I are going to be in the garden, we have some tending to do," 
"Well if you need anything, just shout," she says while giving me a hug and then walking away.
"Aemod, do you mind helping me out to the garden?" 
He smiles as he leaves a new visitor's side making his way to me. 
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Nyra and I were tending the garden, rather she was while I watched the littles, being nine months pregnant was difficult but I still wanted to be of use. The garden was just outside the cabin's gates so Nyra and I were armed.
"So have you and Aemond thought of a name for the little one yet?" 
I laugh, "well we want to wait to see-" a scream cuts me off. I ready my knife, I look to see one of the dead breach into the garden. The scream came from little Aegon. He comes rushing to us uninjured. I stab the thing in the skull. Turning towards Nyra only to see a dead thing approaching and as if on instinct I push her and Aegon out of the way, only to be bitten in the shoulder before stabbing that one in the skulls as well. 
"Fuck," I feel a gushing between my legs, seeing liquid below me, "Nyra, the baby!" 
"Shit, Y/n why did you do that my sweet girl, it's going to be ok. Rhaena! Get Aemond and Alys! Come sweetling you need to lay down," 
I do as Nyra says and lay in the lush greens of the garden, the pain in my shoulder causing me to wince. I begin my breathing. 
"Ok, sweet girl I'm going to need you to push ok? On three. One, two, Three! Push!" Alys says as she quickly kneels down by my legs, ripping away my underwear. 
I push with all my might. "Hgh! Fuck! Where is Aemond, he needs to be here!" 
"I'm right here my love," he says as he grabs my hand.
"OK now big push!" Alys says as she moves more of my dress out of the way. 
"FUCK!" I scream, pushing as hard as I can as I feel something come out of my body. A baby cries. I laughed exhaustedly, looking down at the baby in Alys arms. 
"It's a boy, it's a beautiful healthy baby boy," she says smiling at me. 
"A boy," Aemond says, kissing my forehead.
"Luke, I want to name him Luke," I say as Alys brings him to Aemond. 
"Oh sweet girl," Nyra says as she coos over Luke and kisses my forehead. 
"Oh fuck I have to push again," I moan out. 
"What? A-another baby?" Aemond asks, shocked.
"It could be the after birth," Nyra says going back into place, "now push" 
I push again, and another crying baby is heard. I can feel the tears fall from my eyes, happiness and sadness all mixed. Happiness that my babies are healthy, sadness because I would never be able to watch them grow up. 
"Visenya, she should be named Visenya," I say smiling at Nyra before wincing in pain, "I want to hold them at least once." I whimper out.
Nyra and Aemond hand me both Luke and Visenya, "hi little ones, I'm y-your mother, I have waited for you for years and to finally meet you! I'm sorry I can't be with you for the rest of your lives but you will be loved." I kiss both of their heads and look up at Aemond, "I'm ready," 
I smile up at him sadly as I watch the tears fall from his own eyes. He kisses me, our tears mixing as they fall to the ground together. 
"Nyra please take them, I can't have them here as I do this," he sobs out. 
Nyra kisses my own forehead just before she leaves, tears in her own eyes as she carries our children away. 
"I need you to-to know there are letters I wrote to them. In this world we now live in we have to be prepared for anything." I laugh, "so I have them under our bed and I want you to give it to them when they are older," 
"I will. I love you so much Y/n," Aemond says as he kisses me once more. He brings out his own pistol and places it against my forehead. 
"I love you, I'll never stop loving you," he sobs out. 
I take a deep breath in. 
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Aemond stayed there in the garden, cradling Y/n's head in his lap. Screaming out at the world. He walks back towards the cabin. Face stoic as he enters. Tears are had as his children are held by both Helaena and Cregan. Alicent runs up to her son and pulls him in close. He lets his walls down and cries into her shoulder. 
The Stark/Targaryen/Velaryon clan close into a huddle as they all mourn their family member Y/n Stark. A strong woman who in the face of an apocalypse saved those she could and avenged those she couldn't. She was a leader and a lover, someone who would have been a great mother to her two dear children. She will be missed but never forgotten. For now though, the family had two new members to look after and care for. 
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“Papa! Mama left these for us, we found them while we were playing!” A grown 6 years of age Visenya says while running up to Aemond, holding a journal. Her twin Luke is not far behind. Both children share the dark hair color and eye color of their Stark mother while they have the sharp features of their Targaryen father. 
“Is that so? Well then, why don't I read it to you while you go to sleep?”  Aemond says as he picks up his children and guides them to their beds, “Everyone in bed and ready for a story?” 
The twins shake their heads vigorously. Aemond goes to take a seat on  Luke's bed. 
"To my future children, I'm your mother, a member of the great house Stark. I want to tell you all the things about my life in Winterfell and the life I have lived with your father. I'm sorry if the reason you are reading this means I'm no longer with you," Aemond chokes up on that line, Visenya, and Luke cuddles up to their father "but you must know that I love you very much. Now let me begin from when I first met your father," 
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Ending 2: An Impossible Marriage
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Summary: You make a choice and stay.
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You woke up with a start in the middle of the night, not remembering where you were immediately. For a moment, the soft sheets under your hands felt like a trap, until you spotted Aemond next to you, sleeping.
You’d never seen him sleep before. Somehow, it was strange to see him so peaceful. Aemond had never been peace, even as a child. And yet, it looked like he hadn’t seen a lick of violence in all his days.
It wasn’t true. You felt cold suddenly, and the fact that you had woken up felt like a sign. You couldn’t kill Aemond, and this night would always be a weakness. But you could still fight. You could still try to make good what you’d done, for your Queen.
Somehow, you knew that leaving now would be a better revenge than whatever Daemon could do to make Queen Alicent pay for Lucerys. Daemon couldn’t reach Aemond, but you could.
Still, it felt like your ankles were in iron fetters as you slipped off the bed, searching for an escape. Instead, your eyes landed on a table, with the things on it that had been taken from you when you were captured.
They were stacked and folded neatly, arranged methodically and yet it felt like Aemond had built an altar for you.
You couldn’t do it. You couldn’t leave him.
You tried to pick up the sword, tried to put on your things, but it was too heavy in your guilty hands and clattered to the ground. You followed, scrambling onto your knees before freezing with terror. Tears pricking at your eyes, you let the blade go.
“What are you doing?” Aemond demanded from the bed.
“Leaving. Or at least, I tried. I cannot do it, Aemond.”
Immediately, he was by your side, cupping your chin with his slender hand and tilting it up at you.
“Marry me.” He asked again. “I will give you the Seven Kingdoms my love, I promise you.”
“I don’t want the Seven Kingdoms, Aemond.” You said. “I want a roof above my head, and food in my belly. The ambitions of the common folk do not reach for the throne.”
“Then I shall give you a kingdom of my making.” He replied.
“I will marry you.” You agreed. “But that means I want you to be with me, alive.”
There was a slight smirk on Aemond’s face as he picked you up and carried you back towards the bed.
“I can promise you no such thing, my Queen.”
You laughed at the ridiculous title, lying your head on Aemond’s chest. His heart was hammering underneath the skin, and you smiled.
“Are you nervous?” you asked. When Aemond did not respond, you lifted your head to look at him.
“Impossible. Aemond Targaryen, the prince of the Seven Kingdoms is nervous.”
“Go to bed woman.” Aemond teased back, pulling you into his arms.
***
The next morning, Aemond wasn’t in the bed when you woke up. Instead, a knock at the door woke you up.
Groggily, you opened it only a little, peering outside.
“The prince asked me to draw you a bath, m’lady.” A young girl said from the other side. She was holding two buckets of water in her hands, drops falling onto the stone tiles as she swayed with the weight.
Quickly, you opened the door, taking the buckets from the girl before she could protest and dumping them into the copper tub you’d spotted at the end of the room.
“I’ll help you with the rest. They’re too heavy for you.”
“There’s no need, m’lady.” The girl chirped, but you shook your head.
“I’m not a lady. Just common folk, like you.”
“The prince insisted you are the most noble of women. He must like you very much then.” She concluded.
“I suppose so. Then let us fetch the water together at least.” You replied, and the girl gave you a small grin.
After you’d pulled some clothes over your shift, she led you through the vast corridors of Harrenhal and into the kitchen, where servants were warming up water for you. You shook your head at Aemond’s excessiveness, remembering the giant tubs they had here.
He probably did not know better, the rich noble he was.
The girl stayed at your side, turning around when you sunk into the tub, but staying to ‘attend to you’. You could see that she was excited about serving a lady, even if you weren’t one, so you let her stay.
“Are you like the warrior Queen? Vinesya?” she asked shyly after she’d spotted a long scar on your arm.
“Her name was Visenya. I am a soldier.” You replied. “But that scar is from my childhood. My father is a blacksmith, and a smithy isn’t a place to run around in.”
“A blacksmith?” she asked enthusiastically.
“Yes.”
“So is my father! He made the armor for the prince, and for Ser Harwin Strong. I wasn’t even born then.” She chittered on. You let her hand you the soap and dance around you with shifts and expensive dresses, and by the end of it, she was practically glowing with happiness.
“He has had a gift made for you.” She said suddenly, dashing out of the room and into the hallways, returning with a stunning ring. A dark sapphire sparkled in the middle of it, encased by fine metalwork. You didn’t have to be a smith’s daughter to tell that this ring was worth a fortune.
“Thank you.” You said, and she nodded, leaving you in the room. You ran your hand over the smooth edges of your stay. The shift you were wearing was so white it was no doubt new, and when you slipped the expensive ring onto your finger, you felt like royalty.
“I see you received my gift.” Aemond murmured behind you, letting the door fall closed after him. His hands slipped onto your shoulders, one encircling your waist and the other holding up your newly bejewled hand.
“It suits you.” He said, gently turning you around. “My beautiful girl.”
“It is too much.” You replied.
“Not for a future queen.”
“Are you still going on about that? What skills do I even have to make a good one?” you laughed.
“You’re dutiful, and just and humble. You know the common folk, women and soldiers alike and have a heart for children.”
“I cannot read well, or know much of diplomacy. Neither have I learned anything of statecraft.” You argued.
“I will teach you.” Aemond promised. “You will be the best queen the Seven Kingdoms has ever seen.”
“Aemond.” You began. “Don’t reach for such high ambitions. Kings and Queens live and die far too quickly. Wouldn’t you rather live a quiet life?”
“You know that is not me.” He snapped.
“I know. But you cannot make me your queen. Your wife, yes, but I will never reach for that cursed throne as you wish to. Take me as I am or leave me be.”
You saw his jaw set as he thought about it for a minute.
“What about another throne?”
You rolled your eyes, but as you saw how serious Aemond was, you gave him a small smile. “Fine. You shall have another throne then.”
“Right now, I shall have you as my wife.” Aemond replied. Stepping back, he revealed a small package to you, and when you opened it, the most intricate dress you’d ever seen looked back at you.
“Which seamstress managed to make this so quickly?” you asked, baffled. Aemond stared down at the ground with no response.
“Did you…?” you began, and Aemond stopped you.
“Yes, I had it done early.”
You took your time to unravel the dress and admire the work that had been done on it. When you looked at it, you weren’t quite sure whether you were looking at armor or gown – gold embroidery covered the bodice, and golden shoulder caps resembling armor were sown on as well, with greater skill than you would ever achieve.
The gold glinted in the morning sun, and you could not imagine the sum Aemond had taken from the crown’s coffers to have this made. You supposed it was good for the Blacks.
“It’s beautiful.” You said.
“I’ll help you put it on.” Aemond replied, carefully helping you into the dress. While he was lacing it, you could hear your own heart hammering, still in disbelief that this was happening
“Did you wait this long to release me so that the dress would be complete?” you asked.
“Rumours would have spread if I’d released and kept you, love. I wanted to make the preparations as best I could.”
“Hmm.” You replied
“Are you stealing that from me?” Aemond asked.
“Perhaps I am just spending too much time with my betrothed.” You laughed, feeling your skin turn to goosebumps as Aemond’s fingers gently swiped your hair out of the way to finish closing your dress.
“You look beautiful.” He said.
“You’re not too bad yourself. Tell me, does your wedding doublet have fine gold embroidery as well?”
“Black and red was planned. Apparently, the new cloak for you is almost done as well.” Aemond replied. His fingers tapped impatiently against your dress, and you reached up to take his hand.
“Go check on it.” You said with a slight smile.
“There’s no need.” Aemond replied.
“I can see it in your eye. Go.”
He rolled it in response, but as soon as you let his hand go, he slipped from the room. His nervosity had transferred onto you, and you failed as you tried to braid your hair with shaking hands. No matter. You’d never liked the tight styles anyway.
You went for something that resembled Princess Helaena’s hairdos more, braiding the hair along your crown and out of your face. You were barely finished when the door burst open again.
“Aemond?” you asked, turning around, but you faced an unfamiliar face instead.
“My lady.” He greeted, bowing quickly.
“Who are you?”
“A messenger.” He replied. A spy. You heard. For which side?
“Go on then, what is your message?” you demanded.
“Your father. He has been beheaded for treason.”
You felt your knees give out, and the messenger stumbled forward to catch you.
“My lady?”
“Who?”
“Sorry, I don’t understand.” He said.
“Who sentenced and killed him?” you asked again.
“Prince Daemon. The sentence was carried out yesterday.”
“Leave me. Please.”
You should have expected it. You should have known that this would happen. Your brothers and mother you’d mourned when you heard of the king’s death. Your father…
He had always been complicated to you, preferring his sons like every man. Teaching them his craft, gifting them his knowledge. But he’d doted on you as well, let you run free and scrape your knees when other fathers were already marrying their children off.
He’d let you wield the weapons he made, for he knew that you loved to fight. He’d let you choose whom to love.
And now he was gone. It shouldn’t feel strange, and yet it was unfathomable. The messenger was gone, and you sat in this chamber of riches with a father you’d betrayed.
Aemond appeared silently, and you only noticed it when his arms enveloped you, gently pulling you to his chest.
There was a silent understanding between the two of you. His hands found your back, rubbing in circles in an attempt to soothe you.
“My love.” He whispered. “I shall become a kinslayer for you once more.”
You looked up slowly, your hands finding his face, cradling his jaw. You knew your fingers were ice cold, but Aemond did not flinch.
“Make him burn.” You said coldly. “End this war.”
There was a small smile on Aemond’s face as he helped you up.
“I shall raise you up into greatness, my love, and then you’ll make them all face justice yourself.” He promised.
Just then, queenship did not sound like a burden too heavy.
***
Your ceremony wasn’t grand. There was a septon, the people of Harrenhal and the two of you. No one handed you over. There were no men left that you could have belonged to.
You wore no maiden’s cloak, for it would have been a lie. And yet, when you spoke your vows, they were a promise you meant to keep.
“With this kiss I pledge my love.” Aemond said. Distantly, you heard your own voice echo his words. His lips tasted like a promise, and not that of a gentle man.
No feast followed. Aemond meant to make good on your promise, and left the inhabitants of Harrenhal to prepare your departure. Soon enough, news of your marriage would reach the ends of the realm.
You weren’t giving yourself any illusions. This marriage would be seen as a sham. There had been no time for a consummation afterward, but still, House Baratheon would likely take offense to it.
The castle was left under the rule of Alys Rivers, a Strong bastard. She had been the woman to dress you before she took you to Aemond. It was said that she dabbled in magic, and sometimes, you thought you could see a glimpse of red behind her brown eyes.
Good. That meant the castle would hold.
Aemond led you to Vhagar, assuring you that the dragon would not eat you on sight. You’d exchanged your wedding dress and cloak for riding leathers, same as Aemond, but you still felt your heart hammer in your chest as you approached the beast.
He led your hand as you touched her scales, hot under your skin. It reminded you that dragons were fire made beasts, and your nervosity only grew as Aemond helped you up the ropes and into Vhagar’s saddle.
He secured you tightly, and that eased your nerves only slightly. You heard him shout commands to Vhagar, and your knuckles turned white around the edge of the saddle as the giant beast began to move, heaving herself into the sky.
“Gods.” You whispered, trying to keep yourself from screaming, and Aemond laughed as you grabbed onto him.
“Don’t let me fall.” You threatened.
“Never.” Aemond replied, but he pulled Vhagar up, until she rose into the sky almost vertically, and this time, you screamed. After a while, you felt your fear ease up, and be replaced with something akin to exhilaration, only that the taste of danger clung to your tongue, tasting like fire.
“Make her do the thing.” You shouted to Aemond.
“What thing?” he asked.
“Are you seriously asking me that atop a dragon?” you replied, and Aemond laughed again.
“Dracarys, Vhagar.” He shouted, and the old she-dragon made a ball of fire appear in the sky. Aemond dove down, and you watched as the ground came closer, your stomach plummeting with your height. He pulled her up again, but you turned around and smacked him against his chest.
“How dare you!”
“It was fun, wasn’t it?”
“I felt like I was going to die!”
“That’s the point.”
“I don’t particularly enjoy your point.” You told him accusingly. Aemond kissed your jaw softly, as if to soothe you, and you felt only slightly angry at the fact that it worked.
Landscapes turned into a blur of green and brown beneath you, passing quicker than you had imagined possible, until you finally reached King’s Landing. As soon as you landed, Alicent Hightower ran towards Vhagar. She hadn’t seen you. Yet.
“Aemond!” she shouted. “Aegon is dead! He was poisoned in one of the brothels. You are regent!”
“Mother.” Aemond said as he climbed from Vhagar. “I’ve missed you.”
“Aemond, did you not hear me?” Alicent asked, and you could hear the panic in her voice. Then, her eyes fell on you.
“What is she doing here?” she spat.
“Mother. I got married.”
“No.” Alicent said. “Not to that… peasant. You were promised to Floris Baratheon! We have already been weakened with Aegon’s death and you do this? Have you gone made?”
“Quite the opposite.” Aemond snapped.
“I shall fetch the septon to annul this sham.” Alicent spat.
“It has already been consummated.”
“You did not.”
Aemond approached Alicent carefully, putting his hands in hers. There was a softness Alicent held for her second born that you had always admired.
“I am here now, mother. Let me take care of things.”
“Aemond-“
“Mother, trust me.”
***
Helaena sat in her chambers in Maegor’s holdfast, embroidering while her children played next to her. Carefully, you knocked at the doorframe to make yourself known.
Her eyes snapped up, and a smile grew on her face. “The steel and the dragon shall be joined, and peace come with it.” She whispered.
Quickly, you crossed the room and hugged her tightly. Helaena and you hadn’t been the closest, but she was kind and far too gentle for a war.
Helaena froze for a second, before she hugged you back.
“Are you truly my sister now?” she asked, and you nodded carefully.
“I am. But I do not know how I can give you peace.”
“Please, I don’t want Jaeharys or Maelor to sit the throne.” Helaena begged quickly. “Tell Aemond.”
“Tell me what?” Aemond asked, standing in the doorway.
“Brother!” Helaena practically squealed, flinging herself into Aemond’s arms. It was an entertaining sight, watching Aemond awkwardly pat his sister’s back.
“What was your concern?” Aemond asked again.
“Don’t put my sons on the throne. All I want is for them to be safe.” Helaena repeated.
“Aemond.” You said quietly. “This is our chance. This is how we stay together.”
“Don’t say what I think you want to say.” Aemond snarled.
“Make peace with the Blacks.”
Aemond spat, his fist slamming against the wall next to him. Helaena and her children winced, but you only looked at him angrily.
“Think about it! You are Jaeharys’ regent! You command the Greens! Why does it matter to you so much?” you beseeched. Aemond grabbed you by the arm, pulling you out of the room and slamming the door behind him.
“Why can’t you just give them what they want? It’ll safe us.” You begged.
“Don’t you understand? I want to give you everything! I must, how else can I deserve you?” Aemond shouted. His eye was wide, and you wondered if you imagined that it looked teary.
“I don’t want to be Queen! Aemond, you mustn’t give me the throne, you have already giving me everything!”
Hands shaking, you cupped his face, pulling him down into a soft kiss. The stiffness left Aemond’s muscles, and his head fell onto your shoulder. You caught him, holding onto him as he weeped into your shoulder silently.
When he looked back up, you knew he had made up his mind.
“Please, give us a chance.” You whispered.
Aemond forced them to let you onto the small council.
“As your new regent, I am ending this war immediately.” Aemond opened the discussion.
“Good, it is past time Jae-“ Criston began, but Aemond held up his hand and the man stilled.
“I will send peace terms to Rhaenyra Targaryen at Dragonstone. You strayed from your vows when you made my brother king, Ser Criston. It is past time we made this wrong right.”
“You cannot mean to-“
“I can, and I do.” Aemond said. Out of the corner of your eyes, you could see Alicent’s expression and it was an expression of… relief?
“The terms are as following: Rhaenyra Targaryen will be crowned Queen of the Seven Kingdoms immediately. All lords that opposed her shall be pardoned. Helaena Targaryen shall receive Dragonstone and Joffrey Velaryon as her ward. In return, Maelor Targaryen shall be fostered under Rhaenyra Targaryen, so that he may learn the art of state craft from her.
No Targaryen shall lose the access to either castle, dragon eggs, or be stripped of their titles. Alicent Hightower shall make amends with her childhood friend. In person. Daemon Targaryen shall pass on his sword to the heir to the throne, Jacaerys Velaryon, immediately.
Criston Cole will be sent to the Night’s Watch for high treason and the murder of Lyman Beesbury.”
For a moment, the entire council was stunned into silence, and then, everyone began talking at once.
“You cannot!” Criston shouted over the rest of the people attending. “That bitch-wife of yours has told you lies. You must-“
“What did you just say about my wife?” Aemond asked slowly. “If you honor your vows, you will continue serving the realm, Ser Criston. In the North. After what you’ve just said, you should be glad your head is still on your shoulders.”
“She will never accept these terms.” Tyland Lannister said.
“No, I think she might.” Queen Alicent said slowly. “I have come to resent the color green. My son is dead. Another will follow soon enough if we don’t stop this madness.”
“I’ll never accept these terms.” Criston snapped.
“And who asked you, Ser Criston?” Alicent shouted. You could see her hands shake from your place at the table. In that moment, everything about her made sense to you.
Alicent had loved Rhaenyra. She still did, and not in the way a friend should. It was so ridiculous that you wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. Alicent Hightower had come to resent her childhood friend because she could not love her the way she wanted to.
“My wife and Helaena will deliver these terms.” Aemond announced, and you turned around too quickly.
“Helaena? She isn’t fit.” Lord Jasper Wylde laughed.
“Out of all of her half-siblings, Rhaenyra always loved Helaena most.” Aemond replied calmly. “And she is the only dragonrider they won’t kill on sight. My wife is the only person Rhaenyra might trust that we could send.”
“Because she is a turncloak!” Criston responded.
“You are the turncloak, kingmaker.” Alicent spat, and the men at the table stared dumbly at the Queen. Criston, used to being her favorite, only looked at her in despair, and then anger. When he launched himself at his Queen, you reacted the quickest, tackling him off of her.
A splatter of blood splashed onto your face as Aemond killed Ser Criston.
“Helaena will fly tonight.” He concluded. “My lords, I recommend that none of you take any hasty actions. Otherwise, you’ll be traitors to two Targaryens.”
***
Helaena had been more than nervous about flying her dragon to Dragonstone and leaving her children behind. It had taken two hours of convincing, until she agreed, and even now, she seemed hesitant to rouse Dreamfyre.
“I don’t think I���m fit.” She whispered. You grabbed her hand, trying to comfort her as only one woman could another.
“That’s what they’ve told you all your life. But me and Aemond, we see you as you are. You are a Dreamer, carrying the gift and burden of Old Valyria. You know what must be done.”
Helaena nodded simply, helping you onto Dreamfyre.
The entire flight, Helaena remained silent. Her hands were tight on Dreamfyre’s controls, but she gave you a small smile of encouragement.
“You’ll go down into history as more than a wife.” You told her as you began your descent. “They’ll call you Helaena the Peacebroker.”
“I’d like that.” She agreed.
As soon as Dreamfyre touched the ground, crossbowmen stood in position.
“We come in peace!” you shouted. “Aemond Targaryen wishes to discuss terms of peace with Queen Rhaenyra Targaryen.”
You didn’t expect her to come. And yet, she appeared a few minutes later, Jacaerys Velaryon at her side. You were glad it wasn’t Daemon, for he might have cut you from ear to ear.
“You come with peace terms?” Rhaenyra asked, eyeing Dreamfyre suspiciously.
“We do.” You said, stepping out behind the dragon’s wing. Helaena followed you hesitantly.
“I am the Queen.” Rhaenyra said firmly, and you nodded.
“Aegon is dead. Aemond has decided that it was wrong of Otto Hightower to conspire to put him on the throne.”
“Aegon is dead?” Rhaenyra whispered. “How?”
“Poisoned. Perhaps it was your husband’s former paramour.” You said quietly.
“What are your terms?” Jacaerys asked quietly.
“Rhaenyra Targaryen will be crowned Queen of the Seven Kingdoms immediately. All lords that opposed her shall be pardoned. Helaena Targaryen shall receive Dragonstone and Joffrey Velaryon as her ward. In return, Maelor Targaryen shall be fostered under Rhaenyra Targaryen, so that he may learn the art of state craft from her. No Targaryen shall lose the access to either castle, dragon eggs, or be stripped of their titles.” You paused for a second, watching as Rhaenyra’s eyes widened at your words.
“Alicent Hightower shall make amends with you. In person. Daemon Targaryen shall pass on his sword to the heir to the throne, Jacaerys Velaryon, immediately. As a show of trust, Ser Criston Cole has been executed for his treason and the murder of Lyman Beesbury. Your Grace, do you accept?”
For a moment, Rhaenyra stood frozen, before she suddenly walked forward, completely ignoring the fact that you still had your weapons on you. Instead, she pushed past you and embraced Helaena.
“My dear sister.” She said. “I am sorry for all the suffering I may have caused you.”
“Do you accept these terms, your Grace?” you asked her. Rhaenyra nodded.
“You are truly the most useful general I’ve had.” She said with a slight smile.
“Thank you, your Grace.”
“I only have two terms in return.” She said quietly. “An apology from Aemond Targaryen. For the death of Lucerys, my dear son. And that, in time, the Greens and Blacks will be joined in marriage.”
Jacaerys stepped forward. “Princess Helaena, your husband has died, and I am not yet married. If you wish, I would marry you, close the rift in the realm and honor you as my wife.”
Helaena paled, but Jacaerys remained undeterred. Carefully, he stepped forward, until only his mother and you were within earshot.
“I promise, I will not bed you if you do not wish it. You already have children.” Jacaerys said. Rhaenyra gave him a soft smile, and your heart melted as you realized that in this moment, Rhaenyra was not thinking about her own line or his betrothal, only about her son’s kindness.
***
In the end, all terms had worked out perfectly, much to your surprise. As soon as Rhaenyra had landed Syrax in front of King’s Landing, the gates had opened, and out had stormed Alicent, completely forgetting to carry herself as a queen as she apologized to Rhaenyra.
In turn, Rhaenyra had apologized to Alicent as well. Aemond had taken longer to convince, but eventually, he had explained what happened to Rhaenyra, and while you knew she could not quite forgive him, she at least did not have him killed.
Daemon had been wroth when he returned from fighting and heard what had happened, shouting for hours on end. Often, you were convinced that you would have to break down the door to the Throne Room and kill the Rogue Prince.
He had disappeared for three weeks, and then returned to Rhaenyra the day of her coronation. You didn’t understand how he could forgive her.
While Corlys Velaryon was furious about the broken betrothal, Rhaenys had seemed content with seeing Rhaenyra on the throne, and had betrothed Baela to Alyn Velaryon instead, something even Corlys was content, though not happy, with.
What had surprised you was that Alicent had asked Rhaenyra to execute Lord Larys Strong, but the new Queen had done so with no qualms.
Helaena and Jacaerys had been a good match. The day after the two had been married, Helaena had come to you and told you all about her new husband. Already, Jacaerys had taken to loving her children as if they were his own. He fully believed her about her dreams, and Helaena was almost ecstatic when he did not call her strange after she’d rescued a spider from him.
Today, really, was supposed to be a day like every other. In the end, Rhaenyra had managed to not sour each time she saw Aemond, but she had decided that it would be better for him to take up duties away from her.
Still, in the end, she had named Aemond her hand as a sign of good faith, and also realizing that he was well suited to the task.
Thus, you became a Targaryen princess that you’d never asked to be, and by Rhaenyra’s request, Lady Commander of the City Watch.
Truly, the men did not respect you at all when you began your work, but you knew Flea Bottom better than any other noble.
After a while, they began calling you ‘the Common Targaryen’ and while Alicent and Aemond were furious when they heard, you liked the name.
“My dearest wife?” Aemond asked, ripping you from your thoughts. “Daemon is dead.”
You glanced around, making sure that there were no men around.
“Did you?”
He nodded carefully. “I promised you. For your father. Now it is done.”
“Thank you, Aemond.” You said sincerely.
“Black suits you.” He replied, letting his eye rake over your black-and-gold armor appreciatively.
“As it does you.” You said with a small smile, noticing that he looked more ladylike than you.
“My love?” Aemond suggested, his tone too suave for this early in the morning.
“I am working.” You chided. Aemond pouted like a child, and you rolled your eyes lightly.
“Fine. But you better be quick.”
He nodded, walking to the door of your solar and bolting it, before he set you on the table. You could hear your men walk past your door.
“Aemond, this is not what I meant.”
“Do you want me to stop, lady commander?” he teased, beginning to remove very specific parts of your armor.
“Fuck yo-“ you began, unable to finish your sentence as Aemond fell to his knees.
“I believe I already am.” He replied with a chuckle.
“I love you, my dear Aemond.”
“And I you, my beautiful wife.”
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