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liannyeong · 4 months

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Polar opposites

Summary: Even amidst all the anger, he would never break the one he loves.

Word count: 1446

Pairing: Jaebeom X OC

Warning(s): Angst, minor violence

A/N: It's been a long time ~ I was clearing out my drafts when I stumbled upon this. This was written in 2018, and reading it again made me go "Oh? This doesn't seem like a bad writeup?" Heh.

Jaebum thought that their love would overcome all obstacles, just like in romance movies and novels where the couple would fight and then, make up afterwards. He thought they would live happily ever after as long as they are together. That their love could stand the test of time. That their love was such a strong force that anything was possible. But this was reality, not those made-up published fantasies of a romanticist's mind.

They were cosmic stars clashing which perfectly described their first encounter. They collided as she rushed for class while he skipped it. Papers scattered everywhere and profanities escaped his lips. She scrambled for her papers while he for his cigarettes. As soon as he collected his things, his fists were clenched and ready to land a punch on his victim's face, but she had already disappeared into the corridor. And that was the first time someone ever managed to escape the wrath of the famous delinquent, Im Jaebum.

He spent his days searching for the rude girl. In Jaebum's defense, she did not utter a word of apology for bumping into him and almost getting him in trouble. When he finally got her, she had been extremely clueless about him and that bumping incident. She blinked up at him with innocent and clueless eyes that Jaebum could not even argue anymore. Nevertheless, Jaebum found her as a new target, bullied her to no end. However, she never cared about his antics and ignored his existence. She never feared him as all the other students did. But that one time when Jaebum went too far and shoved her down the corridor, she had this flame in her eyes when she met his. For the first time, Jaebum felt scared for his own life. Nothing happened though, but she started to retaliate. She got on his nerves, but funnily enough, she always managed to get away with it.

Amidst all the animosity, there was a change of heart. It wasn't a gradual evolution of emotion. Rather, it was something that was sparked on a snap. Jaebum had wandered into the field to taunt her. But a baseball was flying towards him unbeknownst to him.

"Look out!" he had heard someone cried out before there was a whoosh sound right in front of him.

As if time stood still, he could see clearly how each strand of her hair fluttered in the wind, how her hand was outstretched right in front of his face, how the ball slammed onto her glove.

It was stupid, Jaebum thought, to feel his heart skip a beat at such incident. But it happened and Jaebum thought she caught his heart along with the ball.

Afterwards, Jaebum became a blushing fool whenever he saw her. He still disturbed her, but no longer as extreme as before. He didn't know how or when he actually mustered courage to confess but the next thing he knew, they were a couple.

Nevertheless, couple or not, they were still two very different individuals. He still preferred streetwear -- leather jackets and dyed hair -- while she preferred smart casual. She was the epitome of a successful woman: smartly dressed, with an aura of confidence. He was violent and aggressive while she was calm and collective. He was fire while she was water. His foul temper always ruined the surroundings but never her. He ruined, she fixed. He was destructive, she was constructive. He explodes, she implodes.

Because of their contrasting personalities, their love was like hot coal. It was scalding to be held, but it spread warmth to the hearts.

Nobody understood why they were together in the first place. Their closest friends always had to deal with them barging into their place with tear-stained faces or fury. None of them understood how they manage to get married and settled down together despite the endless arguments. They were not the happiest couple. They never were. Never had anyone see them smile to each other. No one understood their love.

Except them.

"We'll be fine. We'll always be," her words rang in his ears. He scoffed. Who was she to say that? Indeed, he loved her so much. But she was not him. She could not understand the pain inside. He curled himself up on his bed, letting himself be consumed by sadness and guilt. He screwed up big this time. He had it all, but his pride just had to ruin it. Tears dripped onto the bed sheets that her scent still lingered on.

His endearment for her was too overwhelming. A month had past since the incident occurred and he missed her so bad. Jaebum hoped, every second, that she would show up on the doorstep of the apartment (he no longer called it home) with her bags. But time past by and she did not come. He laughed at the wee hours of every night. He thought to himself. He deserved it. He was a jerk who ruined everything and was a screwed up person himself. He got himself drunk with the little remnants of her in the house, in his mind. He played their memories over and over - her sloppy kisses in the morning and night, her sweet voice that was his favourite song, her soft touches on his skin. Every single little detail of her was etched deeply into his memory and onto his skin.

Every night, he roamed around the streets alone. As he drowned himself in the memories, he always ended up in the neighbourhood of his in-laws. He stood at the pavement, staring at the 9th floor of the building, hoping to catch a glimpse of the woman he loved. He stood for god knows how long, not tearing his eyes away from the windows. But she never looked out of the window.

It became a habit for him to come around everyday. He was too much of a coward to knock on the door. He was too afraid to face her. He knew he was in the wrong, but he never knew why he was not brave enough to face her. He wanted her back so bad, but his body just would not move a step closer to her. She was there: she was within reach, but he just could not take the step. He missed how her silky hair would easily let his fingers card through. He missed how his hands were so much bigger than her face. He missed how perfectly fitted she was in his embrace.

Then he saw her.

He could easily identify her even if she was drowned in the crowd, even in the darkest of the night. She wore the hoodie he recognized so well: her favourite (and his too), a present from him. She stuffed her hands into the pockets of the hoodie and she strolled down the streets, her back facing him. She was all alone, and very easily he could have approached her. But he did not. He followed as she entered the convenience store. She smiled at the cashier as she paid and he died a little inside. He yearned for that blinding smile to be directed at him again. He yearned to see the skin around her eyes to crinkle and her lids to be turned to crescents upclose again. He yearned for her so much. But he could do nothing, only to love her from afar.

The famous Im Jaebum, who never fled from a fight, was in fact, a coward.

So Jaebum came home, all drunken in his own misery and agony. What started as soft sobs escalated into fury. He threw a fit. He smashed the vases, the glass furnitures. He broke all the photos they smiled happily in. He punched holes into the walls. His skin tore and his blood dripped onto the hardwood floor. His head hung low and he rested his palm against the wall for balance, before he leaned his back against the wall. He let himself slid down in agony as he cried. He did not know what was more painful: his torn skin and dripped blood or her absence. Perhaps it was both.

Or perhaps it was the wrath he incurred himself for being destructive.

Everybody knew how bad his temper was. Him throwing a fit would mean the destruction of the world. He would break everything and anything he saw.

Even amidst all the anger, he would never break the one he loves.

The only one who braved the flames of fury was the one he vowed he would never hurt.

But he broke it.

So she left and he knew he deserved it.

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nichoswag · 2 years

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Hey there I have some got7 scenarios/reactions that I'd love to see you do... How would they approach someone they are interested in at a house party?

hey anon! i decided to use the term crush in place of 'someone they're interested in,' i hope that's okay. i actually like this scenario a lot but i wasn't completely sure what to write, so here's my attempt 👀 also sorry for the wait, i was stumped so it did take me a bit to be creative and complete the request :3 enjoy!

how got7 would approach their crush at a party

warnings: cursing, fighting (in jayb's), flirting, terrible pickup lines (jackson 👀), not proofread bcs i'm tired af

jayb

jaebeom probably wouldn't even approach you - he'd be subtly watching bcs he just adores you sm. subtle until he notices a guy getting too close and you seeming uncomfortable. he makes his way to you and pulls the whole "babe, is this guy bothering you?" and you play along until the guy grows frustrated and calls you names, which is when jb throws hands (fists). after he defends you and leaves the guy slumped on the ground, you're actually the one who asks for his number.

mark

mark would probably be really straight forward. sumn like "hey, you're cute, could i get your number?" but in the least creepy way possible. you can't help but say yes - he's so fcking cute omg and he texts you as soon as he gets home from the party to make sure you get home safely

jackson

jackson would be so extra ong. he'd slide in with the horribly tacky pickup lines but it still gives you butterflies. something like "hey, what's your name?" "y/n, why?" "oh, i could've sworn it was mine." so cheesy but so fcking cute bcs its jackson anywhores y'all exchange numbers after flirting a bit and that's how it goes down :D

jinyoung

jinyoung would definitely be the most smooth - you couldn't even tell if he's nervous (he is). he approaches you with a slight smile to appear friendly (rbf fr) and sits next to you and your friend on the sofa. he attempts to make small talk and by the end of the night, you both share a few drinks and exchange numbers.

youngjae

youngjae seems like a pretty shy person irl esp around people he doesn't really know so he'd have to be comfortable with you to approach you - and you have to be alone bcs he's afraid of messing up around you, much less your friends or other strangers 🥺 he'd probably ask for your number so you could plan a hangout at some point (not a date, he wouldn't be that straightforward)

bambam

i take back what i said about jinyoung - bam is def the most smooth with all that flirting he does, and that's definitely what he does with you. mans waltzes right up to you and starts flirting (so extra pls) he'd def ask for your number and plan out a date on the spot 😩

yugyeom

bb would prob try to act so confident but be vv nervous :3 mans does not have enough experience with dating despite his constant flirting smh... probably stutters a bit but ultimately plays it cool. you end up giving him your number bcs he's just so cute!!

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kgyeomiex · 5 months

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Distraction (M)

“I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking towards me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you.”

JYP has announced a new girl group in the company and you happened to be one of the members. The moment you signed in, that was the moment you were hoping to just focus on music and your career, but something gets in the way. A massive love triangle is what causes a bumpy road for you and your future.

Previous Parts:

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 //

Part 9 is here~

Masterlist

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Regardless of what you say, you will always get distracted by these boys. Jaebum and Mark tend to show up out of nowhere when you try your hardest to focus on your music...

A normal person would stand by their group and show their devotion and full attention to the music however in your case it’s different...

“Y/N, I was hoping I would bump into you,” Mark says, smiling right at you.

Right now, your brain was telling you to get away and focus on the big day but for some reason, your feet weren't moving.

“M-mark, what’s up?” Why did you just stutter... Great not only is your body ignoring your command, but now you can’t even speak to the boy.

“I don’t know if you’re busy, but I was wondering if you maybe wanted to get lunch with me... Just me,” Mark wanted to go eat with you? How on earth can you say no to that?

Even though you knew you should reject his kind gesture you just spoke without really thinking about your answer.

“Sure,” as soon as you said that you realized what you said, and you tried your hardest to smile instead of showing your shocked face.

Shit...

“Perfect... I just need to return this to Yugyeom but if you’d like you can meet me in the front,” Mark suggests, and instead of saying anything you nodded your head and continued to smile.

Okay clearly speaking wasn’t helping you out... Instead, it was making things more complicated for you.

“Great, I’ll see you soon,” Mark smiles and takes off.

Instead of even moving you stood there frozen trying to figure out what your plan was... Just a second ago you were talking about devoting all your attention to your career and not on boys. Crazy how your mindset was so quick to change...

Okay... Look at the situation this way. Mark and you were probably just going to eat and then from there split off in your directions.

Hopefully after spending some time with Mark, you can then focus on your music and less on boys....

Yeah... That sounds like a good idea. Will it work? To be honest I have no idea, but a girl can hope and dream.

“Jackson did what?” You couldn't help but laugh as Mark was trying to explain how Jackson ended up kissing Jaebum on the lips.

“It was by accident though... Just know that in interviews they will make you do unexpected things like where you have to pass papers around to other members by only using your lips...” You’ve always seen other idols do that and to be honest you always wanted to try it but at the same time no...

“Have you had an incident where you accidentally kissed one of your members?” You asked Mark as you reached in for your drink. He silently thought to himself and then looked at you.

“Okay maybe once or twice... But the whole purpose of the game is to prevent the paper from falling... The paper that these people write is horrible material and always ends up falling at the end,” you smiled, and then a question popped into your head.

“So, Mark tells me, who’s a better kisser?” You asked Mark teasing him and he laughed.

“It’s not like that,” the two of you suddenly began to laugh.

“Even if I did accidentally kiss one of the boys, I didn’t enjoy any of them,” Mark defended himself and you just smiled.

“Sure...”

Sitting in front of Mark and having lunch with him wasn’t bad. The two of you were just spending time with one another and laughing, you know what friends do.

“Hey Y/N... I know this is random, but I have a question,” Mark says, and before you could answer you grabbed a napkin and wiped your mouth before replying.

“What’s up?” You asked as soon as you finished chewing.

“I know I probably shouldn't ask a question like this, but I can’t help but be curious...” At first, you were confused. What kind of question was Mark planning to ask you but then you had an idea... It’s probably going to involve what happened back at the studio when you were being put on the spot in front of everyone.

“Ask away,” you had an idea of what this question was going to be, and even though you weren’t ready to answer you had to face it eventually.

“Do Jaebum and you possibly have a secret relationship?” Mark asks, looking directly at you.

Well, that was straightforward... There is nothing to hide because Jaebum and you aren’t even dating or anything. When you told the boys back at the studio that you don’t have a relationship with Jaebum or Mark you were serious about it.

The answer would be beyond different if the boys were to ask what your feelings towards them but since they didn’t you are fine.

“No Jaebum and I are just friends,” you said as you looked into Mark’s eyes, so he knew you were telling the truth.

“That’s good to hear,” you were about to ask him why but then suddenly a memory replayed in your head...

For a second you almost forgot that Mark confessed he liked you... You looked down at your plate of food and tried your hardest to contain your smile.

Eventually, silence appeared and the two of you were now sitting there eating not saying a single word to one another...

So were you two planning to stay quiet now...

“M-”

“Y-”

The both of you stopped talking and just smiled.

Things were starting to become complicated... After talking to Sana and hearing her advice you looked at Mark and then back at your food. You came to JYP to live your dreams, not look for boys...

This was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. You remember reading an article where DAY6 had 6 members in the beginning, but someone was kicked out after JYP found out he had a girlfriend.

If you continue to allow your feelings to get in the way you will get kicked out of the company before you can live your dreams.

“What do your plans consist of tomorrow?” Marks asks and you suddenly begin to move your food around not wanting to eat.

“Um well, tomorrow we will have our debut showcase. Then we have photoshoots and interviews so tomorrow will be a very busy day.” In the past couple of days, you have had a chance to spend time with the boys which led you to catch feelings for them... But after today you were going to be busy.

Maybe being busy was going to be a good thing. You weren’t going to have the urge to want to spend time with Jaebum and Mark... Maybe you’ll even get over this crush of yours.

“So will I not be able to see you?” Mark suddenly asks and at that moment the both of you make eye contact.

“I’m not sure....”

Comments like this made it hard to forget why you liked him.

“Well... I enjoyed this lunch, but I think it’s time for me to head back and practice until my feet fall off,” you said dramatically, and Mark smiled.

“Don’t overwork yourself, you do have a busy day head,”

You got up from your seat, grabbed your tray, and left while you could...

Comments like this make it hard for you to just “forget” you have a crush on Mark. He was sweet and considerate.

But sometimes you must sacrifice something for something else... When you look at things it's either you choose your dreams or some boy...

Dance practice was going well; however, you would be lying if you were to say you were distracted even if it was the slightest. What was worse about all of this was that you couldn’t talk to your members about it.

You were trying everything you could to ignore your thinking about Mark and focus on what was important... Tomorrow and your busy schedule.

“Okay everyone let’s take 5,” your leader says as she tries to catch her breath.

You all agreed. You walked over to a wall and instantly sat down.

“Y/N!” You looked over and noticed your bandmate Daeun sitting beside you.

“You know although we live together and practice, I feel like I haven’t spoken to you in forever,” it was true but so much has been going on. . .

“I know. But I mean with this debut coming up we’ve all been tired and busy,” you said, and she nodded her head.

She grabs her water bottle and looks at you.

“I know it’s none of my business but lately I noticed you’ve been looking pretty distracted, is everything alright?” You looked at her and began to contemplate with yourself.

Should you open up to Daeun about your situation or keep it to yourself?

You didn’t mean to keep secrets to any of your bandmates, but to be fair you weren’t close to them. Also, this included something that could involve a scandal if you don’t play your cards right and this can affect everyone.

You wouldn’t know how Daeun would feel if you told her about both Mark and Jaebum and how you may like them. . .

“I have been distracted, but it’s nothing concerning. . . Just worried about failing and disappointing everyone around me,” you decided to keep it vague and simple with your explanation.

“Well, girl you have nothing to worry about. Honestly, one thing I always tell myself and I will share with you is that there is no need to stress about the small things. Life has a way of figuring things out, everything happens for a reason.” Daeun says and you nod your head.

“But what if. . .You know something you want to do can affect others around you . . .”

After blurting that out, Daeun looked slightly concerned but instead of asking me what was up, she shrugged.

“Well, only you know what’s best for you. Sometimes you must be selfish and take the risk to make yourself happy before others.” You were surprised to hear advice like this from Daeun, but she was right.

Min-Seo suddenly called everyone back up and we continued to practice. . . After speaking to Daeun, you felt a little less distracted. . .

Everything happens for a reason, right?

You weren’t expecting any of this to take place. You were stuck in a weird position.

When you auditioned to become an idol and even got ACCEPTED you were so happy words could not describe the feeling you felt. You felt speechless, you felt like this was either a mistake or they were probably confusing you with someone else or you felt like you were dreaming...

You remember before your auditions you slept so little to make sure that your routine for your audition went well.

Now here you are about to debut but now you are distracting yourself.

Instead, you are here suddenly getting swayed by boys in this company.

It wouldn’t be much of an issue if JYP didn’t have the dating ban... But if you want to continue being an idol you have to literally push off your feelings and maybe even stop talking to them.

You have worked way too hard to get where you are now. On top of that, you began to recall all the stressful moments you had to endure while training. The harsh criticism you would receive, the whiplash attitude your coaches would give, and the overwhelming feeling you had to deal with...

Honestly, training was probably one of the hardest times you have ever experienced. Back in the dorm, you remember calling your mom and breaking down. You remember the number of times you considered quitting and going to a new root, but you didn’t allow yourself to quit.

Instead, you put on your big girl pants and knew you were going to debut sooner or later.

You worked too hard to suddenly throw all of this away.

Usually, dilemmas like this were a no-brainer but as you began to think.... What if you never feel this way with anyone else you ever meet?

You knew that this was probably just an excuse to avoid letting go of the person you were starting to like...

Were you really going to throw away something you worked so hard for over a guy?

Thinking of Mark was not helping... And weirdly enough you caught yourself even thinking about Jaebum.

You got back on your feet and shook your head.

Now it’s time to focus on what’s important.

After rehearsing the rest of the members were ready to call it a night to head back to the dorm and relax before the big day. However, due to all the distractions you have been experiencing, you decided to stay back to rehearse for an hour or two to make sure you got everything set for tomorrow.

After practicing the main track dance, you felt yourself out of breath. You sat on the floor and looked at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this!” you told yourself trying to tell yourself words of encouragement.

You can’t keep distracting yourself with the thought of these beautiful men. You worked way too hard to be where you are now... How are you going to let that escape through your fingers with just one minor mistake?

You got up and you heard your phone make a noise.

You walked over to your phone and picked it up.

To be honest you were expecting it to be one of your members telling you to head home and rest up for the big day but no...

The person who was texting you at 11 pm was Jaebum.

I heard you were still in the company, so I decided to come by and take you home :)

This text brought mixed feelings. One side of you was happy to receive a text from one of the boys themselves because, to be honest, you enjoyed having a conversation with them. HOWEVER, this is the type of distraction you were trying to avoid.

You brushed your fingers through your hair removing the hair from your face and took a deep breath.

Okay. . . What if you agree for Jaebum to walk you back to the dorm for one last time? That way once you debut you can forget about your friendship with the boys and look at the bigger picture. YEAH!

You texted Jaebum agreeing to his gesture and then put our phone to the side.

Let’s just practice one more time before you call it quits.

As you were dancing the last chorus you suddenly noticed a shadow creeping up by the dance studio door. You were going to stop to look back, but you couldn’t afford distraction. You assumed it was Jaebum so instead of looking back you continued to dance and lip sync not trying to miss a beat.

As you were on the floor doing a dance move, you noticed Jaebum walking in and then looked away looking at yourself in the mirror instead.

FOCUS.

Look at the bigger picture.

You continued to perform as if you were standing on stage in front of a big crowd, but you were tempted to look over and look at Jaebum.

Fortunately, the song was coming to an end.

As you were finishing the last set of dance moves, you posed as the music came to an end and you could hear Jaebum cheering.

You looked over and smiled.

You wanted to say something, but you needed to catch your breath.

Jaebum noticed how tired you were after that last dance, and he noticed your water bottle close by the dance studio window. He grabbed the water bottle, walked over to you and you looked at him.

“Thank you,” you grabbed onto the water bottle and then took a sip before you continued to talk to Jaebum.

After taking a sip, you looked at him.

“What brings you to the studio, shouldn’t you be home?” You asked him and he shrugged.

“We finished early with recordings, and I was told that you were still in the dance studio so I came to make an appearance.” you couldn’t lie you felt your heart warm up a little at the thought of Jaebum staying here to see you.

No.... You don’t like him. . . You think.

As you walked over to your bag you said “You didn’t have to stay, you could have gone home and rested. I’m sure you had a busy day,”

Jaebum shrugged and smiled.

“Waiting for you was no problem. . . I was hoping I had a chance to see you today,” as those words came out of Jaebum's mouth you looked over at him and couldn’t help but smile.

Comments like this are not helping whatsoever.

Sometimes you get curious and wonder if Jaebum was interested in you as a woman but then again maybe it’s better if you don’t know the answer to that.

Your brain and your feelings are in a complete battle. What the hell are you supposed to do?

You realized you were so lost in your thoughts you haven’t responded to Jaebum.

“Ah so you just wanted me to bug you more, well your wish is my command,” you teased Jaebum, and he laughed.

You couldn’t risk being flirtatious with Jaebum. You don’t know what kind of outcome comes with and right about now you didn’t want to put yourself in any kind of predicament. Now that you were trying your hardest to stay on the right path you knew you just had to friend-zone the man.

“What can I say, life becomes a little bit more exciting when I am with you,” Jaebum blurts out, and after hearing that you instantly avoid eye contact.

Oh no... He is making it harder and harder to not like.

“Sometimes I wonder if becoming an idol is worth all this trouble,” you confessed to Jaebum as you two strolled along the street side by side.

“What do you mean?”

“Well, I mean the restriction we have when becoming an idol. We have to put up this facade to keep fans happy. We have to give them this illusion that we are perfect and happy all the time when in reality we are human like the rest of them. . .” You weren’t even an idol yet, but you already started to feel like the fame life was going to be harder than most people realize.

Right now, you seemed conflicted just because tomorrow was the big day. Although you haven’t been friends with Jaebum and Mark for that long, it’s felt like so much has been going on and you haven’t been keeping your eyes on the prize.

“I know what you mean, I think it’s normal for anyone to have that kind of thought. But in the end, you always think and look at the bigger picture. What do you want?”Jaebum asks you and you look at him.

“I really want to make sure tomorrow is a complete success. I didn’t go through blood sweat and tears getting criticized left and right just not to debut at the end. You know?”After getting advice from different people, you suddenly decided to make a decision.

It was now time to put your foot down. Although the past couple of days you have enjoyed the presence of both Jaebum and Mark, you knew it had to come to an end.

Well, you didn’t have to cut them off completely, but boundaries had to be made and you knew that you had to avoid ever letting things get deeper for example your feelings for each of them.

Bzzz

You opened your eyes, and you looked up at the ceiling.

For some reason, it felt like you didn’t sleep at all. The moment you got home you had a hard time falling asleep. You were so nervous yet excited about your showcase today. . .

The day had officially arrived. You were finally going to debut and make a name for yourself.

You sat up and felt a mix of emotions.

Today is going to be a good day. You weren’t going to let anything get in your way.

Just as you were planning to get up from the bed you suddenly heard a knock on the door. Min-See opens the door and peeks her head through the door.

“Y/N are you awake?” she must have heard your alarm but hasn’t seen you step out of your room.

“I’m awake,” you told her, and she smiled.

You could see how worried she appeared to be. You couldn’t blame her; the feeling was mutual. Although to be fair you all should be confident for today’s showcase, especially with the amount of practice you guys had.

Day’s like today you couldn’t afford any kind of distraction. You walked over to your mirror and took one look at yourself. Right about now it was time for a pep talk.

Today is the big day. After all the rejections, all the struggles, and all of the hard work you put in, today was the day you were going to finally show what you have been working hard on. Today was the day you could finally show your mom that all those tears you shed during the process were worth it at the end of the day.

However, it seemed like in the back of your head you had a slight fear appearing making you think about the what if. What if your debut isn’t as successful as you were hoping? What if people don’t find interest in your group? What if this love triangle you seem to be in becomes far harder than it has been?

You could feel your mind filled with so many different thoughts, but you were trying your hardest to keep yourself together. This is fear talking.

Today was a big day for your group and you and you weren’t going to let anyone take that away from you.

As you were in the dressing room getting your makeup done, you were thinking about the lyrics to your own song and the choreography over and over. Today was the day you couldn’t afford any kind of mistake.

The makeup artist instructs you to close your eyes and begins to apply eyeshadow. Suddenly you hear the door open and the staff in your room saying hello to whoever came through the doors. Without thinking twice, you opened your eyes and there you see Mark walking in with a basket in his hand.

Seeing Mark gave you mixed feelings. One side of you was happy to see the fact that Mark cleared his busy schedule just to come down here and wish you luck. . . Like, let’s be honest what kind of guy does that? And then the other side of you isn’t very happy to see Mark just because you knew he could be a big distraction... Can you see the dilemma?

“Mark?” Your makeup artist pulled away from doing your makeup and smiled.

“I’ll give you a few minutes to talk to your friend,”

You thanked your makeup artist and then continued to look at Mark.

“Surprise,” he says as he approaches you with the basket in his hand.

“Surprise is right. . . What brings you down here?” You asked him and just as Mark was about to speak up, he was cut off when someone else walked through the door.

Another person you weren’t expecting to see was right there in front of you. Of course... Jaebum also made an appearance.

What the hell do you do now?

To Be Continued...

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got7paradisejust4u · 2 years

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GOT7 Scenario - Hard To Resist ~ Im Jaebum

Post Date: 6th July 2022 Content: Angst + Smut WC: 4.1K TW?: Enemies to lovers/ Coworker!Au/ Profanitites/ Name calling/ Slight voilence/ Unestablished relationship/ Nipple play/ Penetration/ Ass Slapping/ Handprints/ Bruising/ Overstimulating

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Well that’s fantastic, isn’t it? The company needed people to travel across the country to help out in another store since they’re extremely understaffed, though you couldn’t comprehend why they had to send you. That wasn't the worst part of it, you wouldn’t have cared so much if you were paired with another one of your coworkers, however, they insisted that you had to travel with and work alongside Jaebum even in this store. Multiple times you’ve been dragged into your manager's office to discuss the negative work relationship the two of you had, and it wasn’t even your fault to start with, Jaebum made you feel unwelcome the minute your foot stepped through the doors, making stupid little comments and just being a plain, straight-up douche. There was no reason for it, and you gathered that he was just stuck up, very opinionated at the first glance and just cocky because he’s one of the best employees in the company. Hence why you were paired together, the two best employees for your shop being sent somewhere else to show how it’s done in the workplace. Though the company compromised by paying for your hotel, paying for petrol and giving you a car to travel in, you just wished it was under different circumstances.

The car journey had already set you both off on the wrong foot, arguing over who is going to be the designated driver and bickering over directions, already a great start, right?. “Jaebum, you have to take the next left onto the highway, it’ll be quicker!” you shout, shaking your phone with google maps showing the different routes that you could take. That wasn’t even the worst part, he puts his hand up as if to signal to you to shut up, shaking his head and muttering stuff under his breath, you barely even make out what he’s saying. “Grow the fuck up, Jae!” you whine, putting your phone back in your bag. You were so grateful you didn’t have to work straight away when you got to the destination, you had the rest of the day and night to have time to yourselves before having to spend 6+ hours together again for the shift. “God, you’re so whiney” Jaebum mutters, shaking his head as he continues to take that left turn you told him to take. Yo go to bite back at him but you quite literal bite on your tongue, it was best not to retaliate, it’ll make your life easier. As a last resort, you put your earphones in to listen to music, watching the landscape go by as you stare out of the window avoiding any type of conflict with Jaebum.

A few miles away from the final destination, the car starts to grumble and stall, until eventually you become stranded on a side road, the car completely breaking down on you. “What... why have we stopped?!” you shout, pulling out your earphones to look at Jaebum who has irritation written all over his face, sighing hard to himself, head rested on the headrest, slamming his hands on the steering wheel. “Fuck... sake...” he growls, unbuckling his seat belt, opening his door and leaving the vehicle, to phone your boss. As you watch his every move, you realise that this was gonna be a fun trip, first they pair you with the worst person possible, but now you’re only an hour or so away from your hotel. Your head falls into your hands, rubbing your temples with your fingers as you regret your life decisions. “Yes, we’re stranded, but I see a hotel down the road. We’ll have to stay there until the car gets fixed... I know it’s inconvenient, but what else do you expect me to do?!” you hear Jaebum shouting down the phone, almost bringing out a laugh at how short his temper fuse is. “Thank you!” he shouts, punching the car before taking a deep breath. His head pops around the door frame, signalling you to get out of the car, with a swift movement of his hand and thumb pointing behind him, nothing but anger on his face.

It was an extremely long wait for the repair services to come and look at the car, leaving you to walk to the hotel down at the end of the road to ask for rooms for the night, and to see if anyone was able to tow the car into the hotel carpark. Luckily the only thing going your way was the fact they had a tow truck on sight from another customer, paying them off to tow it for you, as you check yourself in for two single rooms. It was unsure how long it was going to take before you could get back on the road so the only option you had was to pay for the hotel just in case, throwing Jaebum his keys to his room as you storm off to your own, peace as you walk in. It was bliss.

The TV quietly fills the room with some form of sound, you’re comfortable sitting on the bed, on your IPad, reading something you found to waste some time. You felt at peace and had no worries until a knock on your door makes you jump out of your skin. “Y/N, it’s Jaebum!” he shouts, his voice muffled behind the door and all you could respond with was a groan, unwillingly pushing yourself to go answer the door to him as he barges past you before you could even fully open it and even ask him what he wanted. “I... well...” you stutter, as he makes himself comfortable, sitting at the end of your bed, shoving his phone in your face when you got close. It was a text from the company, apologising and informing you that the services won’t be with you until late in the night as it was the earliest they could get anyone out. “So it looks like we’re gonna be leaving here extremely early in the morning to get to the shop on time, fantastic!” you sarcastically end your sentence, throwing yourself into the armchair across from him.

There was a moment of silence before Jaebum breaks the piece, his frustration over this whole situation making him act out irrationally, “Why did they have to send me on this stupid fucking trip for a stupid little job!”. His sudden outburst makes you jump in your seat, wide-eyed at him as his face is covered by his hands, letting out a loud growl before dropping his arms, looking over at you, his face red with anger. “All because you told me to take that stupid left turn!” he points at you with an angry finger, walking closer to you as you stand your ground, standing up to him, sick of his disgusting attitude towards you. “Hold the fuck up! I only suggested a quicker route! I can’t control a car breaking down Jae!” you scream back, getting into his face. “Get out of my room now!” you add, pushing him out, but he flips around, grabbing your arms tightly, “Don’t fucking touch me you stupid bitch!”. The horror of his words showed in your face as you finally see red yourself, slapping him across the face. He cups the place where you slapped, wide-eyed at you, storming out of the room. With instant regret, you crash onto the beg, sobbing into the pillow that you hug tightly, you’re never one for violence but you couldn’t just let him speak to you like that and part of you hopes he’s learnt a lesson this way.

The sound of your sobs could be heard through the door, though muffled, it was still eligible that you were crying as Jaebum goes to walk past your room, unable to help himself when he puts his ear to the door, sighing to himself and rolling his eyes. He held a grudge, though knowing it was none of your faults for the both of you to be in this situation, his pride wouldn’t let him admit to himself that he was out of order, and in all honesty, he won’t admit it to you, you did knock him down a peg with the slap. It made him realise that he has no right to even talk to you that way. Through multiple contemplations, he knocks on the door lightly, wanting to apologise but not even sure himself how he was going to if he could get it out at all. “Go away!” you shout from the other side as he slumps against the door, “Leave me alone, once we’re done with this job trip, I’m done with you and this company!” you cry. Not understanding why, or how, this makes Jaebum feel a massive lump in his throat that he struggles to swallow. He’s messed up big time, knowing that he’s just going to have to push past his pride at some point.

For about an hour, he leans against you silently, listening to you cry and his heart sinks, even more, realising he’s made so much damage to you that he knew he couldn’t fix, though he wanted to try. He didn’t want to become friends, but he never wants to anyone to be crying because of how he treated them. During that hour, you finally thought he had given up and gone back to his room, ready to leave your safe space that was your hotel room to see if there was food being served downstairs. After throwing on a cardigan and some comfortable shoes, you go to unlock your door, opening it to see Jaebum leaning on the door frame. Your instant reaction was to wipe the tears from your eyes, stiffening your upper lip as you try to be firm with him. “I told you to leave me alone...” you state, as he shakes his head, refusing to look at you, scared that seeing your tear-stained cheeks and red eyes will cause him to feel worse than he already felt. “I told you-” you tried to speak again but he cuts you off, “I’m not leaving!” he bites, instantly apologising for his tone of voice, “Please let me in,” he begs, as you go to close the door on him but his foot stops it, “Please?” he asks again. With your emotions all over the place, this was the last thing you needed but you knew if you didn’t let him, he’d be persistent until you did.

All you could do was walk away from the door, letting him let himself in as he shuts the door gently behind him, “Look, Y/N, I-” he mumbles but you had something to get off your chest first, “No, I’m going to speak first, Jae. I’ve been trying for years since I’ve started this job to forgive you for the asshole you are, that it was just something I’d have to get used to. Yes, I hate you, I hate you with every inch in my body, but now, I want to forgive you even though you’ve treated me like a doormat, and getting in my face? Calling me a stupid bitch? You can go fuck yourself, you deserved that slap!” you cry, arms furiously wailing around, expecting him to react badly. All he did was nod, looking at the floor as he listens to you getting it all off your chest. “I agree,” he replies, sincerely looking up at you, shoving his hands into his pockets, attempting to walk closer to you, “I agree, I deserved that slap, I’m an asshole for treating you the way I have. Thank you for making me realise that”. You attempted to read his face for any hints of him being disingenuine but struggled to, his eyes were soft, tears forming in the corners. He really means it.

It takes you a moment to even process this different side to him that you’ve never seen, struggling to comprehend that he can even be capable of apologising in the first place. It felt unreal, the tightness in your chest increased as all you could do was look at him with confusion, hurt and whatever else you could possibly feel at that moment as his head is bowed again. “I’m not expecting you to accept my apology, it would be foolish of me to even think you’d even talk to me after it. But you needed to hear it, Y/N. I genuienly am sorry,” his apology really hits deep as he gently takes your hands, into his own, using one of his to wipe the tear that falls out of your eyes. “I’m sorry, I’ll see you tomorrow for work,” he adds, letting go gently before heading towards the door.

“Jae-” you call for him and within seconds, he’s turned around. You really didn’t know what you were doing, why you were even believing him and accepting his apology, maybe you were just hoping for an easier work-life, for an easier life full stop. To stop wondering what you do wrong for him to act the way he did. “It’s gonna take me a while to completely accept your apology, but thank you. Keep this nicer side up and we’ll see,” you struggle to say through tears, but his instant reaction was to run up to you, to hug you. Your whole body freezes up, really unexpecting this interaction with him but buy god did you only then realise how genuine he was being, your head is pressed to his chest, his cologne softly radiates off his body as you breathe in, the beating of his heart becomes relaxing as your hand caresses your hair and the other wraps around your shoulders. Your arms slowly snake around his torso, really indulging in the hug, realising it was much needed and for a moment, you forgot about everything that happened.

The hug was short as sweet, as his grip slowly loosens around you, letting you go, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have hugged you...” he says softly, unsure where to look or what to do, his heart sinking when he catches you shaking your head, “Jae, it’s fine. I think I needed it. Thank you”. A huge sigh of relief falls from his lips as he clutches his chest, and a small smile creeps onto his face. “I’m glad,” he whispers, looking at you sweetly. There was something in the way his attitude has changed that made him extremely attractive to you, the soft smile you received, for free practically, made something in your mind feel really attracted to him.

It was awkward for a moment as you twiddle your thumbs, not sure what to do or say next, though to try and break the silence, you offer him to sit with you whilst you watch a film. You would’ve never thought of asking to spend time with him but if there’s going to progress in your relationship with him in a positive way, it would be nice to do something chill together. As you sit on the bed, you tap the space next to you, offering him to take it up which he’s more than happy to take up. Slowly and gently, he shuffles next to you, happy to just even know that you completely don’t hate him right now.

The channels flick through different shows and films, almost nothing jumping out to you to grab your attention until you give up, putting on The Simpsons to just sit and watch, surprisingly enjoying it a lot more than you thought it would. Though, after a long and eventful day, your eyelids slowly start to drop, your head wobbling as it slowly falls onto Jaebum’s shoulder. He scoffs to himself as he pulls the blanket up over you, his movement making you sit up, apologising for falling asleep. As you look back at him, his soft eyes gazing at you, as your scan his face fully, for the first time ever, taking in his beauty before your eyes stop at his lips. No one could ask you why you had the sudden urge to kiss them, but they looked so soft, a peck wouldn’t hurt, right?.

Just over 2 hours ago, you absolutely hated his guts, and now you were thinking about kissing him? You were so confused about how you felt or what you were doing with yourself, but the more you look at him, the more you want to kiss him. “You okay?” he whispers, placing a hand softly on your shoulder as you nod, biting on your bottom lip as you turn away from him, squeezing your eyes together to avoid looking at him and thinking about kissing him, but your mind has other ideas. “Fuck it,” you whisper to yourself, turning around and placing a gentle peck on his lips, pulling away quickly, blushing to flush over your cheeks as he clicks his tongue, laughing to himself. “I’m so sorry.. I-” you attempted to apologise but the gentle grip on your face makes you look at him, who wastes no time in returning the kiss. The fact that he kissed you back made you momentarily freeze before melting into it, unintentionally turning it into a slight makeout session, throwing yourself into his lap as his hands roam your body, placing both onto your ass, holding you in place.

“Someone’s. A. Little. Eager,” he giggles through the kissing, as you turn hungry, he kisses better than you thought, his taste was even better as you slowly become addicted to him, his touch, becoming needy for more than just kisses. “Fuck, what I’m I doing?!” you cry, coming up for air from the kisses, your mind racing with so many different emotions, you didn’t know what you wanted or what you were doing to yourself, but for some reason, you really didn’t want to stop. “I’m so sorry,” you apologise, covering your face in embarrassment, his breathing gets slower as he moves his hands up to your waist, his thumbs caressing your sides, “It’s okay, we can stop here”. The stupid thing was, you didn’t want to stop, as much as your mind was telling you to, you really didn’t want to, or could. You’ve had a taste of Im Jaebum, jow you’re hooked. “I don’t want to... stop.” you whisper, slowly removing your hands from in front of your face, looking deep into his eyes before his lips briefly brush against yours, testing the waters.

Holding you tightly, he flips around, laying you down on the bed, as your back slowly touches the mattress. He hovers over you, in between your legs, his thumb pulls your bottom lip down slightly, caressing it before kissing you again. His hands slide up your top, taking a handful of the breast into his hands, teasing your nipple through pinched fingers. “Fuck...” you hiss, breaking from the kiss, using your hand to turn his head so you could reach his neck, placing tight kisses followed by licks down it as he grunts lowly. “Carry on like that and I’m not going to be able to hold myself back,” he growls, nibbling at your earlobe as your eyes roll at his words, really not caring at that moment and time of anything else. You needed him. “Then don’t hold back...” you whimper, and within seconds, your trousers and underwear were on the floor, followed by his own. “Are you sure about this?” he asks, with a raised eyebrow. The sight of his length surprises you, causing your walls to tense with nothing in you, a whimper leaves your lips as you nod, practically begging as you pull at his shirt for him to get on with it.

He gets himself positioned at your entrance, leaning down to kiss you as he slowly pushes his cock into your core. Letting you adjust to his size as you bite his lip, moaning at his length slowly going in. “Awh fuck, you’re so tight!” he groans, slowly picking up his pace as your walls tense around him, your hot and wet core making his cock harder than he thought it could ever get. As you wrap your legs around his torso, his hips do magic, effortlessly slapping against your ass and top of your thighs, as the kisses become sloppy and wet, your tongues clashing. He couldn’t just deal with that, he needed to see all of you as he slips your shirt over your head, exposing your whole body to him. He nips at the skin across your shoulder, leaving dark bruises that he licks over, making you cry for more as his pace picks up, his moans vibrating on his skin, as he makes his way down to your nipples, taking them into your mouth, his tongue teasing them as the pit in your stomach starts to burn.

You grab a fistful of his long locks, pulling his head back up to your face to kiss him, a hiss leaving your lips as he pulls away from your nipples, which he had a gentle bite on. Whilst your kisses and his hips slamming into you made you both sweat, the smell and sounds of sex fills the entire room as your volume increased, the pit burning completely. The way your walls contract around him indicates you’re close, pulling your legs up to your chest as he pounds hard into you, “That’s it, cum for me, doll!” he orders, rolling his hips into you, his tip presses hard against the spot. Within seconds, your body shakes as you paint his cock white, “Fuck, Jaebum!!” you scream, nails digging into his back as you drag them up his spine.

When you thought you were done, able to get a breather, Jaebum temporarily pulls out, flips you so your face was in the pillows, and your ass was in the air. A hard strike of his hand creates a hand print on your ass, as he merciless pounds back into you. His hands grab tightly onto your ass cheeks before gliding down to your hips, holding onto them tight, as if to hold you still whilst he slams hard into you. This makes you scream into the pillow as he grunts hard, a hand holding your head down into the pillow as he slowly feels himself getting the urge to cum. “Fuck, you feel so good... I’m gonna...” he grunts, slowly turning into loud groans and moans as you tense around him, coming to your second high, though he doesn’t slow down to let you ride through it gently, he keeps his pace, overstimulating you as he pounds hard. Just after you finish cumming all over his cock again, he pulls out, jerking off his cock, whilst holding an ass cheek again, beads of his cum dripping onto your ass cheeks. “Fuck... Fuck!!” he growls, coming to a stop as he kneels back on his heels. Catching his breath as you come up from the pillow for air yourself.

After coming to your senses, and the stars in your eyes have gone, he rushes to the bathroom to grab tissues, ready to help clean you up. “Well that was... something,” he laughs, helping you up as he passes you your clothes, before taking them back, assisting you in getting dressed. You scoff at his comment, rolling your eyes before smirking at him, “I guess I don’t hate you as much now,” you reply, as he pretends to be offended by your comment, knowing full well that there’s still some work to do to build your trust up but this was a great start. “We really should talk about th-” you try to add but the sound of Jaebum’s phone ringing interrupts, he puts his hand up as if to apologise, answering, coughing to act like everything’s normal. “Hello... Okay, yeah sounds good. Yeah, we’ll pack up and get ready to leave soon... Bye.”. After putting the phone down, you could only guess that it was the head office, letting you know that the repair service is on its way and you should be able to get back on the road. “I guess we’ll have to save that conversation for when we get back from this trip, I guess.” you add. He nods, kissing your forehead, pulling away, and getting ready to leave. “But I can’t leave this room without knowing what this means for us,” he speaks up, looking up at you with slight concern. “It means something good, I’m not sure what I want yet but maybe I was a little harsh, and maybe if we continue to be like this, something definitely can come out of this,” you reply, taking his hand, pulling him back towards you so you could place a kiss on his lips, which he happily returned.

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oraclekleo · 2 years

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Im Jae Beom (GOT7 / Solo) Kinky* Reading

Hello and welcome!

I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.

Disclaimer:

I would like to state that all these readings have a purely entertainment nature and their purpose is to bring some fun into my and hopefully yours lives. I have never ever met any of the idols / actors / celebrities in my readings, I don’t know them personally. Tarot reading isn’t an exact science and I can never guarantee any of it. Most of it is my intuition mixed with fantasy. Don’t take these readings seriously and don’t base any important decisions on tarot readings only, use your common sense.

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Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Deck: E. A. Poe

Spread: Kinky*

Questions:

Position

Libido

Turn On

Kink

Dirtiest Secret*

Full Name: Im Jae Beom

Stage Name: Jay B / formerly JB

Group: GOT7 / Solo

Masterpost: Got7

Im Jae Beom

Jay B / JB (GOT7 / Solo)

Deck: E. A. Poe

Spread: Kinky*

Position - 7 of Wands

Jay B is likely to become difficult in a relationship. He wants to have someone reliable by his side and yet he’s sort of fighting becoming really close with them. The outcome is that his lover feels pushed away and agitated by Jay B holding up to his independence and not sharing much with them. Jay B probably has some commitment issues that need to be solved.

Libido - 9 of Swords

Oh yeah! Commitment issues. Okay! Jay B is clearly for some reason scared to actually become close and intimate with people. This fear is rooted in his mind. Maybe he has had bad experiences from the past but he needs to overcome the anxiety and stop projecting the horrors that exist in his mind into people around him. He needs to start seeing that not everyone is fake or trying to deceive him and play him for a fool.

Turn On - 7 of Swords

Ah! Here comes the trouble, doesn’t it, Jay B? Well Jay B can’t be surprised he has no trust in his partners when his type is a player and thief of hearts from the beginning. Jay B is likely to feel attracted to the dangerous type of person, someone who’s hot on the outside but their heart is made of steel and ice and granite and will have no scruples about cheating on him when they have the chance. Maybe Jay B thinks he can change them for the better? Hardly, dear! Stop dating monsters in pretty skin and you won’t have a reason for distrust and anxiety.

Kink - V The Hierophant

Jay B is likely to have a kink for correcting bad behaviour and disciplining a misbehaving lover. He’s likely to come up with many ridiculous and impossible to follow rules just to enjoy the thrill of inflicting the punishment when his lover breaks the rules. He’s no sadist about it, he will likely hold a short lecture before stepping to the actual spanking. The man likes to listen to his own voice as much as he likes to listen to his lover’s squeals and whines.

Dirtiest Secret* - King of Wands

Jay B is the hard dom. He’s likely to thrive from having complete control over his lover. He’s also likely to have a thing for semi-public sex. Not that he would lower himself to have quickies in club restrooms. It’s more likely he will leave windows open while making his lover scream with delight so the neighbourhood knows who’s the master of the house there. He would like to be called ‘Sir’.

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yer-cute-when-you-scream · 3 years

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Got7′s Reaction To You Being Insecure

Jaebeom

He would be so sweet.

He would let you vent out your insecurities as he held you.

Then he would reassure you a million times.

He doesn’t want you to feel this way, it hurts him that you can’t see how beautiful you truly are.

He will make you believe that you are as beautiful as he says you are.

“You’re so beautiful to me and I just want you to see that.”

Mark

When you had slipped up and said something negative about yourself

Mark was on you so quickly

He would talk with you, trying to figure out why you said that

He wanted to help you through this and be there for you

So he would make sure you come to him anytime you felt that way

“Baby, please come talk to me next time you feel this way, I want to help you overcome this so you can understand how perfect you are.”

Jackson

Boy would be upset because how did he not know you felt this way?

He wouldn’t let you say another negative thing about yourself

He would cover you in kisses and compliment you over and over

He never wants you to feel like that again, and he will stop at nothing to see to it

He becomes your #1 hype man, always praising you no matter what

“How did I ever get so lucky to be able to call you mine, you’re literally a Goddess/God.”

Jinyoung

When he found you crying over your insecurities, he held you until you calmed down

He would brush your hair with his fingers and listen to you vent

When you were done, he would have a serious talk with you

He would reassure you and let you know that the things you hated, were what he loved most about you

He would randomly have these discussions with you and make sure you weren’t putting yourself down

“Why do you hate that about yourself? I think it makes you even more perfect than you already are.”

Youngjae

He knows what it’s like to feel this way, and it would break his heart to know this is how you felt as well

He would ask if he had done something to make you feel this way

You would discuss your insecurities with each other and feel relieved to know that the other didn’t feel the same way as you about said insecurity

You would be more open to each other about these things and comfort each other

Your relationship grows stronger each day because of this

“Everything about you is perfect, I love you so much.”

BamBam

He thought of you as perfect, and was confused as hell when he found out you thought differently

He would talk with you about why you felt this way and help you through it

He would always make sure you didn’t go to bed feeling that way again

He would hype you up and make sure you felt amazing about yourself

If you were having a bad day, he would hold you close and whisper how much he loved you

“Damn baby, look at you! I can’t believe I get to call you mine.”

Yugyeom

He would legitimately get sad when he heard you talk down to yourself

He felt that he wasn’t being a good boyfriend and that’s why you felt this way

He just wants to make you feel better and will do anything to ensure that

He would leave handwritten notes everywhere and tell you how beautiful you are before he left

He just wants you to see how much you mean to him

“Hey babe? Have I told you how beautiful you are today? I have? Well, I’m telling you again.”

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kpopimaginings · 3 years

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Jayb + 20 for the drabble thingie! Fluff and jayb could be the one saying the line🥰

Thank you!

Hello wonderful anon, thank you for requesting 😘 this is going to be such soft fluff, I hope you enjoy

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As you woke, the first thing you saw was your boyfriend wide awake already and staring at you.

"Jae," you whined, trying to hide yourself under the covers.

"What? Why are you hiding?" he laughed, trying to pull the duvet away from from your face.

"Why are you staring?"

"Because you looked so pretty and peaceful."

You sighed as you emerged again, resting your head back on your pillow. JayB snuggled in next to you, so close your noses almost touched. You smiled softly, as he brushed a stray hair away from your brow.

"Did I ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are?" he whispered.

You're smile grew at his sweet words.

"Waking up with you is the best," you told him, placing a kiss on the tip of his nose.

"Then let's do this more often," he replied in agreement, pulling you into a hug.

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seungmoroll · 3 years

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Producing Relationships | Im Jaebum

Word count: 729

Genre: angst, enemies to lovers, JB x female!reader

Requested: yes

A/N: A🦋 I hope you enjoyed this and thank you for the request!

Today was the day you were going to show GOT7 the song that you produced for them. You produced the song with one specific person in mind, so you really hoped they liked it. Though that may be a hard thing because that very same person happens to be someone that you butt heads with all the time.

For some reason you and Jaebum were never on the same page when it came to the songs. He would always reject and critique anything that you showed him and when you tried to put your input with his songs, he would just go off on you. There were many times where the other boys would have to butt in to make sure you two didn’t kill each other and honestly, they were just tired of it all.

When the boys came into the studio today, you excitedly played your song for them, while taking peeks at JB to see his reaction and of course he was stoic. Once the song was finished playing, the boys had immediately complimented it, all of them but JB did. Instead JB started to completely tear down the song. Saying how it was complete trash and that GOT7 would never sing a song like it.

To say you were heartbroken by his words would be an understatement. You had produced it, thinking that it really suited Jaebum and hearing him say those words crushed you. Excusing yourself from the room, you quickly make your way into the restroom. In the restroom, you had let your tears fall. At this point you were just tired of everything. You just didn’t understand why JB was so harsh with you.

When you finally left the restroom after collecting yourself, you were surprised by the presence of JB outside the door. At first neither of you said a word until the words “I’m sorry,” was uttered out by JB. Surprised by his words, you looked at him on shock, not knowing what to say to him, so he continued on, “I was a bit harsh back there, actually I’ve been rude to you ever since you’ve started working here.”

“Really, you don’t say?” He glares at you for your remark, but goes on to say, “It’s just that…” He stops himself, not sure how to speak his thoughts. Impatiently, you begin to tap your foot. Annoyance easily rising within both of you, he quickly blurts out, “You’re a really good producer and I know you’re way more skilled than I am and I just jealous of all the amazing songs you’ve produced for us.”

You were completely taken back by JB’s confession. It had never crossed your mind that the reason why Jaebum was so harsh towards you was because he saw you as superior to him. However, it didn’t excuse the fact that he was rude to you.

“I’m not sure if I can accept your apology Jaebum. I get that people have creative issues all the time, but as an artist and a staff member, we should be able to work together and this whole entire time that I’ve been here, you’ve made it impossible to work together.”

“I know it was unprofessional for me to behave in that way towards you, but I at least hope that from now on we can work together without me being mean to you.” He sticks out his hand as a way to reconcile. Hesitantly, you take it, wanting nothing more than to start anew.

The following weeks after you and Jaebum had made up were awkward, yet everyone around could sense that there was a shift between the two of you and fortunately to everyone it was a good shift. At some point, you and Jaebum had worked in the studio by yourselves and managed to produce a song together, which would eventually be approved by JYP for GOT7’s next album.

With your newfound friendship, the two of you begin to see each other in a new light, and you’re not sure if it’s okay that he makes your heart skip a beat. Apparently, you weren’t the only who felt this way though because one day while you’re at the studio with JB, he plays you a song and confesses to you that you were his muse. Eventually, the two of you become known as the best producing couple.

A/N: requests are open, feel free to send something in! these are the groups I write for: x

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jj-ktae · 4 years

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·15/32· Cam Boy - Prompt Game -

Title : Cam Boy Genre : Smut-ish, fluff Words : 1729 Pairing : Im Jaebeom x Fem!reader Summary : Your boyfriend is abroad and during one of your daily video sessions, he gets wild, as usual.

Prompts :

31. “It is a kink, and I’m starting to think it’s the only reason you’re dating me.” 61. “Your voice is sexy.” 6. “Feel free to borrow my body.” 37. “I can hear you smirking at me!”

PROMPT GAME - MASTERLIST - An : The requests are closed, lovelies <3

Cam Boy

“Can you see me?”

You roll on your stomach, arms grabbing your pillow to let your phone rest on it. Your screen shows your boyfriend, freshly out of the shower and drying his hair.

“Yep!” You raise a thumb at the screen and see him smiling, hands busy as he takes a sit on a chair.

“It’s more stable with a laptop, how do you manage with your tiny phone?” His voice is playful and even though you can barely see his face behind the long towel, you can feel how amused he is.

“It’s my will to see you, Jaebeommie.” You tease, laughing when he stops to glare playfully at you over his webcam.

“I’m shirtless and still wet yet you call me Jaebeommie? I might step up my game next time…” he teases, his voice going deeper.

“Your voice is sexy…” You whisper, hiding behind your pillow and earning a groan from him. “Your hair has gotten so long, when will you cut it?” you ask when you see him shake his head.

He lets the towel rest on his shoulders and shrugs. “I don’t know. I thought you said you liked them long, though?” He leans on the chair, displaying his chest and you’re suspecting he is trying to turn you on.

Which is totally working.

“I just need to know when I won’t be able to grab your long locks anymore...” You explain, smiling. “I need to prepare, y’know…”

“We’ve just started and you’re already tempting me, aren’t you?” Jaebum grunts, his body contracting involuntarily.

“Says the guy who is half-naked and freshly out of the shower.” You answer, rolling on your back.

You see him stare at the screen, eyes aiming for your covered chest.

“That tank top is hiding you. I don’t like you dressed like this.” He admits shamelessly, ruffling his hair once more.

“It’s cold here, not everyone is in a country where it’s summer all year long.” You tease again, making him roll his eyes.

Jaebeom has been gone for three weeks now. Work was taking a lot of his time but he had started this ritual where he would call you in hope he’d see your face. You found the gesture awfully cute and so unlike him, but then you discovered he was actually luring you into something more…sexy.

It ended into a mess a couple of times already. Said times involved hot videos of him moaning your name.

Surprisingly – and secretly, you love it.

Jaebeom explained he needed this to deal with the distance and you completely agree. Especially when you get to see him half-naked and already horny.

He coughs to get your attention, his patience fading. You can only comply and sit on your bed. You try to find a good way to keep your phone stable and lift your top, revealing a black bra.

“Now I’m cold, you happy?” Your fake complaints disappear when your boyfriend approaches the screen and tilts his head, like a predator hunting his next prey.

“You’ll warm up pretty soon…” He lets the sentence die in the silence, leaving you with nothing but the sound of your breathing, speeding with anticipation.

When you say nothing, he raises a brow, enjoying the view yet in need of something to keep him going. He thinks for a minute, a hand under his chin. “Let’s say I am a cam boy and you’re paying for my services. What would you ask of me?”

You swallow heavily, head now flooded with flashes of unholy movements, “Would you even comply? I didn’t think you could be the type to do what you’re asked.” Your smile is a way to hide your excitement and it doesn’t go unnoticed by Jaebeom, who purses his lips, nodding.

“Try me.”

You shiver, legs going on each side of your phone and back resting on your pillows. “Alright, how about you show yourself better…?”

Jaebeom doesn’t waste a second, the sound of his chair sliding on the floor echoing as he appears, from head to toe, slightly further away from the screen. “Like this?” he teases, leaning against the chair and displaying his whole body.

Now now, you didn’t expect him to be in his boxers only.

“I was about to tell you to remove your pants but I guess you don’t need to do that…” You hum, hands on your thighs and nails scratching your skin.

Jaebeom doesn’t miss a thing, even though his hair is a mess and you can barely see his eyes. “What now…?”

“You enjoy this way too much…” You can see how aroused he is. It might not be a high-quality video, but the shadow around his crotch is too obvious to be ignored. He looks down and shrugs, his hand reaching for the front of his boxers.

“I’m fucking hard if this is what you mean.”

He becomes bold whenever he feels frustrated. In reality, things go way faster whenever Jaebeom is turned on. He spends no time chatting, his hands gripping and tearing.

Surprisingly, he doesn’t hate the way you take your time, even though he wouldn’t mind you ordering him a bit faster.

“Then touch yourself.” You bite your lip when you see his hand play with the waistband of his underwear. He groans before grabbing his cock but stills, eyes reaching up to look at the screen.

“Now, you must give your cam boy some material…” He sighs, his hand not moving from where it’s resting. He is gripping himself a bit too hard and it’s almost enchanting, but you come back to your senses when you feel the heat between your legs.

So you say nothing and simply pull your legging down.

Jaebeom laughs “you were naked under that?” he starts moving his hand slowly, looking both pleased and in pain in front of your pussy displayed on his screen.

You nod, a hand covering your skin as you fight against embarrassment.

“Shut up and pump yourself faster.” You mumble, feeling the wetness against your fingers.

Jaebeom surrenders, his deep voice chanting a sweet “Yes ma’am”. His head falls back when he goes faster and you grab the occasion so thrust a finger inside you, moaning louder than intended.

His head snaps up when he sees you spread on the bed and a finger hidden inside you. He moans louder and keeps going, loving the way you lost yourself into pleasure.

You’re quiet now, the sound of your voice being nothing but dirty sounds.

“I can’t believe I have to watch you finger yourself and I can’t do shit about it.” Jaebeom speaks through gritted teeth. You chuckle between moans, looking up at his pitiful face.

“You’re the one being all kinky and wanting to do cam sex.”

He snorts. “It’s not a kink. I miss you, that’s all.”

“It is a kink, and I’m starting to think it’s the only reason you’re dating me.” You tease him some more, going as far as questioning his intentions. You know it annoys him whenever you joke about such things.

But he doesn’t care. “Whatever you say, I can see the stain on your sheets, babe. You seem to be rather kinky yourself.”

You blush furiously, head looking at your bed and the next thing you hear is your boyfriend laughing at you.

Since he is going to act like this, might as well make him regret making fun of you.

Jaebeom stops laughing as soon as he hears you moan loudly. He finds you fully spread, head thrown back and fingering yourself a bit too sexily. He sees you reach for your bra to reveal a nipple before pinching it.

“Shit, babe…” He whispers, gripping himself tighter.

He watches, entranced and falling in love all over again with your now sweaty body. He observes the way your fingers disappear into you and how loud you are.

He loses it when you start moaning his name. You admit you weren’t ready to come undone so soon, but the fact that he is watching and touching himself right in front of you is too much.

With no surprise, his orgasm hits first. You raise your head to look at the scene as he is thrusting his dick into his fist. He literally explodes in the air, mouth opened and eyes fluttering shut.

You follow closely, singing into his room as the waves hit you repeatedly. He is out of breath when you come back from your high, head spinning and mouth dry.

“Next time, we’re doing this right next to each other..” His tone is back to his usual tired one, making you laugh as you take your fingers out and hiss at the sensitivity.

“You’ll let me order you again for real? Who are you and what did you do to my Jaebeommie?” You look around your room dramatically. 

Your boyfriend hums approvingly. “Feel free to borrow my body. It’s yours”

“You mean use your body, right?” You correct, reaching for your box of tissue to start cleaning yourself.

Jaebeom seems to be busy putting his boxers on again but doesn’t miss a single bit of the conversation. He turns around to grab the long forgotten towel and you get a glimpse of his back, sightly wet with both water and sweat. He doesn’t catch you staring, mind full of thoughts of you scratching his broad shoulders as he thrusts inside you. “We’ll see who uses who.” He threatens, not the least scary as he starts whipping the cum off his skin.

“Says the guy who was so needy he acted like a cam boy.” You recover from your daydreaming session quickly, giving him a judgemental look through your phone.

“Oh so you’re going to make fun of me now…” His voice is still deep as he almost pouts and approaches the screen again. “I’m hanging up.”

You laugh loudly before taking the phone again and lay down on your bed. “I’m not!”

“I can hear you smirking at me!” He makes a face and smiles too, eyes stopping on your face. “You’re so pretty.”

“How can you switch from a tease to a horny guy and end up looking like this?”

Jaebeom looks shocked, mouth opening and eyebrow raised “Wow, you’re really going to be like this...you’ll definitely pay for that.”

“I can’t wait. Now go to sleep, cam boy.”

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nichoswag · 2 years

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Hey I really loved your latest GOT7 reaction and wonder if you would do any of these? (No rush btw if you have a major long queue) and love your blog ✨

- Where and how would they say the first 사랑해/I love you to their S/O?

- Who do you think is more of a hopeless romantic vs more realistic about love? (If that makes sense)

omgg tysm anon! i'll start off with the first rq and when i get the chance i'll link the other one here :)

[a/n: i'm sorry this took so long but i have trouble staying focused 😢 hope you enjoy lovely anon 💘]

got7 saying 'i love you' for the first time

warnings: cursing, a LOT of the same emojis (🤩🥺😍😢 ofc), mentions of a picnic so implied eating? also not proofread (when is it ever) bcs i'm writing this at 3:30 am and am about to get tf ts 🤠

jayb

jaebeom is kind of hard to read sometimes... i feel like this could go one of two ways with him; he either plans it out extravagantly or he just says it as a kind of in-the-moment thing. if he plans it out he goes all out (read: youngjae) but if it's a moment kind of thing he jus kinda says it like bambam 🧑‍🦲

mark

mans jus kinda just blanks - it takes him so long to actually realize he loves you that by the time he's ready to say it out loud you've already long beaten him to it 🥺 he makes up for being a dumb bitch (affectionate) by buying takeout and making a night for the two of you - him and the woman he loves 😢

jackson

jackson would full on scream as soon as he realizes he's in love with your dumb ass - 'OH MY GOD Y/N I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING ' OMG JACKSON WHAT HAPPENED ' 'I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU OMGOMGOMG' 'bitch ilyt but why tf did you have to scare the shit out of me'

jinyoung

jinyoung wouldn't do anything too extra but he would plan it out - when he realizes he loves you it's probably too chaotic for him to say anything (we're jus gonna pretend the members live together 👀👀) so he waits until later when you're both cuddled up on the couch watching tv or sum dumb shit and he confesses 🤩 sweetest man ong but he's not yelling that he loves you for the first time over all that chaos wtf do you think this is

youngjae

youngjae is our hopeless romantic (also kinda basic at times 😢 no hate i jus like to slander ppl 🤩) so i think he'd go the full rose petals and candles 👀👀 this is a big thing for him so pls treat him nicely and saY IT BACK OR HE'LL CRY. mans plans the timing and everything - he's waiting for you by the front door as soon as you get home to take your jacket and get your shoes off 🥺 pls take care of him he's so precious

bambam

bam is more of a spur-of-the-moment person - he'd literally just blurt it out loud the moment he realizes he's in love with you 🥺 like you could be trying to kill his cat bcs the thing won't stop scratching up your eXpEnsIvE leather purses (courtesy of the man himself bcs hes like ur sugar daddy ngl) and he'd jus look at you with so much love in his eyes (dOrK) - ' y/n i love you ' ' bam not now i'm busy murdering sphinx - wait wtf you love me ? ' but you love him too so you're both dorks 🤠

yugyeom

biggest dork of all, even over bambam 🤩 mans takes you to some cheesy ass spot like a field with flowers or sum shit and has a whole ass picnic jus to tell you he loves you 🙄 cutie tho bcs that's still so sweet 🥰

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kpopchangedme · 4 years

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Im Jaebeom | Pregnancy!au [M]

Jaebeom read so many baby-related books he's forgotten how to enjoy some simple pleasures... (Oh, and you are obviously cranky and hormonal but he knows better than to tell you that!)

Protagonists: Im Jaebeom & You

Word Count: 2.4k

Genre: NSFW - Newly Weds - Romance - Angst - Pregnancy - Pregnancy sex- Smut || [Drabble 2k]

Prompts: “I can’t help the fact that I’m so goddamn moody all the freaking time” + “Should have gotten a puppy.” [Anon]

Lyly's note: Is this sexy pregnancy!au worthy of Things I Wish I Knew or what? lol. Pregnant ladies, go get some! ;)

GOT7 | M.list

You let out a loud swear, stepping on a phone charger someone has somehow abandoned in the middle of the living room. It freaking hurts, like a tiny torture device, tore the sensitive skin of your foot. Of course, when you sit on the couch to examine it, it looks perfectly fine.

“Should've gotten a damn puppy,” You curse again under your breath, unreasonably livid.

Instantly, the guilty party's head pops out of the doorframe to his office. “Honey!” Jaebeom considers you from head to toe in outrage, “The Shrimp has ears.”

That's his thing now that the third-semester started; obsessing about auditory development and what the baby is able to hear. Swears, news coverage of dramatic events and loud quarrels are strictly prohibited. He plays music whenever he has the chance, boasting about how you are growing a music whiz.

Ever since he read his first damn pregnancy book, Jaebeom turned into a helicopter daddy-to-be, always hovering to make sure you are doing everything right. At the end of the third prenatal visit, he decided on moving his whole studio at home to work and mommysit – as he calls it.

By the time he was done with the fourth pregnancy book, you felt like nothing but an incubator to his spawn. That's not exactly what you wished your first year of life together would feel like. But then again, you didn't plan on getting pregnant on your honeymoon, the first time you two ditched contraception. It happened very fast. Everyone called it a blessing and you did too for a while, you were elated. Right until you started to lose your hair and struggle with acne like a damn teenager… Now it varies daily, you are either excited or scared shitless, in high spirits or easily irritable, you can't tell before it shifts. Overbearing, Jaebeom has gotten better than yourself at reading your daily disposition.

When you glare at him, he straightens worryingly in the doorframe, partly to blame for your current mood. “Don't look at me!” You snap in exasperation, still rubbing the sole of your aching foot. “Can you stop looking at me like that?”

He risks taking a few steps in your general direction, expertly assessing the situation, “Like what?”

"Like I’m a ticking bomb; like I'm gonna start yelling at you any second!” Freezing in the middle of the place, he presses his tongue to his cheek. You are almost shouting, but he knows better than to point that out.

“I’m not,” Jaebeom comes to sit by you guardedly. He makes sure not to maintain eye contact for too long, as though you're a dangerous fickle animal. "Did you hurt yourself?"

You hiss threateningly at the question but he still reaches for your perpetually bloated foot. Gently, he massages it, flashing you a dumb innocent smile. Still sullen, you at least allow him to do that much.

Fine, you do not completely hate having your man work from home.

“I can’t help the fact that I’m so goddamn moody all the freaking time...”

“Moody?” You cross your arms over your chest and Jaebeom chuckles, shaking his head. “You're the living definition of serene honey... You're the best. I love you.”

“Shuddup.” Groaning at the fake compliment, you offer your second foot after a minute of pampering, slightly appeased. “Stop trying so hard, it turns me into a cliché bitch.” You don't miss Jaebeom’s grimace at the word, but he isn't brave enough to correct you again. “Tell you what, if the baby's first word is a swear... I’ll do everything you ask of me for a year.”

"Everything? A whole year?” Raising his eyebrows suggestively, Jaebeom leans in for a lengthy kiss. “You know I can't say no to a promise like that. I would abuse that power, I’m quite imaginative.” You laugh against his mouth, sliding your arms around his neck for him to linger a little longer. Your hub has one hell of a gift, he can always change your mood, even on the worst days. That being said, you're always in the mood for some sexy time with him lately. You just have limited positions and flexibility. “I might teach the Shrimp your favourite cusses just to win that privilege.”

“You wouldn't dare.”

Laughing, Jaebeom sits back but you follow, managing to climb him without difficulty. It's clear he has started something with his massage, stirred your desire. “I’m not done,” he warns pointlessly, not talking about you, "I'm working hard." He points his chin to the studio, but you don't climb down. There's no way he believes you will let him go back to his office right now.

“Very hard yeah,” chuckling, you pull at the collar of his shirt, “Mister Producer.” He breaks the kiss to get rid of the piece of clothing himself, eager to entertain your favourable disposition. Some sacrifices are harder to make than others, and taking a break from work for quick sex is a no brainer. Your hands roam his shoulders, even after all this time you still can't get enough. “Did you save it?” Nudging your nose to his, you pull away to throw your loose gown over your head.

Jaebeom groans, already expertly unhooking your bra, “Of course I saved, but I’ll need to get back to it...” His mouth explores your neck and you throw your head back, savouring every single one of his kisses. “Feeling better?” He hums, lightly sucking your skin and you moan. Fine, having your man work from home is the best damn thing that ever happened to you. At your natural response, Jaebeom cups your swollen breasts, thumbs rubbing circles on your areolas.

“Shit.” Instantly, he shushes in disapproval making you laugh. You lean into him as much as your 29 weeks belly allows. “I can't help myself, I'm too sensitive.”

“I can see that baby,” Jaebeom marvels as his constant stroking of your nipples makes your thighs jerk. “I read third-semester’ orgasms are incredibly intense...” You rise to your knees to slide his fleece jogger pants down, smoothly freeing his erection. These darn books sure reveal some useful information sometimes… “What do you think?”

“Oh, how would I possibly know that?” He stops altogether, freezing under you at the joke. Barely two days prior, you finished twice before he did – very expressively – but still, he hesitates. For a man as skilled as he is, it sure is easy to make him question himself. Jaebeom is contemplating his life, a dubious look on his face when you take his cock in your palm. His eyes shut, goosebumps spreading on his body at your touch. Smirking, you stroke him leisurely, “I guess you’ll have to keep working hard so we can find out.” You say that but really, you’ve been so hypersensitive lately, he could make you reach your high without even trying.

“You know...” Opening his eyes lazily, Jaebeom frowns; “I'm not sure how I feel… About the Shrimp is hearing all our sexy talk...” It's your turn to stop everything.

Oh no, he did not just say that… Not after all the stuff he put you through!

“I swear to God, Im fucking Jaebeom! I let you have your way until now; I gave up caffeine, cheese and fish…” Suddenly livid, you start checking things off of your fingers. “You are worried of dumb stuff you read about despite the doctor's best opinion... So, I let you hire a cleaning service; I stopped driving myself around and dyeing my hair; I allowed you to post our ultrasounds all over your socials; I didn't say anything when you sent the cats away to your mom's…” His mouth is open in awe as you angrily go on. He's clearly racking his brain to find out what he said wrong. Him and his stupid pregnancy obsessions. “But this... This is where I draw the fucking line Jaebeom. If you stop making love to me because it creeps you out... Honest to God, I will murder you. I don't care what the baby hears. The doctor said it was safe. I want sex, I need sex. Give me sex, or I'll destroy you.”

“Honey,” Jaebeom bites his lips, struggling to conceal his amusement, “I wasn’t saying we should stop. It doesn't bother me like that...” His right palm rubs your lower back in repetition to ease you. “I was just wond–”

“I don't care what you wonder about,” you interrupt, still down, “just do me.”

Before Jaebeom can fully laugh at you flaring over nothing again, you're kissing him roughly, intended on getting your way. Wriggling under you to get to a better angle, he doesn't seem too affected, simply enjoying the hormonal rollercoaster ride. One of the actual perks of your pregnancy is being in the mood quickly and it's more than just your desire, it's physical too. Something that is undeniable when his hand finds its way between your legs. You're ready for him already, wet and messy. Though you rock into his palm briefly, there's only one thing on your mind right this instant.

You don't want to wait any longer to feel him inside you. You use Jaebeom's shoulder as a fulcrum to position yourself, raising on your knees and he helps, holding his cock as you gradually sink down. Once you're sitting back on him on the couch, filled, you pause, dropping your forehead to his. Eye to eye, out of focus, Jaebeom pecks your lips tenderly. His hands caress your belly on their way to the side of your thighs. That's enough to make you soft all over again. The power that man holds over you knows no limit. Careful, you rise, rocking your hips forward to add friction before sliding back down. This lazy back and forth goes on for a while and every time you fall down and your ass meets his thighs with a clap, you feel like breaking.

“Okay?” Jaebeom mumbles, using his strength to firmly guide you upwards. You're thankful for his help because you're heavy and tired. You nod, letting out a weird throaty sound when he fills you up once more.

Jaebeom chuckles, entertained by your acute senses and unusual reactions. Sliding on the large couch to lay, he makes sure you follow closely, riding him. From this position, he can take better control, raising his hips to slam into you. You coo when he does, hovering above to let him have his way. You're already too taken by so little. There's a gentle thud in your belly at the shift of position but Jaebeom doesn't seem to feel the baby stir, awakened by your unrest. Thank God, because the last thing you want right now is for him to stop or slow down. It's not something abnormal or new at all, but now that the baby's movements are getting more noticeable from the outside, you wouldn't be surprised if it messed up with Jaebeom's sexy groove. In the dark, he picks a swift pace, thrusting faster but lighter, making sure to stretch this moment for as long as you both can.

Yet, you're shaky and unfocused, unable to calm yourself. Way too fast, you come undone, overwhelmed by the friction and pleasure. Ecstatic, you drop on your hands, on all fours, as your intense orgasm washes through you. Aware you're peaking already, Jaebeom maintains his rhythm, breathlessly laughing at your shortage of stamina. Sure, he was right, pregnancy orgasms are amazing but they also come almost unannounced and are ridiculously exhausting.

Losing the smile, Jaebeom frowns in concentration, probably trying to finish too. After a whole minute, you're still being carried by your own paroxysm, core quavering when his hips halt altogether. Sighing deeply, he cums in spurts inside you, letting go probably more hastily than he would have wanted to. He's a team player. He knows you won't be able to handle him for long after oversensitivity hits you.

Afterwards, you both stay like that for a moment – as one – trying to repossess yourselves. Some days, it's like you're an entirely different person. Food doesn't taste the same, you yell at your caring husband over nothing and your orgasms are absurdly drawn-out.

“Hey,” Jaebeom speaks up after an eternity and you take it as a cue to pull away, letting him fall out of you, “that was very quick. Are you alright, was it good?” Typical of him lately, being so overly concerned, you snort. Reaching for the tissue box on the coffee table, he offers them up so you can clean yourself. Still overpowered, you nod, laying back naked on the couch to do so.

What a sight it must be, a stranded whale in the middle of his living room.

Jaebeom doesn't seem to see that though. Transfixed, he positions himself to comfortably kiss and hold your heavy belly. His fingers linger, tracing patterns over the stretched skin. “What about you Shrimp?” He asks mouth pressed to the bump, tickling. “How are you doing?” Sure enough, the baby rolls, following the sound of his familiar reassuring voice.

“We definitely woke her up”, you announce casually, grabbing one of his hands to position it better. Now that it's over, hopefully, he won't mind or get weirded out by that idea. “And you’ll need another nickname, we're both getting huge.”

“Sorry,” Jaebeom apologizes with adoration when there's a more obvious kick. To him, his baby girl's tumbling never gets old. To you neither, but it's a different sensation entirely. Whispering in confidence, he adds, “You'll always be a shrimp to me." At the words, you can't help the flutters you feel, not from the baby. When he looks up this time, Jaebeom doesn't seem as apprehensive of your reaction. You're on the magical post-coital cloud of happiness, together. “What?” If it could, your heart would physically expand from emotion at the sight, swelling with unconditional love. As an only answer, you run a hand through his locks and he cutely grins. “Shrimp, I think we're safe for now. I don't think mommy wants to murder daddy anymore...”

“Daddy needs to get over himself,” you dramatically roll your eyes, smiling, “he knows mommy loves him, no matter what…”

GOT7 | M.list

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liannyeong · 4 years

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it was enchanting to meet you

Summary: “my thoughts will echo your name, until i see you again”

[part 1 || part 2]

Word count: 5990

Pairing: Jaebum X OC

Warning(s): angst

A/N: here’s the second part to the vow inspired au! enjoy ~ as mentioned before, the title and summary is from taylor swift’s enchanted.

early august 2019.

jaebum has been busy with projects all year long, ever since he returned. it took him some time before he got used to the routine again. he wasn't confident to take any projects for the first month or so, but he slowly accepted offers to get into the momentum. and now, his schedule is packed. there is barely any time to relax. but jaebum doesn't complain about it. rather, he's thankful that his time is occupied with work. after all, his personal life hasn't been the best for the past year.

"what's up jayb~" a voice interrupts jaebum's monologue.

jaebum sighs. there's only one particular person that tires him. he looks up from his camera to greet back. but he notices only one person. "hey bam. where's yeji?"

"ah, about that," bambam replies, scratching the side of his neck. "yeji's not participating this time. she's packed with other shoots. i got a new model but... she has zero experience."

yeji always models for bambam's fashion collections, and the designer has always made sure yeji is his model, claiming that yeji brings out the best in his work. so it's unlike bambam to take a risk like this. nevertheless, jaebum trusts his decision to use a substitute. with a model that has no experience, it'll probably a long day, jaebum thinks. bambam eyes him, worried and at the same time, cautious. jaebum flashes him a smile and pats his back.

"i'll be nice," he assures the designer, who immediately looks relieved. bambam proceeds to call his model in for an introduction. but jaebum isn't interested. models come and go, so he barely pays them any attention. as long as they're able to conform to his instructions and directions, it'll be easy. he's busy setting up his camera, double-checking the theme when he hears a sharp intake of breath.

jaebum looks over and freezes.

jaein.

with her wide doe eyes, she's staring at him as if she just saw a ghost.

bambam speaks then, introducing the two, "jaein, this is jaebum, the photographer i always work with for my collections. jaebum, this is--"

"jaein," jaebum exhales. her name feels strangely familiar on his tongue despite not having said it aloud for so long.

"oh, you two know each other?" bambam blinks at them, clueless at the tension in the air.

"just a little," jaein replies in a small voice.

jaebum's eyes never left jaein. it's just been a long while since he last saw her. no, he hasn't been counting. he doesn't want to remember that memory when she-- no, let's stop right there.

she just smiles professionally, bowing politely, as she says, "please take care of me. i'm inexperienced in this whole... modeling thing."

jaebum keeps mum, nodding blankly. bambam doesn't say anything -- clueless still -- as he leads jaein to the changing room. in the meantime, jaebum tries to set his mind right: focus on his work and nothing else. he cannot be distracted with past memories.

but god, how can he not? jaein emerges from the room, make-up on, dressed in bambam's latest fall collection, making jaebum's heart skip a beat. she looks beautiful, his traitorous mind keeps whispering. there are only a handful of outfits for her to change into, but she seems to shine in every one of them.

it's obvious that jaein has zero experience in modelling. her posture a little awkward, expression rather dull. but as jaebum directs her, she gets the hang of it slowly. jaein has a naturally beautiful body, jaebum realizes. that is why bambam chooses jaein as his model. her figure is similar to yeji's: lean, petite and feminine.

for one particular close-up shot, jaebum instructs jaein to put her hand underneath her chin and look directly at the camera lens. but he quickly regrets it, for he gets entranced with her eyes. it's like a blackhole: her gaze sucking him in, no way out. it's been so long time since she looked at him directly in the eye.

jaein blinks, a little confused. and jaebum realizes how distracted he was and quickly snapped out of it. he brings the camera up to his face, its body covering his burning face. jaebum mentally berates himself for the momentary slip-up.

a few more shots and then, jaebum announces the end of the shooting. bambam emerges from the corner, looking pleased as he stands in front of jaebum's computer screen, the photos displayed. he beckons the new model to see the photos too.

"you look great!" bambam praises the female from the side. jaebum notices how she pinches the boy's arm, embarrassed.

"it's because i'm wearing your designs!" jaein flounders, giggling. "and besides," she continues, tone now normal and polite, "the shots were taken well."

jaebum feels a pair of eyes on him, and it makes his skin warm. he turns, and jaein is looking at him directly, unafraid. her lips curl up into a smile. jaebum feels breathless. when did he last see that smile, jaebum doesn't even know. her eyes twinkle, sincere, as she utters. "thank you."

it feels like time has stopped and his vision tunneled only for jaein. it's like a sweet dream that jaebum would never want to wake from. it reminds him of the time when they were washing dishes at the cafe, and they had been playful, splashing water at each other. at that time, jaebum wished for jaein to be in his life forever. but look at them now. just strangers with a past.

jaebum clears his throat, stuttering, "t-thank you..."

but it's all drowned out by bambam whining from hunger. the designer pushes jaein into the changing room, urging her to be quick. within record, the two hastily left jaebum's studio, leaving him all alone with jaein's photos still displayed on his computer.

---

early october 2019.

afterwards, jaebum hasn't heard anything from jaein. no, he hasn't asked about her. but he knows that bambam is in constant contact with her. heck, he goes to the yoo's cat cafe weekly, claiming to have fallen for the cats there. the designer keeps pestering jaebum to visit their cafe, not knowing that he lived there for almost half a year.

nevertheless, jaein has been frequently appearing in jaebum's dreams. it's not the same scene, but it has a common theme. they would spend the time together -- sometimes going on dates, sometimes just laughing about nothing in particular and other times lazing around in bed -- but the dream always ends with jaein calling his name. just a plain "jaebum" followed by a soft smile. she would always be glowing, the sunlight always on her back.

jaebum doesn't know why he has been dreaming of her, but now his mind is plagued with thoughts of jaein. like some lovesick puppy, he would always want to know more about jaein's day. just a glimpse of her face would be enough too. but circumstances disallow him. he cannot drive to ilsan in the middle of the night just to see her. god, that would make him a creep. so he just bears it within himself, tries to contain it despite the growing urge to seek it out.

jaebum has an exhibition coming up, and it has taken his mind off certain things. or rather, a particular person. he had a fleeting thought to invite jaein just so he could see her again. but he decided not to. he doesn't want to transgress any boundary between them, if there is even one. jaein probably wouldn't want him in her life anyway. jinyoung had scoffed at his opinion, arms were crossed in disapproval.

"you're just assuming things," his best friend had said.

but jaebum doesn't think so. because if he was in jaein's shoes, he wouldn't want to do anything with the person who hurt him the most.

"but that's not for you to decide," jinyoung had responded.

yeah, it's not. he doesn't have a say in anything jaein does now. yet he just feels that it's wrong to try to insert himself into jaein's life again.

but in this moment, seeing jaein in his exhibition, jaebum thinks it's a mirage. did he miss her so much, yearn for her so much that he starts hallucinating? he sees her waltzing through the main door, dressed in a simple peach sweater tucked into blue denim jeans. he hadn't sent her an invitation at all. it must have been--

"i invited her," jinyoung says from his side. jaebum didn't even hear his friend's footsteps, too focused on jaein. the younger man squeezes jaebum's shoulder. "go talk to her."

"i'm not sure if i should..."

"just think of it as a host-guest interaction," jinyoung advises. "start small. maybe it'll grow bigger." he grins. jaebum doesn't know what his friend is plotting in his head but he reckons the idea isn't bad. so the man takes a deep breath, smoothing his clothes before making his way.

"hello," jaebum starts.

"hello," jaein greets back, a friendly smile on her lips. "congratulations on your exhibition. i just reached but your works are truly splendid."

jaebum preens at the compliment, thanking her. "would you like a personal tour?" he offers.

"um-- it's fine. i don't wish to burden you."

"it's not burdensome at all. i'm free anyway."

jaein is reluctant in accepting the offer. but when jaebum insists, she gives in. pleased, jaebum brings her around the hall, providing the background information on his works, commenting a little on his thought process as he goes along. he doesn't know how time has flown by so fast. they finished the tour but he craves for more time. he doesn't want the day to end so soon. he doesn't want jaein to leave yet.

"i hope i wasn't boring you," jaebum says, passing her a cup of water when they're in the vip lounge room, away from the masses. they sit comfortably next to each other. jaein doesn't even try to move away.

"oh no, you weren't. i liked it very much, thank you," jaein assures him, sipping on the water.

"really? then shall i have a pop quiz about the works?" he teases.

jaein laughs, a sound jaebum hasn't heard in a long while. "bring it on!"

jaebum's eyebrows raised high, surprised that jaein is willing to take up the challenge. he thinks for awhile, then starts asking the simple questions. surprisingly, jaein gets it all correct. she really did listen to his commentary.

"do you have a favorite piece?" he asks.

jaein nods. "i like the shot of the stray cats in an alley. it reminds me of home."

that shot was taken when jaebum roamed around the streets for inspiration. he noticed a cat making its way into the alley. out of curiosity, he followed and that was how he saw a few stray cats making themselves comfortable at the weirdest spots. the scene paralleled his life at that moment: lost, left abandoned. but unlike the cats, jaebum doesn't have a place he can call home. there's only a place for him to rest. he's all alone.

"do you have a favorite?" she echoes his question.

"none," jaebum replies honestly, much to jaein's surprise. "i mean-- i do have a favorite piece, but i didn't put it out to the public."

"and why is that?"

"because..." jaebum trails off. it's hard to say. his favorite piece wasn't even his personal project. it was during the photoshoot for bambam's fashion collection. the shot of jaein looking directly at the camera, lips a little parted, eyes glazing. jaebum had stared at that photo for so long, he reckons it's tattooed in his mind. worse still, jaebum had actually printed it out in a huge canvas but stored away in his room, covered with a large cloth. perhaps that is the root cause of his constant dreams.

when jaebum snaps back to reality, jaein has expectant eyes on him. his answer never came because the door opens suddenly. there's footsteps approaching and a call of his name. jaebum sees how jaein becomes more upright now as if she's putting up walls. before he can even turn, there's a pair of arms wrapping around his neck from behind.

jaebum glances sideways, enough to see the person behind him. "you said you weren't coming."

"well, yeah, initially. but my schedule was finished so i have time now!" seulgi returns gleefully.

"i shall make a move first," jaein pipes up and seulgi looks as if she just noticed the female. "thank you for the invitation," she says. her eyes connect with jaebum's, and even if it's for a moment, jaebum feels his heart soar.

he chokes out, "you're welcome."

jaein smiles, politely bidding goodbye before walking away. jaebum can't help but watch her retreating back as she exits. she shuts the door and the sound of it echoes in the room. similar to his heart, jaebum feels void, empty.

"so!" seulgi brings his attention back. "are you done?"

"um, yeah. you don't want to look around?"

"nah, it's boring," seulgi says nonchalantly. it shuts jaebum. "let's grab dinner!" the female drags jaebum by the hand.

---

late october 2019.

"seulgi wants to continue with the engagement," jaebum confides in his best friend. he has been on the fence about it. seulgi brought up the topic during their dinner on the day of his photo exhibition. now that jaebum is back and well-adapted to his old life again, she suggested their relationship continue too. but jaebum wasn't able to give an answer then, requesting some time to think. he noticed how her smile dropped, but she quickly returned a wide smile. she even allowed jaebum to take as long as he needs.

"but i... i don't know. i just don't want to be in any relationship right now," jaebum adds. he sighs, leaning back in his seat, staring up at the ceiling. "honestly, i feel like i don't even know myself anymore. i was so sure about seulgi back then. but now, i don't even know if i could love her the way i used to."

jinyoung has kept his silence, carefully lending a listening ear. but when he speaks, his tone is cautious, words stringing out slowly. "if you must know," he starts, "i never liked seulgi that much."

jinyoung's sudden confession has jaebum wide-eyed, mouth agape. his own best friend dislikes seulgi, yet he didn't mention it once. when their eyes meet, jinyoung wears a serious expression.

his friend says, "people kept saying how you two are the perfect couple: highschool sweethearts that defied the 'breaking up during college' curse. but i always felt that you two are not meant for each other. it always seemed as if you're the only one in the relationship. you loved her more than she loved you. it was an imbalanced, one-sided relationship that i don't even know why you stayed for so long!"

jaebum's mind starts replaying memories with seulgi. true, there were moments when jaebum felt as if he's alone in the relationship. during college, jaebum remembers making time for her despite his busy schedules and tight deadlines. but seulgi always spent her free time hanging out with her other friends instead. and he always felt unappreciated for seulgi seldom goes out of her way for him.

yet he chose to stay with seulgi because of the butterflies he felt in his stomach whenever they're together. he chose to stay because even though seulgi's not always around, jaebum has someone to talk to. someone to share his moments with even if seulgi isn't that responsive.

but... why does that make him sound lonely? is seulgi just someone jaebum can channel his emotions to?

"towards your wedding day, do you remember?" jinyoung speaks again. "you were always on the edge."

the memories unfold like a crumpled piece of paper. jaebum hadn't realize his inability to recall anything leading up to the wedding and the accident. he remembers the good days spent in the past. he remembers his school days, from elementary all the way to college. he can recall his friends' faces and names. he knows everything but not the weeks before the wedding.

the next memory he has is waking at night (or early morning, he doesn't know), with blood trickling down his forehead, laying fully clothed on the side of a deserted road. not even a car was in sight, no belongings were found on him. he couldn't recall anything then, but neither was he lost nor scared. heck, he was oddly calm at that moment. out of pity, the cashier at the nearest convenience store bought him bandages, a bottle of drink and a cup of ramen. thereafter, jaebum spent the rest of his days aimlessly until he chanced upon the cat cafe and was given a proper shelter.

but now, with jinyoung slowly unraveling the truth, the missing pieces of the puzzle is retrieved too.

"you were so anxious," jinyoung continues. "you worried a lot. you kept wondering if you were making the right decision. there's no denying that you love seulgi, but you were no longer sure if you could be truly happy with her. you told me you no longer felt connected to her. you said you felt distant from her as time went by. you proposed to her only because it was the next logical step."

"but you went missing and--" jinyoung pauses. "when i found you at the cat cafe, it looked as if you were a completely different person! the way you and jaein looked at each other... you were so love-struck. yeah, perhaps you were happy with seulgi. but honestly, you looked much happier with jaein."

"but i hurt her," jaebum admits. "i hurt her so bad. will she ever forgive me--"

"i extended the invitation to her in hopes you'd actually talk it out with her," jinyoung interjects. "but instead, you had dinner with seulgi."

jaebum breathes heavily through his nose. he didn't want to have a dinner with seulgi in the first place. he wanted to stay longer with jaein. he wanted to spend more time with her. but the universe doesn't seem to agree with his plans. seulgi just had to pop up at the last minute. she just had to disrupt the flow. god, how much jaebum wished seulgi never showed up that day,

"look," his friend starts again. "i'm not gonna tell you what to do. but i want you to weigh your options. who do you truly wish to spend the rest of your life with?"

their eyes meet, and jinyoung has this leveled gaze. it's as if he's calculating something in his mind. jaebum swears he could hear the shifting of gears in his friend's mind. he leans back, arms crossed atop of his chest, a smirk on his face.

"but i think the answer is obvious since you keep a portrait of a certain someone in your room."

jaebum only keeps mum.

---

early november 2019.

impulsively, jaebum visits the cat cafe. but in his defence, he was in the area. he had an outdoor photoshoot that is located in ilsan. so he didn't think it would hurt anybody with a surprise visit. the twins are no doubt, in total shock. but youngjae is furious. his face is so red, gaze ablaze when his eyes meet jaebum's. if looks could kill, jaebum would have been murdered in the most brutal way possible. he almost lunged at jaebum, if not for jaein holding him back.

"i'm sorry," jaebum utters, voice shaky. "i was wrong. i... i'm truly sorry."

"an apology won't fix anything, you jerk!" youngjae screams. "how dare you step into this place! how dare you come back!"

"youngjae, please--" jaein tries to placate her brother, placing a hand on his chest. that seems to do the trick for the man glances at his sister, exchanging a look. jaebum can never understand their communication through eyes. these twins, jaebum thinks, they're telepathic.

then youngjae glares at jaebum. he points a finger at him, warning, "i would have punched you if not for my sister. you hurt her again, i'll make you pay." he storms off, but doesn't move far. it's just enough to give privacy for the remaining two to talk.

jaein gestures jaebum to sit at the table. she makes two mugs of hot tea, placing one in front of jaebum. then she takes the opposite seat to jaebum.

"youngjae was mad when i went to your exhibition," jaein says, voice hushed like a whisper. she looks over her shoulder, glancing at her brother who has busied himself with grooming the cats. but jaebum knows he's keeping a close eye on him. it's understandable, jaebum says to himself. he hurt his sister so bad, of course youngjae would be protective of her.

"then why did you?" jaebum asks, quiet.

jaein stares at the table, fingers wrapped around her mug. "i guess i just wanted to see how you were doing. your exhibition was packed so it gave me assurance that you're doing really well. and that i needn't worry anymore. but i didn't expect to bump into you."

"thank you for coming down. i truly appreciate it."

"anyway, what brings you here?" jaein asks a moment later, leaning back with her arms crossed.

"i don't know..." jaebum weakly answers.

jaein has a small frown on her face. she must be confused with his answer. he came here on impulse. no purpose at all. besides, he was made clear that he's not welcomed anymore.

"how's seulgi?"

hearing that name already has him feeling... void? he doesn't even know how to describe it. perhaps seulgi was once the apple of jaebum's eye. but now, jaebum wonders if he even feels anything for her.

"she's fine... i think," jaebum answers. he doesn't know why he says the next sentence, but he just feels the need to inform jaein. "we're not really... together now. things haven't been working out so well."

his thoughts start to flow slowly, words pouring out his mouth like a viscous liquid. it comes out almost naturally, even jaebum himself is surprised at the honesty he's expressing. "i just... i just don't know myself anymore," he starts. "even with all these memories, i don't remember myself. i can't seem to find myself anymore. i feel lost."

jaein hums, listening attentively. "maybe... you should approach in a different way?" she suggests. "i mean-- you've been engrossed in piecing your memories together. but what about your heart? what does your heart say?"

"my heart," jaebum echoes. he ponders. what has his heart been saying? what has his heart been feeling? he's aware that his heart has changed. he's not really into seulgi anymore. he has noticed that his heart has been yearning for someone else instead. but his mind has always come up with its own reasons to counter his heart's whispers.

"my heart is at war with my mind," he answers. jaebum has his eyes locked on jaein's. she waits patiently for his elaboration. "my heart wants what it can't have."

jaein's eyes are relentless as she presses, "and what exactly does your heart wants?"

jaebum doesn't look away as he exhales, "you."

he sees how her expression changes. jaw taut, eyebrows furrowed. perhaps it's a hint of anger, he doesn't know. jaein is the first to break the eye contact. then she scoffs. "why? why now?"

"were you not happy with seulgi?" she spits. "just a year ago, you looked so in love with her. why the change in heart?"

jaebum winces at the sharpness of her voice. her eyes are blazing now.

"you seemed so sure with her during the return party. god, you didn't even bother to tell me about her!" she raises her voice.

jaebum's voice comes out small when he speaks, "i was scared... i couldn't understand my feelings at that point. the moment i saw seulgi, everything -- every single memory -- came back! it felt natural to be with seulgi again. but at the same time, i-- i kept thinking about you. so i was just scared... that things wouldn't work out well. i wanted to wait to make sure about everything--"

jaein lets out a bitter laugh. "you make it sound as if i'm a safety net for you. that if seulgi did not take you back, you'd come to me."

jaebum leans forward, a sense of urgency washing over him. "no, that's not it! i don't think of you that way-"

"did you even hear yourself?" she cuts. "you left me hanging while you were busy enjoying your time with someone else! you threw me aside like i was nothing! and now what? you want me back?"

"i--"

"it's time for you to leave," youngjae's voice cuts in. jaebum didn't even notice him approaching.

the heated atmosphere has simmered a little though it got jaebum catching his breath. jaein is breathing heavily too, face red with anger. but jaebum supposes he deserves it. it's a battle he was bound to lose from the start. his shoulders slump in defeat. jaebum takes youngjae's hint, standing up.

apologetic, he says, "i'm sorry. it's wrong of me to want you back as if nothing happened. i won't-- i won't disturb you again."

it breaks his heart when he utters those words, but it's for the best. it's what he deserves anyway.

---

late december 2019.

jaebum tries to block out every single thought of jaein. he drowns himself into work, doesn't let himself rest too long. he's always on his feet, moving from places to places, doing projects after projects. even when he doesn't have any photoshoots, he's always editing the shots. so imagine his surprise when jaein shows up at his studio on a weekend, looking ever so pretty. he almost thinks it's another hallucination but when she comes close enough that he can smell her perfume, he knows she's real.

"can we talk?" jaein asks, uncertain. she glances at jaebum's computer screen.

the man just nods, saving his work before leading her to a small meeting room, the place messy with project drafts. jaebum offers a hot beverage but jaein refuses.

"i just want to apologize," she begins slowly, "for how i acted during our last conversation."

jaebum opens his mouth to disagree. that she has every right to get angry at him. that he deserves it. but jaein doesn't give him a chance to speak, reasoning, "i don't think it was the best way to handle it. so that's why i'm here."

she pauses for a while, then says, "i want you to know that i've forgiven you."

jaebum looks at her, head empty, confused. her lips curl into a small smile, more sad. she continues, "you hurt me but i was harsh too. it took me some time, but... i decided to forgive you and let it all go."

"thank you," jaebum utters, nodding. but his mind clinging onto the last part of her speech. jaein probably just wants to close this chapter and start a new one. perhaps with someone else, he doesn't know. doesn't ask. and perhaps he's too cowardly to find out the truth.

"jaebum," jaein calls out. and the man flinches. it's as if he was doused in a bucket full of ice cold water. it reminds of the dreams he kept having, in which jaein only ever says his name, nothing more.

"i keep dreaming about you," he confesses.

jaein's face hardens, cautious. "and what was i doing in your dreams?" her voice is like a whisper.

"just calling my name," he answers, eyes flicking at jaein's face, meeting her eyes. he hears his heart beating in his ears. a loud thrumming. he smiles painfully, mind echoing the way she calls his name. "you haven't-- you haven't said my name in a long time."

silence hangs in the air. there's tension and it's a little too heavy on jaebum's chest. it pins him down to his seat, and it immobilizes him. he wonders if jaein feels it too. she rises from her seat, moves towards him. he expects her to just walk out the room, to leave him alone again. but she doesn't. she stands behind him, bends forward, arms wrapping around his chest, cheek pressed against his temple. jaebum doesn't relax into the embrace no matter how much he wants to. because if this is temporary, he doesn't want to get too attached to it.

"jaebum," she whispers his name.

he stares into space, mind blank. now he thinks he has gone mad. he laughs to himself like a maniac.

"i must be dreaming..." he says to himself, the heels of his hands rubbing over his eyes. but the action spurs tears to fall. jaein must have realized this for she reaches for his face, wiping away the liquid with her thumb. jaebum feels the warmth from her hand seeping through his skin. the smell of her perfume stronger.

"i'm sorry, jaebum," she utters softly, her voice sad.

the male lunges forward, arms winding around her waist, face buried into her stomach. jaebum sobs, "don't go. please don't go. please don't leave me alone. stay. stay with me. don't leave me alone. don't go."

he feels her hands on his shoulders, lightly pressing onto the area. jaebum only tightens, not wanting to part. but she's insistent, pushing at his shoulders a little more strongly now. so jaebum obeys. he loosens his hold, but his fingers curl into the back of her shirt.

jaein slides a hand up, resting against his neck, only her thumb touching his jaw. she brushes the skin there, and jaebum sees her soft smile, eyes equally moist. then she bends down, the angle a little too awkward for her but she doesn't bother. jaebum feels her lips press onto his forehead, soft and warm. even when she pulls away, her hands stay put on his body, and the kiss feels like an imprint on his skin.

"i'm not going anywhere," she says, hushed.

then she steps back, letting him go. she's almost at the door when jaebum stands on his feet, in a mild state of panic.

"can i... can i see you again?" he asks, voice shaky.

jaein shoots him a smile. sincere. "you know where to find me."

---

late february 2020.

moving apartments has never been an easy task. jaebum gets sentimental easily, he realizes. he can't even throw away his first camera even though it has been spoilt for years. he keeps it in a box, hidden away in his home and long forgotten. yet he can't bear to throw it away. or anything at all. so it's no surprise that he has way too many things to shift into the new apartment.

jinyoung has kindly offered to help. his friend has been nothing but the best pillar of support for the past year or so: always lending a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on. he understands the reason for jaebum's decision to move out.

when he reaches the new place, it's much cheaper and smaller than his previous apartment. but jaebum reckons he will find it a better place to live in. it takes a few days before he fully settled in. and it takes a few more before he finally bumps into the person he yearns to be close to. just a few blocks away from his new house.

"hi," he greets.

"jaebum," she breathes. then belatedly, "hi."

"how have you been?"

"fine," jaein answers, smiling. "everything's been fine. you? did you have a shoot around here?"

"no, actually i... i moved here about a month ago," he informs. jaein has her brows raised high, surprised. either she's surprised that he moved or that she didn't chance upon him earlier. if it's the latter, jaebum made sure they wouldn't cross paths before he was ready. he wanted a clean start, a fresh page to write.

jaebum offers a small smile. "i finally found the answers i sought," he explains. "and i followed my heart. it led me to this place. to you."

"but... what about seulgi? and your studio?"

"i broke it off with seulgi. i told her the truth. it didn't feel right anymore," jaebum answers. "i don't want to stay in the studio anymore. i'm doing outdoor photography now."

jaein nods, seemingly relieved that jaebum has figured things out. but a few seconds later, he notices her cheeks turn a little rosy. she murmurs, "so... you're not seeing anyone now?"

"no... are you?" he swallows his spit. "seeing anyone?"

"no..." she says quietly, shaking her head.

now it's jaebum's cheeks that feel warm. "then... would you like to have dinner? with me? like a date? unless you're uncomfortable with that--"

jaein smiles, chuckling. "that would be splendid."

---

mid october 2020.

it's one of the rare weekends that jaebum has the luxury of sleeping in. work has been tough. he traveled to too many places for various projects, the deadlines close to one another. jaebum's personal time has been reduced to the bare minimum. so little rest, jaebum thinks he can burst any moment. but the best thing now is that he has someone next to him. someone to come home to.

still cozily wrapped in his blanket, the quiet morning could have never been anymore peaceful. but the other side of the bed is cold, empty so jaebum chooses to get out of bed.

he sees his beloved in the kitchen, busily making what seems like a pancake. jaebum pads his way over to her, snaking his arms around her waist, chin resting on her shoulder, cheek pressing against hers.

"morning," she greets, a smile in her voice even though jaebum couldn't see.

"pancakes?" he mumbles.

she nods. "i was planning to make you breakfast in bed. but now you're here."

"it's because you weren't in bed when i woke up. so i had to get out of bed."

"yeah, yeah. let's eat."

she brings the plates to the dining table but jaebum leads her to their room instead. they settle on the bed, comfortable, and dine. when they are finished, jaein moves to dump the plates in the kitchen sink but jaebum snatches them away and sets it aside on the side table. he gets under the covers and opens his arms, inviting jaein in. she doesn't refuse. she snuggles close, her head placed on his chest, a hand on his upper stomach. jaebum keeps a hand stroking her head, the other hand fiddling with hers.

it's slow and lazy, and they bask in the peaceful morning.

"you know," jaebum breaks the silence, voice almost like a whisper. "i always thought a home has to be a place. but i know better now."

jaebum looks down when jaein shifts. she's looking at him, eyes beautiful. "what do you mean?"

he smiles at her, then he takes her hand in his, brings it up to his lips. he kisses the fingertips slow. she giggles.

"you gave me shelter when i was lost," he says. "you loved me when i was a nobody. you forgave my mistakes. you accepted me with all my flaws. so thank you. thank you for waiting for me. for loving me."

she drags herself up, hands sliding up to his shoulders. she smiles sweetly.

"welcome home," jaein utters.

then she leans down, plants a kiss on his lips. it leaves jaebum chasing after it. so he adjusts themselves, pushes her down to lay on her back as he looms over her, cupping her face. jaein brings her hands to his wrists, and the sunlight that seeps through the curtains makes the silver band around their fingers gleam.

jaebum leans down, close enough that they're breathing into each other, his lips ghosting against hers. he whispers, "you're my home."

then he closes the gap.

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