‼️OFMD SEASON 2 EPISODE 8 SPOILERS‼️
I AM NOT DOING GOOD. LIKE AT ALL.
IZZY NO.
HE WAS MY FAVOURITE.
I WAS JUST SAYING ABOUT HOW COOL HE WAS IN THIS EPISODE AND HE GOES AND DIES.
HE DOSENT EVEN GET TO SEE LUCIUS AND BLACK PETE GET MARRIED.
AND THEN ED AND STEDE OPEN AN IN NEXT TO WHERE HES BURRIED.
I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE
I DONT THINK IVE EVER CRIED MORE OVER A SHOW AND IVE SEEN GOOD OMENS S2
HES MY FAVOURITE I LOVE HIM WHY.
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ai is just so fucking bleak man it makes me want to end it all...
taking everything joyful about life... everything i ever wanted or loved or hoped for... and not just that, everything else too... no job is safe... the only way i can go on is to pretend it doesnt exist and just keep creating and trying as we always have done it haha but meanwhile it just keeps getting worse and im filled with sickening dread... the only hope I have is that people will continue to stick together and protect each other even as ai tries to destroy and take everything from us and our identity and our joy sorry to sound poetic and pretentious but i just need to get the vent out. its bleak man.
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HOW I BE AFTER WATCHING THE LAST FUCKING EPISODE OF HANNIBAL RN.
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choked up in my room rn bc i was sat in the car with my mum completely lost in thought and she out of nowhere went 'are you okay?' and i was like 'yeah? why?' bc i was totally fine i was literally just thinking and she let it go and then five entire minutes later she goes 'are you sure? have i done something?' and she sounded so genuinely anxious and i could tell she'd been thinking about it the entire 5 minutes while id been completely oblivious and i spent so many years as a child letting everything bottle up until it all burst out in a messy and ugly breakdown that took her down with me and despite that she never hated me she only ever blamed herself for not seeing the signs and she's never been able to see my signs because i keep everything to myself and it terrifies her that she might miss something and she handles things poorly when she's scared and she gets too angry but fundamentally she's trying her absolute hardest to be a good mother and it wasn't always enough and i know i have to hold her at least partially accountable but also she's my mum and im her daughter and she always just wants to know if im okay and most of the time im not and somehow that feels like ive betrayed her
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starmania has ended in paris and i feel like absolute shit
like. what am i supposed to do with all that free time??? how am i supposed to move on with my life??
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I just finished Loki season 2 and bawled my eyes out for thirty minutes.
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do u ever have those days where you just feel every emotion at like 10x capacity for no reason
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i feel so disoriented after the stranger things 4 finale that it genuinely feels like i made the whole thing up. like i cannot wrap my mind around the fact that it’s canon and not just an insane fever dream.
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