"He can get hurt?"

My dear Andrealphus, if you're reading this, I'm sorry I get so rational. I'm sorry I get so selfish. I know I'm hard to handle, and I apologize deeply. You've meant the world to me for so many years, and I feel like I don't give you enough credit for dealing with me. I don't feel alot of remorse or regret, but I do try to reflect on how I am to you atleast. Because I care about you. I love you alot, you are the best brother I could ask for and I hope you can forgive me for being like this sometimes.

To my daughter Octavia, I don't really know what to say. I really am sorry for being selfish to you and never considering how you would feel. I'm sorry for making the house such a horrible place for you. I wish you didn't have to see us argue, I wish I could've given you the life you deserve, I wish I could take care of you without having to deal with your father. I may not seem like it, but I really do care about you. I'm just not sure how to express it, I am trying, though. I know it doesn't look like I am, but I am under so much stress and I don't know how to deal with it and I just want you to forgive me atleast.

And finally, to Stolas, I'm not sorry. There is the tiniest pang of guilt for you but that guilt is pity. We both know we never even liked eachother in the first place, and you're right, you never betrayed be because I never cared. I've tried to care for you, I really have, I tried to make do with what I had but I just hate you. I don't know what it is about your imp-sucking feathery ass but I hate you and only wish to see you suffer. All I will say is have fun with your imp, asshole.

Stella (Helluva Boss)

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