I'll pass up the front to Riku so they can do their shit with the day, but I do have to say cause Riku keeps forgetting to mention it, but I'm holding my own martial arts hobby and journey until they "get their shit together and go to Buddhism Camp TM"

And they aren't against it but I really just decided for them that that will be what they are doing starting next weekend and they're just upset that I am just like "Yeah its fine Ill post pone Capoiera and martial arts so you can have time to go to on a Buddhist Journey and figure your shit out" cause like, yeah. I know how you work. Self sacrificing martyr to the systsem - you'll forget to take care of yourself easily if you are given space to make another part's life easier

Thus, yes, I am being a manipulative shit and refusing the thrive until you take care of yourself. Fuck you but also have fun cause I genuinely 100% trust that you will do what you need to do to make sure you don't fully burn out :insert angel emoji:

That said its the funniest thing cause I'm like *grabs one of my top hobbies and holds a gun to its head* "HEY RIKU, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OR ILL SHOOT MY OWN HOBBY" is such a funny situation to be in.

But yeah no, I'm not excepting to thrive if you aren't bitch get your shit together so we can thrive together bitch.