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#I've been lowkey whining about the same thing again and again and sorry for that djshdjdhhdhd
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#okay. I've been giving this so much of thought and it's bugging me too much and I am just. Really conflicted about this#I've been lowkey whining about the same thing again and again and sorry for that djshdjdhhdhd#But like. yoi ep 12 has been really bugging me. A Lot. And I've talked about it earlier#And atp I have achieved peace with Victor's return (But even that's a bit shaky)#But Yuuri not winning gold....yeah that's definitely the elephant in the room to me#And the problem to me is just that.#I was and am not even bugged about it when I am WATCHING the show!! Or the episode It just...flowed (and I really need to rewatch)#But I've read a Lot of analyses of people laying out why it wasn't a good writing decision and they do have good points#But I just. CAN'T see it as entirely 'bad/flimsy' writing if that makes sense#Like. All of those posts were saying that it made the ending bad/underwhelming and was thematically a bit off#But I just can't bring myself to agree entirely with them??#And it's so frustrating because I just.#I just want to have a clear cut opinion on it. Like I wish I found it easier to accept that it was a narrative misstep#but I CAN'T because. The rest of the show is just SO good so it is just. Really hard to buy that they would mess up on something so vital -#The ending#(I know they can! and it's okay but still.)#And I don't feel like I'd be able to enjoy the show as much if I concluded that the ending was entirely bad#Because I don't necessarily think that's the case - there's definitely some nuance there#And I do understand what the writers were going for from the interviews and stuff#And though that wasn't exactly a valid enough reason to not give him the gold it is understandable#So then usually. I'd leave that and stop thinking about it and just go back to thinking about the rest of the show#But I CAN'T and it's just So. Ugh#Like I know everything doesn't have to be perfect for me to like or something - the show is also flawed but still very much lovable#But I simply can't agree with all the meta talking about how Yuuri not winning gold was plainly and truly#wrong and dumb and stupid#Because there's definitely just a middle ground there - saying it is good/bad just seems very...idk it just rubs off wrong on me#But I've also seen some takes justifying the gold win and I can't bring myself to agree with them entirely either.#and on one hand him not winning gold doesn't bothe me too much because that gpf isn't his last at all. And he's definitely going to#become a five time world champion just like Victor says#(and also I want him to compete and win against Victor directly soo)
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Could u do a sub seventeen reaction to thigh riding? (They are the ones riding their partners thigh?) Thank u!!
Ahhhh 1st anon req! Thanks, anon! (sorry if this req took so long! I've been busy trying to fix things in my house bc I'm moving to my new apartment so I hope y'all understand~)
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𖦹 Seungcheol Whiny baby tbhhh,, he's so cute. He'll try to build up his good boy streak for days just to ride your thighs and he'd beg for it once he thinks he waited enough. Even tho he knows he begged so hard for it, he'd still be shy to ride it just like so... He needs your constant reassurance to know that what he wants is ok with you like staring at you with his glossy eyes waiting for your permission.
𖦹 Jeonghan Unsurprisingly a brat on this one. Just like Cheol, he'd work for it to get to your thighs but the only difference is HE DOESN'T GIVE UP! Yoon Jeonghan won't stop until he gets what he wants; not that you're not comfortable with him riding your thighs, it's just to check if he's patient enough to get what he wants and you're expectations we're right, he's insane for it so once you gave him the go sign that he's allowed to do so, boy, he'd be riding your thigh day and night.
𖦹 Joshua Oh god, everybody loves this pretty boy. He's really shy about it, let's start with that. There's nothing we could do, he's super shy and it has reached a point where he stumbles over his words and stutter whenever asking you a favor. But when he finally gather up all of his courage to tell you so, he'd let out the biggest sigh of relief and let himself give you control over everything and just take care of him. He'd ride your thigh with his hand covering his face to avoid you seeing how scarlet he is.
𖦹 Junhui On normal days, he's a brat but at times when he's needy as fuck, he's completely submissive. He'd do things he doesn't normally do as a brat and one of them is being a good boy. Like he would usually touch himself when you're gone even tho you told him otherwise but on this special occasion, he's a good boy, no signs of touching himself, no toys, not a single thing. When he finally gets what he wants, then he'll act like a brat again just like a demon that once possessed him has possessed him once again, he'd ignore everything you said and as a matter of fact, he'll do the opposite.
𖦹 Soonyoung He'd be shy and giggly asking for it, he'd constantly turn red and his eyes will turn into pretty crescent moons. He's lowkey shy asking for it but at the same time, he knows what he wants so he has to get it ykwim? He's just overall asking you as if he's just asking you if you have eaten yet; it's not casual and not too formal, just a plain question but it's most of the time, it's more of a request than a question. He's a complete baby once he actually rides your thigh,,, he's supperrrr sensitive with it like when his clothed prince parts, made the slightest contact to your skin, he'd whimper and whine. He even cries and he's about to reach his climax so please take good care of this baby tiger.
𖦹 Wonwoo You're the one asking him to ride your thighs, not him, why? He's shy too! He admitted that he'd fantasized it doing it with you and after that, he's too shy to tell you about everything. But to be honest, you don't mind and understand that he's shy so you always try to be patient with him w/ opening up. But boy oh boy- he'd wet your thighs with precum as soon as he sits on your thighs, the room would be filled with "mhms" and "f-fhu-fuck"s. Bonus points if you let him ride you with those glasses on, he looks so effing cute w/ them.
𖦹 Jihoon Cute little mf that he doesn't even need to beg for it, you just have to find that particular shine in his eyes that tells you he needs you and he needs it now and and and!! he would throw a tantrum like ignoring you the whole day; not even via text. So, this ends up with him being punished in bed and one of it was riding your thigh but he won't be able to cum unless you said so. God, he was in for a ride. Literally.
𖦹 Seokmin This usual good mama's boy will be a slut for riding your thighs and he admits it. Riding your thigh would be an honor to this angel, acting as if he was sitting on a royal's throne. He'd be dripping in ecstasy and pleasure the time he rides your thigh,, he'd do it with you sitting somewhere private and kissing you while he fucks your upper leg. He doesn't even care if you wear pants or shorts, all he wants is your thigh and fucking your pretty thigh only.
𖦹 Mingyu Ah, our needy pup, (we need more sub!Mingyu fics but I'm not ready to commit to doing one but I'll try someday ifjgigdigjxigh) He'd be like his Cheol and Shua hyung: he'd be patient for it but he's more um... impulsive? if that makes total sense to you guys but for example, he'd do you randomly and all of a sudden acts of service,, at first you'd be confused but after Mingyu's random impulse episode, you'd come to your senses that he needs to be pleasured, fucked and ruined so you didn't hesitate a second the time you got home and instantly dragged the boy to the bedroom so he could ride those thighs.
𖦹 Minghao Best fuck toy in my opinion, why so? ✓ The prettiest boy I've ever seen ✓ Literal piece of art ✓ Has those cute sensitive body parts ✓ That flat stomach, you can't tell me Myungho has abs HE HAS A VOLUPTUOUS FLAT STOMACH AND I HEREBY DECLARE THAT THE STATEMENT ABOVE ARE TRUE TO THE BEST OF MY KNOWLEDGE AND BELIEF- Ok,, back to the topic! For this one, I'd say Hao would be the bestest boy for you just to get what he wants. As I said on my last svt fic, shit depends on Hao's mood but when it comes to thigh riding, he wouldn't say a thing and would just ride your thighs and buck his hips, it's his favorite. Also! Please, kiss this pretty angel while he fucks your thigh + when you put your hands on his waist while he is riding you- HE'D MELT INTO A PUTTY, just feeling your fingers buried in his sides, warming up his sensitive waist. He'd let out the most sinful and beautiful sounds heard from humanity.
𖦹 Seungkwan Pure little angel like hinting you things, he won't say it directly but he would leave puzzle pieces for you to solve what he wants. You admit that it sometimes pisses you off but in the end, it'll be worth it bc you're getting to get your hands on this beautiful baby and you also understand that Seungkwan sometimes has those times where he's hesitant to tell you something mainly because he thinks it might offend you but the understanding person you are would say otherwise, you made a commitment to him that you'll give him the best care you could give to anyone and that is an obligation. So, when you said that he could ask anything to you, he would slowly get on your thighs and hump them slowly but surely and if he holds your hands while doing so- 😵‍💫
𖦹 Vernon Vernon is usually a very chill and laid-back person; a go-with-the-flow type of guy so your sessions mostly consist of lazy/sleepy sex. You two would just watch a normal movie, nothing special until Vernon would be so bored watching a stereotypical basic Hollywood movie. He'd put his hands on his thighs and would "brush" off the crumbs from the popcorn you ate earlier,, you noticed that he does it on purpose and he's in for it so you put that bowl of leftover unpopped popcorn kernels and started palming his visible tenting arousal then you took things in the bedroom. You sat down at the edge of the bed as he takes off his pants and starts humping your thighs. He's so cute with his head nesting at the crook of your neck and just lowly groaning and grunting as he paces on your upper leg.
𖦹 Chan Contradicting his Vernon hyung, Lee chan is a baby full of energy. He's so energetic that he could just radiate bolts of energy and just power up the whole country. He's so vocal too like when he rides your thigh he would let out every moan, whimper, groan any sound that his mind could make, he won't hesitate to let it out and you take it as feedback that you're just pleasuring this angel just right or heck, maybe too much but who cares, as long as Chan likes it. He also likes to ride your thighs because he likes it when your thigh grazes at that bud part of his flushed prince parts. He always does this when he's tired,, his tired frown would later be a blinding heck of a smile "Thanks, Mommy!".
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I feel like seeing her name again brings grudge and resentment. Its taking a toll to my mental health again. To think back again before when I was with her, I had so many regrets, I shouldn't have jumped the gun on being in a relationship with her and after broke up with her and then whine on social media, lowkey talking about her to it, that's why I lost friends and followers because of it. And maybe its because she never bothered to talk to me about it.
Maybe my friend is right, I gotta block her name and move on, even if I see her in person again or seeing her photos in one of my facebook friends' posts, will still feel the same thing. I felt like if I had another special someone better than her, the resentment and grudge should be gone.
I need to stop looking up her name. I know I've seen her in person yesterday, just never met, we're like two booths away.
I wanna let it out.
I'm sorry I couldn't get a job earlier to satiate her needs.
I'm sorry for everything if I ever did anything to hurt you back then, raising my voice or any of the sort, I've been rash before during LDR but that never stopped me from being a loving boyfriend.
If there's a grudge and resentment, is because she ghosted me and justifying it, and I know the reason is; worried so much about me how I behave and reacted and also my life status, and also about whether or not we feel jealous of interacting with people opposite of our gender. Which is fair knowing her reason behind her ghosting. I wish she would've just talked to me directly and end things peacefully instead of that. Knowing back on recent calls we been together she never had a good mood to listen and talk to me and she was drained completely when she was with me. I wish she never left me in a cliffhanger, even I was her first love.
Other than that she finally proved she can meet people in person I shared mutual friends with, which is good for her. I say it again, even I had a fallout with her because of what she did and justifying it, I never encourage people to spread hatred about her and doxxing her. Just let her live her own life and what she decides to do. I accepted it as to be fair that I was also at fault too in my previous life status and moved on. If my life status was on top, this would've never happened when I was with her but it'll get very painful knowing she's lowkey a golddigger, even she told me she wasn't, but it's the opposite.
At least I know I was never alone considering my other friends also stumble upon other exes, don't matter which number, the first or the second. I only saw my ex on Day 1, never saw her on Day 2. I wouldn't be so surprised if I saw her in CF and look for me.
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meanhoeforcb97 · 4 years
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Guess Who [Pt.1]
Pairing: Bang Chan x Minho x Felix x Fem!Reader
Genre: Kinda suggestive
Warnings: Series contains smut but not this part, swearing, hickeys (I think that's it???)
Requested: Nope
Words: 1,5k (I think this is my shortest one so far lmaoo)
Note: This is the fastest I've ever worked on a piece OMG xD This hasn't been proof-read so I'm sorry in advance lmaoo (also this is my first ever foursome so it might get a little messy in the 2nd part djdjdb)
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You were drifting off to the sound of your earphones' music on the living room's couch when suddenly you were shaken awake by none other than the sunshine of your life Lee Felix (note the sarcasm)- that little fucker always bothered you in the worst times possible. Groaning and turning your back to him you tried falling asleep once again but with no avail since he was still shaking you rather harshly and whining at you to wake up.
"Felix I swear to God if there isn't a fucking fire I'm gonna fucking murder your for waking me up." You groan as you turn to look at him with your sleepy and blurry eyes only to see him looking at you with sparkling puppy eyes and pouty lips. You felt flustered by both his expression and by the close proximity of your faces-mere inches apart.
"I-I.. what i-is it?" You asked as you begun to raise your body to sit on the couch properly.
"I was bored and wanted to play a game with Channie hyung but the game he suggested needs at least three people.. I didn't mean to upset you, sorry..." He said as a sad expression covered his once bright face. He stood up from the floor in front of you where he was previously kneeling and started to walk away. Feeling shocked and guilty for yelling at him you reached out and grabbed his hand in yours.
"No wait!" You said and he slowly and very dramatically turned around to look at you- exaggerating his pout in the process. "I didn't mean to tell at you, I am just tired and grumpy.. sorry Lixie.." You said also pouting. After a moment of silence and just starring at each other you spoke up again.
"..So.." He raised an eyebrow implying you should continue "what game were you guys thinking about?" Just as those words left your lips he immediately smiled so wide that his eyes disappeared and his pearly white teeth were blinding your vision. "Let's go and you'll see!" He exclaimed as he pulled you up and basically dragged you to Chan's room. When inside the bedroom, he let go of your hand and motioned you to sit down so they could explain the game. "So basically, we're going to play 'Guess Who'. In this game one player guesses is blindfolded and the rest take turns in doing things like touching them, holding their hand and so on. If the player guesses right they take the point and the rest a penalty if the player fails to guess correctly they take the penalty and the rest of the team the point." Chan explained and you nodded, it was pretty easy. "So who wants to start?" Felix said looking at you and then at Chan. You didn't answer feeling a bit nervous, Chan sighed slightly and stood up, "I will" he said as he went into his closet and disappeared for a minute or two. He came back with a black blindfold in his hands. Your eyes widened at the sight of silky fabric and your mouth fell agape. You decide against asking him why he even had such a thing in his closet since you figured you weren't ready to hear the answer.
However that didn't stop your brain from going other places wondering what else he had hiding in that closet or his. Your cheeks flushed and the heat travelled down but you quickly snapped yourself out or your trance and focused on your BEST FRIENDS that's all they were, just your best friends. "Y/n?" Chan called out to and you quickly snapped your head to look at him. "Yes?" You gulped and Felix smiled and cooed at you reaching out to pat your head. "Awww look how nervous she is to touch Channie hyung! Can't wait to see how flustered she'll be when it's her turn!" He said, the last part making your eyes widen and you gasped. "I-I'm not!" You huffed without thinking. "Oh?" Chan said surprised, "okay... help me put the blindfold on." He said a michivieous smile threatening to appear on his plump cherry lips. You stood up with no hesitation evident in your actions but your mind was screaming at you at that very moment. "Turn around." You commanded and Chan with a slight curve of his lips did as instructed. You took the silk out of his hands and very carefully and slowly placed it over his eyes after folding it in half to make sure he couldn't see through the material. Tying it tight enough to be secure you asked if it was too tight and the elder shook his head negatively. You took a step back to look at him and he looked so fucking ethereal at that moment. His pale skin complemented the dark shiny piece of fabric really well and his brown hair fell elegantly over his eyebrows. You helped him sit down at the chair in the middle of the room. When he was seated comfortably you and Felix looked at each other trying to decide who would go first. You shrugged your shoulders and he and he motioned you'd do rock paper scissors, in the meantime Chan was sweating in anticipation. Who would touch him? Where? How? Everything was overcrowding his brain and making him feel light-headed. Suddenly he felt a hand in his hair caressing through his soft locks affectionately. He hummed lowly in enjoyment and he hoped no one noticed. "Felix?" He said and you clapped twice meaning correct. "What do you want the penalty to be?" You asked and he hummed deep in thought. "Erm, for every penalty you owe me one snack of my choice?" He asked and you all agreed. Felix stepped back and you guys started faking footsteps around him to confuse him before Felix went closer to him again and leaned down to kiss his cheek. Chan gasped shortly before smiling smugly "Felix again. Y/n would never do this, she's too shy" Chan said in a tone just as smug as his smile and you clapped twice again but much more irritated than before. And you were lowkey offended. He was right but still! You were tired if them thinking of you as some sort of saint virgin-which you definitely were not. You faked steps again and came closer to Chan holding your hair back with one hand, you gulped slightly before diving into his neck. You left a wet, open-mouthed kiss there and bit the skin right after, and lastly you topped it of by sucking slightly. This time chan yelped loudly and almost moaned, you felt the vibrations traveling from his neck to your mouth, and even though you know it wasn't intentional you couldn't help the heat from growing in your pelvic area.
"F-felix again?" He asked, you smirked and sucked on his neck harshly (not enough to leave a mark) before stepping back. "Wrong." You said boldly right next to his ear, almost grazing it with your lips. "Too shy my ass." You mocked and Felix whistled "Damn girl! Wow, just wow" he said speechless before approaching you and Chan, "My turn." He said taking the blindfold away from Chan. The eldest helped him put it on and Felix looked just as pretty with it on making heat pool in your underwear for nth time that evening. His silver hair stood out well with the black fabric on his beautiful face and even though majority of his freckles were covered up the few that were still visible made a huge difference on how innocent he looked even when he was blindfolded. Once again you found yourself going down the unholy lane and had to quickly snap yourself out of it for the second time in the last 20 minutes. You looked at Chan and he smiled showcasing his dimples before he motioned you to start. You frowned at him as you walked up to Felix. You leaned don and placed a hand on his chest before kissing his cheek—trying to keep it PG13 this time. Felix laughed slightly "Nice try y/n I'd recognize Chan's lips anytime." He said making you slap his shoulder in embarrassment. "Your lips are so soft though! One more? Please?" He whined and you laughed before kissing his cheek again, he smiled wildly and you stepped back. The game went on and it was finally your turn.
As you were taking the blindfold off Felix the bedroom door opened. "What the..." Minho let out before he smirked. "Having fun I see?" He said and you blushed deeply "N-No! Its not what it looks like!" Chan just laughed and explained the game to him. "You guys are fucking boring, wanna enhance the game a bit?" He said with a mischievous cat-like grin and you gulped as the boys all nodded in agreement and you hesitantly did the same.
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sapphicsugden · 7 years
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“Stop talking. Now.” and I've decided you have to write it because I'm on my lunchbreak and v bored
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equilibriumrobert/aaron, finn
GENRE: fluff, some angstWORDS: 1484SUMMARY: Finn looks uncomfortable and reticent, but he immediately makes a beeline for them.
The day after Aaron’s court case is withdrawn (citing lack of evidence, but Aaron knows it’s because Finn retracted his statement), Aaron wakes up slowly, feels the comforting weight of Robert next to him on the bed. There’s mere inches between them, Robert’s hair brushing Aaron’s cheek, and he grins, presses a kiss to the crown of Robert’s head. 
Robert’s been supportive beyond the norm the last couple of weeks, refusing to leave, planting himself like a wall between Aaron and anything with the potential to hurt him. Aaron’s ridiculously grateful, doesn’t know what he did to earn such love, such loyalty, but he’s clinging onto it with both hands, refusing to let go. 
It helps that he has a court ordered counselor, helping sort the cascading thoughts and feelings tumbling around Aaron’s head. It’s getting safer to be in his own head. 
“Mmmm s’too early,” Robert mumbles, shifting so that he can bury his face in Aaron’s shoulder. “Go back to sleep.”
Aaron snorts softly, lifts the hand Robert’s lying on to brush it through Robert’s hair. “You can.”
It doesn’t take long for Robert to do just that; he rests a hand on Aaron’s hip and Aaron feels when it becomes a dead weight, when Robert’s breaths even back out into sleep. It’s rare they get moments like these, especially lately, and Aaron’s going to savour it. 
The duvets low enough, pooling over their hips, that Aaron can see Robert’s ring poking out. His heart skips when he thinks back, how close they came to parting for good, but he doesn’t have to worry about that now, doesn’t ever have to worry about it. Robert’s not said it out loud, probably never will, but Aaron knows it was out of fear, that Robert’s heart was breaking about not being able to help, not being the thing that makes Aaron happy. 
Aaron’s trying to get Robert to see a counselor too, and it’s not working, but he’s confident he can make it happen. They both need it, both deserve to be happy and mentally well before they do anything. 
Robert makes a soft noise, shifts slightly and his nose presses into Aaron’s collarbone. He’s a soft, quiet sleeper a lot of the time, vicious in his kicks, but other than that, Aaron can’t complain. 
(The nightmares are terrible, brief but powerful and it’s all Aaron can do to cling on and whisper sweet nothings while Robert falls apart. Thankfully those are few and far between.)
The clock beside the bed shows 6:30. Aaron knows Robert’s got a meeting in Hotten in just under two hours and that they still have to get through the morning routine, which includes waking Liv up; never an easy task. 
“Hey,” Aaron whispers, brushing a kiss to Robert’s temple. “Come on.”
Robert whimpers, stretches slightly, fingers brushing against Aaron’s hip, causing him to shiver. “Morning.”
“Yeah, nice try,” Aaron laughs. He tangles his fingers in Robert’s hair, pushes him up for a kiss, even if it’s gross. They’re practiced in this, moving around each other in the early morning. “Up.”
Robert whines, but throws himself onto his back, stretching enough that the sheet barely hides Robert’s cock from sight. Aaron wants, but there’s time enough for that later. He shuffles out of bed, stretching himself, self-conscious about being naked, but when he turns and sees the heat in Robert’s face, he finds himself grinning and reaching for a pair of boxers.
Later, Aaron’s in the pub, sitting at bar and watching his mum and Charity working around each other. They’re getting better at it, sniping and joking in equal measure, and he’s so distracted he doesn’t notice when Robert walks in. 
“Hey,” Robert says, brushing a kiss to Aaron’s cheek. 
Aaron turns his face into it, grins and gestures for his mum to grab another pint. “Good meeting?”
Robert nods. “Should have another client for the haulage firm.”
Aaron’s grateful Robert’s stepped back his working with Home Farm, taking Aaron’s pleas to heart and even limiting how often he hangs with Rebecca. It helps, Aaron thinks fondly, that Robert seems to have accrued a couple of friends during the drama with Kasim. 
(Pete, lowkey anger with his brother for the handling of the situation, constantly kept them both updated with Finn’s headspace. Not something Aaron really cared about beyond what it meant for his case. Bob’s been around a couple of times, which is just plain weird, but if it makes Robert happy, Aaron’s content. He’s less content with Nicola, her sniping and voice grating enough, and with her history with Robert, but her and Robert have struck up a working relationship that’s starting to spill into their personal lives. Aaron can live with it if it means Robert looks as happy as he does lately, being able to set up nights out with friends.)
The beers are steadily draining from their glasses, and from the way Robert’s hand is resting on Aaron’s thigh, the growing heat in his eyes, Aaron knows it’s only a matter of time before Robert drags him in the back room and up the stairs. 
Unfortunately, right at that moment, the door opens and the Barton brothers spill into the pub, followed more slowly by their mother. Aaron immediately stiffens; Pete gives Robert a smile, Ross makes eye contact but swiftly moves on, and Finn-
Finn looks uncomfortable and reticent, but he immediately makes a beeline for them. 
“Finn,” Pete warns, but Finn holds up a hand. 
Next to Aaron, Robert’s gone all tight and angry, Aaron can practically see it simmering under the surface.
“Aaron.” Finn stands awkwardly behind them, and Aaron swivels to face him. Robert doesn’t. “Listen, I’ve been - this whole thing with Kasim got out of hand. Mum thought I should see someone -” Robert snorts nastily, fingers tight around his glass. Aaron elbows him, watches Finn’s face fall for a moment “- and it’s helping. I just wanted to apologise.”
Robert makes a low noise, and Aaron can see his shoulder start to hunch, the expression he gets when he’s going to lose whatever control he has on his anger. 
“Thanks,” Aaron says, hoping that’s an end to it.
Finn doesn’t leave, throws a glance to Robert’s back, then gives Aaron a tentative, unwelcome smile. “I was too wrapped up in whatever was happening with Kasim that I didn’t think about you. I know it can’t have been easy.”
Robert lets out a laugh. “Sure.”
“I’m not heartless,” Finn snaps, finding some anger of his own. 
The glass in Robert’s hand tips, spilling what’s left of his beer on the bar.
“Stop talking,” Aaron advises Finn. “Now.”
“No,” Robert says, finally turning around. “Say what you wanna say, Finn. Why don’t you tell him exactly how sorry you are. Tell him what you told me about how well he’d handle it in prison!”
The words startle Aaron, but he grits his teeth, rests a hand on Robert’s arm. “Stop it, this isn’t helping.”
Robert looks angrier than Aaron’s seen him in a while and he doesn’t understand. Can’t Robert see this isn’t the answer?”
“Maybe,” Robert says, voice tight and unhappy, “you should tell him how prison might have brought him someone new.”
What?!
“Look,” Finn says, not denying anything, and Aaron’s own anger blossoms in his chest. It doesn’t spill, he’s learning to control it, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t glare at Finn. “I was angry, confused.”
“I think,” Aaron says, his tone hard, “You should leave.”
Finn’s face falls again, but this time Aaron doesn’t care. “I am sorry.”
“I don’t care,” Robert says, at the same time Aaron says, “Go, Finn.”
Thankfully, Finn does. 
“Come on.” Aaron grabs Robert’s hand and pulls him away, dragging him to the corridor between the back room and the pub. “What was that about?”
Robert’s jaw tightens, but he spills everything; confronting Finn, finding out Finn was the one who called the police, the fact that he made a joke of Robert losing Aaron in jail. 
“Listen to me,” Aaron says, heart skipping. Robert’s got a brilliant expression that covers his feelings, so good anyone else would believe it, but Aaron knows him too well, watches it slide onto his face. Underneath there’s fear, belief that it could happen. “You’re it for me, Rob, you know that right?”
“Course,” Robert says, as believable as his expression. 
“You are,” Aaron stresses, curling a hand around the back of Robert’s neck. “I don’t let just anyone marry me, you know.”
Something soft and tentative breaks out on Robert’s face, and he smiles. “I guess I’m lucky, then.”
Aaron laughs, drags Robert down for a kiss. “I love ya, you know that, yeah?”
“Yeah, I know,” Robert says, grinning like an idiot. Aaron rolls his eyes because he knows Robert’s ridiculous about his Han Solo moments, but then raises his eyebrows, expectantly. “Yeah, yeah, I love you too.”
“Nice,” Aaron mutters, but pulls Robert in for another kiss anyway.
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