i dont know what the therapists thought process was but stabbing and hero complex mashes well bc imagine stabbing someone and then being the only one on the scene to take away the pain you caused and having the stabbee rely on you when you go from violent stabber to actual saviour bc theres just no one Else and they want to live-

ooo yeah that’s valid

I had said it more in a way like, “I want to find someone whose trying to rob or hurt someone else so I can have an excuse to just go apeshit and beat the ever living fuck out of them”

and she took it as ‘you have a desire to rescue others from harm’