⟶ BLUE EYE SAMURA 1.08 | "The Great Fire of 1657" (2023)

ohh are we doing homestuck? Karkat and/or Gamzee for the meme please!

i'm down for homestuck in theory! i'm just also pretty sure i did all the memes back when already and i don't remember everything, but hey.

and let's go with karkat!

1: sexuality headcanon : angry bottom. :X otherwise, normal for a troll.

2: otp : davekat 5ever

3: brotp : ... sobs

4: notp : sexual karkat/gamzee! :D :D D:<

5: first headcanon that pops into my head : he is actually a disgusting quadrant-blurring mess and this is why he's so intense about putting people in relationship boxes. he wants to be a Good, Normal alternian. :(

6: favorite line from this character : too many ;;

7: one way in which I relate to this character : ok it'd be faster to list all the ways i don't relate because there is none.

8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character : so many raregasms over stupid shit kk bayby shoosh

9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? cinnamoniest of rolls. oh darling sweetie you tried so hard. good boy.

Since you asked people to talk to you about dogs do you have any specific favorite dogs or fun stories about dogs you’ve met?

ah tyyyy ok 🥹

my all time favorite dog that i’ve worked with is a bernese mountain dog named callie! i met her when she was 4 months old and we formed a really strong bond over the ~year i got to work w her!! she is such a big goooofball and i could always count on her to drop anything she was doing to come be by my side if i said her name. i always called her my daughter and she was My Girl and didn’t bond w anyone else like she did w me :~) unfortunately i haven’t seen her in several many months bc she moved and i am heartbroken 💔 (this is her when she was a Baybie)

ohhh and that reminds me of my other favorite who also moved 😤all of my babies move and leave me devastated ;-; anyway this one’s name is winslow and he is an absolute behemoth of a golden retriever! everyone who ever met him said that he just radiated sunlight. always so happy and full of love, always throwing his bigass body around 🥺 he sometimes comes back into the city to board with us and the last time he came back he cried so much when he saw me and i sobbed this is him my angel

and gosh ok it’s hard to pick just a few favorites bc i’ve known probably hundreds of dogs 🥺🥺🥺 and i don’t want this post to be ungodly long but i’ll leave you with my old girl whiskey who doesn’t do much bc she’s 11 but she brings my heart so much warmth and she’s going to ruin me when she passes and she’s not even my dog

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*sends my prof an extension request at midnight so that she knows im going thru it*

GOD IS MOST HIGH HALLELUJAH

Baby baby princess darling hunny buttercup sunshine marshmallow flush love of my life precious babygirl do you remember those asks you got a while ago about like a Juyeon and Sangyeon office fucking and one about San like stalking you and Seonghwa is a cop but also a friend of San and so they both fuck you in the cop car hahahah. If you don’t remember that’s ok as it was awhile ago but if you do remember, I know it was on anon but THAT WAS ME! I went on anon and sent you so much shit lmao. I still have the screenshots. I don’t think I ever told you it was me lol. It a good memory for me of when like we first talked or something idk I just wanted to tell you. I mis you babieee :(

OMG ALL THOSE NAMES I AM BLUSHING OML BAYBIEEEE I AM SHYYYYY YOURE TOO MUCH SNSJSJ 🤭❤️

Please how can I forget the tbz ones I didn't get a lot of them and the ones I did were 🥵🥵🥵

Omg I think I can also remember the San and Hwa one actually.

AND I DIDNT KNOW THAT OMG YOU SEXY ASS BRAIN 🥵🥵🥵🥵

ANND OMG I MISS YOU MORE BAYBIE OMG MY HEART ❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺

that first chapter oh my god, I'm sitting here in my rocking chair drinking my coffee and grinning maniacally because oh, yes

where do I begin??? How about "I have had this crew for five minutes but I adore them and would die for them already"? Because oh my god THE FAMBLY. And the way commander introduced them to Leia, I LOVE IT. "My idiots" indeed.

Once again!!! I love love how you write Leia. She's just the right balance of commanding and warm, which is a tricky thing to catch and you do so effortlessly?? It's so damn good.

And, oh boy. Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy. The start of the annoyances to lovers....my sun, my stars, my boy, has arrived, and I ADORE how you've started it off already. I love when fics have them start off on the wrong foot because...well let's face it, Poe is a lot different than what he seems like he'd be so it makes sense that would be most people's initial reaction to him (*waves fingers* hello yes the commander's immediate thought process towards him isn't so far from what mine was so I'm really just thriving rn).

And I especially love when Poe gets thrown entirely off his rhythm and is just completely vexed and already their short interaction just has me like -

"dangerously cute" is by god the best description of Poe Dameron I have ever heard. And the bit about his hair, I love it.

And of course, of course, I just gotta [clambers onto the table] I LOVE THE COMMANDER SO MUCH. They're so funny and their bonds with everyone is just so good (the fact they request to stay with their team? Bls....I adore u already), and they're so warm and down to earth - I can already see why they and Leia get along so damn well.

In conclusion your honor I'm gonna be thinking about this for the rest of the evening and probably going to listen to your playlist for it, for the next several hours.

look the more i think about commander's gang the more i want to change the plan i have bc i love them too much ur absolutely right they ARE FAMBLY

yessss omg the first meeting!!!!

without going on *too* much about my creative decisions i really wanted to have commander make all the wrong assumptions about poe bc like you say i think that's what we ALL did. it's also a tiny baby jab at all the fics that paint him as the overconfident cocky asshole bc how do u misinterpret someone that badly

and the line about his hair,, that's gonna come back in the future. it's already written.

i'm just aGH so pleased u liked it baybie!!!! i just hope the rest of it lives up to your expectations bc these two have a long ass way to go 💛💛💛

why?? did i make my whole online theme purple? im not even purple im fucking brown. call me a chocolate bitch and drape me in caramel; we all brown in here baybie!

BL Tag: Get to Know Me

Tagged by @omarandjohnny who is one of my fav mutuals. Thank you sweetie!

1. your all time favorite bl and why

My favorite bl is so chopped up that the story line makes no sense at all, thanks to the censors -- y'all know I'm talkin' about Guardian. My very first Asian drama and it will always have the highest place in my heart. Shen Wei waiting fucking centuries for his soulmate Zhao Yunlan is all I lived for in 2018. I've rewatched it far too many times to be healthy. My baybies.

2. that one bl that scarred you for life

I have to agree the last episode of HIStory 3: Make Our Days Count gutted me. And I was loving the show so much -- I was looking forward to it since I had seen Wayne Song in Age of Rebellion, and they BLEW IT ALL TO HELL in the end. Not a bit salty about it now, though (breathing deeeeply)...

3. is there any bl that made you feel very single?

Fuck yes, Tharntype, after they worked out their bullshit and became so damn cute together. I am married and they STILL made me feel single. I wanted my husband to bring me snacks and kiss me as we snuggle in a twin bed, and play with ice cubes, and, well, you get it.

4. if you could change one thing from a bl, which one would it be?

From one single bl? Let's stop killing our gays -- I am looking right at you again MODC. In a more general sense, I am a touch-a-holic; I need lots of hugs, kissing, any physical demonstration of love in my bl -- A Tale of 1000 Stars waited too long before I got my kiss, smh. Otherwise such a GOOD story and the chemistry was a+++.

5. that one bl you detest (don’t hold back)

I don't really detest any bl dramas; let's say there are a few I couldn't get into, for one reason or another. Lack of chemistry, a slow story, or something else that wasn't my cup o' tea: Why R U, Addicted: Heroin, Great Men Academy, and Gameboys come first to my mind.

6. your top five

Guardian, The Untamed, Word of Honor, Long Time No See, Color Rush

7. that trashy bl that you lowkey like

Dark Blue and Moonlight. I hate cheaty cheaters, but did EVERYONE in that drama have good chemistry? Whew, it was very hot in there.

8. your favorite korean bl (it’s important we know)

Oh baby! These new Korean bl shows with their 20-minute-long episodes are simply scrumptious! But my very fav Korean bl is from Strongberry (may they be blessed): Long Time No See. Gitae and Chisoo and a happy ending. 'Nuff said.

9. season 2? which one?

More more more from Mr. Heart, To My Star, You Make Me Dance, Where Your Eyes Linger, 3 Will Be Free (I am a poly shipper from waaaaay back), and Until We Meet Again

10. a bunch of dramas will air soon. which ones are you the most excited

I'm so crazy for Immortality to be released that I'm scared I'll be disappointed. I hear that UWMA is getting a Team/Win side story called Between Us -- I'll be there for that one. Anything else I pretty much discover from the content creators I follow on tumblr. I love surprises!

11. tag them!

@timotey @canary3d-obsessed and @heretherebedork, but no pressure to participate. <3

hi baybie!! just read your mitch deep dive and really respected your research and your arguments— thank you for doing it!!!💜

omg hi thank you for reading 🥺💙

it was my “i have extra schoolwork now because we transferred online but i really don’t want to do it” project and i thought it came out pretty good! it’s very informal but i did have to learn quite a bit about advanced stats, definitely the hardest part. hopefully it was well explained haha

but again, thanks for reading! i know it’s fairly long so i really appreciate it

Warning: this post contains outdated character designs, not a complete roster, and slightly outdated descriptions.

I'm back

Oh god... So, the sides where what I was originally going to post about on my main. I can even link to a post where I did an art w one.

https://awesomenessdoesstuffsometimes.tumblr.com/post/189944805437/merry-late-christmas-take-this-baybie-i-call

This is going to be a long post and I am on mobile you have been warned.

That post only got one note at time of me posting this bc I didn't get notes back then, and sure as hell not on original art.

The sides are my personal ocs.

In canon they r the small people in my head, they all exist for different reasons but most of them have some relation to GOI and they all hate it but mostly tssg.

This is tssg. She is fucking depressed all the time. But she wasn't always. She used to be a happy go lucky friendly leader and a beautiful optimistic babie but then she tragic complicated backstoried and now she is sad. Hates GOI. She's kind of the leader. (T S S G stands for the stair Squad god. It's complicated.)

This is Harry. He is pretty much just me but a guy and that's his defining character trait. Tssg has a bit of a grudge against him because of why he even exists, but it's not as bad as it used to be. Somtimes he is the common sense but he will get into a feud whenever he can. Is nostalgic for the OGOI days.

This is Dark. He wasn't really supposed to become a side, he just did. He was originally a one-off and was tossed to the side. He is legally not allowed character development. He has become the only real common sense of the group.

Next we get into characters that aren't really sides but hang with them so they are just categorized with them most of the time.

This is my sweet babie boy Gilbert. I love him to pieces. He is also literally a hanger. Like a clothing hanger. This is his human form, which he has kept for most of his existence. His full name is Gilbert Marie Hamburrger. It has a deep rooted meaning but basically he is named after Lafayette and a few other things.

Lastly for now, this is Ian.

He is a stinky bastard man who fucks all the bitches but I guess he could be sweet when you get to know him???? Him and Gilbert are besties but he never fucked Gilbert (accept for that one time) because Gilbert is super babie and not to be touched. He pan and gender fluid but use he/him most of time.

This picrew is cute but doesn't give all the details so I'll probably do a shit ton more with the sides this might become just blog for the sides.

Despite me calling them sides they are not related to Sanders' sides (tho I do love me some Thomas Sanders) and they do not function the same way. There are also other sides that aren't on this list these are just the main ones.

There's the picrew used ^^^^^^

@quirkdriven​ said: ϟ Which Hogwarts house do you belong to?

Munday Questions || Accepting

ϟ Which Hogwarts house do you belong to? I’m a Slytherin, bayby! I used to be a Gryffindor, but then I became a Bastard and now I’m a Slytherin. Jkjk, I dunno why my house got changed, but it did, so here we are.

Hype said we could include characters from your other blogs, right? How about ⏮ for the Chubby Mothman?

Unfortunately I’m running out of time to draw so...traditional art time (I did this at wok on a sticky note😂)

But Bayby Mothman time!

post-season finale, here are the questions I asked going in & if they were answered:

where’s Jordan

brainwashed! fun! super not looking forward to the implied cult involvement in s7

where’s diyoza

is she stuck??? where is she????? the anomaly is gone so like SUPER where is she

tf happens in the anomaly

??????

when will we get the “you called me every day but left me to die” line from Bellamy

Womp womp this line got cut

what’s happening with the people on sanctum

I still don’t really know? what’s the final tally of people left alive

where r the primes going

hell, bitch!

what’s up with the devils snare human-eating trees

???????

how are we getting rid of dark commander

done & dusted baybie!!!!

will diyoza still be pregnant when she comes back???

:(

will she have a baby????????

:(

WHEN IS BLARKE GONNA HAPPEN

they’re in love no one can tell me otherwise

So here’s what I wanna know going into season 7 (under the cut):

Where did the anomaly go

secondarily: where is octavia, where is Diyoza, tf happened to both of them

who is hope, how will she fit in

How will Bellamy deal with Octavia disappearing

Did the anomaly disappearing make radio contact possible?

Will we get contact with teams beta, gamma, epsilon, etc

are they a big frat (pls say yes)

What happens to the cult members? de-programming is a loooong process they’ve only just begun 

will Jordan be the new cult leader? he seems still stuck into it

How will the original 100/wonkru/sanctum dwellers/children of Gabriel begin to co-exist?

I think season 7 will really have to focus on how people are settling in to their new lives on this strange planet. I want to see a return to season 1 almost: where the primary concern was how to survive in a new environment.

The A-story of season 7 will most likely revolve around the anomaly, but the B-story (if they want to set us up for a nice resolution) should be how the relationships are built between the different groups & how they’re learning to work together. there is no big bad at the end of s7, so I need a strong foundation for their new lives on sanctum. 

side note: a memori wedding would be lovely, too (but also a poly relationship with them & raven I am HERE for)

have theories? come talk to me!

MARAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! 💞💞💞💞 icb ur turning 15 .. as ur unnie noona sunbaenim im so proud 🤘🏻😔 i sarang u so much .. i hope u have the best day of ur life with lots of good food and love. ur such a warm person, sun lost its job at this point because mara exist and brightens up everyone's day 🤒 i'm really grateful that i can call u my friend, i wish u all the best on this special day sexy qween i hope ur puppy will flood u with hundreds of kisses and love today bc u deserve it 💞🤒 (1/2)

(2/2 lmao) u deserve it any other day tbh but today u deserve it even more, u deserve all the love the world holds !! also if i won’t see yuta posting selca with #happymaraday on twt today we’ll have a problem :-/ :-/ lmao anyway .. happy birthday once again baybie, have an amazing time and pls smile a lot, it’s healthy !! I LOVE U 💞💞💞💞

MIRAI i don’t deserve u…..my chingu 😖my puppy’s breath stinks i did not want her to kiss me but i let her anyway ☹️ i love u so much. we are the smartest duo out there the world is not prepared for your cat named cat and my bunny named bunny…….thank u so much mwah 😚