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vacantgodling · 1 year

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for the shipping ask game: thoughts on hanzo/cassidy (had to do it, i had to be the one), lucio/genji, and symmetra/pharah! >:)

VALEN BELOVED :’)

haha let’s start with the og brain rot

HANZO/CASSIDY

1. What made you ship it?

to be perfectly honest it was one of those “haha it would be funny if they were together” and now like… 6-7 years deep now 💀 i remember when overwatch first came out people started drawing hanzo and cassidy together and the idea of a cowboy and a samurai was just instant brain juice and they’ve been my number one long running otp ever since despite all the bs blizzard and ovw has put us throughhhh. tbh i’m probably gonna die shipping them fjfjfj

2. What are your favorite things about the ship?

in no particular order:

grizzled older men with dark pasts with a load of trauma — mainly separately. bc this allows them to understand each other even if their experiences aren’t entirely the same

their individual personalities and the potential for them to mesh and make each other better

they both are more similar than either of them gives each other credit for

the physical aspect of their relationship like Goddamn. they are Hot and i like to see them fuck 😌

3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

umMmM ig my unpopular opinions are like… i just genuinely dislike whenever people paint cole to be stupid or just jovial and the sunshine to hanzo’s gloom without specifying that cole can be just as dark and depressed as hanzo can be. i also dislike whenever people make out hanzo to be a prude LMAO i barely see that as often anymore. and thankfully the weird fetishization of hanzo being asian has highly died down in the community but when people first started shipping it you can just Tell which people were into hanzo bc he’s asian and tried to like… make him into that weird shit.

LUCIO/GENJI

1. What made you ship it?

i will preface this by saying that once baptiste was introduced that my love for this ship kind of died down drastically. i still think lucio and genji is a cute ship and Can Work but it just doesn’t hold as much weight to me bc i think bap and genji are just closer in values and in those particular stages in life & whatnot. it was hard for me to figure out if i should answer the ship questions or not ship questions bc i kinda do kinda don’t as much anymore LMAO. however, i initially shipped it because lucio’s brightness and energy i feel like would be good for genji. genji has spent a lot of his time in contemplation and meditation to accept who he is but in doing so he’s kind of lost part of himself imo—he’s lost the part of him that made him genji shimada in the first place. in hanzo’s case he needs to have someone introduce him to it; so someone on the same level as him who has a different outlook on life. but genji needs someone to remind him! that he is a fun loving guy, that he is a partner a go getter etc etc. all the things the clan hated.

however going back to my initial thing about baptiste, something i was talking with my partner about yesterday is just the fact that even if you want to return to the past, you can’t, but you can take inspiration from it. and i think for some reasons lucio & genji’s relationship i can’t see working as well as i used to think JUST BECAUSE i think genji is beyond the point where he can return to the past but he can be reminded of it. but lucio is very reminiscent of the man he used to be? in certain ways? you see it in certain interactions that genji and lucio have—even though lucio has been through shit he’s still so Young. 26 and 35 is a significant age gap especially given the shit that they dealt with in life; lucio faced adversary and triumphed and genji’s nearly broke him. and growing up and having my own life experiences i don’t think i’m as optimistic??? as i used to be lol. but i think genji similarly to hanzo kind of needs someone similar to him and bap is that person.

dude this turned into a whole rant about this but tl;dr i used to ship lucio and genji because i was optimistic and then life happened and now i’m more of a realist fjfjfjfj i deadass think i’m just gonna leave this at that.

SYMMETRA/PHARAH

1. What made you ship it?

i got irritated seeing pharamercy. sorry i just hate every mercy ship 💀 i’m a mercy main but i hate that bitch sorry. cough. but i kept seeing people ship it and i hated how the whole thing was so centered around pharah being just a bumbling idiot around mercy and i don’t feel like they have anything in common aside from a sense of hero worship perhaps. firstly, symm and pharah being slightly closer in age (there’s a gap but still) and having similar values and intricacies meshes much better to me. i mean basically, pharah and symm are both autism coded PFF. like i know symm canonically is but idk pharah is to me too cuz like both of their preferences for rules and rigidity and somewhat black and white thinking when it comes to the organizations they put their trust. the way both of them are logical, but do have things that bring them joy. i think pharah can help symm come out of her shell and i think pharah would enjoy having someone she’s on equal playing level with and someone who understands why she holds her values and loyalties in the way that she does. symm would be the only one who gets Her. so that’s why. but initially, spite.

2. What are your favorite things about the ship?

mainly just how their emotional and mental chemistry meshes. i can’t understate how IMPORTANT it is and how FREEING and RELIEVING it is to have someone just get you.

3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

ehhhh tbh i don’t have many? i don’t actively ship symm/pharah like AGGRESSIVELY but i do think they’re cute and include them in my overwatch fics. so i haven’t seen anything that would make me go Uh No. about people shipping them cuz i just don’t care that much 😭

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xiaodejunletsact · 3 years

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Hello there, I hope youre doing okay! okay so, I was planning to left a review into the tag of your mark's fic Launch but for some reason I don't know I can't reblog the post as in it close the app when I try to. So I'm going to left my thoughts here if you don't mind ? 🦫 (also im French so my english is not perfect sorry djfjjf).

I dont know if Launch was posted a long time ago or not, but I still wanted you to know how emotional I am after reading this piece of absolute art. I want you to know how well you've done by writing such a beautiful and moving story!! I'm not gonna lie, when I saw in the warning the precision of 'death', i was already scared to have my heart broken if it was mark who died, but bub, even if it wasn't him, I still get my heart broken *I was SOBbiNG so hard, johnny didn't deserved it omg*.

The beginning of the story was just.. I don't know, you had a way with your words and sentence who made me feel like I was watching a movie in a movie room, with a cheerful background song and I literally loved how you introduced subtly the growing passion of space into Mark's mind, and I found it cute and funny how at a young age, he ditched his own birthday party to go find his grandpa! (their scene was so cute omg I couldn't stop myself from smiling) 🥺

FJJFJFJKKCKKCKFKF MARK AND SUNSHINE'S LOVE STORY OH MY GOD I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS to express my feelings about thEM. all their dialogues, the emotions they felt for each others over the years, their characters' developments (who btw, was *chef kiss*) over the years, the different situations they had to go through *cough*Johnny's passing </3 and all the hard moments after this*cough*, I was in admiration during all the reading. Even if what Mark did was not the right thing to do, I could understand it was his way to try to mourn his bestfriend's death, even if sometimes if would have been better for him to accept sunshine's help than him stepping away from his family (it did things to my heart), you know what I mean ? But I get what he was feeling, especially when yn said to him the words he wanted to hear to finally let go of his pain, I quote: < "You go silent for a moment. “Mark… Johnny would be really proud of everything you’ve accomplished, you know that right?” >. Oh God, the way I realized how broken he was *sob*. Also, at this moment, I understood how strong and important was yn's character in this story. The way her character is just so.. delicately beautiful, kind, she was radiating positivity in all the scenes of this story, minus the confrontation scenes and the very sad moments of Johnny passing, you get what I mean? Like.. sometimes, you come across some characters who you're really thankful for their presence in the story ffjfjjfjf. In the end, she played a big role into Mark's life, and I'm grateful for that hehe (dude that's just a story but I lived it like a real lifetime happening in front of my eyes). Also I noticed how you protayed Mark's character crying a lot, and that's not a bad thing, on the contrary, it showed us how human and emotionally courageous he was to try to be better after John's passing (? I'm not sure of this sentence, but I tried fjdjdj, I hope you understand what I mean), like.. im still speechless over all the hardship they all had to do through.. like.. its impossible to not be emotionally destroyed after this, but not everyone have a love like yn and mark (omg, help, i want to cry just by thinking about their beautiful love). Also, I know loving someone can be sometimes exhausting, or how it might be difficult to still be over the hells for someone while time pass, but.. for yn and mark, it was like love was really worth it and was the most important thing in the world.

I forgot to talk about Elliot omg, okay, he's a cutie pie and i particularly loved one of his innocent moment: <“Daddy?” Elliot’s soft voice ends your long eye contact. Mark looks at your son, humming. “At school, a girl told me that when a boy looks at a girl for a long time, that means he likes her... Do you like Mommy?” [...] You scoff, looking away. You stand up grabbing the empty plates and walking towards the kitchen, missing the moment where Elliot leans close to Mark and whispers: “I think she likes you too.”>. there is something in this scene who make me smile about Elliot's character. He was really not aware of what was happening between Mark and yn, and yet, he made a real statement even for his young ignorant mind. He was able to see the love between his parents (aaaaah idk what I'm saying I'm sorry fjfj this is a mess, I don't know how to explain my thoughts into words), and it reminded us again about their beautiful string even in the most complicated moments.

This message is long, im sorry 🤭

I was sweating during the scenes of Launch's day, i was scared you would put an reverse card and be like "bitches, mark is dying too", I don't think I would have been able to get over this after all the sad moments you wrote fjfjf. Even yn's wasn't able to appease my mind lmao bc she was scared too for Mark's life 🤧.

BUT YOU DIDNT, THE SUFFERING WAS WORTH IT BC HE LIVED AS WELL AS HIS PARTNERS, I was happy and I just wanted soft moments between Mark and yn to appease my heart *sigh*, and we got it fjfjfj the final scene made me so happy and satisfied. You have no ideas, the last sentence about the Gemini twins, it made me think about the very first moments of the story and looking back to all the things who happened, it gave me an happy closure because in the end they were together. 💞 aaaah there are a lot of things I didn't mentioned, I want you to know that I loved every sentences of this magnificent story 💞

Have a good day and thank you so so much for writing this story, it's one of the best Mark's story I had the honor to read on this app!

OH MY GODD this review literally made me cry at prom 😂😭 (yes I’m class of 2020 and we FINALLY had our prom a year later) I always love receiving long messages like this, it’s so crazy that something I wrote and spent so much time and creative juices making can will someone to think so many thoughts !! Idk it’s just so exciting!! Also ! I love that you went through the fic in chronological order in your review too lmao. You also pointed out so many details I thought people had looked over that makes me really happy 🥺 as I write launch I kinda of thought of the idea as a film first (I’m a film writer !) so for you to say that it felt like you were watching a film was just everything I’ve ever wanted !! Thank you so much!! ❤️❤️

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barbiehytes · 4 years

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Hi gorgeous, hope you are having the loveliest of days. ❤️ If you have the time would you please mind doing a cheeky recap of the chaos that was the b, v and heidi lives today for those who missed it since you got to see it?❤️❤️

Ahhhhh sure sure babe!! Ok sit down and enjoy the ride 🤡

@Heidi's place in LA

So V went live first, they were just saying hi and trying out filters (Heidi literally tried every single filter on V's phone lmao) B was just sitting there in the background out of shot

Then they guested Nicky who was in half drag, they talked a bit, Nicky was all like 'oh let me say hi to Brooke' (cause he was out of shot) hmm jimbo went in the comments for a bit dropped a lot of hearts and the chat went nuts asking for him to be guested (but he left, booo)

B was in the back bullying Heidi trying to show her feet for some reason? Shshsh apparently she says Heidi has ugly feet like her so she wanted us to see them (ew)

V joked a bit like Ohhh let me go live with Brooke Lynn- bish you all always are like GO LIVE WITH BROOKE LYNN well surprise she's here- jdjdjdjddj or something like that

Then Heidi went live in her own phone while Vanjie's live was still going djdjd so she ended hers and we all just jumped to Heidi's and I don't really remember what happened there? They were just hanging there all smiley and happy, Vanjie was trying to do some drinks in the kitchen, and then Brooke went LIVE so we all jumped to hers sjsjsn

At one point her brother was in the comments and they talked a bit about him, and then her sister who was all Vanjie!!!!! And brooke was all very' Vanj my sister is saying hi to you, do you remember her?' And V was all coy like hmmm Helloooo and brooke said 'you met her at your birthday dinner, remember??' And V said yes yes of course I remember- i didn't know what i could say (? Or something like that, meaning she didn't wanna give too much away as if we didn't know about their whole trip pls😭) and B was like 'you can say whatever you want, it was a year ago we went to woodys after our show' and then V added yes she had short hair and was with her girlfriend/partner. Then the chat started going crazy and B ended it soon after.

Soz if it's all confusing is all mixed up in my mindddd my braincell is still going crazy about it fjfjfj (Also I think the video would be up at some point since I'm sure anni was watching / a lot of ig stans were there so try searching the tag for vids!!)

Tl;dr / they were SO CUTEEEE all touchy hanging at Heidi's House, and B loves to remind us about that Toronto trip they took as boyfriends were they met his family 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤

#like WHY BIRTHDAY DINNER you can just say toronto but go off #my heart

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mcnuggyy · 4 years

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when did you get into the mcelroy boys? ive been following you for forever and i just now realized your basically a taz blog now lol

Okay so, not to get too personal, but when I first got my job at D*sny about a year ago, it was really nice and I was super excited but, it was my first job ever, I had just graduated college, and was still figuring out how to navigate being out as trans to other people. So overall, i was a very anxious sweaty depressed mess fjfjfj, I would drive 2 hours to work every day, and 2 hours back, and 8 hours drawing in a quiet office... soo lots of time alone with myself and my thoughts, it wasn’t very good for my mental health, but I also didn’t want to fail ya know? I was a temp and I knew I could be more if I worked hard! But I was really starting to spiral and just be really really sad... I tried listening to music and that helped a bit but it was still often me and my thoughts. Then one of my friends was talking about how he just got into taz and it sounded interesting and I had seen really cool art for it before but for some reason I never really decided to listen until then. And well, taz just really lifted me out of this dark hole I was in, binged all of balance I’m about a week or two, and idk?? I felt like my creativity and motivation come back? I was reminded of how much I love being dumb and kind? And I just felt my mood improve overall, then from there I started listening to mbmbam and watching monster factory, next thing I know I’m listening to badvertizing too (also then realizing it was the same Penny Parker from the sonic fandubs and losing my marbles over it) and then basically consuming anything McElroy adjacent fjfjjf, but yeah!!! podcasts saved my life LMAO 😤💪 this is so cheesy but like genuinly as a sad gay bitch with extreme loneliness, finding taz was wonderful for my creativity, my sense of wonder, storytelling, all that shit. Like I have never wanted to draw so bad after consuming media before, but taz just like?? Makes me wanna draw?? And make stories again?? ye!!!

(Oh and don’t even get me started on how taz grad has been helping me through losing my first job, a pandemic, having to live with my somewhat transphobic parents, poverty, etc. etc. like I’m not even bothered!! I’m just listening to podcasts and vibing 😎✌️)

#sorry for the rant #BUT ITS LATE AND IM EMOTIONl #replies #callate guero #why am i like this #barfs out my life story at 1 am SMH #tmi fjfjjfd #anonymous

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softbinu · 5 years

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My Aroha Journey ✨

Ok so i’ve seen people sharing stories about how they found astro so i thought i’ll do mine as well uwu 🥰 (this got quite long im sorry ghghgj but i still hope you guys will give it a read?)

So this all goes back to October 2016. I was bored so i was just surfing through channels on my tv and i decided to check what program was on KBS World channel so i tuned into it and it was showing this chuseok special dance program called boom shakalaka. The show was like almost nearing the ending and i only knew some of the people there (like gikwang, sejeong and 2(?) other people).

So anyway i was watching it and suddenly this guy in a white sweater appears, holding two light sticks(?) and cheering on the other contestants. You know i thought “oh he’s cute” at first but then, he SMILED and his eyes became like little crescents and i was BLOWN AWAY. Right at that moment i just felt something in my heart?? Like it’s hard to explain but i knew i had to know more about him. So when i knew what his name was, i was like “alright im gonna search this guy up”.

But then sadly, i kinda forgot about it the next day and when i remembered, i forgot his name (SO TRAGIC 😔) so i tried searching the program but guess what? Yup i forget its name too so i ended up searching nonsense, u know like how you search for a song when you really don’t know it’s lyrics? Yup like that dhfhfh. So i was like “guess this is it,, bye bye cute looking guy it was nice knowing you while it lasted :(“ fjfjgjj

Fast forward to the beginning of Jan 2017, i came across astro’s cover of replay. Tbh i’m really picky when it comes to covers but i still decided to give it a go and honestly im so glad i did. Like i was SHOOK because they were so good and i genuinely loved the cover so much i kept replaying it (no pun intended). And after watching it numerous times, i noticed eunwoo and i thought he looked familiar so i searched about him and BOOM guess what? HE WAS THE GUY IN THE SHOW DGFHFH i was like so happy to finally see him again and from there on i began searching more about the group, watching their songs and videos and shows and before i knew it, the six boys had captured my heart :’) 🌷💕

I didn’t really claim eunwoo as my bias at first tho i knew him a little better than the others but it felt wrong to do it when i hadn’t even gotten to know the others yet?? Also they all were so cute i couldn’t pick a bias that fast dhfhgj So for a few days i didn’t claim a bias but then eunwoo in the ciacada ddoca just 😔✊🏼 like he had the audacity to look that cute while wearing minion glasses and when he just SMILES!!!! i knew i was a goner,, i guess its true when people say that u dont choose ur bias but ur bias chooses you lol. (Fun fact: i think i did confuse binu at first?? But i remember mixing up mj and jinjin’s names lmao. Like i thought mj’s name was jinjin and jinjin’s name was mj fhfhg) And then i was doing fine with only eunwoo as my bias (for like months) but idk when moonbin started ruining me 😤 and before i knew it i was moonbin’d and he became my bias along with eunwoo (though ly says im a complete bin stan now dhfhfhg i mean yeah my blog says that too but i disagree 🤧)

And the funny thing is, i might have seen eunwoo on hello counselor before too but didn’t know it lol. Also i saw eunwoo/astro on kbs year ending show 2016 and still failed to notice that eunwoo was the guy i was searching for fjfjfj like the special baby stage that they performed with other artists literally opens up with eunwoo but i guess im too dumb lmao.

And though it might have taken me months to find eunwoo again and then get to know about astro through him, i still believe it was written in the stars for me to find about astro and become an aroha. I love all of them and i feel lucky to have known about them and i’m happy to have made so many beautiful memories and met such nice arohas along the way. I love astro and all you arohas!! 💜

#i didnt get into every little detail bc i was scared its gonna get too long #yet somehow it did end up being long #im sorry hfhjkkh #but yeah here u go!#my aroha journey story time :)#enjoy this i guess haha #astro #happyastroday #astro 3rd anniversary #ME!#text

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squishyunho · 5 years

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50 questions tag!!

tagged by: @celestial-yunho

i’m tagging: i need friends

1. What takes up too much of your time?

sleeping,,, and reading,,,, and watching youtube videos

2. What makes your day better?

being with the people i love uwu and doodling and snuggles and other soft things like that

3. What’s the best thing that happened you today?

uh my dog fell asleep on my lap uwu hdhdhd today was uneventful

4. What fictional place would you like to go?

hmm ATLA’s world probably

5. Are you good at giving advice?

sometimes? JDHDJDJF i dont follow my own advice very well tho

6. Do you have any mental illness?

idk never tried to get diagnosed

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

nope and i hope to never ever experiece it fjfjjf

8. What musician inspired you the most?

i dont,,, really know hdhdhd

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

jeong yunho idk what (romantic) love feels like ._.

10. What’s your dream date?

as long as there are snuggles and my partner is happy i am happy

11. What do others notice about you?

i think my height? or how young i look? sjdhdhd idk what i would notice about myself tbh

12. What is the annoying habit you have?

i bite my nails (which is why i use nail polish to convince myself not to,,, kinda works) and i like touching my hair kek

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

i dont have a first love but i do still talk with my first crush uwu we’re still really close

14. How many ex’s do you have?

0,,,

15. How many songs are on your playlist?

too many JDHDHD

16. What instruments can you play?

i learned the piano for one summer but other than that nothing

17. Who do you have the most pictures of?

probably ateez at this point,,, if not then either vixx or monsta x

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

to the fansigns of all my idols so i can thank them for saving me uwu,,, and outside of that i just wanna see the world

19. What is your zodiac?

scorpio uvu

20. Do you relate to it?

sometimes?? but like also everyone says we’re dark and edgy and im just,,, in a yellow sweater,,, craving my favorite milk tea

21. What is happiness to you?

happiness is in the little things uwu

22. Are you going through anything right now?

uhh not really just the regular stuff

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

i will choose to ignore this question because remembering bad things makes me cry

24. What’s your favorite store?

uhh just any artsy store i guess uwu

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

im pro-choice uwu

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

im not organized enough for that jdhdj

27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment?

treasure ep 2 zero to one 👀

28. What do you want for your birthday?

ya know the usual, love and affection ((money wouldn’t hurt either))

29. What are most peoples first impressions of you?

they always say im so bright and cheery and hyper kffjfj

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

HDHDHADHF OKAY SO. IM 17. SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS 11. but most common guesses are like 13-15?

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

on the table next to my bed because thats where the outlet is fjfjfj

32. What word do you say the most?

idk probably “like”

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

uhh my parents have a pretty large age gap so i dont mind much but im still a minor so someone closer to my age for now

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

a year younger than me at most lmao im convinced people born after that are still fetuses

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

idk djffjj maybe an artist? no one really tells me

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

idk fjfj i cant choose one

37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be?

tbh i really have no idea hahdhdhdhd

38. What is your current favorite song?

mixtape#4 by stray kids, bon bon chocolat by everglow, don’t do sadness/blue summer & and then there were none from the spring awakening soundtrack uwu

39. How long have you had this blog for?

uhhh *checks emails* like a little over a month

40. What are you excited for?

the stray kids concert later this month!!!

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

depends on my mood tbh

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

i finished packing for a trip uwu

43. What do you want for Christmas?

jeong yunho uhh idk i actually appreciate pretty much everything as long as it has some kind of personal thoughts in it like??? imagine if someone looked at this and said “chi might like this a lot”??? i would?? cry???

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

uhh art classes i guess? it helps that im really interested in those classes uwu

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

a sOLID TEN OMG I JUST GOT A NOTIF FOR AN ASK IN MY ASK BOX AND I ACTUALLY SCREAMED OUT LOUDDHFHFJFJFF IM SO HAPPY

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

probably,,, sleeping JDHDHDH hopefully with an SO and a pet/pets and lots of snuggles

47. When did you get your first heart break?

havent gotten one yet uwu

48. At what age do you want to get married?

eh im not really picky

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

i reaaaaally wanted to be a vet uwu

50. What do you crave now?

love and affection,,, and maybe some milk tea

#tagged #this was fun uwu

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