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beastologist · 23 days

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One other reason why I'm more inclined toward Buck & Tommy? They understand each other's line of work, but they are NOT working in the same firehouse. They WON'T be constantly attached to the hips all day at work and outside of work. Just like Hen, Bobby and Chimney do have their significant others outside the 118 firehouse, I would prefer for Buck to have a significant other outside the 118 firehouse, too. Remember how Hen basically said Buck doesn't have anyone outside the 118? That's a potential difference and improvement Tommy could make for Buck.

#bucktommy #tevan #kinley #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 #911 abc #911 musings #my otp is buck x happiness #tommy is a promising candidate concerning happiness #and i am all in for the cuteness and the fluff and how both could be each others shoulder to lean on #i genuinely think buck's significant other (even if its not tommy) should be a woman or a man who's not part of the 118 #because we have seen how insanely attached buck is to the 118 already #he'd do well with an anchor outside the 118 #aside from his big sis maddie

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omegalomania · 1 year

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movie poster for amadeus (1984) // "from now on we are enemies," by fall out boy // pete wentz on april 23, 2012 // patrick stump on october 10, 2012 // "i am my own muse," teased march 17, 2023

#fall out boy #fob #*making poasts #ids in the alt text #im feeling. so unwell.#you picked AMADEUS. TO TEASE /THIS SONG./ I AM MY OWN MUSE.#sorry the teaser image is so low quality im actually going insane rn

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figsandphiltatos · 3 months

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okay i've started watching fantasy high: junior year and it's . So Good so far. but i just have to take a moment to gush about how exciting riz is as aro rep???

like this is junior year, all his friends are applying to colleges, and he wants to make sure they stick together. i really hope they develop this further (and i'm kinda sure they will, given the way they've handled riz's romantic orientation in seasons past) but already this is leagues above any aro rep i've ever seen?? like yeah, a really common fear for aro folks is that their friends will get into relationships and move on.

amatonormativity kind of demands that people prioritize romantic relationships, and also sets getting married as an actual step someone has to take to fully grow up. and, ofc, once people are married it's the expectation that they spend most of their time with their partner. and i've had aro friends who have said that this societal expectation is so upsetting and anxiety inducing, because it essentially means that eventually they'll be left behind by friends as they get married and move onto the next arbitrary developmental stage of life. and the fact that riz is already grappling with that fear makes him feel so fucking real. he's not just a guy who happens to be aro, his aromanticism affects his fears and priorities, etc.

which is so real!! being aro and/or ace absolutely separates you from some huge societal assumptions many people take for granted and it feels refreshing to see people approach an aro character with that understanding

#this is. absolute nonsense sorry it's 8 in the morning and i'm still so eepy gleepy sleepy #but i'm gonna be insane about this dnd show for a bit sorry to all who follow me :)#anyway this is all coming from a guy who probably isn't aro 😬👍#(<- guy who is not as certain about that as they'd like to be tbh)#please enjoy my early morning caffeine brain musings #and also please please someone talk to me about fantasy high i am not being normal enough about it for a guy who doesn't have fh mutuals #figs sillies #fantasy high #fantasy high: junior year #riz gukgak

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aeriondripflame · 6 months

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aegon ii & criston cole / on fathers and sons

#this is inspired by user jackedup180 criston aegon musings 10/10 #when your father doesn’t like you and your mother doesn’t like you and the guy paid to be your dad doesn’t like you etc etc #also might try to make an aegon aemond post bc the way the both of them simultaneously have a cain complex.. insane #aegon ii targaryen #aegon ii #criston cole #hotd #guava.txt #web weaving #not an aegonperson but i am a certified sunfyregirl so i think it’s bleeding through #also if anyone knows where the father was i good quote comes from let me know so i can credit 🙏

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mccoyquialisms · 2 months

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do you think kalina told them "ragh barkrock" because she was trying to remind them that he witnessed jace stardiamond talking to arianwen and kalina at prom

#HELP HELP THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE #kalina knows who lydia is #she could have just said her name if the only intention was for the IH to go talk to her about her gem #but she DIDN'T she said RAGH #I will concede that could have just been brennan being vague #but what if it's a CLUE #jace keeps coming up #they know NOTHING about this dude #and we KNOW yolanda went to HIM about all this sketchy stuff and then was shortly afterwards killed?#nah uh uh something is UP with that man #I don't think the IH are suspicious enough of him #Intrepid heroes do you hear me I am transmitting this to you telepathically #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #my musings #dropout

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killedbythegroove · 5 months

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SCREAM

today i was blessed. will not be recovering any time soon.

#thank u to um #my horrible insane bf and my poor silenced bestie @prettyinpunk who could not tell me he got me it #i am. sobbing. crying. in hysterics.#MY GIRLLLLLLL #she’s so beautiful i can barely stand it #absolution xx anniversary #merry christmas everyone sob #muse band #v post

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livstarlight · 1 year

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In my personal (impossible) dream scenario nashuri evolves like this.

We start with a tentative alliance in which Wakanda and Talokan don’t trust each other at all, they tolerate each other at best, and just because deep down they know that if they want to survive against the rest of the world they have to work together. They are basically each other’s best (if not only) option.

And Namor and Shuri are the prime example of this. She downright despise having to deal with him, but she still does, for the sake of her people, and probably his too, because she is selfless. But of course that doesn’t mean she has to like it and in fact she never misses the chance of reminding him how much she hates this. How much she hates him. [deep down she doesn’t, she’s annoyed, resentful, but she doesn’t fully hate him]

He is a whole other story. He recognizes the benefits of the alliance, he is of course still blissfully impressed by her, taken even, but he doesn’t share her hopeful point of view. He thinks her naïve in some thing, yet still admiring how despite everything that has happened to her, she still manages to see good in the world. But still, he stays, he cooperates, in his own insufferable manner that drives Shuri mad at every chance. Sometimes (more than some) he does it on purpose just to get a raise out of her.

It’s the alliance, the need to join forces that eventually starts bringing them closer in time, and not just them, their people too. It opens both parties to more and more awareness how alike they are, how they are not completely good or bad either, that there is a shade in between. A bridge that can connect them. Namor and Shuri more than anything.

But of course Shuri would rather choke than admit it, would rather set herself on fire than say she doesn’t just understand Namor. She feels for him. He is less blindsided by it, more aware, but you know how it is, honor and responsability for his people keep him from fully giving in to this, besides it doesn’t help she keeps pushing him away every chance she gets. Especially when they seem to make a little progress. What happened between in them the past, the guilt Shuri feels anytime she allows herself to forget even if just for one moment keep them severely apart.

The vibranium disputes happen. They persevere. They win. All the while denying (Shuri), agonizing (Namor) and still subconciously growing closer.

Then Kang happens.

Shuri has to convince him to join forces with the avengers and the rest of the heroes. A lot of talking, of knocking sense into him, has to happen (because yes, this involves Talokan and Wakanda too, all the multiverse is in danger).

Eventually he relents. But just because of Talokan (and because she asked).

Obviously there is a lot at stake. Their push and pull keeps going strong even in the face of the biggest danger staring right at them in the face. War, danger, possible death. She keeps him close, just to make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid, yet at safe distance, to make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid.

Something snaps when they are both full into deep. Conflict is around them, they could die at any moment. And that’s when Shuri realizes that she has lost sight of him. Doesn’t know where he is or if he is alright. That she probably should have said something sooner, and she doesn’t know if she will even be able to because who knows if they are both going to survive this. She should have been smarter, learned from experience. That life is short.

She finds him eventually. They find each other. They both survive. [She still doesn’t say anything, he doesn’t either, but he doesn’t even need to. It has been written all over his face for so long it might has well been there since a particular conversation that involved a tour, a cave and a old bracelet]

It’s the aftermath that helps.

When there is nothing to fight anymore (for now), nothing to hide behind, when everything falls apart. When Shuri lets herself falls apart and accepts it. Him. Because you don’t know how much you have, how important people are to you, how much you love them, until it’s too late. Or you lose them. And truth is she doesn’t wanna lose him.

And the feathered serpent god finally realizes that maybe he has some love for some things on the surface world after all.

#I don't know what this is #why I wrote this #did I just make myself cry?#WHATEVER #I am insane so there is that #namor x shuri #namuri #nashuri #seaprincess #shuri #namor #black panther #wakanda forever #mcu #headcanon #musing

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fazedlight · 2 months

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The above is a moment from 5x08. Eve immediately reports that they're experiencing aftershocks of a 5.4 magnitude earthquake in National City (which we all know is in California, likely near San Diego).

I have a small problem with this...

MOUNT NORQUAY IS IN FUCKING CANADA.

#this show honestly #you could feel a 5.4 a max of 300 miles away #this is 1500+ miles away #i'm going insane #once again I am BEGGING the writers to look at a map #sg musings #mel stuff

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paradox-n-bedrock · 5 months

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Welp, here I am crying over the Ood and Donna's loose curls and sad eyes and the song of the DoctorDonna carrying across the universe into forever.

It's already wild that once upon a time--for a very long time--we thought that song would be the only way they would be together.

And the Ood, to this day, may be my favorite aliens across any media. They're a telepathic hive mind and they're lovely and they're born with their brain in their hands.

Which... something something, my penchant for idolizing vulnerability to a fault.

#doctor who #doctor x donna #fourteenth doctor #tenth doctor #donna noble #doctordonna #i need to go to bed #but instead i am going insane #paradox liveblogs #dw musings

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arom-antix · 10 months

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@fishshit @ectobiologay you can't just put the best ideas I've ever heard in your tags and then not expect me to draw them

Original prompt

Original exhibition illustration

Yakov trauma

Outdated design rant

Added design elements

Here's a version without the LEDs so you can actually see

#so thanks fish for bringing this delectable lyric to my attention #and thanks ecto for the insane amounts of Viktor Extra Nikiforov you inspired with the mention of leds #im not going to comment on how expensive leds like these would be #yall can have fun with that #oh and yes i added more symbolism because is it a piece of mine if i havent spent eons musing over how much detail i can cram into it?#i mean if i didnt id almost be disappointed with myself #i adore details and symbolism so much in case you couldnt tell #and the amount of pure drama viktor can pull off is the perfect outlet for that and i will not stop putting this man in every outfit ever #once my hand falls off ill just train the other to do the same #im reliably insane about this show #i am so normal #arom antix art #arom antix #art #fanart #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri on ice fanart #yoi fanart #viktor nikiforov #religious imagery #reblog tags are a gold mine dont ever stop

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drumlincountry · 4 months

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So one of the WONDERFUL ladies in my writing group took me aside last time we met and said she'd been thinking about me a lot recently. She said she felt her creative self had been in suspended animation for years and years and years while she was working and raising a family. she said that NOW she's had a new lease on life because she's just retired and even tho she's taking care of aging parents and learning piano she's written more than ever before. And that made her think of me because I always say how I wish I had more time to write & she feels bad that none of the group can give me any advice on that because the only thing that helped her was retiring. But that she empathised and wished me well.

So I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THAT.

#She's not a communist so she didn't connect the dots that the thing that allows one to write is mental energy and free time #And resourse security that means you don't need to sell your life for money AND care for loved ones #Friends. Romans. Tumblr users. I DO NOT WANT MY CREATIVE SELF TO BE IN SUSPENDED ANIMATION FOR 30 YEARS #AND ANOTHER THING #is that she just....understands me so well its insane #As an oddball I am used to being not understood.#So it is strange when someone you've spoken directly to 3 times #And not seen in almost a year #Takes you aside and lays out the central problem of your life before you #Like WTF #Me Fein #I will muse on this some more #I am the youngest in that group by at least 20 years #So retirement won't save me!!

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apollos-boyfriend · 8 months

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you say you're a captainsparklez blog but the entire time i've been following you, i've only seen you post about him like, twice. now, maybe it's just bad timing, but i suspect you are just lying to ME specifically. 🤨

no one tell them

#muse talk #anon #JOKE #i AM a captainsparklez blog okay. i broke down like not even a week ago over his cubito #i just. have not had the Time to be as insane on here as i normally am

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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reputahtion · 2 months

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tonight i'll clean up my blogs and make a comeback here i promise

#i needed the break so clearly and it was WONDERFUL #but i lowkey miss my multi which is why i probably will put a lot of my other blogs back on here as well oop #maybe apart from medea i wanna see if i can spark single muse blog again for her and if it doesn't work i can still put her back #but i am excited comeback era WHEWWWW #🐍ㅤ(ㅤ OUT OF CHARACTERㅤ)ㅤ―ㅤ OH MY GOD‚ SHE'S INSANE.

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prettyinpunk · 7 months

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when you turn out the lights...

for LOML @killedbythegroove ☀️

#outing myself as a truly deranged belldom enjoyer. hello all.#i would just like to say that at least 4 of you said this was what you wanted #uh kind of #anyway #HAPPY SPOOKY SZN IF YOU ENJOY THIS CONTENT GO READ KILLEDBYTHEGROOVE'S AMAZING INCREDIBLE INSANE FIC IMMEDIATELY #ON THIS BLESSED EVIL DAY OCTOBER FRIDAY THE 13TH #literally birthday present of ALLLLL TIME if you're deranged which i Clearly Am #evil gang evil gang evil gang #‼️CLICK FOR QUALITY‼️#one tap is a one way ticket to pixel town #you make me feel like its halloween #!!!!!#muse band #tar.psd #dominic howard #matt bellamy #bluematt #thats insane great im normal about my own art #art doesn't exactly match the fic bc we literally didn't tell each other we were making either of these things but it still works skghsgsk #drift compatibility

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mythvoiced · 25 days

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hiatus 🥺

saw Ferre's post from a few days ago and felt WELP might as well make it official on my end as well~ no worries or concerns, i am merely either working or completely devoid of any creative juices, truly, i stare at my fingers and dramatic music starts playing as i wonder where my writing has gone

i plan on cleaning up around mythvoiced while i take an official break from invading y'all's notifications, and that will probably entail a drastic cut on muses. DRASTIC! my deepest apologies to the people who i might impact like this (yknow, our lil threads 🥺) but i just think it's?? better to put those folks on ice that i can't wring anything out of anymore, those damn idiots DAMN IT gosh i haven't posted anything in here in what feels like ages i have lost TOUCH with the VIBES

but yes, thank you for your patience & pls have a lovely timezone TELL ME IF SOMEONE'S MEAN, I'LL FIGHT

#;ooc #;psa #i haven't??? have i been mia for that long??? I FEEL?? SO AWKWARD PLS HELP WHAT--#sitting here forgetting to log in wondering where my gnawing at these muses has disappeared to DAMN IT DAMN IT #i'll keep most of the usual suspects such as hyun & wenzhe ofc bc they got LOVELY SEXY THINGS GOING ON #anyone i'm using to shake nassy with ofc can't let that go #but i seriously need to change something about my muse pages as well I KNOW I KNOW i barely even filled them out BUT #i just???!!!!! DON'T LIKE WRITING MUSE PAGES/BIOS phew there it is cat's out the bag pls help KLDFJHG #anyways yesh hehehe~ once i actually sit down to get rid of muses we'll all collectively realize the number isn't going down much #ALAS it's the /feeling/ that counts yknow? yknow~#ALSO FERRE IF YOU'RE READING THIS PLS TAKE YOUR TIME & TAKE IT EASY CARE YOU LOTS 🥺#writing this after reading nassy's akina at karube i am collapsing on a bar counter as we speak feeling dramatic and insane over nassy--

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willowser · 11 months

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willow have u ever seen the movie ‘13 going on 30?’ bc i just rewatched it last night and it gave me nerd bakugou brainrot 😩😩

like he’s your neighbor and he’s in love with you but you’re just…. your head is in the clouds and you can’t see what’s right in front of you 🥺 and something brings you crashing down, and you wish yourself into an alternate future, where all the hard, embarrassing teenage years are far behind you and you got everything you thought you wanted.

but— in those skipped-over years, you’d left katsuki behind 🥺 traded movie nights and dnd campaigns with him for parties with the in crowd. it’s funny— the more people see you,, the less you he sees. he barely recognizes you, but it doesn’t stop him from watching from afar. catching glimpses of you through the windows still makes his heart race; watching you get picked up for a date by the goddamn golden boy makes it ache.

going to college is a relief. he’s almost managed to forget about you (except for the occasional comment from his mother that sting less and less as the years pass) until you show up at his doorstep, confused and panicked and calling him by the kiddie nickname he hasn’t heard since you stopped speaking in seventh grade. he has half the mind to take you to the hospital, get you checked for a concussion or retrograde amnesia.

meanwhile… you’re realizing all the things you’ve been longing for aren’t right for you. and chasing after them will condemn you to a life of being lonely and disingenuous. you don’t need to be liked by everyone—you need to be loved by one person. now you just have to find a way to fix it 🥺🥺

🥺🥺🥺

#literally NOTHING add to this because i'm so obsessed with it alfjahgahga #as usual JORDAN YOU ARE MY MUSE #i'm SICK in the head over this #nerd bakugou STOOOPPPP #especially if he's engaged to someone else #i'm actually crying real literal tears right now jordan i'm going insane #you spend the week together and something silly probably happens like he loses all his contacts and has to wear his glasses again #and suddenly you two are just how you always were — just in a different time #a wrong time #literally jordan i am digging my own grave how could you do this to me WAAAAAHHHH #why are you always such a genius #✿ ask willow #✿ recs

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ecoamerica · 1 month

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