#Ira and Kay
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The only lie Foundation has ever told her father is that she doesn’t remember his face.
He’s pale, from too little time spent in the sun and too much spent with her, with slicked-back hair streaked with gray. Gray eyes. Her own are brown from the dirt she’s hidden under, and her face is darker because of everything inside her, but gray is the color of her hair and her bones, which she knows from all the surgeries that made her forget the faces of everyone else. And the shadows under their eyes are both darker than the rest of them, except maybe his suit.
The blindfold is only for security, of course. Never mind that even if her lie was the truth, she’d be able to tell him apart from anyone else, and the other twelve, and her younger brother, in ways much deeper than skin and color, or even smell and voice and touch. But he insisted, and she supposes it’s a good reminder it will always be his job to know better.
The fabric is comforting, if itchy, if impossible to forget.
She never thought of him by his face anyway. He was simply cool, soothing, numbing any trace of guilt that might have fought its way to her conscious mind despite her induced amnesia. When he touches her, she can tell his lockpick fingers are stained with ink from all the paperwork he signs, or above ninety-eight point six degrees from their time on warm computer keyboards.
So why is his… colleague asking her to take off her blindfold?
It’s not an order. It’s not an order.
O5-10 is the keeper of her memories, and her first thought is that they’re presenting her with a test. She’s wondered what they–and everyone else–look like, of course; curiosity isn’t something she can make herself forget. But Archivists like them don’t last long. She’d quashed the worst of her speculation on that role long ago.
And then–wait.
She thinks she’s known them for… less than a decade, probably. She knows, from the time she’s spent inside their head, they were always too young for this. She knows, from the scalding passion she’d seen, that they were always too emotional to face everything she’s done.
This feels familiar.
That’s all she has to go off of, impressions left in her by everyone before them that acid didn’t eat away at. It makes sense, too, that they’d want her to remember their face once they were dead, as some kind of return for all the memories they’d held for her. Which would be illogical, since all her father would have to do would be to cut out an eye to make her forget again, but suicide isn’t usually any more rational than that.
She asks. She never lies to the thirteen, and that includes about her worries, when it’s not an order. It’s not an order.
Silence, and then they put a hand on the place where her blindfold’s tied and it’s, “Of course not. Do you feel it in our exchange?”
It’s hotter than usual, and it increases as they speak, extra conviction to convince her.
It’s hotter, but at its core, the same desire to protect, bathed in more blue than before. She wants to take off her labcoat.
She shakes her head.
“So what are you worried about?”
It’s such a ridiculous question, she’s able to finish thinking that before she remembers they’re one of the thirteen, and anything that sounds ridiculous from them is just sensibility that she doesn’t have the right memories to understand.
“It’s against protocol,” she says instead.
They pull their hand away from her blindfold. “I don’t think it’ll be an issue. You have a thousand other ways to identify me, and you deserve to know something like this about me when I know so much about you.”
A bit of green lances out from their feedline. Something from a previous affiliation she’s never been able to wipe out; it stings, badly, and she wants to scowl. She stays silent.
“Ira?“
“…I don’t know, mixer.”
“You don’t have to, of course. I just think it will be better this way.”
The exchange softens, and she feels its warmth in the sharp points of her fingernails. She wants to shake it away, or entrap it, rid herself of the temptation. Her father would be able to get rid of this with a touch.
He’d also advised her to comply with the others’ wishes, even when it wasn’t required.
“…Go ahead.”
It’s only for him, of course.
“You’re sure?”
Well, why would she say that if she wasn’t?
She nods.
When she makes no move to take it off herself, they grasp the bottom edge of her blindfold and pull it down for her, letting it fall to her neck and hang like an incredibly loose collar. She keeps her eyes on it for a few seconds before she dares to look first at their suit–as black as she remembers her father’s being, though without a red tie–and then at their hands–the nails painted blue–and then their face.
They’re smiling, to her surprise, and she musters one back. She’s fairly certain that’s what one’s supposed to do.
The warmth is still there, coiled around her heart, stopping it from hammering itself to death like she knows it’s what it would be doing otherwise, with the… adrenaline of looking into an Overseer’s face as if she were an equal, and the fear they’ll go the route of everyone else that locks up her bones sometimes. They’re smiling. They’re wearing glasses. Their blue hair is the brightest thing in her line of sight.
Their hair is blue.
Out of the thirteen, it does make the most sense, but she checks her impressions and it’s not familiar at all.
They have the shadows under their eyes and the pale(r) skin most of her own develop as side effects of their exchange, at least, and the suit is good. But the hair.
“It’s not… too big of a deal, is it?” They laugh; her smile seemed to have leeched any tension about this from their body. “Do you like what you see?”
And goosebumps rise on her arms at the movement of their mouth and jaw and chest, and all the muscles that are, functionally, the same to her own. It’s okay when they’re still, when she can evaluate them like a picture, but videos are never this vivid, and just–
They’re moving. She can see them moving.
“I do, mixer. Thank you.”
She’ll figure out if that’s a lie or not later.
#Ira and Kay#tw suicide mention#fictional amnesia#STJ#the Ira brainrot#writing#personifposting#Ira and Aaron#o5 10#another time#GOD WHAT DID I USED TO TAG THESE WITH#scp foundation#scp fanfic#wrote this for another project and edited a bit#to fit#this#it took me three hours but i did get over 1k without intending to so thats nice#how the hell did i manage to make a scene as short as this over 1k my pacing is gonna be so unbearably slow in any hypothetical novel#i create#this doesnt have anything to do with a Current Situation btw /gen#whump#conditioned whumpee#caretaker#personification whump
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Good for drama, bad for everything else.
#star trek#ds9#deep space nine#ira steven behr#robert hewitt wolfe#kai winn#bareil#deep space nine companion
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Can i get soft Addis Ira hcs?
[Ask received Aug 26th 2023]
Ouu soft Addis is definitely a thought
Let's see
In an AU where Addis isn't y'know... that😳 and where hes actually a dad and a non corrupt king
That's actually kinda wholesome hold on--
Soft! Addis Ira Hcs☆
In a world where Addis dosen't blatantly call Lance a terrible son(while also actively being a a terrible father) hes... well a completely different person
Lance's daddy issues started as young as the womb cus why I find out Lance's mom was actually married to Addis- WHY TF WERE THEY LIVING IN THE DESERT?????????????????????
Unlike the other kings that are just like "oh I'm trying to protect them" "oh I'm trying to prepare them for dadadada" "oh this that and the third" bro is blatantly abusive💀💀 I'm pretty sure he knows he's shitty, he doesn't give a fuck
So an AU where... that's not the case is literally just flipping the switch, take everything bad and get rid of it🥰🥰
In an AU where Addis isn't an asshole Lance's mom would def still be alive that's for sure
Yall they can be a family yall🥰💖
Lance deserves that much
Lance deserves to have a proper family
Lance growing up not only with a dad in the home but yk actually having a home to live in--
That could've saved bro so much trauma
Addis is getting the Toji treatment yall I'm sorry💀 call this the cod equivalent of dad toji with baby megumi au💀💀
Can yall imagine Addis doting on his wife💞
Lance's mom died of a curable illness so in a AU where Addis dosen't indirectly kill her I can imagine him sitting at her bed side while shes sick, holding her hand, a little Lance on the other side sleeping next to her
Yall that's so cute
Lance is a mama boy, don't matter how good of a dad Addis can be little Lance will stick to his mama's side
Even go as far as push his dad away to have her all to himself
"She my wife." "But she's my mommy😠"
Addis and Lance are constantly fighting over his moms attention
Its actually really cute how little Lance get so possessive over his mom
*Addis giving his wife a kiss on the cheek* Lance: Daddy what are you doing!?🤬🤬 *pulls them apart* Mommy can I have a kiss too😇😇
Don't get me wrong the little guy loves both his parents but that's his mommy!!
Don't get it twisted tho, the boys out number her so where ever mischief ensues you know the Ira men have been😼
Yall do you think if they were in love they would have more kids😭💞💞
Lance would be an amazing big brother
Nah like imagine Lance's parents going up to him like hey bud you're gonna have a little brother or sister I'D CRY SO HARD😭😭
Imagine Lance w/ a little sister
STOP IT😭😭
I mean sure not EVERYTHING is Addis' fault but we were truely robbed, like imagine if Addis was soft and sweet and nice and Lance had a normal (as normal as a prince can get) childhood
WE WE'RE ROBBED‼😭😭
We really could've had at least a non hostile father-son relationship and didn't it's not fair😭
Omg imagine Addis as a girl dad😭
Like that's his princess
And w/ Lance as a big brother too like THAT LITTLE GIRL WOULD BE SPOILED ASF
And shes apart of the Ira clan too, yall forgot Ira represents wrath, that girl would be tough as nails, nobody can tell her shit
She beats the shit outta some fool being disrespectful and Addis and Lance look so proud.
I guess if Addis is good the country wouldn't be in shambles--
Well the country isn't in shambles perse
But if Addis isn't actively contributing to everything bad assuming Ira has been the way it is for a long time, I'd think there's at least a foundation there for Lance to take over as king to even more steps reform the country cus that's not an easy feat and can take probably decades maybe more to achieve
Please god makes the wealth gap not so violent--
Anyway guys they're a family imagine Addis taking a young lance outside to play
Playing out in the garden, hide and seek with papa
Let's get the old man involved imagine Zeneau is with Lance right, giving him his little princely etiquette lesson and stuff and then Addis comes to grab Lance for dinner and and Lance is like DADDY and runs up to him
I'm unwell guys
We were robbed
More than that bitch slaughtered this will never happen
Yall imagine if Addis was nice
Crazy
#kay answers#court of darkness#addis ira#lance ira#court of darkness headcanons#headcanons#voltage inc
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#ncis: hawai#ncis: hawai'i spoilers#ncis hawai'i spoilers#ncis: hawaii spoilers#ncis hawaii spoilers#spoilers#s02e22#e: dies irae#lucy tara#kai holman#promo shot#yasmine al-bustami#alex tarrant
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the third other story is the first one to make me cry
#my posts#animanga#liveblogging#liveblogging dies irae#this has to be the most tragic thing i've ever seen#i didn't understand or care for half of it#but the other half....#holy fuck beatrice and kai are literally the best fucking charcters????#WE BARELY SEE THEM#WE BARELY GET TO SEE THEM AND YET#THEY'RE SO LAYERED AND COMPLEX AND WONDERFUL AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER#oh my fucking god#it's really fucking sad overall#but knowing what happens afterwards makes it even sadder#im just#and the thing is the previous other story makes it clear that these people#did not sign up for this#like i thought they all personally went up to reinhard and asked to be part of this#but that's really not the case#and its so fucking sad#BUT ALSO#despite everything trifa is the most hateful person in the entire game#you might say he's a good character but so is almost everyone#and i just happen to hate him#i just don't like having him on screen i just h a t e him#g e h#so fuck now time for marie's route D:
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rewrite erik’s birthplace :)
#his parents were (reluctantly) allowed maternity leave from the circus and decided to stay here!#the gate would be a fence and there would be lavender flowers on the windowsill#sort of reminds you of erik's picket fence around his water cellar house and the lavender candles he puts by the window huh? ;)#it's even more romantic than the house in susan kay's 'phantom' and his parents adore it :)#they were forced to return to the circus when erik was 4 months old and never came back to the house :/#when erik was little he made his parents tell him everything about the romantic little house (from how it looked inside/out to the road!)#he treasures every single bit of normalcy since he doesn't remember it and replicates it for the water cellar house :')#he doesn't do anything with the road tho he just likes it because an iris is a flower and he loves flowers :)#omg i just realized that rue des iris looks similar to 'dies irae' which is a book erik reference! :o#what a coincidence! :D#poto rewritten
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List 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to simblrs whose sims you adore 🤍
Kai and Ryuu's father was one of the seven Plague Lords of Inferna. Namely Ira, or Wrath. Their mother was a succubi queen (or princess, depending on how you want to look at it). Though Kaizen, unlike his younger brother, doesn't have a close relationship with their mother, despite being most similar to her in nature and appearance.
Also dissimilarly to Ryuusei, Kaizen has obtained something of an archdemon status. This has led many to question if Ryuusei is Ira's biological child or if the two brothers have different fathers. Though neither of them know with any certainty, Kaizen is of the belief that this is, in fact, the case. This is the leading factor in the brothers centuries long conflict.
Kaizen is a lust demon, not an incubus. He doesn't necessarily have to sleep with his victims to feed. Actually, Kaizen gets off on any and all lust, even if it's not directed at him, though that does sweeten the pot.
He actually loves humans, in a sick, twisted way. He finds them fascinating and hideous, like watching a never-ending string of car crashes. He'll often refer to them as his "ugly little pets" or "silly little things". Always as if talking down to a pitiful animal. His abilities make him attuned to human emotions and he understands their thoughts even better, often to the point of manipulating them to make things more entertaining for himself. He is a sadist through and through.
His fascination with Xiaoming stemmed from the fact that Xiaoming doesn't exhibit the same sort of emotions as other humans. Rather, a lack thereof. Meaning he can't feed off him (i.e. victimize him) because Xiaoming doesn't perceive lust. Xiaoming being the exception piqued his interest. In his mind, this makes Xiaoming exempt to all his condescending opinions about humans. Of course, Xiaoming having zero interest also helped, making Kaizen want to pursue him harder (that masculine energy tho).
BONUS: Though Xiaoming finds Kaizen despicable, disgusting, borderline abominable... In reality, Kaizen is incredibly gentle with him personally. After their initial meeting and clash, the two have never fought, neither physically nor verbally. They don't argue, as Kaizen is far too submissive to Xiao to refuse his commands. He grows to have a deep respect for Xiaoming, which morphs into something akin to love, if a demon could feel it. He'll tease Xiaoming endlessly, but in fact he is not only deeply loyal to him, but fiercely protective, and cares a great deal for Xiaoming's feelings. He will often give him gifts, dote on him and heap on flatteries (even if Xiao believe these all to be a show). But he's also very mindful of Xiaoming's thoughts and emotions, allowing him the space to speak and express himself, and never judging him one way or another. He abstains from doing things he knows Xiaoming would never tolerate, at least, in any capacity Xiaoming might find out he's doing it lol, and agrees to operate within the strict rules Xiaoming lays out for him as a way of proving his devotion.
#jade babbles#ask game#ec: kaizen#sorry I unleashed on your ask kuro haahaha#these development seshes are super good for me too#I ~really~ needed to think on and work out Kaiz's backstory#anyways#y'all thought taryn was king of the simps#what's the gay version of p*ssywhipped?
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Hello, Robert! I love the Bajorian faith. I would like to know if you guys thought more about Judaism (Prophets) or Catholicism (Kai) when creating the Bajor religion.
Ira is Jewish. Hans, too, nominally. Michael was Jewish.
I'm a lapsed Catholic. In college I was a lector and eucharistic minister. Rene is also Catholic.
Ron is... umm... I have no clue actually. Gentile-ish?
So... both?
There's some Buddhism and Zoroastrianism in there too, but I have no idea who's to blame for that.*
*That's a lie. The Zoroastrianism was me. The Buddhism was Michael.
#ds9#star trek ds9#star trek deep space 9#deep space 9#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#ask me stuff#ask me anything#bajor#the prophets#kai winn#walk with the prophets#my child
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LUCY TARA, KATE WHISTLER, KAI HOLMAN
NCIS HAWAI’I: 2X22 ‘Dies Irae’
#ncis hawaii#ncishawaiiedit#lucy tara#kate whistler#kai holman#ncis hawai'i#mine#my three faves 😭❤️#i need more of them together next season
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Class dood
(Ft. @your-neighboor-kai 's Ira again!!!!!)
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@imadewritingmyjob’s O5-10 (Kay Martin) with Ira Siegel. Being friends with the consciousness of the SCP Foundation can be very difficult, but they manage.
#OTJ#NTJ#Ira and Aaron#the Ira brainrot#scp foundation#personifposting#O5-10#maybe Kay will even manage to break Aaron’s conditioning???#not likely#I’m sorry 10 I did my best with the face 😭#art
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Ass, tits, or thighs? Which one (or more) out of these do our friends from Court of Darkness prefer?
🎙️🎤🎙️🎤
[Ask received: oct 27th]
See now were asking the good questions😈😈
ASS🍑, TITS🍒 or THIGHS🍗??
Court of darkness edition :)
*random order*
Thighs
he just gives off that vibe
I feel like if he were to actually answer this question he wouldn't give an answer
Cus he loves all of you, what do you mean pick one
He may not know it yet but it just gravitates there you know
A secondary one is tits
When your top comes off he's all over your chest but your pants? IT'S OVER
Dosen't matter if you have thick thighs or not, his hands are squishing your leg meat like no tomorrow
Taking a bite outta those drumsticks frl
It's not like he finds home between your thighs when he's eating you ou--
Ass
I feel like if Guy could have fistfuls of your ass he would
Dosen't matter if you have a big ass, small ass or no ass his hands will find a way towards your rear
Tits.
A secondary would be thighs but tits take the cake for Toa
No cus imagine this
Your in bed with Toa right
Sitting on his lap facing him, top discarded
He has his hands around your waist thumbing your sides affectionately
Mouth fill of boobie
Making out with your breasts switching between the two periodically
Your nipples wet with saliva
To detach him from your chest would be evil, pure evil
If you did he'd look at you with such disappointment you cant help but feel bad
Ever seen Toa pout before? Now you have.
Tits
I feel like this ones obvious
Like bro just looks like a boobs kind of person
Not to mention in epilogues bro always has mouth fulls of your chest before your top is fully off
yitties in his mouf
They make good pillows for when you nap together aswell
Ass and Thighs
Yup
Dont get me wrong he loves him so titties but ass and thighs???????? Hips and waist???????????
He's done
Your leg meat is his favorite thing in the world
He considers it a privilege to get to rest his head on your thighs to take a nap and hes truely blessed with the view when he fuck from behi--
Thighs
Goes a little feral when he see them ngl
Slips your bottoms off and his mouth waters a little
Hickeys all over your thighs sorry
Might be a little sore too yeah he did a number on them😬
Good thing Saligian culture is fairly modest, you don't have to worry about trying to hide the marks on your legs--
Ass AND tits
You heard me
Hows he supposed to pick
Has two hands for a reason
Hands on your booty while hes sucking up on your boobs😼😼
Tits
Maybe ass
Ass would be like secondary
But 100% boobie
Fenn would have a bad day and ask to see your boobs to make him feel better💀
#kay answers#court of darkness#rio voleri#guy avari#toa qelsum#lynt akedia#lance ira#roy invidia#dia akedia#fenn luxure#court of darkness headcanons#headcanons#voltage inc#18+ minors dni
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THANK YOU @tadpoledyke FOR THE KAIPAKEHA IDEA LOL
quick explanation for the url meanings:
irawhiti = transgender, lit. ira means life principle/gene and whiti means to swap/change/cross over. also has vague river/stream connotations
kaitangata = cannibal/man-eater (lit. kai = food and tangata = human) but also (more importantly) the name of a person in one of my favourite pūrākau. if you're māori you get it i fucking love that one so much. what the fuck happened there
kaipakeha = white person eater. lit. kai = food and pakeha = pākehā, a term for white europeans. i genuinely love this one so much but since it's missing the tohutō in the url i'm more on the fence about it. if it had the tohutō there'd be no question
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Meri/Almalexia
House On Fire (Ghost Note Symphonies) - Rise Against
Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene - Hozier
The Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
Goddess of the Rain - Burn the Ballroom
Howl - Florence + the Machine
Every Other Freckle - alt-J
Over and Over - Three Days Grace
Run - Hozier
Temporary - Chase Petra
Politics of Love - Rise Against
Serpents - Neck Deep
Lost Kitten - Metric
I Don't Smoke - Mitski
Rain When I Die - Alice in Chains
Guiding Light - Mumford and Sons
Like Real People Do - Hozier
Dog Physics - Ings
Honest - Ira Wolf
The Kill (Bury Me) - Thirty Seconds to Mars
The Last Agni Kai - Jafet Meza
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
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MERALEXIA PLAYLIST :D I hope you guys enjoy this as much as I enjoyed putting it together<33333
Header credits included in ID
Thank you @/whale-in-that-case for recommending Goddess of the Rain!<3
Songs (very) loosely in chronological order.
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Who was the first person to realize that it wasn't Bareil who should be the next Kai, but Winn? And did it take convincing to get everyone onboard or was it any easy pitch?
I think it was Ira and I pretty much simultaneously while we were rewriting "The Collaborator." Bareil was supposed to end up as Kai until then, but it occurred to us it would be a lot juicier if Winn won out.
As for pitching it to Michael and Rick, I wasn't part of that conversation, but I don't remember Ira saying it was a big deal. Making Winn the Kai definitely seemed like the best way to go to add drama to the series moving forward.
#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#star trek deep space 9#deep space 9#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#tv writing#tvwriting#Kai Winn#vedek bareil#ask me stuff#ask me anything
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