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#a conversation with him and hes so like understadning and i dont have to overexplain
italianeyes · 2 years
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my heart is full of love again where's that post about that writer buying a little girl a replacement doll after she lost her favorite one and telling her that "love comes back to us in different ways"
#guys#folks#how do i even start this#ive been making so many new friends lately#new friends whose presence i actually feel comofrted by rather than initmidated#and its so nice#idek hwere to start like a past friendship of mine felt so suffocating almost#and i felt like ic ouldnt be myself and its taken me so long to get over#that not everyone is going to leave me bc that kinda shit breaks you#but anyways im still like learning and getting over that#but through all that like hardship and pain i meet someone new and they do somthing#that gives me hope in having fulfilling and long lasting and wonderful#new friendhsips again ?#like last night i went to a concert w one of my new friends right and we went back to my dorm after#and before he sat on my bed he was like 'should i spread a blanket?'#because of the ONE TIME he came over before and he rememebred that im insane about germs#and that i dont like when ppl sit on my bed in their outside clothes#and he rmemebered so many little things about me na dits so easy to have#a conversation with him and hes so like understadning and i dont have to overexplain#too much to make him understand things which is so nice#like i forgot what it felt like to be understood so easily and being known l#and people rmemebing the smallest things about you#and hes not the only one like other new friends rmemeber such small things#about me that i wouldnt consdier noteworthy that it just makes me feel so#like loved and understood and seen and at peace and at home and#it gives me hope that there are so many other people and friendhsips out there for me#like its just so nice man :)#and theres ppl whose energy just feels so comforting and peaceful to me and it feels amazing#bc ive only heard that im the one who exudes that kind of energy to new poeple#but to be finally feeling it and experiencing that same thing with other people? so beautiful and peceful dude
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