Okay so I may have gone overboard………

But also I love these guys and cannot be stopped!! Theres a lot going on, so close-ups and transcripts under the cut :]

You know the drill by now, reblogs help me likes do not, and I’ll love you forever if you put tags on the rb <3

Drew most of these while watching the Oni trilogy, and a bit during s11/s12 if that means anything. Three notes about the piece before we get to the transcript/description:

1. I recently encountered the Lloyd-with-prosthetic-arm headcanon and had to draw it!

2. The way Kai is animated in the oni trilogy makes it look like he’s chewing the inside of his cheek whenever he’s thinking. Which is beyond charming, hence, the guy!

3. I think I need to say that none of this is intended to be ship art, however I have no qualms with you if you wish to interpret it that way!

Okay so, now that that’s out of the way, Transcript for my writing below:

Image 1, top left corner, is a note in blue that just says “note to self: use blue for water, not gray <3”. There is also a note to the top right corner of the image that has a cartoon figure saying “woag!” And the exclamation “ZAP!” By a lightning bolt.

Image 2, top right corner, has a memo in black and highlighted in orange, that says “*windows startup noise*” with an arrow pointing to a doodle of Kai. There is also a few colored pencil swatches with names below that same doodle.

Image 3, bottom left corner, has no text except for color names next to colored pencil swatches.

Image 4, bottom right corner, has a text bubble in red, pointing to a doodle of Cole who is holding a mug with difficult-to-read text. The bubble conveys that “His mug says ‘don’t talk to me until I’ve eaten this entire mug’”. There is also a doodle of Lloyd to the right, who looks sheepish and is saying (in light green) “thanks for the upgrade!” The response, in teal which indicates it is Nya speaking, comes in two speech bubbles. The top says “no problem!” The bottom says “just, please, stop wrecking them…”

Since there is barely anybody that looks at this blog now, imma say some things now that I'll reveal later on Twitter (maybe). Also this is gonna be a long read so you can read if you wanna or not. Its kinda a rant.

I started this blog because I liked Dragon Ball and wanted to share my ideas and things I liked with other fans. I enjoyed that. Krillin is my favorite character so I wanted to show him some love & maybe get more ppl to like him. Then eventually I started drawing nsfw art.

I began doing so because there's a great lack of Krillin positive nsfw art. Eventually on my Twitter, I gathered a following that like to see Krillin getting some love. I also went from sfw with my OC Tobi to drawing nsfw. The problem I have with both is that I don't have time as much to draw what is like to. Nor do I care as much for nsfw art.

So this is what I'm trying to say. I have other things I want to do. I draw for free and accept some requests. I'm not getting paid and I feel like I'm wasting my time somewhat. The positive is that more ppl have come to like Krillin and hopefully more will later. There aren't a lot of nsfw artist that promote Krillin. Its all about Saiyans and I understand why. I like Saiyans too. But its always at the expense of human characters that I like especially Krillin.

"Vegeta got beat up by 18 so he deserves to dick her down"

"18 should be with anyone else but Krillin. She should be with a Saiyan."

I'm seriously tired of it, ya know? Its just such negativity. I've tried to combat it with positivity and that does work but that's not what most ppl seem to care about or see. Krillin means a lot to many of us. Yes, we know he's a fictional character but he's someone we can latch on to and see ourselves in. How he constantly tries hard and doesnt give up despite having low self-esteem. He is very relatable and an encouraging character. So understand that it frustrates me and others when ppl keep making fun of a character we love just because of memes that are very innacurate, he's short, he's married to what most of the fandom consider the most attractive female in the series (so they're jealous of him to an extent), or when ppl downright degrade his character.

Why? Why treat a positive character so negatively? Ppl make fun of Krillin because he has PTSD but won't make fun of Future Trunks. They trash his marriage and make it seem as if 18 doesn't care for him because he has the most stable marriage in the series. They call his daughter an ugly troll but want to see her in hentai with some Saiyan. Such hypocrisy. That's why I've drawn some of the things I have.

There are drawings I've done that I haven't posted because they are so disrespectful to characters like Vegeta or Gohan. And I love Gohan so that's a reason why I never posted them. I'm a positive person but it seems many ppl only respond to negative. So here's what I've done/plan to do.

I have some comics planned to draw along with some pictures. The pictures vary on what they will be, but the comics... Here's what they are.

I will be making NTR comics starring Krillin but he is the main character. There are too many of him being portrayed as a wimp or punk that lets everybody get with 18 besides himself. Or its done behind his back. So I'm going to have Krillin taking other character's ladies from them. Yeah its negative in a way but also positive for Krillin. Maybe this can get the point across to ppl? Idk.

But I will make a comic where Krillin gets Videl, Bulma, & Chichi. I will make others where he gets into "situations" with characters like Kale & Caulifla, Cheelai, & others. I also plan to make a comic about Roshi basically being cucked by Krillin (you'll have to wait and see to understand that one). So that's what I have planned. Hentai comics with Krillin as the lead. Its unpopular and that is why I do it.

I'll make other more positive comics too. Like a comic about Krillin getting advice then marrying 18. Ill draw stories with my OC Tobi as he lives with Krillin and his family & dates Marron. It will focus on the Chestnut family and have father/son moments with Krillin & Tobi. And ill introduce other characters too.

But here's the big thing that contradicts everything I said prior. I don't want to draw DB anymore. The fan base has kinda wore me out but so has the direction the series has gone. In bored of the writing for DBS and it being solely about Goku & Vegeta when there are other characters like Gohan & Piccolo. Its a fighting anime so why would we only want to see 2 characters? God ki was introduced so that's an easy way for everyone to get stronger and involved. But its too corporate now and lazy. And the DBS manga... so terrible. Toyotaro is a much better artist than I am and not to talk bad about him but I think DragonGarowLee is much better for the position that Toyo. DGL knows how to choreograph fights better and understands Toriyama's comedy better. Toyo doesn't know how to write the characters. He makes Goku an uncaring idiot, makes Vegeta a poorly written Goku clone, makes fun of Krillin for no reason except he doesn't like him (seriously! He has called him ugly, weak, scared, useless, & had ppl like Goku and Roshi insult Krillin. Wtf?!), he doesnt know how to create a unique character without ripping off a character Tori has done much better. And the fanboys (& girls)

Gosh! The Vegeta fans are great but they can be crazy sometimes. They ignore all the evil Vegeta has done and ignore his flaws as if he's a perfect angel. Vegeta's flaws is what makes him such an interesting character! And him being different than Goku is a good thing. But there's a weird and false understanding of his character. "Vegeta is a better dad than Goku" sure. Vegeta just knocked up Bulma then left her as. Single mother and didn't care if she or his infant son died, never hugged his son until he was 10+ yrs old & didn't love Bulma until sometime during the 7 yr time skip. He was a terrible person in a terrible relationship! THEN he became a better person and actually loving to his family. That change is what make Vegeta great. Not his power level or how many kills he has or "cool moments."

That same twisted misunderstanding of Vegeta is similar to the misunderstanding of Krillin. Ppl think he's weak and a coward. But he fights aliens & beings stronger than him and even injures stronger opponents. He smiles in the face of danger and even gets excited during fights but is smart enough not to risk others lives. Krillin nearly killed Nappa, he would've finished Vegeta with the Spirit Bomb if Yajirobe didn't alert Vegeta that Krillin was attacking him, smart enough not to fight on Namek when they're outnumbered, took on aliens stronger than him, outsmarted them & escaped, protected both Gohan & Bulma, more skilled than Ginyu when he was in Goku's body, sacrificed his safety for others like Dende & Gohan, (for real tho, Vegeta didn't see 2nd form Freeza move but Krillin was fast enough to throw Dende out of the way and sacrifice his life. Krillin saw Freeza attacking and Vegeta who is supposed to be stronger did not see Freeza move!), he was the first person to actually damage Freeza and then taunted the Emperor of the Universe, he's always there for his friends, knew better than everybody else that if the androids defeated Vegeta & Trunks then he shouldn't get involved. He saved 18 who was innocent in this timeline, helped 16, wished for the bombs out of 17 & 18 so they could live normally. Then fast forward to DBS he fought to protect his family & planet & 18 calls him "cool", he conquers his PTSD and gained new power he always had but laid dormant, he defeated someone who actually hurt 18. & there are things he's done I didn't even mention.

And ppl constantly saying Goku is a bad dad. He's waaaaaaaay better of a father compared to Vegeta if were being honest.

I guess I've seen a lot of the negative side of the fandom and its disappointing. So I'm at a point where I kinda don't care. I'll make my comics but after I'm done with what I have planned, I'm just done with DB. I won't stop drawing entirely but I won't draw any requests unless I feel like it, I won't keep up with much DB news and content. I just want to come back to Tumblr, draw Krillin fanart, draw Tobi, write some rewrites, draw Tobi's story & that's it. Ill be a part of Chestnut Fest every year tho. That is one of the greatest things to come out of my time on Tumblr & Twitter. So big thanks to @chestnutisland!

But basically I'm tired of the fandom and I still enjoy parts of it but I want to do my own thing. So I'll partially be a part of the DB fandom but not in it too deep. Look forward to what I have in store. If some of my future content isn't to your liking, hopefully you ccan find something else I've done that you'll enjoy. But its still been fun & I've enjoyed the ppl I've talked too & friends I've made.

Spots (Erik Killmonger fic)

So this is my first posted fic on tumblr, I posted it first on my black panther blog @trustedloss and now I’m posting it here. Hook me  up with prompts and asks because I could use the practice and the ideas! Thanks for everything and enjoy.

“Did you know that black panthers have spots!” a little head of tight curls chirp from around the corner out of sight of the kitchen table. Erik listens with less than half his attention, keeping one ear on the simmering pan on the stove and the rest of his attention on cleaning and reloading his weapons. He does justify it with a low hum of acknowledgment, not so far off from the tone he’d got from his own father when he was busy. “Wow! Daddy, did you know that there are two types of panthers? Jaguars and Leopards, Jaguars are from America, like us!”

He can feel the monster stir at the accidental insult, she’s just a kid. A second generation that’s stepping on tradition she doesn’t know is being laid at her feet. He’s got a few years yet to teach her the right type of shit, like his father taught him. “We ain’t stayin’ we jus--”

“We just stoppin’ by, I know. Jaguars are st-ssstock-- oh,stockier and have powerful jaws, and they were everywhere! Arizona to... to Argentina but they went extinct in North America.” The little chirp lingers in the air before dying there. She was feeling again, her mothers daughter, always soaking in and expelling emotions. It was exhausting to witness and participate in.

“What you got fillin’ that head?” The gun pieces move fluidly in his hands, locking back into place and solidifying into shape after being cleaned. He wonders what issue he should get his cub once she’s older and can hold it right.

“They pick fights with things, they don’t care if it’s bigger or stronger or any thing.” hesitant silence begins to bloom as she shifts around to peek out at him with russet brown eyes, gauging his reaction ”Auntie Tee, says you cashin checks you can’t back, she sayin’ she don’t like when I come over here.”

His hands still,”Your Auntie talks shit alot,” he knows his voice is too tight, her eyes drinking every twitch and cadence change in, “Does it look like I’m done yet? Get back behind there.”

She moves quickly back out of sight “I didn’t see them! We can still tell Auntie Tee that you kept your claws put away.”

“Guns,” He’s quick to correct, ain’t no reason to play her games “Don’t let them hold your tongue you got shit to say then say it.”

“When you go and be king... you goin’ forget ‘bout me?”

Fuck. “Shit, sweet thang,” He leans his head back and folds his arms to think “...Do I forget you when I go hunting for Uncle sam?” He can almost hear the gears in her head turning, most likely tightening her curls with all the energy she was using.

“No” it’s said slow and thoughtfully like how she pours syrup on her pancakes “But, how we gon remember each other if you leavin all the time?” Her tone shifts just that side of sassy, testing Erik’s patience and walking the line just like everything else in Erik’s shit filled life.

“Whatchu thinkin?” Probably gonna be some soldier build a bear waste of money.

“A spot! So we can match,”

His blood runs cold and that monster clawing up his insides snarls. The beast grossly let’s its acid spit drip into old wounds he thought he had long since recovered from. It paces intrigued, ”Get over here,” he watches the hesitance, the slow deliberate movements as his little girl comes into sight, oversized t-shirt drowning her little form and a pair of ‘crazy’ leggings, because ‘Auntie says you crazy and I wanna be crazy too’ or some shit. The pattern was worn and faded and they still seemed too big on her little legs. His cub was tiny, too tiny.

When she settles in front of him head up, eyes on him just like he taught her, he tilts his head and smacks his teeth and grabs one of his knives out of its sheath “Aight, gimme yo arm”

It was a test, a sick game he thought would be entertaining, scare the kid enough to get her to back off and make his inevitable leaving easier. The thin brown arm is extended “Can I have it right here?” She has the nerve to point to the top part of her wrist the deepest shade of brown from playing out in the sun, she takes a shaky breath but keeps his stare.

Erik lets the sharp harsh grin curve his lips and presses the knife against baby soft unmarried flesh, innocent flesh, his flesh. He hears the gasp and stops his movements. She’ll cave first, this isn’t the first kid he’s maimed, won’t be the last either. For a moment, he wonders if her screams will sound the same as the others “You still want that spot,lil girl?”

“Yessir”, she says,twitching and jumpy, her eyes squeezed shut before fluttering open to peek at him,”Don’t miss, Kay?”

This lil shit. The beast purrs with pride, his lil cub has no fear. Erik steels himself and presses to make an incision, the whimper and pulling away is enough. He leaves her a tiny scratch, no more than a paper cut across her wrist “I ain’t finna mark you. You want spots you gotta earn‘em ,” He lets his cub go and flinches when she comes back to wrap her arms around him tight in a hug.

“I’ll earn my spots, don’t get a new princess.” She sounds so small, lip quivering against his chest as she starts to cry. He wishes it was from the scratch and not the deeper hurt it seems to be.

He slides the knife away and glares over her head, isn’t this just perfect. The first person he spares the pain and it’s her, he tangled his calloused fingers in her curls and presses her tight against him, safe, whole, protected.

“You are a  princess, you know that lil’ girl? Ain’t no one gonna take that from you, ain’t no one can convince you otherwise, and one day Imma get you a proper crown and digs to prove it.” A promise he will keep, he hopes the meaning is communicated through his hold, that his words are punctuated by the rise and fall of his chest, that his sincerity is sung by his heart beat, “Save the tears for later, you’ll need’em.”

1-50

Thanks so much for the questions cutie 💕1) First things first, did you have a good year?:Hmm I don't know honestly. My year pretty much sucked for the most part2) How old did you turn this year?20 3) Do you feel your age?Hm not really. I feel more like a 12 year old most of the time4) Did your appearance change in anyway?Uh I went from my blonde hair back to my brown hair so I guess that counts 😂5) Post your favorite selfie.I don't have one. They're all ugly 🤷‍♀️6) If you traveled, where did you go?Nowhere this year so 😢7) Which fashion trends did you love?Uh give me a sec. I am trying to remember them. I guess the whole vans thing being super in this year since I've always loved them like the black ones you see everywhere on tumblr. I own a pair myself and they're my favs. And like the yellow/mustard color that was very present. I'm not sure if these are really like of this year but whatever8) Which fashion trends did you hate?I can only think of the see through plastic boots. But I believe they were last year already. They're ugly though. No one wants to see your sweat dripping in your shoes9) What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible?Hmmm definitely my mustard yellow knitwear, absolutely adore it. Maybe a pic later10) What song sums up this year for you?Shit that's such a tough one. Honestly idk hmm probably: Jaymes Young - I'll be good for the simple reason that I had a lot of realizations about how I lost myself and became toxic waste so I wanna be good 11) What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then?Hmm idk.. I never listen to every song of an album. Always have a few favs12) What was your favorite movie of the year?This is a tough one hahaha I geeked out over Spiderman: Homecoming so guess that maybe? But recently saw To the bone and absolutely loved how deep going and eye opening that one was so imma go for that one 13) Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year?No one really caught my attention tbh like maybe Katherine Langford from 13rw cause she pulled off the role amazingly along with Dylan Minette (not sure how to write their names 🙁)14) Favorite new TV show?Lucifer, no doubt about it. One of my favs ever. Just too damn good 15) Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears?Bughead, definitely. Falice too actually16) What food did you try for the first time?I don't remember trying anything new really. Oh wait a bagel!!!! I loved it fuck 17) Did you make any big permanent changes this year?Yes I changed from uni to college 18) What was one nice thing you did for someone else?I don't recall, after this year I feel as if I haven't done anything nice for anyone. I stayed up till 7 am to take care of my dog and keep an eye on her so guess that maybe19) What was one nice thing you did for yourself?Stand up for myself and say no loud and clear for the first time in my life20) Did you develop a new obsession?I only develop obsessions for tv series so Riverdale and Lucifer but my man is my all time obsession, it getting stronger is also sort of new I guess21) Did you vote?Nope22) Did you move?Uh kinda I guess since I had my own place in Leuven during the week23) Did you get a job?No24) Did you get a pet?No hahaha I have plenty of my loves25) Do you regret not doing anything?I regret not listening to my gut26) Do you regret doing something?Hurting the person I love most 27) Have you done anything that scared you?Yes this thing called life28) Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days?Yes29) Did you lose anyone close to you?I lost my cat of almost 19 years 2 weeks ago so.. 30) Did you fall in love?Only fell more in love but I already was31) Did you fall out of love?Not at all32) Did you start a new relationship?With my laptop yes, we got closer again 33) Did you go through a break up?Nope 34) Did you have to cut ties to someone?Yes multiple times but don't care 35) Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year?No one36) Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year?I don't remember really, I don't feel like I miss anything 37) If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it?Definitely. I would've listened to my gut and stopped myself from hurting the one I love most38) What was the best moment of the year for you?Every time he made me smile 39) What was the worst?Realizing how much worse I was than I thought. Idk there's a lot of worst moments 40) Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t?I guess so I'm not sure really. I thought I would've been better by now, went to desperate things to be so but I'm still not who or where I wanna be. Still can't face myself in the mirror41) Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did?Honestly I never thought once this year that I wasn't gonna change, I was convinced I was gonna change but didn't at all 42).What are you most proud of accomplishing?Honestly nothing. Maybe making my brother the happiest with his Christmas gift. Biggest accomplishment of the year 43) What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior?That when being lost I become a danger to others. A bomb ready to explode at any time. Someone I can't face in the mirror 44) Did your opinion of anyone change for the better?No haven't talked to anyone so wouldn't know45) Did your opinion of anyone change for worse?For sure. I mean it's not as if I thought highly of them but it sunk even lower 😂46) If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year?No hahahha47) If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year?To be myself. To be better 48) If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do?  Who would you go this?Disneyland with the one I love or a camping trip49) What do you wish for others for the coming year?Happiness, love and laughter. Less worries and more enjoying. A life they wanna live and don't feel like they have to50) What do you wish for yourself?To be better