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nastyatticman · 1 year
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another Eddie Gluskin x reader idea - pre Outlast game, but Mount Massive has gone to shit
TW: non con, public humiliation
I’m thinking you were working at Mount Massive, watching things go downhill fast.
It was getting concerning since you were still, somehow, trying to advocate for the patients. Even if all you could do was make a small difference in their days, show a little bit of kindness in a sea of misery. Maybe you were a psychiatrist or worked in the pharmacy, or even just in the cafeteria.
Your exact occupation isn’t important. For a few of the patients, you were a bright spot in their normally dismal routine. It was hard to tell with some, who were too reserved to speak to you much.
Not Edward Gluskin. He made his feelings about you known very quickly. You thought he was always very cheerful and well groomed. He seemed to have an interest in presenting himself as a gentleman, and speaking a … particular way towards the female patients and workers.
After some rude nudging from your coworkers you found out he’d always comb his hair when he knew he’d see you. Aww, looks like he’s got a crush on you, they’d said.
You waved it off. Of course he’d get attached to you, you reasoned. You were generally kind - even as you set boundaries - and besides, he was flirtatious with many people anyway. It didn’t mean anything.
It didn’t matter in the end, did it? Not when you were laid off after repeatedly raising concerns for health and safety.
There wasn’t much you could do - not with hearing whispers of ghosts and strange happenings deeper in the facility - not with the female patients being sent to a different facility, while all the women working were laid off.
You didn’t feel right just leaving, so you made a point to visit the patients who you saw often to say goodbye.
Things were clearly off. Security presence had increased, even in the areas you didn’t normally need an escort. You were flanked by two guards who made things awkward at best. Strained, mostly. They rushed you but you made sure to say everything you planned to.
You saved Eddie for last for… Perhaps sentimental reasons? You weren’t sure how he’d take it. As much as he’d been kind to you, you heard he could lash out when he was rejected. What did those poor women do to him, back then…? No, you weren’t attached to him…
When you got to his cell he noticeably perked up. And when you asked to be let into his cell and the guards let you, Eddie was over the moon.
It didn’t last long, however, once you explained the situation.
To say that Eddie didn’t take it well would be an understatement. You could see anger distort his handsome features before he took a deep breath and calmed himself. So he could explain to you that no, you weren’t leaving, you wouldn’t leave him.
Denial. His file said something about that, his tendency to deny things right in front of his face when he was desperate enough.
You took a deep breath of your own and stepped back. Time to assert boundaries again… You told him this would be goodbye, and turned to the door.
“For now,” he insisted.
You shook your head, started to tell him no.
He swore under his breath. “Fine. At least give me something to remember you by.”
“I - I can’t,” you answered. That would be breaking some kind of rule. Even if you were on the way out the door, it would surely count as preferential treatment or something… “I’m sorry. I wish you the best in life.”
You tried to leave quickly, but your exit was blocked by one of the guards.
“‘I wish you the best?’” the guard mocked. “That’s cold.”
The other guard outside agreed. “Come on, can’t you leave him with something?”
You laughed, trying to push your way past. “I don’t have anything to give him.”
The closer one pushed you back towards him, turned your body to face Eddie again. “At least give him a happy ending.”
Eddie’s face flashed with anger when he saw the guard touch you, and he reached a hand out to pull you towards him. The guard let you go, let him take you.
You could feel his muscles through his shirt as he pulled you close. The guards jeered.
He put his arms around you, one cradling the back of your head, the other going to your hip. He whispered something sweet in your ear.
One of the guards said something obscene - or at least, it must have been, considering the way Eddie reacted. He let you go and took a heavy step towards them.
“Don’t you dare speak that way about them. They’re not some two bit whore for you to boss around.”
They laughed it off. “We don’t want to boss them around.”
“Yeah,” the other agreed. They turned to each other, then back at you. “We just thought, since they were leaving and we know you have a thing for them… You should get a chance to say goodbye. Properly.”
One of them pulled something out of his pocket and tossed it to Eddie. He caught it easily and looked at it in his hand, confused. You could just make it out, the square condom wrapper.
“Come on, we won’t tell anyone…”
“No, I couldn’t,” Eddie said. He shook his head, put his arm up in front of you defensively.
One of the guards reached for his baton, but the other stopped him. They backed off.
You tried to step out, but he stopped you.
“I couldn’t,” Eddie repeated. He looked to you and grinned, backing you up towards the wall.
You looked back at the guards, who just pointed, urging you to turn back to Eddie.
“I have no use for this,” he said to you, his voice low. You could practically feel the vibrations with his chest pressed up against yours. He tossed the condom to the side. “I have a latex allergy.”
His hands went down your body, to spread your thighs.
“It’ll be safer if we do it raw.”
You shook your head in vain. He leaned in closer.
“Just relax, and think of me. Think of us,” he said, tilting your chin towards him. “Okay, darling?”
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breath-of-venus · 5 years
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30 Days of Deity Devotion in One Post - Aphrodite
I don't have ANY patience to do one post every day for devotion. Like, no patience and not enough memory, so I'll resume every single day of deity devotion in this post, and hopefully it'll be nice to read and maybe do some research.
30 Days of Deity Devotion was created by @alaskanlesbian
1 - A basic introduction
She's very energetic and enthusiastic and it's very pleasing to be hanging out with her. We dance together sometime, it's really fun! Also she's my matron.
2 - How did you became first aware of her?
We are introduced to greek mythology since very early, as kids, so I must've known her for quite some time, though she only called me in December. I think it's because now she feels that I'm ready to work with her.
3 - Symbols and icons of this deity
Bees; Red, pink and yellow with pink tip roses; A calm shore with no aggressive waves; A pink sky; Deep red lipsticks; Sea foam; Shells; Apple; Sweet scents, especially ripe apple; Laughter and smiles
4 - Favorite myth or myths of Aphrodite
The one I like the most is Aphrodite and Adonis love. It's tragical, yet beautiful. I get sad every time.
5 - Members of the family
I personally like best the version were she rose from the sea, but there's also a version were she's daughter of Zeus and Dione.
6 - Other related deities and entities
Ares, her main lover; her other various lovers; Athena, her main rival; The erotes; Astarte and Ishtar, goddesses she was based from
7 - Names and epithets
Ourania, Pandemos, Areia, Philomedes, Nikephoros
8 - Variations of this deity
The epithets listed above and Astarte and Ishtar, as they're deities Aphrodite was based from.
9 - Common mistakes about her
That she's all fluffy and pastel-pink. Like, all the time. Or that she's petty and superficial.
Bitch no.
She can be fluffy and pastel-pink, but thinking that she's like that all the fucking time is at least foolness.
She is the goddess of love, beauty and sex, but also of war, death, laughter, victory and so much more. She's a frigging goddess y'all, not a trendy youtuber.
Don't forget it.
10 - Offerings, historical and UPG
Chocolate; Yogurt; Strawberry dairy drink; Wine, especially the smooth variety; Lettuce (because of Adonis); Apple; Red fruits and berries; Red and pink flowers; Any artistic thing that you make for her; Make-up; Jewelry; Perfumes; Honey; Milk
11 - Festivals, days and times sacred to her
Every fouth day of each month
Every full Moon day
Every Friday
February 6th, honors to Aphrodite
12 - Places associated with her
Chypre (lol that's the only place I can think)
13 - What modern cultural issues are closest to this deity's heart?
I think self-esteem is the most well known issue she helps coming around atm
14 - Has worship of this deity changed in modern times?
I am very sure of it. We have trouble enough to find basic info about our deities, imagine a whole how-to-worship guide!
15 - Any mundane practices associated with this deity?
Having sex is the most obvious of them all, but there are far more pleasures in life than just sex.
Eating some food you really enjoy, for example.
Or putting some makeup on.
Expressing the beauty with arts, I guess.
16 - How do you think this deity represents the values of their pantheon and cultural origins?
That's way more complex than what I can answer without having to stress too much about it
Sorry
17 - How does this deity relates to other gods and other pantheons?
Historically, she relates to Venus and Hator. They were the closest. But in my opinion she's linked to every single love deity, especially female ones.
I found her and Freya very similar, mostly because of the warrior aspect of Freya, very similar to Aphrodite Areia.
18 - This deity's gender and sexuality (historical and UPG)
Historically she looks pretty cishet female, but in my opinion every god is kinda pansexual I guess.
They don't need labels as we do.
Also she's clearly a woman for me.
19 - What quality or qualities of this goddess do you most admire? What qualities of them do you find the most troubling?
I can't talk about her qualities without saying that I think she's perfect, sorry.
SHE'S PERFECT!!
Ok, now to the qualities.
In my personal experience with her she's like those kind of crazy mom's that are all like "ya wanna? Ya do!" but also very sweet (soft maybe? Idk).
She's very comforting and thinking about my practice I think she wants me to try not to be so dependable to pendulums.
And she got these vibes kinda like Mean Girls but a nice one
I don't think there's anything that I dislike about her really.
20 - Art that reminds you of this deity
Mostly break-the-rules love, or idk how to describe, maybe overcome relationships I guess
But if ya break some rules to kiss some mouths babe ya goin the right direction
Also I don't really see her in paintings. They're mostly blonde, and as far as I can "see" she've got wavy-curly dark brown hair and pretty yellowish-green eyes.
21 - Music that makes you think of that deity
Side to side, Gloriosa, New Rules, Toxic, TiK ToK, God is a Woman(yep, that predictable), Dangerous Woman, Thank U next, Strawberries & Cigarettes, Scars to Your Beautiful, Savages - Kerli
22 - A quote, poem, etc, that you think this deity ressonates strongly with
I have none, sorry
23 - your own composition — a piece of writing about this deity
I've tried doing it before. Like, actual writing for her, but I couldn't.
So I guess I'll stick to the motivational Tumblr posts I do about her :)
24 - A time when this deity helped you
I don't think that she's actively helping me with anything specific, since I never ask much.
Once I asked to meet a nice boy that I'd kiss.
Welp in my new school I've got quite a lot, so cheers 🥂
25 - A time when she refused to help
Can't remember any moment like this now.
She did punish me once tho 😂 it was actually funny and @thepastelpriestess witnessed everything from her very own screen
26 - How has your relationship with her changed over time?
It went to "I know you exist" to "I'd seek your help anytime soon" to "holy smokes you my mamma" to "hi guuurl ya doing great? Les hav sum tea n chat n laugh at nothing all night"
27 - Worst misconception that about her that you have encountered
That she's selfish
Like, she sure is in the myths and yadda yadda but Myths Aphrodite and Real Aphrodite are very different, actually (look Jessie I've learnt 😂)
28 - Something you wish you knew about his deity but you currently don't
I'm not really sure, actually...
I guess I'd like to hang out like face to face, have a talk-hear-hear-talk kinda conversation
Dunno
I guess then I'd know what I'd like to know that I don't yet.
29 - Any unusual or interesting UPGs to share?
She's the goddess of joy :)
30 - Any suggestions to others just starting to learn abou her?
Chase all her info in Tumblr like a crazy old lady going after her twelve cats through the streets of her neighborhood.
Basically, search a ton
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