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ramyeonguksu · 7 months

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Does not matter where you go, we will reunite once more.

I've become way too addicted to this game so I commissioned my friend @dawntrailing to make these GPoses with FFXIV Hillevi and his take on FFXIV Hubert (modded)! I have so many thoughts about FFXIV Hillevi and I loved Aries' FFXIV Hubert so I wanted to see them go around Ishgard since it's very FE3H core 🥹🥹🥹

Very self-indulgent ramblings under the cut hehe

(Note that I have only finished ARR and I'm getting through Heavensward)

My personal headcanon for Hillevi in FFXIV is that she gets isekai'd to Eorzea after the war ends in FE3H. Initially she just takes the opportunity to explore but then she gets caught up in the affairs as a WoL so she goes around doing WoL things.

Hillevi voice "If I had a nickel every time I had to deal with a war involving dragons and a church, I'd have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird how it happened twice."

But of course, despite her fun exploring Eorzea and taking on her role as WoL making her feel more confident in herself, the burdens of being a WoL weigh heavily on her, especially after the assassination of Nanamo Ul Namo. She becomes homesick and misses her friends and Hubert. Ishgard at least alleviates some of her pain, but nothing will fill the void that is the Black Eagles Strike Force.

Hubert meanwhile is looking into where Hillevi had disappeared, trying to find a way the two of them to reunite. Eventually he manages since he's super smart and good at magic (let me be self-indulgent for once leave me alone), creating a way for him to travel to Eorzea himself. Once he finds Hillevi again, they have a heartfelt reunion and they have a date around Ishgard during his stay hehe.

Hubert offers to take Hillevi back to Fódlan, but Hillevi chooses to stay behind in Eorzea because she's still needed there. Hubert at least promises to visit her every so often until she feels like her duties are fulfilled. Whenever that would be.

ANYWAY I LOVE HULLEVI AND I NEED THEM TOGETHER WHEREVER HILLEVI GOES

#ffxivlevi #hullevi #sobs #i care them so much #aries indulges me too much im so spoiled #who was i before hullevi frfr

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cutiecorner · 2 years

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Since I got an ask or two about these cuties, here's a whole headcanon post for the trinity!! Bruce, Clark, and Diana are my absolute faves so I'm happy to write for them ❤️ 💛 💙 a little diana centric because I haven't put down HCs for her before - enjoy!!

First, the kiddie's ages! I think Diana acts the oldest, she's pretty firmly around 8 or 9. She got babied a lot being the only child on Themyscira, but she missed out on a lot of the fun rowdy parts of childhood! Clark comes next, same kindergarten age as usual, around 4 - 6. He can be pretty independent but looks up to Diana a lot! Bruce is the baby, he stays in baby ages or maaayyybee goes up to 2 if he's feeling real big.

Bruce and Clark think Di is the coolest person in the entire world, and love to follow her lead when playing! Which can lead to a bit of trouble because most of her playing involves jumping out of trees or seeing how fast they can fly in circles. She's extremely chaotic which makes the trio kind of a handful.

Diana and Clark squabble over who gets to hold Bruce. Usually Clark wins out because he's more responsible (no, Diana, you cannot fly with the baby)

Bruce and Clark always want to hold Di's hands whenever they go anywhere

Diana looooves having her hair braided and she let's the boys do it! Bruce loves it especially, he focuses VERY hard on making it look neat and nice

Even if shes a little rowdy, Diana definitely knows how to be a big sister when it comes down to it! If she's put in charge she does great at the role, she keeps all the kiddies together and under watch! She's also very good at patching booboos, and making kiddies smile when they're scared!

She's also really good at telling stories!! She knows a whole bunch of awesome mythical tales by heart, and she gets very into acting them out.

All of them love crafts, specifically friendship bracelets! They all have them, and they end up having to take them off when they're big again, but they always end up making new ones next time.

Clark calls Diana "Di" or "D-D", when Bruce feels like talking he calls her "princess" with the utmost respect (it sounds more like pimcess but he tries)

They all have those adult footie pajamas for their respective personas, courtesy of Diana who REFUSED to leave the Walmart without them

They all have a lot of hero toys! Both of each other and their Justice League friends :) they fight over who's the best/strongest/coolest JL member literally every time

They like to play outside! Mostly because Clark and Diana have so much energy to burn off and no house can properly contain super powered kiddos. Clark likes to play baseball, Diana likes to play tag, and Bruce just tries his best despite being 2

They nap in a pile always!!!! They either cuddle up on Bruce's massive king sized bed, a long couch, or the floor with an unruly amount of pillows and blankets piled around

In the same vein: pillow fort masters!!! They love having secret bases, whether that be a pillow fort, treehouse, under a bed, a room they've taken over, etc.

In true mouse-indulgent fashion, I always imagine Alfred looking after them. In my heart Alfred was the original "every kid in need of a parent within 50 miles is mine now" connoisseur, and homesick Clark and Diana are free real estate. Plus Wayne Manor has all the coolest stuff. But really anyone can take care of them if they're strong willed enough, or they can look after each other :]

#agere #fandom agere #agere fandom #agere headcanons #dc agere #batman agere #superman agere #wonder woman agere

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koohiikori · 2 years

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Missing Your Comfort Character

Yeah, this is mostly self-indulgent. I've been super stressed out lately, so many things are happening at the same time. I've just finished my exams and the next thing I know, the government made a no-holiday policy for the end of the year. Anyway here's a little drabble(?) perhaps, no names were mentioned but I wrote this with Miya Osamu/Bokuto Koutarou/Yuta Okkotsu in mind, so yeah, enjoy~

It's so tiring.

To live life knowing you've fallen for someone, but that someone doesn't even exist. Isn't it strange? Falling for something lifeless. Mere ink on paper, or 24 drawings a second. It's so tiring to know that, yet being unable to make your heart comprehend that.

Your mind knows they aren't real, none of them are. Yet why do the butterflies come anyway? The heart is a mysterious thing, you thought, as you stared at the ceiling, mind getting fuzzier by the second, and eyes getting heavy.

"Take me home." You whispered to the empty room.

The feeling of homesickness only thickened. The air felt damp and your heart aches. It misses something, but what is it? How can someone miss a place they've never been to, or someone they've never met?

Why are you even thinking all of this right now? When by some miracle, he's appeared right here in front of you.

He opened his arms, a gentle smile on his face. You didn't know how this man just decided he'd gesture for a hug, but it didn't matter to you at the moment. Because you're already on your way, feet planting firmly onto the ground on each step of the way as you ran as fast as you could, as if he'd disappear if you were a millisecond late.

You didn't even feel the impact when you wrapped your arms around him, your cheek landing on his chest, your legs barely standing. He lets out a breath before wrapping his arms around you too.

"I'm home."

#bokuto angst #bokuto fluff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #hq angst #hq fluff #yuta angst #yuta fluff #okkotsu yuta angst #jujutsu kaisen angst #jujutsu kaisen fluff #jjk angst #jjk fluff #yuta okkotsu fluff #yuta okkotsu angst

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thefudge · 3 years

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what are some of your favorite films? ngl i'm trying to figure out a movie that has the same ~mood~ of your fics and coming short. help?

oh man, whenever this question comes up i always draw a blank, even though i've seen and loved so many movies, but! for once i do have 2 recs (and mind you, these are "my fics" kind of recs, not for general viewing):

1. the first one that i watched last year was a Danish film called "queen of hearts" ("dronningen"). it's about an older woman who begins a tumultuous affair with her much younger stepson and it deals with the fallout of their affair. honestly, i initially gravitated towards it because of that excellent scenario (and i mean, Seneca and Racine would both hi5 me on it), but the movie turned out to be so much more than that. it was an absolutely heart-breaking and searing exploration of desire and abuse, and how power dynamics between adults and adolescents, even older teens, can be so insidious and can render the young person so vulnerable. it's a very smart film that doesn't let you make up your mind and constantly forces you to re-evaluate the images on screen. it's also pretty hot ngl

2. the second one that i rewatched in the pandemic cuz it's so good is called "homesick" (2015). it's a Norwegian film about a pair of half-siblings who grow up apart and then meet as adults, and the brother is super resentful towards her for various familial reasons, but the tension between them is...incredibly hot. and they do eventually give into their feelings. it's aaa-mazing. yes, there is quite a bit of sex, but like the first movie, it goes a lot deeper into the pitfalls of family and desire. it's way less heartbreaking than "queen of hearts" and it has a relatively bittersweet/happy ending, but it does make you feel "homesick" in a way.

the common theme with both of these movies is that they take sort of trashy/taboo scenarios and give them a lot of insight and meaning? which i hope is what i do in my fics (i mean yes, we over-indulge too, but you get my point lol)

also my good taste sis, @irresistible-revolution watched both of them with me, so she's as guilty as i am!

#film rec #movie rec #replies #queen of hearts 2019 #dronningen #homesick 2015

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capseycartwright · 2 years

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Hi! I recently moved from the UK to Prague to study at uni for a year and am struggling with trying to make it feel like 'home'. I know you also live abroad and was wondering if you have any tips as you seem to be loving your time abroad. I've been living here for about 2 months now and don't feel like I'm really making the most of living in such a beautiful city.

Any help you could give would be greatly appreciated! ❤

LISTEN okay i've got you. i did my masters abroad in the netherlands, and those first two months were rough - i definitely went through the oh my god what have i DONE stage and i was super homesick and i wondered if it was the silliest idea i'd ever had. but i think the first thing you've got to remind yourself - and this can be a good and bad thing to think about - but you're only there for a year and a year in the grand scheme of your life is actually so short. like, i look back now and i am convinced my year abroad lasted all of five minutes.

and look - i am totally guilty of this too - but we all love to romanticise our years abroad and be like, wow, so cultured and cool and clever of me. sometimes its just hard and you've got to lean into that and let yourself be a little sad and homesick.

BUT!!! there's lots you can do to make yourself feel better and these are some of the things i did/do

decorate your room. i put off decorating mine for ages and it made me so sad, so i bought silly fairy lights and decorative pillows and printed photos of my friends and family and make it feel like home.

make yourself leave the house at least once a day. that's a life rule, frankly, but just getting outside and getting some fresh air and walking helps so much. call a friend while you walk, or listen to a podcast - or people watch. it's your home city for a year, at least - you're allowed to just exist in it, and not do anything exciting!

make a bucket list of the things you really want to do and see - like, museums or exhibitions or historical places or restaurants or cafes - and visit them. i knew, for me at least, when i left the city i studied in in the netherlands, i was never going to live there again, so i made it my aim to do all the things i wanted to there so i could never regret not doing them.

find a place you want to make your 'local' - be it a coffee shop, or a library, or whatever. it's exciting to find new places but the comfort of having somewhere you know, and you know the menu, and you like the vibe, always helps so much when you're homesick.

join expat groups!! honestly, some of the most interesting people i've met when abroad have been through random meet ups and groups (one of my best friends in the whole world i met because we were both in the city a few weeks before uni started and joined an international student meet up.) and also even if you don't meet anyone cool its something that keeps you busy!

walk around. the best way to get to know a city have it feel like home is walk around it - and don't use a map! let yourself get a bit lost and wander and just be there (and inevitably use a map to get home)

if there's like, a shop that sells your favourite foods from home, indulge every once in a while and buy something from there as a comfort. i may live in whats considered the home of chocolate but sometimes i buy cadburys to feel at home.

i think ultimately - just remember its only for a year, and it goes so quickly, so let yourself enjoy it. and it might not ever feel like home - as much as i loved living in the netherlands and love living in belgium now, neither place feels the same as my home in ireland. home can feel different in different places!

i hope you have a magnificent time!!! my year studying abroad fundamentally changed my life in the very best of ways and four years on people i met there are my best friends (even though we've not lived in the same place in four years) so i am mad jealous of you getting to have this experience!

#in which i ramble #this got long lmao i'm sorry i don't know if this is even helpful #asks #anon

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tetrakys10 · 4 years

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🎊🎊🎉0 followers celebration 🎉🎉🎊

As you all probably know by now, my blog got flagged for nonexistent sensitive content 5 days ago, right at the beginning of my celebration for 2000 followers. In these 5 days the blog got to 2700 followers but it has not been restored yet. However I think we have put on hold our party for way too long so I'm moving it here, in this new temporary or permanent home (we'll see) because I have big plans.

I'm going to celebrate this new milestone of 0 followers with 4 days of completely self-indulgent activities, only nice things and zero negativity. It's not every day that one gets 0 followers!

Why 4 days you may ask?

Because on monday it's my birthday so double celebration!

(And I have a bad case of homesickness, I've never been so long away from my home country. I'm one one step away from saying "Alexa, play the complete discography of Laura Pausini" and sing along at the top of my lungs, who am I kidding I already did it)

So, what are these self-indulgent activities?

Well, first of all, I'll get back to where we were interrupted and reply to the asks from that get-to-know-me list.

Then, I may or may not have a couple of funny activities to play with yall in mind.

And also I'm going to take some time to play some of the games I'm behind with, which include:

Eldarya 29

MCL LL 4 on Nath's route (3 and 4 with Priya and Hyun if I have time)

MLQC episode 16 AND/OR some of the best dates of Gavin/Kiro/Lucien since I completed Victor (but I may replay the dazzling date because it was perfection)... ACTUALLY the event is out tomorrow, I'm going to get that fake-wedding date with Victor whatever it takes.

Also, Sweet Elite is out tomorrow and I want to play the new episode asap.

There is also a new game I downloaded and haven't had a chance to play it yet, it was reccomanded to me by an anon here, so I may finally give it a go because it looks like dark fantasy super cool.

All these I'm going to record and comment and even possibly videocomment on youtube.

Other than all these, I'll wing it. I want 4 days of par-tay 🎉🎉yuhuuu

#personal #hello world #0 followers #partyyyy

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