You don't have to post this but I feel like everyone is mad at the wrong shit with the whole fnf thing.

Like he made jokes about people experiencing genocide overseas but everyone is mad about what he's jacking off to.

It's. Fascinating. That they're more upset about fictional characters and not real people

I was about to go to bed and then I saw this and was like. Yeah.

Stuff under readmore just in case people don't want to read it

I have been thinking about this the entire day. It's not entirely unexpected, especially from twitter (see: Pikamee getting harassed for wanting to play Hogwarts Legacy and the creator of The Coffin of Andy and Leyley getting doxxed), but the fact Ninjamuffin was making jokes about an actual genocide, happening RIGHT NOW, and people decided that wasn't the thing they should cancel him over??

His Newgrounds and twitter likes have been visible this entire time, by the way. The only reason people give a shit now is because they want to cancel him, and "joked about genocide" apparently wasn't good enough

Honestly it feels more gross that people are so focused on his NSFW likes. I watched a video doing a quick recap of what happened, and the guy basically glossed over the jokes about Palenstine to wank over the legality of fictional characters, which in itself felt infinitely more skeevy.

Crying today cuz I'm a sucker for romance and all of my couples are extremely romantic and half of them never end up together in canon😭😭😭😭😭

VARGASTOBER - day 2 : johnny c.

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//. oh no. i'm fucking tired.

i have classes again! (i do not know if this is good or not yet) so i will not be able to draw as often. that or i will be drawing extra as a way to procrastinate working on assignments

mm cute guy texted me to hang out but i already said yes to other plans :/

how come whenever i want to stay awake, it feels impossible to stay awake and my eyes hurt and i get a really bad headache, but then the moment i try lying down and sleeping, my brain starts thinking about too many things and stressing out?? it's not fair. i hate this. i need sleep. you suck, brain :(

I feel nasty

when there's only like one fic you vibe with for a super niche ship but you try not to lament too much over it cause you firmly believe everyone should be welcome to the fic table even if it's not something to your liking but you also just wish there were even one or two more fics you could enjoy

yeah i teared up at work today thinking about Media. what media? don't worry about it

I feel so similarly to you about Tar - I thought the visuals were really fascinating, the acting was great, and the sound design even did some interesting things but as a story it just... fell flat by the ending for me. I wish they'd leaned more into the horror of it, or focused more tightly on fewer storylines, or something. It felt like they tried to capture too much and ended up not saying much beyond the obvious with what they did show :/ Which is a shame because clearly they had some great material to work with! It was just buried under what felt like a weirdly abstract and distant perspective and too many details.

I'M SO SAD I WASN'T BLOWN AWAY BY IT!!!!! I'm glad I'm not the only one though, I was afraid I was going crazy. -_-" On paper it sounded like an amazing premise, but you're right, there was so much left to be desired in terms of storyline. And I don't believe action is what makes an interesting plot, but the way the film touched so lightly on certain themes, I thought they'd go back to delve into it more, and sometimes it never did. And I think that's a personal pet peeve of mine bc I am a major theme-driven girl when it comes to cinema and literature.

I mean there is definitely a lot left unsaid which is fine, I enjoy reading between the lines, but I felt at times it was almost forgotten about, rather than deliberately left up to the viewer to put the pieces together -- because there wasn't enough to adequately put pieces together and it be satisfactorily accurate at times. As someone who loves analysis, I came away struggling to put together a coherent one. Frankly I didn't find I had enough to analyse, because so much felt so surface-level in the film. I suppose that's the point -- boggle the viewer and mar clarity, as many of those themes can be like in reality -- but yeah idk it just didn't sit right with me. Even now I'm milling over things and I'm like...what. Also I felt the lack of deep-diving and focus on some potentially hard-hitting themes made a lot of the film forgettable. ://

I really hate to say it but I'm already sure I'm forgetting bits of it. And I feel TERRIBLE ABOUT IT. I adore Cate, and I've a soft spot for Noémie Merlent and Nina Hoss (she was in a film my final year German class studied at uni and the film was a class favourite) and they, along with everyone else, performed wonderfully. But I just wish the script explored more.

But it is what it is, alas.

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sooo chilly

3 good things

Get to work from home for half of tomorrow :)

Received compliments from this one really cool internal med pharmacist I'm working from tonight hehehe

Managed to write diclofenac really well on a napkin. My handwriting is not any good large but somehow it just turned out really legible *O *

guys don't procrastinate it isn't worth it