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finnslay · 2 months

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I wish I could have a normal life. Fuck you.

#fnd #pnes #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #functional neurological disorder #seizure #seizure disorder

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finnslay · 2 months

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"Seize The Day"

A short poem by put system member Atlas about seizures, specifically our seizure disorder, PNES

I can feel the tingle,

It crawls up my fingers.

It goes up the tips,

And there it lingers.

As it spreads up my arms,

And down ny spine,

It claim the muscles,

That I thought to be mine.

The world starts to spin,

It gets hard to breathe.

My joints, they lock up,

And my knees, they freeze.

I'll stand and I'll stare,

And your hand I'll squeeze.

But it's hard staying calm,

When your body is seized.

I'll go limp in your arms,

As my muscles twitch.

My brain sings a song,

My ears hear the pitch.

My body will shake,

As it lies on the floor.

It will tremble and quiver,

As I wonder "what for?"

Life is exhausting,

And also a bore,

When even with your body,

You're always at war.

As the nurse turns the corner,

I wish for nothing more,

Than to be free from this nightmare,

Which I can no longer ignore.

They lift me into the wheelchair,

They will roll me away,

And I'll sit here thinking.

I'll sit here and pray.

I'll wish maybe, after all,

There will be some, any way

For me to not take literally the phrase,

"Seize The Day"

#pnes #fnd #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #ffunctional neurological disorder #seizure disorder #non epileptic seizures #seizure #seizures #poems on tumblr #original poem #poems and poetry #poem #writing #original work #original writing

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finnslay · 6 months

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Had clubs today, got to see other gays but then had a seizure and couldn't move. I just kinda stood there with bo control pver anything other than my eyes+eyelids, randomly twitching and unable to talk from (roughly) 9:20-3:00

Anyways I'm tired and my poor science teacher had to deal with my shit again :D

#pnes #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #the human malfunctions

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finnslay · 2 months

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Question for people with seizures

Ps- auras is where you can feel a seizure coming

#pnes #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #epilepsy #non epileptic seizures #actually epileptic #epileptic problems #seizure disorder #seizure #seizures #fnd #functional neurological disorder

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finnslay · 2 months

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Dear school nurse

If I hear the nurse say "she doesn't have seizures" one more time I'm gonna loose my shit and scream at her...the fucking neurologist said that's what it is. Shut the fuck up. And it's not she. And it's not miss. Fuck off. Stop making me feel even more like a peice of shit when I already feel like I'm faking it and doing it for attention...

#fnd #function neurological disorder #pnes #non epileptic seizures #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #transgender #trans #school nurse #seizures #seizure disorder

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finnslay · 1 month

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Fuck our school. They're putting us back into the little room in guidence. Clearly they didn't notice happened last time and how it affected me....

Fuck you, FND. Fuck you for not letting me live a normal life. That's all I can type out without crying

Just fuck this place, the people in it, and the things wrong with them...

#fnd awareness #fnd #functional neurological disorder #pnes #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #seizure #seizures #seizure disorder #disabilties #disabled #disability

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finnslay · 6 months

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I went "Floppy Noodle Mode" (atonic seizure) in theater yesterday

A said I was like a wet spaghetti noodle

C goes "oh my gosh, they're Finnuccine"

Theater kids are ruthless 😭

#atonic seizure #drop attack #pnes #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #psychogenic nonepileptic seizures #seizures #theater kids

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finnslay · 6 months

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I've had 13 seizures in the past 24 hours

PNES is kicking my ass

#pnes #Phycogenic non epileptic seizures #the human malfunctions

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finnslay · 6 months

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"She's just not listening" ~my advisory teacher today while I was having a seizure and "wouldn't" move into the chair. (I couldn't fucking control my body whatsoever and would've loved to have sat down in the chair because my legs really REALLY were uncomfortable in the position they were in.)

#pnes #phycogenic non epileptic seizure #psychogenic nonepileptic seizures #seizures #i have deemed my advisory/links/study hall teacher “iffy”

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