lifeblogging begins....girl asked me out today AND i don't knowhow to tell her no 😭

i had such a good day yesterday i needed it 😌

I just finished reading tbatb and itwas rlly good! I was thinking about how you wrote both Wille and Simon as broken characters who felt less broken with each other and that meant a lot to me. It felt like their brokenness kind of made them better? In a way? And I was wondering how you did that. Like how you managed to make their flaws into strengths? Because I’ve never thought of the bad things about me as good things before

Hi Anon! First of all, thank you so much for the ask about my fic. Talking about writing is one of my absolute favorite things, so I appreciate it so much. Also, I may have teared up a bit at how something I wrote may have helped you?? 💗😭

I think you honestly said it perfectly yourself and you don’t even realize! It’s just exactly what you said: our “bad” things about us, and our flaws can make us feel broken, and make us feel less than whole, but they’re also our strengths. Our flaws and the things that we perceive as making us broken are in reality what make us human. We all have flaws, and our flaws allow us to seek comfort and connection with others. Sometimes it’s difficult to see, especially within yourself, which is why it’s something I really tried to put into writing with the Wille and Simon in TBATB fic. Wille has things that make him feel broken, and Simon does too. Rather than letting themselves be lost in that, they allow themselves to be vulnerable to each other, which brings them infinitely closer and allows for a deep human connection.

This was kind of a long answer, so hopefully that’s okay, but yeah: for me it’s about trying to realize that we all have things that make us feel broken some days, and it’s okay to be sad about that. Those feelings are valid. But it’s also okay to let those experiences and parts of ourselves be seen by others, because others have broken pieces too. And as humans we can connect with each other and be there for one another, just like Wille and Simon in the fic.

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MAI‼️ CONGRATS ON YOUR DEBUT ON MY ACC🤡🤧😭 (for those confused I ain't doin an ask game atm but feel free to send in q's if u feel like it)

1) Who is your favorite character to write for and is this the character you find easiest to write for?

- probably for sale sunghoon and love online hee‼️ bcs FIRST OF ALL they're both pervs, both radiate chaotic energy,,, although for sale hoon is kinda sad and poor, he's still hot— their inner thoughts are just so fucking funny and the fact that I always make make act childish isn't helping me pick a fav. for ocs tho I've literally only wri1tten 3 and 1 of them dies so that makes it 2🤡 for sale yn is caring and calm but she ain't really funny so fuck that hoe and fuck the dead bitch, I'll go with love online yn HDNSHABAH

10) How do you feel about writing plot, setting/description, inner thoughts, dialogue?

- how do I feel?????? AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY SAD,, kidding anyways,,, its fun really although bcs I usually imagine beforehand what I want to write, there are times where my hands/typing can't keep up with the vision I have inside my head and it feels like km chasing it. its also harder since I have to describe what I'm envisioning and how the character feels???? for dialogue I don't really give a shit I'm funny idc I write smth = funny 🤪

14) What is something you wrote in a fic that you are hoping readers picked up on but you don't know if they did? And/or, what is something that you were excited that readers did pick up on?

- KSKDOSJD OHH for good morning love goodbye, there was a small detail there when yns mom comes in after wonie calls for her. it went smth like "with scene of your lifeless body wrapped inside jungwons arms, she falls to her feet and immedietly goes into a state of mourning". there, the reason why she immediately cried after seeing yn dead, eventhough jungwon never said that she was dead alrdy,itwas foreshadowing the fact that she knew yn was going to die soon and it happened that day.

this was so fun honestly might do it in the future bcs I love talking abt myself🤩 JOKING BUT THANK U MAI FOR SENDING THESE QUESTIONS YOURE ACTUALLY THE SWEETEST CLOWN IVE EVER MET

Hi me again🥲🥲 i just read the ex not missed and sgdkahdkf it's so good!! It was so cute how jin just did everything reader wanted 🥺🥺 and i have to agree with you "Ah. Do you like lakes?" is definitely one of the best sentences i've read in a while 🥺🥺🥺agdjahdh and then the fight and when he left and when she opened the gift and itwa sthe scarf and when she chased him down and just ahdksjfjfls 😭😭😭 and when they got back to the csbin and she just rambled on and jin was like walking tiwards her and "so damn bossy" and kissed her AGDJSHDKA i squealed sgdksjgdks and the smut was just 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼 so good and the ending was cute as hell😭😭 ryen you're a gift from god you are amazing and so talented 🥺🥺 okay i'll leave now...goodbye

NOOOO TESSA SLFKLDDL i was wondering if you were gonna read tenm!! ahh it was a whirlwind, wasn’t it? poor reader was going through it and jin just helped even though.. yeah😭 but the “do you like lakes?” line really is one that sticks with me. it wasn’t even planned tbh it just came out while writing😩 and of course the resolution and then the end :D these two deserve it!! pls omg i’m just a slow writer and seokjin trash but thank you🥲