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C'mon heart, beat loudly again! 💓
#One Piece#opgraphics#Monkey D. Luffy#Joy Boy#*mine#HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A BOY SO BEAUTIFUL YOU STARTED CRYING 😭😭😭#i'm not even exaggerating when i say i actually teared up from how beautiful the animation was in this scene#like i swear this is one of the most if not THE most beautiful i've ever seen Luffy animated!!!#and ngl tho the animation for the first half of this ep was kinda disappointing...#but they def made up for it during the second half!#also spent an embarrassing amount of time making the 4th gif because of the INSANE amount of colors involved#aaaaand it still looks like crap sorry 💀
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"I pray we meet again."
#my art#ffxiv#endwalker#emet selch#hythlodaeus#wol#waaaaah i'm so glad i finally drew this ToT#honestly i'm not a fan of ultima thule part of ew#(the music was GREAT tho)#but holy shit THAT SCENE with these two HOOOOLY SHIT#i still feel tears in my eyes when i remember about it#but it's so unfair that the wol didn't even say A SINGLE WORD to them#=_____=#didn't even nod#at least in my drawing they can hug T^T#i miss them every day#listening to 'jenny of oldstones' while drawing this was a mistake T^T
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✨Surprise! ✨
I'm launching a new story for my dark cream ship kids and co ^^
I usually don't warn before the first part is done but I thought Mimosa's birthday was a good day to announce it!
A Tear's Soul!
I already showed that drawing (hehe it's the cover) but now I can talk about it ;3
The project is gonna a mix of comics and writings (because I'd burn myself out trying to do full comic when I'm not very experienced in those... They're hard, ok?)
Sooo it's gonna take me a while........................
Even if I try to shorten it as much as possible (10 parts unless problems)
I think the ones who'd be interested all know how my projects usually go, it's not gonna be a cute, fluffy story uwu. It'll have some fluff tho promise, but angst is part of the journey here! I'll give warnings each time I feel it's necessary :P
So!
If it interests you and you wish to be tagged on it, tell me now and you'll be tagged in each update :D
[I had to compress that gif, it was too big XD]
#me doing artz#minz gif#that gif took me so long honestly#A Tear's Soul#Mimosa#for once I'll write that story in the present timeline#dark cream ship kid#me yelling surprise as if I didn't know it's gonna interest only max a handful of persons#still for them#I hope I won't take too long to finish it tho#currently drawing the first comic: I want to set the whole background concept on fire#oh also I'm not full coloring#just a solid color with some stuff colored if important#and I'm not trying to get something perfect out#otherwise I would not succeed#so don't expect something beautiful?
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the new ILNP cremes look like they’re going to rip. ass. this teal is simply dastardly
#I'm being normal so i'm not going to pick up this color right now (said with tears running down my cheeks)#but it looks like these are just going to be like ultra ultra saturated colors#as neon as you can get while still not being highlighter bright#(and a black)#did they not have a black creme before? beats me#maybe the new one is gonna be more opaque tho#I'd like to find out if it's gonna be a new one-coat-black competitor#sergle.txt#nailposting
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huge downer warning!! I've been really sad and haven't posted, little dude passed away a couple days ago. he got worse and worse and passed before i could try any medication. yesterday i went to get a replacement, and he didn't even make it through heat acclimation. kinda swears me off big box sick bettas. but ya super bummed, having a bad luck streak on fish.
#gotta check out of fish for a bit 😞 I'm usually pretty pragmatic but blegh#ofc I've been tearing up forums and stuff and big box cup bettas are just so fucked up unless you get them while they're still active#taking care of them as sickies is more specific than other sick fish#don't wanna rehash everything that's been going through my head tho ughghghghghghghghghghghgh#animal death
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forever grateful for the ccc english patch (tho i can't play it myself /sobs) bc THIS. this sums up the true route so well and i write my hakuno before she really develops as a character (cuz i wanna flesh her out thru ic interactions 😤✨️) but i love her growth in canon and can't wait to flesh her out in writing so she can come to understand love like thisss 😭💕
ccc really is all about love and how the characters act based on how perceive that concept and there's a talk about the difference between ai (愛) and koi (恋) but tl;dr hakuno and sakura have koi, which andersen describes as a "dreaming heart" that's more associated with like longing and yearning,,,, IT FITS THEM SO WELL I SOBB
#&&. out of#I LOVE THE WAY H.AKUNO LOVES SM IM TYPING ALL OF THIS FROM A POOL OF MY TEARS IM SO SRS#i'm gonna be real with u chief i'm still trying to understand the differences between ai/koi myself BUT FROM I HAVE BEEN READING-#koi is vv fitting bc it's more romantic (eng patch translates koi to 'in love' and ai to 'love' !) and directed to a special person#<- ALSO WHY I'M NOT A FAN OF THE H.AKUNO HAREM JOKES 😷#DEVOTION IS LITERALLY THERE IN DA H.AKUNO CHARACTER PROFILE and h.akuno makes it so clear that she only has eyes for one (1) person#if she loves u then u'd be her one and only..!!!!#it's an important character trait of hers methinks tho i will admit that there are moments that make me go 🤨 in regards to it#but that's not h.akuno- that's jst bad writing 💀#AGDJWHD AND YEAHH THATS WHY I SOMETIMES IGNORE CERTAIN THINGS IN CANON 😷#the only parts of h.akuno i don't like can all be chalked up to bad writing frfr 🗿#i have a lot to say but ye i love h.akuno k.ishinami a lot 😭😭😭✌️✌️#WE ALSO FINALLY GOT ENG TRANSLATION OF H.AKUNO PROPOSING AND I WANNA POST THAT TOOOO#as u can probably tell; my h.akuno simp heart is truly being fed so well by all this content 🤧🙏💗💓💕
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One better (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Blood#I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0#Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread#Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers#Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha#The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye#Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh#For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear#It's so sad ;; And so well done <3#And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl#Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it#Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really#Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally#Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose
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the emperor is WHOOOOAHSHDHA????
#i'm probably way too late to the party but hey hi i finally arrived#but this brought me to tears and i was so excited to meet the dragon now with lvl 12 i feel brave enough to face all the big ones but yeah.#it's such a tragic story tho idk idk feonix still throws a massive side eye @ the emperor since their first meeting#... and the more the emperor reveals the worse it gets tbh#i'm working on things in the background but expect more activity in the upcoming week although work will pain me ;(#also we were rewatching eragon today bcos me and a friend are rereading the books and her bf joined us at some point#he was silent for the entire movie and whenever he got up to check on his food he would wait a lil until the scene was finished#he never questioned a 'new' character that is until he noticed murtagh suddenly being in frame fahshdhajhs#and wanted to know his name specifically hahaha#OKAY THAT'S IT FROM ME SORRY FOR THE RAMBLINGS i just like talking on dash ♡ make sure u guys know i'm still here 🙊#° › OOC ‹ 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 * out of character ╲ MUN .
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Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.
#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this#I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl#The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones...#The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery#It wasn't. As bad? The last few times?#I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times#3rd time was more traumatising.#This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again.#I never want to have surgery again#I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under#It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore#Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs....#It was like as a patient you're less than human.#My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws...#I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest#I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry*#Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop#Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn.#damie talks
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in my "one more inconvenience and i sincerely think i won't be able to stop myself from physically assaulting someone" era
#tried breathing exercises and it didn't help so that's probably not a good sign 👍#i hate holiday season i hate holiday season i hate holiday season i hate it#and i hate living here (this house. this country. this mortal realm)#i need to throw things. I'm considering finding some old clothes and tearing them up with my hands. actually that's a good idea hold on#update: well i did it with one shirt. it helped a little bit ig. i still feel like I'm burning with rage tho. also my hands kinda hurt
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fuck aidan jasper all my homies hate aidan jasper
#a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears#I'm glaring at him in my outline#i think a lot of the stupidity i projected onto reuben march belongs on Jasper instead#march gives the go ahead but jasper has FUN with it all#aidan jasper is the one who does most of the poking prodding torturing cough cough I mean medical experiments on nat#fun fact! nat is conscious for all of it :-)#being operated on..... and other things :-)#the first phase of jasper's research is just ''lets fuck this vampire up and record how he heals''#they take a couple organs out#they inject some cancer cells#they remove some skin#they cut some fingles off#then nat gets tossed back into his sad little steel room to heal and maybe do a murder but hes trying real hard#not to do a murder bc they just threw some random hypnotised human in there with him#anyway.#fuck aidan jasper all my homies hate aidan jasper!!!!#its fine nat gets to tear jasper's heart out of his chest later#angery.....#so yes i will b shifting a lot of Reuben March's views and biases on vampirism onto jasper#dw march is definitely still gonna die tho#quinn will hunt him down dont u worry :-)#oh also fun fact this is the bit in the story where nat digests his own appendix LMAO#his body is just like. uhhhhh. we have better uses for this. lets melt it down and turn it into something else#like..... bro???
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still getting through thanks to them (keep getting So Excited i have to pause and calm down) but i’m so fucking emotional about luz’s silly little movie maker coming out slideshow
she said it. she said she’s bi. she said the word. they showed the flag, several times.
on the disney channel
the blood, sweat and tears that went into fighting censors for this, i can’t even imagine. but the good that it’s going to do is worth it. what i would’ve given to be 12 years old, freshly out as bi and see a character on screen who’s That Too. i no longer id with that label but the fact that queerness is there in the open, with our words and our flags and it’s happy and prideful and full of love was so much i had to pause it and just cry.
thank you, dana, the whole crew, for fighting for this. you’ve done such an incredible good
#i'm still thinking about it and bursting into tears#it means so much#the owl house#the owl house spoilers#minor tho#luz noceda#bisexual#queer
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#{ guys that make another blog even tho they're still sick (me i'm guys) }#{ giggling and twirling my hair hee hee hoo hoo }#【✧】 ooc ; i'm just a little guy.#{ i can manage 3 i think. probably. i bounced between 9 in my prime. (smiling through my tears) }
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man idgaf about what treville and richelieu have going on (mostly nothing) (they dont like each other but they work together a lot bc of their jobs.) (i guess treville holding onto a sense of honour whilst working with the cardinal is interesting but like that's not. thats not really those two having something interesting going on). lets talk about the king and the cardinal man.
#the way the king sometimes resents the cardinal's influence but is so easily manipulated to feel lost without it.#the fact that he'll openly acknowledge the cardinal wants him to rule unfairly and play favourites. with a fond look on his face#''i will disband their whole regiment if that's what it takes to make you happy. only please don't leave me alone'' with tears in his eyes#all of which was exactly what the cardinal was going for and he just gets away with it!#the queen finds out he was trying to have her Killed and she says yeah fuck you obvi but i wont tell the king tho bc he loves you ?#i'm not saying any of this is like romantic to be clear lol. it's just very interesting#i mean i dont think it can probably be categorised really. but im definitely not calling it that#it is super interesting though the way the cardinal needs to undermine the queen and place himself closer to the king to succeed in his aim#it would be somewhat appropriate for sure to say its kind of a parent-child relationship in some ways but that's definitely not all of it#in terms of the way the king relies on him and his guidance. but again thats not all of it and he's not a child. or not actually a child.#and i could say this about any of the relationships between men on the show but of course Because they're both men that means the#Possibility of it being anything but fully platonic is not something he can acknowledge and for that reason whether it is or Not there's#still going to be a level of repression and denial that just complicates things. even though/if theres not truly anything to deny#meanwhile honestly i think the cardinal is personally being normal about it even tho he's a freak about a lot of other things#i mean idk that was my impression. i am sorta-watching through s1 again so maybe i'll develop my ideas on that#anyway#me.txt#musketeers posting
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last ten people however many you want who reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals & followers!! <3
oooh okay 1st one is watching a movie with my brother and makes jokes about it/commenting about scenes/making fun of characters! 2nd is whenever my brother and i are trying to call one of our dogs and they go to me and not him 🥰3rd is the feeling of the sun's warmth on a cold day! 4th is playing cards with my family and just all 5 of us losing braincells as we make up jokes and just laugh till we cry! 5th is being able to feel the temperature of whatever I'm eating warming me up/cooling me down, such a funky feeling!
#i do the first one mostly with lotr#i was so sad when i had covid a while back and decided to rewatch lotr to pass the time and I couldn't joke around with him :(#tho i did get to send all my jokes to my friends that night and I really do hope they know how much that meant to me#and it still does#im like getting misty eyed thinking about that night kasfjdlasdfa#i was like tearing up that night too ugh I'm gonna shut up now#nat answers stuff
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one of the many reasons Aabria is such a good GM is because of the very keen eye she keeps on the social dynamics and interactions that happens at the table and i absolutely Love her for it
#N posts stuff#ppl have been talking about it a lot for the interaction between Thorn and his followers -> the mostly joke the Player was making#about giving Ava advantage on an intimidate check turning into a Serious confrontation about the dynamic Thorn has w/ those followers#which is an Excellent example but i'm watching a court of fae ep and she does it really well here as well; in and After the convo rue & hob#have about the Goblin Court Marriage -> there's an overt Disparity in how Rue views courts and how Hob does that colors a kind of#miscommunication between them; Rue and Hob know each other as kindred spirits in feeling Alienated from their courts#but Rue tends to see themself as wholly Separate from their court (barely part of it at all) whereas Hob still clearly Does take a staunch#Identity as a Member of the Goblin Court -> so when Rue talks about the marriage and Hob's role in it they see it as something Hob is being#manipulated or Commanded into caring about whereas Hob pretty clearly seems to take it as a Personal wound - Rue doesn't care#about the dynamics or standing of their court bc they're Separate but Hob DOES care about those things bc he's still Part Of it#even if he still feels alienated from it at the same time; they take a different approach in how they feel in that alienation#which is why Rue's sentiment of 'take care of yourself' seems to leave Hob on the verge of tears; bc he doesn't Share that approach#and Aabria seemingly takes serious notice of this because the Immediate next convo is between Rue and an NPC who calls Rue out#for that disparity -> saying they're a Fool if they think that Everyone around them doesn't feel the Weight of their court behind them#ie; even though Rue sees themself as Separate they're still reaping a social Privilege in Being a member of their court anyway#a 'you can't have it both ways' kind of call out that is So choice and i love it a lot; rue having to Immediately confront#their own perceptions like that even tho they still wont quite Acknowledge it; tasty i love it <3#btw i've decided to start being SO annoying about my thoughts on subjects; this is bc i take So so many notes on them & i like to share :3#but my Fic Writing words have been screwed to hell lately so. one billion analysis posts upon ye instead
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